Sunday, September 30, 2018

A New Look

panama boat with fruit bocas del toro 272

I have some fruit to share with you. I've been reflecting a lot on what it means to be in our situation now. As a reader shared, the advice to 'just live your life and find your joy' has grown thin. 

I've been having a really difficult time coming to terms with the atrocities that some people who run our society do on a regular basis, to innocent children and victims.  I follow Carolyn Limaco on Twitter, bless her for her diligent research into this unpleasant truth. What set me off is learning about the foot fetish--the BDSM 'code' of a 'delicate flower'--and sadly, the milkshake that is made in a part of the body that is used for excrement.  Carolyn is right on when she calls out the hidden codes these elite are communicating to one another in Twitter.  'Popping a bottle with force' is not a good thing.  It deeply troubles me. 

I've asked Divine Mother 'what is Enlightenment? Is it the going away of the Veil? Is it a good thing? What's the point of it? What does it feel like? Is Ascension when a bunch of people get Enlightened together?

Why is it taking so long? Why is this journey so arduous, do difficult, so tiring?

Just the other night, I was on call--it used to be we worked until perhaps eleven p.m. at the latest.  No. This time it was until three in the morning!  There is no defense, psychologically, for this. I don't know why only MY calls are this horrible on a routine basis. Others get to sleep. It's my random luck of the draw, except Spirit has an unseen hand in it, and every major full moon or anything like that, I'm on call. It's a joke how hard I work. It really is.  

Perhaps because I have one day off it's to help me make money to compensate for the day off? I don't know...

Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia - October 9, 2013 Climbing the 272 steps into the Batu Caves in Kuala Lumpur, The massive limestone caves form a Hindu Temple and shrine 

I see that I am struggling against another layer of brainwashing that has been put into me by my culture and upbringing. 

I want things fair.

And I want justice.

I don't like to think we live in a world where these kinds of secrets and rituals are okay in any way...and I want them to stop.   I want them to stop forever.

I know when Ross saw what I did in my immediate past life it caused him deep and sudden anguish and pain, so bad he fell to his knees and started crying. It had been hidden from him, and I saw when he saw it the first time. 

Wrong is wrong.

Except when you are Galactic. 

The new look is me struggling through the old 'programming'--and trying to see things through Galactic eyes/society.

Each of us is here on a soul mission to incarnate.

Each of us is going to judge ourselves when it's done.

We are going to judge ourselves against our goals and mission statement we created for ourselves.

This is how we grow the consciousness.

IF you look at Earth as a school where the students are given Free Will and permitted to express itself, well, according to Earth statistics, you will most likely find the students form a bell-shaped curve with their abilities and mastery of this subject.

Some students are going to excel.

And others fail. They are going to go to the far left of this curve.

Most are going to be somewhere in the middle.

With Ascension, it appears that there are some 'advanced students' who have been sent to boost up the right hand side of the curve, and to pull the bulk of the students (who apparently through their Higher Selves have decided 'enough is enough') and shift the shape of the curve.

If you ask me, the failures (in Heaven's eye's--but there are no real 'failures'--I think they see it as people who once given the taste of Freedom simply went off the deep end into the abyss of 'milkshakes' and 'bottle popping' and worse) had probably skewed the results so far dragging the masses into the lower and lower vibrations that somebody somewhere had to 'scrap the experiment' and 'step in'.

Perhaps those 'somebody somewhere's' are US--only with the veil we wouldn't know it.

What I do know is that in the context of Heavenly Joy, the idea of an anal milkshake is just about as ridiculous as it gets.  It's a perversion of the worst kind.

And once the soul who practices such things does a life review, it's going to be pretty obvious to everyone in the room that they either aced their assignment to explore the darkest of darkness (if that was their task, some are given these incarnations) or they took a total left turn at Albuquerque and failed everything they were sent here to do.

To the Galactic the behavior of another--although glaringly obvious--is a right of the soul that is only to be judged by that soul in the presence of Divine Creator when all is said and done. 

And any hurting of other people due to the laws of Karma are going to stick. 

These laws are immutable. 

So for all of us who are watching these horrors, aghast, take comfort in that no one gets a free ticket out of accountability. No one! In one way or another these are going to have to be addressed.

So, what seems 'unfair' to us in a human perspective are actually, 'Fair' in a bigger one, the one of reincarnation and lives between lives. 

I'll give you an example of this type of brainwashing, and working through it, in a humorous way.  Look here:

AMSTERDAM APRIL 27: Public urinal also known as Krul on April 272 015 in Amsterdam. At busy days they are installed in the necessary spots after which they are taken away and cleaned.

These men are peeing. 

In public!

I wanted to throw up when I first saw it.  I couldn't believe it!


Because of these laws in the United States that make it illegal in all fifty states, and in some circumstances, lewd behavior which will make someone get a sex offender designation. 

In Amsterdam this is OKAY. 

You know, in Amsterdam, a LOT of things that are illegal elsewhere are OKAY. 

And the city had them installed for the busy crowd. 

When in Rome, do as the Romans, right? 

We are living in a reality where Divine Law is in charge--perhaps not on a timeframe we would be comfortable with--and because of the Veil we can't even comprehend that everything is in perfect Divine Order and no one is going to get away with everything we see them getting away with now.

THIS is the meaning of Forgiveness. This is why the Galactics seem so lackadaisical with their messages and we are scratching our heads over the inaction. 

We are incarnate in an 'Amsterdam' but not Dutch, so to speak, but rather 'Galactic Visitors' who are incarnate and supposedly 'experts' in helping to shift that Consciousness curve to the right--thereby creating 'Ascension' for a people.  And by going within every day, we can escape the three-ring circus shit-show which is paraded before us with all the media...and at least enjoy the comfort of 'Back Home' and our Spiritual connection to it. 

The more you get hung up on the Freak Show, the more distracted you get from your purpose, and your conscious connection to Source--which is your spiritual and psychological lifeline for the remainder of your incarnation here. 

Which brings us to another point of distraction I have been guilty of--'watching for signs'.

Road sign used in Sweden - Advance direction sign, stack type.

Here is a sign.

It's in Swedish.

I can't understand it, or make any sense of it, or even pronounce the words--by the way our countdown is 272...

Our country here is going nuts. Magenta Pixie is an example of someone who is connected to Spirit and is firmly convinced that the current administration is from God and is doing what is meant to happen.

I saw this video about end times playbook and was a little surprised to hear about the decrees and stuff that we are technically under here in the States. But it didn't 'ring true'. Komurosan posted it, they are a good source of information typically.

What I see is that there is an expertly prepared psychological 'trap' going on here with the media--and people on both camps--the ones who hate the president and the ones who love him--being stressed psychologically to their limit. Spiritually too, for the ones who are believing it's either 'from God' or 'the end of everything decent'.

Anything more than passing observation plays into the hands of those who are orchestrating this--in the sense that the attention/emotional energy is redirected towards the co-creation of whatever the orchestrator wants to have happen.

I asked, from my heart, is the president good--as in--in cahoots with our teams?

The answer was, 'don't bet on it'.

The comments from that video link above are WAY more educational than the video itself. And some state clearly that these are all long time 'friends' on the other team and they are all in cahoots with each other.

When in doubt, connect to your own team.


Don't put too much emotional energy one way or the other into what you see in the news, regular or alternative.

When it comes to signs, living here incarnate -- interpreting 'signs' and 'portents' of our own future as humanity on Earth and how things are going to go down in the end--it's even more inscrutable than Swedish!

So give yourself a break, and practice forgiveness to yourself and to all the others--for being influenced by this huge intrusive distraction of the media.

Follow your inner nudging more.

And be on the alert for your own 'brainwashing' or 'indoctrination' that is always waiting in the wings of the 'stage called your life experience'...just like with the Amsterdam public urinals.

That's how they solve their own problem in Amsterdam. And they have a right to solve it any way they like.

For me I like to learn the truth behind the tricks so I can actively withdraw my energy from them. I knew intuitively that milkshake song years ago by Kelis had something that was way over my head secretly in there, otherwise she wouldn't sing about it. And I knew that the people who thought it was a cool song and danced to it were being mocked by those who made the song and knew the secret.

It's that way with so many things.

But with the Veil, forgive yourself. And when you mess up, do a ho'oponopono and try not to repeat the same messing up if you can. For that is how your Consciousness learns and expands.

You are all made from the same perfect energy of Creation--even the dark ones like explained here by Paul Romano-- are made from the same perfect energy.

It's just Free Will does some pretty strange and ridiculous things in the hands of some of the students on Earth.

And Heaven is in fact 'stepping in'.

We just aren't in the know about it.

NOBODY is 'in the know' more than anyone else.

Hopefully things will come to a resolution soon.

It's SO hard to wait. I know it. Ross knows it too.

He wants me to talk about the bracelet, the one my Council sent and I had the link. It's not easy to put on. I had to pick a size and roll it on because the clasp and the end kept making circles of bracelet falling off my arm. But the appearance is wonderful. It has that same otherworldly glow I've seen when I've seen heaven. Sort of translucent solid with a shimmer.

It makes me happy my Council sent it, and it reaffirms my faith that what we are here for, and what we are doing, is worth it.

Whenever it will be complete, it will be complete.

Ross nods in approval. He says, 'I am very busy with the arrangements for the party' and bows and takes a step back. He says over his shoulder, 'I want it to be fun and enjoyable for everyone.'

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Aloha and Mahalos,

Ross and Carla
The Two

P.S. I have to share a story from the O.R. I like to match my music to what the surgeons like. I guessed wrong, and the young Russian didn't like HipHop like I thought. It turns out he likes Justin Bieber, Taylor Swift...after I'd played nine hours of Hip Hop. So for the last case, I found Taylor Swift for him. He kept going on and on about how she's so talented. Then on the radio, Lady Gaga came on.  Guess what? He doesn't like her. Why? He went to see her or something his friend showed him about her--and he saw her peeing in a champagne bucket!  That turned him off to her, completely. Now he calls her a 'freak'.    I wonder if similar will turn the general public off from these 'celebrities'?  LOL 

Friday, September 28, 2018


Mikuni Pass morning of Matsumi Ohashi

Ross chose this title.

Yesterday he spoke to me, so did my Council--which apparently is not 'The Council' (today's Answers III ).  Answers III helps because the one question I didn't have time to write before the option to ask closed, is 'what is a typical day like for you, Council?' which is an indirect (Cancers are always indirect and discreet) way to inquire, 'what is it you do up there anyways?'

My beef with them is that they are taunting us down here on Ground Crew with the attitude of 'we know the answers and you don't''s condescending. And as one who suffers from Spiritual Amnesia, it's very maddening and upsetting to experience this kind of taunt. And the Answers II was just that kind of taunt.

If a loved one has a memory problem, you don't bring it up because it upsets them. If they tell the same story over and over you just nod and smile, because if you tell them--when the disease is really advanced--'you said that, I know, I know...' they really get angry. There's no point to poke fun at them with their disease, even if you are sick of the same story, because it hurts them deeply. You just don't.

My Council understands this now.

I also want to mention that when I went to see Cry-On (again under the radar) I wanted to test if anyone--Mr. Carroll or the guides--would know who I am and comment on it. 

They did. In a sneering, mocking voice, almost like a Sith lord--I heard--'weeee knowwww who you arrrrrre.' and then they changed the subject. 


Anyhow, my guides sent me a bracelet (showed me the picture in my mind, and where to find it--Amazon) --and it was free because I'd earned a fifty dollar gift card to Amazon for doing that interview with my specialty society. 

The name surprised me--it was 'A little Romance'.  

That makes everything better.

Ross had send me the Romance Unicorn Card just minutes earlier, and had played meaningful love songs the whole ride to work.

Here is one that was so on point I took a photo to remember the name:

Velsen, The Netherlands - June 11, 2015: Costa Fortuna Costa Fortuna is a cruise ship, owned and operated by Costa Crociere, built by Fincantieri Marghera shipyard in 2003. It's 273 m (896 ft) long.

I had wanted to title this the Love Boat. LOL.  

Coh-Braw said this:  EXMOSS section0 fleet activated

What the heck?

Is someone leaving the planet? Hmmm?  If it's the ones I want out, well, don't forget to close the door on your way out.

And if it's people coming IN...I know there's quarantine and it's only certain people/ships allowed by the Federation. 

By the way, dear Councils of Councils, on Earth here in the States there's another meaning to the word 'FLEET'.

And here on Earth, when we don't like someone or something we say that they are full of 'Sh*t'. LOL

The antidote for bitterness is love and gratitude.

Ross has told me many a time, that 'FRUSTRATION IS NOT A SIN!'

I was beyond frustration with the Council Answers II.

Here is what was sent, and it worked and it helped:

My Unicorn Affirmator card I drew--to give me perspective on Darkness and 'it's none of your business' what they do, teachers or students, etc.

My gift from my Council

A card from the nurse I used to work with who I gave anesthesia--came to my work

Card from the family of a patient who was on the table--not my team--but still in surgery

They brought cookies for everyone

Even for me.

I came home in time to cook dinner. Ross told me I'd have an 'unusual meat to cook'. I was curious.

Anthony chose a pork loin roast. I've never cooked one. I called another mom, she told me how. Get a Dutch Oven, put olive oil in the pan, and rub some on the meat. Make a rub with salt, pepper and rosemary (I have fresh in the back yard), and then after you prepare the meat, sear it. Put a little water in and the lid on, and bake it until it's done.

We had mushroom agnolotti pasta (like ravioli but a different shape), coleslaw--German style with oil and vinegar not mayonnaise, and homemade lemonade.  Anthony loved it. 

We even had the tiny pumpkin cheesecakes from the Coffee

This Answers III from the Council is a VAST improvement and helps with the amnesia. Now I know who they are, and what role they play in my existence here. As well as a framework for 'ME'--the bigger one I don't understand.  

I know Anne told us we have multiple concurrent lives. She is married back on Sirius or something, but here she only has relationships with women--was an example of how those lives can be.

I remember my life on the Other Team. It was a curious life, because I was taught to do things and did them that aren't acceptable in this life. I was rewarded for doing what I was asked to do.

I look back on that life as one of being espionage, sort of an intelligence officer getting information for OUR team.

That's how I can live with myself.

The things I did were awful.  And the things that were done to me were even worse.

Everyone I know has had not only 'dark times' but people who are awake and aware, even Divine Mother herself, have had 'experiences' like this.

Perhaps it's a prerequisite for Earth School.

I don't like Earth School.

Frankly, I'm sick of it. The suffering. The pain. The anguish.

I know Sylvia Browne's guide Francine said, 'Live a good life. Then go Home' for advice on how to approach our challenge of being incarnate.

Sylvia said we each have a major and a minor. And the major is the one thing you can't get right in your life, no matter what you do. Hers was romance. Three horrible marriages, one where he put a gun to her head in an argument.   She was a 'Loner Humanitarian'.

It is frustrating to be alive under these constraints because you KNOW in your heart it doesn't have to be this way. You KNOW total joy is a normal expectation for anywhere but here. Here we are expected to create our own joy with one hand tied behind our back.

There is always the nagging feeling, the guilt, that you brought your unpleasant experiences to you, and if you were only smart enough, or better enough, or clever enough, you could make everything great again.

However, from what I have LEARNED in my Fifty plus years--it's when you 'accept and surrender' that you get what you want. Once in a while. Not always. But the easiest way to get what you want isn't to fight for it.

My mom accepted and surrendered her dialysis, she had fought it a long time. She remembers crying all the way there driving herself and driving home. Dad wouldn't take her. He wanted her to stop being a baby about it--he drove her for a year. Anyhow, one day she said, 'God, if this is it, as good as it gets for me then I accept it as forever.' She said it in the car as she drove.

Two months later she got a new kidney.

She had a rare thing, and the donor kidney did too, and nobody else on the list ahead of her could take that rare kidney...

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Aloha and Mahalos,

Ross and Carla

Ross says it's time for work--he's right. Long day. Sigh. I asked if it would be good and I didn't get a yes, I got a no.

Talk to you next time when we are able...until then...ciao <3

Thursday, September 27, 2018

Shake It Up

 STATEN ISLAND - SEPTEMBER 12: Postcards Memorial September 12, 2012 in Staten Island, NY. The memorial honors the 274 residents of Staten Island who lost their lives int he World Trade Center attacks.

Our count today is 274. 
I'm sorry for the reminder of the tragedy in NYC.

There's so many interpretations out there it's hard sometimes to know what to believe.

In this and so many things, you have to come to your own truth.

KAPFENBERG, AUSTRIA - AUGUST 8, 2015: Armin Beham (#274 Austria) participates in the national track and field championship.

If coming to your own truth were an Olympic Sport I would be an athlete competing like this gentleman Armin Beham. I've done it for years.

Two recent posts--I won't provide the links--shook me up a little. One by Coh-Brah--said that 'The Galactic Center is getting warmed up/busy' something like that. NO. That's a lie. I know it. The Galactic Center is almost COMPLETE with the merging of souls who have chosen this path. I've seen it and documented it for years. Very busy. The whole time.

The second was the 'questions II' by The Council.

The tone was horrible. Demeaning. Both to Earth and to Lightworkers. Note how they call them 'Light Bearers' as if it isn't any work.   'Barbaric Earth'. Earth was never barbaric until Barbarians overtook the planet! And the 'do what makes you happy' is frankly as close to 'do what thou wilt' as I've ever seen from any cosmic communication. 

Here is a quote:  When you accept that you are here to bring light, all the rest becomes none of your business. When you accept that, them, him, her for what they really are, regardless of how they act or appear, then your world will change. Your lives will change.

Are they defending Marina Abramovic, the monster?

It sure sounds like they are.



I'm asking for freedom from Barbarians everywhere on Earth, such monsters, with All Divine Assistance even LOUDER. 

Even if they turn to good like Kerth, the time is ripe for those 'students' and 'teachers' to stop everything and get with the program. 

In the meantime I will stop trying to awaken anyone and anything, and do what I love, which is very limited in time for me.  Very limited.

I did have yesterday be a 'WOW!' day like the card I drew. I manifested an add-on case with my cardiologist. I finished the first. I asked him if I'm doing the second with him. He said no. 

I said, 'I wish I was'


Not more than five minutes later a case booked on cutting in line of the second one, PLUS it was that doctor (capable and fast, very reassuring this doc was).

I also got the lineup to rearrange as I wanted.

And people traded with me so I could make my appointment. 

I'll just focus on that and no more of the boogeyman, because, according to the Council (please note sarcasm tone)--'It's none of my business'.  and apparently monsters such as this have permission to 'do what makes them happy'--including raping and murdering innocent victims--such as the disappearing First Nations women in Montana--because they are F-ing PERFECT and DIVINE in every way and God Doesn't make 'mistakes'.

Thanks Council.

I'm going to sleep much better at night for your--or should I say, 'our'--hair-brained philosophy- as there is NO SEPARATION?

I spit on your shoes.

Our shoes.

Oh my, look at that! WE are DROOLING! LOL


Autumn Leaves at Nissho Pass in Autumn, in Eastern Hokkaido, Japan

I participated in a research phone call with my specialty society. 

I had to move around some boxes behind my seat because it was a video call. 

I hadn't moved them in twelve years.

I LOVE the feeling of openness in that area.

It's all the baby photos I never put into an album.

Even though the other part of the room is packed with boxes and I can barely walk, I'm going to get to those. A little every day. 

I love the freedom and energy where it once was stagnant.

Shake it up.

Follow your heart.

Don't let anyone trick you or push you around.

Even you.

As I described my work to the interviewers it sounded like a house of horrors. 

It is.

I like the people.

But I've put up with too much for too long. 

I pray for relief and guidance to a better life.

Life is short.

This was just me ranting.

Ross wasn't any part of it.

I'll sign it myself.

(I'm pretty sure he's one on that Council--and yes, sometimes we have a disagreement between us every now and then. With Ascension, I'm tired and cranky and touchy. That Council message struck a nerve.)

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Aloha and Mahalos,

Reiki Doc

Tuesday, September 25, 2018

Heaven Is Stronger

Socialist Yugoslavia era apartment block, the largest in Zagreb and Croatia as well as one of the largest apartment blocks in Europe Built in 1974 , the building is about 240 m long, 70 m high and has 20 floors There are 1,263 apartments in the building

We feel the need to write this one 'for the books'.  There has been a breakthrough of a kind with Carla, who has been soaking in all the language of TWDNHOBIAH--their secret codes, their rituals, the occult--through many hours and hours of study.

Recently it reached a new low.  On Carolyn Limaco on Twitter, she has uncovered the secret hidden language used among 'snuff' philosophy--"there are three main devices of execution involved in the art of snuffing:  the gallows, the guillotine and the pool.... She discovers the balloon as a code for gallows and has found horrifying 'messages' on the social media of the elites.  There's also reference to a certain piano wire torture, and she finds proof of this connection in the social media too. 

The hacking the torture webpage also had this article on high tech stuff that's not so great. Carla listened for an hour to the first part. It's not good. 

She went to the ballgame yesterday deeply troubled. The deception and the horror was just too much. 

As Carolyn alluded to--these things are very dark and what is the point in uncovering it any further?

Such were the questions Carla was pondering in her heart.

Then she came to the conclusion:  for all the hidden technology, the ones for the Galactics and Heaven are even more advanced, such that TWDNHOBIAH cannot possibly detect it or outdo it.  And for all the horrors and torture, Carla asked in her heart over and over and over, set our people free. Set our people free. Set our people free.

Here will be Carla's understanding of the situation we are currently in with our world leadership and TWDNHOBIAH.

Let's begin.

Train 263

Those who are in power -- real power, play by their own rules.

One of the ways to control others is through blackmail.  Anything will do, however, video footage of a powerful leader engaging in 'compromising activity' -- Kerth Barker filmed many a blackmail film as a child having sex with such leaders, taking care not to block the view of the hidden camera--the threat of the public release of such things compels people to follow the 'plan'.

Another way is described in the 'hack the torture' radio show she listened to--telling people 'you've made it and will have a gorgeous wife and nice house and good income' --if you do what you are told and don't ask questions.  If you don't follow the rules, you will die alone and old and penniless. (The informant was in that situation--can't get a job anywhere, dire, dire, lonely life on the run).

TWDNHOBIAH are also victims and perpetrators of intergenerational child abuse, physical/sexual/emotional--as well as mind-control as in MK Ultra.

Their brains have changed so that there is no empathy and the only pleasure is found through very dark sexual practices--such as 'snuff'.

Here is an expert resource's assessment of the influence of pornography on the individual: three reasons why watching porn is harmful

Now here is an article on the sexualization of children.  The worst part is this dark subculture is hidden in plain sight. Carolyn Limaco has done an excellent job exposing the code words found in the Podesta emails--pizza, cheese pizza, hot dog, noodles...and linking them to food places in Washington with a certain 'piece z of gate'...She has also decoded the coffee shop codes--blue bottle coffee for instance--all of which are now the 'new' pizza. 

Here is a real-life example taken from a popular theme park by where I live--one who has many instances of pornographic images and wording hidden into their entertainment cartoon films--and exposed on YouTube.

Cherub giving the 'shhhh' gesture. Shhh is an Illuminati reference to the occult--hidden knowledge and power. 

Side view, again, nothing unusual, except perhaps that Club Thirty 3 is right behind it, upstairs.

looking from the rear view gets a little disturbing

this phallic symbol with the 'shhhh' in a child is extremely upsetting--this is no 'accident' and it's clearly visible to anyone dining in the dinner club.

This comes from the top--the very leaders of society--and those who lead them.

LUGO, SPAIN -MARCH 26, 2012: People passing through a gate in the Roman wall of Lugo, Spain, built between 263 and 276 A.D.

The walls are going to be coming down. The secrecy is going to be exposed.

When humanity reaches a certain vibration, thoughts will be openly exposed for all to see--just like in Heaven where nothing is hidden (Ross adds except for perhaps a good joke and the punchline to it ).

It doesn't matter for 'hive mind' because in Heaven we all can sense the others the same as us--our right is to free will and harmony and peace. Hive mind is an unstable coercion when in fact once awakened all of us will instinctively know the truth about those in power, just like the Positive Military picked up in the psychic warfare training in the states.

We have shared with you the gross violations of Free Will on the part of the victims as perpetrated for centuries and millennia by TWDNHOBIAH.

And this is why we need to be free.

They have us stuck in survival mode, sick, weak, with no spare time, so we cannot rise up against them. For example, Carla is sleep deprived from call on Sunday,   stressed because I had to stay at work three hours unpaid due to RN mismanagement of anesthesia staffing, and work under hazardous conditions.

As Rauni said, in her interview in yesterday's blog post--when you ask for Divine Protection twice a day, morning and night, no one can harm you. No one.

Various microscopic images, the surface of a particular object photography. 263

Ross:  I have told Carla that everything can change in the blink of an eye. Everything. From your perception. To your beliefs. When faced with overwhelming data and truth everyone will change their opinion on everything that is hidden when it comes to the light.

Our message to you in the creating this blog is two-fold--first, the rabbit hole is deep, dark, dank, dense, and very tortuous. There is no end to how low people will stoop to 'promote themselves'.  The second is that Heaven is lots stronger than this. When you stack them up, side by side, there is no comparison and all the machinations and darkness doesn't stand a chance when compared to Creator of All That Is, Divine Creator, and me and you and all of us who are in this together.

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Aloha and Mahalos,

Ross and Carla
The Couple

Monday, September 24, 2018

Freedom Notice

TAUPO, NZL - JAN 14 2016:Aerial view of people floating on tubes over the Waikato River near Taupo.It's the longest river in New Zealand, running for 425 kilometres (264 mi) through the North Island.

It was a long call. A very long call. It's taken me days to recover. I'm still out of sorts now.

Last night as I was meditating, Ross came and took me to yet another Council. This one was different how the room was set up. It was much smaller, and instead of a line like usual for the people to question me, it was teardrop shape. And I was near the top of the teardrop seated in a chair.

The questions came, the same ones as always, the formal ones where Ross isn't allowed to be there to 'influence' me.  I said the same answers as I always do, no matter how they try to trip me up and trick me.

Those who were questioning me were ugly in their souls and hearts but looked human.

I was asked, 'where would you go?'

I said, 'to bed! I'm tired.'

They clarified, 'no, GO-go, as in go away'.

I said I would go home to Ross and my family.

They nodded amongst themselves and asked me yet another question, having judged my response to be 'fair enough'.

'What do you want?'

What do I want?! I asked for clarification.

They said out of anything possible what is my dream I would like to have manifest?

I flashed an image of Earth in Her pristine state, with animals and humans living in harmony, just as it was created.

They didn't like that.

'Well,' they challenged, 'why do you want that instead of What Is?'

I grew exasperated.

Divine Mother came in from the left, and let them know she was going to look out for me, and was protective of me. 

I felt calmer.

They asked me 'why do you want that?'

I said it's like in kindergarten when you draw a picture, it's MY picture, just the way I want it when I make it, and it goes up on the wall exactly as I intended. THAT'S why I want Earth in Her pristine state. I made the mountains, the rivers, the oceans, the forests the deserts...I did not make it to end up like this here with you. 

My ten-minute timer when off.

I silenced it.

I told Ross I'd like to go back to say goodbye, I didn't want to be rude.

He brought me back. I said 'good night' to each one and gave them a hug and a kiss, starting from my right, 'as is our custom' here on Earth.

French cruise ship LE SOLEAL outbound Alesund, Norway. LE SOLEAL has 132 cabins and suites for 264 passengers and is owned and operated by Compagnie du Ponant.

I discovered the work of Dr. Rauni Kilde. She wrote the book, 'There Is No Death' many years ago.  I went through this whole thing yesterday.

I have so much respect for her. And gratitude.

There have been messages that things are moving along well--from Spirit--towards are freedom.

Hang in there, and remember to be thankful for all who worked before us.

My favorite quote from Dr. Kilde was, 'When you work for Spirit you work your butt off and hardly ever get any credit!'.

Ross agrees and lets us know things are good.

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Aloha and Mahalos,

Ross and Carla
The Couple

Saturday, September 22, 2018

The Last Mile

Holme Fen lies 9km south of Peterborough. Because of the drainage of surrounding land, much of the 266 hectares reserve has become covered with birch woodland, but some of the original fen vegetation has survived with its characteristic plants and animals

The countdown continues. Autumn has arrived. Signs pointing to progress in the hidden cleansing of the control systems (beings who control the rules and enforce them) of TWDNHOBIAH.

I saw signs that there is something explosive being handled by the experts from our teams. Explosive not as in 'KABOOM!' but explosive to the consciousness once these secrets are in the open at last.

I saw signs that we are on the last leg, the last mile, the final lap...

And I even helped to unlock the 'gate' of the mind of my favorite neurosurgeon. At the end of the case I invited him to pick an Affirmators Unicorn 'fortune' card. I shuffled the deck, fanned the cards out, and let him pick.

As he read it, his jaw dropped open and he looked at me with astonishment, and read the card twice.

What did it say?


It was perfect and a message he needed to hear. He covers three hospitals, one of which is a trauma center. He's wearing himself thin. He told me he liked the little picture and the saying, and thought it was charming and cute.

I showed him the deck, and said, 'look at all these many cards! what are the chances of you picked THAT one? Isn't that cool?'

He agreed.

Not everyone likes these cards--it's close enough to divination that the people of religious beliefs against it won't participate. 

So I never push.

I invite.

MOSCOW-SEPTEMBER 8: Sergei Kvardakov 266 (Blue Cranes, Zelenograd), Class "Moto", in the Stage III Cup XSR-MOTO.RU Cross Country in Moscow, Sheremetyevo, motostadion "Burtseva"; on September 8, 2012

Yesterday after work Ross sent me to the crystal shop. Ross was insistent. 

Immediately when I walked in, my friend Charlie said hello. He doesn't always work there. Ross typically sends me when there's a new shipment, or something needs to be shared--Charlie to me, or me to Charlie.

It turns out Charlie needed some phenakite that was affordable, and I helped him with a good source.

I am loved at that store.

Ross had told me to find a 'little mercy' there--nothing big. My days of huge spheres are over lol.  I found a beautiful Raku cross with a blue heart in the center, and rays of gold beaming out from it. It's tiny. but beautiful to me. 

I spoke with Charlie about his new subject--gemology. I realized that Charlie and I share an enthusiasm for crystals, but also, we intuitively know them and their properties. We don't have to look them up. 

He was cleaning one he had found in the back, very small, but I had told him one of my favorite stones is white topaz. And sure enough, it was white topaz! Ross intended it for me too.

The new stones he turned me on to are Lattice Rainbow Sunstone, and Sphene. 

While I was there, I watched the customers come in, and each one I gave a healing to:
  • the one who wanted certain stones on her shopping list for attention deficit disorder for a family member. She was at the end of her rope. She wanted green amazonite which is hard to find. Charlie is very patient and assisted her.
  • there was another who had just had a one hour reading, and her reader had guided her to buy certain ones. She also asked for one to 'help the circulation'. Immediately I saw in my mind's eye a blockage in the heart, and I sensed it wasn't for her, and further, that it wasn't meant to go to the person with the blockage the crystal she wanted. I helped her look through all the bins...we couldn't find it. But she said her husband has a blockage in the heart and his circulation is poor. I SAW the green heart center, the imbalance, in the instant she first mentioned it. I love that when it happens.
  • One of the customers asked, is bigger stronger or better? And Charlie nicely explained that some stones like a diamond don't have to be big to work. (Diamonds don't need cleansing at the full moon).  At a certain point, spheres are nice--they have a different property which is soothing. Charlie also mentioned some are small and nice for the purse or to be worn. They were struggling to talk about how to wear them (in my pocket?) when I wanted to shout--ALL IT NEEDS TO DO IS BE IN THE AURA!!! but I held my tongue.
  • I learned that Jade actually incorporates into your energy field. And it has the energy of Heaven in it.
  • I sure enjoyed my cup of tea and being at the store. Then two stones called me, and I learned of a new meditation. I will share it with you below, if you would like to participate with us in doing it.

The Ivan the Great Bell Tower is the tallest of the towers in the Moscow Kremlin complex, with a total height of 81 metres (266 ft)


  1. Find a stone or crystal that you can hold in your hand and has a nice weight. Make sure it resonates with you. This one will have 'The Energy Of Heaven'--that's what we will call it. Ideas are Lemurian quartz, citrine, amethyst, rose quartz--there is no right or wrong--just what feels right to you.
  2. Find a second stone or crystal that you can hold in your left hand about the same size, and this one will carry with it the 'Energy of Earth', specifically, her people who are incarnate in this spiritual desert. I found a little 'Charlie Brown Stone' that wasn't pretty to work with me.
  3. Hold the Energy of Heaven in the right hand, and the Energy of Earth in the left hand, and do not think. Let the mind go blank. And let the energy of Heaven flow through you like a bridge into the stone which is named Energy of Earth. You will feel it.  Simply hold the space. 
  4. Do this for ten minutes first thing when you wake up in the morning, and last thing before you go to bed.  
  5. Continue as we count the days down from today to zero, or when we are Ascended, whichever comes first. 

Thank you.

Ross showed me this meditation. He will be with you and help you find the right tools to work with--the stones and gems.

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Aloha and Mahalos,

Ross and Carla
The Twins