Why The Daily Practice of Accepting and Allowing Decreases Your Blood Pressure

I would like to share with you what I found to be an important lesson and a huge breakthrough for me this week.

It is meant in the spirit of friendship, and I invite you to take the best and 'leave the rest' from this blog post.

As you may know, I am a soul who is constantly seeking to grow.  I have lessons, some of which are painful for me to share, and for you to read.  Fortunately this isn't one of them! Try to think of this blog post as our sharing over coffee and coming up with some 'how to make life more pleasant' notes together...

As humans having the experience of being alive, we are constantly at odds.  We have our 'inner world'--our hopes and dreams.  Then we have our 'milieu'--our surroundings of people, events and what is asked of us to give.

Sometimes the more spiritual we become, the faster and the more sudden are the movements of key events and people in our lives.

This is because our 'Life Lessons' are sailing towards us at a rapid pace, and from a spiritual perspective, this is a 'good thing'...although for us as the 'student of life' it can be overwhelming.

Sometimes it feels like being in an emotional meat grinder, a high-speed blender, or a rip tide.

Has anyone ever been caught in a rip tide?  Did you remember what to do?  Did you panic and someone had to save you?

A swimmer who is caught in a rip tide gets sucked out to sea by a current more powerful than even the best swimmer in the olympics can swim.

The swimmer who is astute will relax and flow with it.  It won't suck you out to sea forever. After a while, it will stop, and you can swim back in if you move out of the flow a little.

The knowledgeable swimmer will further know, while they are being sucked out to sea, that the current is only about twelve feet wide at most. By swimming parallel to the beach a short distance, they will be out of the rip tide entirely. Then they will have a shorter swim back because they recognized it early.

Does this make sense?

What I will ask now, is, 'what is the one difference between the three swimmers?' All three get sucked out to sea.  One fights it, one doesn't, and the third one literally 'takes a short cut' and gets out of the current.

It is their reaction to the rip tide which sets them apart.

Does this make sense?

I offer this only as information to help you in your personal growth, to make your life more pleasant and manageable for you.

I myself have come to be an old hat at this.  It seems every time I approach some well-deserved rest, professional duty--either at work or in my off-time--calls.

As you may already know, I have my jewelry making and gardening to give me relaxation and joy.  My house is having foundation and structural problems, but since it's a townhouse and my neighbors aren't all that interested in how their house is affecting mine, I've had to retain a lawyer. This is expensive, and equally non-productive.

My plate is full.

I work just under full-time. I am eighty percent with my anesthesia group at the hospital.

In the last three weeks, my niece, my mother in law (I call her mom, Anthony's grandma, and she calls me daughter), and my son have had serious health challenges and spent time in the hospital. I've had to drop everything, and go take care of what had to be done.

Superimpose on this, I have absolutely no control over my work schedule.  I had to work late yesterday for a trade with a colleague, so I would have time off to go watch Anthony's school play in two weeks. The cases all switch around--even though I request my case lineup, for one reason or another during the workday in the Operating Room they all move around. I stay late. I don't get the best compensation compared to my colleagues because of the way they know how to 'play the game' better than I do.  And I get yelled at!  Constantly.  My orthopedic surgeon made fun of my skills to my face and complained about the whole hospital. The recovery room is literally a thorn in my side--yesterday during a conversion from regional to general, the phone rang on my work station, then at the nurse's work station, about ten phone calls each. I'm doing patient care that demands all of my attention, and I let it ring. I can't tell you how many times at the beginning or ending of a case (think of it like a pilot with takeoff or landing) that damn phone rings with some nurse wanting to know if the patient is staying in the hospital overnight. All of this is well-documented in the medical record!  But they call.  I have to take it.  With a smile. Yesterday, I called the nurse on it. When the patient was stable, I returned the call. She picked up and I listened to her message. Then I said, 'I have ears. They work. These calls are harassment and taking away from patient care. I will call you back. I won't forget. Please don't do this to me again. Thank you.'

On top of it all, after getting off work at nine p.m., I stopped by to see my niece and my sister in her room upstairs. It had been a long day, over twelve hours, with them upstairs and me in the O.R., not eating, and never being able to see them. She was happy to see me. It turned out they had many things to share. And the nurse couldn't get the finger stick for the blood sugar, after three tries. So I helped. I was the 'tourniquet' on the finger and my sister poked. It didn't even hurt and there was plenty for a sample. After we saw the fireworks from Disney from her room. They were so beautiful!

Then I got a nasty text from Anthony's father why I hadn't picked him up from his parents? It's 'not cool'.  It was originally HIS weekend. He had plans. I traded everything the way he asked at the last minute. But I said, 'I have to work on Friday can you keep him?'  He went to the ball game. He gave Anthony to his parents. His father has been taking two weeks off to care for his wife after her surgery. He was exhausted. He also had no concept of my niece only being out of ICU for one day (she almost died), or her PTSD of the hospital and her need to see me. He didn't know or comprehend the complexity of my cases, the technical challenges, or how much abuse I took in this long day.

But how could I fight it?

How could I raise his Consciousness enough to make him see?

I called immediately, apologized profusely, and drove to their house to pick Anthony up.

I didn't defend. I kept love in my heart. And I learned two very important things about myself:

1. Not paying attention to time is a self-preservation in my specialty. If I focused on when I get home, I would just lose it completely. It is totally depressing never to know when I will come home on any given day. One slow surgeon and too many emergencies for those taking call together--three of us, in order--can throw all your plans out the window!  (Last night, after having had only one handful of Paleo mix and one cup of water for dinner, I gave up and Anthony and I went to Denny's. More on this later.)
2. I always have to be 'on'.  I always have to be 'responsible'.  No matter how many lives I save, no matter how stressful my day, it does not excuse me from making sure my behavior is 'appropriate' to the people who are close to me in my life. Even if it would be nice if they would cut me some slack, I can never expect it. Because they live in a world where their time is under their control, I have to toe the line that is set by them. It's not fair to me in any way at all, to have so much expected of me everywhere I am...but it IS what it is...and I can't control everything.

I work with Archangel Raphael. He literally came the second time my niece went to have the ultrasound of her clotted PICC line. I felt his presence. Everything went well.

I have my 'teams'.

Last night, on the drive home, Ross sent me the sweetest energy. Oh yes, and when my angry Russian was yelling at me and the O.R. and everything was a huge hurry and emergency and stress--Ross mentioned to me, 'Can you imagine what he is like in bed?'  OMGosh that one totally cracked me up--the same behaviors undoubtedly are with him in a romantic setting--all the chaos and the bluster!

At Denny's they have a claw machine where you can win a prize.  I wanted the green hedgehog. I love hedgehogs. I took out a couple dollars and said, Anthony, win it for me...Anthony is very good at this game.

The hedgehog was just on the edge next to the chute.  He tried and tried and missed it. I got two more dollars. The last time, he was very focused and had a different energy. He got it!  He handed it to me and I jumped up and down and hugged him and kissed him.

I asked how he did it?

He said, 'Ross told me how mom. Ross told me how to get it for you.'

What the daily practice of Accepting and Allowing does, is opens your heart to your Life Lessons.

There always is a breather after the tests, just like my Denny's with my hedgehog after my long hard day.

Cultivating a spirit of Welcoming What Is has the ability to help you better understand yourself and others. You will not be held hostage by your many emotions, your concept of 'how things should be', and essentially, that little three letter word that starts with an 'E' and rhymes with 'me go'...the one we think everyone else has but we of course do not! LOL LOL LOL  (that goes for me too! <3))

This spirit of 'Welcoming What Is' is very advanced for the Consciousness. All the Galactics have it. And it's a really nice way to experience Life.

In summary, try to think of the forces of Life that are causing you stress as a giant rip tide.

Pay attention to the forces you can't see that are pulling you so strongly in one direction.

Your reaction is the only thing that is going to make a difference in how it turns out.

Remember there are no mistakes, only lessons. 

Sometimes when you are closer to Ascension, the lessons come a little more suddenly and faster--because it is getting you 'complete'...and if you are already Ascended, it might be for you to hold the space (the energy vibration) for others, like myself with Anthony's father and grandfather last night.

Remember you can also initiate ways to work with your lessons and with the energies too.

My niece is terrified of her PICC line.  She hates it.  I see it completely different:

• it saved her life
• it keeps her from getting stuck every day for blood draws
• the clot extended her hospital stay which was what the whole family wanted (the line is patent but the clot surrounds it in the vessel)
• it gives her an opportunity to face her fears and grow from the lessons in her shadow side

Am I going to mention anything to her?

No.

Am I going to love?

Yes.

Am I going to come up with a ridiculous name for it, just like my mom did with her kidney graft and stoma, and my niece did with her kidney graft?  You bet!

I named it 'Petunia PICC', after Porky Pig's lady!!!  I'm going to keep loving and calling it Petunia--in my heart--just to hold the space for my niece to come around.

It's my 'science experiment' LOL. Let's see how this 'working with energy' thing goes! 

Aloha and Mahalos,
Namaste,
Peace,

Reiki Doc

See With The Heart -- Gaia News Brief 22 February 2016

My father used to vex me while I was growing up. He would challenge my natural, 'practical' pessimism with the option to be 'optimistic'.

It was always 'Carla is the glass of water halfway FULL or halfway EMPTY?'  LOL.

It was a good lesson.

He also said that a sign of EDUCATION is the ability for one to hold an intelligent conversation with someone who doesn't share your views, while still leaving room for mutual appreciation and respect--not trying to convince the other to see it 'as you do'.

Last night I had the fantastic opportunity to go to a program at the San Diego Zoo.

It was an update to the donors about a community outreach program called The San Diego Zoo Express.

Some of you may be against all zoos.

Some of you will close your ears because the concept of a zoo is not acceptable to you. Your hearts and your consciousness will 'shut off' because 'zoos are bad'.

If this is the case I will caution you--your Consciousness is in dire need to move beyond this duality-based thinking--it's all 'black or white', I 'believe it or I don't'--and stretch to the energies of Enlightened Consciousness--'there are no mistakes only lessons'.

In the Higher Realms we acknowledge there are 'good choices' and 'not so good choices' but on the whole, it is Creator's duty to 'judge' and we openly acknowledge that 'everyone is doing the best they can as a soul with what has been given in their situation.'

The good things about the zoo are outreach to the public, supporting the love of animals, and conservation.  I believe if it wasn't for the Safari Park many more rhinos would be extinct. I think there is perhaps another deer type species who lives there freely but is close to extinction in the wild.

The not so good things are that the animals are enclosed and dependent on humans for everything. Although the enclosures are being updated as much as possible, for example, the new elephant exhibit is much larger than the one we used to see growing up--this is still not even close to what is in the wild.

So, what IS the 'Zoo Express'?

It's an outreach that is a special form of healing. It is like Therapy Dogs on Steroids! Actual zoo creatures are brought with volunteers to local Children's Hospitals and Long-Term Care facilities.

The people involved with this program shared two important stories:

• a pre-teen cancer patient was very grumpy, totally bald from chemo, and never smiled. He grabbed the biggest stuffed animal snake (all kids get their choice of stuffed animal) they had. The animal trainer quipped under her voice--with this you will be able to scare lots of nurses!  Then he REALLY smiled big, and later was seen chasing nurses up and down the hall with it, to everyone's delight--for the nurses knew he was depressed and withdrawn because of his illness.
• an ICU visit was planned, which is rare. In the bed was a twenty-year old woman, who because of disease had her growth stunted severely. She was the size of a child. She was unable to see, hear, and communicated like Helen Keller.  She had never seen a dog in her life, and the nurses wanted her to see the one brought by the zookeepers. The girl slowly touched the dog all over, every inch, taking the experience in.  When she finished, she threw her arms around the dog's neck and hugged it very tight! The explained it is the most wonderful creature she has ever met in all her life, and she never wanted to let it go!  All of the nurses and zoo staff were in tears over this amazing encounter, a gesture of love to a grown woman who had spent her whole youth so isolated because of her illness she could never meet an animal until now...

The seniors look forward to the visits, and say in their comments on the visit, 'honestly this is the highlight of my entire year, thank you for visiting us'.

The zoo trainer explained to us how everyone benefits from this program--including the hospital staff, who are just as eager to meet the animals as the patients and residents.  She commented on after seeing illness day in and day out in their work, the caregivers naturally flock to the 'Zoo Ambassadors' too.

They bring porcupines, baby anteaters, monkeys, birds, and most often, a howling/singing dog, and also the companion animal of the cheetah--a one hundred fifty pound enormous white dog I think might be a Colorado Pyrenees. 

We were allowed to meet these two dogs after the program. 

They were very high vibration, loving creatures.  Anthony was in heaven! He likes big dogs, and this one was one of the biggest he's ever seen. The dog seemed to enjoy meeting Anthony too. We spent a long time after the program talking with the trainer. 

This is why I support the zoo.

It started with a student discount pass while I was in medical school. Unlimited admission for a year to both parks for twenty dollars. 

I used to study near the waterfalls by the gorilla exhibit. 

I have been gradually increasing my level of support over the years.  

In my fellowship I actually was permitted to go with our UCSD team to help give anesthesia to Bai Yun, the panda at the zoo. It was the most wonderful day of my career!  (the two facilities help one another. In particular, the imaging equipment is shared by the hospital for zoo 'patients'--but surgeries are done on the zoo premises in their own operating room. The safari park has a state of the art medical facility there too.

Animals may or may not 'need' humans. 

But humans need animals and nature to thrive.

And no matter what you feel or believe about zoos in general, wouldn't you agree that seeing a porcupine while you are fighting cancer in the children's hospital, lifts your spirits, brings you joy, and helps you to forget the pain and suffering?

This program brings nurturing, warmth, love and compassion to those who cannot physically 'get' to the zoo....and it makes all the difference in the world...to know the people at the zoo care enough to make the effort to share the only thing they have to share...their amazing animals!

Healing, is so far-reaching, in so many ways.

I have an anesthesiologist friend, and mother of four, who organizes seasonal events for her inpatients--a team comes and gives a shampoo and blow dry to people who are in the hospital for a long time. It helps people feel and look their best while they are fighting illness. It also lets them know people care about them enough to visit and spend time with them in this way.  

It's not just the shampoo.

It's the hearts that go with it.

So...open your hearts...always hope for the best...and ask Creator to do the judging instead of you the next time the urge hits to judge something. You'll be glad you did!

Aloha and Mahalos,

Namaste,

Peace,

Carla and Ross

P.S.  A message from Ross--Carla has a very early start and must take Anthony to his father to drop him off to school. She has to be at work before the school opens. He will speak 'longer' on the next one. He thanks you for your patience with him. He wants me to talk about my new bracelets in the next one too.  I made many, many, and am going to be putting them on Etsy. He waves goodbye. 

As Close As Twins -- Gaia News Brief 19 February 2016

Loving At Work

It's so nice there at work now! I don't mind the long hours. Neither do my colleagues. And we truly enjoy serving our patients.

The cases are difficult, challenging...and things go well.

Yesterday a surgeon said to me, with a smile, 'I like the way you think!' (I had made the 'twilight sleep' a 'snoring sleep' on purpose, and asked him to please agree with me--wink wink--that the patient was to be told they were  'awake and comfortable' throughout the procedure. This is to expedite the surgery, so there would be no movement of the surgical field, and also, in compassion for the very nervous patient.)

We anesthesiologists in our group were asked at the last minute to cover for the widower in the group, who was still out of the country visiting his deceased wife's family--not one but three people, possibly more--volunteered to take his first call.




Ross and I

For the last two days we have been very close.  He said since we are going to be together forever we might as well take the time to get to 'know one another'. <3

I like his jokes.

I also am close enough to him to have my deepest concerns and fears about us come out.

Would you believe a part of me has felt 'thwarted' for all these years since he transitioned, because I wanted to kiss his boo-boos for him, with love, and just be caring like that to him? I prepared his body for burial, but was in too much shock for this important gesture of love...in our last incarnation together.

So for the last two days I have been either held in his arms, just letting myself realize the nightmare is over...or randomly kissing his 'boo boos'.

Yesterday was a first where he held up a finger and said, 'here Carla, this part hurts' and I kissed it for him. Then he pointed to his arm or some other place, and I kissed it too.

We are working though our trauma now as a couple, and it is deeply healing for us both.



Vitaly

I had a very long post-call day. It was two p.m. and I needed lunch.

On the way home, I just wanted home and bed. Ross suggested my favorite vegan restaurant, but I just wanted home.

Then he suggested another vegan one.

I told him that even though I'm tired, I respect him as my partner, and I will go out of my way to do what he asks of me.

So I found some back route, drove past a real estate lawyer too (bonus!), and parked the car...only I couldn't find the place! I looked all over...I guess it was out of business but nothing even looked like I remembered.

This was at the Camp.

I DID see, what I had manifested--I have wanted to rest in a hammock for two days, and wow! There one was! (It felt wonderful).

There was also an Italian restaurant (I am now one percent fluent due to Duo Lingo app--I adore it!) so I enjoyed nature, and being out of the hospital, and not quite home yet with my responsibilities.

I took MANY photos of the area. It was the perfect lighting, and I was very happy to walk around after my meal, taking shots.

My photographic eye has been noticed in my blog work (I use a photo service as well as my own) and now two days in a row my own photos I have shot have been uploaded to other 'papers' on Twitter. This pleases me very much...

Ross also showed me a beautiful boutique.

This is significant, and I am almost in tears.

I have NEVER shopped at a boutique, because they are expensive. The ones in Berkeley by my school were like, WAY out of my budget.  The ones here cost even more.

But this one, Pùrre, was affordable.  There was a blue and white tee shirt dress with the name of my old counselor--'almost' on the label. I wanted it for a beach cover up but it didn't fit right. There were organic natural products, jewelry. I bought one eighties' style blouse made of tee shirt material. It has a tie at the neck...it's the color I wore to my bridal shower, and will add a little 'something different' to the jeans I always wear.

I was so glad I found this surprise, this chance to explore...

By the way the vegan restaurant was across the street, at the LAB Anti-Mall...my old hangout in the nineties...I was at the wrong place!

My Journal

Once home, Ross guided me to write. He asked me some questions. I was a little 'scattered'.  He was patient with me.

I found myself looking at photos of Maui, when Anthony was three. It was an anesthesia conference at the Hyatt in January 2009, at a luau. We are both smiling and wearing leis.

Ross had me look at her, the 'me' from the past.  He asked me 'do you still have that shirt?'.

I didn't.

It was before dad went on palliative care, and died.

It was before I changed hospital jobs.

It was before Reiki.

I had no clue about Ross or me, who my soul is.

I was surrounded by fear and sorrow.

I recalled how in September I met Tim Braun, and although I had found work, I was at an all-time low, because I was psychic and didn't understand why God made me 'different'.

Ross asked me to compare where I am 'now'.

It's so much better!

He asked me 'was it worth it?' (the change).

I said yes.

In the morning I had run into an old surgical technician from my old work, at the little cafe at this work. He said it had gotten so bad there that although he is a traveler nurse now, on his assignment there for one week he quit! He said it's 'all run down'.  The equipment--you can't get what you need--and the place is literally falling apart.

I gave thanks. Ross asked me what would have happened if I had stayed at that place?

We both knew the answer to his question.

He explained to me how good it is for me to explore and see new places; this is why he wants me to move. It's good for me.  When we stay in one place for too long, it stagnates the energy.

He then asked, 'where will you go next?'

My soul surprised me--it said, 'Shasta'.

I asked him, 'That's in Siskiyou county, right?'

He nodded yes.

So I looked online. I had remembered delight in that area as a child. It was so fresh and pure!

The homes were very inexpensive. In the winter they get snow...that would be something new for me in my retirement (I could retire if I moved there).

Then I saw that the views weren't so great. And also, it's super accelerating crime rates in nearby Redding.

It is the exercise of walking through the steps of a dream that was freeing and important exercise to do...





Heaven at Home

I hadn't seen Anthony for two days. I dropped him off last Wednesday morning at school. And he spent the night with his dad while I was on call.

He asked me to play Uno. I had just cleared and decluttered the kitchen a little. So we relaxed and played and laughed so hard.

Ross asked me, 'how is my family' with love.  I said, telepathically--for this is how we communicate--'we are having fun!' but I didn't mention anything out loud.

Then, he said something to Anthony! And Anthony hadn't heard him for some time, but Ross was going, 'hey hey hey!' in a friendly voice.

We were so relaxed that Anthony shared he had the song by Andrea Bocelli and Sarah Brightman in his mind all day, the 'Time To Say Goodbye' song.

So we changed it. We sang it while playing Uno:  Time To....Pick Up Cards...la la la la la...la la la la...

Moments like this ARE like Heaven.




Follow Your Soul

I never had a mentor who was incarnate.

I had a Reiki Teacher, and also, a Divine Peace Healing Teacher, and some advanced students to guide me through the classes and steps.

But the only one-on-one mentor I have had is Blessed Mother Mary in all of my spiritual growth.

I have my guardian angel too, Laetari, who I know now as Ross, my Beloved husband and twin.

I have done incredible things on my journey, all of which are recorded in this blog.

It's my 'guide map to Ascension'--my own story, for you to share.

Spirit guides me in everything I do, everything I say, everything I post, every interaction I have with anything or anybody. I am ALWAYS getting this 'input' from Source...

I am happy to be of assistance to those who are seeking spiritual guidance, both directly and indirectly.

You will know it is your 'calling' , your 'purpose', your 'life contract thing you incarnated to do'--when you have this passion to follow whatever it is your soul is guiding you to do (in my case, teach and write).

I don't know what that is, for you.  I can't see it with my third eye. I can 'sense' when energetically you are a 'good fit' with your energy. A little. I can't see the Akashic Records or the Pre Birth Contracts.

I am extremely careful with people who think I am 'wonderful'. Who think I am in some way 'the answer' ---people who put me up on a pedestal.  This is one lesson my teacher Anne taught well...because it's not healthy for either person in the situation. And the only place for the person on the pedestal to go is to fall.

Just like Anne, I will gently and consistently direct you back to Source, in Love, which is how it is supposed to be, and step right down off of any 'pedestal' you wish to create for me.

I will always be there for you, I will always love you.

Remember that this is Now (if we have a past life connection).

Remember that you have a purpose and will find it, when it is organically  the 'right' place and 'right' time for you in your own spiritual growth. It can't be rushed.

If I sense you are on the right track, which many times I do, I won't say a word. I will gently encourage you with my soul and my love and pray for blessings to surround you.

I will never say, 'Okay first step is THIS and next THAT and check back with me'.

That's 3D.

If you are on the wrong track, the only thing different is I might ask a question to help you to find your way.

If you are on the WAY wrong track, Ross and I will still love you unconditionally. And we will pray for your lessons to play out, and for you to come home, and stop going in the direction of more painful lessons for you.

This is not one but a handful of people we have seen in all kinds of situations--who come to us (by writing to me)....

I want to make it clear that we are high-level teachers in the sense we work with the energies and the collectives 'a little more', and the individuals 'a little less'--because it is in our 'assignment' we have been sent to 'do'.

I hope this makes sense.

Aloha and Mahalos, Namaste...

Ross

I wanted the Shangi-La sign image for MY part. (he giggles--ed--I sense he enjoys teasing me very much).

(hands folded in front of him--ed)  All is well.

All is well!

ALL IS WELL!!!

Everything is proceeding according to plan.

(raises one finger--ed)  I have to correct Cobra on some minor points:

• the fairies are not 'just entering' they have always been on Gaia surface and the astral and etheric planes.
• everything is 'safe' and has been under my control for a long time (mine and my teams)
• there is a gentle 'awakening' that is happening. We are taking the 'scenic route' (slow)
• all those predictions about money and power have a double-edge and as 'predictions' are trying to prolong what is third-dimensional in energy and thought. 
• the MORE you feel that happiness in your heart, that calm, that JOY, that PEACE--the more you will know you are already in the finer vibrations of the 'higher realms' as we call it.
• You will also find things humorous the perhaps in the past you didn't--for example, while looking up Shasta, Carla was asking me where the entrance to Agartha is?  And we both knew full well I WASN'T going to show her, and we totally cracked up.

(clap clap)  I want it to be SHORT and TO THE POINT!

You are living your life in the perfect way at the perfect time for YOU.

Look at Carla! It took her seven years to get to where she is today. From absolute nothing!

And where you are today, even if you have Ascended, it is not the end!

There is plenty of more 'growth opportunities and experiences' for you to explore!

So do!

(clap clap)

I only say this once:  I powerfully love you! You bring us great pleasure in all of your growth, your 'baby steps' you are taking in the higher realms.

The only difference between Heaven on Earth and Heaven (above) is that we KNOW about it--and you are 'finding your way'...

That's it!

The only difference it you are getting to explore 'something new' and 'having fun with it', Just like Carla at the Camp shopping area on her way home from work yesterday...

I know you are doing your best, you are exceeding our expectations, and Cobra--like it or not--is unsuccessfully trying to delay 'the inevitable'.

So enjoy the Higher Realms!  And all life has to offer (points to his chest--ed)  in HERE.

(clap clap!)

Aloha and Mahalos,

Namaste,

Peace,

Ross and Carla

The Reiki Doc couple

The Tour Of The Gaia Consciousness -- Gaia News Brief 15 February 2016

Why a Tour?

Yesterday I was backup and work called me in. I had one case to do. At ten forty-five. I enjoyed my morning, had a nice breakfast, and brought Anthony to work with me. I had him stay in the nurse's lounge. It was only a five minute case, but the preparations take longer. We were separated about an hour.

Another case moved up. I needed to stay. It was only a half-hour case.

I bought Anthony lunch in the hospital cafeteria. We got little cupcakes for Valentine's day. Then...I made him comfortable in the Doctor's lounge, and did my case. Much to my surprise, the family said it was a two hour case! So I warned Anthony not to worry, and gave him a phone number to call for the recovery room nurse, just in case.

The case went well, and did take two hours.

Anthony was so patient. I found him lying on the couch with two pillows and blankets, watching a movie. The nurses had brought him the pillows and warm blankets.

So I offered him a tour of the Operating Room.

I got him the fake scrubs that are disposable and go over the clothes. I got him the REAL surgeon's had, not the bouffant one. And the shoe covers.

I showed him pre-op, the sink where surgeons scrub their hands, and one of the operating rooms. I had him help me check the anesthesia machine. He saw how the OR table moves and pushed the buttons. He saw every drawer of my cart and asked what everything is. The drug tray REALLY impressed him! And he turned on the big OR lights too.

I showed him our anesthesia workroom, with all the equipment, and I told him I know what each item is, and how it works.

I also stopped by the window to the room where they clean and store all the instruments.

He didn't want to go home. He wanted to finish his movie. I made us each a cinnamon coffee in the coffee maker that brews one cup at a time. We take milk in it to cool it.

There sometimes is no other way to show a loved one what we DO all those hours when we are away from the home, except to take them on a tour of it. To experience it first-hand...





What Is The Gaia Consciousness?

I have been needing Ross big time. Like a child needs their mom.

I can now experience the feeling of being in his arms at will. I just have to concentrate. I'm still somewhat 'blind' --but I can 'find my way' ENOUGH to really feel his love through the veil, and get to that total relaxation and submission to your partner and best friend, and in our case, Twin.

Then Saul published THIS:  https://johnsmallman.wordpress.com/2016/02/13/peace-and-love-resides-within-each-one-of-you-go-within-and-claim-it/

I also have been having some problems with Yogurt Peanut's philosophy. As I fell asleep I told Divine Father I don't WANT to have to 'meditate hard' and 'give everything up' only to 'find my way out through the top of my head to experience The Divine'.

Divine Father said, 'Carla, you do that ALREADY--you just come and go! You don't have to do what he says...' (I call it 'that holy shit' to Ross and Divine Father, by the way, just so you 'feel me'.)

Then Yogurt Peanuts showed up.

And the funniest thing happened!

This new energy started to flow through my being, and it felt warm and nice like with Ross, only it was coming from me. I was emitting it.

I told him who I am. He was a little unsettled, and stepped back.

I asked him how did you mention me in your work?  (we both knew he didn't, not for who I am, my true role).

I told him how the way of nature, the Divine Feminine, IS holy. Nature is holy, perfect, Divine. There are some attachments that are healthy, and meant to exist to allow the Divine Feminine to flow...

Then Ross came, and embraced me from behind.

Our Consciousness emitted as a form of joy that was blended!  There was his, and mine, flowing out from both of us in spirals.  It is OURS when it is in combination.

Both are important for the healing of Ascension.

Yogurt Peanuts got the point. There was no anger, blame or defense.  He has been asked to contact his own people, to correct any mistakes in the 'official story', and both of us thanked him profusely for his love and sacrifice to produce his fine work that he did while he was incarnate.




The Status Quo

I am going to provide you a series of articles, if you choose to read them. I have a few comments for each:

• This one REALLY bothered me. A lot. So did the comments. We don't do this in a Sicilian household. There is an invisible line you just don't cross. The parents will take it and take it and take it and then BAM--that's it! Disowned forever. You always show courtesy and respect to your parents. I actually didn't disagree with my mom and dad, ever. The one time I spoke up father stopped talking to me for three days. I told him it was unfair for him to take vacations expensive by himself when mom works as hard as you and never gets to enjoy any vacations herself. Yup.  The reason I mention it here at all, is that this RESPONSE just 'might' have something to do with all the 'programming' by Children's Media. In Monarch Mind Control Disney is encouraged. The children are allowed to watch lots and lots of their work. There are hidden symbols/words to reinforce the programming. Just like with Lilo, Brit-Knee, or Hanna Monta-nah, the girls IDENTIFY with the wholesome 'role model', then are helpless and torn to WATCH as their 'heroine' goes um, 'grows up' kind of 'unwholesome' before their eyes.  The common denominator of all these films is an absent parent or joke of a parental figure...from Bambi all the way up to Jesse...
• This article arrived in my news feed and I don't think it was by accident. It supports the first one. And it is generic for ALL kinds of abuse children experienced growing up.
• This blog post is delightful and refreshing after the other two LOL. You need a break!
• I usually don't post this author but it really explains well the situation we are in: karmically our society is 'on the hook' for permitting this abuse to happen. Generations of karma have racked up. And someone needs to 'step up to the plate to fix it! (BTW tonight's Grand-ma-y music 'awards' are actually a 'ritual' if you know where to look at what 'symbols')
• This video in the link is about a man who is a descendent of plantation owners who has spent eight million dollars of his own to fight ignorance on slavery, and to raise the consciousness of the horrible travesty that happened to the African-America people.
• Another author I rarely post came up with this article on St. German for how to manifest. I enjoyed it because it is happening to me. I stay calm, in the moment, and BOOM! Things just fall right in my lap. For example, today I have off, and there is no school. I was scheduled to work, but it just 'happened'.  It also explains how I can 'enjoy' Ross, here and now, with my Consciousness--which I suspect is all there really 'is' of me in the big picture...
• Just in case you missed this as a P.S. on an older post. It's true. LOL. Look up at the title of this post! 
• Lastly, I had another 'I am a seraphim!' because 'so and so told me so' comment submitted to the Known Incarnations of Angels. I deleted it. The energy signature didn't match, and I checked with Divine Mother, who asked Divine Father. A week ago, incarnate Divine Mother really was upset over a 'false one' posting. We have this all the time now, with people taking my work from the codes and not crediting me. And people saying they are me, too. I realized that some are much worse than the paid 'trolls' who are hired to 'disrupt' the flow of information on the internet--SOME--are truly 'programmed' by the Monarch Method to 'believe' who they are. It is best to let this go, and not confront these individuals.  MY children know my voice, and they will answer my call. I am not interested in everyone, only those who know me, and remember me from past lives. Any extras are a total blessing! And WELCOME! But I know why I was sent, what I was sent to do, and I am doing it. End of story.

Now Divine Mother wants me to give the 'pictures'. I have selected many from my photo site--123RTF--where I purchase the images I share always here with you.

Ross

I stand with my wife, my Twin.

Aloha and Mahalos,

Namaste,

Peace,

Ross and Carla

The Reiki Doc Couple

The Call From Great Spirit Part One

This morning I awoke with a Reiki Symbol I have never seen before, and a sense of urgency.

Here is the video to explain the vision.

https://youtu.be/E8aouPtLMtY (this is the direct link)


Here are the supporting links--please note I drew my picture first before I saw any of the links:

• http://www.apogeephoto.com/marla/eagle.htm
• https://answers.yahoo.com/question/index?qid=20070111062239AAOM8At
• http://www.whyangels.com/seraphim_cherubim_creatures.html

And this also supports the whole message from Great Spirit today.: https://gaiaportal.wordpress.com/2015/05/06/denouement-of-old-paradigm-patterns-accelerate/

Here are yesterday's two new Reiki Symbols:

This one, Raising The Consciousness, is drawn left to right with repeating the triangle design, separating them with small dots.

This one is drawn with the mind's eye--but you are welcome to use your finger or pencil to practice it until you can get the drawing it with your mind part right.

Aloha and Mahalos,

Namaste,

Peace,

Reiki Doc

Gaia News Brief 22.10.2014

Eclipse Edition

My Higher Self woke me up about two minutes before the alarm with this message:  I will give you a beautiful happiness of God...and justice.

As I made breakfast, I asked myself, 'I wonder if all this is one big lie? Everything I do with Spirit could just seem so far fetched?'

I was guided to make tea instead of coffee. I took some Picadilly Breakfast Yogi Tea. There were only three words on the paper at the end of the string-- Truth Is Eternal.

Okay.....



So Much Negativity!!

Two of our hardest working--and soon to be highest paid--colleagues and one more sat in the Doctor's Lounge as I waited for my surgeon. One would think these financially-motivated types would be 'out of sync' with the Higher Realms.

One said, out loud, 'I wonder what the problem is with (names our ward clerk/receptionist/scheduler who works days)? Every time I go up there I get SO MUCH NEGATIVITY!' The others nodded in agreement. And the same anesthesiologist gave thanks because there were two rooms to run, not much time for a block, and the OB on call anesthesiologist was available to help.

This one, on OB, said, 'I bury all my feelings and traumatize myself!' in some other topic, I forget.

And when I warned them that the electronic anesthesia record is coming to our hospital soon?

I got a loud, and very positive, 'Will you TEACH US?'

(the receptionist judges this one for changing the schedule, to her favor, sometimes without the consent of the person being changed. The receptionist thinks this is selfish. I know the doctor--this one is very 'fast' with 'juggling changes' and gets a lot of people saying 'okay' to her requests but with them not writing them down and forgetting...you see how the 'negativity' piles up? Judge not, and let the one who is meant to Judge do all the judging, and be FREE!)

My Favorite Heart Surgeon

Through my claircognizance I realized there is a very good chance this doc will self-destruct in the near future. There have been two near-misses, and some time off due to health concerns, but no signs of slowing down.

I have known this avid Catholic heart surgeon my whole career. He used to assist my old heart surgeon back where I used to work. We both share a devotion to Our Lady, Mother Mary, whom I call Blessed Mother. We both wore her little brown scapular.

He used to have a practice to do sympathectomies for people with sweaty palms. But then he signed up with this group that has sent one of my senior Chief Residents from training to worker's comp and disability for psychological harassment, another to retire in Hawaii the minute his last kid graduated from college, and a young fresh surgeon out of Ann Arbor to flat out quit after a meltdown from overwork and under pay.

This is because this team manages the acute care surgery needs at three different hospitals. They work all hours of night and day, and the senior partners get the higher-paying vascular cases. (I actually LOVE both of these partners, both have trained me as a surgeon when I was a resident. And one, actually speaks Aramaic, like they did 'back in the day'...with you-know-who. I see what they do, and kick the judgement part 'upstairs', if you know what I mean.)

I think of it as 'Old School Practice', sort of a pyramid system, that takes advantage somewhat of the junior partners...

This surgeon not only is always working, he is chronically late. We didn't get into the O.R. until eight eighteen for a seven-thirty start case. He complained that because he missed a celebrity speaking event his wife organized with a Top Supermodel Contestant to walked off the show due to refusal to wear something too sleazy--that he was 'in the doghouse'.  Other themes in the day were, 'and now I fail again'. He travels to do locus tenens heart surgery in Santa Rosa and in Redding. Also he is medical advisor to a Carmelite nun-run retirement home, he is also a medical reviewer for the California State Medical Board...he is literally burning the candle at both ends.

Today, sensing what I did, the surgical technician spoke up, and asked, 'When are you going to slow down?' out of concern for this surgeon's health.  The tech said, 'My daughter is all grown up. Those years go by fast. You are going to miss those with your little ones too...'

It fell on deaf ears.

You see, this man who is so dearly loved, does not love himself.

He also is financially behind the eight ball, because his brother-in-law invested for him poorly, and all was lost.

He is a beautiful person who is lulled into this 'comfort zone' that is misery, and he accepts it.

Have I ever told him I see Our Lady and have since 1992? 

No.

How would he take it?  

How would he take the truth about the church?

The long-story short is that this man possibly will need some more time in 3D, no matter how much grace is given toward his awakening. He's just not 'ripe' yet to Ascend...

The Fun Neighbors

I asked someone who is OB-GYN I trained with if she was ready for Halloween? Her husband, also an OB-GYN, loves making the house scary for the neighborhood, and many come just to see it. Well, it turns out the orthopedic surgeon in the Doctor's Lounge is her neighbor too. And they spoke about a common neighbor who has 'a very nice house' and 'is really fun' and 'used to be a quarterback for Harvard'.

This couple, the 'fun' couple, throw many parties. They have a wall of wine bottles, that is beautiful, like in a restaurant, and have wine boxes all over the house. The estimate by the OB-GYN neighbor is ten thousand bottles. The ortho guy said, 'If you drink one bottle a day that's only three-hundred-sixty-five bottles. That's a long way from your estimate!'  He also has a friend who designed an app that will read the bar code on each bottle, create a file, and tell you which ones to drink next and with what meal (chicken or beef? etc) to get them at the peak flavor for the wine experience.

The ortho shared how when he golfs with the quarterback neighbor, he is the one who says, 'It's time to do a shot!' on the course and makes sure people have their bets on the game and keeps things 'lively'.  He is the coordinator for FUN!, he confessed.

My home is not in a gated community.  I enjoy it, but it would not meet 'nice' by any standards of my fellow doctors and surgeons. My home is half the square footage of theirs. And I know for a fact the OB-GYN is an amazing decorator because I know people who are happy to get her hand-me-downs in furniture each time she redoes her house!

The long-story short is that these people have 'played' the system and come out 'privileged' and ENJOY IT! For them, this 'lifestyle' is security, it is the reward that was delayed from all that study, education, and training...it is like a secret-hand-shake 'club' of affluence in that neighborhood, and they LOVE everything about their lives!  Why change? Why wake up? There is no incentive to do so...

Raising Awareness Outside The Bubble

My junior colleague ate lunch with me. He is a new father. I asked about the baby. He says she is getting more social, and he enjoys it very much. Already she is three months old.

He asked me about baby-proofing. I shared what I knew. 

He was surprised I only had one? 'You were so careful to do everything right with the baby-proofing!' he blurted out. He wanted to know why I didn't have more?

'I started late, and the father left me. I would have loved to have more.'

'Well, at least you are getting child support from him, to punish him, for leaving you like that.'

"Actually, I am lucky he is not asking for child support from me.' I shared.  He was young, and wasn't ready. He is involved, and even coached the basketball team now.

Long story short is this doctor 'played by the book'--dating, marriage, children after buying a home and is 'enjoying' his 'due reward' for being part of the system in his Asian culture. I, on the other hand, fit in to NOTHING of that, and yet, I love and support and enjoy my family too. He had an increase in awareness today, however, his 'comfort zone' is secure, and I doubt it will create the desire to 'awaken and work with Spirit' any time soon.

This Has Been My Angst The Last Few Days

As Ground Crew, a Star Seed who has been putting forth fearless and tremendous efforts at great sacrifice and personal risk to Help Others, I have been running out of steam.

Even with my most faithful followers, I can't seem to 'crack' the hold that money has on them. I try to lead by example. By giving donations to 'help' when times are tough in exceptional situations (I will no longer due this as I have to support my family, by the way, so don't ask.).  I work very hard, and I also ignore my son to be on the computer as much as I am. Yesterday he told me he 'hates Sundays' because we 'do nothing' and 'you are always on the computer'.

So I felt this sadness that Gaia is making this incredible gift, with all of Heaven and the Galactics pulling out the stops--to bring all of the inhabitants of Gaia into the New Age ALIVE and together as one...and people are so entrenched into the Matrix, into Money, into Security, into all the examples I have given...that it just won't work as fast as I would have preferred it to work. It IS unstoppable. But it might take years upon years for this 'New Renaissance' to actually happen.

It is progressing slow enough that I want OUT. I want to go HOME. So do many other Light Workers. I know several who have cut way back on their efforts too.

It's as if Humanity is refusing the GIFT of Ascension, Awakening, and becoming 5D...and it wounds my very heart, deeply...

So I went to the store. I had to get groceries. It was a short day. And in the produce aisle, selecting good things to eat for my family, I felt joy.

I also felt truth...

No one can hold me back from my own 5D experience--no one can slow down Gaia and her Ascension--no one can 'hold any other Lightworker BACK'--this is Illusion, the last illusion from the Matrix.

And it is GONE.

I release everyone to their own fate, for their highest good.

The reason I bring this up, is not to complain, but to get to YOU who are working so hard to awaken your loved ones...tirelessly giving of your heart, like me.

Let it go.

Seek your JOY.

Dance your dance. Sing your song...for YOU, and you alone.

If anyone wants to join you, go ahead, and let them dance and sing...

I'm opening my present. I really really wanted it. And when it arrives? I'm making sure they take pictures of it as I pull the ribbons open, and tear the paper, and AWAKEN in 5D with my heart--it's like a 'sneak preview' of the 'coming attractions' and I am going to imagine it until it arrives. Even if it takes the next fifty years for it to happen.

(for the record, I am 12 D. I am very high vibration. And I love Nature, which is at least 5D, possibly more...Many of you are higher D than you think. Just enjoy the ride, and let others take care of those who are asleep.)

Reiki Tells What Is Hidden

I went into my patient's aura today and went, 'WHOA!' It was a jumble of energy that was hard for me to interpret, which I didn't expect because of the sweet nature I met in pre-op. I also noticed something unusual clinically, a very rapid metabolism of both the anesthesia and pain meds, which was curious. I mentioned it to the daughter, my concern, for potential under medication on the floor for post-op pain due to this rapid metabolism of pain medicine, and how the patient would need her as her advocate to make sure the nurses gave as much as was needed to overcome the post-op pain.

It turns out that the energy and the life habits (which I won't go into and aren't horrible or anything) MATCH. I didn't disclose to the daughter anything about this work I do, but I did repeat over and over 'there is always hope. there is always hope. tell your mom there is always hope, no matter what the situation.'

I think it's just a yellow chakra imbalance in a big way...

Today I did a post op check. She had earrings she had made for me, my patient. I shared with her my own 'designer' bracelet, with healing crystals in it. She had bought 'chakra crystals' on her own, and was very curious. I gave her a full referral to the FB page Doctors With Reiki, this blog, and my favorite crystal store.

She also was curious about what Reiki is? I explained it's like acupuncture without needles, and accesses the body's own built-in healing mechanism. There are no side effects! So I got in her aura, felt the Reiki flow, and she felt it too.

She also made the connection that her 'feeling really good' after surgery--no nausea and little pain--was from the Reiki, and was excited about that. I counselor her to support her third chakra, the yellow one, with citrine.

It turns out her daughter is a massage therapist, and a healer too!

I enjoy working with my patients, in whatever way possible. I think we are reaching the point where this won't have to stay 'underground' in conventional healthcare soon.



Ross

Carla grew up today.

She went from 'hoping for a miracle for all' to a very realistic approach to the Ascension Process overall.

I have not had the time with her to coach her, or to lead. She has come up with this on her own, independent of me. And I join her in wishing for you to let go of the guilt when it comes to your inability to awaken others around you, especially ones you care about.

It is simple science that has to do with the aura and it's ability to accept a higher vibration--it comes from habitual thought patterns, character, soul development, and karmic debt.

ALL OF THIS IS OUTSIDE YOUR CONTROL and it's WAY BIGGER than you imagine.

Just leave it to What Is, and accept your gift.

About the money...what both of us ask if for you to simply make a little smiley face whenever you pay a bill. At the restaurant for sure. If possible, at the register at the store, and if you are really brave about it, on your billing slips when you pay by check in the mail.  We want to raise the vibration of the transaction to allow a little Love and Happiness to enter between you who pay and the one who gets the payment.

This is more important than asking you to give money to a cause.

We want you to release from your shackles. No matter how little or how much you owe, you have a smile and a pen and a hand that can put that smile in ink on where your money is going.

This will break the cycle of perpetual debt, and help to increase abundance into your heart. It will take away the fear of 'lack' and bring with it the notion that 'security' is (points to the sky) guaranteed! Not by NESARA or by any intervention. It is from your own ability to MANIFEST.

We are priming the pump to get that abundance for you flowing.

Now for those of you who are going to run to your bank account and watch for the numbers, you are going to be sorely disappointed. For money does provide you the means to 'do what you want' but is not an end in itself. The more the focus on the money, the less it will flow. The more the focus on your heart's desire--be it a trip to Italy, or a new house, or a Saturday night date at the movies that isn't on the couch with microwave popcorn and a remote--the more you align your power to manifest with the energies of the universe to help you.

Sometimes things will arrive because of a gift of a friend who has 'two extra tickets' and thought of you, right? You get the picture. The Universe has ways to provide outside the 'system'--yes?

And the more you help others, the more abundance will flow to you--only if it is without expectation of anything in return, it is heart-centered and balanced, and you really want the other to not suffer from their lack.

This is hard to explain for many. And perhaps this will be something to bookmark and revisit.

Either way, Carla opens her heart for you. Carla loves you. Carla is really unhappy ever since we missed the opening in December 2012. The energies have lagged for her. And she tried with all her might to make up for the difference in the hope of sparking a global awakening--somehow--in some way. Through her tireless efforts we have found you, and we thank you for your open hearts and joining the cause.

We are just about at the tipping point. With a little more effort, things that have been hidden, both for good and for shadow, will come to Light. Only the Light will prevail.

So Ebola, elections, and everything else you see in the news comes a close second to the miracle that is at hand--Gaia's awakening together with her inhabitants.

You have ring-side seats, the very best view in the house...so keep watching! (smiles)

Aloha and Mahalos,
Namaste,
Peace,

Ross and Carla
Your Reiki Doc family