Series of cascades at the base of Oregon's Watson Falls, one of the highest waterfalls in Oregon, it plunges 272 feet to its moss-covered base.
The current state of being I have been experiencing feels like this beautiful mossy cascade. It is refreshing. It is strongly connected to nature. And yet, it feels detached almost as if watching a show, and I'm able to evaluate situations as well as my own actions, and glean self-knowledge from it.
The longer you hang around in the Ascension 'track'--sooner or later things are going to start to feel 'different' for you.
In a nice way.
And it's really pleasant and a lot of fun.
15th March 2015 - lego exhibition .figure of talles man of the world. Poland , Katowice
Key events and experiences:
- intuition is stronger. Not just for me. Someone who isn't very, um, on the Ascension Pathway from my past tried to look me up. This woman wants something. Not only did I not pick up, when Anthony picked up the home phone and was asked if Carla lives there, instinctively he said, 'no'. There is a job at my hospital posted on GasWorks, the classified ads for anesthesia. I'm sure that's the motivation. My boundaries are firm on this one. Friendly and polite. And, deliberately, a wee bit 'forgetful' of who that person was in my past. So and so who? Oh! I must have forgot.
- I also have intuition and connection with one Reiki student, one I taught one on one, long long long time ago. Our roles have switched. There was a time in Ascension where her vibration bugged the heck out of me, I couldn't understand it, I ruminated over wanting to prover this and that. I feel the energy now directed like that at me. Not in a bad way. It's a breaking through to the next level thing. It's really hard to explain. Yes this life experience is a movie, yes you create experiences for your learning, but also, you get out of it what you put into it, and there's a definite assignment each of us has that's working together for the whole. It's not all play. In the afterlife, my grandfather told my mom it's lots of work and he works hard, there's no sleep. He was in something international galactic relations or something. They influenced how things go down here. He says this is a movie. And also, that there are pleasures here not found other places, it has the reputation of a vacation destination too. It's the hard work and the helping others...it's hard to explain. But I FEEL it. And I will know when that feeling stops and the lesson is learned.
- I can see what foolishness and folly it is on my part to buy GMO free organic and have such a busy life that I eat out a lot. It's either one thing, or the other. I'm exposed to all kinds of 'stuff' and I can't really avoid it. Unless I plan to eat exclusively in the home or at places I know are 'clean'.
- People CAN help you. The person I said 'thank you for helping me raise my son by covering for me...' Arranged MORE time for me at home with Anthony when he was sick and I was on first call. Then I also brought Anthony to the hospital with me to finish my late case. It was a win win. Sadly, I had to cancel on seeing a movie at the beach (original reason why college was to cover me) but it worked out.
- Angels game with family was nice. I used some extra tickets and everyone had fun. There was a concern with a certain NJ who has ties to Dis-Knee. Today is NJ's birthday. Fiance was there. Free concert to fight Trafficking. There is STRONG resemblance to Mr. Diz-knee himself at same age. Family resemblance. Hmmmm.
- Saw movies recently. John Wick 1 and 2. In the 2 I realized how committed these THDNHOBIAH are to winning at all costs. I realized as I was doing the dishes afterwards it's not good for the subconscious or growing closer to spirit to watch these things. Yes, there was a certain bonding with my teenager who loves video games, and the movie is basically a video game. But I know I need to balance.
- By the skin of my teeth! The person who quit over having to do OB after not doing it for three years, was in the doctor's dining room. I saw him. He texted me and said because he quit the boss decided not to make Mike, Esther, or I take OB. It's a total miracle!!!
- Even with the house, whatever made me frantic and the mess build up, is lessening. And I'm making small progress. With balance. I realize my call duty has been heavier than usual and there's not much time, plus I've had travel and a sick kid (August, and September, two different things).
- With the illness, I was tempted to do the antibiotic thing but I stopped. We have extra vitamin C, Zinc early in the illness, probiotics, sunshine (I really believe the UV goes through you to kill invaders, and also the Vitamin D helps the immune system), and my special nasal rinse once a day. I take a Neil Med plastic neti squirt thing, one salt packet, one dropper of silver solution, and one drop of rosemary oil. I can't tell you how it works or why except it works for me. My silver is ten ppm food grade--you can ingest it--supplement. It's turning around.
Anyhow, I'm happy.
I'm rested.
I'm calm.
There is electricity in the air, a buzz, about events ahead of us that is exciting to me.
I don't know how much Ross will do or how much time we will have, but I am totally calm and everything feels completely balanced and right between us. He has his thing to do. And I am doing mine.
I used to think my way out was to outsmart something. To create leadership and change the world!
The only way to change the world is to change how I look at it.
And it's starting to feel really nice.
My sister brought up a good point--with Dad's adopted son (baby pictures sent to my sister looked really like dad)--she was concerned with my not being 'the oldest and the tomboy'.
I'm fine with it. It is what it is, I'm still the oldest with mom and dad, and always the oldest girl.
The conversation my brother in law had with him was awkward. Not a lot of energy on the new family member's part. Really sleepy almost.
What would have bothered me in the past doesn't now. Christi remembered how I was.
When the part 'Calling all Angels' video here Ross insists I told her how I always cry and remember dad when this plays. Every game. Because the people shown in it are people who used to play back in the day with dad's TV and radio and games we'd share. I was so glad she was with me...I held her arm and we reminisced.
Later she gave us a beautiful gift--snacks, a clear bag (to go through security faster) and a special pin to wear so I'd feel like Dad was with me. I have it on now...
Everyone is going to Ascend at the right time, and the right way, and it's going to be perfect.
I know for sure when you get to the point where you accept what is, and don't want to force things to go 'your way'...when the focus and clarity is profoundly 'different'...and when you are at peace with others...you are in the right place--whether you are in the Galactic Realms or here incarnate, you're YOU, the same old YOU, and no matter what, you're going to love EVERYTHING.
In the meantime, keep 'turning it around' like Byron Katie recommends...and you'll be glad you did!
Ross
Carla is my angel.
And so are all of you!
Welcome to the Higher Realms!
That bears repeating...
As my official duty, I want to welcome to you something Really Good!
(he shows it like he's pulling a curtain, from the left to right, with his right arm, and I can see amazing things just off in the distance!!! This is so exciting!!)
I love you.
And all of Heaven loves you to boot!
The day you thought would never arrive is about to begin...
clap! clap!
Aloha and Mahalos,
Namaste,
Peace,
Ross and Carla
The Couple
