I lay down on the couch, covered myself with a blanket, and let go.
Next thing I saw was Ashtar's face, big, right next to my own.
Oh crap I'm busted! I thought.
Ashtar embraced me tight, and said, 'Thank you for loving me so much you expect so much more of me.' and 'I want to show you something.' He took me by the hand, and up to a part of the ship where I got a good look at space.
He explained there were many ships out there, watching us, and sending the energies to us for the changes that are about to happen. I wasn't sure if I was being shown them or they were being shown me.
Then a loud cheer came from all of the ships.
Apparently my outburst is something that is atypical for Galactics. They understood and were happy for my taking a stand on things.
Then my Twin Soul came, and escorted me to 'The Office'--the same place I went last night. I wasn't sure if I was in trouble or not.
I found God and sat on His lap, like always. I thanked him for answering my request. He wanted to know how the energies felt now, and I said, 'Much Better!!!' with a smile.
I also asked about the 'exit strategies'. I offered to have my Higher Self assist if anyone was going to be leaving the planet. He said not to worry about it.
I also whispered my wish for the New Year: for my Galactic Brothers and Sisters to be welcome on Surface Gaia, and for the Agarthans in the hollow center of Gaia not to have to hide any more, if God would please be so kind. I want them to be able to come and enjoy the sights that Gaia has to offer, and to experience them, like swimming in the ocean and visiting our museums and enjoying some of the regional foods...I also asked for no more killing, no more killing animals (might a replicator make the meat?). And I asked for one more wish--to share some Earth 'things' up to the ships for the Galactics to celebrate the New Year's with us. I showed God the little poppers that you throw on the ground and they pop. God smiled at the tiny explosions as he threw the ones I gave him, and I took a package of my boy's and filled His whole pocket with them.
I saw these being lifted up from Gaia to the many ships:
And I smiled with delight!
Then my Twin Flame came and got me. He smiled. He said the Galactics would be celebrating the countdown with the New York time, and at midnight they would be celebrating with them.
He would be busy at my own time zone three hours later. But if I didn't mind, could we celebrate midnight now? He smiled and gave me a kiss. I hadn't had one on New Year's for a very long time. I enjoyed it very much.
Happy New Year,
Aloha and Mahalos,
P.S. This is from the Galactics:
Guy Lombardo's final New Year's Eve Broadcast
(They think the whole New Year's concept is real cool)
I went to the bridge and explained my concerns about the Nova Gaia project. I explained the situation of what it is like to be Higher D and on surface Gaia as Ground Crew.
It's incredibly painful.
I explained how they should just come out of their monitoring ships and just walk around and experience the energies. It is sucking the life out of me. I said, 'You guys are starting to look like a bunch of #&@# ups, if you ask me.'
I had a strategy that I knew would work, because I have been down here so long, in so many incarnations. I gave the team intel on what would occur.
They didn't say anything.
So I called in the Sirian Council of Nine or Ten or whatever. I let them know this assignment was going way longer than expected, and that I gave them a piece of my mind too--using colorful language and still having respect for my team.
They said nothing and just looked shocked.
So I went to God.
He has an office, I have always been welcome there. I just knock and sit on his lap and tell him what is on my heart. I did just that. I explained how painful it was for me to experience the energies right now, and how I felt like I was hemorrhaging my energy. I took his hand and made Him walk around. We flew, kind of, and I showed him all the things that are at a critical juncture--the pollution, the poverty, the health care, the brain washing by the media, and all of the people who buy into that and don't care. I explained every little thing I knew--things that are confidential--and made sure he saw it and felt it himself.
I saw an archon head watching us. It was an ugly thing. And I started to shine with Light. I focused it. I directed it. And I started to pulse it. These were sequences of pulses that were very advanced that I had no idea I could do but I willed it and it came.
I looked above to the Ashtar Command and said, 'When the dark comes out by being exposed to the Light, we will LOVE them (implying that they will die-be neutralized-taken off planet). I actually started having conversations with some, and it was like throwing off rows and rows of fleas.
Then it stopped.
I apologized to God.
I apologized to the Sirian Council of Whatever.
I apologized to Ashtar Command, I told them I appreciated their sacrifice on our behalf, and that they were not F-%&# ups.
And I thanked them for hearing what I had to say.
Then I slept. This happened about eight hours ago.
Five hours ago, Gaia Portal published this:
Exit strategies have been completed for all Hue-Beings currently operating in multiple dimensions that include 3D and 4D.
“Higher Dimensionals only” operators are not affected.
“Exit strategies” are individual and may take various forms suited to each Hue-Being involved.
Significant energies are required at the current moment to maintain any 3D-4D involvement, and “Higher Level” decision has occurred for all such Hue-Beings to remove from 3D-4D.
Involvement will increasingly be upgraded to 5D and higher, as that is necessary for establishing Light Grids for Nova Gaia.
You know how when some people get married, you ask them how they knew it was the right person for them?
Often they will say, 'I JUST KNEW IT WAS THE RIGHT ONE. I JUST KNEW.'
So it is with my Twin Flame and me.
I just KNOW.
It has something to do with vibrational compatibility. His energy signature is both healing and attractive to me.
We met while I was taking a nap on the couch. My soul went up, and I was on board a ship. I was told 'this is Ross' and our relationship to each other.
I had terrible amnesia. And we didn't really 'connect'. All I knew was if I was tired or under stress, while I was awake, and I cried out to him, a shower of healing energy would wash through my body from the top down. Sometimes I would go to him in dreamtime and we'd talk. I'd apologize about the amnesia. He said I was the one that went ground crew because I was the best out of the two of us for the job. (At the time I thought being up in the craft was the harder job; now I know it is actually the more difficult assignment being ground crew.)
We have two kids, a son and a daughter, who I also can't really see. When I interact with them I see the clothes, and the body shape and size, but not the faces. I have seen our house, it is very modern in furnishings. But I can never really stay, and sometimes I forget about Ross with my busy day-to-day life down here. I find it comforting to know he's looking after me, having my back, keeping me safe.
More recently my Twin began making contact with me. As it turns out, Ross is a 'code name'.
I can see the face now, and I am delighted!
(you can look back to the blog posts of each time since)
My Twin Soul is an off-planet source of Divine Encouragement for me. I can share, heart to heart, and he does so with me. Our Light bodies interact. Just like you can feel the presence of a loved one who has passed, I can feel him. I can feel his kisses. I can feel his embrace. I can cry on his shoulder, and he is THERE, unmistakably THERE for me.
Sometimes he is closer, sometimes he is more 'far' and very busy. He has his assignment as well, and it is not just being there for me! LOL LOL LOL.
We are healing from our past. There is much to be healed from our last incarnation on Earth together. One day you will understand why.
Last night I asked him if I could ask a question? He said, 'of course.'
I wanted to know about the hair of the Galactics. The beards and haircuts are always neatly groomed and styled. Everyone looks gorgeous when I interact with them. But on Earth, hair grows, and men need to shave or trim their beards, and everyone needs to wash their hair and get haircuts. How does it work? I really wanted to know!
And he laughed.
Actually, everyone on board ship laughed over that one.
They laughed so hard, with love at my 'refreshing perspective' on things, that I never really got an answer. It has something to do with Zero Point and No Time and the ability to manifest.
This is the kind of close and personal relationship I have with my Twin Soul, my Other. When it is across the dimensions, there is no distortion like there is in the Twin Flame Reunions that are in 3D.
He is not Ashtar. But Ashtar and my Twin Flame are both colleagues and friends.
Everything is nice. And lately, he sends me messages in songs on the radio.
In these times of change it is important to understand the value of what every interaction with another has on your ability to 'rise above the circumstances of the situation' or 'Ascend'.
Further, I assert that every interaction is an example by which others have an opportunity to experience the Higher Realm as it is Present in your Heart Center.
Ascension is a given, yet our 'comfort zone' and our inability to step outside of that as a collective is simply holding us back. Our travels through space and time in order to arrive at this moment have been hindered by the human heart...
...or perhaps by what remains of the human ego...
How can we as a bevy of Light workers be Present and Participating in the Ascension process?
It is by doing the 'same old same old' interaction with a 'twist', a 'something is different about her or him' that gets others who are not enlightened wondering about what it is you have that has this sudden effect on them.
In a nutshell, is it the Joy and Peace and Greater Understanding that is in our hearts and our minds and our auras that is going to 'flip the switch' and trigger The Event.
When the conditions are correct, it is going to happen in the blink of an eye, and all will be as One in the assistance of each other, the animals, and plants, and seas on Gaia.
When there is One Heart and One Mind and One Body and One Soul as a collective, there is change that cannot be held back--not by anyone or anything that is on or off the planet!
What is change?
The change that is anticipated is the coming of a vibration of Heaven on Earth. This will take place without anyone experiencing death to arrive at this destination. There is no tunnel, no guiding of the angels, no welcoming of the loved ones who have passed beyond into The Other Side.
The Peace and Joy and Fellowship and Connection of everyone to Each Other and to Source shall be apparent to everyone on Gaia. It will last for as long as one wishes to experience this happiness and Light. And when the time has come to move on, after a thousand years of 'time' although there is no more of it as we presently understand it, a soul will move up to the Highest Realm and experience unhindered the greater reality of the Highest Realms. And with each movement that is 'above and beyond' and 'out to the next level of spiritual development', there is great celebration of the life one has 'lived', and the fellowship of 'what remains' is indebted to this Light Worker for everything they have given to our experience together as One.
Aloha and Mahalos.
This message has been channeled from A Divine Entity whose name I am not cognizant of.
When the name is given, I will edit this and add the name for you.
This song was number 77 on a countdown on a local radio station. I looked down at my car and saw this:
a lot of sevens right when I parked!
This afternoon sleepiness overcame me.
I had very healing dreamtime.
They worked on my memory of my Twin Flame's dying; it was very deep healing.
The last blog posts have been painful but needed for my growth. I had thought of it like surgical debridement of the soul; I had hoped my soul would recover by secondary intention (granulating from the bottom up).
The sleep provided more efficient healing in one day. Perhaps I will one day share with you what transpired. Right now, I shall keep it to myself.
I am stronger and more resilient. Like the Light Box, this healing was targeted to my unique needs. I am still 'me', however, this painful area is too fuzzy to remember. I know it happened, but the emotions no longer come up.
If you knew more about the situation, it would totally make sense for my reaction to be like this, and for the very deep healing that needed to take place.
The evening has been wonderful, and joyous with my boy. We had dinner, and watched a movie we had never seen on 'demand'...
Spirit wishes for me to share this with you now, so I am.
It just doesn't make sense. And the LOSS and the pain of LOSS only hurt worse as I read the words.
This quote from Joel Osteen for December 29, I do understand.
If you are willing and obedient, you will eat the best from the land. -- Isaiah 1:19 " Notice, if we obey God and are willing to trust Him, we will have the best this life has to offer--and more! But God says we have to be willing to obey. Friend, God doesn't want you to drag through life defeated and depressed. No matter what you've been through, no matter whose fault it was, no matter how impossible your situation may look, the good news is that God wants to turn it around *** and restore everything that has been stolen from you. He wants to restore your marriage, your family, your career. He wants to restore those broken dreams. He wants to restore your joy and give you a peace and happiness you've never known before. Most of all, He wants to restore your relationship with Him. God wants you to live a satisfied life.
*** was an interruption!
It was my personal angel, Nadine.
We met when my son's father and I were just getting to know each other. My son's dad was my massage therapist. I hoped for more, but would get weekly sessions. The closeness to his soul, and our connection through our mutual past life (I saw him die in front of me, too--it's a recurring theme but he is not my One. It's worth a blog post or two about how it's complicated!).
One day he had been unkind, and I was crying in the women's dressing room while I was putting on my makeup. Nadine came in a wheelchair. She lived far away, and had disability. But her heart is full of love, and she speaks her heart. She said, 'Why is a beautiful lady like you in tears?'.
We have been friends ever since, but with our schedules, and my work, it's mostly on the phone.
She came to my baby shower, which was actually at a restaurant right by where I was on the pier. That was the last time I saw her. It was nine years ago. She calls, once in a while. But only when I'm at the 'end of my rope'. Today, her talking about her operations and how lucky I am to be where new babies are born at my work just helped to center me emotionally, and count my blessings.
In some ways, the one with the disability is me, because her Heart is much stronger in Love than mine, and she always steps in at just the right moment to give me hope and reassurance that I am loved by God and by her.
Was this my surprise from my One? I don't think so. But it is a sign that God is aware that I am in my Lessons, making forward progress through them as best as I possibly can.
For some, my lessons might seem simple, and a 'challenge' to them might be in some other area, perhaps, finance. But for each of us, our lessons are just what we need to develop as a soul, and they are difficult for us, personally. That is to be respected no matter what you or another is going through. Everyone has their lessons. And God wants us to be happy.
As you may know, I am currently in the process of Reunion with my Illuminated Twin Flame, the 'other half' of my Soul. Together we make one complete Soul. We were part of the 144,000 who came to Earth to experience Duality, and this 'separation' was part of the requirements to come.
We entered the cycles of karma and reincarnation together; we 'volunteered' for this.
I volunteered under Duress.
I did not want to come any more, I was done with my Reincarnations, but my 'Other' talked me into it. I had enough of 'the experiment' and before one of the incarnations, I can recall his basically, begging and convincing me to agree.
I have been angry on a soul level ever since.
Since I am not an angry person by nature, I make the best of the situation and hide it very well. But TWICE we have incarnated 'together', and TWICE he has gotten himself killed trying to 'save the world' against my warning him that is would happen.
Then there have been countless incarnations apart, with more suffering and pain.
For the most part our Reunion has been joyful and rewarding. It is 'across the Veil', and he has shown me how he has been watching me and protecting me. This incarnation is important for me to burn off all of the karma that is holding me back, and to be able to be at his 'rank' if you will for lack of a better term, where he is actively helping others now.
But we are a couple, and we have a relationship to deal with just like every other couple. He is a Galactic, and I am Ground Crew. It is the ultimate test of Long Distance Relationship to be in two different dimensions!
On Friday morning he was wanting to make an 'amend'. He offered for us to live in a house in France, one with a cave. I gasped--this has been my impossible dream, for these homes, humble as they are, due to real estate, are worth millions! But then my anger kicked in. I said, 'no deal--you are not buying me off with this.' He added more: the garden next to the vineyard, a beautiful French roof with the bedrooms with the shutters, a wine tasting room in the cave, a garden next to the home, chickens for eggs, a goat for milk like I have always dreamed, a bicycle to ride to the bakery in town, and a pond in the back where I could swim and paint waterlilies like Monet. I 'caved' with delight and said 'yes' if only we could stay there a good long time! He told me I could go anywhere, traveling by teleportation from there, so I would not miss the beach. And that it would be near the Cisse river.
He even sealed it by playing this song on the radio--he can do that since he is a Galactic. It's not just the song but his energy signature he combines with the song--a pause right before, I feel his energy, and then the song plays with both his energy of Love and the music at the same time in a way only my heart can understand:
I was STOKED! All of the incarnations that were HIS idea, the ones that got him killed right in front of me (his deaths were on Fridays, I may add!) Now he was telling me Now, on THIS Friday, was his time to fall in love, with me, FOREVER!!!
Twin Souls, Soul Mates, and even Illuminated Twin Flames like us are 'First mates'--we can 'blink at each other' in joyful recognition and then sail off to our separate ways to GROW AS A SOUL and yet the 'LOVE' still remains and can never be broken.
In fact, love is a 'choice' and it is ours to 'freely give' as we please . This sound a little too 'F&#% Buddy' to me, and NOT the Illuminated TWIN FLAME RELATIONSHIP I had been dreaming of for like, Forever.
And I got depressed. Going without sleep when you are on call makes you weak emotionally. There is no 'reserve'. And I got more and more down on the entire situation.
Yesterday I 'called him on the carpet' and asked my Galactic Twin about it.
Here's my point:
So--once the Veil is lifted, we are allowed to go anywhere in the Universe. But still, basically, it is a bigger version of this Big Blue Planet where no one can leave, is that correct? (yes, he said)
AND, since there is no 'Forever Love' but more 'Two Ships That Pass In The Night' I am opening myself up to ANOTHER GOODBYE at some point after I have done all this work to Find YOU??? (yes, again)
Well, WHY SHOULD I TRY? Just send me back to where I am from, and let me worship God just me and Him then. Let us be done with this Illusion of happiness and Twin Flames and French Houses.
Existence is POINTLESS, in my eyes, as all it is--is an endless opportunity to 'learn and to grow'. More LESSONS, I HATE LESSONS, they are painful and stupid and bad. Even if you sugar coat them with JOY, they are still LESSONS, and life on earth is a stupid waste of precious time I could have spent actively worshipping God and being HAPPY!
It got darker from there...he told me to just let him carry me for now. So I did. And I rested.
His FRIENDS were concerned. He has Galactic friends. One is St. Germain, who gave me a guilty look for my having been Pushed Too Far. I saw all of them sitting next to each other. Their faces were very sad. (They are nice friends, and I can feel they care about both of us)
I had to drive to the pier to pick up my son, as my sister had arranged for us to meet there. I cried the whole time I drove, in my heartache over the 'lie' of the Twin Flame Reunion; it was no better than a relationship on Earth. There was no magic or fairy tale ending as I had hoped.
Parking was terrible at the beach, I cried even more.
At the restaurant, I was an hour late. There was my family in a booth. There was no room for me to sit. I was exhausted (four hours sleep in a gurney, a drive home, four hours restless sleep, a shower, and a drive again.)
When my family saw what I was like, they were still angry.
When I explained I MET the surgeon who had procured 'Charlie' (mom got her transplant at UCLA, the team explained this gentleman was most likely the one that took Charlie out of the donor), Mom burst into tears of joy and gratitude. She thanks God every day for Charlie and for 'stomie'--her urostomy--and that they are working and she is alive. She said I was right, the person I had them guess I had met WAS better than a movie star!
I pulled a chair next to the table, and I ate. I hadn't eaten since I'd been home, and I was hungry.
On the way home my son suggested we stop by Laguna Beach. We have a favorite place to go. I put my feet in the water, and I realized my 'Ask, Believe, Receive' order with my One the night before was very close--instead of paddle boarding, I got to go out on the pier, see a surf contest, and also at another beach, put my feet in the ocean and enjoy the sunset with my toes in the sand. He has said, in spirit, 'hold my hand' as the sun set. I also, beyond my 'request' took many photos. I love taking pictures.
I accepted the 'terms' of Twin Soul Relationship, and the truth of it all. I would rather go with the flow, than resist the 'way things are'. I openly shared my disappointment.
So even though he is an overachiever in Spirit, and wants to 'go do his thing' to save the Universe, he still wants me to know he cares about us, together, and that even more, my Presence is pleasant and important to him.
Last night, as I was falling asleep, Ashtar came to 'explain' some things to me. I wish I could recall what he said. Part of it was our connection to each other is always intact, but I don't have that bad feeling about the distance with him like I do with my One. Why can't it be like that with my One? My One is a good man, and does not intend to hurt me.
As I woke up this morning, my One came again.
He said, 'I will stay with you for as long as you like until you ask me to go.'
He said, 'The times before you were not allowed to choose. It was my soul development that took precedence, and yours put on hold because of me. I will stay for as long as you need to heal the pain that you have experienced because of my loss in the Illusion. Only when you are Ready, will I go.'
He also explained that he had been trying to bring me honor, and something of value into our relationship by following his soul's calling. He dropped his last incarnation like a red envelope at my feet, and was sad because I did not see the value in it like everyone else did. He finally understood that my heart was the price for this success, and it was taken without my full understanding of the impact it would be. I had agreed to the plan without knowing the price I would pay.
Today he has a surprise for me. 'A nice surprise?' I asked. 'I would enjoy this surprise from you, only if it truly was a nice one and not like the last time when I ended up getting hurt.'
I'll let you know what it is.
The Twin Flame Reunion is one of the most difficult relationships.
Even with a Galactic and when it is across The Veil.
I would love to make this more personal, but due to HIPAA violation laws, I can't.
Please forgive me.
I do not know your story.
From what little I know of your loved one's story, I want you to know that I appreciate it very much. It has been an honor to serve your loved one as the bridge between your family, and the gift of life that is going to be celebrated in the recipient's families as I write this.
For what little it's worth, I want to share with you the story of this passage that is uniquely my own. As a psychic and medium, I can connect the dots for you a little more, on what happened in a higher sense. As an anesthesiologist, I can assure you of what I experienced in that OR in your loved one's final moments on Gaia.
Let me begin.
Sometimes 'Spirit' calls me; I have to be in a certain place at the right time to assist others who are in distress.
When I was informed first thing in the morning of the procurement that was scheduled later, I 'felt' the 'nudge' of my being called to 'duty' that is to soften the harshness of things that are experienced on earth. With all of my body and soul I just knew it was a reason I was on call, and I was invited to do this case.
My colleagues were afraid to do it. I offered them the chance, out of courtesy with the lineup--and they refused.
I have no such fear.
When the team was assembled, I was relieved from my neurosurgery case by my colleague to make myself available to you.
The nurse who was coordinating on our end, had worked on the team with those who were assembled to make this gift possible from your family. I have also done mediumship for her, with a message that came through in surgery when she asked--there was a spirit of a man near her, and he gave a message. I wrote it, and gave it to her. The little old man with the glasses and the soft accent like Sylvester the Cat was her father-in-law, whom she was quite close to. This message allowed her husband, who was less 'open' than her daughter and herself, to BELIEVE. This message was HIS Miracle.
Earlier at around four o'clock, while I ate my salad in the Doctor's Lounge, your loved one came to me in Spirit. They asked me to share a message with you. I did not think it was appropriate until now to share. Here is the message: Are you the one who is going to be doing my case? Yes? Tell them that I miss them.
After the OR was set up for all the anesthesia needs, which are unique in organ procurement, I went with the nurse I had mentioned earlier, to bring your loved one to the OR for the case.
As we walked down the long hall of the OR to go to ICU, I felt the presence of angels. There were many. Tall ones. Strong in faith. They came with us to the room.
The ICU staff welcomed us. I could tell the RN who had been taking care of your loved one was upset over the situation. There was extra care to your loved one, I could see in the way the i.v. and other nursing tasks had been prepared with extra love and care. This beautiful nurse had not only 'adopted' your loved one as her own, but she also is taking the extra time to accompany them into the O.R. and be present for the procurement. This is rare and I want you to appreciate her love for you and for your own.
As I greeted you, I took care to smile with as much nurturing, warmth, love and gratitude as I could. This is partly because of my being the family of a recipient. And it is partly because I am an anesthesiologist who is empathic, and I want you to know I feel your grief and respond with as much lovingkindness to make this time less traumatic than it has to be for you.
I greeted each of you and shook your hand. I reassured you I would be taking extra good care of your loved one. I answered your questions, and made it clear that your loved one would not experience pain at any time. And further, I would optimize the viability of the organs for the recipients by managing the anesthesia well.
I wanted you to see me place the bonnet on your loved one with care and gentleness. I was 'nudged' by spirit twice to offer the elastic from the hair to you. Please forgive me; I did not. It was navy blue.
In the elevator, we were quiet and thoughtful as the portable ventilator worked and I watched the monitors.
I asked the team to pause at the doors to the O.R. as you had requested, and invited all who wished to give one last kiss and say goodbye. You came one by one. You said, 'Have eternal peace.', and cried. 'I will see you again', and 'Watch over us.'. I heard, 'I love you SOOOOO much!' by the last gentleman, whose shoulders shook as he sobbed and said his last goodbye to your loved one's warmth. I put my right hand on his shoulder to steady him, and gave as much healing and comfort as I could through that gentle rest of my hand on him.
It was time to go.
Once in the O.R., I did my work with great joy and love for all who were going to be touched by this event.
In the moment of silence, right at the 'Time Out', we played the song you requested. It touched everyone deeply. Out of privacy for you, I will have this song instead, for your moment of silence, dear reader, for this beautiful soul who is about to Transition to Heaven...
During this song, I looked around the room. The surgeons and perfusionists and nurses present, as well as the scrub technologists who were already scrubbed in, were shoulder to shoulder.
I saw angels.
I saw them for what they are--people who have endured great hardship (surgical training is hell on earth) in order to be skilled at what they do. They sacrifice their time with their families and personal interests in order to give of themselves to this cause of transplantation. I saw their energy, I saw their Light, and I was both honored and humbled to be in their presence. They do not know how much Light their work brings to Gaia and to humanity--not as it is seen in Heaven. But I 'caught' a little of their glory.
Then your loved one was standing just over them, on the opposite wall to the right of the table, with the feet about three feet off the ground, with Jesus at their side. The loved one was on Jesus' right, and Jesus was on your loved one's left, and they were arm in arm. They both smiled and waved with excitement at the wonderful accomplishment and gift of service with your loved one's life. There was a vitality and enthusiastic JOY for life in your loved one that in my brief experience with them I never thought was possible! The two stayed in Spirit for some time, and left. I am not sure when because I was working on the anesthesia.
I want you to understand I am an energy healer, and a Karuna Reiki Master Teacher. I put Karuna energy into the room while I was setting up for the case. I protected the space with angels. That room was HOLY when we walked into it.
And the SURGEONS picked it up. This was no routine procurement! The song opened their hearts. And I smiled and made eye contact with each one, during the music, and shared as much lovingkindness as I possibly could. During the moment, I gave Divine Peace Healing to everyone that was connected in some way with your Loved One. I raised the Vibration WAY UP. There was no joking or negativity of ANY KIND while your loved one was under our care. Sometimes that happens--not to the loved one but because the team is happy to be together, and talk playfully amongst themselves like all good teams do. Sometimes the teasing and conversation gets a little much--ninety percent of the time, everyone is super on-top-of-things in every procurement I have been in. But this one had LOVE energy present, and the surgeons instead of 'doing their thing', did it with Open Hearts....
There isn't really much more to say. The organs were good. Everyone did as they were expecting to do. The rows of plastic containers with the names Right kidney, Heart, Left Kidney, etc. were filled with love and hope and anticipation for those who are suffering and are going to experience renewal through your caring to reach out to them in your grief and loss of your loved one.
Please know there are strict rules which apply to communication between these two sets of families. Recipients are allowed one letter only to the donor families. And the donor families, at least from what my friend who worked with the team says, are not allowed to respond back.
The gratitude and appreciation and thanks to God are in the hearts of the recipient families every day their loved one lives!
Mom named her kidney 'Charlie'. It's for 'Charlie's Angels'.
On behalf of all recipient families, I extend my deepest thanks for your generous gift of family and life, from your family to ours. We are One through this shared gift.
Aloha and Mahalos,
P.S. The other nurses who were not in the room, were eager to learn about the gift, and how it works, and how many people will benefit from your loved one. I spent about twenty minutes at the front desk after my part was complete, answering their questions about how organ donation works. Their smiles were another gift I would like to share with you; together, we taught them how this gift actually is done, how it works and what to expect. Now they can teach others. <3
Today we have three Starseeds* to study, Starseed J, Starseed M, and Starseed C.
I have known and worked with J for two years. It wasn't until a chance conversation in the hallway at work yesterday that I discovered her true identity as a Starseed Light Worker.
I learned it by observation and by familiarity with the early life experiences of a Starseed. She had them. She also had the focus, and Leadership traits many Starseeds have. She has no concept of who she is of why she is here on Earth; but I do.
And I know she will 'rise up to the occasion when the opportunity for her to do so is right. It will take a combination of Light and an obvious need to serve others for her to 'wake up'.
People like Starseed J are 'sleepers'--their time and their purpose has not been revealed to them at this time. When their 'wave' of Starseeds is 'activated' I anticipate they are going to 'come online' and 'live their piece of the 'Master Plan for Ascension and Rebuilding Gaia's surface society structure'. Starseed M:
Starseed M is an Arcturian. She is well-aware of this. I met her at a restaurant I go to often. She says that this place where we met has a lot of Starseeds that go there. (Even yesterday as I ate my soup, I inwardly thanked my Twin Soul for this wonderful place for me to relax and truly 'be accepted' for who I am, and 'allow' my Very High Vibration to 'take a breather'.)
Starseed M is one of the most fascinating people you will know. She has full recollection of her previous existences on other 'planets'. She also is, in fact, homeless. She has a brilliant strategy for her survival, and rocks it through her contact with her vast system of support. I enjoy our friendship and her sharing beautiful art and inspiration online through social media. What Starseed M 'lacks' is focus and commitment to her Purpose; she does not know what it is, and is not able to effectively follow any particular 'Path' or 'Life Purpose' at this time: she is 'still searching'. People like Starseed M are 'halfway there' but not actively pursuing their Missions; in speaking with Starseed M you will notice the lack of focus and the thought crosses your mind if there is something that cannot be seen or felt that is 'holding her back', much like a 'boot' would 'hold back a motor vehicle' if the owner has not paid for their parking tickets. These individuals are effectively 'stuck'; it is not clear what is holding them back. It could be negative entities or implants. Starseed C:
Starseed C is fully aware of who she is and her Purpose. Planetary Origin and Job Title or 'Rank' in the Light Forces is fully known. She is on 'Lock and Load' status. For the last decade, she has been 'waking up'. There has always been a life-long Connection To Source, with Inner Guidance. To the best of her ability, Starseed C has been actively Pursuing this Purpose, as best as she can 'understand'; inner motivation drives her to work diligently for both her Spiritual 'lives'--the inner work that is both comforting and transformational, and the outer work that is her Purpose.
Starseed C was a bright child, with a very high IQ and an outstanding academic record. Having excelled at mathematics and sciences, she is employed in the service of others for their health and spiritual needs. Starseed C has experienced a sense of isolation and intense longing to 'return home' her whole life. Now that she has Full Consciousness, she is patiently waiting for her 'flight home' and continues in her service work with the Starseeds who comprise the movement to Liberate Gaia from Those Who Do Not Have Our Best Interest At Heart. People Like Starseed C have the Light Codes from their many travels through the Universe, and are often in positions in broadcasting and blogging on Alternative News Media to share these codes to others who are awaiting their 'activation'. This process is completely unconscious to both the 'Code source' Starseed and the 'Code recipient' Starseed.
Are you a Starseed? *A Starseed is a Higher Vibrational being of Light who is not native to this planet--and came as a Higher Dimensional Soul with a 'Vibrational Signature' of the Star System where they are from. Places of origin for Starseeds include Sirius, the Pleiades, Arcturus, Lyra, Orion, Andromeda, and Polaris.
All Starseeds are watched and fully supported by Observation teams who oversee what is going on with the Resistance Movement. Due to the unique situation on Surface Earth, the presence of the 'Veil' effectively 'blocks' most open communication between the individual and their support system that is 'off planet'. This causes amnesia, a forgetfulness of who they truly are as individual workers for the Light. Many have had to conform to survive difficult early life situations, and to be able to survive on this 'outpost', mentally, emotionally and spiritually.
If this story 'resonates' with you or 'connects' on a deep level, you most likely are a Starseed. Plus your time of 'awakening' is beginning.
Follow your Path!
Follow it by making the time to 'meditate' (spend time alone, in Nature if possible, with no electronic devices--and 'plug in' to the Divine, to Source, and initiate the formal awakening process without hindrance from the negative Spiritual Technologies of Those Who Do Not Have Our Best Interest At Heart.)
There are three distinct phases of the awakening process:
Clearing the old patterns
Raising The Vibration (this helps one to 'connect' to the Signal from Source that has the Divine Purpose and Assignment of the individual Starseed)
Actively living the Assignment with strong connection to Source as experienced by clear, strong intuitive Guidance. (while in this phase one will clearly see their effect on others, who will align with their own Inner Guidance and become actively living their own Assignments.)
This is how Gaia is going to heal. We are all connected to the Light in one form or another. The Starseeds are going to awaken the others around them. Together we shall Heal her Pain and Suffering. We will heal the pollution and restore her to her original pristine state. Her energy systems will come back online (Those Who Do Not Have Her Best Interest At Heart suppressed her ley lines and vortex system by building large structures such as airports and shopping centers on them.) The hungry and those without roofs over their heads will find relief. Peace shall return. Hidden technologies for free energy and advanced non-invasive healing shall be released.
All of the 'unknown and unused' parts of the brain will become 'online' again; the Higher Gifts (telepathy, etc) shall awaken in all inhabitants of Gaia, as well.
The words woke me up, right before the alarm. I felt Spirit 'nudging me' to say the words out loud. So I did. I said it three times.
And nothing happened!
Or so I thought.
Here I am now, writing to you on how to activate YOUR Twin Flame recognition--because it has happened to me.
A bit of history--144,000 'Illuminated Beings' decided to come to Gaia, or Earth as most people call Her. These were archangels and above, the Elohim. In Heaven, these beings are androgynous. Archangel Gabriel is actually Archangel Gabrielle, and shows more of the feminine side. Archangel Michael is predominantly 'masculine'. But as far as energy in these two great Archangels goes, both are androgynous.
These 'Illuminated Beings' thought it would be interesting to get to know God and themselves through the experience of Duality, a realm where Polarity exists. To enroll in this 'experiment', these souls were 'split' into a Male and a Female Twin. These are the Illuminated Twin Souls, or Illuminated Twin Flames. Soul Mates, and Twin Souls, also exist but are outside the scope of this blog post.
As you can imagine, with the human Life cycle being what it is, these Illuminated Twin Souls experienced different lives, and consequently 'racked up' lots of karma that was independent of one another.
As a matter of fact, some Twin Souls exist in entirely different DIMENSIONS: the male can be 5D and the female 3D in vibration, karma, and level of Consciousness.
So how do you go about meeting your Twin Flame?
The same as if you were to seek a romantic partner--First you get to know yourself!
Both of you are 'connected' metaphysically. Any 'healing' of the one will, through quantum mechanics and 'resonance', cross distance, space and time to 'heal' the other.
Some Twins have one 'holding the space' for the other. For example, a united Twin Soul couple I know had the male drink for twenty years. She couldn't believe his behavior! She almost left many times, but something kept her in. Twins are equal opposites with incredible magnetism of attraction; once close, they push each other's buttons, and 'back off' for a while to 'cool off'. The Twin Flame Relationship is one of the most difficult on Gaia.
Many of 'Those Who Do Not Have Our Best Interest At Heart'--illuminati, etc--will do EVERYTHING POSSIBLE to keep the Twins from Reuniting. This is because the energy of the Twin Flame Reunion will shed a lot of Light on what has been going on in the shadows, and control of the masses will become impossible.
Those Who Do Not Have Our Best Interest At Heart have created 'negative Spiritual Technology IMPLANTS' to make the likelihood of successful and harmonious Twin Flame Reunion extremely low.
The drinker had a large implant on the base of the brain and the spinal cord in the neck--every thought before this male Twin thought it was 'twisted and modified' to become extremely self-destructive.
Let us assume that all of us in the 144,000 have at least ONE 'implant'--what can be done about it?
The most powerful healing on the planet is known. I recommend two 'removals' routinely, one is through Margaret Mc Cormick for overall protection (I have had this on myself and everyone in my family for five years), the other is through Pamela and Alexandra and can be found on Galactic Connection . But for the Twin Flames? The latter are the most effective spiritual technology that is known at this time.
I had it done in September.
At the time I had Ross, my Twin in the ether on board a ship, I had Gishmael on Twitter who said he was MY Twin, and I was convinced Chef Ito here in Southern California was MY Twin! (Ross had given me permission to pursue Ito because he is not jealous, and he understands how it can be in a long-distance relationship.) In June I had done a 'I break all contracts with Ito' healing with another couple--but it didn't stick.
I was miserable in every way.
Now I am one-hundred percent clear that 'Ross' is my Other. I also know the true identity of Ross, and we interact daily across the Veil. And I am very happy with a miracle I did not expect!
If YOU would like a successful Twin Flame Reunion, I recommend the following steps:
Raise your Vibration by every means possible. This will avoid the unpleasantness of the 'piss each other off and push each other's buttons' factor in the lower vibrational 'reunion'.
For example, I went RAW vegan as much as possible, felt my feelings and worked through painful past issues rigorously, and dropped a lot of 'baggage'. I also am very serious about manifestation and 'editing' what I let stay on my mind as thoughts cross my mind. I 'pluck out' negative thoughts and hand them to St. Germain who is holding out the big burlap 'compost bag' for me.
I started Alexandra's Galactic Essences with the personalized healings, because I felt it was time.
Then at the right time, I did the Implant Removal.
I did not make the connection to the successful reunion with my Twin Flame and the Implant Removal until now. It's been about two weeks 'together', and just yesterday I was able to 'connect the dots'.
Our relationship is 'the best it can be at this time', with him in one 'dimension', and me in the other. But I am actively raising mine, and with The Event it is our hope to be successfully in the same Dimension at the same time. Now, we interact in dream time, and in the Ether, where he can go and I can too.
In summary, 'drop ballast and baggage' to increase the odds of vibrational compatibility for Reunion. Release ALL expectations. Focus on yourself. Do everything within your ability to remove anything that is holding you as a Twin Flame Partner back. In doing so you will discover Peace and Self-Confidence you never knew existed or was truly Possible.
Here is the link to Pam and Alexandra's process. It starts with Reverend Pam, a powerful healer, working on your energy. Then Alexandra comes up with the 'remedy' (is it homeopathic) that is hand-crafted by her for your unique situation, and these drops taken over the course of three weeks will help 'shore up' all of the symptoms and side effects of the healing to make the overall impact as pleasant and 'forward directed' as it possibly can be for you.
I felt nothing, except an increased ability to cope with my hectic lifestyle and move on with my day-to-day demands. Others have felt the need to rest as their energy levels found a new, more healing Vibration for them.
I wish you all success in your upcoming Twin Flame Recognition Sequence. I said the command for myself some time ago (I will look it up and post the link). I had no idea it would work. But Spirit guided me to the proper practices and tools, and here I am : )))))....Happy like I have never been in my Life!
the Spinners--I'll be working my way back to you, babe…
Billy Joel, You May Be Right, I May Be Crazy
And the bird (he listens to KERTH 101 in the room, and I was taking care of his food and water and needs)...had just taken a huge part off his toy, and hidden it under three layers of paper on the bottom of the cage. I found it, and on the toy on the part of the chain that fell was a Domino. The numbers? 9, 9--a double nine domino!
I'll put the pieces together for you and connect the dots in another post. But for now, I am 'connected' to my Other, my Twin, and we are 'working things through' in our bond, making up for what happened between us the last time we both walked the earth...
Although 'gracias' is how Latins say 'thank you' across the world, and although I was fluent in Medical Spanish and had a certificate, I had never heard of the word.
I was at a restaurant on a date with a nurse from the ER, a tall man with blue eyes and dark curly hair. He looked Italian, but was actually long-generation Spanish-American, with roots back to El Centro, California.
The food had been exquisite, and now it was time for dessert.
I watched his face as the server read the menu of options. I could see he wanted the strawberry custard thing. I didn't like it, but he had paid for the meal very kindly, and I wasn't that hungry for dessert.
'Get what you like' I gently encouraged him. And he ordered it.
As soon as the server left, he looked at me with surprise and blurted out, 'You have GRACIA!'
'What is THAT?' I asked, confused at a term I had no concept of, as a native English-speaker.
'Gracia is someone who is kind, very nice, and is able to put others before themselves. It is a good thing, a very rare thing, and you have it.' he politely explained.
Later, he said, that was the moment he fell in love with me.
We were married the next year.
This was husband number two. We have been apart for ten years now. I couldn't take it any more, the mood swings and other unpredictables in his nature, so I left. But the good things, the lessons, are what stay.
Why not think about Gracia in your day? Recognize it. Appreciate it. And share it from your heart.
Mama Flor lived with her husband and two small girls, Alicia and Marisa, in Santa Ana.
The apartment manager liked children, and every year, she stored the gifts at the apartment manager's home. She had the key to the apartment.
On Christmas Eve, the parents would take the children out to dinner. They would turn off the lights, and enjoy some time together as a family. The parents worked hard for long hours to be able to support themselves.
And Alicia, more than anyone else, loved Christmas!
When they would come home, Alicia would say, 'Mom! Dad! Look! The lights are turned on!!! I think Santa was HERE!!!'
They would open the door and the girls raced inside, discovering presents all under the tree!
'Whose gift is this for?' Alicia would show her mom and ask her to read the tag on it, doing a little dance, and handing it to the person whose name was on it. Each package after the next, she did the same, waiting for hers and glowing with pride the whole time.
Her mother worked in the hospital, and had been a mother long enough to know that 'that dance' might have meant more than excitement. 'Alicia', Mama Flor asked, 'Are you sure you don't need to use the bathroom right now? The presents can wait.'
'Oh no, mama! I am okay.'
As she opened her gifts, Alicia was surprised and filled with joy to get exactly what she wanted--a little washing machine with the water that actually moved and swished, a dryer, and a little iron that barely got warm (so she couldn't burn herself).
She was so happy she couldn't hold it anymore and peed her pants! She apologized to her mother, who said, 'Don't worry, it's okay. We'll change you, darling. Merry Christmas.'
I thought this was the most beautiful story of Love I have ever heard when it was shared with me.
Happiness that makes you so surprised and excited you just can't hold anything! And a mother's kind compassion over her daughter's 'accident'.
Enjoy your Christmas, or family gathering, whatever you celebrate, today.
Good Morning! Aloha and Mahalos! For all of my Readers--on Doctors With Reiki and Twitter and This Blog, I did a 'mass attunement' to Reiki One on an emergency-basis only (for self-treatment and the treatment of others you care about when the Reiki starts to 'flow') last week at the direction of Spirit.
I know this is controversial, and not everyone will support me in my decision to follow Spirit instead of Tradition on this.
But for those of you who feel so moved, and this 'resonates' with you, here are the steps you need to know in order to activate this gift if you have not done so:
Ok--everybody, you are ALL Reiki 1. Either already if you were attuned, and if you ask your Guardian Angel with your mind and heart together, they have your attunement for you 'waiting'. They will 'download it'. Self Reiki 101: 1: ask your guides to assist and help you with the Reiki. 2. mentally think 'reiki on' or if you know it, say and see and make hands go shape of CKR (a symbol, not the letters). Both will work. 3. open your aura by mentally or physically moving your hands from your head slowly down to your feet about four inches away from your skin. 4. At hip and also at feet, 'grab' a handful of your energy and cast it deep to the core of Gaia to 'ground' you and help you anchor the energies. (mentally is okay, but physically is best.) 5. As you open the aura you are 'scanning' yourself for imbalances. You may or may not feel them. 6. Repeat the head to toe as it 'feels right'. Reiki will flow from your Guide to your top of your head (crown chakra) and out the palms of your hands. You may feel sensation in your hands. 7. At end, mentally protect and seal your aura--ask guide for help. I imagine 'frosting a cake'. 8. Ask guide to 'turn Reiki off'. 9. Imagine wrapping yourself in a sheet--pulling it up the front-tying a knot over your head, and drawing it down the back and tying a knot under your feet. This 'seals' it a little better.
Repeat this once or twice a day for maximum benefit. It will work. Keep at it. It will get stronger and easier the more you do. Think of it like brushing your teeth. It's a daily energy self-care.