Formidable Opponents

 

This morning I was woken up with a message. The other team models themselves after the dark wolf. It is a matriarchy that is hidden in the patriarchy, according to Spirit. No longer are wolves classified as being led by the alpha male. It is the breeding pair and their offspring who compose the pack (link for more wolf information).

There is loyalty. They hunt together. And sadly, in this case of spiritual war the opponents are hungry for control and power in addition to sustenance.

I was told to write this. I saw an image of a herald of ancestry, a symbol, and from what I understand this is proof to those inside the system who question what is really known about them are not.

My soul has studied the ways of the dark wolf for thousands of years, through many incarnations, and in this lifetime, since 2012 which makes it fourteen years. I study it as an outsider, fascinated by the ability of such an organized large group to hide in plain sight and continue. Where cancer exists, there will always be some who pursue its study in research in order to find a cure to save others. 

Do I know anything more about the structure than I was told this morning?

No.

I know of the matrilineal passing of occult knowledge through the work of Jessie Czebotar. I understand how there are 'spiritual connections' between certain places as well as physical ones that are not generally known to the public. I know of the battles for leadership positions, the protectors who are often human/nonhuman hybrids, and how the System maps out different areas according to contracts with spiritual beings as symbolized on herald type, coat of arms symbolic language.

I know of how meat is supplied for cannibals because of the work of Keith Barker, may he rest in peace. His writings drew back the curtain for me on how these small groups exists, how they run in families, how the children are tested for ability to keep secrets, and how much sexual abuse goes on.  I have read every one of his works and I couldn't put them down.  What is endearing and worth remembering is how the Christian sect outsmarted The Baron, and also, how the Baron converted right at death.  Kerth was one of many children in his family, the youngest, and also not especially wanted. He found acceptance and love from his abusers. Along with fear and trauma, of course. It was a lot of work for him to go through the buried memories, heal, and write. 

Fritz Springmeier wrote extensively on how a mind-controlled victim is created. He worked with one survivor, Cisco Wheeler. Jessie Czebotar knows Cisco, both are now Christian and their work is available on standard sources. 

Cathy O'Brien is one survivor of this mind-control. She was a government weapon. Of course none of this is by her choice and she had no say in any of it. Her father sold her into the System. Cathy was rescued by Mark Phillips, a government insider with special training in the neurosciences. As an asset, Cathy was nearing the end of her useful life approaching her thirties. The plan was for her to commit suicide and die in flames. She was spared that. Mark helped her recover her memories and learn to think for herself. She has many books, a website, and even a GoFundMe because her house recently was destroyed in a storm. A freak storm arose and trees fell on her home. Fortunately no one was hurt. I have seen Cathy on a video with three other survivors not too long ago. It was eye opening. 

The truth is out there.  I see individuals risking their lives online every day exposing the system. One is the polyfragmented dissociative identity survivor who escaped the cult. With them you learn how it is to awaken and heal, and build a new life. A point raised in a recent post as a victim of corn and trafficking since infancy to adulthood is the demand for such content/product. So much money was made by her parents off of her suffering! How sick and disgusting could the population be to want that material she asks?

Melissa Ryce is a similar survivor. And a new one who was a sex spy again against her will like Cathy is speaking up. You can see the drive to expose the system and the fear of retribution in her eyes as she speaks. According to her--Heather W on instagram as epstein.untold_sex.spies.speak--there was a piece of intel she was to carry that was so horrifying she risked everything to tell the authorities who could block it. And it---something global scale and causing devastation--has been delayed. Nothing has taken place to actually get rid of those plans, or prevent it from being put into motion. We owe Heather our deepest thanks for her wisdom and courage to protect us all.

Another slightly different one is ter.rozz, who is exposing his community. He is trying to wake up his people to who sold them out generations ago. He is saying things that can get him silenced and he knows it. It reminds me of Ross, who was sent, who heeded his calling, and was silenced back in the day.  I know from long ago, that someone high up in the system said the only way for it to survive was to essentially shift over into the Boulé at the helm. This man doesn't know that part. I admire him for his courage and his faith. 

All of this is long after Cobra and his Red Pill.  Back then, The Black Child was an excellent resource. A Call for an Uprising is still at it, and still producing incredible content despite harsh opposition. He is de-monetized, and has had to create over ninety different YouTube channels because they keep getting pulled off the platform. I remember his one fake channel about kitties and glitter to get the viewership up and bypass the censors. That was fun. 

I need to take a moment to thank Nancy W. She was a charge nurse who was a survivor of the abuse, who confided in me early in my training. She said she had been forced to be pregnant and they took her babies and killed them. I remember feeling dirty and wanting to avoid her, because I knew it was true. I reassured her I still respected her highly for her skills, and I was honored that she trusted me enough to share. And how sorry I was it ever happened. She became a Christian, it had saved her, and she went on to ministry school and a higher degree in healthcare. This was in 1996 or 1997.  It was a seed that was planted that has definitely taken root.

I am a Christian. I have seen some people or read of them actually, finding safety from the System because of what is in the Bible. I also understand that some victims, like Cathy O'Brien, were programmed with 'Biblical programming' and the Bible is how she was controlled. An insider told Mark Phillips to use the Bible to rescue her because she would obey. He broke the spine of her Bible and then it opened to a page that was a verse that encouraged her to leave her situation. She thought it was a sign and followed with him.  Then there is the polyfragmented survivor, who says that the cults are intergenerational, international, and interconnected--they help one another. And some of the cults are satanic, KKK, nazi, and Christian. Yes. Christian. She says that the people in the cults don't truly believe the faith of whatever cult they are in--it is used to torment the victims and discredit them.

Like a dark wolf, these formidable opponents are working together. Strategically stationed across and throughout the globe, following carefully set plans by their leadership. Some members are 'in it to win it'--because they are rewarded financially, sexually, and with worldly power. Others are in it as perpetual victims, or are coerced. It doesn't matter in the grand scheme of things, as what they are opposing --these opponents--is Great Spirit, Great Mother, and Divine Creator of All That Is.  Yes, wolves can work together to take down larger prey. However, they can get injured if the prey is strong and healthy with antlers and hooves. They tend to go for the weak and the old.  So be strong! Be strong mentally, physically, emotionally, and spiritually. If you are reading this, remember everyone is welcome on the side of Mother Earth and her Divine Protectors. 

How will you recognize them? The Formidable Opponents? In your heart you will know. There is an energy signature. A lack of empathy. You can sense the vibration, although some are very clever at disguising it. I look for family resemblance. Many babies are given to others in their System to be raised, and a new name. If you look closely you can see the effect of catering to bloodlines over the millennia. The connections are there. 

Thank you for your patience in reading this very long blog post. We are at a place in time where others cannot appreciate anything different from their own beliefs. Allow time and nature to awaken others. Stay strong in your Truth, learn what you can, and be okay with letting go of old beliefs as you get more information. Nurture the seeds that have been planted. Be the wonderful, incredible soldiers of faith you are, and keep up with the strong work you have been putting forth for all these years. We notice! It is appreciated greatly  by us all.

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Aloha and Mahalos,

Namaste,

Peace,

Ross and Carla

The couple who have Been There and Then Some!

Dragon Unicorn, Earth Gaia and Healing

 

One of my favorite people online is a survivor of horrific abuse. They have polyfragmented dissociative identity disorder. Each new split of personality was needed to survive the dangerous and cruel upbringing community they were in. This person is now safe. And has spent a lot of time healing. Dragons are something enjoyed by this person. So are stuffies, toy animals that are comforting to squeeze.  This individual is not religious because much of the trauma was imposed by people who claimed to believe certain faiths but actually didn't. The religious trauma was used to discredit the victim.

This person's inner world was shared with us the other day. The disclosure was that inside, there are 'fantastical creatures' such as unicorns, pegasii, crossed hybrid unicorn-pegasii, fairies, and dragons. They talk. They also protect.

The world of Spirit, the inner world, is REAL.  Our daily adventures in our waking hours is the dream. I did not share that I know dragons, and I have spoken with them. I have even helped with another to rescue a trapped mother dragon and her eggs.  Magic is real. 

And this poor one who suffered, had Divine Protection arrive in the form of 'Fantastical creatures'. 

Trauma makes us go up into the higher registers of our soul. We 'jump out' of our bodies as much as possible to avoid the suffering, and hence, the connection to the Otherworldly Experiences is made.

When Gaia had inhabitants with higher vibration, these incredible beings did not need to hide. But for now, their vibration is incompatible with walking down the street or being interviewed on camera for broadcast news networks. 

Today I was fortunate to be witness to an alliance being made between Gaia and a certain white society who also has affinity to dragons. One member of the group was in direct communication with her.  They swore allegiance and promised to defend and restore her sacred beauty in every way.  For the first time, she shared the original blueprints of what Earth is supposed to be like/experienced. The representative took one look, and in an instant, was on his knees and in tears. The original beauty overwhelmed him. Everyone has abundance and joy, all beings, and there is great peace. No one in Earth or Heaven before has seen those blueprints, except perhaps Archangel Raziel. 

Some time, not much time, after, Ross appeared to me. We spoke. I started crying again, over what had happened to him. 'Is it the nightmare again?' he gently asked. I rubbed my head on his heart and chest, and nodded yes. I have accepted being haunted by it for all eternity. 

With perfect kindness, Ross both acknowledged the pain and validated it, and yet gave me hope. He said nothing will ever take away those sad memories. But we can, and he will, send forth many more pleasant ones and continue so I may move forward.

It feels good to be seen, heard, and understood, as I walk this 'earth walk' in my waking dream state. 

I miss Home. But for now, I make the best of being here. I was able to finish work early and catch the afternoon baseball game. My home team is having a losing season, and even though there was a three to zero lead they lost the game in the ninth inning. It didn't matter that they lost, or that it was too hot a day, or anything. It was beautiful to me, and I enjoyed it. 

As the healing progresses I will share more. And deepest thanks to everyone who commits to the rescue and revitalization of the planet. Blessings are sent to you with highest regard.

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Aloha and Mahalos,

Namaste,

Peace,

Ross and Carla

The Couple

P.S. Another online person who stands for truth, cried today. The Holy Spirit had appointed them to speak the Truth. And this person said that the only one he fears is the Lord Jesus Christ. He knows there is risk in speaking up. He accepts it. His courage and faith are not lost on me.

Processing...

 

The last two weeks I have been processing emotions I had buried deep in my soul across several lifetimes.  It's not that deep, actually. I just have been exceptionally good at survival and compartmentalization since that time. When I make time and allow for my heart of hearts to actually feel those feelings, I heal.

A big part of the healing is realizing that no matter how much I may be thinking I screwed up, that's ME judging myself. And Divine Father, despite my own opinions and judgement, thinks I am still lovable. That has been my anchor as the waves of emotion wash over me, randomly, as I continue to live my life and function at home and at work and at leisure.

I am adapting to the concept of 'water under the bridge', as in, 'what's done is done'. I had seen a photo of a natural bridge by a waterfall, and happy young teens jumping into the water. That is wonderful joy to see. From my current platform of raw acceptance, it pleases me to watch others experience their joy. 

Underneath is the deeper wound. I see it clearly. It is my ability to trust in my being taken care of, that I can receive and welcome receiving what is mine to receive.  It is my birth right as a feminine soul.  Things in the past with Ross kind of messed it up. So much so that no matter how much Ross is able now to provide, I was stuck in my pattern of fear, of lack, of abandonment. 

Is it better?

Speaking as one who has been in the O.R., you have to take a burn or a wound down to the layer where it bleeds. And healthy granulation tissue forms. Then it is on its way to healing. I can say the old layers of infection and burn on my soul are cleared away. These are layers I thought were a part of me, part of my character, but they weren't. It was something that helped me through some of the worst of times. 

So now what?

Letting go.

I can't keep thinking that maybe with some luck I can get everything right. I do not even hope for it. 

Creator wants to build my life now. And I can ask here and there for preferences. Forget manifestation.  I've been thinking I knew what I wanted and needed for my whole life, as experienced through a distortion of old scars, hurt, and pain. 

All things considered, this has been a lot of progress in a short time. 

I'd also like to take a moment to remember one of our friends who has passed, Denise Stinson. I'm glad we got word of her passing. I remember her eagerly getting her nursing license, and her sharing of her patient care. She helped the elderly, and one was very open to Reiki. Denise even had me make a healing bracelet for him before he passed. She was thoughtful in so many ways like that. I'm glad she is with Ross now, and free from pain.

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Aloha and Mahalos,

Namaste,

Peace,

Ross and Carla

The friends both on Earth and in Heaven 

Guilt and Healing

 

I have been blogging now for sixteen years. I learned Reiki and absorbed its energy as if my life depended on it. With excitement I brought my new skills as a healer into the workplace of allopathic medicine. 

There have been ups and downs throughout. There were times when I had great anger! I was upset with my teams, my Higher Self, and once I got to realize who he was, my Twin.  I spoke outbursts at my Council meetings. With bravado I said, 'Bring It On!' for the changes which would lead to awakening and Ascension. 

I attended Cobra conventions, networked with other healers, and joyously expected the Great Awakening...which has not yet happened. 

As a single mother I raised my son with minimal financial help from the father, some shoes, clothing, and half of the copayment for wisdom tooth surgery. I have bought a car, paid for private school, and housing/tuition.  I embraced this job with all my heart, and did my very best to be the 'stable parent'.

But now the house is quiet. 

I work as much as I can, and enjoy the mastery of my profession, including the layer of energy healing I have worked so hard to bring to the work setting. 

I ache over being single. I always have had this nagging feeling of wanting to 'do it right' and have another chance with relationship here on the human plane. I remember the shock at forty how the dating apps matched me with grandfathers, and the horror of the realization that most were dating for selfish reasons summed up as 'a nurse or a purse'. 

That was before my son. 

On questioning, and Ross is very good at questioning, I realized I feel responsible for his death, and for how things went south between us prior to his leaving his physical body back in the day.  I tried with all my might to sway him from his destruction. I felt like I must have been a bad wife. I wouldn't call it 'survivor guilt' exactly. Quite the opposite, I felt like I drove him to it. 

I know these thirteen years since I've had connection with Ross, he's had lots of guidance and training just to interact with me. I know the very best of the best healers are giving input. There was a request from me to have someone who I can share my day with and ask 'how was your day?' because where Ross is there is no time. That request was granted. I helps me with accountability, with feeling and sharing my emotions, and healing my self-esteem.  I had to heal on my own as a person, so that the outspoken soul I am is also as outspoken here in my body.  I am especially grateful for the love and support of our friends who knew us back in the day, incarnated now with us, and are in touch.

As I realized my particular agony, my pain, I also found another layer of structure that would not have been apparent to me had I been happily in relationship. I recall the romance of songs from the fifties and sixties, beautiful songs that celebrate youth and joy and togetherness. It seems to have changed since then. And it is not my imagination. Those who 'steer and decide' had a population shortage after the war, World War Two. They needed to 'rebuild the colony'. As humanity was recovering, then small tweaks came into play, slowly over time...birth control, abortion, women working outside the home, divorce, split families, custody, and now not even knowing what gender is. Music isn't as beautiful and loving as it once was. 

I remember how intelligent the people were who wrote my textbooks at school. The generation from the 1940's really gave a lot to us, the future. Now, I see a high school English teacher crying on social media because some of his seniors who are graduating can't write four words into the essay he so carefully set up for them to succeed. 

Where do Ross and I go from here? I know and trust he is doing everything he can for my highest good. And for me, it all starts with acceptance. It will take time to process the pain and guilt that led me to choose my immediate past life and the ones before it. I know the Spiritual Battle is in our midst. Tonight I am refusing to go to the baseball game because of who is throwing out the first pitch. I don't need that kind of energy and I will not support it. Those opposing Divine Creator are inter-generational, subversive, calculating and cruel. The first approach against them led to great sorrow. But the setback was only that. Would I like to see justice and peace in my lifetime? Yes, of course! Absolutely. There has been radio silence for ages though. And I know that the media is controlled. So all I have to go on is the energies. Watching the people for their general state of spiritual health. And appreciating both Nature and my immediate environment/people. 

Time heals if you do the work. 

And besides my buried memory of trauma from when I was four, that emerged when I was twenty six, this even deeper hiding guilt from many lifetimes ago, it is on the path to healing.

Why share it?

Because  the soul heart can carry wounds, and keep it hidden from us, it is a form of soul trauma 'PTSD" and when our soul is healthy and strong enough, it too can come up for healing.

Ross says I said it well, and I have said enough. He says to reach out to him for healing if you ever have a similar soul memory form of PTSD and help will be provided. You only have to make sure you do not distract yourself 24/7, make time to receive the healing with no interruptions for short sessions when time permits. 

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Aloha and Mahalos,

Namaste,

Peace,

Ross and Carla

The Doctors with Reiki Couple who lead

It's Heating Up

 

It is starting to get really fascinating. There was a woman online, she is an influencer and preaches the gospel. I watched her get removed from a plane because the crew felt 'uncomfortable'. The most intriguing part of the series of short videos was her with the security/police afterwards. Yes, they were Christians. And yes, they admitted that people get thrown off planes for very minor, random things these days. 

When she was on the plane, walking off with her luggage, saying , 'these are the end times and Christians are going to get persecuted!' (because the name Jesus carries power and demons hate it), I was like, wow, these times are really here!

In Nigeria there is an ongoing slaughter of Christians. 

So then I start to wonder, is it all spiritual people who are connected to Source who are at risk? People who perhaps do not agree with the given 'narrative' are in danger? 

I don't know.

All I know is the power hungry ones who do not believe in whatever religion they claim to be a member of, have infiltrated Christian organizations too. And excellent example of darkness in the Catholic Church is the story of Sister Charlotte. It is from over a hundred years ago, but it is chilling. She was wealthy, and joined a convent. But she was so devout they offered her a chance to join a sub-set of the convent called the Dark Sisters or something like that. They had her sign away her rights to her family money. Then they beat her, starved her, tortured her...and she ran away. It was a miracle she escaped with her lives because many were killed because of their faith. 

On a brighter note, how am I doing? I am doing okay. I adjust. My son is ready to fly the nest. I get to figure out what it is I want to do in any given moment. I sense that this is what these years are about. I picked up that perhaps on my days off I should look at my physical activity like a job. Short walks after meals to keep the blood sugar down...workouts...sunshine. The spirit of my first love's oldest sister came to me for the first time (on her youngest sister's birthday, surprisingly enough). She explained to me what my goal is, to bring myself back to that hopeful young girl who had her whole life ahead of her. This energy is what is rightfully mine in this life. Everything else is trauma to heal from. 

Work is okay. I am not stressing. I saw a patient who had very sad circumstances. I was glad to be able to be there for them. There was a little tear of relief in their eyes after I spoke with them about the plan for anesthesia. 

Are there any recommendations? Ross gestures to open our eyes. To watch. And to learn. He is saying that this is where the 'be wise like serpents' part is coming to play:  avoid traps that are set up to catch those who are unaware.  He says there will be many of them. 

He also says to tend to your needs, no matter what they are. It has been a long time waiting. It is easy to lose our focus. Make sure you are taking excellent care of yourselves and all will be well.

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Aloha and Mahalos,

Namaste,

Peace,

Ross and Carla

The couple who are happy in this life and in the next