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Wednesday, April 30, 2014
Yesterday while I was in on a case--a long, boring, very stable case that went over five hours--I got an incredible 'nudge' to write.
This is Ashtar Sherhan of the Ashtar Command
(Ross clears his throat)
We are freeing you.
In about five minutes you shall understand.
Everything will happen for the best.
The Timelines are separating.
You are on the right one, the higher one, the blessed.
You will be reunited with Ross, honey, forever.
It is happening.
Everyone is watching with interest.
You are one with us.
Your Earnest heart pleased Creator
(references my blog post 'Bless This Stress'--taps it to get my attention)
Me: my patient? (name and procedure of patient on table)
A: It is planned.
Ross: It won't feel more than like walking through a doorway.
The energies were very strong, briefly, and then eerily calm.
This post came out--I believe the Faraday Cage has been broken--http://illuminations2012.wordpress.com/2014/04/29/must-read-urgent-message-to-all-lightworkers-from-hilda-and-veronica-keen-plus-a-very-brief-message-from-jean/
This morning I was cleaning and came across a memo pad, a legal pad of paper.
I was horrified. In it were my notes from both of my attorneys, and my custody case where I was sued by the father of our son.
I looked in the back...
And here were some messages from Blessed Mother to me. I do automatic writing. Here they are:
Not to say too much. And not to say too little. Just say 'everything will happen for the best.'
I love you. God will grant thy promises/prophecy.
Do not be afraid. There is something wonderful I have not shared with you. It is ahead. Walk to it with open arms. There is another child, another child ahead. You will have another chance at pregnancy. It will be incredible. You are going to be happy with your family. God loves you very much. And so do I.
God will grant a friendship. And a partnership. And light.
You are on your way to a very holy life.
God love you very much. As does Joseph, Laetari, Jesus, Caleb and your son God promised you from a long ways back (Easter 1990).
God will make a miracle of justice and a promise from another life. Tabitah, a whole new day is going to begin (kisses the top of my head)--Tabitha--I love you very much.
God has prophecy. Goodbye for just a tiny bit.
God has made a miracle.
It is nothing you would expect.
You will have a husband.
You will have a family.
It will be right.
Not in your heart but in your body/mind/spirit.
God will take good care of you.
Do not be afraid.
Think of the pope.
God will have a husband for you.
You will not be alone. Not with (my son's name).
There shall be another in the body, spirit, flesh.
Forever and ever.....Lorelei (she calls me that sometimes).
God has made a miracle.
The kind you wouldn't imagine.
Something very right is going to begin (strokes my hair).
You are happy.
God will make a sign.
God will make a sign to you.
Love-Elvis-- (pinches my new lab coat with Elvis -- I had wished for it.)
God will make a miracle (holds my face in her hands).
I absolutely, positively, guarantee it.
God will make it up to you. You will not be forgotten in all of this. God will grant a miracle. You will have happiness. Even in this mess of life (being sued). It is for the best. Thy happiness depends on it. Thou wilt never have to answer it again. Thy head will be held up the highest it has ever been. God will make it up to you. And I promise all of it will be united in the body and the spirit that is Christ Jesus, my son, my holy offering to the masses. God will grant a miracle. Only from me. Thank you for answering my call (for --she names my son--in early May, 2004, while I was away at conference in Honolulu and staying at the W hotel, I was awoken by her and another male I didn't recognize in spirit, who asked me if I would like to have a baby. I was like, very surprised. Yes, it was my heart's desire. My answer? If God says it's for the best, then, yes. I was pregnant in June.)
I will bless it.
Aloha and Mahalos,
Tuesday, April 29, 2014
"We want you to LOVE where you live, so 'like' us on Facebook' the sign said in the lobby while I waited for the board room to open.
I puzzled over the connection between corporate advertising for my homeowner's association and my news feed on Facebook and my happiness?
The door opened. The line was slow to enter because there was a sign-in sheet. The homeowners and the landscape company came in single file.
The four board members, and the community manager, were seated at the table with huge piles of paperwork and reports in front of them.
On the table was a box of cookies from The Corner Bakery, and little dessert-sized paper plates.
The cookies were for them, not for us.
Last night was an eye-opener for me, as a home owner. This entity has taken $330 from me every month, for over a decade. Yet, they have the ability to take over my house if I stop making payments. A friend of mine got a good deal on a vacation condo in Kapolei when their association dues jumped up from $150 a month to $450 a month. The people on fixed income couldn't afford to make the payments, and as a result, ended up selling their properties...
Love And Gratitude:
These people represent the community in their free time. They have business skills, and this was clearly evident. I felt appreciation and admiration for their service to our community, and for their gifts. (I even felt like in a way, the Council--the one I meet in 5D from time to time--with my mediumship--wanted me to see this is how they work. They are beings with other lives who use their skills in service just like this. I see four council members, plus SaLuSa, at the meeting room, when I go with my consciousness when I am in meditation and there is reason for them to talk to me.)
Outdated 3D Perceptions:
It started with the pool cleaning for the decks and the bathrooms. The cleaning company had raised its fees one hundred dollars for each. This hadn't been done last year. One board member, the one who raised the 'it happened to me so it's not fair to allow the homeowner to skip their late fees, etc.' and 'it wouldn't be fair to everybody' issue time and again, literally, said THIS: we can go over budget on this, use the operating expenses, let's get it done.
She was serving here self-interest! She wanted to use the pool, and she wanted it clean! She didn't mind the expense! ( it was almost two thousand dollars; the homeowner requests were for perhaps, one hundred dollars)
Things here were 'go for cheapest bidder' (in Sicilian folk lore, the saying goes, 'If you buy it cheap you pay for it twice; if you buy quality you pay for it one time only--because it doesn't break.')...
...'we need to table this' for just about everything.....'we need to walk by and SEE it before we know what is going on'...
There was never any respect to the homeowner, no sense of flexibility. There was distrust (well, we need pictures of the inside of the pipe for the clean out to see if there are roots because anybody can say there are roots.)
A homeowner has been trying to get grass in her back yard for ten years, with no success. There's little light due to the trees. She is so frustrated she brought old emails and photos, and asked if they would just please put astroturf up to cover the dirt...I could tell she had been to many meetings, with no success. It made me sad.
Assessment Of The Situation:
There are a lot of Councils in the Higher Dimensions. They work together, and although some members get 'out voted', for the most part, they make decisions that are in the best interest of those they serve.
Right now, on earth, our community council is a poor copy of what goes on in Higher D.
Furthermore, the concept of acceptable behavior in the business community promotes the value of money over the individual, and the 'me versus you--don't take it personally--it's only business' mentality that is not compatible with the Higher Realms.
It is for this reason, I ask for Love Bombs of Healing to be sent to the Corporate organizations, to small businesses, mid-sized businesses, and big businesses, whenever you are in meditation or healing time.
Love travels distance.
Love is never wasted.
Love Is The Solution For Everything.
As the Light pervades the 'status quo', all shadows--that is, unacceptable behavior that is hidden, be it for greed, power, or worse--will come to the surface to be healed.
Let us raise the Consciousness of humanity by really coming together with our hearts and minds, harnessing the power of our sovereign souls, to let Source know, we really truly know and want things to change...for the better.
Aloha and Mahalos,
Reiki Doc and Ross
P.S. Ross says, 'I give this blessing and am in full alignment with all that she has written. We in the Higher Realms, including Agartha, shall match you in your efforts. This is like a Fundraiser For The Light--for every thought, feeling, and sentiment you shall send 'up' for this request, your Ascended Masters and Evolved Spirits are going to 'match' your energy in efforts of our own.
Together we are unbeatable!
Let's win this one, for the Highest Good, for the Light, and for the Consciousness to increase to New Earth's frequency of that which exists in Heaven.
Together, let us usher in and welcome with open arms, the peace, love, and joyous celebration of Heaven's arrival on Gaia.
Just for today, will you allow your intention to make this a reality for all of humankind?
I appreciate your concern, and if you feel so motivated to add more to this effort of raising the vibration of the planet, go ahead. There is no limit to the success that is possible when we join together with our hearts!
Let us move forward, into the Light, in unity and justice for those who are currently oppressed by The System, beginning in this beautiful Now moment, as One Heart and One Soul. Let our focus be on Peace and Harmony forever, no matter what.
Mahalo nui loa.
Monday, April 28, 2014
Last night I had the opportunity to work with a surgeon who was once a refugee.
When I started medical school, he was still in a refugee camp in Hong Kong. This surgeon is Vietnamese.
He stayed in this camp for four years.
There was no work expected of the refugees. Food was given, and although it was good, there was no variety to the food so it proved tiresome.
They were given no fruits--no apples, no oranges--with the meals with the exception of one orange every week. This is too prevent scurvy, a disease of the connective tissue due to lack of vitamin C.
At Christmas they were given the packages from all the charities, and also once in a while the charities would come with the old shoes and 'gently used' clothing to help meet their needs.
The boat ride took twenty three days to cross over to the states. Twenty three days on the open water of the Pacific with no restroom on board the boat. It was at most, ten feet long.
Well how do you pee? How do you poop? I'm a doctor, and a MOM! I want to know.
He said, 'you are so low to the water, you could touch it. You just hang your bottom over the edge and let it go in--pee or poop.'
I wish I'd had the presence of mind to ask about the toilet paper? Or for that matter, the food and water that was available to them on board ship.
Instead, I blurted out, 'so you were like the Life Of Pi! Without the Tiger?'
He said yes, exactly, it was that kind of boat. He was a boat person.
Well what about school? Did they have school for you those four years in the camp?
Sadly, the answer was no. He added, on second thought, 'There were teachers in the camps. We got together, and made our own school. THAT is how I learned.'
Last night, in the middle of the prep for the second appendectomy, he was my teacher.
He asked about my son. He has two kids, four and two.
I shared, 'I haven't seen him in four days. It was his father's weekend.* He came to a sitter's home. I have to work tomorrow. I would sleep here after this case, but I really want to see him. I will make his breakfast and lunch, bring clean clothes, and take him to school. It is important to me that I see him. So I will drive home in the hopes that I won't be called back in, and be able to pick him up and take him to school. Seeing him for those ten minutes is worth the long drive and inconvenience for me.'
He shook his head from side to side, looked at the ground, and said, 'Now that's rough!'
He paused and said, 'I take my children to school...every day. With my schedule, I have a break, in the morning, so I take them...'
I shared, 'I think you're lucky that you get to see your kids every day. Enjoy it. I am going to have to slow down at some point. He is going to need me, and I want to be there for him.'
He looked me in the eye. As one sole supporter of the family, to another, he understood the delicate balance I was trying to keep in my home; I am willing to risk financial security, to be there for my child, when push comes to shove.
There was a drunk on the road home last night. Almost side swiped me. They were swerving back and forth across the lane. It came from my blind spot. I never would have known what hit me, they were going so fast. Just popped up beside me between my looks in the mirror...
Angels were watching me last night.
Thank you for helping me make it home so I can see today.
Truth is stranger than fiction.
And not all prisons have bars.
Not all refugee camps have fences.
The time has come for humanity to be set free.
Aloha and Mahalos,
* part of the custody arrangement is the father denies me all phone contact on overnight he spends with our boy. The child used to ask to speak to me, and the father would stall, and distract him. Our son is terrified to bring a cell phone because of the repercussions from his father. So we have no contact until we are in person again, or at a home of a friend, like last night.
Sunday, April 27, 2014
Thank you for your concern. http://sirianheaven.wordpress.com/2014/04/27/heavenletter-4902-what-if-we-did-love-april-27-2014/
You knew I thought of you as the Boogyman with a handsome face and a smile that takes everyone I love away.
You fixed it. It was a temporary solution. I have had so much fun and freedom with this temporary fix I almost forgot what the temporary part was about.
Your message from yesterday and today, because I LOVE YOU unconditionally, and that will never go away, helps me read between the lines...you are creating something so wonderful, that when we complain and fight Life, it hurts you deeply.
Life DOES split us in two. We go to bed hungry. We are sick. We die. We are horribly abused and raped. Although we have indomitable spirit, sometimes it is easier to take life lying down. Or cursing you.
It's not fun God. Take it from me--all those years on call in the O.R. and lack of sleep--on top of everything else--single mom, the way he left me, health concerns, family drama...let's just say 'Life Is Like A Telenovela' on TV, and some of us, well, we don't like TV.
But we like you!
You tell us we have control--over our reactions--but don't have control over anything else.
Think about it.
What are we?
CREATOR GODS, are we not?
We like to Create. Not to be Created for.
We signed up.
That's why we grumble.
But now this is all in the open, I think it's fair enough that people will do as you recommend.
What other choice is there? Seriously. There is only one way out, and that's it.
At least if you want to 'score the most points' while you are living here. Some people just say, 'it's not worth it' and do the very best they can to screw up their lives. I had incarnation after incarnation of that. At least I stopped my self-destruction...
You're cute. And very handsome. And kind. No one would ever think less of you.
You like to say 'paddle your canoe' to us, right?
Well, sometime people go on the water, and they Throw Up. They need to take a little dramamine or a scopolamine patch just to be able to enjoy it. Nobody likes throw up. Not the person who throws up. Not the people who watch or hear it. Not the person who has to clean it up. But we do that. It's part of life.
For some people the experience of Life is like one big throw up. After a while you get the dry heaves! And maybe even bile comes up.
What you are saying, is, 'it's worth it'.
I won't argue you that.
But I'll hold their hand and help them and get crackers and ginger ale so they can get back on their feet.
I've been here too long to just talk to them.
Nobody listens when you just talk.
They listen when you do something to help their suffering.
Just like you did with me to show me that you're not the boogey man. You let me have my sister and friend for just a little longer.
That was really nice of you.
This morning I had the strangest dream. I was inside the VA where I used to work. I was with my parents. Both of them. Dad has been gone five years now...but it seemed normal they were there.
We were there for Dad. And for some reason I was driving dad's old blue VW beetle. Inside the VA!
Then I saw my back!!!
I don't have tattoos. I am afraid of two things--number one--the pain of the needle. I am a big baby and won't lie still only to be stuck. Too many allergy tests as a kid. The scratch ones and the needle ones were horrifying. They even brought my favorite uncle and I still screamed so loud you could hear it all through the halls. The second thing is I would get bored with the design, and grow to hate it. As I grow, I change. And having a tattoo just makes me realize how much I've changed, because I would grow sick of it.
But in the mirror, I saw my back, and it was like this...
From the front, you couldn't see the tattoos at all. But from the back--between my shoulder blades there was Spiderman. Of all things! SPIDERMAN??? I have no connection to him whatsoever.
And then below that was something I couldn't really see, but was Celtic. And to my surprise, below and to the right, wrapping around my flank, was the house from the Addams Family. Complete with the fence and the gate and the yard. It was beautifully rendered, with shading, and was really nice work. I actually liked it!
I didn't understand how it got there without my knowing it. That freaked me out. Was I drunk? Did my friends put me up to it? How did I get those tattoos?
So I asked Dad if he was ready to ride in the car home, He said yes, and I drove mom and dad home--through the halls of the VA first--and then outside.
This is a dream, isn't it?
Yet Spirit tells us, again and again, that LIFE is the dream, and DREAM is what's Real. Actually, technically, only Love is real.
But if you look at the news, even the alternative news, there is some MAJOR shaking up going on out there. The people you used to trust, you can't. And that makes you dazed and confused, at best. And makes you disillusioned and ready to give up at worst.
They want it.
I'm not going to beat around the bush--and say Those Who Do Not Have Our Best Interest At Heart--you know who they are--Orsini and all those way high Illuminati, most of them from Spain--who rule the world through the media and the major industries.
They are messing with us. With our health. With our food. With our MINDS.
Just go on an live a good life.
God says he's in charge and its all good.
I say, don't take the news to heart any more than you would a crazy dream like I had--driving through the halls of a hospital with a Volkswagon?
That's Cray Cray and you know it.
So when you read about buses crashing--who knows? It could all be orchestrated to make your blood pressure go up. It could be like Hearst himself--when he got caught--'yellow journalism'--when he created the Spanish American War.
If they did it once, they can do it again.
So take everything with a grain of salt.
Let the last stuff play out, and use your connection to Source and your Heart Center to figure out what is YOUR truth.
Not the Illuminati's.
And live it.
The more you buy into YOUR life experience, the less energy goes into their 'matrix' and you will starve it.
I throw the newspaper away every day, never having read it.
I buy it to line my bird cage and help keep the delivery lady employed.
So now you have it.
I gotta go get ready for work.
With so very much Love,
Saturday, April 26, 2014
On April 25, 2014, channeler Marc Gamma was given ten numeric sequences or codes to be used for healing purposes from Archangel Raphael.
This was announced on this blog on April 26, 2014. Here is the link to the post which includes the link to the original article translated to English from German: http://reikidoc.blogspot.com/2014/04/archangel-raphaels-healing-codes-from.html
As a board-certified physician, who is currently practicing medicine, I wanted to try these out, and see how they 'felt' and 'worked' before coming up with a protocol.
Here is a link to the summary table, in an easy to read format, that is available now to you on the web. It is a 'work in progress' and will be updated to reflect any new codes that are given to us. https://www.icloud.com/iw/#pages/BAL_H6ySPmDqBDerQZSBy5CutS23vvMx2UGF/Angelic_Codes_For_Healing_Purposes (Please note there are FOUR pages to this document. The first page only has two lines. You have to scroll down to see the other three.)
I tested on my food last night, the neutralizing ones. The taste of the food improved, and with my Reiki hand I could detect an increase in the amount of Life Force Energy coming off the plate.
I also did a test with the alcohol neutralizing code. I made the code numbers with my index finger five times over a glass of sake, a small glass from my sake set. I drank the sake in one swift series of swallows. It tasted like sake. And I waited. Alcohol takes twenty minutes to be absorbed from the stomach. At ten minutes, there was only the very faintest sign of a 'buzz' or 'intoxication'--I was still clear headed. At twenty minutes, there was no change. At thirty minutes, there was no effect. I typically wake up with a dry mouth and a headache after taking alcohol. There was none. I also did not have the need to empty my bladder like with alcohol (ethanol blocks antidiuretic hormone--this is why the saying goes, 'you don't buy beer, you rent it' because it makes you have to use the bathroom)
Yesterday a friend had a dog fall down the stairs. This is Bobby, a thirteen year old small German spitz who missed one of the steps. He got a cut over his right eye that was bleeding. She made the codes with a Lemurian crystal over the dog's open cut on the eye. The bleeding stopped. The pain lessened. And today there is a barely perceptible crust where the wound had been.
Here is my protocol:
- Decide which purpose is the one you wish to intend for healing
- (for writing in air) Use index finger of dominant hand. At space between numbers, pause.
- Repeat number sequence with pauses several times just to make sure all numbers are okay
- Ask your angels, guides and deceased loved ones to correct any mistakes you might make
- Let go and trust. As an added measure, add the energy of Love and Gratitude to everything too.
Numbers may be written on paper and taped to the item. They may be written directly on the packaging. I wrote them in the air, and sent the intention to my entire kitchen and pantry. I also have the one for all cellular damage written in pink permanent ink on my right arm, just because intuition guided me to do so. When it washes off it will not need to be written again.
Remember, this is very powerful. It is for real. It is here for you.
Since it is new, I would suggest watching very closely while using the codes, and seek medical attention at the same time so no time is lost. This is not a replacement for medical care. It is something to help us heal on an emergency basis. Keep access to the codes table handy.
I will update you of further developments.
Today we would like to share with you one of the surest signs that you have found your Twin Flame and Twin Soul...you are so amazed you just can't believe it!
You can't believe your good luck, your good fortune...it goes over and over in your mind, like, 'Is this really happening?'
Both of you do it.
All of the time.
It's like, see that picture in the lock above? It's one of those day-use lockers at a local water park. I took the picture because it's my favorite number. But look at the lock and key...you take it for granted that the lock is going to fit in the key, and that door is going to open.
But with the heart, there's been a lot of keys working on my lock that I thought 'were IT', you know, 'The One!'--and I tried the lock and the key, and NOTHING HAPPENED, much to my dismay.
For we all want to be with our Immortal Twin. It is our Heaven, to be united again. Nothing else is like it.
For Ross, he knew who I was the minute I walked out on him. I turned myself 'off' to him. Emotionally checked out. He tried everything to get my sweetness and love back after he did the unthinkable to me. But I couldn't help it, my heart had turned off, even to my HUSBAND in that life who in fact WAS my immortal Twin!
I made the breakfast, I cleaned the house, I took care of the kid, I did the laundry, ran the household without dropping a beat and I ignored my husband except for when I asked to die.
Nothing he could do 'worked' or 'got me back'.
Eventually we both passed. He went UP. And I kept coming back, reincarnating, again and again, seeking peace from what made me want to die in the first place...never finding it.
So for him, it was a lifetime (galactic lifetime) outside the Matrix watching me do everything possible to destroy myself inside the Matrix. It was painful for him. Very deeply painful to see with full knowledge who I was, and see me go off the deep end like that.
Everyone has their lessons.
Ever since we reunited in late 2013, we have been enjoying the energy that flows between us.
Just last night as I was falling asleep, I remarked to him, for he was with me in Spirit, "I love hearing what you have to say. I could listen all day. I don't want to listen to what other people tell me what you said, and what you thought. How could they know in fact what you were thinking?! But the real thing, right from you? It doesn't get any better than that!'
He was pleased.
I told him I wanted to see the Council if that was permitted please? I wanted to see them before I fell asleep.
Ross pushed a button, and told me it was okay. He also thanked me for being respectful of their time, and always asking permission first.
There they were, SaLuSa to the left (I was surprised) and the four others. They asked me why I was here?
I had a really good day with lots of growth and I wanted to thank you for my being sent it.
They were also pleased.
They asked permission to ask me questions.
They asked me what was the hardest thing about being on earth? They asked was was my biggest struggle? What was the most beautiful thing I had ever seen? (snow flowers in Dorst Campground Meadow when I was seven when Patrick from Pennsylvania showed me)
They asked one more question--what would you like from us?
I paused. I really wanted to think about it. It is a lot to ask. Then I felt something deep in my heart...
To be your friend. To know your hearts and your dreams. And for you to know I care about you very much. We don't have to spend time together, or socialize, but I would like there to be some friendship between us if that is not too much to ask?
They started to cry. They were very touched by my sentiment and desire to reach out to them as individuals, not as a council who does a job. I wanted to know their hobbies, what they did when they were not on the council, so I could enjoy the Oneness that flows between us all. They gestured to Ross now they understood why he loved me so; it is for my heart and my genuineness and lack of guile.
So this morning, when I woke up, I got a hug from each of them! It was a beautiful surprise, for I was not expecting it. And we wished each other a good day. SaLuSa wasn't there (he IS certainly busy!) but he gives me a friendly wave and a smile and a thumbs up as I write these words.
I hugged Ross too. I always do. We also planned today together. He gets to be with me today. For that I am most thankful. Most of the time I have to call.
- The Twin Soul Reunion is a Journey that will take you to the Higher Dimensions--it is so much more than boy meets girl (and in homosexual twin couples, it's boy meets boy or girl meets girl, only you will know what is right for you when you reunite).
- Know that there are many guides involved in the process, and they know both of you well.
- Forgiveness and an open heart is a hallmark of the Higher Realms. Not more than one week ago, this very same council was 'testing' me on 'The Effects Of Extreme Disappointment'. Everything is one hundred percent 'okay' between us now.
- It can't be forced. Look at Ross. He can do so much but he was powerless to reach me in the Matrix. Each Twin has to do their own work for themselves to wake up.
- When you are with your twin, you will find yourself smiling and laughing and really glad to be with this person! It is always fresh and new and happy. : ))) It's like--I can't BELIEVE we survived all that what happened between us! We did it, huh?
Here is the song I 'sent' to Ross yesterday:
I Will by the Beatles
Here is the song he sent me, in response to mine, through a friend who is a medium--she said it was Loud And Clear--this is for my Beloved (my first name):
You Are So Beautiful To Me by Joe Cocker
Ross says, we want you to know that togetherness is possible with your other half, your soul twin. There is wonder in this life, its right ahead of you. (he puts his arm around my shoulders). With (my first name) by my side, I can do anything. You can too. Open your heart to Love, that you may be the Victor in this test of life in the Matrix, and let everything you ever hoped for, want or need, find its way safely home to you. (he holds me a little tighter, just for emphasis.) Go to your Love of your Life, your Eternal Twin, in this moment Now. (now he waves goodbye cheerfully)
When (my first name) and Ross are together, anything is possible...
Have a Good Day, Enjoy your weekend, with a smile we say 'see you soon',
Reiki Doc and Ross
Friday, April 25, 2014
My Sweet Honey?
Even the sound of the crashing waves cannot drown out the siren song of my love for YOU.
Heaven and Earth shall hear me sing with joy of your Presence, in beautiful delight of your love for me.
The Song of Solomon, I suspect, is going to have a 'sequel'!!!
I love you I love you I love you with all of my Light.
Forever and ever and ever.
I am your Beloved, and I am always at your side.
Thank you for writing this today: http://sirianheaven.wordpress.com/2014/04/25/heavenletter-4900-you-are-here-to-sing-a-song-april-25-2014/
Don't work too hard, and have a good day, my Beloved Honey!!!
I Will by the Beatles
Aloha and Mahalos,
These have nothing to do with the stickers on your fruit at the store! ; )
Your vibrations as a collective consciousness have increased to the level that was at the time of Atlantis. Yes, we really are in a dimension as all life on earth, together, that is getting closer and closer to 5D.
This was enough to activate these codes--which bring us one step closer to healing of the physical body, and also bringing health to the food supply on earth.
They come to us through Marc Gamma (as translated by Contra Mary into English), from Archangel Raphael, the Great Healer of all, himself.
Print out a copy of this link and keep it for reference: http://illuminations2012.wordpress.com/2014/04/25/code-numbers-for-nutritional-foodstuffs-and-health-archangel-raphael-through-marc-gamma-april-25-2014-heilungszahlen-fur-nahrungsmittel-und-gesundheit-erzengel-raphael-durch-marc-gamma-25-04/
With Reiki, I have seen cuts, burns and bruises I have had happen to myself and those I love, heal instantly with direct application of Reiki to the injury.
These are a little different.
These codes are like Reiki symbols--you write them in the air over the thing you want to improve--health-wise or for nutrition.
Think of it like a combination between Reiki symbols and affirmations by Louise Hay, but on steroids--super strong and totally effective--according to Archangel Raphael--but I haven't tried them yet.
At this beginning phase, I recommend seeking standard medical care AND using the symbols for injuries/illnesses.
And feel free to use them on your food.
These are the real deal--I'm going to be trying them out same as you. Let's see how to make them work best! Together!!!
Aloha and Mahalos,
Thursday, April 24, 2014
Make a wish!
I got up late. I have a late start. Last night I covered call two for a colleague.
In anesthesia it is always better to have people owing you favors, than to owe favors to another anesthesiologist.
Ross wants you to think about me.
Who I am, and what I do.
He wants you to see the picture of our Twin Souls, and how they split, how we balance, in our example of ourselves at united Illuminated Twin Flames, for you.
I will challenge you further--what does it take to make a person look at the gore and cancer and danger that is involved with patients who have surgery, to literally be their guardian while they are completely vulnerable and unconscious, and ensure that they experience no pain, no nausea, no vomiting, and no recollection of what takes place in the Operating Room?
Here is my story, and what makes me tick:
I make lots of wishes, on everything. I also love to feed birds, even if it's a little from my lunch.
I love all animals--even the ones I am allergic to and I can't enjoy.
I am very spiritual, deeply so, and I enjoy connecting with the Divine every day.
I adore Hawaii.
I enjoy the arts, and in my next 'phase' I would like to devote time daily to the culinary arts, piano and music, dance--I love classical ballet and dance on pointe, and fine arts.
I also enjoy to knit and embroider, needlepoint and crochet.
I try to live each day as if it were my last--to have all my 'connections' with others be open, honest, and true at the end of the day.
Encouraging others is one of my favorite things to do.
It is so very rewarding to me.
Imagine these two on a motorcycle with a little girl asleep between them on the road.
That was my parents and me.
I once lost a shoe--a little white cowboy boot--because I was so relaxed and they had to go back all over where we had ridden to find it in the street.
I would rather be in the water than on land. I delight in it!
My nickname in high school was 'mom'--I've been that way my whole life--very caring and responsible for others
I am a 'Big Picture' kind of person, and sometimes get impatient and annoyed by forms and minutiae
I am a California girl--born and raised here
Learning is one of my favorite things--mathematics, the physical sciences, the biological sciences, literature, and metaphysical sciences--everything related to healing--is enjoyable to me.
Ross also wants you to know I have a sense of humor. I have nerves of steel and lots of courage, especially when my patients are very sick and close to death. That is when my strengths stand out the most.
It is with much Love and Gratitude, and Joy, that we invite you to get to know us better, as friends on your healing journey to reconnect with your Divine Soul Twin.
Here is a song Ross likes to play for me. We hope you will enjoy it:
In Summary, your Twin Flame is a part of you. Your Soul Mate shows you more about yourself, than anyone else in all of the Universe. And when you meet, you will learn together to appreciate how you balance each other with your talents, interests, charm, and most of all, love and joy with the reunion!
Aloha and Mahalos,
Reiki Doc and Ross
P.S. Ross says, 'Only the BEST is yet to come! Hang in there...it is only illusion that you are apart and having to find each other. The love you have for each other is real. Try your best to focus on it. Hold on to it. And you will empower the meeting to take place...when the time is for the Highest Good for you both, whether in spirit (one or the other of you), or both in the physical plane. It is with best wishes that I give this wonderful advice to you today.'
Wednesday, April 23, 2014
This is a short blog post, but it is one I would like to emphasize as most important compared to the others I have written about my Illuminated Twin Flame Ross.
Today he wishes for me to write about his Spirit.
His Spirit is very Light. No matter who you are, if you are holding your dearest hope in your heart, like the pair of hands that look like my hands in this picture--but even if you are masculine or feminine--Ross is going to support and protect that hope just like the hands in the outside are supporting those on the inside.
He is intuitive--everyone in the Higher Dimensions has that ability, and when you raise your vibration enough--you will just 'know' what 'makes others tick' just like him.
So with Ross you experience this wonderful combination of:
- complete and total Understanding of who you are right Now, no questions asked
- total Love and Encouragement to help you reach your goals
- a very Light sense of intelligence, so he can find the Humor in just about any situation
- Patience like the world has never seen--any setback is No Problem--just you can do it and Try Again
- Ross knows spirituality and the ways of the unseen/Divine/Creator better than anyone I know
- he also has a deep and respectful appreciation of the Divine Feminine in everything
- incredible Acceptance of What Is and that it is for The Highest Good that is contagious!
- he is very introspective, quiet, and respectful of you when you meet him
- his smile is very warm and engaging, and helps you to 'get over yourself' when you are with him
- only something super important would concern him, and he then takes action on your behalf
- he is a Team Player; he makes contributions to the group effort, and supports others' too
- he has complete and total honesty to you, and would never lie (he treats you like you are intuitive like him; as if you can 'pick up' what IS, the Truth, one hundred percent of the time.)
Ross has a soul that can reach out to many people at the same time.
Just like mine can send lots of healing out to others, his spirit is very Healing, too.
So think of him, from time to time.
He would be happy to be there for you, as a loving brother and friend.
He says you may call for him, and he will be There for you. Any time, 24/7.
Because he cares a lot about everybody.
He's that nice!
I'm so lucky he's my Twin!
He says that is enough for now, and he is pleased with the way that I have described his spirit.
Aloha and Mahalos,
Tuesday, April 22, 2014
Ross has invited me to write today to share about his gentleness and kindness. With his input I will share about our initial meeting, about his encouragement of my feminine side, and his continuing gentle nature in our relationship as it stands.
For those of you who perhaps have not read about Ross and our relationship, we are Illuminated Twin Flames who are reunited across the Veil of Illusion. He is in one dimension, I am in another. Through mediumship, which is my gift, my psychic gift I have had my whole life, we interact on a daily basis with each other. We are close, and very much alike, yet in some ways vastly different. We will let you decide if we are more alike, or more different from one another, as time goes by....
Our Formal Introduction:
It was either late November, or early December, of 2013, when I 'figured out' his face. Until that time, he had been a Presence. Since summer of 2012I could see the body, the uniform, the hair, but the face had been blurred out from my vision of my third eye. I would ask him for help, and energy would rain down, if I was in trouble. I knew his name was Ross, and that we had a home and two kids in another dimension somewhere. I could see the house and the look of pain in the kids eyes as I didn't know who they were. 'It's the amnesia' I would explain, apologizing.
Ross and I interacted before, but not in a regular way.
Once I saw his face, I knew who he was exactly. I find him devastatingly handsome! He has a beard like most Ascended Masters. His eyes are deep blue and blue grey, and are very expressive. His smile is a megawatt gorgeous movie star smile, and it makes me melt! He is over six feet tall, medium to lean in build, intelligent, and gentle and kind.
When this happened, and when I accepted him as my Twin, Ross was unable to function at his work. Ashtar took me aside, and said, I give you three days with him. He needs you. You know what to do.
Ross cried. His shoulders shook as I held him. I had no idea why he was so emotional. I just felt he was having a moment, well, actually, a day, and I stayed with him. I held him. We talked. We kissed. We enjoyed our togetherness after many lifetimes apart. We spoke of our childhood--I am the only one who calls him Ross! LOL--it's my childhood name for him. We assured each other we would be there for each other in every way. When I was at work, he was There. And when I was at home, he would watch me interact with my chores and my son. If I had downtime, I would lay on the couch and mentally 'speak' with him.
Things affect him much more than they do myself. I have seen everything at the hospital. I am strong. I am a single mom. I have to survive! I don't have time to process emotions!
(On the day my beloved nana Angelina died, she passed at six p.m. and I was back in the hospital on OB at eight p.m. to complete the rest of my shift! It isn't healthy--not in the least--but it is the lifestyle that accompanies my profession. I was back at work the next day, and did not grieve until about a week after when I had some time off.)
Ross Encourages The Feminine In Me:
He told me once I can ask him anything, even what color pair of pants to wear when I am putting together my clothes for the day.
No question is too small for him!
So when he told me I needed to get a pedicure and a manicure, I laughed! I'm like, Miss Holistic Berkeley Graduate, you know, 'totally granola'? I hadn't painted anything in years.
But he said, 'You are mine. I want you to enjoy being a woman. Why not go just this one time?'
(I am also VERY ticklish in my feet, so often I don't really enjoy it, having someone work on me.)
I went, and I met a wonderful woman, who somehow managed to put the polish on in such a way that it doesn't chip. And the tickling was the most tolerable it has ever been for me, ever. I could bear it.
I felt WONDERFUL.
What do you know? Ross was right!
He has shown me things he thought I might enjoy--always giving me the chance to say, NO I don't want them--a beautiful silver mermaid necklace, matching earrings, bracelets, makeup, even 'foundations' (an old-fashioned word for undergarments), really pretty socks that sparkle, all at a reasonable price. Almost everything has been from Target. And to cover the expensive ones, where he said he would pay for it, like two days later I got these checks from some old business deal or another, out of the blue, to cover it. It was just the right exact amount.
Ross is gentle enough to encourage me to relax into his masculinity. He is secure enough in it to encourage me to venture out of my comfort zone, and enjoy being feminine. Most guys don't have a clue about that.
Ross does. And it is very nice!
His Kindness To Me:
Mind you, there are some issues after that first meeting that came up. I didn't turn spiteful, hostile, angry, and full of rage at Ross for nothing. I had good reason to stay bitter and want to avoid any interaction with him at all costs. These are things that happened when we were married in our last incarnation. Most women in my position would have been upset at Ross for his choices back then, too.
He promised me many things. Not only was he sorry, and it wouldn't happen again. He said he would always take out the garbage when we were in the same dimension. He would help fix things around the house. I wouldn't have to lift heavy things any more...
But it wasn't until one day I was at Target. On the clearance rack was a really nice rolling pin, not the kind with handles. It was the baker's kind that is all one long tapered rod of wood. I held it in my hand, interested in it, and looked at the price tag to see if I could afford it.
You can hit me with that if you want...
It was Ross, offering to be like Ricky to my Lucy, like the Honeymooners, like all those old shows where if the women were angry they could hit the man over the head with the frying pan or the rolling pin, and everything would be okay between the two again.
My heart melted. I knew that he meant it. And I would never, ever hit him with it. It made me know he understood how I felt, how frustrated and angry I had been over his secrets. He has not one, but two. I have only shared publicly the one. The second involves another, and is best kept between us.
All is forgiven, now, for everything. On that.
I slapped him the night before last, though.
I was put through a psychological test for 'great disappointment'--he told me that is what it was, and that I had passed with flying colors. He whispered, because he was proud of me, and I wasn't supposed to know. (I had been through some very challenging and difficult experiences recently)
'How CRUEL!' and I slapped him on the face, just like in the movies, with the message, 'don't ever do that to me again!'
He looked at me with surprise, and sadness, and the recognition that yes, it wasn't right at all to test me with no warning and take me to such extreme distress in the name of a 'test'.
I was outvoted. he said, simply.
All of a sudden I understood, because he knows me well, he had anticipated my reaction, and stood up for me, but the council had outvoted him on the plan. They had desired to see how a person who has my vibration (it is high) reacts now to extreme disappointment.
My reaction? I trusted and moved closer to Ross. Until I found out it wasn't just a usual struggle but in fact had been deliberate, and a test. I made it unmistakably clear how I felt about that.
But then after I knew his side of things, I rubbed his face and kissed him and apologized and gave a tearful ho'oponopono to him, to the council, to Ashtar (yes, he got slapped too, and I'm not the kind to get upset like that--I don't hit my son, or anybody--but with the Galactics treating me like a lab rat that was way over the line).
Ross and Ashtar are usually together, except the times that Ross is actually alone with me. Ashtar had told me the results of the test too.
Both Ashtar and Ross apologized. They immediately saw how it came across as uncaring, cold, and clinical to 'test' someone psychologically like that without their consent to participate in a test. They assured me there would be no tests of this kind on anyone, ever, without a fair treatment of the subject who agrees to the conditions of the test. They said, and they meant it, that they are still learning, and that day I was the teacher for them both.
Galactics and Ascended Masters are different. They have patience, they always expect the best of you, they encourage you no matter how dire the present situation, and they have feelings. Although they are not perfect, they acknowledge their shortcomings and are more sincere than anybody I have ever met in wanting to grow and to correct their behavior.
I look forward to spending time with Ross. Because of his gentleness, I am healing on a very deep, soul level, in my heart.
By his example I strive now to grow in gentleness as well.
I am thankful because it also brings out the love and gratitude for all that is in this Now moment, too.
Thank you Ross. I love you very much. You are my beloved, and I wouldn't want it to be any other way, than me and you.
I hope I discussed this topic fairly, and to your liking, honey.
Have a beautiful day.
Aloha and Mahalos,
How does the heart close?
This is important for everyone--more so for those who have open hearts and are concerned about a loved one whose heart is tightly shut.
Here are three examples of 'hearts' that I have recently observed--The Closed Heart*, The Bypassed Heart*, and the Open Heart that is filled with Love and Gratitude.
* = please note there is no judgement on the person or their heart, other than noting the energy pattern that is present. Closed hearts can open, and bypassed hearts can also find healthy energy flow. There is no limit on when the open heart is achieved, but once it opens, it prefers to stay open, and not close.
I Don't Like My Dogs And I Want To Get Rid Of Them:
A coworker was talking to three of us at the nurses' station. The conversation went like this:
Closed Heart: I don't like my two dogs. I want to get rid of them.
Nurse 1: WHY?
Closed Heart: I don't get attached to animals. I grew up on a farm. We raised a cow that was named T-Bone.
Nurse 2: But why are you wanting to get rid of the dogs?
Closed Heart: one of them is my daughter's dog. She's lazy. The dog needs exercise. She thinks that buying food for it, feeding it, and picking up poop is taking care of it. The dog stays in the side yard. When he is in the back yard the poop is there and the kids play on the grass I don't want that. The other dog will go and poop on the side yard and can be allowed the bigger space, but not this one. Plus when I leave it in the yard it digs. My husband has spent a lot of money on the garden.
(Nurse 2 shows a picture of her mom's pomeranian, who has a tongue that's too big for it's mouth, and Nurse 1 shows a picture of her spaniel. Closed Heart shows the dog with a child--both seem happy).
Nurse 1: If you liked the dog you would walk it.
Closed Heart: (doesn't notice that there are three open hearts in front of her, defends position)
My father taught me a lesson. When my car broke down, he made me sell my horse that meant everything in the world to me to pay for the repairs. I stopped loving animals like that ever since.
Reiki Doc: That is a form of abuse--taking away something that somebody really loves a lot.
Closed Heart: It was a LESSON! All lessons are painful! My father made me ride the horse into the auction. Only a few could ride it, and it has to be ridden to be sold at auction, so he made me do it.
But my daughter is LAZY and I need to teach her a lesson so I am going to get rid of the dog because I don't like it.
Nurse 1: I wouldn't have done that to my kid, make them sell their horse to pay for a car.
Reiki Doc: There could have been another way.
Closed Heart: he told me it was either my car or the horse, I had to choose one. (almost in tears)
Nurse 1: Exactly WHEN did this happen?
Closed Heart: When I was seventeen. It was like, seventeen years ago.
(Nurse 1, Nurse 2, and I exchange a knowing look)
Nurse 1: If it had just been a lesson you wouldn't have carried it around like this for so long.
Nurse 2: How long have you had it? The dog?
Closed Heart: It was a puppy and we got it in July.
Do you see the pattern of the closure of the heart?
Do you see the cycle repeating itself from Father to Daughter with the horse and now from Mother to Daughter with the dog?
In cases like this of vibrational mismatch, there is no amount of 'convincing' the nurses or I could do to open the heart of the Closed Heart.
All we can do is speak our Truth (we love dogs) and plant the seeds (your father did not have your best interest at heart). And let go and trust the Process. When her heart is ready, it will Open. But only when she is ready to let go of the pain that is 'good' and she carries around.
If you ask me, things are going to get a lot better for the animals when they stop being money to someone. Ranchers, farmers, puppy mills, breeders, and dairy farmers all see animals as a source of income, a commodity, and not a living being with Consciousness that is filled with Light, just like us.
Expectations And Concerns Of The Hypervigilant
I think this one has been traumatized by a lot more than fish! I shared with the nurse who is taking care of the same patient with me. (It's a long story, but long story short--the patient does not eat fish.)
Sometimes hearts close not because of pain, but because of tremendous anxiety. The concerns are so pressing, that the mind is occupied, and the heart is unable to engage or acknowledge others on an energetic level when the heart is stressed.
It's like being in solitary confinement, energetically, because the swirling pattern of fear and anxiety is in an endless loop.
I couldn't break it.
Sometimes in cases like this, all you can do is 'hold the space'--that is, maintain your vibration.
This is one situation where the strongest vibration wins, and the fear at three in the morning won out over my sleepy Reiki heart. I was asked to change something that was working, and wasn't sure if overcorrection would be 'okay' in this person's 'world view'; in essence, I felt like I was being asked to do the impossible--scientifically--and I overreacted. Yes. my energy got out of balance. But it is back in balance now.
I am also counting the hours until I get off my shift. There is only one hour left...
With people whose heart center is 'bypassed' by anxiety and fear, the common goal is to be reasonable and be firm in the expectation that the other be reasonable with you in return.
You're not going to win a popularity contest.
Are You The Lady Who Put That Thing In My Back?
I want to thank you for it. It didn't really hurt when you put it in, and with the labor I was comfortable and able to push. I wanted to say this to you.
This is a beautiful example of an open heart. Not only did this one narrowly miss a c-section (I waited for one hour on the labor deck, and all of the surgical instruments were 'open' in anticipation of a possible 'crash'.)--she was filled with Love and Gratitude for everything, both what she knew (I put in her labor epidural) and for what she didn't but only sensed (we were standing by for her safety and that of her baby). Her heart spoke volumes in the tone of voice and energy she used as she thanked me.
And I gave her a spontaneous hug, in return, to let her know how she had touched my heart.
Be the light in other people's darkness. You don't have to say a thing, just be YOU and be Present with an open heart.
Aloha and Mahalos,