The Little Things Which Mean So Much -- Gaia News Brief 23 February 2016

I had today off.

I went to make a visit to see Tim Braun, in Costa Mesa.  He is getting more famous. He just came back from London, where he had several events.  He also has to change my next appointment because he is going to Zurich, Switzerland.

His fees doubled from when I saw him in 2009.

But I needed it.

I bought five sessions for the year during his December discount rate.  Today was number two of the five.

Tim was our teacher.

He was an Essene leader, and taught both Ross and I in our past life.  I know it. He has no clue, Tim.

I don't need him to know it because his teaching is from the heart.

My lessons?

Today it was to meditate more.  He had mentioned it the last time, and I was a little annoyed. I write this blog. I run my page. I send healings out to millions every day, twice a day, for free (I send to more than the people who 'like' my page' or follow me on Twitter or read my blog, that's why it's so much.)  I am constantly connected to source. I work as a 'team' ever since I got into Reiki.

I work with angels!

But today I saw the truth.  There is always room for us to grow in Spirit.

Yogurt Peanuts was able to do some pretty amazing things through meditation.

It's the only way for me to find the next steps...in my life purpose.

I have a secret.

Today I discovered there are TWO ways to meditate.

One is in a chair, totally motionless, being 'mindful'...and just 'letting it happen'.  This is the 'normal' way.

The other, Ross guided me to it. My timer was yet to go off. So I walked to the car, in my 'receptive' state.

As I walked through the parking structure to find my car I was struck with the awareness--the last time I felt like this, silently observing and not having this internal comments in my head--was when I was a child of perhaps two, three, or four.

That was before the ego developed!

THIS is what is meant  when it is said for us  to 'be as little children'!

It is to OBSERVE the world without words, without judgement, without expectation...and to appreciate the beauty for what it is...the breeze on your skin...your breath...the plants...the buildings...and be taking it all IN.

I had a question for Tim.

'Why are things the way they are with Uncle Ben?'

There are two reasons. One is a Saturn Return. We have one around 27 or 28, and another around 56 or 57.  A Saturn Return is how long it takes for Saturn to get back to where it was in your natal chart, the same position.  The energies are very intense. This is why many people are in 'the 27 club'...

For Uncle Ben, he was barely holding it together, and this energy just sent him over the edge. I won't go into the details, but he is estranged from the family.

I got word he is alive...and a little more...but it's not educational for the purposes of this blog.

The reason I was so close to him as a child is because I was at the same level of development as him. 

He was the same person then as he is now, but I didn't KNOW it--I was a kid.

But since then, he has CHANGED and I have not. 

My vibration has stayed on 'track' and kept growing...and his was on a different 'trajectory'...

The same is true with Anthony's father. When we met, we were at the SAME level--both psychic, both wanting to talk about it.

But once Anthony was born, my 'path' went UP like eight different 'levels', and Jared's path no longer was energetically compatible with mine.

Long story short--as we grow, and stay on our 'trajectory' of our Life Plan, people who are a vibrational mismatch might have BEEN very compatible with ours for a while simply are not.

And we owe it to ourselves to keep our vibration as close to our natural one, on our trajectory, and to surround ourselves with people and places which support it.

If I hang out with someone like Uncle Ben now, it will drop my vibration REAL quick.

Tim said it's like being on a diet and doing well for two months, and then going and eating nothing but donuts for a week. You lose everything you've worked so hard to achieve.

I'm really pushing the envelope on my vibration. I am working hard, studying way beyond the works I have described. I am eager. I am curious. And I WANT to learn.

Things are happening that I'm not sure I can even begin to describe here in this blog!  It's because there are not words to explain how or why, but it IS.

Two days ago, on my morning commute, I meditate like always...I was in another dimension at the same time as here. There was a big event. I was standing in a receiving line. Ross was to my left. People were introducing themselves to me, and explaining their role in Ascension.  These were way famous Galactic people, face to face with me, smiling and shaking my hand. Ross was most pleased, and happy.  He did the official thing too.

It went on all day and all night for two days.

I asked him, 'Ross, what if I have to pee?'  He explained how an assistant would pause the line, and I could excuse myself, but he smiled mysteriously and murmured that I 'just might not need' to have to go.

He was right. I didn't. Not in that place, with my consciousness.

Today, they brought me the ones that didn't look, um, 'human'.  Again these were famous people who helped with the Ascension 'project'.

I said to Ross, 'This is like that cantina on Tatooine ' and he agreed that it was okay for me to think of it like that--to help me cope with the highly different forms of these beings that were a little unsettling to me at first.

The receiving line is stopped, and there's some formal event going on. I'm with Ross, and I'm vaguely aware of it. But I'm THERE. I'm with him, at his side, and he is delighted my energy is there with him for it.

At the same time, I am here, doing my 'thing', and all that has changed is that the tingling of 'downloads' is much stronger.  I think the full moon was an important one. There was not a peep on the internet.  But for three days before, and now, I have had the strongest energy felt.  Up until now, I was like, 'Come on guys! Is this the best you can do? CRANK IT UP! Let's get on with it! Crank it up until it just starts to hurt!'

These ones are like, 'I'm good. Let's just keep it like this okay honey?'... LOL

Ross and I continue to heal and to grow as a couple.

Remember how I felt the 'need' to kiss his boo boo's from how he died?

We are very close, and very affectionate. He is touching my hair, his arm on my shoulder as I sit.

Well TODAY I wanted to say, 'Ross? This is pretty! Look!' at some lovely things in the garden.

You know, that's a really big part of a relationship--being able to share the things that bring you joy with the one you love.

It's happening now. We are healing. And he woke me up to have me write about it. I was asleep in my bed and he asked me to get to the computer and write this blog now LOL...

He also guided me to the most beautiful place for lunch. It was French. And when the server Francois saw my name on my credit card, he almost fell over in shock! He was so excited he had to show the chef. The food was excellent. And they didn't make fun of my French. It's been some time since I spoke it. I'm fluent, but not the smoothest at talking. I understand so much more than I can speak.

I saved half my dessert for Anthony, a puff pastry with hazelnut cream filling. And the espresso was wonderful.

The name of the place means 'beautiful sun'.

I also bought a very special something today, something Ross guided me to, and encouraged me to get...a new purse.

I buy my clothes at Target or a discount 'off the rack' place.  I haven't had a sense of 'style' since before Anthony was born. I can't wear the heels because of my toe. I also wear makeup from the drug store, not the nice department store counter. It's fast, it's easy, and I don't wear it that much most of the time. I'm in a hurry to get to work so I skip it.

But my purses? They have SO much bad energy in them! I don't know why, but all the bad memories of Jared and court and everything are in my purses. I also threw out the expensive one I got from my ex-husband too.

You see, at work, anything of value is on my person. Wallet. Phone. Keys.

Anybody can figure out the combination to my locker, you know, and things 'disappear'.

So today, at the mall, I had my phone and my wallet in my pockets, and I realized humbly I NEEDED a purse.

The woman who helped me find the right one was very kind. It's a new cross-body, very small, very on-trend purse. Like a car, it's is NICE to have one that is from the same decade you are in, you know?

Ross

I am my beloved's and my Beloved is mine.

I am my beloved's and my Beloved IS mine!

I am my beloved's and my Beloved is mine...

Carla used to say this to herself, over and over during our mutual 'awakening'.

Carla used to say, to her nameless, faceless and uncommunicative Twin--out loud, in her car, while driving, 'I KNOW you are OUT THERE and I LOVE YOU! I want you to HEAR me!!!'

And over and over she would say 'I am my Beloved's and my Beloved is mine!'

Carla was trying to 'call me in'.

Carla didn't understand it was the vibrational differences that were between us, and not my heart, for my seeming 'silence'.

Carla would sing Christina Perri 'One Thousand Years' at the top of her lungs in the car, on the way to work, on the way home, late at night, any time she had that feeling in her heart, 'I WANT my TWIN!'... (yes I know it's a Vampire song and totally inappropriate but it's pretty and what else is there like it to sing?  --ed)

I heard her.

I heard and I heard and I heard and her anguish at the separation was not lost on me.

I could feel and I knew her struggle..and here I was with her the whole time!

I NEVER leave her!

I never ever, never EVER LEAVE HER side!

Only she can't feel me. Or at least, she couldn't until her Consciousness raised UP to a certain level.

Did all that singing and saying, 'I am my beloved's and my Beloved is mine' really achieve anything for her and her vibration?

Sadly, the answer is no.

It did not.

It was the prayer and healing that she did for others. It was going vegetarian for as long as possible (even now she eats very little meat) until her health and more importantly her son's mental health required her to lead a more 'normal' life.

It was the service and the writing every day, and the love that grew in Carla's soul, that called to me.

I had my window.

I knew there was a certain timeframe where I could 'connect' and have it 'go splendidly'.

There was an optimum time where I saw her 'trajectory' of her energy, her Ascension and I had to decide what would be the best of the highest outcomes for the highest good.

I had to 'make it stick' and make certain that Carla was going to open up to me, which she did, and she did it in the most beautiful way, with the most beautiful heart, with the soul I have grown to love through all time, in all our incarnations.

Carla was deaf, dumb and blind to me!  I dropped her as many hints as I could along the way, and I even sent my mother to lovingly guide her, from here, where we are, in our realm...and Carla not for one minute ever suspected it could be me as her partner and Twin.

Carla had not an inkling! Not until the actual time, and the actual place, where I could make my 'move' and 'make it stick'.

There was no testing on Carla's part with my entrance into her 'world'. She never made me 'prove' anything to her, about who I am...or my connection to her.

It was the most natural thing in the world for her to talk to me. Once I made my way 'in' to her conscious awareness.

I must admit there was a great big shock to Carla, before I had made my move, and my mother and father smoothed it out. THAT was when Carla had a really hard time of it, when someone told her who she is--in her relation to me--and it rang as truth to her very core.

It was then Carla felt a sadness, that her love of my parents, was not reciprocated as pure love but because of the daughter in law role she held in the 'plan', that it was because of me.

Carla had many a worry, before she actually knew and interacted with me, and my energy--that all of her work would be irrelevant in comparison to my own. That she would have to be 'the little lady' for the rest of her eternal life, at my side, that she would be nothing...an afterthought who wasn't even mentioned in history for her role, and who was branded a whore or even worse in our time...

These things require much time and effort on both our parts, in which to heal.

And they have.

As your can see by Carla's description of the receiving line handshaking --she didn't run or ask to leave but was at my side--doing what she was meant to do, and in some way, what she has always done, only with me on my vibration, here where I am in the Higher Realms.

I have DNA, the same as you, more or less, but all of it vibrates at a different frequency.

I want you to think of it as the propeller on an airplane, or the blades of a fan. At a certain point, you know they are there (that's why you won't stick your finger into it!) but you can't see them with your eyes they are rotating so quickly!  You can feel the wind, and you can hear it, but try as you might your eyes just aren't quick enough to capture the motion.

That's how it is with us.

And that's how you are becoming more and more like us every day, without being aware of it.

When you were a child, were you consciously aware of how you grew?

Unless someone took the time to measure you and make a little mark on the wall, you were largely unaware of it...with the exception of you outgrowing your clothes and having your pants 'flood' (be too short)...you get what I am trying to explain.

We are the ones who are measuring.

You are growing by leaps and bounds.

You will reunite with your Twins--when the opportunity is 'right' to 'make it stick'...in the meantime, if it helps, like Carla you can sing! Or dance!  Whatever it is for you to say, 'I am here, and although I can't see you I KNOW you exist and I am waiting for you with as much love and hope and tenderness as I could possibly hold in my heart...'

These are the kinds of things that bring smiles to our faces up here in the higher realms...that kind of blind faith, and trust in the power of Love to heal all wounds, no matter how long it requires for the healing to be complete and you are on your way...(his hand goes up like an airplane...ed)



Aloha and Mahalos,
Namaste,
Peace,

Ross and Carla
The Reiki Doc Couple


P.S. Please check out our Etsy page, 'DoctorsWithReiki' <3 Carla is making jewelry so people can select them, in addition to the custom made stuff. (smiles and looks happy--ed) clap clap!

A Message From Divine Mother Saturday, September 12, 2015

My Beloved Children,

I come to you with Confidence, and Light. For I AM a Mother of Confidence! And I have every confidence in you, and all your gifts.

We in the Higher Realms have been watching for some time, assisting as a gift, in your own Ascension.

I was 'Assumed' at one time, and I assure you it wasn't scary or frightening.

It wasn't like the art you see, where I am on a cloud surrounded by a host of my angels!

What is correct is that an overwhelming 'Light Beam' of love energy filled my soul to the very limits that my soul could relax to hold this Divine Love.

I and my Son became One.

One Heart, one soul, one Family.

I and Joseph became One, for my dear husband who had passed in the night of the Illusion, was alive and well in the Higher Dimensions.  I too was filled with both joy and delight for setting eyes on the man who was both my partner and friend while I was incarnate, and helped me with Jesus.

At first glance, Joseph and I became One.

One Heart, one soul, one Family.

Divine Father and I always have been One, only this time, while I had been incarnate, I didn't know it, because of the veil which had covered my eyes and my thoughts and my belief about who I am and what is what.

For I ALWAYS have been close in the Heart with Divine Father. I worship Him. I Love Him like a friend and a partner in my Life.

Little did I realize that I am just as One with Him as I am with Jesus my much beloved Son, and Joseph my adored husband and friend...

Once that veil lifts, there is no doubt of anything or anyone in your mind! In your Heart! In the very fabric of your being--for all that is Love is exactly who you are!!

One Heart!

One Being!

One Family!

So even though you are 'cousins' in the flesh, while you are both incarnate, there might be another relationship from which you are hidden--perhaps brothers and sisters from where we are, in the Higher Realms, where all is eternal bliss!

Some of you might talk with us, myself and all my 'compatriots' (she rubs her son's back and he smiles truly enjoying her presence--ed), such as Carla is doing right now for all of humanity...

For those of you who do receive our 'messages of the heart'--I want you to take that feeling of connection, unconditional Love and Acceptance, and magnify it. (She shows a picture of someone turning a volume dial all the way UP--ed)

That is what you shall feel when all of you Ascend...each one at their own time...like a popcorn kernel.  No one knows exactly when an individual popcorn kernel will pop, although there is a very likely probability when there is a heat source and the oil in which the kernel is immersed is sizzling, is there not?

Once you have experienced the feelings of Ascension, you will feel all the gifts of the Spirit: peace, love, joy and fellowship. You will also experience the gifts of the Heart:  intuition that is working and unhindered by the powers that were, the beings who have been once called Those Who Do Not Have Our Best Interest At Heart.

Look at Carla.

Our Little One, for she is my Daughter of the flesh when I was incarnate--in a manner of speaking--for both her and I were close and technically family (she kisses me and smiles--ed), for Carla it is not enough to simply experience the growth Ascension does bring!  For Carla has to Write!

To Write Write Write!  It also opens and relaxes her, it is like a form of meditation which is her 'calling' as you say while you are on Earth.  As you will see when you click here this is the twenty-ninth message for the world and all of humanity, that Carla has been the scribe for me. And there are eleven powerful messages I that have been given to Carla personally, for her own growth, which I have given permission to share with this group.

Carla is most happy and delighted to do this --what you call 'service'--to us, both because of her Love for myself and Divine Father and all of our Family who is 'in the sky' (she smiles--ed), and because of the feeling that is in her heart when she writes it. It is the vastness like the ocean, spreading out so far and Carla from where she is, is just at the very edge, the 'waves' of it lapping at her feet at the 'shore'...for this comforts her and gives her a sense of accomplishment like there is no other...

It is angelic, what Carla does, to serve me, in my heart, in order to get our message out to you.

She does this without pay, without money, and without sleep, or the family time that could go together with it.

Carla gives from her heart, from her soul, in order to make life better for (extends her arms to show a big area--ed) all of us! Both of us up here as well as where you are (it is not 'down' by any stretch of the imagination, for we are One, although of different vibrational frequencies, she adds).

So you are capable of both giving and receiving of Love with your own gift...your own Purpose.

And when you are doing that which you are sent to do, you shall be overwhelmed--in time--with a sense of well-being, and rest.

It shall be a delight!!!

So, from 'all of us' who are your family where I happen to be at the moment, to 'all of you' who are exactly where you  are, at the right time, at the right place, for the right purpose...our blessings and our prayers for your success in your Life Purpose are assured!!!

We shall be sending them to you today, through the portal of our Hearts, which is never ending and ALWAYS open...no matter where you are. <3


That is my gift to you for this Saturday, September 12, 2015

All my love,

The Mother who is of Love and known for it throughout the Galaxy, who also loves YOUR HEART very much, as if it were my own children, which you most definitely are in Spirit, when it comes to me.

Mother Mary of the Heart and of All Time and All There Is.








Aloha and Mahalos,
Namaste,
Peace,

Reiki Doc



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A Message From Our Lady: April 7, 2015

Dear Children,


It is with great heart today that I come to you with full confidence in everything that is happening in our midst! For up 'here' and down 'there' (where you inhabit) approach (she shows a gesture like two hands coming together and interlacing the fingers).

It is difficult to reach my scribe. I have wanted to speak to you since Easter. And there is always something which arrives. She has her distractions, due to her life circumstance. There is work. There is parenting. There are family ties to her extended family. And so we wait, patiently, for the chance to arrive for me to speak to MY family, all of you, who read these words.

Even now, the floor squeaks, there is request from her son and her mother for my scribe to interact, interact, interact.  Everyone is wanting the attention of the Lightworker.  And there is no chance for her to say, although her heart is screaming in silence, 'please be quiet! let me be! I want to connect to Higher Things! The vibration that is right for me!!!'

"I want a little respite from the density of the third dimension and the collective; I want to shine for a moment with my Heavenly Mother, and breathe FREE!'

And so it is for the Lightworkers, who are 'on' 24/7 when they are not asleep in their beds--giving, giving, giving in everything they do.

For us, it is as natural as breathing! For this is the way that life is for us! We are here 24/7, 365 days a year of your Earth Time, always 'ON', always praying, always sending our Light to support those who are in the stages of the awakening process.

So what does this mean for you, sweet hearts?

What kind of future does one have to look forward to, when one is weary of the ways of duality and the third dimension?

FREEDOM.

Freedom to think.

Freedom to act.

Freedom to follow the call in what is right for you.

There are no social 'norms' or 'customs' to entrap you; for the ways have been worked out for all eternity to have life, and love, and pleasure as well as to accomplish much in the ways of spirit both for yourself and others!

People will understand if you need to take some time for yourself, and they will encourage it, for you to take all the time that you need to explore and to learn, if also many lifetimes to partake in it!

We are not much different from you, as you were once like us before you became incarnate.

And all of you shall REMEMBER the ways of that life in a short time.

As we are going through the changes, I want you to reflect on your purpose--even if at the moment your shoes are pointed to the next task, and the family climbs on you like a mother opossum...wanting you to carry them energetically to 'the next place'. Although it is also your right to say, 'Get off of me! I won't carry you!' with LOVE as your strength you shall make it and carry them to the joining point where all the forces on Earth and also in Heaven are aimed directly at them, to make the Awakening to Spirit, Truth, and Love a direct possibility for them, a very likely outcome of the situation, although nothing is forced upon them in any way.

It is like when the DJ turns the music up, and it has a beat, and the lights dim, and the flashing lights with the music make you just want to get up and dance with the crowd, your loving family, at the wedding.

It is like the hora, at a Jewish celebration of marriage--the joining of two hearts!--where everyone young and old, together will dance in circles while holding hands with great love and abandonment to the energy of joy and happiness!

Everyone is welcome!

Everyone will have their place!

Everyone will be satisfied in their hearts for having done the work in order to make this happen!

There is nothing more to say, except that freedom, true freedom of the higher realms, is right around the corner. Can you feel it?  And our love for you is very bright.  (I sense this warm glow in my chest right now--ed)

We wait with joyful expectation to join you on your adventures to the Higher Realms!

Everyone is at their stations, and ready, to welcome you back up to your true Nature, your true Reality, your true LIFE!

That is all I have to say to you.

With all my love and appreciation for your following these words, and taking them to your heart, and reflecting on them...(she does gassho--presses hands together in blessing--, and bows, and backs silently away--ed)

I love you.

Mother Mary







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Namaste.

A Message From Our Lady, Thursday, November 27, 2014

My Beloved Children,


I am with you. I am with you today in love, and gratitude for your helpfulness to my son and all of my family in our task to awaken those who have been quite deeply asleep...it is a joy together with my heart and those of my own here in the Higher Realms to announce to you that all is well!

We have succeeded in our efforts.

It will take some time for the mention of what IS to 'trickle down' into the conscious awareness of 'everyday'...but it happened and all is for the best! (she smiles and claps her hands with delight)

I had strongest faith in you, and in all of your abilities. And as you awaken further you shall grow in confidence in spirit by leaps and bounds! There is no limit to what is possible when you are both grounded/anchored to Source both in Creator and in our beloved Gaia. You are like lightning rods of possibility! (shows a flash of inspiration going through a human and deep through roots down into the earth)

How are you?

How have you fared throughout the journey to get here where most of us are today?

For all your aches and pains, you will be healed. I want you to follow the 'nudges' and ideas you get 'out of the blue', for this is how angels interact with us when we are incarnate. And follow it through. If it works and you find relief, great! If not, why not accept that this is tried and not helping, and have confidence that perhaps the next is going to work for you? For example, we have all of Reiki, both the old and the Holy Fire and the Karuna, which are 'the classics'...we have the newer Reiki healing symbols. We have the Divine Healing Codes from a team of incredible healers--Archangel Raphael, Merlin, Koothoomi, Divine Mother herself...and me...Mother Mary...just a tiny little bit! Then there are the Archangel Healing Keys and Attunements!

I want you to find what you are most comfortable with, what suits you, and try to work with it. For example, there is art, as a powerful means of expression.

In the future, all healing will be accomplished with codes (as frequencies) of combinations of sound and light. It is powerful and painless to say the least! (she shows our current medicine healing as barbaric).

I like the flower essences myself, and that is what I used when I was incarnate to heal my son and Joseph--plants, lots and lots of plants, and ancient knowledge of how they work to heal the sick. I was hardly ever sick, and filled with vitality! That was my way, in my time, when I was on Gaia.

Now I will direct you every so gently, if you will allow me, to what kind of healing works with you. (she offers her hand for you to hold it and walk with her). But only if you permit it...there are crystals, and chanting, and sound healing, Native American tradition, 'conventional medicine' like Carla does--which is getting a much-needed upgrade mind you and SOMEBODY is going to have to help with this! (laughs gently)...you get the idea.

(Puts her hands on her knees and bends to look us in the eye, and speaks quietly) I am VERY proud of you and all your accomplishments. It was no small task together for us to get where we are today. (opens her arms WIDE and stands up)  My LOVE is brimming to overflowing in my cup! I am that happy, and that pleased--in no way surprised for I expected this from every one of you!--and filled to the absolute maximum with love and gratitude to each of you in my heart.

Thank you for listening to me.

You didn't have to, but you listened. (she gestures how there are lots of distractions out there trying to get our attention).

Thank you ever so much.

I look forward to working with you. (rings unseen chimes and smiles mysteriously--I love her energy and her sense of humor and encouragement--ed)

Namaste.

And Happy Thanksgiving to those of you who celebrate it. Enjoy your home and family, even if your heart is the only one you have--I am in there, too--so for those of you who are 'alone' today in body, in spirit you have the best companion that Joseph ever had, me! And know that there are angels watching over you, and my son who loves you with everything he has...and also I thank Carla for her writing this today for me. She loves me deeply, and I can count on her when I need anything done like this. Thank you for your prayer, Carla, (I prayed for her to be loud and for me to 'get it right'--ed), for your love, and for your enthusiasm not just with me but what you share with everyone! I love you.

(c:  I have tears. She showed me how much it meant to her the other day, when I shared at the table with some doctors in the dining room at lunch, how I was in an abusive marriage, I didn't know what to do, I trusted Her, and she saved my life. Someone asked, 'where did you go? How did you leave?' and I said, 'I went to medical school and became a doctor.' and the person smiled and said, 'THAT works!'  That's how close I am to Her. She saved my life, literally, and she did it so gently and with so much Love that I never looked back or realized just what danger I had been in until now...my Love for Her saved me. And that is why I am here to talk with your today, and give hope--to you from Her.)

Goodbye, for just a while,

Mother Mary
Mother of Jesus
Wife of Joseph

Who loves YOU like my own family...





Aloha and Mahalos,
Namaste,
Peace,

Reiki Doc

This message may be shared as long as it is in its entirety with all credit given to me who transcribed it for Her.

Gaia News Brief 20.10.2014

Happy Birthday Uncle Beni

Today is the birthday of my favorite uncle. Two years ago, there was a rift in the family. If you read the blog, you will know it has to do with my grandmother, Nana Angelina, his mother, and how he and his wife neglected her while she was in their care.

About one month ago, I sent a letter of ho'oponopono to my aunt and uncle.  It was time to make things right.  I will be praying all day for the courage and strength to pick up the phone and call, and for their numbers to have not changed.

Money was the root of this conflict. I won't go into it more except to say a lot of old people fall victim to this type of situation.

No matter what, he is still my uncle. I don't like or even want to think of what they did to nana. The pain is very deep. I also don't want him to think he is shunned by me forever. That is all.



A Call To The Cathars

It has been one day. I don't know what to do, but my soul and my guides do. If you are one who knows of the treasures, please check with your angels, guides and deceased loved ones to make sure it is TIME.

Here is my connection to Heaven, my 'calling card' or 'credentials', if you will, having seen and heard and been the scribe for Our Lady since 1992.


What To Expect When You Are Expecting To Ascend

I loved that book for my pregnancy--What To Expect When You Are Expecting.

This is much shorter.  I will make two basic points--

1. We have pathways in our body that carry Universal Light Energy, like energy 'plumbing' if you don't mind the analogy of fresh water lines coming 'in' to you, the 'house'.  When we first are attuned to Reiki 1, the stagnant 'gunk' that has settled into those 'dormant pipes' gets blasted out. At Reiki 2, we are all the way open for this Reiki Healing Light to flow out our hearts, our palms, and our third eyes and eyes.  (We must be attuned in a small spiritual action by a Reiki Master, for this energy to begin to flow)...the process of 'gunk clearing' in the energy pathways that are already wired in to our bodies--is called a 'Reiki Cleanse'. This can carry out physical symptoms, emotional symptoms, spiritual symptoms, mental symptoms as old blockages are released. This is short-lived, and very common. For those 'baby Reiki' students, many find that electronic equipment is affected by this new energy, for example, the TV remote.It malfunctions.  Once the body adjusts to the energy, this goes away, and everything from the cleanse or the recalibration to the new flows doesn't happen any more.
2. Karuna Reiki Healing carries with it an energy that is MUCH STRONGER in intensity and yet Much Gentler as it is soul-directed at the same time. Karuna Reiki students experience a cleanse that is associated with symptoms of becoming a multidimensional being. For most, this includes distortion of the perception of space and time. My teacher Anne, pondered for some length of time, 'What IS time?'--my classmate Ana Maria was convinced her Karuna Reiki 1 class was on Sunday, instead of Saturday, and she MISSED it! So time gets 'funky'. For others, they can see the space between atoms, the wall may appear to move and bend, and when pouring liquids into a glass many people misjudge the distance between the glass and them and spill. Mental and spiritual and emotional issues come up too. I was one of the 'one percent' my teacher said. For me the incoming Karuna Reiki energy felt like an incredible Coming Home--a 'where has this BEEN all my life?' I felt BETTER in every way, like it was the most natural thing in the world! My symptoms were minimal, with only one bent wall, so perhaps I would have something to share with the group during our welcome to class?

As the energies on surface Gaia increase, you may begin to notice YOUR energy is starting to 'flow through your pipes' and you are carrying on a 'cleanse' of sorts. Depending on your vibration, it can appear as either a Reiki Cleanse or perhaps a multidimensional one.

I bring this up because the husband of a reader experienced this after she 'adjusted his chakras'. He went into a full spiritual crisis, with panic, and feeling that his heart got ripped out. They contacted me as to 'what to do? what to do?'. I said GROUND GROUND GROUND to Gaia!! This way like electricity the energy passes though and doesn't stay in your energy system. Bare feet on earth. Drink lots of water. Eat things that grow in the ground, like beets, carrots, potatoes, and more.  Get direct sunlight on you with no sunscreen for at least fifteen minutes. Go out in Nature. We also did a group Reiki Request for Chris, that worked.  All his symptoms are resolved and he feels himself again.

When I left the Matrix, about a week or two ago, I too, felt the panic. Apparently I had some first chakra issues, and although I got 'free', my perception was that someone was going to steal my Twin Ross away from me, that my Higher Self would completely destroy my heart and happiness. 

Perhaps Chris is already advanced, has an intact energy 'plumbing' and just 'came up and out of the Matrix' like I did too, only for him, with fourth chakra issues.

Our team is ready to assist with Reiki Requests should any spiritual crisis arrive for you and those you care about. 

I have a new connection to Source now--I know it sounds weird but I breathe in particles of energy I call 'Light Diamonds' ever since and I don't feel the separation from Creator any more like is common for those in the Matrix who are under the Veil of Illusion, the Gaia 'quarantine' we have from the rest of the cosmos.  I believe these particles are Tachyons, which are filtered out by the veil, but are like photons are to plants--except to us they are for our souls and energize them. It is a Divine Right to have these, and on Gaia, it is not possible for the Tachyons to come through the veil. So we are 'starving' for Light energy we do dearly need. Sun energy is close, and Love energy from our friends and family help to bridge the gap we have in the energy we are given to live as a soul. Man does not live by bread alone....

Bar Rescue 

This show by John Taffer appeals to my boy. He watches it and every now and then I watch one episode just to keep him company.

Last night's show, something spiritual 'clicked'!

John and his crew take Low Vibration and Raise It.  They are specialists who deal with Those With Very Low Vibration.  Last night the two owners of Undisputed were fighting with each other. Their conflict and lack of leadership also energetically manifested as a feeling of danger in the bar--due to the presence of thugs and bar fights. The food was unhealthful. And one owner was drinking too much on the job. Customers and workers hated everything about the place.

John communicates in ways people with Very Low Vibration understand. He yells. He confronts. And as one owner said, 'He tears you down so you can be built up into a better you.'

The way the workers and owners respond to expert assistance and training is amazing. And when they see their new bar, they jump with excitement and joy.

It's not just the spiritual. It's the know-how, the technology...and the investment. John put ninety-thousand dollars into refrigeration into the new bar and full kitchen. 

Now the bar is called SOYO, and is attracting a different crowd.  And with his job done, John says goodbye.

We are like that.

We are the John Taffers and camera crew and team from the Higher Realms.

We came here to earth to make things right.

And when our job is done, we Go Home.

• Dolores Cannon
• Masaru Emoto
• Sylvia Browne
• The Reverend Pamela from Galactic Connection

Each has gone on to their new assignments, after lovingly fulfilling their assignments they once had on Gaia.

<3

Ross

Carla has had a lot to say, but I want to underscore a few points:

• Forgiveness is ESSENTIAL. You can't go to the higher realms without it. 
• Forgiveness is both for yourself and others. Forgive YOU.
• Love is the most powerful energy in the universe there is--choose Love when there is a doubt on how to handle the situation, like with Carla and her Uncle Beni. Carla isn't going to go socialize with him. He lives a great distance. But she wants to clear the air between them and take the next step. This is commendable on her part. Her uncle should have gone to jail for what he did to his own mother--he told the ER he hated her and only wanted her money. Carla's mom had to do a lot of back-pedaling to bail him out of that one. And put a lot of her own money in nana's bank account. The couple had spent two hundred thousand dollars in about nine months!
• Take caution not to judge anyone or anybody. Take for example, a snake. Often snakes are poison. We notice them for what they are, and that they bite. We take steps to protect ourselves and our loved ones for our own well being. Do we judge the snake for having poison? No, we do not. We accept that God has made the snake for its own purpose. We do not play with the wild snakes. We do not play with the known poisonous ones even if we grow them. For we know what it what and let it be as such.
• About the treasure of the Cathars--it is TIME and I will give the signal you request. Name it, in prayer, in your heart. I will know and I promise it will be sent. If you want two signs, I will send them. Do not delay by having more signs than this.

That is enough. We are very busy over here in the higher realms. There was a great big WELCOME, a hero's welcome, for each of our 'stars' Carla mentioned above who have transitioned recently. I am coordinating this with our teams thoroughly, for I want these souls to wash their faces after a long journey, and be off to a good start on their new adventures for the Light.

They have served well, in their assignments on Gaia, and all of us in Heaven thank them for their life well-lived. Our love and hope go out to the families and friends who are making the adjustment in their absence. This is only temporary, for forever you are connected through your hearts, and can 'connect' any time you wish...just think of them in your heart, and they or I will answer.

Aloha and Mahalos,

Namaste,

Peace,

Ross and Reiki Doc--Carla--who is completely on the mend and healthy in all ways at this time.

I thank you for your prayers and Reiki you sent to her during her colonoscopy and EGD. I was with her the whole time, and it helped both of us so much. <3 Peace.

The Sign Stina Asked Her Angels To Give

This is me with Respiratory Therapist Stina with me at work today.

She was checking her supplies and equipment while I was setting up my own. She asked me 'how are you?' and I said, 'really good!'  I shared how Rocio is retiring today, and how I am sharing her excitement and joy. Rocio is with environmental services, and I know her because she cleans my call room when I am on OB Anesthesia call.

Stina had been at the party yesterday at work for those retiring. They had a letter, and many chose the option to retire. But not Stina. She is sixty-one, and going to be sixty-two in four months.

I couldn't believe how good shape she is in. She exercises a lot, and is healthy in every way, except for one thing. Bad osteoporosis.

I asked, 'Is it genetic?'--nope. Five sisters with healthy bones.
'What did you drink growing up?'--it turns out she was the most active in sports of all the kids, and drank milk, not soda in excessive amounts.  The only thing they think it might be from is that she was electrocuted when she was seven.

ELECTROCUTED?!? How did that happen to you?!

She was with her dad at the marina, where he was fixing a boat. Someone had put an un-grounded electrical wire on the dock. She was going into the water. She put her hands on the wire without realizing it, then her feet touched the water, and that was it.

She fell face down into the water. And she rose UP and was looking down at herself.

People were there, holding her hands, men and women, telling her she would be okay.

She wasn't afraid. She tried telling her sisters she was okay, but they didn't hear. One sister ran off to her father, and said, 'Stina's DEAD!'

In the meantime, Stina looked up and saw a white cloud with a face in it. It wasn't a tunnel. The face was an older man, with gray hair and a beard who was very nice. She started to go to him.

Then all of a sudden a woman who was wearing a white gown with blue on it and standing on a crescent moon, with lots of dark hair, wavy and long, came in front of her. She said, 'Stina, it is not your time.'

Next thing she knew, she was looking up at her father on the dock. He had gotten a wooden gaffe from a boat and pulled her out of the water.  He had done CPR on her and brought her back. It was odd, because her father taught CPR, in was in 1960, and only two weeks before, she was the Resusca-Annie doll for the class. Out of all the brothers and sisters, she was the only one who could relax enough to let someone else breathe for her. There were no mannequins like we have today for such classes. He had taught the people at the dock--and now here he was using his new skill on his daughter, for real!

I started crying and I hugged her. I looked her in the eye and said, 'You have saved the lives of so many kids! So many babies! I am so glad you are HERE!'

And she has. She has worked at children's hospital with the sickest of the sick before she came here.

Stina shared with me that she is reading a book right now on angels, and she is wanting to open up more about things spiritual in everything she does. And she asked her angels for a sign that she is on the right track with her efforts.

Stina says this conversation with me was not an accident. And that I am her sign. She cried! We both cried...

So I spilled. Stina does not know I am Reiki Doc, or anything of the work I do. She has had Reiki at every c-section where I have been present, because I give it as a welcome to the new child, the family, and everyone else in the room. I showed her my Facebook page, Doctors With Reiki.

And I said, 'We have free will--whenever you talk with spirits, discern who they are. If one seems negative to you, tell it to leave. It has to. Those are the rules.'

Already, she says 'if anything is not of the angels and Jesus Christ, she won't accept it', every time she opens up to spirit and works on her ability to talk with them.

I told her I see angels, I am a psychic and medium, and that I have talked to the Virgin Mary for over twenty years. She got the CHILLS big time when I said that, and she started crying again. I shared about Barbara Matthias, and how I knew her, the only medically-verified visionary (1990's at UCSF). I also shared how Mother Mary saved my own life, as my husband was abusive, and it was my trust in Her that got me safely to medical school for a new beginning and a chance to help others as had always been my childhood dream.

I asked Stina if I can please share her story with you?  She said, 'yes'. Thank you Stina, for your generosity of spirit, and for helping to show others the way Home with your sharing this with us today.


Aloha and Mahalos,
Namaste,
Peace,

Reiki Doc

P.S. Stina is making this photo her profile picture, to remind her of the blessing of the sign her angels gave to her today through talking with me.


P.P.S.   Before her NDE (near death experience) Stina had just made her first communion. She did not know who the 'lady with the long hair' was. Months later, at a fundraiser, she saw a table with pictures of the 'lady with long hair' who told her 'it's not your time' all over it. It was Our Lady Of Guadalupe. She is the patron saint of children. Stina told me this with tears of love and joy as she shared it, for she feels very close to Her, and is thankful, for all her assistance with both her life and her life's work.

Messages From My Patients--The Entire Set

Chapter 1:  while learning to pronounce a patient dead for the first time as a medical student, I got a little more than I had ever expected.  http://reikidoc.blogspot.com/2013/01/messages-from-my-patients-chapter-1.html


Chapter 2:  while teaching a resident during organ procurement from a donor I 'sensed' the spirit of the deceased, but didn't want to engage in conversation at the time. He came back. http://reikidoc.blogspot.com/2013/01/messages-from-my-patients-chapter-2.html


Chapter 3:  while working in the recovery room on some paperwork, a recently deceased Latina was brought down from ICU for family visitation. Before the family arrived, the spirit came to visit me, along with Blessed Mother.  http://reikidoc.blogspot.com/2013/01/messages-from-my-patients-chapter-3.html

Chapter 4:  A patient who technically 'died' on the table due to deep hypothermic circulatory arrest as part of the procedure, wakes up and reports he saw an angel during his procedure. http://reikidoc.blogspot.com/2013/01/messages-from-my-patients-chapter-4.html

Chapter 5:  A fellow surgery resident, who died in Iraq, comes back with a message for me about my future. All three of his predictions have since come true.  http://reikidoc.blogspot.com/2013/01/messages-from-my-patients-chapter-5.html

Chapter 6:  After watching a special on the life of Laci Peterson, her spirit came to me, with comfort and support while I was eight months pregnant.  http://reikidoc.blogspot.com/2013/01/messages-from-my-patients-chapter-6.html

Chapter 7:  There is a death in the heart room. I 'see' the energy of the patient outside the body. Later he comes with messages of comfort, and also lets slip the sex of my unborn child, when I just found out I was pregnant and had no clue.  http://reikidoc.blogspot.com/2013/01/messages-from-my-patients-chapter-7.html

Chapter 8:  Messages from both Terri Schiavo and ailing Pope John Paul 2 http://reikidoc.blogspot.com/2013/01/messages-from-my-patients-chapter-8.html

Chapter 9:  A Vietnamese man, who donated his organs, comes back with a message for my mother, and gives it to her. She names him 'Herman' and asks him to help my father with a golf game. Then later, he comes back with a beautiful prediction for me, and calls me blessed. http://reikidoc.blogspot.com/2013/02/messages-from-my-patients-chapter-10.html

Chapter 10:  my fellow surgery resident who died in Iraq comes back with a message of hope during my custody battle over my four month old boy.  http://reikidoc.blogspot.com/2013/02/messages-from-my-patients-chapter-eleven.html

Chapter 11:  A fourteen year old cheerleader who died comes back with reflections on life on the Other Side. click here

Chapter 12: A mysterious voice awakens me in the middle of the night. click here

Chapter 13:  A spirit comes who I do not recognize. She announces herself as my grandmother's neighbor. She has encouraging words for me. Also mom verifies what Mrs. Nolan said about how she died is true. click here

Chapter 14:  my fellow surgery resident who died in Iraq comes to me with another message of hope and encouragement. He also is the first to tell me what I look like from the view up in Heaven. click here

Chapter 15:  My Aunt Edna 'pops in' and discusses Heaven with me on my drive home late at night. Little did I know during the day she had been having a medical emergency in her fight with advanced, metastatic breast cancer. click here

Chapter 16:  My patient is down and having a serious, life-threatening emergency requiring immediate cardiac surgery. During line placement, her spirit comes out of body, shakes my shoulder, and has a message for me.  click here

Chapter 17:  My beloved Aunt Edna dies. Blessed Mother (BM) comes to comfort me in my loss.  A transcript of our conversation is included in this chapter. click here

Chapter 18:  My Aunt Edna stops by in spirit, to pay me a visit, about one month after she passed. click here

Chapter 19:  Sometimes mediumship is with the higher self, the 5D aspect, and not the 3D one, of someone who you know in 3D. Here is my heart surgeon, who reaches out to me on a soul level, to ask for guidance and assistance in spirit with the inoperable lung cancer in his mother. click here

Chapter 20:  During a trauma case in the middle of the night, the patient's spirit comes out of the body, and talks to me. What she has to say is fascinating. She also gives a message to her mother. click here

Chapter 21:  An organ donor in the middle of the night, 'pops in' in spirit, and has a conversation with me. He also calls me 'a Lorelei'. click here

Chapter 22:  Both my betta fish Pugsley, and Blessed Mother, come to console me on his death. click here

Chapter 23:  A fourteen-year old boy passes from trauma, and comes with a message to me that sounds like, well, a fourteen-year old boy. click here

Chapter 24: The patient in Chapter 23 said he would come back with a message. He did. Here it is: click here

Chapter 25:  A trauma patient who died has a message for me. He also brings someone from Heaven to see me too. click here

Chapter 26:  Arturo, the patient in chapter 25, comes back with some more messages, that are just as soothing to me today. click here

Chapter 27:  It is etiquette as a cardiac anesthesiologist to help another when the patient is in trouble. This patient, whom I never met, had a message of encouragement for me from The Other Side after they didn't make it. click here

Chapter 28:  A patient dies a traumatic death due to gang activity. He comes back with a well-thought out message after his initial bravado, and also mentions my Light, and how he can see it from The Other Side. click here

Chapter 29:  A cardiac patient confides he knew he would not make it through his surgery. He comes back with a message of hope, and love, for all.  click here

Chapter 30:  Julia Vinograd, who was very much alive, had her Higher Self give me this very insightful message in this chapter. She is the bubble lady from Berkeley, where I went to college. click here

Chapter 31:  In cardiac anesthesia, more than any other specialty, we make a lot of personal sacrifices of time we could have spent with our family. This case went long, and the patient did well. However, her Higher Self on a soul level, had a clear message for me. This chapter is written in medical terms, and then translated to lay language, at the end. click here

Chapter 32:  I felt horror when I read on the 'what we did in Chapel today' note on the preschool class door was 'we prayed for Joshua who is with Jesus'. I immediately placed my two-year old son in swimming instruction that week. Here is the deceased child's message for me:  click here

Chapter 33:  A John Doe--deceased trauma patient--comes back to talk about The Pearly Gates...and more. click here

Chapter 34:  A deceased patient comes from the Other Side--with relationship advice for me. click here

Chapter 35:  My cousin Susie, a cousin by marriage, had a message for me after she Transitioned. click here

Chapter 36:  There are three ghosts on board the HMS Queen Mary, in Long Beach, California. Here they are, with messages to me: click here

Chapter 37:  A family friend Roy dies of lung cancer after a long illness. He comes to visit. He is chipper, and also brings a lot of cheerfulness in this message. click here

Chapter 38:  Joshua, the three year-old classmate of my boy at the preschool who drowned, comes back with a message of guidance.  click here

Chapter 39:  A spirit comes with a beautiful message. Then we play a game of twenty questions to figure out the identity of him! It was worth it, to find out. click here

Chapter 40:  My boy has a vivid dream when he was very sick. It was of my cousin Susie, who is deceased. click here

Chapter 41:  My Nanu Filippo stops by when I had a root canal and am missing my son. click here

Chapter 42:  Another organ donor comes through with a message for me, this one is a warning. click here

Chapter 43:  The Higher Self of my patient comes out during complex cardiac surgery, and stands three feet off the floor, at the foot of the bed, with Blessed Mother. Her message is for me, about my future, in love. click here

Chapter 44:  I am an empath. There was a suicide in the area near my work, but I didn't know it. Not once but two times, I felt an overwhelming urge to hurt myself, which I knew was not 'me'. The spirit of the one who shot himself in the Crystal Cathedral, came to me, with a message:  click here

Chapter 45:  A friend puts out an emergency request for prayer over the loss of his friend of eleven years, Maya. She comes to me in response to my prayers. click here

Chapter 46:  A rookie pitcher dies after pitching the best game of his life, with his father visiting from out of state watching his first major league success. It made local headlines. The real news is what he has to say to me about his experience with death. click here

Chapter 47:  The pitcher comes back with one more message from Heaven. click here

Chapter 48:  I lost my job. I am a single mom and sole support of my family. Mother Mary, whom I call Blessed Mother, has a message of love and support for me. click here

Chapter 49:  My father's death, from the phone call, to the Transition, to the messages for me 'it's not goodbye' and for my sister. I saw the Gates of Heaven, Angels, and my father go to Blessed Mother as he died.  click here

Chapter 50:  Ten days after my father passed, he comes with a message that is sophisticated metaphysical teaching--I only understand what he is saying now, five years later--after studying Reiki and mediumship, and Healing. click here

Chapter 51:  This is the first message from the entertainer, Michael Jackson, after his death. click here

Chapter 52:  This is a much longer message from Michael Jackson, and also, a brief message from Michael to the world. click here

Chapter 53:  My father died one month before. Now he comes to me when our family traditionally celebrated my birthday, with a message of love and hope. click here

Chapter 54:  A drowning victim comes from the other side with a message. click here

Chapter 55:  One of the anesthesiologists who was laid off on the same day I was, got me a job as a Nocturnist working nights at the SICU at the VA. There was a terrible death, and I worked very hard that one night to help, even having security unlock the OR so I could get a swan-ganz catheter for my patient. Here is the patient, who did not make it, with a message. click here

Chapter 56:  At my new hospital, my 'day job', I arrived to a code blue only to see the patient moribund on the floor. Here is her message, after the code was 'called' and she didn't make it. click here

Chapter 57:  I reconnected with my childhood friend Linda when I felt a 'nudge' to find her. I saw her FB photo had her with her dead son in ICU. He also is the subject of her blog, Because He Breathes that made the Huffington Post some time after his passing. Here is his message. click here

Chapter 58:  Another message from the entertainer, Michael Jackson. click here

Chapter 59:  I was driving home one night and passed the wreckage of a fatal accident. The driver's spirit came to me shortly after with this message. click here

Chapter 60:  This random 'Uncle Charlie' came through the morning of my first mediumship session with Tim Braun. He never showed up for my session. Instead, he came to the session BEFORE mine, and Tim kept asking the client about 'who is this Uncle Charlie?' Message is here. click here

Chapter 61:  Uncle Charlie explains why he came when he did, instead of to my appointment. click here

Chapter 62:  A different veteran who died in ICU during my nocturnist shift has a message. click here

Chapter 63:  Actress Brittany Murphey, recently deceased, has a message for me after seeing me with my son in San Diego, at Sea World Holdiay. click here

Chapter 64:  Ryan from Chapter 57 comes back to share his views on homosexuality. click here

Chapter 65:  Margarito, one of the environmental services workers in the O.R., passed away unexpectedly from a heart attack. Here is his message. click here

Chapter 66:  The man who forbid his daughter to see a Muslim (the family was Hindu)--ended up being burned to death in a fire that was caused by the ex-boyfriend. Message here: click here

Chapter 67:  Elaine Kotsiris was the mother of a friend in my ballet class, and also my patient. She succumbed to her lung cancer. One day she came with a message to me while I did ballet exercises. Click Here

Chapter 68:  A much older distant Italian cousin met me only once, at a wedding, when I was nine. We had an incredible connection. He came back to me, out of the blue, with this message: click here

Chapter 69:  Father Al, the priest at Newman Hall when I went to UC Berkeley, drove all the way down to Southern California to marry me to my college sweetheart, my first husband, Mark. He came through with this lovely message for me, that was just as helpful as ever. click here

Chapter 70:  Dawn Brancheau, the Sea World Orlando trainer who was killed by Tilikum, speaks from beyond the grave, shortly after her death. click here

Chapter 71:  This is Dawn's message to me. click here

Chapter 72:  Lily the gray whale was trapped in a net off Dana Point Harbor, at the State Park Beach. My son and I went to go give her support and pray for her safety. She died. I saw it. Here is her message. click here

Chapter 73:   A colleague who passed has a confession for me from beyond the grave. click here

Chapter 74:  The same colleague in Chapter 73 comes back with another message. click here

Chapter 75:  One the one-year anniversary of my father Richard's death, Our Lady, whom I call Blessed Mother, has a special message for me. click here

Chapter 76:  A woman named Cindy, whom I have never met, came to Psychic Development Circle. My father also showed up for the first time. Here are their messages. click here

Chapter 77:  Ryan, from earlier chapters, comes back with another message. click here

Chapter 78: Karen was an O.R. nurse I have known since residency. During my time as an attending, my locker was next to hers. She passed from breast cancer. Here is her message: click here

Chapter 79:  Karen came back, and brought with her Darren, who had hung himself and was related to someone dear to me. click here

Chapter 80:  A surgical technician I worked with killed himself in the car with carbon monoxide. He came back with a gentle, beautiful message. click here

Chapter 81:  My father Richard comes back around his first anniversary where he wasn't around for mom. Here is his message. click here

Chapter 82:  Jon, the chaplain at my old hospital, passed. Here is his message. click here

Chapter 83:  I took my son to enjoy a day at Griffith Observatory. I got this message from the man who built it, Mr. Griffith himself. click here

Chapter 84:  Mark Taylor humors me with 'advice' on my latest 'crush'. click here

Chapter 85:  Mark Taylor comes back with more advice--not about a crush. Actually, he says he's been trying to get my attention for some time but I wasn't listening! click here

Chapter 86:  A teen who died in a freak accident tells me he died a virgin, and that he didn't miss anything, compared to Heaven. click here

Chapter 87:  Steven Jobs--yes THE Apple founder--came to me at Aulani on Spring Break 2012, with a business proposal...for me. click here

A Message From Our Lady: August 4, 2014

My Beloved Children Of The Light:

I come to you at this time to welcome you to the highest place that God has ever permitted any of us to gather in the energies or the mixing realms of both of our worlds together. You are coming to us, and are well on your way in this journey.

Most of us here in the Spirit realms are excited and looking very much forward to your happiness and joy when you finally awaken. Some of you have, like my scribe here. I ask her to describe the feeling that she has 24/7...

C:  I feel softer inside. There is no rush. There is patience with myself and others in everything I do. When faced with challenge, I see quite clearly there is no way other than love that would be effective in which to meet it. Last week, I had a day at work, where I literally felt my 'veil' being 'lifted up' like a husband would do to his bride in a wedding ceremony. I saw this face, smiling with love, and welcoming me to my eternal home, my vibration of love, joy, and togetherness. It was Ross, my Twin. 

After this I had the strangest experience with a surgeon whom I dread more than anyone else to work with because of his very low, cursing, worldly attitude--I had to work with him and try as I may, I could not avoid it! When I was in his presence, I 'saw' or 'understood quite clearly' the following things--with no emotion whatsoever except joy and love, and perhaps, a little curiosity:

• he is a DO, not an MD--there is a difference in training that could explain the behavior (he perceives himself as 'less' and strives to show he is 'more' although in practice there is no difference because the residency is the same for all of the DO's and MD's)
• he is showing ME a side of myself I do not accept--my tendency to use swear words (this goes many lifetimes back)
• he flies to someplace mid-California to operate and see patients and then back to our hospital in the same day! He has his own plane!  I not only was able to ask about this 'lifestyle' but extrapolate how those 'priviledged' above his level must view their lives. For example, when commuting by air, there is no 'traffic', yes?
• I saw male bonding--how very strange it is--between the surgeon and scrub, who have 'partied together' and also socialize. This bonding and acceptance seems very important to them.
• I saw the God Spark in him, and he no longer terrified me. 
• I 'sensed' he saw the same in me too.
• I saw he has good skills as a surgeon, no matter how he behaves, and he cares about his patients.
• I 'knew' instantly how he was my teacher for this soul lesson, and I gave thanks!

( Blessed Mother pauses a long time, as if taking it all in.)  Thank you.

I am making my point to all of my children, that the 'puzzles' before you in your everyday life are but gifts to be opened and treasured. Much like this story that has my scribe has shared, there is comfort and awareness that all of you are safe in this regard, in spirit (she touches her chest) and that everyone can accept life's challenges because they are there for you to grow and to learn about yourselves!

(C:  she shows me a test-taking situation, where people are nearing the end of the testing period, and are going over their answers, and checking them. I sense that soon it will be time to lay down the pencil, and stop work.)

I want to talk to you about when it is time for you to stop your work, what will happen, and what you can expect:

• a feeling of love will overwhelm you and reach to what is hidden in your heart and set you free from all your worries and your cares about your sustenance and concerns of a personal nature.
• you will still be you but you will have that freedom and happiness that you have on earth now when you are on vacation--anything can happen, the possibilities are limitless,and you have an unending supply of cash (in a spiritual sense).
• you will have friendship overwhelm you in your love for those you know, those you meet, and everyone and everybody that you have ever experienced in your life.

The Tsunami of Love will hit you like a ton of bricks! You will be laughing and smiling and know in your heart 'it is right! it is happening! this it what I have been waiting for for CENTURIES! and many lifetimes!

Allow yourself to accept and rationalize this experience, as a common gift from Creator (both the Divine Masculine and Feminine spirit) to all of us!

Relax and enjoy the ride.

This is everything I have for you today.

I thank you for your interest.

I want you to know God is listening.

As also is the Goddess.

With all my love, 

your Blessed Mother in the Spirit Realms,

Mother Mary

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Aloha and Mahalos,

Namaste,

Peace,

Reiki Doc

Healing On The USS Arizona and the Mighty Mo

The last time I was in Oahu, I took my son to see Pearl Harbor.

As a first stop, we toured the memorial to the USS Arizona.

And experienced spirit guide, my boy, told me he had seen a soldier's spirit while he was on board the memorial. He mentioned to him that he knew someone (Ross) who could take him to the Light.

The man thanked him, and went back to tell three more friends, so they could all Go to the Light together.

And they did.

I saw something different.

I was guided to sit.

I sat on the bench to the right when you first get off the boat. As I closed my eyes, I was underneath, inside the wreckage. Mind you, most of the crew that was lost had long since gone to the Light. These were the few 'stragglers'...

I came across a man in full fetal position, shocked and in horror at what was going on. I spoke to him, gently. He would not respond. I kissed him, and that got his attention out of his horror.

I explained there was more of this, and more joy and happiness, in the Light. He looked at me with distrust. I said, 'You can come back here any time you wish, but now is the time for you to go.'

I kissed him again, just to make it clear, his decision was between the energy of that kiss, and the energy of where he had been. He was responding to the Light.

Quickly, before he could change his mind, Blessed Mother came, and helped him to go to the Light.

Several more I helped in this way.

Then the Archangels came, and made a vortex together with me and Ross, who was standing at the opposite end of the memorial.

All the 'straggler souls' (there were several hundred, possibly more) in the whole harbor started coming in. Not just American but Japanese souls too.

Some of them recognized Ross, and with smiles on their faces, bolted and RAN to him, much to Ross' delight.

I saw some held back, and I asked the Buddha to come through, so they might see him and in fact, they did and he was soon surrounded by the lost with their loving arms extended to embrace him.

I felt a few more, and I thought, perhaps Shinto? So I asked for Confucius, or whoever would be most appropriate, and the last went to this figure.

Ross and the Archangels told me they would take care of the rest...

When I boarded the Missouri, I saw MANY ghosts hanging out on the decks. They were happy to be there, very proud of their service, and just liked 'hanging out'. They waved to me and called out because they knew I could see them.

I didn't acknowledge them.

On the tour, all was calm, until I hit the display room just past the mess hall and before the petty officer parts.

Ross said, 'sit!'

So in the dark I sat in a chair.

An angel came in and asked me how I felt about this place?

I said it made me sad! So much military and fighting and death and cooping up the men and so little of the Divine Feminine.

Then all the ghosts came by to notice me.

And I said, 'You can go back any time, why not take the chance to go to the Light?'

Some of them--Ross says, 'all of them'--did.

Then I asked, just like on the Arizona where I added healing and Divine Goddess Energy from Gaia (a BRIGHT light blue column of Light, a vortex from Gaia) along with Galactic and Agarthan Reiki to touch the hearts of everyone who goes to the memorial...basically, I claimed it for the Light....

I asked on the Missouri for Divine Father AND Divine Mother to come in, and to bring healing to this area. The boat was too big for me, and for my energy.

Divine Mother came.

I was reassured that fighting like this is now of historical interest only.

Then I left.

For the rest of the tour, I noted how much attention was placed on feeding the crew--three kitchens, three 'mess halls', one for officers (who had the front of the ship where it's less likely to make you seasick), the petty officers, and the crew--plus offices and offices to coordinate supplies for food.

Then I thought, if this much goes 'in' then how about what comes 'out'? Where are the toilets?

There were very few. I laughed at the imbalance.

And they also had a dentist! Of all the unusual things.

The crew slept in 'coffin boxes', and yet the officers had like, call rooms, and the first and second in command had luxurious accommodations.

I wondered the rest of the tour through the ship, how much like this a Galactic Mother Ship is like? And I hoped perhaps the accommodations were more similar and just for everyone, instead of the range of 'luxury' that was apparent on this battleship?

'Ihiuka by Makana

http://youtu.be/CwXJYzOQI-4

Aloha and Mahalos,

Namaste,

Peace,

Reiki Doc