Friday, June 29, 2018

Getting Out Of The Way

COPENHAGEN - SEPTEMBER, 10: Tourists on cruise liner. Port established record in 2011: number of passengers were up13% and were more than 355 ocean cruise vessels in Copenhagen, on September 10, 2011

Our count is down to three hundred and fifty five days until 'you can mark it on your calendar things are going to be better'.

Day 356 was a rough one for me. I had the hotel booked, I actually checked in online for a six p.m. arrival...and I never showed up until three in the morning. It was a long, very challenging call.

Because I knew it was coming--I felt it--I declined someone's request for me to work today. I have it off. I knew and I sensed that Thursday would be a day of recovery and low ability to accomplish the things I needed to do around the house. So Friday would make sense for me to stay home.

Also, there is a beach day at the summer day camp program. However, today Jared is picking Anthony up to take him camping over the weekend. So why pay for the daycare if he can't enjoy a full day at the water? Right? Go ahead and save the money.

LONDON - APR 15. Emirate stadium tours in London, England. Emirate stadium is one of biggest stadium in UK, with 60,355 seats established on Ju 22, 2006

My priorities yesterday were to rest. I didn't get much chance, a physician had booked a quick case to go at seven a.m. It was booked around two thirty a.m. So the charge nurse thought I should be the one to do it as I am on call. 

I said, 'my call lasts until seven a.m. but not past it. If there is a gap, then the lowest on the list gets the case before their lineup (Call Dr. A) but if Dr. A doesn't respond, then make Dr. G come in from home. After that, then call me as I am not far from the hospital'.

The panicked nurse called me at six-thirty a.m. 

I said I would come in.

I staggered to the bathroom, dazed, trying to wake up, as the text had come in during a deep sleep.

By the time I had voided and washed my hands, the phone rang again.

Dr. A had called back, and would do the case.

I texted back, 'Thank you Jesus'.

The nurse said, 'I was just panicking because no one was answering me' (I had told him not to bother anyone until five thirty a.m.)

I said, in response, 'I would have done the same thing if I was in your situation. I totally understand'.

So I had breakfast before the free breakfast closed, and I went back to sleep. 

Jared was taking Anthony hiking (they went eight miles!) so I didn't have to rush.  I stayed until checkout.

Then I went for a float. 

I stopped by a Japanese market and bought a donabe ceramic cooking pot (it's made in Iga, Japan, I got the good one, size six)...I had wanted one for a long time, looked them up online, and even bought the donabe cookbook. I almost bought the one with the sakura design on it. But something didn't feel 'right'--I looked, it was from China, not Japan, and it's the clay that's the most important part for it, where the clay is sourced from, and the best in the world is from Iga, Japan. 

I enjoy knowing my way around a Japanese market, and having experienced Japan with my own eyes and my own heart. 

It shows.

I got more smiles from the Asian men than I ever had -- crazy white woman who is Asian inside!--I had on my jade and my Angels baseball shirt and shorts...either way it's nice to keep everyone guessing. 

DUBAI, UAE - SEPTEMBER 27: Jumeirah Emirates Towers, which rise to 355 m and 309 m, located on the Sheikh Zayed Road, night scene on September 27, 2012 in Dubai, United Arab Emirates

On the way to work yesterday, as I chanted, the Buddha had my right arm in his left elbow, and we walked along a pathway to the party. I could see off in the distance the festivities, the lights, and the crowd. There was an air of excitement!

When I walk, like the true introvert I am, I never really look UP. It's like I'm always looking for money or something a little on the ground. (When I do find it I pick it up). So in my field of view, the half-field, really, looking partially up, I saw something in front of me, a man, in off-white clothing that didn't look like anything I'd see on earth, thin, and VERY tall! I'm talking basketball player tall. And I'm like, five foot two.

My heart both leapt and lurched at the same time.

There's no mistaking who it was!

Was I ready? Is this it? What do I say? What do I do?

Buddha disappeared.

I looked slowly up, to this wonderful smile and Ross gently bending down towards me!

I was overwhelmed with happiness to see him, and also, acutely aware of the confusion in that socially, I had no clue what to do next in this situation.

Ross read it on my face, and gently took my arm and led me to a small room to the my left on the side.  If you've ever been to a Jewish wedding, there is a tradition for the couple to have breakfast alone before the big party.

So we sat. Ross and I drank something, he offered it to me. It was warm, and it wasn't coffee, it wasn't alcohol, but if helped me not to be hungry. It came in little cups with handles like our coffee cups here. Ross' cup sure looked very tiny on him.

This is where I noticed all of the hard work for Ross and his teams to rebuild our relationship has paid off:  I looked at Ross, and said plainly, I'm SO NERVOUS RIGHT NOW and I have NO CLUE WHAT TO DO! Just like I was talking to my best friend, which, he is.

He said don't worry, he's nervous and excited too, and everything is going to be okay, we can get through anything as long as we are together.

Then the vision went away.

Watkins Glen, NY - Aug 11, 2013: Kyle Busch (18) wins the Cheez-It 355 at The Glen race at the Watkins Glen International in Watkins Glen, NY

This article on aging baseball players touched me deeply yesterday when I read it. As a physician I was taught how to recognize the physical changes of aging--the physiology, the increase in body fat percentage, the presbyopia, the presbyacusis. I call it--gently--when I discuss the risks of anesthesia in a geriatric patient--'there's lots of miles on the car'.  But to have the experts pinpoint the peak physical performance, and to explain how the human body is designed to reach it's optimum in everything at the time of optimum fertility?

That makes sense. 

I had heard, much to my surprise, that a forty-year-old uterus has a much more difficult time doing what it has to do in childbirth than let's say, a twenty-year-old uterus. That's why there's so many c-sections in older moms. 

I had heard my friend Lorion tell me that at fifty-seven, you notice it's a little harder to go in and out of the rides at Disneyland--it sort of just sneaks up on you.

I ask myself, why is this known by the experts in baseball--what to expect with aging--and why is the general public told to worship youth, yet the youth aren't given opportunity to enjoy  themselves at the peak of their life because of school, social customs, parental expectations, and the need to secure employment?

Is this an accident?

Or is this deliberate to make marriage later in life a trend?

Baby Boomer parents were given a chance right out of high school to support themselves and buy houses and raise families. 

What changed? And why?

POLAND - CIRCA 1965 a stamp printed in the Poland shows painted dinosaur Ichthyostega 355 million years, circa 1965

And how about this deliberate nature of social media?

Or how about this? Willie Wonka's story being not just a loving 'made up' bedtime story by Roald Dahl, for his children, but a trip to Hell itself, Dante's inferno?!

I think it's a little more than just giving children a moral lesson. No wonder why Anthony was terrified of squirrels! He saw the more recent one, and he hated it, especially the part where the squirrels attack the rich girl Veronica.

Here is a video by Mark Dice--he interviews people on 'why we celebrate the fourth of July?'

The answers are striking. 'To Party'. We've forgotten why, but it's a good tradition to spend time with family and friends...

So many people don't even care.

I disagree with Mark on his 'LibTard' platform--it has the energy of separation, which is not good. There are just as many on the far Left who have the energy of separation too.  Neither side is going to be useful in Heaven-On-Earth. 

So if you'd like and won't get upset over him, take a look at the people interviewed, and ask yourselves, 'why is this the result of education today?'  Ask, 'why is it that education isn't educational?'

Furthermore, is this an accident?

Or deliberate, within the system?

Would forty, fifty years ago, would most people have known the answers to these questions?

Why have things changed?

DRESDEN, GERMANY - MAI 2015: Wartburg 355 1968 1969 in Dresden Transport Museum on Mai 25, 2015 in Dresden, Germany

I read this book recently:  The Hacking of the American Mind, the science behind the corporate takeover of our bodies and brains by Robert H. Lustig, MD, MSL.

Here is an excerpt from page 190:

Is this marketing or propaganda? Definition of marketing: the action or business of promoting and selling products or services, including market research and advertising.  Definition of propaganda:  information, especially of a biased or misleading nature, used to promote or publicize a particular political cause or point of view. Since pleasure and happiness are clearly not the same thing, the conflation of the two is inherently biased and misleading. Therefore, advertising that implies that the selling of reward as contentment is by its very nature propaganda. Pleasure from hedonic substances and pharmaceuticals (masquerading as happiness) can be easily purchased. If you don't know the difference between the two, it stands to reason you will lay your money down, and they've got you. Like a pusher on the playground who give you your first free hit, they'll turn you into a customer for life. 

Old-style marketing (direct and telemarketing) was across-the-board and hit-and-miss, based on demographics, unsolicited contact, and the ability to generate fear in the consumer. With the advent of the internet, marketers honed their messages to specific groups based on their previous 'likes' and searches. And now the new discipline of neuromarketing is taking the guesswork out of the equation and increasing efficacy of sales. In neuromarketing, the brain responses of subjects to industry messages are analyzed. This allows those companies to hone their messages to specific subgroups within the larger masses and generate even greater profits. It's now public knowledge that Coca-Cola will use neuromarketing in all quantitative ad performance projects in the coming year to 'spread happiness'. According to branding agency Kantar Millward Brown, facial coding will be the primary technique used to gauge consumer emotions. The technology is seamlessly integrated: they record the subjects' faces while they watch ads within a normal survey environment, automatically interpreting their emotional and cognitive states moment by moment. Facial coding was originally the province of experts, who viewed slow-motion video of subjects to record fleeting 'turn' emotions that register briefly in facial expressions. Kantar Millward Brown's system uses eye tracking and other phenomena to measure engagement, brand-association, and motivation, among other metrics. And they use these data to ...If this sounds Orwellian, it is. And it's here. And it works to drive dopamine and cortisol, in a pitch to get you to buy more. The problem is the more you buy, the unhappier you get. 

The purveyors of hedonic behavior, devices, and consumables are all looking for that winning formula to provide the public with some form of product (requiring continued purchase) along with an internet hook that will maintain or even increase consumption and in which the market never reaches saturation to allow for continued expansion.

Right now Anthony is downstairs playing Fortnite with his friends. He's been there for three hours. He doesn't remember to eat or drink. He just plays. He wants to level up in the next two weeks for this 'season'. Every three days he buys things, a new skin, a dance/emotion, a backpack...for his characters.  Every mom of boys these days is aware of what Fortnite is doing to their sons. I think it's the 'winning formula'.

Who came up with all this advertising?

Who started all this psychology on Madison Avenue?

The propaganda experts from Germany after World War II in Operation Paperclip.

Is this 'news'?  Or is it 'propaganda'?

Don't look at 'him' per se. Look at the masters of propaganda who created this image, and also, to how the unknowing masses accept this propaganda.

Just to compare.

What data points are there to reference outside of the propaganda?  I have three:

Our people are so deviant in our society, that this Welshman goes on TV with his wife to discuss the family 'sex toy' that tells jokes to the children.  I saw this one on FB, and the comments, again, tell us so much--this is where the real learning is, the truth, that hasn't been censored yet. One perceptive person noted that it's likely the wife was a 'mail order bride', and that the husband actually owns her, instead of wooing her. (I didn't watch the video, I don't encourage you to watch it either)

Gaia is sick of this.

Totally sick of it.

She actually did some work this week in the DC area.

And it was effective.

There was a counter-attack at Annapolis to drop the vibrations, by creating fear and stress on the unawakened masses.

Gaia and her teams have super advanced technology and are always one step ahead of TWDNHOBIAH.

Yesterday a new cleansing spiritual structure was placed in a convenient location, and it started working. She saw little black dots rising to the sky in the process, as low vibration was being removed.

The Schumann Resonance Frequency is going higher and higher.

An archangel's son is waking up seeing all these souls going up to Heaven, and also, concerned because he has so many questions about what is taking place in the spirit realms at the moment? (this happened while falling asleep or waking up, this vision).  He doesn't know what Gaia and her teams have been up to.

Meanwhile Divine Mother, who is processing all the mergings, and doesn't know consciously--in her incarnate form--what is going on, or what the archangel son is seeing. She just doesn't want to do anything, she is overwhelmed with the mergings' sudden increase, and is experiencing lack of motivation.  In other words, she is working HARD.

The snake man put up some thing about a gamma timeline--which is bullshit--and 'toplet bombs' which is more fear-mongering, fear-porn. It makes you wonder whose team he is on? Who WOULDN'T want nurturing, warmth, love and compassion to overwhelm the planet? Who WOULDN'T want Gaia returned to her pristine natural state? Who WOULDN'T want what is best for Gaia and her inhabitants RIGHT THIS MINUTE NOW?


I'll tell you who. TWDNHOBIAH, the ones who have the most to lose, and the ones who understand our brain neurotransmitters so well they have deliberately blurred 'pleasure' with 'happiness', and put the entire population into a state of constant fear so that we are easy to control. 

I will tell you in the next portion how to take back your power, how to help your brain break free from this enmeshment you didn't sign up for, and how to get back to YOUR original pristine state again, thanks to the wisdom and sacrifice of Robert H. Lustig, MD, MSL and his teams.

I highly highly recommend you read his book.

And take notes!

For the part the snake-man said about 'Pleiadians coming to contact you directly'...if you are approached see what resonates in your heart. 

I haven't been approached.

At the end of Lemuria when it sank, Divine Mother (incarnate then) was taken up off a mountaintop above the rising sea, and she brought a special tree with her. They came for her and took her. Someone not from Earth. Not sure if it's Pleiadian.  One of her last memories was the chanting of priests in a Lemurian monastery singing to their death as the waters came up, and their sudden silence. 

If you are meant to be taken UP, don't worry, it will happen.

I was there in Atlantis when it blew up. I saw the great tidal wave coming and thought to myself, 'oh shit' and 'we failed'. There had been a resistance there too. But you know what? Lifetimes later, I'm back, and I'm honestly none the worse for the wear.

The consciousness of all the planets, including Elysium which was blown up, and Mars which had it's ecosystems devastated, are here again, to witness the victory of those who have been working day and night to eliminate/liberate TWDNHOBIAH UP--away from Gaia--far far away and she doesn't care how.

Gaia remembers blowing up to re-set her ecosystems. That's what she does. It's her way. This is the first time, because she liked her Creation so much, she decided to stick with it, and undergo this other 'cleansing process'.

God doesn't throw dice.

Divine Creator, both Divine Mother and Divine Father, and all of our supporters in the Spiritual Realms, greatly outnumber the 'winning team' (Jay Parker's sarcastic term for TWDNHOBIAH)--and victory is a given.

So relax, and let's learn about a simplified way to describe our neurotransmitter pathways which lead to happiness, pleasure, and fear, and how to take steps to optimize it for you.

And your family.

This one I started to realize on my own. Anthony has lots of truncal obesity. And my weight went WAY the heck UP once I got into private practice. I never know when I'm going to eat. I never know when I'm going home. I'm under lots of stress, and the 'hurry up we are late for work!' mornings aren't good for either of us.

Chronic stress releases cortisol into the brain, and there's a pathway that affects the mood, and makes us more likely to seek reward.

I stumbled across this while doing my taxes. I buy a lot of crystals and jewelry, and I travel to escape the stress. I thought to myself, before reading the book, maybe I should just cut down on the stress and see how I do? I saw there was a problem.

Dr. Lustig had a friend who was hooked on pills. She had a high-paying career that was killing her. She left it, and became a florist instead. She is much happier--even with less money--and she kicked her pill habit.

The man who owns the float tank place told me he was once a real estate appraiser. Super high pressure job. He was starting to get high blood pressure and other health problems. So he researched magnesium, and started to float. It worked. He quit his job, and started this business. Now after eight years it's starting to work and he can pay his bills without worry. 

Fear and worry will shorten your life.

They know this, with people who are worried how to make ends meet in lower income areas have a shorter life expectancy. Again, is this an accident? Or on purpose? Is it just to make things sell (fear)? Or is it more ominous?

We were not created to live in despair and fear. And when we go back to the blueprints Gaia was originally intended to be, this pressure will go away.

These two faces of Buddha represent the pleasure/pain neural pathway in the brain associated with dopamine neurotransmitters. Reward will put lots of dopamine into the system. Cocaine will trigger it.

This one tends to have two phases, a seeking phase (you WANT that chocolate, you can here it calling you!) and then the pleasure phase (ahhhhh)...

The only problem is, that with too much pleasure, the dopamine brain cells die. First they lower the receptors (an alcoholic will get less pleasure from a pint of liquor than a non-drinker from one cocktail) for tolerance. Then with overuse the cells initiate a programmed cell-death sequence called 'apoptosis'. 

This is why Anthony can never play enough video games. This is why the chocolate cake only leaves us feeling guilty. 

This is the HOOK that society tells us is 'happiness' when it isn't. It's dopamine driven (remember the video about social media? It's the same dopamine)...and it doesn't fulfill.

Happiness, according to Dr. Lustig, is associated with the neural pathways that have the serotonin neurotransmitter. 

It gives a sense of well-being. It lasts. This pathway has many, many different targets in the brain that light up. You can't isolate it.

Some African-American people actually have a different reuptake system in their brains, that leave a little more serotonin in the synapse--making them more 'chill', calm, unexcitable, happy, too. 

It's in the brain chemistry.  

The book explains it better. Please, if you are interested, go read the book. <3


How can we support the serotonin in our brains?

You can't take a pill. Food building blocks for serotonin (tryptophan) goes mostly to the gut--a the amount in the brain is sort of a constant. But it can help.

Tryptophan rich foods include eggs, and chicken. Fish is high too. Here is a list.  Please be sure to eat products that have not been fed a corn-based diet. You won't get the benefit. Grass-fed is better.

Omega 3 fatty acids will help too. You want wild caught sources as many 'farmed' fish have been fed a diet of other fish and/or corn.

Sugar is a huge addictive substance which is detrimental because it triggers the dopamine pathways. Much food not made in the home is filled with hidden sugar that is imperceptible. The foods do not taste sweet, but they sell better when the sugar is added to them. So eat at home. Cook your own meals. Sit down and eat with family.   This helps too to increase the serotonin in the brain.

SLEEP! this helps the brain chemistry to sort itself out after a long day. And also for the body to recover from stress. Eight hours of sleep a night is recommended.

Exercise. This too increases enjoyment and remodels the brain.

Meditation is good. I find the total darkness of a float tank, and the silence, helps me a great deal. It keeps the dopamine triggers silent for an hour. And my brain heals. I enjoy just 'being' and being away from people who can make my phone go off (ringing, texts, etc). The magnesium I think helps too.

This list is by no means complete. But it's a start.

For example, the donabe cooking is a shared hot-pot between friends and family. It teaches the concept of ichigo-ichie--every moment is a once-in-a-lifetime treasure.

We are incredibly blessed to be here on this journey together.

And furthermore, through active engagement with our community--in giving and receiving healings--we are promoting healing in our minds and hearts and souls--through the serotonin and more.

Thank you for being a part of our mission here at this time.

Ross says 'it won't disappoint' and he too encourages you to take steps.

He reminds me to tell you what I did yesterday. I turned off the widget on my home screen on my iPhone for news. Just completely got rid of it. These psychologically engineered headlines were just intrusive every time I opened up my phone. So now it's gone. I will find the news when I want to. It will not make itself present to me without my inviting it.

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Aloha and Mahalos,

Ross and Carla
the Founders of Doctors With Reiki

P.S. Ross wants you to know I've spent over five hours working on this one post. Unpaid. it's out of the goodness of my heart. <3 I did it for love, he says. Not for money. That is how you know it is the truth. Watch for it. Follow the money, and do not trust those who are in it as a huge corporation to take advantage of you. And buy the book!

Wednesday, June 27, 2018

Three Fifty Seven Magnum

There's a full moon that's been steadily building up energy all week. I've been feeling it. It's in Capricorn.

And our count today is a famous bullet size, a 357.

Our blog post today will be equally short and sweet, quite to the point:

  • The other day, I wanted to know where my rhodochrosite sphere was. It's small, maybe thirty millimeters. But I was talking to Ross and I panicked because I panic when I lose things. Without skipping a beat, he showed me a picture telepathically of my makeup bag. I remembered I had placed it there, relaxed, and was able to finish the conversation.
  • Yesterday Anthony went to a roller-skating rink for the day. They have a 'game' where the skaters stand in certain areas they choose, and the 'rink' staff rolls a giant pair of dice. Anthony stood in the first winning group. He didn't know where to stand for the next roll. So he asked Ross, who told him to stand on number two. It was the first group that won! Anthony won a free coke, a dollar fifty value! He was very excited and told me this first thing when I picked him up.
  • Also yesterday I was chanting. Buddha popped in for a visit. He showed me three things in a vision. The first was a beautiful countryside I saw from like an airplane view. It was glowing. It was the New Earth, without people or structures. Only EARTH. Once I had a good understanding, he showed me an energy dome over the landscape, kind of like the screen thing people put over picnic food to keep flies out in shape. Only this too had an energy to it. He showed me a line of people wanting to enter it. This dome only permits certain vibrational frequency people in.  I saw some trying, and they bounced off. Only those who would not cause harm to Gaia's delicate ecosystems were permitted to enter. I breathed a huge sigh of relief. The last thing Buddha showed me was his left arm, inviting me to link my right arm into it, and asked, 'are you ready to go to the party?'  I gushed a huge huge huge sigh of relief and said, 'I'm so happy you are going WITH me! Yes!'  Then he, being the Buddha he is, started to lecture me on building attachments and that's not healthy. I said, demurely, 'I would like you to take photos so I will have something to help remember this important event'...knowing full well that he enjoys taking photos and it would shift his focus away from the lecture I didn't want to have on this festive day. It worked, and he understood, and we were both happy. The vision stopped, I didn't see the party, but it was fun.

A reader from South Africa has been sharing with me videos from the ITFJ, and I shared one with you. She shared a Jay Parker one from there. Then another one of his from 2015. I had watched him in 2013. He is a survivor of SRA. I get a funny vibe off him I can't understand. It's kind of like the vibe from Kerth, although when Kerth shares his experiences, particularly his spiritual visions--it resonates and it's compelling. Jay shares many books, and many insights. That he mentions that 'bloodlines' were in his audience and told him something makes me wonder why he has been permitted to talk for so long and not be taken out.  Only Roseanne was like that--talked on MK Ultra a lot, but we know now that years back when she did this, she was a level sixteen May Son.  Jay names names. The taunts the 'Ill OOM in Naughty' saying that they are only the jail wardens and they won't be given any of the prizes promised them by the ones who are on the top. He said Earth is quarantined, and once the shape-shifters find a way out, they will abandon everyone. Even the 'bottom rung of the ladder' have human DNA that is being poisoned the same way as the 'asleep masses' is. I believe him when he says he did EFT and journaling and fought the 'kill yourself' programming for two months to be able to be free from the mind control. I think it's possible for those like Cathy O' Brien and him and Kerth who were programmed early on to break free, where as it's too much of a science in younger victims today. The old techniques may have had some loopholes, but I'm not sure (I've read Fritz Springmiller's book).

Since the decision isn't really clear, I want to share with you something phenomenal I read on that video in the comments section.

The comments section is probably the best learning you will get on who is awake and who isn't. Their energy signature screams so loud to me when I read their words. There's always the troll, paid to raise doubt, who is slick and professional. There are the people who are asleep and say the video is crap. There are those who are different 'flavors' of awake and they add their comments. 

Here is one that blew me away:

Jay Parker: Despite how fast the Romans killed off the Christians it spread all the faster, so they hijacked it, mixed it with paganism and there you have the Catholic Church. We have the Dead Sea Scrolls, found in the 60's, which prove what we have now as the Bible has been unchanged. You know there is a spiritual realm yet do not question who designed the material and spiritual realms, and the way they inter mesh? This lifetime is but a grain of sand, God is a perfect judge and what these people do will look like child's play compared to the damnation they will face. God wanted a family however he didn't want programmed robots so He gave us freewill. An entire lifetime of suffering will seem like nothing compared to an eternity of peace, joy, rest and pleasure if you simply submit to God and make Him your father. God sees and feels the pain of the victims and He will repay. Could He stop it sure, but where do you draw the line, should God prevent a fender bender, or an insult? How about me stepping on that Lego my kid's left on the floor. A loving God should have prevented that! I was into astral projection and hidden occult knowledge. I was seeking answers to previous experiences I have had with the paranormal and seeing UFOs with others. Everything I researched had me convinced the Bible was just a means of control. I fell for every deception, Jesus never existed, the Bible is a solar allegory, the pre Jesus saviors... all of which I can easily debunked now. I later married a Christian women and after getting drug around to church for awhile thinking everyone were brainwashed sheep I simply said the following skeptical yet sincere prayer "Jesus, if you really are who you say you are, of course I would serve you, just show me something." So one day my wife was pulling out for church, me mocking and scoffing, I pulled out heading the other direction, cruising along listening to some satanic death metal, and suddenly this flood of information hits me. I knew Jesus was Lord as sure as if He was sitting in the passenger seat, saw all the times He saved me from my reckless thrill seeking nihilistic lifestyle, felt this overwhelming sense of guilt, heart racing. I stopped in a rural area after crossing a shallow river (symbolic?) and got out and knelt and just uttered "make me new" and I will never forget the most powerful feeling of love just embrace, engulf and permeate me. I just broke down wondering how He could love me so much despite me going around telling people it was all a lie. I found out my wife was praying for me at the same time. I felt so different to the point of gazing in the mirror wondering why. Turns out this is the classic born again experience. I then came under spiritual attack as many do who were formerly involved in occult practices. Demons flee at the mention of His name and sleep paralysis stops instantly. I suggest you ask Yeshua (Jesus) to reveal himself to you, it can't hurt, and if this reality we are in really is a battle for souls it could really hurt if you don't. ;)

This type of intuition of seeing your life like a movie flashing before your eyes--might be like the Awakening of Ascension we are all talking about. This sudden FLASH of Insight. And a change of heart.

I hope for it.

For all truth to be known.

For all lies to be exposed.

And for all harm and damage to Gaia and her inhabitants to stop.

For everyone to have a fair shot at living their life of their dreams without hurting anyone...

I'm thankful for Jay Parker and his person who made the comment so I could learn and share with you.

Ross wants Anthony and I to have a happy, not-rushed breakfast. I need to wake him up now.

Thank you for keeping up with our posts and for opening your heart to us every day as we open ours to you.

Together we receive and share many blessings in our community.


Aloha and Mahalos,

Ross and Carla
The founders of Doctors With Reiki

Monday, June 25, 2018

Moving Forward

I am writing this to encourage you that we CAN do this!

We can Ascend together as one cohort of souls who are incarnate upon surface Gaia.

Everything is going to be okay.

I was on call this weekend. So we missed counting together day 359. Here were are with day 358.

CAGLIARI, ITALY - MAY 1, 2014: 358 Religious Procession of Sant'Efisio, parade of traditional Sardinian costumes - Sardinia

What do I see? What do I experience? What brings me joy as we count the days?

Night before last as I fell asleep, Ross' face flashed before my consciousness, the clearest it has ever been. Instantly I relaxed. I fell into a deep sleep, feeling protected, nurtured, and loved. 

The 'veil' if you will, thins. At least our perception of it. Supposedly it has been in tatters for some time now. 

I do have a sense of encouragement and hope. The Galactic life--where I go when I am asleep--truly does feel more 'real and permanent' than my activities while I am 'awake and going through my day'.

My days are so fast, not much time really to plan, or to enjoy, or to do projects. Half of the year is gone already.

A highlight was dinner at my sister's so Anthony could meet his new baby cousin. Another family friend was there. We felt welcome and the parents have done a wonderful job with the baby's room. It's beautiful. 

Part of me was a little sad because I got a glimpse into 'motherhood today'. To get a mate, it helps to have cosmetic surgery, sometimes which interrupts the milk ducts. So it's 'very hard' to nurse exclusively even when you want to. So the 'supplement' formula comes in a huge plastic carton. It's, um, hard for the mother who feels ambivalent about the situation. I kept my mouth shut, and gave thanks for all the work for La Leche league to take back a woman's power to nurse. I just get this feeling that everything is by design to work against women, even though they say it is to empower them. Case in point--mothering classes. She's taking them too, and it's 'very pricey'.  I don't fault her for wanting to do more, and to do the best for her child. Different experts come in to talk each week, and new moms can meet. What I'm sad for is the loss of community, of family support, which is nature's right to mothers. Even for people to watch the child here and there to help the new mom out. All the moms work. People are relocated from family. Now some 'experts' are taking the place of the wisdom of grandmothers.  It's opportunity for improvement if you ask me. 

Another blessing was my other sister came with her family to the hotel by the hospital, and took Anthony to see a movie. I had missed them. I don't know why our lives are so busy. With coparenting and work schedules, I really don't have much time available to go visit people I care about. I'm always tired too. 

They went to see the new incredible movie. Anthony said it was all about hypnosis, and the flashing strobe scenes felt like the movie was trying to brainwash the audience. He didn't look, he hid his eyes. Otherwise he said it was a good movie.

My family bought dinner at a fish taco place. But they conspired in a nice way. They hadn't bought food for me. But they felt bad. So Anthony gave up his dinner so I could eat, and my nephew gave up a chicken street taco.  I wondered why it was the beans in the kid meal burrito that Anthony liked! I came to the hotel after they had eaten, so I didn't know.

It wasn't until this morning that Anthony told me the truth.

He had bread and cheese last night in the room. I had bought food just in case he was alone. Salads, fruit. Cookies and pie for if his cousins visited. 

I actually did save a life yesterday. Fortunately after that I got a good night's rest.

Ross wants me to do things which bring me joy today.  I haven't really done that. I organized a little, and I caught up on my email.  This week I can't afford childcare--I only work one day--so I mailed a check to the school for next week. I also gave a gift to the administrator who is the only one to support Anthony (and me) as his father is head over heels in love with Alexa who is in a relationship with another man.  Everyone else in the school--the owner, the daughter in law, the other teachers--are on Alexa's side. They want me to just accept it. Fortunately this other woman acknowledges the difficult position Anthony is in--a teacher who grades him is intimate with his father--and the other children, all the parents who didn't go to China, and this administrator--are giving him a safe place to talk about his feelings. 

I also see clearly which directions to go with the new business. It will take time. But for now, I will take care of small things and enjoy my time off for summer.

We live in times when the old ways don't really explain everything.

And the new which isn't all the way here yet, may ask us to 'accept' lots of things which at first may feel a little uncomfortable.

Ideas like, 'one oversoul, many bodies'.

'Planets who are incarnate'

'Monagamy is a can but not a must'

'My thoughts are broadcast telepathically to everyone'--this one might be a little awkward right? Knowing what everyone really thinks 24/7 is like, um, weird.

Lovemaking in the Higher Realms is very nice--because of that telepathic connection. It's more than the physical here on Earth. There's different ways to make love, not just positions, but ways for the male and female energy to interact. Ross has taught me breath work. I like it. There is privacy too, don't worry.  With my Consciousness I have gone up and experienced these things. It's something to look forward to, and I think people are going to be pleased to discover how much better things can be.

For the planets who are incarnate--all of them are known and know one another. I call myself as Gaia Sophia, 'the mystery shopper'. For some reason, I am here as Carla and when I go to Council, sometimes official questions are asked of me. My answers and many of my life situations show up directly in the Gaia Portal--by people who have no connection to me in the physical at all. I sense  that I'm 'me' but actually my 'husbands' have given some of their energy from their souls to create me (and Ross). They are caretakers for the caretakers. No matter how I came to be, I'm grateful for the gift of being alive, and for being able to have an opinion.

All of the planets are Archangels, too. How this came to be, for the double duty, I don't know. I can't explain it to you. Twin Soul Archangels are called 'Illuminated Twin Flames'. Twin souls are called Twin Flames, not sure if they are angels or not. All of us here on the planet are going to be 'Divine Humans', sort of angelic humans with the properties of both states of being. I think it's something new. That's why so many Archangels are here helping with the Ascension. I know there are first incarnations and second incarnations and soul 'aspects'. I wish I could explain them more to you but I can't. So, for that reason, like in the Islands, everyone is 'cousin', 'uncle', and 'auntie'...

Forgiveness is important. Whenever you get confused during these changes, or upset, just reflect on forgiveness for yourself and others. This is like a 'home-safe-starting point' you may always go back to as changes take place. It will settle you and ground you and your energy.

I'm reading a book on how 'They Hack The American Mind' or something like that. I differ with the author in his assessment that 'we are just neurotransmitters'. Sorry, we have a soul. And yes, addiction according to Hans Wilhelm, can follow us to the afterlife. Besides this, the explanation from the author is WONDERFUL. It explains many things, and also, if you read between the lines, you see the hand of the 'architect' who 'built' things in such a way as to exploit pleasure and to bring dependence, obesity, and sorrow to the average person. Important brain cells die after too much pleasure, and then it takes MORE of the same stimulus to even come close. It has been said that for a lush they get less pleasure from a pint of liquor than the average drinker gets from one cocktail! The brain chemistry has been rewired towards addiction. And many people just switch substances/addictions but never are cured.

I mention this because in 5D everything heals instantly. There have been people who have seen homeless people pop in and out between 5D and 3D. In 5D, they are clean and their missing teeth are a perfect smile. It's as easy as that.

If you can imagine all of the brain chemistry re-setting itself back to the original pristine state, just like Gaia and the rest of her delicate ecosystems, once Ascension is complete--you can imagine how the control mechanisms will fail entirely.

The three pathways described in the book are the dopamine reward pathway, the fear-memory-cortisol pathway, and the serotonin-happiness pathway.  The pleasure-happiness semantics are deliberately confusing in our society, to permit advertising to make a buck over our consumption.

Those are my thoughts.

Anything you'd like to say, honey?


You are really going to like the sex. And no, it's not with EVERYBODY/EVERYONE with all kinds of crazy different partners. Everyone is discreet and respectful (not like Jared with Alexa who hurt Carla and Anthony with their infatuation/'love'/attraction).

You are going to have a sense of time--enough time to your satisfaction to accomplish things and there will be no sense of 'rushing' like you have at the current time.

Your energy will soar as the control mechanism which have been holding you back are relinquished by TWDNHOBIAH.

Those of you who hate the current world leaders and experience conflict among one another because of your beliefs will find peace and mutual respect for both sides will have been hoodwinked by the Darkness. Everything will come out into the open--it might not be pretty at first and some of you will 'have fits of anger' over the discovery of terrible lies and tricks...think of it as infection letting out the pus like a surgeon. Short term pain for long term recovery.

About money--try not to think about it. There are other ways. Everyone will have enough to survive, and there will be no homelessness or stress over finances. You can't continue to gamble and expect to be given enough continuously. That's isn't the point. The point is for everyone to have a fair chance at a new start, and for those who receive this to take more responsibility in the managing of their resources from here on out.

Nature will be given a lot of support and many of you are going to be involved directly with these projects.

Everyone has their assignments and will know how to carry on once the energy shifts. It will be second-nature to you to assume your duties in this regard.

Good things are happening. (he looks at his watch--ed). Take in the best what is around you every single day, and be grateful for all the blessings you are given. Family. Work. A roof over your head. Food in your stomach. Health. Guidance. Love.

These are the messages I and my teams have for you today. And yes I encouraged Carla to share about our relationship--we enjoy our time together, our private time, and it is healthy to love and share soul to soul as we do from our hearts.

I will be writing more later on updates and the like.

It is my goal for you to have time for all of this to sink in.

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Aloha and Mahalos,

Ross and Carla
The Founders of Doctors With Reiki

Saturday, June 23, 2018

Evaluating Your Place In The Grand Plan For Liberation of Gaia and Her Inhabitants

The last shall be first and the first shall be last.

What does that statement mean to you?

In today's lesson, the answer is simple. There was a glitch and the server didn't let this image through on the first attempt.

I downloaded it again, and now, the last image, is the first. 

There is no metaphor or hidden meaning.

Sometimes even though something sounds all mystical and magical, sometimes it is what it is.

We have people all over the world who are waking up.

Many are linked to Ross and myself, through our work and our mission, and have been receiving our daily Reiki and Divine Peace Healings for a long time.

Some are on our team of healers, and help extend our 'reach' to include people who are in crisis and have nowhere else to turn for loving support and reassurance in their life situation.

We have people in every major continent who are aligned with our frequency, our commitment to clarity in otherwise confusing times, and our desire to raise the vibration of the collective through intensive growth and work on the self.

It is part of a big picture of our place in the Cosmos, as Divine Citizens of Heaven who happen to find themselves incarnate upon the earth.

And we are doing a fantastic job!

We are associated with the mountains in Switzerland, Germany, and Italy...

Portugal. (Thank you for the surprise in the mail, BTW! It just arrived yesterday. For├ža!)

We have affiliates near the oceans in Alaska, the Philippines, and Hawaii...

And everything in between from the mountains to the sea <3

Your efforts are making a difference in a big way!

Through the careful effort towards deciphering and mastering the Life Script and the Life Lessons, we are releasing everything that is holding us back...everything.

Yes, even one slightly changed attitude towards the vibration of love, one less 'bad habit' or 'mindless reaction' or 'trauma from the past you wish to ignore'-- raises the vibration of the common collective exponentially. 

What you can't see IS in fact seen by Ross and his teams--the energy--and it's making great progress overall as a team called 'Ground Crew'.

What happens when you get 360 degrees in perpendicular directions?

Is it 360 still?

Or something more?

It's almost a sphere, in a way, because it's a whole new dimension.

Our future is looking bright because we are at the threshold of a new expansion in a totally new realm of Spirit which has been always lovingly present but unseen and unheard and unacknowledged previously on Earth.

The sky is the limit and there is nowhere to go but UP.

Anything is possible!

In our own work together in preparing me for Ascension, Ross is making his goal for me to be free of 'whatever is holding me back', known.

Galactics have their 'act together'.

They have faced all their 'shit', their 'inner need for healing' and come out the other side the better for it.

So, like an explorer to a foreign land, safe in my loving support of Ross and my teams, I explore the scary and unpredictable emotions of the heart, in the area of 'la difference' as the French so delicately put it...that pull between the physical and the spiritual which is attraction.

I had someone I used to feel attracted to online, a long time ago, way before Ross came into the picture. Sort of a 'bad boy'-- lots of emotions, judgement, opinions, just sort of a soul who makes his presence unmistakeable.

I thought he was Ross, and he said he was the equivalent of Ross, and he picked ME as 'his woman'.

Nothing ever happened except for anything you could see exchanged publicly online.

I'm processing this now. 

In 5D mostly.

How can I feel attraction to someone who may not be right for me? 

Why is this person so angry? Do I want to be around this? Why does my heart do what it is doing in this situation?

Why isn't love and attraction in this situation calm and easy, like it is between my parents?

Why am I needing to heal, in this area? Why is it coming up? Why do I need to verbalize things to this individual soul to soul, through telepathy, on this subject, here and now?

Because it's my training wheels.

The abuse from my immediate past life is healed enough to take steps forward to become a Galactic.

Ross is waiting in the wings.

He is one hundred percent normal and healthy in every way as a Galactic Citizen.

He wants me healthy too.

So he sends me--or I am sent to--meditation time with this other soul, who is like me, part earth, part Spirit--as my training wheels in this whole realm of interpersonal galactic connection. 

I'm Karuna Reiki Master--and I've gone way beyond that in my Reiki education. At Karuna Reiki you are able to obtain consent on a soul level. You can communicate directly with a soul, whether it is in your presence, or halfway around the world from you. 

I can pop in and have a heart-to-heart conversation with just about anybody, anywhere, anytime, even without their knowing it--because I am part angel and I have reached the level to use this form of communication with skill.

Soul to soul, I said, for the first time, my identity...I am Gaia Sophia. I didn't know this when I was connecting with him long time ago.

And, soul, to soul, his soul said, 'it is an honor to be in your company'.

I understood. 

These are baby steps, baby steps, baby steps for 'peer to peer' or 'colleague to colleague' interactions with the Galactics on 'their terms' with 'their rules' which are a little different from ours.

I have to build up my 'muscles' for interacting with Ross face to face in the New Earth!!

Otherwise I would be totally overwhelmed. He can't 'tone it down', not from his level. I can only 'crank up the energy' for ME to reach HIM.

I feel that it's so very, very close, whatever is going to happen. Why? Because I'm Ross' twin, and I can sense a new emotion in him. Anticipation. 

I also figured out that our guides were louder when we were not as close to them in vibration--and as we approach their frequency as we Ascend, it's no longer like throwing a rope down a well to rescue us and shouting down the hole! OMG, that's what is truly WAS for like the longest time, with them 'shouting' to the channels who would relay the information for the rest of us. 

The messages seem 'quieter' and 'more distant' because nobody would throw a rope AT a person standing next to them and shout at them!! There is no well, or hole when they are standing on the same level, right?

This is where we are today, energetically.  This is where we are.

Now I am going to talk about something disturbing. Disturbing to an angel incarnate who has been on Earth for a long time.

I'm going to talk about something I don't even want to mention, but I will.

I know my Star Family.

I know them and I recognize them by their energy signature which is just as unmistakeable to me as their voice would be as a friend or loved one in this life. 

I KNOW. Through claircognizance and recognition, I am like, 'Oh?! You are so and so!' kind of like a memory popping up.

So...this is where it gets uncomfortable...I get a lot of people approaching me about that list I made of Known Incarnations of Angels and Archangels.  I have turned all comments OFF and STILL people find me. 

I can't hide!

In our Star Family, there are souls--incarnate--for example, Divine Mother.

These souls not only have Life Scripts, they are actively doing their part to help everyone Ascend, yes? These are WORKING SOULS.

The discomfort is that there are a lot, very many many many a LOT--of people who say they are Divine Mother or Gaia Sophia or the twin of Michael or stuff like that.

As a soul who is a WORKING SOUL this is like a slap in the face to encounter someone who says they are 'you'.

So for lack of a better word, I refer to them as 'the impostors'.  I've had many a conversation with my Star Family on this point. One consensus is that it's for safety, just like how there's lots of bridesmaids to fool the marauders who want to ruin the wedding back in ancient times--which one is the real bride? You can't tell, there are so many of them.

What is even more disturbing is I am getting some new souls who find me despite my doing my best to hide--who aren't exactly imposters (their stories are too good) and aren't exactly the real thing either.

One I counseled--for FREE--as it always is FREE with these people who are 'seeking advice'--and take a considerable amount of my time, thank you!--with a channeling from Archangel Michael which I heard as definitely 'no'. As in 'not my Twin'. But Michael who is charming, worded it in such a way as to lessen the blow, and I'm sure the person's takeaway was a profound 'YES'--because somehow this is their soul lesson, and also, what they wanted to hear.

It's like with the guy who likes you, you don't reciprocate, you want to be 'just friends'--and they can't get that message when you are acting like a friend. They misinterpret it as romantic attraction. So as the female, their 'intended', you have to be very direct and almost cruel and immobile for them to 'get the point'. 

These individuals aren't going to take 'no' for an answer. And I feel uncomfortable knowing what I know and finding the right words to say.

When it comes to MY 'imposters' or 'posers', it really took a lot of my self-confidence away.

Well, now, some others in our Star Family are getting that 'lesson' of people who say they are 'them'--and it is a HARD LESSON. It makes you search your soul.

The latest had a message from a bee--a strong soul was temporarily talking through the bee--telepathically--and said, let them be the pink and you be the rose--be the ROSE! No one can take that away from you.

It implied that the imposter was not an imposter, but actually, a weaker version of the Star Family member, and the Star Family member was the stronger version.

This opens us up to the possibility of not 'one soul one body' but perhaps, 'many forms of soul in many bodies'. If you think about the oversoul, the Higher Self, and all this Galactic stuff we can't understand, it's entirely possible!

But not pleasant, or easy to understand, or even socially acceptable--to those of us who are in the culture of one soul, one body, one hundred percent of the time.

Please note that I didn't even mention the possibility of a demonic imposter trying to cause pain and doubt in the Star Family member. This is entirely possible, although, even more unpleasant. What if some entity is speaking through the well-meaning, but misinformed soul, who is in the imposter role?


So, long story short, keep your mind open enough to know that life on Ross' level, may not be exactly like our own social structures here on Earth.

But no matter what, you have a place where you belong in your Star Family, and you are loved and cherished by all of your Star matter what the relationship is.

This is a beach in  Spain.

This is one in Australia.

Beaches are simply marvelous anywhere you look, no matter where they are.

We are close to coming full circle with this Ascension thing, and by full circle, I mean not only do we have 360 days left in our countdown, but also we are approaching the return of the morals and values and ideals we once had before we left our Home in Heaven to incarnate here.

This one is close to home. I have literally gone with Anthony on that little stretch of beach. Never swimming, it's a rocky beach and there's no lifeguards...but enough to get our feet wet and throw lots of rocks.

This one is MY beach, my home, my spiritual anchor to Gaia's surface, and where most of my energy work comes from--this region where I work and live and call 'home'.

One day my virtual reality 'goggles' are going to come off, and I won't be in the Illusion any more.

No more fear and pain and suffering, no more hurting the planet, no more crazy shit like SRA and NWO and icky awful stuff like that.

I'm almost ready to have a new perception.  This is really interesting with tulips and the sky in a 360 view.

Our future is going to be just as wonderful and different and beautiful as this image is, compared to let's say, a standard bouquet of pink tulips.

Both are very beautiful.

So...on with the NEW.

Fill your days with Love and Gratitude.

Learn your lessons fearlessly and boldly, even if it means having a conversation with the higher self of an old 'flame' from years ago in meditation--so I can get one step closer to getting my 'shit together'.

I've been though a lot, heavy call assignments. I was up until two thirty in the morning, and barely had time to recover, before it's time for me to go on duty again.  Two weekends, back to back.

It's brutal.

So if I take a little longer for my usual stuff, please be patient.

I am doing the best I possibly can.

And know Ross and his teams anxiously await our Awakening.

Ross says 'I will be there with bells on'.

Now it's time for me to go.

We love you immensely and are proud of you for your service to Gaia and this assignment.

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Aloha and Mahalos,

Ross and Carla
The Founders of Doctors With Reiki