Philosophical 'Bowel Prep'

It's coming!

The huge dose of 'Philosophical Bowel Prep' has been sent, and it's about to clean out all the old, caked on crappy belief systems and philosophies and things we have come to take for granted (and been told was true but in fact were lies used to make us submissive and control us)....For those of us who have taken the red pill, that's like having been on juice and jello for a day or two before the prep. We are in pretty good shape.

But for those who are not?

If you've ever had to prep for a colonoscopy, and you've experienced the violence of that kind of cleansing--all you can do is sit on the toilet and you can't function with anything else--then you will understand what the general public is about to receive...

And we want you to have compassion. All these humans and their experiences in life in this realm are choices. There are good choices, and bad choices.  Take for example, Brian Graham, a youngest member, the baby of the family who once lived across the street. Brother Patrick the 'golden child' died in a car accident as a teen or young adult, many years ago. Sister Debbie did her best to carry on. Brian, made 'bad choices' of drugs, alcohol, and spent time in jail.  Brian reached out to his sister. She made the choice not to accept him. And he committed suicide just the other day. Just like that. 

This is fair and square in the third dimension. Lessons don't always dovetail together into a happy ending.

Naturally I was disturbed by the turn of events, and I asked Ross to take good care of Brian. Ross said he will, and that there's special healing as a soul Brian will need to undertake. 

I had conversation with Kirk, at work. He's more awake than I thought. He knew about the government spraying airborne disease over the city of San Francisco as a study in epidemiology. He knows about Area 51. He knew about many things. He still thinks football is fair and the team with the most heart will go to the Super Bowl (superb owl lol)...but we were talking about 'the squeeze', the economic difficulty to survive, how college for his wife will leave them with fifty five thousand in debt, how people are working three to four jobs to survive if they are minimum wage workers...He sees the crash ahead...the 'Bowel Prep'.

Think of all the good, hard-working people who loved their sports heroes who are unable to function because of the death of the GOAT (I kid you not! the 'Greatest of All Time'--totally dark, isn't it, the goat/Baffo mett inference).  My friend said her husband was sobbing uncontrollably and couldn't function for most of the day. He took it hard...

Which brings us to our next point:

It's in this link if you wish to read it. https://johnsmallman.wordpress.com/2020/01/27/the-momentary-choice-you-made-to-experience-separation-is-about-to-be-reversed/

If you'd like the Cliff's note version, look at the golden Buddha above, and ask yourself, 'what type of philosophy is the Buddha famous for?'

It's detachment, right?

How about the ability to detach from 'Being Right'?

If we are able to achieve this one successfully, then...our 'Philosophical Bowel Prep' is going to be a whole lot easier, isn't it? We have been wanting to write about this for three days, and fortunately, Saul's message beat us to the punch. 

Ross wanted the sternest picture I could find and it's not easy to find them. The one above will have to do.

Let us imagine a scenario. People in congregations are expecting (have been told, believed it, and reinforced the belief over the years) that 'someone is coming back' and 'that someone is going to kick major butt' like in one of our 'kiss-kiss, bang-bang' American superhero movies. (The other genre of American film, is 'bang-bang, kiss-kiss'...violence and sex, big time ; )   )

How likely is that going to happen?

Um....low likelihood. 

He wouldn't stoop so low in his vibration to resort to violence. He has, shall we say, 'other things' like spiritual and technological advances which would make 'kicking butt' in any way, shape, or form, obsolete. 

Will his followers be bumming? I don't know. We can just wait and see...

Which brings us to our next point...A gastroenterologist was talking about a new show on Netflix I should watch. 

(I know, I cringe when people recommend stuff like that, because I see how calcified their pineal gland is, right?)

Actually, he is vegetarian, and spiritual, and likes to think, and is quite the philosopher himself. He's cool. But he said this show is called The Messiah (my heart skipped a beat) and he shared how some people believed, and others wouldn't believe no matter what he did to prove himself, and then at the end....how it all turned out. Would I believe he was a fake or real if it happened to us, he asked?

And how could you know?

At this, I realized it is simply, student asking teacher a question, student asking from the heart, as the Higher Self and the up-and-coming soon to be Higher Self are getting in alignment for him: how would I know the Messiah if I were in the Messiah's Divine Presence as an incarnate human, with the five senses and being under the influence of the veil?

I paused.

I thought.

I prayed, 'dear God please help me give good answers'

And it came to me.

You will know it is the Messiah by claircognizance. You will just KNOW. Everyone who has a near death experience NDE--KNOWS they are in the presence of Jesus. They just KNOW. No one has to explain it to them, even the little kids who have never been taught of him, KNOW and come back to their families and share their experiences of being in His presence.

Second, there are factions who absolutely, hate Him. And they are going to be truly acting up. They can't hide it. So there between the two, your inner knowing, and your observation of those who are of a different, wildly different belief system in that the highest power is The Self (and not God, Creator, etc.) are going to be totally freaking out and coming unglued. 

That's how I gracefully sidestepped the question with ease, and with faith, answering to the heart to this random 'student', what he needed to know, without overwhelming him. 

Ross

Carla was late yesterday to work. Carla and Anthony both had diarrhea from eating Chinese food to celebrate Lunar New Year the night before. Carla looked sickly, and explained to everyone at the hospital, and apologized. They adjusted the in-room time for her, so she wouldn't have her name be put on the list and get punished.

Unfortunately, the first case, a tooth accidentally fell out. It was loose, but it was a complication and she had to fish it out of the hypo pharynx with Magill forceps and the pulmonologist using the bronchoscope to show her where the tooth was.

This is where perspective of the surgeon was totally different from other ones. He intubates in ICU. A lot. And he said that the tooth was just 'flapping in the wind' and this happens all the time in the unit. He would explain it to the patient. 

(typically with dental trauma there is a very loud noise, a pop, and it's cringeworthy--this was silent)

There had been two signs to Carla she was going to have a bad day. We have a system. And I tested her. I tested her ability to put her dread aside and still function with that ominous feeling that she was going to have a bad day.

I found Carla to be very practical. She had to work. There was no way to get out of it. And she knew that the day at some point would end. And it did.

She was able to go home to Anthony and they went out to dinner at a nice Thai place they go to often that is somewhat near their home. She didn't feel the burden of her bad day. She left it at the office where it belongs. She didn't worry. 

Even before bedtime, she didn't want to go to sleep with a full stomach, so she read a little of a book about 'simple Japanese delights'.There is a chapter on onsen (mineral baths) and there are more on wabi sabi, forest bathing, things like that.

I am sharing this for you so you can appreciate the cycle of facing what you must face ahead, doing your best, letting it go, and self-care. 

This is our gift to you, this ability to go through the steps, and come out shining and unscathed. 

Remember this.

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Aloha and Mahalos,

Namaste,

Peace,

Ross and Carla

The Twins (Twin Flames and Twin Souls--we are 'double twins!')

Dysbiosis

Are your grids for keeping the general public calm in place? They are going to be needed!

Yesterday's events are sort of a 'test run'--not sure exactly for which team. For the ASSC, it was time for their Grandmother Music Awards ceremony. I cringe to think of it, all the people who died suddenly before--Whitney, possibly Paul Walker from Fast and Furious--I forget exactly when for him--I think maybe even the mom and brother of Jennifer Hudson.  I knew I was wondering 'who was picked' and I was thinking about the 'Queue' about the 'peanut'--a cryptic message from an insider. 

The song by Sting, 'murder by numbers', is actually true--it's about Gematria, and there's some occult thing in ASSC where they decide who lives and who dies. It has to do with all the sacrifices they make. And with the Grandmother awards getting less and less attention, this year with is being done at Staples Center--a huge basketball venue for both the Lakers and the Clippers--I'm like--how weird a place to hold it is that?

A player on Anthony's basketball team is close friends with the son of the local baseball coach who also perished with his wife and daughter, when the helicopter crashed into a mountain. That's how I learned so quickly. What a weird coincidence isn't it? The biggest player to play in that same Center--gone--same day as the event? I'm not buying it as an accident.

With Kerth, there were times that people crossed the higher ups, and the Fabians were told they had to pick their own suicide. Kerth was in the car with them as they speeded up to hit a tree. They told him their last advice and secrets because they had worked together a long time to break his programming. Then they pushed him out of the car and crashed to their fiery deaths. They did this to save their daughters. It was them or the kids, that was the deal...that's how things work in the ASSC.

Did you know Koh-Bee's middle name? 

It's Bean.

And here in the States, the diminutive nickname for a much loved baby is 'Peanut'.

Mamba, Mambacita...Bean, Peanut.

Heck, I don't know.

I've been so busy, post call, medical appointments on Friday. Saturday was a fog, just I couldn't get much done. Every time I get that way, I forget. When someone connected to me is about to Transition, I get that way, probably because parts of my soul are helping. I wasn't close to the deceased, but he was a part of the community.

I did lots of gardening this weekend. The arborists came last week. They trimmed. I fertilized, sprayed Monterey organic spray on the citrus, planted my seedlings...it was fun.

I did mountains of dishes and laundry. We are almost all caught up.

I changed the sheets, and this time, invited Anthony to do his own with his all folded up on his bed. I said, 'welcome to Balboa Navy Hospital'--there we had to put our own sheets on our call room beds, a first!

On Saturday night I fell asleep on the couch while the fire was dying out, to make sure no logs fell out. It was wonderful.  I didn't watch any TV all weekend...

I looked things up.

I looked up the Order of the Magi. Not cool. I think it might be the twist to Lucy Fairy Ann Ism--from wayyyyy back. I also noticed on the latest flyer about the Edgar Cayce organization, a picture with the eye and the temple columns and thought, 'oh shit'. You see the Order of Magi also thinks the May Suns are a 'huge success'.  Just like the Sisterhood of the Rose with that Blatavsky Lucy Ferian...her picture is there. Weird. I need to study ankhs. That's what Cobra's lady, Isis, used for a ceremony I had her do (paid her one hundred dollars) to open up my Divine Feminine years ago. She blew threw it. I didn't feel anything after she did it either.

For the bunny, she and our turtle (the little one, we are waiting to have a big one re-homed to us)--have been getting some freedom in the back yard. The veterinarian says she's overweight. Rabbits are coprophagic (they eat their poop, there's two kinds, and the jelly-like one that's really sticky is their 'probiotic') and she needs to be able to reach to clean herself. She seems to enjoy the freedom. And turtle in the sunshine had her best day ever! But I was reading everyday rabbit care tips, and I learned that the sweet things--carrot, banana, fruit--must be very small quantities otherwise rabbits get 'dysbiosis'--an imbalance of their gut bacteria and it can make them very sick. I know something horses and cattle can get is 'bloat', I'm not sure if this is similar, but for ruminants 'bloat' can be fatal.

Dysbiosis.

I thought, if this much is known about rabbits, then somewhere someone in some high level occult 'order of the magi' or something must know about humans. Perhaps this is why so much sugar is offered to us? Is this the reason why everyone is going gluten free and ketogenic and paleo? To avoid the sugar and the many health complications that follow?

I don't know.  I just know we are like a herd. And that there are so many attempts in so many ways to cull this 'herd'. Like in China. My two friends in China are very brave, but live in Beijing. They are affected. One says there's no cure, and shared with me a video from an English-speaking athlete to be strong and we've got this. I've also seen a video, check it out while you can, from a masked person in the main city Wu-you know the rest--saying that the government isn't good and lies to the people. He said you can catch it through your eyes and you won't have the symptoms they tell you. 

Ross was very close to me all weekend. For us, when Anthony is with his dad, it's time for us. 

Do we go out? Not really. Do we talk? Yes, a lot, some very deep conversations.

Is Ross romantic?

Very.

He played a song for me on the radio about a first date, being excited, and I saw him deciding what to wear. Our time is soon, very soon, and although the galactics are known to totally drag their feet for years, they come forward when the time is right.  I'm excited too.

The Schumann Resonance was building up to almost complete white. There was the news Sunday that shocked the world and the sports world and my county...MK Ultra trauma-based programming move 101), it dimmed. Now it's white again.  This is why the Council has this message  http://ronahead.com/2020/01/27/every-one-of-you-has-a-council-the-council/.

Then there's my 'visitor'...

When I was in the garden, a recently deceased basketball player made his presence known while I was up to my ears in digging out a bougainvillea root that was way taller than me, and also, digging up some unused plumbing system PVC pipe that was tangled in with it.

'Well, well, well, what have we here?' he said with a smile.

I was a little annoyed, because I'm pretty sure he's on the other team, and he was addressing me by my real job--inferring it--my job up in Heaven and my real 'self'.  Is said, 'I can be here as a human and work in the garden if I want!' and challenged him.

He backed off.

He threw me the comment, 'If I were you, I wouldn't worry about things.'

I know, I know. He's coming. All is going to be a big party. Yada. Yada. Yada. I know. But it's not here yet, I'm in human form, and I REALLY enjoy working with my hands. Even if I'm getting dirty pulling roots and weeds, and nobody knows--not my neighbors, coworkers, friends, and most of my family--the whole story.

That is enough for today. 

Time for work.

Good things are coming. For all of us. Keep up your meditations, build your grids if you haven't, and know that people are waking up, totally waking up, right and left, and that's a good thing.

When I can, I will write, and when Ross wants to say something, I'll help him.

Oh, I asked Ross what it was like to meet said basketball player?  Ross said he didn't meet him, actually, it was this player's mom who helped him cross over. Anthony tells me the mom is still living, I don't know, could be a grandmother or someone who raised him, but Ross says, 'mom'. Anthony says the mom and son had a lot of bad disagreements in life. Ross was watching remotely the whole time as he went UP. And yes, Koh Bee Bean is UP. He is in Heaven and perhaps it was his mom's prayers that saved him. Daughter is UP too.

But later, Ross met him, and said all was good. 

I know Ross is very tall. I would have liked to see the two of them together side by side, but I suppose I will have to wait for it.

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Aloha and Mahalos,

Namaste,

Peace,

Ross and Carla

the Couple who are Valentines In Waiting

I Can Feel The New

These are macarons. Awesome French cookies. Please do not call them 'macaroons'--those are pile of coconut cookies eaten around Passover.

The energies are building. I haven't have this many upgrades back to back since maybe eight years ago.

Enjoy it!

Keep focused on the good.

Do your best to keep yourself and your family safe. There is a lot of 'stuff' going on 'out there' and 'in the news' that is meant to frighten you. Take your vitamins, rest, get sunshine, and daily Reiki yourself!

Remember you are bigger than all of that sensationalism in the news/media.  Far far bigger.

Yesterday I had a curious sensation. I was eating lunch. And I realized my body isn't exactly 'my own'--my Consciousness is using it, it was like a loan from the Library. I get to write the experiences I have using this body. But other people, perhaps, might want to read the 'book I wrote' and through technology available in the Higher Realms, for example, in the Akashic Records--and vicariously experience it.

It was cool.

Anyhow, love yourself, love everybody, love being sent here to 'do your thing' for after all--despite 'appearances'--you are a well-trained, Awakening machine from the best of the best of the best training available in the Galaxy--disguised as an 'ordinary human'.

Enjoy and know you are very much loved by both Ross and me.


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Aloha and Mahalos,
Namaste,
Peace,

Ross and Carla
The Twins

Reflections On The Antisocial Social Club

Good morning! 

Just for today, Ross has a gift for us. We saw a new clothing line hoodie on the street, and the name, 'Antisocial Social Club' just tickled our fancy. It's been a long time we have been using the aphorism 'Those Who Do Not Have Our Best Interest At Heart' (TWHOBIAH).  We thought perhaps since we now know their true secret--(Ross points to his temple and moves his finger in a circle and says, 'they are sick in the head' and 'not like normal people' therefore they need 'help')--why not add ASSC to help us distinguish from the ones they were then (Illusion of in Power) to what they are now (Struggling to maintain their Illusion of Power) and upgrade their name?

We know nothing about the clothing, except for the name, but we'd like to borrow it for our own purposes, as we guide you towards the awakening.

The main topic for the day will be dealing with the intermingling of the demonic and the human in the consciousness of some of those around you, and as an aside, on dealing with demonic/dark attack.

So just for a moment, hold that thought.... 

And I am going to share with you a story that is the opposite.

It was a hard call for me this weekend. I was up eighteen hours straight and worked fifteen of them. I was very tired and frazzled. Then the following day, I had a haircut/trim, and needed to see my pulmonologist to finally find out the results of my tests. Thankfully, everything is normal! I do have asthma and some allergies but nothing to be followed for by a pulmonologist. 

I took Anthony to his physical therapy, and then a haircut.

Ross had been nudging us to go to a restaurant, but I was going to cook. Then I realized that yesterday was his birthday! January 20 is the day Ross had told us to celebrate his birthday years ago. I was like, 'DOH!'

So we went out to eat, I had a glass of prosecco, and we told the restaurant it was Anthony's birthday but truly celebrated for Ross!

And this is the image he chose himself for the occasion.

He says that those aren't eyes on his cake, they are circles and not to read anything into it. He selected the image because of the dog and he thinks it's cool and he'd like to share it.

Giving is one of the greatest joys while we are incarnate. We can't really see or sense the gift so there are wonderful, joyful surprises to be had.

I'm still going to be baking a cake Ross wants, vanilla with chocolate icing, probably this weekend. Until then, we have Trader Joe Vanilla Bean cake which he likes too.

So back to the darker, heavier, and less pleasant part of the blog post.

I and some of our readers are starting to experience 'guests' in their dreamtime and meditation, and for me, actually, in my waking state as I interact with humans who are a little of both--highly influenced by external forces perhaps is a nicer way of saying it.

What do we do?

We know what is real.

All of these dark things are being imposed on us to accept them as real, but they are thought forms and projections from twisted minds and souls--both on and off the planet...

On the one hand we can look on it as 'lore from bygone eras past' from Earth, as soon that is what they are going to become in the greater scheme of things. 

THIS is the original blueprint of Gaia, sunshine, flowers, joy, sharing, nurturing, warmth, love and compassion. 

Immerse yourself in these energies as often as possible to sustain you.

Some recommendations if you encounter not-so-high vibe entities are:

1. tell them to go away. You are incarnate. You have free will. They must listen.
2. laugh at them. Point and laugh. They hate it when we do this. (to disincarnate ones only)
3. keep a bowl of salt water on your dresser where you sleep
4. place cloves of garlic in your windowsills to keep those things out.
5. wear garlic too, keep a little 'toe' of it in your pocket
6. put a perimeter of salt around your house--careful if you have pets or children--a thin line will do
7. smudge with white sage or palo alto
8. Place a medal with archangel on it in each corner of your house (you know the little cheap ones from the catholic store). Try to mix them up (not all Michael) but some can be the same
9. wear blessed items with Mary or Jesus on them, jewelry, do not take them off
10. wear wood from the Holy Land--I love mine from Earthzschools, it's very protective, all of it

Ross wants you to get things in perspective.

There are disincarnate beings who are like this, who WANT to 'play' on the earthly realms. They are not invited. But they barge their way in.

They have created an established system which promises riches and fame and celebrity and worldly success to people who are willing to do 'anything'.

As a result, the people who look somewhat handsome and 'lightly involved' on the surface are actually in it way over their heads -- metaphysically--and are often controlled pawns by those who outrank them.

It's everywhere the eye can see, and even where it can't, in the Earthly spheres. We will speak more about this next photo in a little bit. Hold that thought.

These ones in charge who hold dominion over others are bloodthirsty and always seeking proof that their 'followers' are 'loyal' to them. So there are sacrifices of many innocent beings, to provide the energy of terror to the spiritual beings who feast on it, and heme/adrenochrome to those who unfortunately suffer from this terrible addiction.

They also hate anything Divine, and torture and try to rid themselves of anything that reminds them of their Divine Nature which is inside everything, including them. 

Deep deep down, it is a form of self-hate that is somehow connected to the fear of separation from Source while being incarnate. 

What is asked of us is merely to be 'friendly and polite' to all. 

We are NOT asked to cure or heal them.

This is outside the scope of our assignment this time around. 

Refer out to The Guides of Compassionate Healing and the Experts.

In summary, how we react is our responsibility. Healing them is not our responsibility--not for the heavily influenced by outside spiritual forces sort of humans, who are kind of the majority these days. They are second only to the innocent but asleep who outnumber them on the planet.

Now I'd like to share with you something very, very special about Ross and what he did for our cause recently.

There is a clearing that was highly dangerous recently. Ross volunteered and did the first start of it, at very high risk to both of us. 

Strange, metal, sword like devices have been embedded into Gaia's surface about one third of the way in.  They are something, a marker or just in case type of 'weapon' in spirit to allow those who control us to find their way back.

They hurt and are painful to Gaia, and she's tried her best to ignore them.

Once she mentioned it to her parents, Divine Mother and Divine Father, it was seen how she was literally ensnared by this network.

Ross came and lifted the first one out. The hole gaping in Gaia's skin was a great concern to the teams. This was where the risk was. Both to Ross and to Gaia. The hole was closed up. The sword thing was taken for dismantling.

I've never felt Ross' purity of love as strong as I did when he stepped forward for that task. He had complete and total faith and trust in everything he's ever learned or trained or did, and accomplished it without fear, not one drop of it.

Gaia Portal saw it.

Even Co B Rah noted something to the same effect after the fact.

We are heading forward at a great pace. The energies are going to keep ramping up automatically.

Gaia feels free, and there are wonderful energies soothing her and healing her surface.

This is the reason and nature behind the attacks some of you may have experienced. It's not just the articles we invited you to listen to and to read. It's the combination of your exponentially increasing compassion and awareness, plus the 'direct hit' to their last 'fortification grid'.

ASSC, Ross says.

He points to a tee shirt/hoodie saying on his chest, flashes some Heavenly 'gang signs' and says, 'you are now in my hood!' (neighborhood, 'rap' talk).

I think he is truly enjoying his birthday.

Now he's reaching for the mike for the Karaoke. He's very good at that.





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Aloha and Mahalos,
Namaste,
Peace,

Ross and Carla
The Angels in White


P.S. Ross says 'how old is he?' he laughs and says, 'I am older than your mother!'

Thank You

We wish to thank you for the effort you have diligently put forth to comply with the requests from the last two blog posts. We thoroughly encourage you to both read, watch and listen to the links provided in the last two blog posts. It is important in so many ways for you to understand the depth and breadth of the deception which has been held against humanity for generations and generations.

First of all, we want to reinforce that in all the rest of the Universe, with the exception of the third dimensional realms such as Earth/Gaia where the memory of it is blocked -- but it is still present--the only thing that exists is an ocean of Love energy.

We are talking TRUE nurturing, warmth, love and compassion, 24/7, 365 days a year. There is this and only this. And there are lessons.

Earth is a Graduate School of sorts, where the testing has been taking place over many lifetimes. 

Ross says to 'let me pull a rabbit out of my hat!' for Rabbit is Animal Medicine Card for fear. If you think the worst, it will come to you. 

Remember there is only LOVE.

Many of you signed up to incarnate here because you are of the strong connection to Source, and in every way, in every day, you get better and better at being LOVE in action, in all of your interactions, every possible time. 

This is why the energies are UP for the Truth to come out. The rest of earth can handle it because there are 'strong anchors in place' for the energies of Love, a grid perhaps if you are visual, but it's energetic and all of you are connected to your teams who do not happen to be incarnate at this time.

Why you aren't on the Higher Realms enjoying cupcakes, at the moment, and why you fought so hard to earn your place here, is for this reason: ninety percent of the population of co-creators believe in the lies, the illusion which was constructed for them, and believe that this and only what can be perceived with their five senses is REAL.

We are on the fast track for the Illusion to be removed. And since the Illusion is both a comfort and taken for granted by the ninety percent, there is going to be some shock to them both mentally, physically, spiritually and emotionally when the scaffold of lies 'collapses' when it is shown for what it is, in the true light.

The example of Judaism was provided because it was complete. Motives, methods, coverups, everything is a pattern and we hope you recognize it.

We wish for you to extend this concept of a 'club within a club' to every other area of Earthly existence--religion, government, military, entertainment, sports (thank you Houston Astros for the wire scandal, and Boston too--for a 'soft and gentle and easily understandable awakening'), fashion, music, industry, everything--exists. And who has the control are the psychopaths, the antisocial personalities who are involved in dark practices who hold the strings. And use, as a human shield, the rest of the innocent 'clubs' around them. 

These individuals do not play by any rules.

Ever.

Their goal is for total and complete control over the 'cattle' that they consider to be inferior to them (me and you). They are using every psychological and physiological and scientific and occult 'trick in the book' to not let go of the status quo, and to assert their dominance at all times.

They cover both ends of the opposition--both political parties, all of the sports teams, etc--and let others think it is legitimate just to keep their secrets from being found out/discovered.

Remember that it takes one to know and one not to know for anything to be a secret. When both know, it is no longer secret! Right?

This is how the elite find people are easy to control. Through screens. Through making things appear 'fun'. Even though this in and of itself is just as much illusion as the rabbit in the hat and 'magic tricks'. 

They hide the truth in plain sight, and pride themselves in their trickery.

Meanwhile, our average part of the ninety percent of the Earth's surface population are in this state--tired, stressed and easy to control.

They do not 'get' the 'bigger picture' even though the entire earth has been vibrating at a very high frequency for several years now. 

They don't even stop to think of it.

The moment of betrayal is soon to arrive for them.

This is why we invited you to taste of it a little early, of your own free will.

Your careful noting of your own feelings and your reactions will allow you to be 'there for them' in ways that none of us who are not incarnate have possible.

Our world is run by psychopaths and blood dr-ink-rs who do not give one whit of care about me!

That is, within the Illusion that everyone believes is real, although it is not.

Your job, if you choose to accept it, is to be there for the people when the hurtful truths hit. For example, one of our readers, Phyllis, has a dear friend who is Jewish and does Reiki. They are very close. The friend, chances are, is not included in the Father to Son club within a club. She is in the 'human shield' part the darker psychopaths use to hide behind like a facade.

Can you imagine a whole lifetime being told lies?

Phyllis is ready to step in and comfort her friend when the time is needed for her.

Even if you are an empath, reading and listening to everything--the whole thing, and not to quit--will strengthen YOU because you can only imagine the drain you will feel when the true suffering and surprise begins with the ninety percent!!!

Use this mini-awakening to practice your self-care and replenishment...spiritually, physically and emotionally. It is very important.

How can something we have been told is good for us really be bad?

Get your kleenex tissues out, and listen to this mother, who, through deep personal loss, asks this question plaintively at the end...as she is painfully coming to her own awakening...

Krystle's son Corbin dies fourteen hours after injection

The book 'Crooked' available on Amazon, details exactly how it goes up to the brain stem. It has to do with the lymph system. 

But what are you going to say to Krystle? How are you going to speak from your heart to her, when someone like her asks you, in all sincerity, 'what kind of people would do this?'...

This is why we invited you to take the painful discourse upon yourselves, and also, in the process, perhaps, speed your awakening. Many, many are those of our readers who have said, 'it's too painful', 'I am an empath', 'I can't do it', 'It makes me too angry' and on and on and on.  So they excuse themselves from the exercise. 

There is no more time for excuses.

Remember in the airplane how they say, 'please put on your own oxygen first'?

This is your oxygen.

This is your chance to reconnect with unshakable faith to Source, to Divine Creator, and to really do what you are signed up/sent here to do.

To be unflappable in the Awakening.

To be unconditional love to everyone you meet.

And to direct the focus to the future of hope, enlightenment, and Heaven which is on its way.

Thank you for answering our call.

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Aloha and Mahalos,

Namaste,

Peace,

Ross and Carla

The Twins

Between Us

I don't even know where to start. I have a lot to say today. It's all me. And Ross is 'around' but I'm really the one here who is writing it.

The energies have been slow, stagnant. I was home yesterday, and the day before that I had a three hour gap. There is a feeling of pushing forward for slow, slow, very slow progress. For example, during the three hours free, I made phone calls to arrange for appointments for things I have been putting off for two years. Important things. Yesterday, too, I made appointments.

And yesterday, we started going to appointments. Anthony's knee is better, but he is going to physical therapy now, to help everything heal. Our rabbit got seen by the veterinarian today. Even had x-rays. They cost two hundred and fifty dollars I couldn't believe it! I knew her spine was okay. But her poopy butt is from her obesity. She's gained one pound since her last exam. Our whole family is too fluffy!

I had a big breakthrough in I realized I was tired and sleepy this morning because I didn't exercise yesterday. Spirit told me that.

And today I pushed myself just a little, and I communicated with family members--with our 'new address' cards, in lieu of holiday greetings, because I'm so late. It's  a project to assemble all the names into a new address book. I can't find the old one, and it needed an update. But when my mom told me about a cousin who had surgery today, I had the new stationery, and wrote a note, and I'm on top of things at last for that!

I also tallied up the donations and expenses for the Holiday Icicle bracelet project, closed it, and transferred everything to the Angelite 'Possible Expiration Date/Transition' project. Please know that these stones are from Peru, they are designer grade--and waxed. So in time they will go from shiny to opaque. Compared to the Icicle bracelet, which was quartz, and plentiful, our main stone is more difficult to source, and isn't as affordable. The healing qualities are very important, and no other stone will substitute for what it can do. So, it's worth it.

This prayer above is very important, and I'm going to ask you to go back and look at it whenever you feel, a need to do so, as you make your way through this blog post.

Today I felt dirty.

I haven't felt dirty and sickened like that for a long time. 

I've been researching things, stuff I will share later.

But a high school friend shared something, and it really shook me. I was completely blindsided.  He shared about the costs of healthcare and a huge profit.  He likes what I post, and added to one.

I said the usual thing about going down the rabbit hole further--thank you for being awake--and you'll see it's run by Lucy Fairy N Can Nibbles and Blllloooo  D rinkers who run the show.

He said he knew, he'd had first hand experience, and turned his back on his family in 1985 and made it on his own ever since.

I'm not sure how he was able to escape, seriously. But he said his grandmother is the sole heir to a healthcare industry fortune. And he bolted, never wanting anything to do with his family again. 

I opened up.

I shared about my friend the nurse who had multiple personality disorder, and healed from it. She was very Christian, and credited her faith for healing her. She had once been a breeder. She became a minister/divinity school person, and then a counselor.  I knew what she was saying was true, but I didn't want to believe it back when I was an intern. I knew she was excellent in every nursing situation, there was no reason for her to lie. Deep down I wanted to just wish I had never heard of it, I felt so dirty knowing her secret. And I kind of avoided her after. I didn't know anything like that existed for reals. My mother had told me long ago that the priests back in Sicily got the nuns pregnant and they all ate the babies but lied about it in the church. They had to go, every Sunday and days through the week, as villagers, but they kept up the facade that they didn't know. It was a small village. All the townspeople knew. And they watched their kids really careful. Mom would tell me that the kids on the milk cartons would never be found either. They were killed, ritually, she said in ways I as a child could understand. 

I shared about my immediate past life. About how I researched Svali and Kerth Barker (his books are lower priced now, on Amazon), and their stories haunt me. 

He said that one girl from our school had been a breeder too, become a nurse, had lots of plastic surgery--so much he didn't recognize her--and left like he did. They saw one another years ago, looked each other deep in the eyes, and hugged a long time over their leaving and being free. 

He knew what it was like to die and float out of your body, too. 

I took great care to tell him I feel the same now as I did before, with friendship and respect, nothing has changed between us. 

His sorrow was not having had a family. I said, from my heart, what they called 'family' was really a stretch of the definition, it wasn't a family in any sense of the word,  and now your family of choice is the real thing. Thank you for breaking the cycle so your daughter could be free.

But the dirty had come up, I felt icky, just like the first time with my nurse friend. 

This is part of the awakening process. It really is. And what I did was call for Ross, and told him how I felt. He asked me if I wanted him to clean things up inside so I didn't feel dirty. And he did something, I feel like 'me' again.

As empaths, we are going to need to be very diligent about what is ours and what is not, and to let go and cleanse of anything we needn't carry.

This part is where you are going to feel at times stuck between a rock and a hard place.

I am your guide down a rabbit hole, if you care to visit it. It goes deep, and in my opinion, is perhaps the next to last one. The last one would link these things to extraterrestrial things/influences. That is another story.

Please skim the following information. Go over everything and do not click any of the hyper links provided for your completeness. I will summarize the findings gently for you. When you wish to know more--be wise that anything can be taken off the internet at any time--watch and read.

It all started with an article on FB about human meat for consumption being 'okay' somewhere, I think, New York. This isn't the one I saw but it's close--the pictures are different. Snopes says it's a hoax. I'm sorry, I've read Kerth Barker. And the paying the family handsomely for the 'donation' is part of the deal. My gut tells me it's controlled opposition, getting people 'ready' and 'testing the waters' for that kind of 'disclosure'.

It was the picture that really got me concerned. Could I, after years in the O.R., recognize it, human tissue?

So I went to YouTube. This is the title of the one I saw Restaurant in New York given approval to serve Human Meat  that started the whole search. It's now restricted to watch, I'm not going to click it and share it. Too many things kind of sketchy here with the social media. 

Then I watched Human Meat Treading In China video--it was a 'next up'. That one I slowed down, and due to things being erased so much and censored, I took a few photos which I won't show you, but basically screen shots. 

In my opinion, it's a tough call on the veracity of the accounts. I've heard that babies and aborted fetuses are consumed, they call it some weird name, a code name, and it costs a lot--but in China it's like a black market delicacy for longevity or health or something.  These photos could be photo shopped. Or real. The ones without skin, are technically inaccurate. The eyes, without skin, are like a robot--unblinking and open. I have seen degloving injuries (the skin is ripped off in trauma, usually off a hand or something) and I have seen exsanguination because I resuscitate people who are hemorrhaging. The colors aren't quite right but not too wrong either, on the body parts and corpses.  The one image that looks real, is the upside down girl with her heme being drained out the neck into a basin. It's the right location, the right side incision, but I don't think she'd be so straight if deceased or alive. She'd be floppy in the former and fighting/showing pain in the latter. 

Then I watched this five minute video of a radio show. Again, my gut told me this guy is telling the truth. I can't explain it. But it makes sense.

So I watched the full one hour version of the same radio show.

There was something about the author who wrote all about it fifty years ago, and nobody believed him statement. I had to find that source.

Here it is--http://www.thewatcherfiles.com/jewish_sacrifice.htm.  The actual author is a priest named James E. Bulger. The book is no longer in print, it's in rare bookstores, which are owned by, well...
The link provided has the main material, it's very dense and hard to read, and it took me about two days to get through it. It's worth it, and helps to make some connections. There is a pattern of covering up the evidence by a tried and true method that shows up time and time again.

I have a question about what was done before the crucifixion as clearly the roots in their type of worship go way back in time? I have my suspicions that perhaps the non-human, cold-blooded creatures from the far past never actually went extinct and just shape shifted. But that's just me.

I also need to delicately share some things I saw on my travels this summer, which add to the data points in the main link attributed to the work of J. Bulger. You will decide ultimately for yourself what you feel is true.

Lastly, before the pictures and the explanation, let me be clear that just as some brotherhood lodges have a 'club within a club', from the reading I gather that in Judaism, there is a similar 'club within a club' that gets passed down orally only from the father to the most trustworthy son. Others in the family may never know. And hence, the term 'blood libel' is correctly used by the others in the family, who are unknowing. The ones in the inner club are using their innocent family members like a human shield for the accusations, and also, using their vast network of similar 'brothers' to use any and all resources available at their disposal to make the accusations not stick.


In Bern, Switzerland, is a curious fountain https://www.atlasobscura.com/places/child-eater-bern. The hat is part of the data point. I saw it, but I didn't take photos. I'm not sure why.

Perhaps it's because in Barcelona, our Catalonian guide showed us this months before:

The Jews were driven out of Barcelona, and no longer were in that part or the whole town. Nowadays, Judaism is fascinating to the people of Spain, especially those who want to speak out against 'the system' and people are wearing stars of David and other things, studying the religion, etc. Again, they are opening up to the outer 'club' and aren't remotely aware of the hidden club within it.

In summary, here are the main points:

• What happened at the end of WW2 with Operation Paperclip probably isn't the first time something this major has been hidden in plain sight. Apparently some factions of Judaism really don't like Christians. At all. This would be the innermost circle, the hidden one, much like in May Suns or More Mins or other organized groups. 
• These inner circle type folks have infiltrated just about everything in society as we know it. What better place for someone who hates Christians than a religious leader, right? The highest form of High Adept Say Ten Ism, according to Kerth, is to lead huge groups of people astray from Source and inner guidance and home. 
• Even though Jesus took our sins, and died a horrible death, countless others who follow him have been drained of their lifeblood in ritual and tormented like him.

The blood lust of the Jews and their hatred of Jesus Christ are combined in this horrible ceremony. -- James E. Bulger, 1956 publication

• This goes to all who follow Lucy Fer, Say Ten, the whole deal. It's not just the inner circle Jews. It's all those who tell us black is white, who built the society we live in, and control it. Immeasurable suffering has taken place over time. Also for the adrenochrome addictions.
• Divine Creator, Divine Mother and Divine Father, still have love for all of their children--those who torture and drink, as well as those who have died. This is way, way, over our heads as incarnate humans to grasp the enormity of it all. What we can grasp, is that the truth is coming out, and everything is coming to a grinding halt--in the suffering department. 
• You are in the right place, at the right time, like I was with my friend who confided in me his truth. There are steps to take to help. There are steps to take as an empath. Make sure you are always meditating daily to keep yourself spiritually strong and alive and clean in your heart of hearts. It's a tough job.
• Know that when people have discovered about this secret in the past, they have rioted and murdered the offenders. Murder is never the solution to anything--except perhaps in cases of self-defense in isolated situations. Keep your head about you, and remember the last few blog posts. Many, many in these situations are doing these things not by choice, but by coercion. Let the Galactics and those in the situations to handle it do their job. Try to stay out of their way.

Ross says this is enough. And he is always there for you when you need him.

I'm so grateful for him. I need him more than ever now. I really do. He is like the antidote to all this stuff. For this I give thanks. Big Time!

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Aloha and Mahalos,

Namaste,

Peace,

Ross and Carla

The Twins