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Friday, February 19, 2016

As Close As Twins -- Gaia News Brief 19 February 2016




Loving At Work

It's so nice there at work now! I don't mind the long hours. Neither do my colleagues. And we truly enjoy serving our patients.

The cases are difficult, challenging...and things go well.

Yesterday a surgeon said to me, with a smile, 'I like the way you think!' (I had made the 'twilight sleep' a 'snoring sleep' on purpose, and asked him to please agree with me--wink wink--that the patient was to be told they were  'awake and comfortable' throughout the procedure. This is to expedite the surgery, so there would be no movement of the surgical field, and also, in compassion for the very nervous patient.)

We anesthesiologists in our group were asked at the last minute to cover for the widower in the group, who was still out of the country visiting his deceased wife's family--not one but three people, possibly more--volunteered to take his first call.




Ross and I

For the last two days we have been very close.  He said since we are going to be together forever we might as well take the time to get to 'know one another'. <3

I like his jokes.

I also am close enough to him to have my deepest concerns and fears about us come out.

Would you believe a part of me has felt 'thwarted' for all these years since he transitioned, because I wanted to kiss his boo-boos for him, with love, and just be caring like that to him? I prepared his body for burial, but was in too much shock for this important gesture of love...in our last incarnation together.

So for the last two days I have been either held in his arms, just letting myself realize the nightmare is over...or randomly kissing his 'boo boos'.

Yesterday was a first where he held up a finger and said, 'here Carla, this part hurts' and I kissed it for him. Then he pointed to his arm or some other place, and I kissed it too.

We are working though our trauma now as a couple, and it is deeply healing for us both.



Vitaly

I had a very long post-call day. It was two p.m. and I needed lunch.

On the way home, I just wanted home and bed. Ross suggested my favorite vegan restaurant, but I just wanted home.

Then he suggested another vegan one.

I told him that even though I'm tired, I respect him as my partner, and I will go out of my way to do what he asks of me.

So I found some back route, drove past a real estate lawyer too (bonus!), and parked the car...only I couldn't find the place! I looked all over...I guess it was out of business but nothing even looked like I remembered.

This was at the Camp.

I DID see, what I had manifested--I have wanted to rest in a hammock for two days, and wow! There one was! (It felt wonderful).

There was also an Italian restaurant (I am now one percent fluent due to Duo Lingo app--I adore it!) so I enjoyed nature, and being out of the hospital, and not quite home yet with my responsibilities.

I took MANY photos of the area. It was the perfect lighting, and I was very happy to walk around after my meal, taking shots.

My photographic eye has been noticed in my blog work (I use a photo service as well as my own) and now two days in a row my own photos I have shot have been uploaded to other 'papers' on Twitter. This pleases me very much...

Ross also showed me a beautiful boutique.

This is significant, and I am almost in tears.

I have NEVER shopped at a boutique, because they are expensive. The ones in Berkeley by my school were like, WAY out of my budget.  The ones here cost even more.

But this one, Pùrre, was affordable.  There was a blue and white tee shirt dress with the name of my old counselor--'almost' on the label. I wanted it for a beach cover up but it didn't fit right. There were organic natural products, jewelry. I bought one eighties' style blouse made of tee shirt material. It has a tie at the neck...it's the color I wore to my bridal shower, and will add a little 'something different' to the jeans I always wear.

I was so glad I found this surprise, this chance to explore...

By the way the vegan restaurant was across the street, at the LAB Anti-Mall...my old hangout in the nineties...I was at the wrong place!






My Journal

Once home, Ross guided me to write. He asked me some questions. I was a little 'scattered'.  He was patient with me.

I found myself looking at photos of Maui, when Anthony was three. It was an anesthesia conference at the Hyatt in January 2009, at a luau. We are both smiling and wearing leis.

Ross had me look at her, the 'me' from the past.  He asked me 'do you still have that shirt?'.

I didn't.

It was before dad went on palliative care, and died.

It was before I changed hospital jobs.

It was before Reiki.

I had no clue about Ross or me, who my soul is.

I was surrounded by fear and sorrow.

I recalled how in September I met Tim Braun, and although I had found work, I was at an all-time low, because I was psychic and didn't understand why God made me 'different'.

Ross asked me to compare where I am 'now'.

It's so much better!

He asked me 'was it worth it?' (the change).

I said yes.

In the morning I had run into an old surgical technician from my old work, at the little cafe at this work. He said it had gotten so bad there that although he is a traveler nurse now, on his assignment there for one week he quit! He said it's 'all run down'.  The equipment--you can't get what you need--and the place is literally falling apart.

I gave thanks. Ross asked me what would have happened if I had stayed at that place?

We both knew the answer to his question.

He explained to me how good it is for me to explore and see new places; this is why he wants me to move. It's good for me.  When we stay in one place for too long, it stagnates the energy.

He then asked, 'where will you go next?'

My soul surprised me--it said, 'Shasta'.

I asked him, 'That's in Siskiyou county, right?'

He nodded yes.

So I looked online. I had remembered delight in that area as a child. It was so fresh and pure!

The homes were very inexpensive. In the winter they get snow...that would be something new for me in my retirement (I could retire if I moved there).

Then I saw that the views weren't so great. And also, it's super accelerating crime rates in nearby Redding.

It is the exercise of walking through the steps of a dream that was freeing and important exercise to do...





Heaven at Home

I hadn't seen Anthony for two days. I dropped him off last Wednesday morning at school. And he spent the night with his dad while I was on call.

He asked me to play Uno. I had just cleared and decluttered the kitchen a little. So we relaxed and played and laughed so hard.

Ross asked me, 'how is my family' with love.  I said, telepathically--for this is how we communicate--'we are having fun!' but I didn't mention anything out loud.

Then, he said something to Anthony! And Anthony hadn't heard him for some time, but Ross was going, 'hey hey hey!' in a friendly voice.

We were so relaxed that Anthony shared he had the song by Andrea Bocelli and Sarah Brightman in his mind all day, the 'Time To Say Goodbye' song.

So we changed it. We sang it while playing Uno:  Time To....Pick Up Cards...la la la la la...la la la la...

Moments like this ARE like Heaven.




Follow Your Soul

I never had a mentor who was incarnate.

I had a Reiki Teacher, and also, a Divine Peace Healing Teacher, and some advanced students to guide me through the classes and steps.

But the only one-on-one mentor I have had is Blessed Mother Mary in all of my spiritual growth.

I have my guardian angel too, Laetari, who I know now as Ross, my Beloved husband and twin.

I have done incredible things on my journey, all of which are recorded in this blog.

It's my 'guide map to Ascension'--my own story, for you to share.

Spirit guides me in everything I do, everything I say, everything I post, every interaction I have with anything or anybody. I am ALWAYS getting this 'input' from Source...

I am happy to be of assistance to those who are seeking spiritual guidance, both directly and indirectly.

You will know it is your 'calling' , your 'purpose', your 'life contract thing you incarnated to do'--when you have this passion to follow whatever it is your soul is guiding you to do (in my case, teach and write).

I don't know what that is, for you.  I can't see it with my third eye. I can 'sense' when energetically you are a 'good fit' with your energy. A little. I can't see the Akashic Records or the Pre Birth Contracts.

I am extremely careful with people who think I am 'wonderful'. Who think I am in some way 'the answer' ---people who put me up on a pedestal.  This is one lesson my teacher Anne taught well...because it's not healthy for either person in the situation. And the only place for the person on the pedestal to go is to fall.

Just like Anne, I will gently and consistently direct you back to Source, in Love, which is how it is supposed to be, and step right down off of any 'pedestal' you wish to create for me.

I will always be there for you, I will always love you.

Remember that this is Now (if we have a past life connection).

Remember that you have a purpose and will find it, when it is organically  the 'right' place and 'right' time for you in your own spiritual growth. It can't be rushed.

If I sense you are on the right track, which many times I do, I won't say a word. I will gently encourage you with my soul and my love and pray for blessings to surround you.

I will never say, 'Okay first step is THIS and next THAT and check back with me'.

That's 3D.

If you are on the wrong track, the only thing different is I might ask a question to help you to find your way.

If you are on the WAY wrong track, Ross and I will still love you unconditionally. And we will pray for your lessons to play out, and for you to come home, and stop going in the direction of more painful lessons for you.

This is not one but a handful of people we have seen in all kinds of situations--who come to us (by writing to me)....

I want to make it clear that we are high-level teachers in the sense we work with the energies and the collectives 'a little more', and the individuals 'a little less'--because it is in our 'assignment' we have been sent to 'do'.

I hope this makes sense.

Aloha and Mahalos, Namaste...








Ross

I wanted the Shangi-La sign image for MY part. (he giggles--ed--I sense he enjoys teasing me very much).

(hands folded in front of him--ed)  All is well.

All is well!

ALL IS WELL!!!

Everything is proceeding according to plan.

(raises one finger--ed)  I have to correct Cobra on some minor points:

  • the fairies are not 'just entering' they have always been on Gaia surface and the astral and etheric planes.
  • everything is 'safe' and has been under my control for a long time (mine and my teams)
  • there is a gentle 'awakening' that is happening. We are taking the 'scenic route' (slow)
  • all those predictions about money and power have a double-edge and as 'predictions' are trying to prolong what is third-dimensional in energy and thought. 
  • the MORE you feel that happiness in your heart, that calm, that JOY, that PEACE--the more you will know you are already in the finer vibrations of the 'higher realms' as we call it.
  • You will also find things humorous the perhaps in the past you didn't--for example, while looking up Shasta, Carla was asking me where the entrance to Agartha is?  And we both knew full well I WASN'T going to show her, and we totally cracked up.

(clap clap)  I want it to be SHORT and TO THE POINT!

You are living your life in the perfect way at the perfect time for YOU.

Look at Carla! It took her seven years to get to where she is today. From absolute nothing!

And where you are today, even if you have Ascended, it is not the end!

There is plenty of more 'growth opportunities and experiences' for you to explore!

So do!

(clap clap)

I only say this once:  I powerfully love you! You bring us great pleasure in all of your growth, your 'baby steps' you are taking in the higher realms.

The only difference between Heaven on Earth and Heaven (above) is that we KNOW about it--and you are 'finding your way'...

That's it!

The only difference it you are getting to explore 'something new' and 'having fun with it', Just like Carla at the Camp shopping area on her way home from work yesterday...

I know you are doing your best, you are exceeding our expectations, and Cobra--like it or not--is unsuccessfully trying to delay 'the inevitable'.

So enjoy the Higher Realms!  And all life has to offer (points to his chest--ed)  in HERE.

(clap clap!)




Aloha and Mahalos,
Namaste,
Peace,

Ross and Carla
The Reiki Doc couple

Wednesday, February 17, 2016

The Truth Fits -- Gaia News Brief 17 February 2016






Manifesting In Action

Yesterday I was scheduled to go to work to do one very small case. Already I had Monday off. I needed more work.

Again I was relaxed, let go of the outcome (this is the critical part), and let whatever was to happen, happen.

In other words, I accepted however it may turn out as being for the highest good, for me.

Guess what?

My relief was stuck over in the surgery center. I got one more case!

But then he came back...I didn't get the next one in the line-up. I was a little disappointed, but then, the charge nurse said, 'So and so is delayed, and can't come over to do this case. You will need to do it.'

I was like, 'Okay!'

But once I got the patient asleep and put in the tube, the 'so and so' walked in. They were surprised. I explained the situation, and what I did.  She said, 'this OTHER person should have come in my room and I should have had their lineup--with 'other' as call four (better position)--and her as call eight'.

She announced, 'I give you one half hour (before I relieve you)!'

I was like, 'Okay' and scrambled to catch up on the charting.

Laster...she texted me...would you like to keep the case and be call 8?

I called the front desk--'if I keep this may I go home after?'

Yes.

So I texted 'sure'.

And it was done.

I had time to pick up Anthony. I went home and made a special bracelet to control the blood sugar of a very close friend.

Spirit designed it. 'lots of pearls' and one more stone. They were beautiful faceted rondelles in a nice pink color...


The other day I had looked longingly at the sushi place with the little belt I used to visit when Anthony was with his dad. Only lately, Anthony doesn't like sushi or want to go.

My very dear friends who are visiting here from out of town posted a photo from there, and I was like, oh well, I guess I won't get to go.  We had dinner plans for yesterday.

Who would want to go two nights in a row to the same place?

THEY did!

The sushi belt is upgraded. Now instead of a waiter, the top belt brings your special order items to you, and it rings.

They even have a plate chute, and you get special films and awards when you have enough plates. A giant 'gumboil machine' gives you one 'shell'--we got a tiny sushi plate and a squid keychain...Our group had over fifty plates.






I Asked For It


Ross is soothing me right now. I have to write something very uncomfortable. He is playing me Time In A Bottle, by Jim Croce...it helps...


Yesterday morning I wanted to read up on the Grammy Awards. I wanted to see the latest videos of what they were really doing with that 'ceremony'.

As you very well know, I have been awake and aware to the actions of Those Who Do Not Have Our Best Interest At Heart since I read this article and every hyperlink attached to it, when it was first posted in July 2012.  

I have educated myself by watching videos, mostly of the 'stories from survivors of  ritual abuse' kind. 

I know a survivor who has gone on to become a Christian minister/counselor--this person work in the area but I won't expose the identity. She was a multiple personality disorder, who said her father used to impregnate her and then sacrifice the baby at birth. She has been pregnant MANY times, and no one ever suspected a thing because she was a big girl--people thought it was just the weight.

I like to think of myself as 'on the same team as Jesus'.

I learned of him when I was seven. My mother taught me to pray every night. We went to Bible school, at a local church. Our family was catholic, but we went there. When Pastor Peek started to talk politics, daddy stopped going.

He said church and politics shouldn't mix.

Mom tried valiantly to keep us going to church, but it was hard all by herself. We were little. 

We stopped going.

I went to mass on Easter with my cousins in Morongo Desert when our family was there. zWe stayed at my Aunt Jean's cabin, and all of us rode motorcycles in the day and slept on the floor in sleeping bags at night.)

I wanted to take communion like them, but I couldn't. I never had the education to do it--neither did my sister.

But when she was seven and her friend took the catechism, mom signed us both up, bless her, and I was one of the oldest first communions ever.  

It was one of the happiest days of my life.

I went to mass every week for the rest of my life until July 2012 when I read that article.  (It says where the headquarters of the church of satan is. ) I didn't want one penny going to the deep pockets of that organization. 

Once I made Karuna Reiki level, I began to work closely with my Karuna Reiki guides. I have two. This is highly unusual. I have the Buddha, and also, Jesus, too.  I see them, I talk with them. I also talk with the Archangels.  Divine Mother and Divine Father too. Many advanced Reiki students work with these Divine Guides. How do you think Jesus did his miracles? Legend has it Mikao Usui spent thirty years of his life researching original documents in Greek, Tibetan, and Japanese to answer the question posed to him by a student--'how did Jesus do the miraculous healings of the body?'

I always love my guides.

I always strive to be their hands and hearts incarnate on earth for them. You know? To help OUR team, for Heaven.

So...

Yesterday I saw three videos:
  1. https://youtu.be/Xi68YyOzjeE
  2. https://youtu.be/5mga_4b8YrQ
  3. https://youtu.be/XaI8kpnE7oM
What kind of freaked me out is I had a dream about Lady Gaga and Carrie Underwood. At 0700 February 15, 2016, I wrote in my journal how I had dreamed of an apartment full of roommates. Then I took Lady Gaga and Carrie Underwood to get their hair done by my stylist Ed. It was for something. And I was able to take my mom in to meet them. My mom embraced Lady Gaga and was very happy, delighted. I didn't know the two had such a connection. (both are Italian, but for mom it was the happiest she had ever been in her life, and I told Gaga).

Gaga didn't like that. She also didn't like me. She acted afraid of me, and was openly annoyed. 

I woke up. 

I don't watch T.V., and I didn't KNOW she was in the Grammy awards. And I usually never dream!

But I spoke with Parmahansa Yogananda immediately after Gaga in the dream. I have completed his two volumes, 'The Second Coming of Christ'.  We had an interesting exchange, in my dream/spirit, as it was early morning. I let him know who I am, openly, and asked him what he did for me in his book? (completely ignored my role in his discussion on 'salvation').  He took responsibility. Then I had this energy flowing out from my core--it is the Gaia Consciousness. It feels wonderful, like Nature and Life is in complete and total harmony on earth. Ross came behind me, and he has the Christ Consciousness coming from his core--and he embraced me, wrapping his arms from behind. 

This energy is incredibly soothing, and now, blended, and going out to humanity since just before  0700 on Monday.

Well back to Tuesday morning...at the computer...when I innocently 'clicked' a 'like this page' on FB as requested by the channel person narrating the video, because as DWR I wanted to support their work.

Well, out of the blue, someone made a comment to a Reiki Request from last August--about how--(Ross wants me to post it word for word and all of our interactions)



Reader:  Reiki is not healing from the God of Abraham Isaac and Jacob, it is new age healing and not good! Read, meditate and speak the healing scriptures out loud! Something worse might come on you later if you get into new ave healing! Chrystal's nonsense from evil! God heals through chosen vessels, prayer and his Holy Word!
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Doctors With Reiki Ross and I thank you for your share. We do read, and live, what is in the Bible in all we do. We love everyone. Aloha and mahalos, Namaste, Peace.
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 Do you charge money for this reiki filth!
LikeReplyMessage18 hrs



Reader: I bet these 6000 likes that maybe using reiki are sicker than me!
With love and gratitude to you for your honesty, we send you our heartfelt blessings in Peace. You are beautiful an perfect the way you are. Forever. Namaste. This is from Ross for you with so very much love: John 14:6New International Version (NIV) 6 Jesus answered, “I am the way and the truth and the life. No one comes to the Father except through me."
I am showing you love in telling you that if you are either practicing reiki or engaged in it yourself, you are engaged in the demonic! You have been forwarded in Jesus mighty name!
Forewarned!
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 Ross told me not to say anything more.

All the interactions described in the book by Paramahansa Yogananda about the end of Jesus' life suddenly made sense!

All the miracles.

All the refusal to believe.

The attack on Jesus that WAS from satan--there was no other way to describe it. The people were in a frenzy to crucify him. Even Pilate couldn't get them to calm down, saying, 'he is innocent'.

I realized at once WHY Ross has been guiding me to move to my friend's home all this time--there is a courtyard, and a gated community. The entire house and back yard is extremely private. 

I wished I had spoken up and accepted the offer to purchase it a long time ago. 

Even if it is far away from everything, and we have to let go of all of our community we love.

This person is just the tip of the iceberg!

Their hate is overwhelming!

Because 'their Jesus' is 'what they were taught' and 'what they have believed' and 'this is perceived as an attack'.

My good friends were so wonderful to see last night. I love them like family, she is my sister, and I am too embarrassed to talk about these things. But SHE 'feels energy' too--and she is the one who explained to me why this man was attacking me for my 'Reiki Filth'.

She also said that at CERN, they are 'trying to find data to prove there are multiverses'.

When she said that, I went, 'Oh my GOD! so THAT is to CREATE that which has never been CREATED that Gaga was talking about!'

They wanted to make a new Universe for the Dark!

Fortunately, I KNOW in my bones, that Creator of All That Is, and my uncles, Creators Of The Multiverses--Uncle Belu, Uncle Wawa, Uncle Marty, and Uncle Sid are way too smart for any of that.

And besides, people are getting bored.

Those Who Do Not Have Our Best Interest At Heart are dependent on two things to survive--the attention of the public--and MONEY. Lots of it. 

Remember how with the super bowl people just said, 'It's fixed'?


The young people are just higher evolved souls.

And as the vibrations on surface Gaia go UP, the dark ones will lose their hold on the public.

It is happening as we speak.

I wish to thank everyone personally who responded to my Reiki Request for me and Ross with this reader--to help us endure and to turn the other cheek.  Around three p.m. I felt it, and I felt a calm washing over me. 

I know everything is going to be okay...

It finally arrived, too. My pre-ordered Doreen Virtue card decks, 'The Loving Words From Jesus'.  I had ordered three.http://shop.angeltherapy.com/loving-words-from-jesus-card-deck

I got the one that was 'Let not your heart be troubled, neither let it be afraid' John 14:27)...







Ross

I am not angry at this 'reader' who harassed Carla and accused her in mistake.

Neither is Carla.

We are both shocked and upset by the hatred that was exposed to Carla at this time.

Carla understands who she is, and totally accepts it.

As do I, when I was incarnate and walked upon the Earth.

If anything were to happen to either of us, LOVE.

I want you to love everything and everyone, with your heart.

It is the only way to achieve independence from those who do not have our best interest at heart. (please note I do not capitalize it--nothing is capitalized for me--he smiles)








Aloha and Mahalo,
Namaste,
Peace,

Ross and Carla



Tuesday, September 16, 2014

The Reiki Symbol For Security



This is my Nana. Nana Angelina. She is what kept me from losing hope with a very angry mom and a lot of discord in the house where I grew up. She is both my grandmother and godmother. She watched me while my mother worked.

She is my security.

I never had a blanket. Or a stuffed animal when I was very little.

But I had Nana. I had her my whole life, almost.

I was there with her when she died.

I helped escort her Home when she transitioned.

Jesus walked on her right and me on her left. I've NEVER seen him escort anyone home! But that's another story...http://reikidoc.blogspot.com/2013/11/what-i-just-saw-with-my-third-eye.html

It was a happy day for her.


This morning I felt the joy in our home, the contentment. I was ready to wake up and make breakfast. My boy was sleeping contentedly. The sun wasn't anywhere near coming up.

And I sent Reiki.

I fumbled with the feeling and trying to sent it through the Reiki 'connection' I have to my readers. I felt clumsy, and slow, when I otherwise in some other symbols wouldn't. There was a symbol I needed, but it didn't know.

Ross my twin soul, and my husband, came at once.

He held me, and behind my back he made the symbol for our readers, and I combined my energy with his. I saw beautiful colors come out my hands for the healing.

Ever the teacher, he showed me how this symbol is drawn. And he came up with the name--Security.

Security is the greatest gift.

Nana still gave it to me with her smile, and her frail body. Myself and my son, despite the Alzheimers--she always remembered. We were that close and nothing could take it away. Her eyes lit up in recognition, every time she saw me.


Here she is admiring the tablecloth and telling me how beautiful the furniture and place setting is...


So here is the symbol, and how to draw it. You don't need any Reiki training at all to use it, because it's a gift from Ross.

It works no matter what, as long as your heart is in the right place...when you draw it for your clients, patients, your family, or yourself. Just write it in the air above the skin, and that's it. Drawings to help you focus on yourself or on paper or other items is just fine too.

here is the direct link:  http://youtu.be/1PpkmvvAvbY


I used to have nightmares about Nana leaving me, when I was nine. I dreamt about her funeral, and my being alone.

I am so happy it took forty more years for it to happen.

Thank you Creator for giving me my Nana Angelina to love.


Aloha and Mahalos,
Namaste,
Peace,

Reiki Doc

Monday, September 1, 2014

The Archangel Healing Key: A Taste Of Home



These Archangel Healing Keys came to us mid-June. Archangel incarnate Lauren had been given them. She is the one who had the first symbol of Galactic Reiki that was given to me last year, and then the rest of the symbols for it 'came through' directly to me.

This summer, Lauren was given the 'nudge' to begin sharing the Healing Keys with me.

My soul thirsted for them.

And this one, in particular, meant so much because it was Ross who selected it, telling Lauren to 'give her a taste of Home.'

The Archangel Healing Keys, and Attunement Keys, have come through now to both of us, and we share them both with each other and now, with guidance from the Archangels and Ross, with you.

In Order, they are:

And now here is the Lyra Constellation Grid Key:

Here is the direct link in case the photo link to the video doesn't show up on your device: http://youtu.be/5Wf3yxoLQ4k?list=UU5flTzalmrU0fh33F2BksEw


Ross wants me to share about 'The Lesson'.

Um? I'm not sure about the lesson?

He says, 'The Lesson of What You Are'

Okay...I used to go out to the desert with my family, to Giant Rock, to UFO conventions, when I was three as far as I could remember, possibly before... I felt at home there, and also I felt like there was no struggle to understand these things. I wondered why the people going there felt this need to 'search and connect' and also to 'believe' because simply, in my mind, 'it just IS'.

I remember SEEING people from 'other realms' there, incarnate in human form, and feeling their energy signatures and just knowing who they were, and not making a big deal about it. For a every convention that was attended by hundreds of people, about five were not from Earth. And pretending to be. And the guy in charge who stood at the podium and talk a lot, George something or other, who invented the something-o-tron--for all his interest he didn't have a clue--as far as I could sense with my intuition. A Galactic would not need to make a big to-do about these things, I knew, in my heart.

Growing up, my uncle Beni read all sorts of magazines about UFO's. I would stay with him while he read. They were horrifying articles and photographs, tales of mutilation and abduction. I wondered how he could long to meet such beings? He told me of never having to eat or sleep, and being able to travel far distances. I sensed in some way my uncle remembered who he was and yet I couldn't convince him we were here for a reason and he might as well enjoy it?

Camping with Uncle Beni and my family started to freak me out--about UFO's and Bigfoot. My parents and he would talk about them around the fire at night, and my sister and I didn't want 'them to come' the way the adults did. They openly invited them to 'show up'--right then and there, much to our horror! I decided they might be real, and I never wanted anything to do with them at all.

Until my son was born a good time later, and began to show interest in all things UFO. He never spoke of it with Uncle Beni. He couldn't get enough books and I would take him to the used bookstore to buy books with lots of pictures. He was very excited, and frankly, I was happy he would read! I was disappointed, however, to the reaction he got when he would take the books in for 'sharing' at the preschool. 'We don't talk about those things' the teacher would say, and keep him from sharing.

I thought long and hard about it, and with my mother's heart I knew the child had reason not to fear, and to feel 'close' to these beings and their craft, their flight ships...so I opened my mind and heart to the possibility that they just might be some nice ones 'out there'...

It wasn't until Cobra looked me straight in the eye at a conference, and answered my question of 'how do you know you are a star seed?' with the answer, 'you feel an overwhelming desire to Go HOME.' that I knew my own true identity.

I also knew twenty years ago, that the Jesus I saw after communion in my mind's eye, the one who wore an ivory space suit with a triangular gold logo on the heart and looked incredibly handsome, was the real Him. It seemed the most natural thing in the world for him to be like this, and therefore so it was for me. (I also saw this logo for the first time in a Tachyonized amulet Cobra had for sale--there was only one and I bought it. It is the logo for Atlantis.)

I remember looking at the seat Jesus was in with fascination. There was no connection to anything, his chair. It just floated and held him steady as he sat. He waved his hand underneath to show me there was no invisible support or trick--it was the technology--and I marveled at it with delight!

Another funny thing, about these brief meditations on my knees after communion, in the pew, was that not only did I pour my heart out to Jesus with my troubles--but sometimes he asked advice of me. He enjoyed sharing with me his accomplishments (the design of the New Gaia--at the time I didn't know what it was, but that was it) and visibly enjoyed my enthusiasm. And when he asked for my input, he listened raptly to my every word, as if he valued my perspective!  (to be honest, I was super attracted to him, for he was more like a movie star than an actual movie star, with the charisma and the handsomeness, but I told myself he was Jesus, and people don't have crushes on him because it's 'not right').

Since then, I have worked very hard in spirit, on my growth. I have Ascended. I have met my spiritual mother, and she has explained to me very much about Galactic Society, and our Family of Archangels. She is incarnate, but has the memories. And ever since medical school, I could visit Divine Father as well, in his office, in meditation. Not everyone has the energy signature that is compatible for seeing Him (he is very high energy).

And there is Ross, my beloved Illuminated Twin! We are the youngest in the family. And this is why Ross chose to share with me, 'a taste of home'.

All of this makes sense, and it will to you too, in time, as you work on raising your vibration to the highest possible level. These healing keys will really help you in this regard too.

Okay Ross, are you satisfied with my reply?

He nods 'yes' and says one more thing, 'I love you. Thank you for giving your day to our purpose. I know you are on your free time with your son, and except for breakfast today has been all work. I will make this up to you in due time. Thank you for assisting us with your service honey. Peace.'


Aloha and Mahalos,
Namaste,
Peace,

Reiki Doc

Wednesday, July 2, 2014

The Coming Light



To one who has faith, no explanation is necessary. To one without faith, no explanation is possible.  Thomas Aquinas


I am a mystic.

It you knew my last name, you would smile to yourself, at the recognition.

Mother promised me to Mother Mary while she carried me in her womb. She wore a Miraculous Mary medal around her neck the whole time. I enjoyed going to church and Bible school growing up. I made my first communion late--my mom took care of me and my sister at the same time. She was seven and I was twelve or thirteen. I made my confirmation the year after. Around that time, my grandfather passed. I remember reading up at the podium during the rosary for him, and I felt this energy I had never felt before in my life, surge through me and connect me with those present instantly and with the heart! Everyone spoke how nicely a job I had done, after all, it was family...

But I really enjoyed it.

In High School I joined Campus Life Youth For Christ organization. I went to Bible studies before school and social/bible study meetings on week nights. It was a non-denominational organization with many fun things for my friends and I to do together. I enjoyed being in the Haunted House the most. It was a major theatrical event in our community, and one night my two friends and I we earned 'best room in the house'. (I came home that night with full makeup, and poked my head in the front window as mom was up late waiting for me--I got a huge scare out of her too!)

At twenty-one I got my first Rosary, and I prayed it constantly. Especially when I graduated, and I had to commute to work. It helped to calm my fears.

Through a 'twist of fate', my husband's family got involved with the Medjugorje movement in 1990, when I was twenty-five. A family friend who also was involved owned a hearing aid business. This is how we got to know Barbara Matthias, the only medically-confirmed Visionary of Blessed Mother. Barbara has Turner's Syndrome, and is deaf, and we would supply her with her earthly needs.

On a visit to Santa Maria, to Barbara's house, I was meditating calmly next to her. I noticed around the room how everyone was 'taking' of Our Lady's energy! I decided, stubborn as I am, to be the one that gives love and adoration to her!!!

As I was holding my hand up like Barbara, the thought crossed my mind that perhaps I was touching Our Lady someplace that might be inappropriate? I asked myself I wonder where might I be touching her?

On my tummy! I heard, her voice for the first time. I also heard her beautiful tinkling laugh.

I haven't stopped hearing it since. I also see and touch and write messages that come to me through her, sometimes every day in a notebook journal I always have near my bed. I have a footlocker trunk filled with them.

This morning, before breakfast, she promised me a message. Since I have felt under the weather, my boy and I went to a local breakfast place to eat. She promised to wait.

On the way home, my boy wanted to stop in at our local catholic church. They had rebuilt it since we stopped attending, and he wanted to see how 'the place now looked'.

We turned in and it was vastly different! I was saddened to see the old church where he had been baptized had been demolished. Gone was the part of nature to the left of the church, where we threw rocks and played after mass. All of the trees and the places we hid and ate donuts were changed.

And I felt a very, very strong connection to go inside the chapel--we tested the door and it was open!

You can imagine my surprise that we were not alone. People were scattered across the chapel.

I had not set foot inside any catholic church in over one year, the last being in France with our family.

I saw the eucharist, up in the special container for Adoration.

I felt at Home. I used to be very devout, and often would enjoy passing an hour once a week in the company of the Lamb of God. I asked my son permission to stay for a while, and he said yes. He silenced his cell phone and amused himself while I prayed.

I see Jesus.

I have seen him ever since I went to mass while I was in medical school. It happened after I made communion, and would be on my knees in deep meditation on Him.

He was handsome! So much so that I could barely remind myself that he was in fact Jesus and only the Church was married to him! I told mom he looked 'like a movie star', which he did.

He took an interest in my life.

One day, when I was despondent about my divorce, and my probability of never meeting anyone again, I was on the steps of St. Brigid church in Pacific Beach. Jesus gave me a sign--it was a cricket with one back leg missing. When He sent me that sign, I would know, my man was on my way.

That sign came late last year, I was so surprised to see it! I had almost forgotten the message, it had been over twenty years ago...

But I digress...today I was asked to give Reiki, with every symbol I know, through the host to all Catholic churches and organized religion everywhere.

Yes, Jesus knows I do Reiki, and in fact, He is okay with it!

When I was attuned to Karuna Reiki, He showed himself as my guide. I have two. The Buddha is the other.

On my knees before the eucharist, I realized the importance of our prayer and support and healing for those who are deeply into the belief system that has been told to them throughout the ages.

I felt the spirituality of those present, and I felt their Light. It is focused 'the Catholic Way' only, and I sense that it will be quite difficult for them to 'let it go' when all of us Ascend to the Higher Realms together!

Even now, as I write, a neighbor across the street has the garage open, and is singing Christian Rock Music at the top of his lungs!

This part of our society is everywhere--people are sure of their being 'saved' and are confident one their 'entry to Heaven' when they die--no matter how much love was in their heart, or lacking, no matter how they made choices to treat others, according to the Good Rule, or 'looking out for number one'.

I ask for you to include these brothers and sisters who put WWJD bumper stickers on their cars, and Not Of This World tee shirts on their bodies, in your daily meditations and healing prayers for Light.

May the Love of our Ascended Masters, Angels and Guide support them in the discovery of Truth, and may their hearts be touched by all we share as Children of God and being Alive.

May Gaia ground all negativity and surprise of the people as the lies that have been hidden from us come to Light.

I long to go back to a realm where angels and normal, and Love reigns supreme, 24/7, 365 days a year, for all eternity, forever and ever.

It is my sincerest hope, that perhaps it is your desire that you will join me there, too?


Namaste.
Aloha and Mahalos,
Peace,


Reiki Doc

Saturday, June 14, 2014

Revealing The Truth




This lesson is not going to be pleasant.
Not for me.
Not for many, many, many of you.

If you have the highest vibration in your heart while you are reading this,  it is going to help.

Are you ready?

Let's begin.


I signed my boy up for Christian Preschool, and he has had an expensive, 'exclusive' education ever since.  I signed him up thinking that at a Christian place, everything would be like this--all angels and halos and loving God. The kids were not allowed to wear or bring anything superhero to the school. It was a policy. Why?, I asked the director of the preschool, Miss M, innocently. We were catholic, but this Christian school was reputable and very close to my work. (Two colleagues highly recommended it and had their children there.)

Because Jesus is our superhero! she said without batting an eye.

Fast-forward many years later to grade school. My boy is having emotional breakdowns, out of the blue, which I can't understand. Last year, as he says,  he felt like he was good at everything and he was very happy.  And this year? His teacher showed favoritism. She labeled him as defiant and spoiled. He felt like nothing he could do could please her. That day, his teacher, 'Blanca Nieve', who runs the before-school daycare, told him 'Santa was a big fat lie, the tooth fairy was fake, there never were any leprechauns, the Easter bunny is not real, and it is the parents who do all the gifts. Only Jesus and the Church are real! You should go to church!' He argued with her, because he is not old enough to 'figure it out' and Santa is the most important thing in the world for him. She didn't back down. She tried to break him. 

Then it turned out the reason why he wanted to be home schooled and never wanted to go to school again, EVER, is the bullying.

My boy is built like a football player. He is a little on the heavy side. The teacher is a runner. And Blanca Nieve is from Ecuador and wants everyone to think she is from France and dresses like a 1950's movie star every single day.

Apparently there are children of the staff at the school. They are treated preferentially and also have formed a clique on the playground and no matter what, when they are angry or losing a game, even his best friend calls him 'fatty'.

I held him and consoled him the best I could. He was so upset, he had an asthma attack, almost threw up, and threatened suicide with a plan. (He told me what and how he would do it and I would wake up in the morning and find him dead.) He threatened it TWICE. I promised him I didn't understand bullying myself, but had experienced it. And I will find him someone who does, and we will both figure out with this person what to do next. And NO, he does not ever have to go anywhere that treats him like that again, even if it means home schooling.




Love Is The Solution For Everything.

Sometimes that is really hard to do.

I wanted to kill Blanca Nieve for what she did. And I didn't give the teacher 'Zola Budd' a gift for the last day of school, just because of all the emotional damage she has caused to this boy. This wasn't the first breakdown because of her actions--however, it was by far the worst and the most troubling to me as a parent.

As I rested, for I am  on duty at the hospital, I imagined a meeting in the 'Principal's Office' with me, Blanca Nieve, Zola Budd, and the mothers of the two 'Staff Kids' in his class who torment him.

Then I saw it, clear as day, the lesson that is irony both for them and for you,  dear One!

Shall we move on to the 'meat and potatoes' of our subject?



Blanca Nieve has been conditioned by the powers that shape society as we know it, that the Roman Catholic Church is the be-all, end-all for the human condition. It has gotten to the point where it reinforces itself in her thinking; it has become an 'us versus them' in her heart--that all Catholics are 'good' and 'what is in the Bible takes precedence over all that could ever contradict what is written, making cannon fodder for anything that gets in the way--including the heart of a boy whose parents made the choice to let him believe in Santa for their family to celebrate Christmas.'

She will block anything and everything that does not reinforce her belief system. She will pray for others and donate money, thinking that is what is best for everything and everyone on the planet.

Even the Buddhists who are devout and highly spiritual, to her, are in need of a 'spiritual make-over'; they should be Catholic if they are going to get into Heaven!

This is mind control at its finest. The Jesuit agenda escapes her. There is no Illuminati influence at the Vatican, or rightly, inside the hidden corridors, nothing whatsoever could be happening in that 'Holy Place', as far as she is concerned.

People worship God, but sometimes they might not tell you in fact which God is the one they actually serve. There are two. There is the one everybody thinks we all worship, when in fact there is a 'hidden' one who is the polar opposite of what everyone thinks is 'The Big Man In The Sky'.

Look at the work of the brave Kevin Annett if you wish to find the 'truth about Santa' when it comes to the Catholic church. There is pedophilia that is organized and far worse than anything that has ever been published in the news to this time. Just search with his name, and let Spirit take you from there.

P.S.  I am a mystic, and have had spiritual connection to Blessed Mother, Mary, since 1992. My channellings are published and read worldwide. Blanca Nieve has no idea of this. This is a second 'truth about Santa' for her. My boy got his first message from Mary in Paris in 2011 when we were inside the Cathedral of Notre Dame. She wanted him to tell me to buy a particular statue of her with the baby jesus. It cost ninety euros, but she insisted. And he delivered that message perfectly to me from her.




'Zola Budd' called my boy 'spoiled' on the pajama day where they watch movies and celebrate the end of school with a big class breakfast.

He wanted to watch the film he had brought, Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles, instead of Frozen.

I have never seen Frozen. I know it is incredibly popular. I asked him in the car about the story and the plot.

There is a girl who dies and the mother saves the head and freezes it. Then she brings her back years later. Then the girl has her parents die, and she...

I let him know I had heard enough.

Did you know that Disney Entertainment is highly encouraged to be watched by victims of Monarch Mind Control Programming? If you are familiar with MK Ultra, or the work of Joseph Mengele, you will know there is a system of breaking down the psyche of the individual, and 'rebuilding it', in the case of MK Ultra, to make a 'Delta' of an unstoppable assassin warrior who will never get caught under the worst types of torture to get them to talk? Only the 'handler' can control them with symbols and code words to 'set them off'. And with Monarch Mind Control, you also get different types of mind-controlled slaves, some as 'kittens'--the child sex slaves for the organization--and also some destined to become many entertainers and celebrities who are popular today?

If you would like to be informed on this delicate subject, Roseanne Barr is one who 'got out' of the system, and speaks publicly about it. And I bet Roseanne watched lots and lots and lots of Disney entertainment.

If you still are convinced that Disney is family-friendly, well, you might want to ask yourself what is in common with Snow White, Lilo and Stitch, Dumbo, Lion King, Pinocchio, Cinderella, Alice in Wonderland, Jungle Book, and Frozen?

Where are the parents? Did they die?

And in others, are the parents actively caring for their young? Or do they seem preoccupied and 'out of it' and not worthy of respect?




this kitten is forever sovereign and free
In my immediate past life, I was one too.




Why are kids so cruel these days? Why are there the Ben Breedloves of the world dying right and left? http://reikidoc.blogspot.com/2011/12/rip-ben-breedlove.html  The gay kids who commit suicide so much that there are 'It Gets Better' programs all around the world to help these precious souls make it to adulthood? What about the heroin overdoses? The terrible gangs where parents bury their children right and left?

What is happening to our children?

Is it an accident?

Who is going to protect our future generations when in fact is it the adults who believe in lies which are far far worse than Santa Claus, The Tooth Fairy, and the Easter Bunny?

I held him in my arms, as he sobbed bitter, bitter tears, and asked me, looking me in the eye, 'Did you buy me my watch at Christmas?'

I nodded yes through my own tears.

'And was is YOU who bought the X-Box too, when I was six?'

I nodded, and cried harder than him, for I knew his innocence was lost and was never coming back. I chose to break it, so that he would never be ridiculed or humiliated by anyone like Blanca Nieve again.

'But WHY the LIES? I hate surprises! And I HATE LIES!!! How could you have been lying to me for all this time? How could EVERYONE lie?'

And I thought.

I spoke from my heart, 'Santa is real. He is in the heart. But he needs the help of parents. Santa is love--love for wanting children to be happy and enjoy Christmas--'

And he cut me off, 'Are you sure SANTA is JUST NOT A MEANS OF SELLING THINGS and MAKING FUN OF CHILDREN BY FOOLING THEM INTO BELIEVING SOMETHING THAT IS A BIG FAT LIE???'

And we cried.

For the painful lesson has been taught to me.

Out of the mouths of babes.

He is right.








Aloha and Mahalos,
Namaste,
Peace,
Reiki Doc


P.S. we are starting counseling and are making a decision about the school and the teacher over the summer.


P.P.S.   I see Him too. And He is very kind and nice. The church made Him into something he is not.
So, if you feel close to Him, and have a connection, that is true. His love for you that you feel, and you for him, is very, very real. There is no church or religion that is needed to know His heart and have Him help guide you in your daily life. In fact, He is happy to be of assistance in any way He can!

He is a prophet, a teacher, and guide to many, and in fact, one of my Karuna Reiki guides. The Buddha is the other. The Buddha is very kind and nice also.



P.P.S. I left the church in July 2012 once I learned of the Jesuit agenda. I wanted my donations not to go to that organization.