Today I woke up before my alarm with a flick of my tail. I was underwater, flicked my strong tail, felt it move, and swam ahead real fast. My position and the lighting were just like this, but there was no dolphin.
Then it was gone.
Today I am going to share about the mermaid dreams I have had since I was seven. They always make me feel like this: happy, light, and carefree.
7 and 27 are my favorite numbers <3
In my mermaid dreams, I could breathe under water and above water, just the same. There was a society of mermaids that lived in a 'bubble city' under the ocean. I could go to it, turn into a person and be able to walk, and leave it at any time with my tail. It looked very much like the bubbles in Star Wars where Jar-Jar Binks (I know he is annoying, sorry, I could not think of a better example). So we looked like we do now, except with big tails like in the photo of the mermaid with the dolphin.
My true love would find me. Yes, at seven I started dreaming this! And when we would 'reconnect' for the first time, it felt like this:
It was a much stronger 'connection' than anything I have ever felt on earth. My thoughts drift to this often, and have for my entire life.
Am I a mermaid princess? I don't know. I have the feelings and the dreams my whole life. I have the inexorable pull to the water. I can't explain it. I had a mermaid antique tin poster on the wall throughout applying to and going through medical school and residency. She was from a box of soap, and her energy was 'right' to support me through my work. I also have a very small mermaid figure, with a pink sparkly tail and white feathers for hair. She told me her name is Irianna. I don't understand how it works, but she has been a guide and companion ever since that time, too. She watches over me in my room. She is like, maybe two inches long and one inch tall. But her energy really 'connects'. I think the figurine is like a 'focus point' between myself and Irianna's energy in another place.
Mermaids are healers. That is all I need to say about that.
Spirit reminds me of my Tiffany Stained Glass Mermaid Reproduction. I had it all through fellowship. For some reason, my heart surgeon back at my residency place, and the one I chose to work with after fellowship, looked like the fish depicted in the stained glass. I found the image oddly comforting in our working together, and would draw on the image of peaceful energy of healing whenever he would lose his temper in the O.R., and that was often! Ah! Here it is--isn't the internet wonderful? http://www.google.com/imgres?imgurl=http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_PYjmTXPUYzM/TNYEl5BLStI/AAAAAAAAF0o/XXXW4LCfQ5U/s1600/IMG_2879.JPG&imgrefurl=http://wonderfulworldofclutter.blogspot.com/2010/11/contrasting-views-of-sealife.html&h=1600&w=1200&sz=351&tbnid=xvzKMch2vX14xM:&tbnh=100&tbnw=75&prev=/search%3Fq%3Dtiffany%2Bstained%2Bglass%2Bmermaid%26tbm%3Disch%26tbo%3Du&zoom=1&q=tiffany+stained+glass+mermaid&usg=__-cnbmvEjtl3r-JNKPqkO5iDm2PQ=&docid=-m8CpmkZeJvoSM&sa=X&ei=s9tSUf-qHoae2gX82oGICg&ved=0CFQQ9QEwAA&dur=4362
Here is one last image to share:
Aloha nui loa, and Mahalo!