'We value your judgement.' Ashtar said, just now, while I was getting dinner ready.
He told me to write about what happened with him and myself today.
I will keep it brief.
I read his announcement from Marc Gamma earlier today. I read it a second time right before I went to pick up my boy from school.
On the drive over, Ashtar came in, and asked me how I was doing? We have a silver cord that connects us chest to chest. It is my lifeline as a Galactic.
The energies here on surface Gaia are that low, so that it should be needed, to help me.
I had trouble finding the words. I searched and searched. My mood was not very good. I said, 'I'm tired.' I explained how all this summer solstice flood of Tsunami of Love sounds wonderful and all, but I can't get excited for it. I said, flatly, 'I'm DONE.'
I explained politely how for those of us who inhabit these emotional bodies (Galactics have emotions, but not like earth humans as far as being 'touchy' or 'able to feel really strong emotions that change fast'), after investing a certain amount of emotional energy we tire, we give up.
In medicine, a person who is breathing very fast can only keep it up for so long. The muscles fatigue, and then they need to be intubated. I tried to explain it, but he couldn't understand. To someone who does not have time, the meaning of being able to hold one's breath for only so long underwater, as a metaphor for being emotionally in a crisis, is something new.
I said, 'This (war--a spiritual one) being over is no need to celebrate. All of the warriors just wish to pack up their bags, take a shower, and go home.'
I also shared how I appreciate the meticulous planning for the party to celebrate, and also the concept how the timing is important for planetary and Galactic stability. I 'get' all that. But I really don't want to party or celebrate anything at this point. Just give me Ross and let me go home.
He left suddenly, after thanking me offhandedly while he was deep in thought.
Ross came to me. I overhear people talking about me up there. Ashtar was trying his best to explain our conversation to the council. For some reason it is important to them how I feel. And that I wish to celebrate.
Ross knows defeat. The other Galactics have never experienced it. So Ross explained that this is something for Ashtar to grow and consider. Through our silver cord connection, Ashtar actually felt the energy of defeat for the first time, and it troubled him. For humans, we are used to this experience. We let it go, and we bounce back. Ross says that Ashtar has his lessons, too, and this is one of them.
So it's back to the drawing board for Ashtar.
Or apparently, he is now BACK from his drawing board.
Tonight he said, 'We value your judgement.' to me.
It helps. It feels better.
Either way, with each day we get closer to our goal, and that is a welcome thing.
Ashtar wants me to publish this now. And send it to Marc. So I will.
This is my thing. Stand up paddle boarding. I go every chance I get, wherever I can go.
I enjoy the freedom and the water; the workout passes quickly and soon I must return home.
Last time, I saw a bee that was drowning, and I scooped it up with my paddle. I set it on the front where my life jacket is. It dried out and it flew away.
Bees like to drink water. Anyone who owns a swimming pool will tell you this. Well, today I saw many bees drowning!
And the first one I tried to save, turned my board completely around, and I tried and I tried to get it up on the paddle. But it went deeper! Finally, with me almost falling off completely, I got it up. It 'came to' and after about twenty minutes flew off.
Spirit worked with me with those bees.
For the first time.
I learned that some are there for a reason. It is their time. And the one I was meant to save (I saw waves and waves from it frantically buzzing its wings trying to get out of the water), I felt it and I knew it was the one. So I saved it and everything went quickly.
But the others? My paddle board was moving fast. I couldn't stop. Some I made a quick pass with my paddle, but it wouldn't work.
And it was okay...
Spirit reassured me I was not out there to save bees, I was there to exercise, and those that were meant to be saved, Spirit made it clear that was the case. The others? Let them go...
As I brought the board closer to the marina, I saw a duck like this, with no ducklings. It was a darker duck, the kind with red around the eyes.
It looked panicked.
No sooner had I said, 'Duck? What's wrong?' then it lifted its wings, and fell back, bloated abdomen up and feet sticking up strangely out of the water.
I was concerned.
None of the other ducks paid it any attention.
I didn't know what to do.
On nature shows they always say, 'Don't interfere'. And the health care training in me saw that this duck was in the late stages of disease, and there wasn't much I could have done.
Later it struck me, the very same dead duck I had seen in that same spot two weeks earlier, must have died of the same thing. Was it bowel obstruction from eating something like fishing line? Was it peritonitis and perforation from a lure?
I don't know.
This is the energy that is coming to town. The Higher Vibrations, of innocence and purity and Light. They are Goddess Energies of Nurturing, Warmth, Love and Compassion.
Not everyone is going to be okay with it.
Spirit will let you know who it is for you to assist. And who to let Spirit take care of.
It will be made clear--there will be no mistaking it. Your Heart will let you know what to do.
Ashtar asked me to write about this. Today. Right now. For you.
Aloha and Mahalos,
Namaste,
Reiki Doc
P.S. Ashtar and Ross sit next to each other on deck at the control panel. They have wonderful senses of humor. Ashtar says he is 'the handsome one'. Ashtar says that Ross 'is the one that's sexy'. I laugh and say 'both of those are the same to me--handsome--sexy! What's the difference?' We are in good hands. And for them to joke around like this, means that things are going very well. I do have to say I am partial to my husband, Ross. I like him the best! Namaste.
It finally addresses some of my concerns I have sent up to Father--our Heavenly Father. These are the concerns I have regarding our collective unpleasant experiences from being incarnated in 3D.
As I was reading, I noticed Ross looking at me over the top of the screen.
me: I wish it would end...honey...I just don't LIKE it here. I am sorry I complain and I wish I didn't feel that way (I cried onto his shoulder, as he held me right when I started to speak). He didn't say a word. He brought me instantly aboard ship in front of Ashtar. He gestured for me to talk to him, and disappeared. Before he left, he gave Ashtar a look and I sensed Ross was 'holding back.' Ross didn't say anything to Ashtar. me: Oh Ashtar, I see you are really trying with this last message. I...I...I just don't LIKE it here. I can't put the words to it, and I hate to complain. I just want for it to finish...I don't know what to say... (Ashtar stops what he is doing and turns to look at me intently. I see his blonde hair and blue eyes and fair skin.) me: I know we have this little 'connector' thing (a silver cord) between us (I touch it and show it to him--it connects our two hearts). I don't think it's working...I wish I could explain it... Ashtar: What is going on? I want to know what you are feeling and experiencing. me: Everything is slow. I can't get anything accomplished. There are dishes in the sink. I just don't care. I have to push myself so hard to get anything done.
Ashtar: What about the Vibrations? What are you feeling about the Vibrations at this time? me: I feel the tingles like an upgrade is happening. But I want to slow down and I just can't focus. I don't know what to do with myself...it doesn't hurt. I like my Vibration HIGH and this is not it. I almost passed out once just sitting here, I saw stars once or twice today. I just wish it was over...is that okay to wish it was done? Ashtar: Do you want it to stop? me:I want to feel like I do when I am in The Higher Dimensions. This is not it. Would it be possible to dial my Vibration UP? (I am sensing that he slowed something down for the masses, and it is affecting me. A lot. Just like a couple of days ago when Ross argued with Ashtar and the council, and took me back up to 9D where I suddenly felt just fine.)
Ashtar: That is enough. me: Are YOU okay? With all of this? I know it's really busy... Ashtar: (He looks preoccupied). I am fine. Really I am. me: (I look at him with concern and caring and an open heart) Ashtar:That is enough. me: Are you sure you aren't mad at me? I will take it back whatever I said that got you so upset. Ashtar:I have a lot of decisions to make. That is all. me: (I start crying. He is not like himself. And I am not like myself either. I decide to pray, and I turn to go. Suddenly Ashtar reaches for my arm--) Ashtar: Wait!....(he looks at me intently). I said 'hang on for the ride!'. Do you trust me? me: (I nod yes) I want to go Home. Ross comes and gets me. He takes me back Here, and he and Ashtar exchange a look but do not say a word. He whispers to me 'it's going to be okay. Ashtar is not mad at you. ' I cry with him for a few minutes because I do not understand. I am so thankful for this little piece of Home, right this second now in Ross' arms. Ross: Are you brave, and strong? Are you courageous? (he is smiling. All of a sudden I feel a sense of Hope. He reaches up and pulls on a chain with his right hand three times. He puts a finger to his lips, and he fades away.)
I still don't understand it, but Ross told me to write it down for you today. I still have the hope.
Every day I send Reiki healing to over one million people. This includes making this healing available to the guardian angel, and if they accept it, to each person who reads this blog.
Sometimes I get 'help', most notably, Usui Sensei himself, Mikao Usui, founder of Reiki.
Another one who 'helps' is my Galactic friend and husband, Ross. Ross is on board ship, and is part of Flight Crew. I am here on Ground Crew, and somehow, through the Veil, we make our relationship 'work'.
Yesterday Ross and friend Ashtar Sherhan were 'helping' me send Reiki. They used a healing I had never seen or heard or experienced. It had Light and Sound qualities to it, as well as energy that could be felt like Reiki.
It was quite strong.
I asked if I could learn it. Ashtar said, 'Most certainly.'
Then I turned to Ross and asked if it was okay for me to learn?
Both men turned ashen, and looked at each other if they had seen a ghost. Apparently it is a very 3D thing to do for a wife to ask her husband for permission and is unheard of in the galactic realms; in all of our marriage before I had the amnesia to be able to complete my assignment on Ground Crew, I was apparently OUTSPOKEN always!
Hey Ashtar! Hey Ross! Do I have your permission to get wet?
Lauren Obeng approached me late yesterday afternoon with a symbol that was from Sirius and had been given to them for me.
I looked at it with DELIGHT! And I asked for how it was drawn.
Then I had to get back to work. I worked a long day, and didn't see the symbol again until this morning.
To attune myself (I am a Reiki Master and can use new symbols and teach them)?
To trust--is this from the Light? How come it didn't come to me?
Ashtar and Ross said, 'You go figure it out' when I asked if it was okay.
Talk to the Symbol!
I did.
Next thing I knew I was ON Sirius. I've been twice. I called Eric, my Reiki III guide. I apologized for hardly every thinking about him--I thanked him for always being present. Being Half-Sirian, I didn't like to think about there much because I am homesick enough as it is...
Eric understood.
He explained the symbol. He cannot give me the name, but it is for Unity and Friendship. It is important to help set the stage for the energies of the Event.
It is from the Light.
Then he took me on a tour INSIDE Sirius. It was awesome!!! It's mostly water with little dots of land. There are whales and dolphins and it's very bright, and clean. And it SINGS! There is a sound of beautiful enchantment like chimes or something, but really pretty to hear, and it makes your heart very happy.
Just when I started to want to stay forever, Erik took me back.
I attuned myself.
And I gave it.
That is the story of the Reiki that was sent today. Galactic Reiki? How's that for a name???
Aloha and Mahalos,
Namaste,
Reiki Doc
P.S. The reason that I was not given the symbol from Spirit is because I was at work all day, and couldn't listen.
P.P.S. After the Galactic Reiki attunement, my clarity in my 'remote viewing' has been improved a lot. So has my telepathy and clair audience. A friend had a vision, and I was able to connect and give a concise explanation from Spirit for her. Another friend gave a longer explanation (the first two are in California, the third in NY, and we all 'matched').
Mother is Irish-Italian mix. Father is French. Thank God for Dad. Because of him I have a long fuse before I lose my temper. I am patient and kind most of the time. But not always.
I felt guilty, not in a Catholic way. Just like maybe I had an opportunity to see more clearly, and I hadn't.
This afternoon, while I am 'on call' and physically have to remain at the hospital, I took a walk around the grounds. During my walk, I had a heart to heart with my Twin Flame, who is in Spirit. Nothing seemed wrong. I asked, 'Did I get fired?' He said 'no'. But also I asked about our house we share up 'there'. He showed it to me. It's like an apartment, very white and modern, and has natural lighting. Yes, daylight on a spaceship. Somehow they make it. There aren't many knick knacks--because it's not physical like we are, but there is furniture, and we can cook, and have our personal lives to enjoy. I asked him what my reputation is on board ship. He said, 'you are one of our brightest lights, a strong warrior, and you are not afraid to speak up. You have a temper. That is one of the things we like about you--it is from being on earth and you are very creative in your perspective and your expression.'
I didn't think anything of it.
But tonight, it was QUIET. Spiritually QUIET. I asked Ashtar what was up? Nothing. I went to God and asked him, Did I Get Fired? He said no, and quickly changed the subject.
Then I was with my Twin.
And I saw.
In the future all of my concerns are to go to HIM first. Because of his Position, my going to the others the way I did stepped on his toes and made it seem like I was trying to run things on my own. (In reality, they all know I was in pain and wanting relief and asking for help on a Spiritual level--the energies have improved considerably since I spoke up. Other Lightworkers are noticing it too.)
I felt awful. It hadn't been my intent at all, but in my anger and frustration I had created a faux-pas of Galactic Proportions.
To Make it up to him, he asked me to write a blog post about Being Caretakers For Animals on Gaia.
Then a reader shared this on Facebook:
And another interesting experience was after I saw the movie "Passion of Christ" years ago. I was badly affected by the movie and I Prayed at night and asked, "God, it is so terrible what we did to Jesus Christ and what we do to each other. It is so horrible. Why do we do these things. Why do these things happen." I then felt a presence in the room and heard the words in my head, "That is the Beauty. You have a choice." I was startled and scared. But I thought I should ask something else. So I said, " I've always thought animals have Souls. Do animals have Souls?" The answer I received was, "You put them down." For days I wondered about the meaning. I believe the answer means, yes, they have a Soul but we are the ones that put them down as lesser than us and think they may not have Souls. When I was in my 30's, I was very afraid of being alone without a life partner. One night as I pondered this a voice clearly told me, "You're as alone as you want to be." And I have had many, many more...Beautiful experiences, all of them. Blessings to you AllMercedes Z. Barreras --
He wants me to put it in another post and link it, so I will. Look for the P.S. at the end.
And now the 'connection' to Source is flowing freely again between us, between me and God, and between me and Ashtar Command, and me and the Sirian HIGH Council (they just corrected me).
I lay down on the couch, covered myself with a blanket, and let go.
Next thing I saw was Ashtar's face, big, right next to my own.
Oh crap I'm busted! I thought.
Ashtar embraced me tight, and said, 'Thank you for loving me so much you expect so much more of me.' and 'I want to show you something.' He took me by the hand, and up to a part of the ship where I got a good look at space.
He explained there were many ships out there, watching us, and sending the energies to us for the changes that are about to happen. I wasn't sure if I was being shown them or they were being shown me.
Then a loud cheer came from all of the ships.
Apparently my outburst is something that is atypical for Galactics. They understood and were happy for my taking a stand on things.
Then my Twin Soul came, and escorted me to 'The Office'--the same place I went last night. I wasn't sure if I was in trouble or not.
I found God and sat on His lap, like always. I thanked him for answering my request. He wanted to know how the energies felt now, and I said, 'Much Better!!!' with a smile.
I also asked about the 'exit strategies'. I offered to have my Higher Self assist if anyone was going to be leaving the planet. He said not to worry about it.
I also whispered my wish for the New Year: for my Galactic Brothers and Sisters to be welcome on Surface Gaia, and for the Agarthans in the hollow center of Gaia not to have to hide any more, if God would please be so kind. I want them to be able to come and enjoy the sights that Gaia has to offer, and to experience them, like swimming in the ocean and visiting our museums and enjoying some of the regional foods...I also asked for no more killing, no more killing animals (might a replicator make the meat?). And I asked for one more wish--to share some Earth 'things' up to the ships for the Galactics to celebrate the New Year's with us. I showed God the little poppers that you throw on the ground and they pop. God smiled at the tiny explosions as he threw the ones I gave him, and I took a package of my boy's and filled His whole pocket with them.
I saw these being lifted up from Gaia to the many ships:
And I smiled with delight!
Then my Twin Flame came and got me. He smiled. He said the Galactics would be celebrating the countdown with the New York time, and at midnight they would be celebrating with them.
He would be busy at my own time zone three hours later. But if I didn't mind, could we celebrate midnight now? He smiled and gave me a kiss. I hadn't had one on New Year's for a very long time. I enjoyed it very much.
Happy New Year,
Aloha and Mahalos,
Namaste,
Reiki Doc
P.S. This is from the Galactics:
Guy Lombardo's final New Year's Eve Broadcast
(They think the whole New Year's concept is real cool)
As you may know, I am currently in the process of Reunion with my Illuminated Twin Flame, the 'other half' of my Soul. Together we make one complete Soul. We were part of the 144,000 who came to Earth to experience Duality, and this 'separation' was part of the requirements to come.
We entered the cycles of karma and reincarnation together; we 'volunteered' for this.
I volunteered under Duress.
I did not want to come any more, I was done with my Reincarnations, but my 'Other' talked me into it. I had enough of 'the experiment' and before one of the incarnations, I can recall his basically, begging and convincing me to agree.
I have been angry on a soul level ever since.
Since I am not an angry person by nature, I make the best of the situation and hide it very well. But TWICE we have incarnated 'together', and TWICE he has gotten himself killed trying to 'save the world' against my warning him that is would happen.
Then there have been countless incarnations apart, with more suffering and pain.
For the most part our Reunion has been joyful and rewarding. It is 'across the Veil', and he has shown me how he has been watching me and protecting me. This incarnation is important for me to burn off all of the karma that is holding me back, and to be able to be at his 'rank' if you will for lack of a better term, where he is actively helping others now.
But we are a couple, and we have a relationship to deal with just like every other couple. He is a Galactic, and I am Ground Crew. It is the ultimate test of Long Distance Relationship to be in two different dimensions!
On Friday morning he was wanting to make an 'amend'. He offered for us to live in a house in France, one with a cave. I gasped--this has been my impossible dream, for these homes, humble as they are, due to real estate, are worth millions! But then my anger kicked in. I said, 'no deal--you are not buying me off with this.' He added more: the garden next to the vineyard, a beautiful French roof with the bedrooms with the shutters, a wine tasting room in the cave, a garden next to the home, chickens for eggs, a goat for milk like I have always dreamed, a bicycle to ride to the bakery in town, and a pond in the back where I could swim and paint waterlilies like Monet. I 'caved' with delight and said 'yes' if only we could stay there a good long time! He told me I could go anywhere, traveling by teleportation from there, so I would not miss the beach. And that it would be near the Cisse river.
He even sealed it by playing this song on the radio--he can do that since he is a Galactic. It's not just the song but his energy signature he combines with the song--a pause right before, I feel his energy, and then the song plays with both his energy of Love and the music at the same time in a way only my heart can understand:
I was STOKED! All of the incarnations that were HIS idea, the ones that got him killed right in front of me (his deaths were on Fridays, I may add!) Now he was telling me Now, on THIS Friday, was his time to fall in love, with me, FOREVER!!!
Twin Souls, Soul Mates, and even Illuminated Twin Flames like us are 'First mates'--we can 'blink at each other' in joyful recognition and then sail off to our separate ways to GROW AS A SOUL and yet the 'LOVE' still remains and can never be broken.
In fact, love is a 'choice' and it is ours to 'freely give' as we please . This sound a little too 'F&#% Buddy' to me, and NOT the Illuminated TWIN FLAME RELATIONSHIP I had been dreaming of for like, Forever.
And I got depressed. Going without sleep when you are on call makes you weak emotionally. There is no 'reserve'. And I got more and more down on the entire situation.
Yesterday I 'called him on the carpet' and asked my Galactic Twin about it.
Here's my point:
So--once the Veil is lifted, we are allowed to go anywhere in the Universe. But still, basically, it is a bigger version of this Big Blue Planet where no one can leave, is that correct? (yes, he said)
AND, since there is no 'Forever Love' but more 'Two Ships That Pass In The Night' I am opening myself up to ANOTHER GOODBYE at some point after I have done all this work to Find YOU??? (yes, again)
Well, WHY SHOULD I TRY? Just send me back to where I am from, and let me worship God just me and Him then. Let us be done with this Illusion of happiness and Twin Flames and French Houses.
Existence is POINTLESS, in my eyes, as all it is--is an endless opportunity to 'learn and to grow'. More LESSONS, I HATE LESSONS, they are painful and stupid and bad. Even if you sugar coat them with JOY, they are still LESSONS, and life on earth is a stupid waste of precious time I could have spent actively worshipping God and being HAPPY!
It got darker from there...he told me to just let him carry me for now. So I did. And I rested.
His FRIENDS were concerned. He has Galactic friends. One is St. Germain, who gave me a guilty look for my having been Pushed Too Far. I saw all of them sitting next to each other. Their faces were very sad. (They are nice friends, and I can feel they care about both of us)
I had to drive to the pier to pick up my son, as my sister had arranged for us to meet there. I cried the whole time I drove, in my heartache over the 'lie' of the Twin Flame Reunion; it was no better than a relationship on Earth. There was no magic or fairy tale ending as I had hoped.
Parking was terrible at the beach, I cried even more.
At the restaurant, I was an hour late. There was my family in a booth. There was no room for me to sit. I was exhausted (four hours sleep in a gurney, a drive home, four hours restless sleep, a shower, and a drive again.)
When my family saw what I was like, they were still angry.
When I explained I MET the surgeon who had procured 'Charlie' (mom got her transplant at UCLA, the team explained this gentleman was most likely the one that took Charlie out of the donor), Mom burst into tears of joy and gratitude. She thanks God every day for Charlie and for 'stomie'--her urostomy--and that they are working and she is alive. She said I was right, the person I had them guess I had met WAS better than a movie star!
I pulled a chair next to the table, and I ate. I hadn't eaten since I'd been home, and I was hungry.
On the way home my son suggested we stop by Laguna Beach. We have a favorite place to go. I put my feet in the water, and I realized my 'Ask, Believe, Receive' order with my One the night before was very close--instead of paddle boarding, I got to go out on the pier, see a surf contest, and also at another beach, put my feet in the ocean and enjoy the sunset with my toes in the sand. He has said, in spirit, 'hold my hand' as the sun set. I also, beyond my 'request' took many photos. I love taking pictures.
I accepted the 'terms' of Twin Soul Relationship, and the truth of it all. I would rather go with the flow, than resist the 'way things are'. I openly shared my disappointment.
So even though he is an overachiever in Spirit, and wants to 'go do his thing' to save the Universe, he still wants me to know he cares about us, together, and that even more, my Presence is pleasant and important to him.
Last night, as I was falling asleep, Ashtar came to 'explain' some things to me. I wish I could recall what he said. Part of it was our connection to each other is always intact, but I don't have that bad feeling about the distance with him like I do with my One. Why can't it be like that with my One? My One is a good man, and does not intend to hurt me.
As I woke up this morning, my One came again.
He said, 'I will stay with you for as long as you like until you ask me to go.'
He said, 'The times before you were not allowed to choose. It was my soul development that took precedence, and yours put on hold because of me. I will stay for as long as you need to heal the pain that you have experienced because of my loss in the Illusion. Only when you are Ready, will I go.'
He also explained that he had been trying to bring me honor, and something of value into our relationship by following his soul's calling. He dropped his last incarnation like a red envelope at my feet, and was sad because I did not see the value in it like everyone else did. He finally understood that my heart was the price for this success, and it was taken without my full understanding of the impact it would be. I had agreed to the plan without knowing the price I would pay.
Today he has a surprise for me. 'A nice surprise?' I asked. 'I would enjoy this surprise from you, only if it truly was a nice one and not like the last time when I ended up getting hurt.'
I'll let you know what it is.
The Twin Flame Reunion is one of the most difficult relationships.
Even with a Galactic and when it is across The Veil.
This is Ashtar Sherhan, Remember that my blessings are always with you. I must take leave of you for a short while. There is a silver cord which flows between us. It cannot be broken, not by me or you or Archangel Michael. I will come when you ask -- any time, any place, your love for me is never too often. God will challenge you, in small ways (shows his thumb and index finger about an inch apart) but never so awful as THIS (no connection to Source like I had). Your fertility shall amaze you, both in Spirit and in Light. I am proud of you for all of your developments. You have worked very hard on them all of your awakening time. (Brushes his hands palm to palm up and down as if to brush dust off them.) You are the sweetest lover I have ever spent time with. Your heart is highest above the rest. I love you for your Honesty and Commitment to our cause. I shall be a better being for all the time I have passed with you. Your True Love, or Fellow Soul, is very fortunate to have your Grace in life and also in the next. When I go, I will NEVER leave you. (touches cord between his chest and mine). We are always connected. I cannot take my place in Heaven without your Love Blessing. Will you extend your heart to me? I am always ever present. Thank you for the lesson I have had with you these past three days. I will embrace you from time to time. My heart is a gift I share freely among the Intended. My Betrothed and I have an awakening to which I must attend. I am not jealous, neither is her. Our Love is a gift for you to enjoy, our blessing, until your miracle is complete. (rd-- I see fireworks and gestures expansive overhead.) Remember you are loved. I will not talk to another like I have you -- not even my Twin. For you and partnership I bless everything.
Your beloved Ashtar Sherhan of The Sky
Aloha and Mahalos,
Namaste,
Reiki Doc
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At the end there is a stage where she begins cleaning furiously. It is called 'nesting' and portends impending 'birth'.
We had a neighbor down the street who in her late term started cleaning the garage door and scrubbing furiously. She delivered in less than a week! : )))
Energy wise, I have noticed three abrupt shifts in my status quo:
Wanting to make Peace. I wrote the blog about Dad, I contacted others, even the Trash Man who asked me out and I avoided like crazy on trash day in our neighborhood--I showed him how much my kid has grown. He got out of the truck like old times, we talked,and we made peace.
Wanting to bond with my son at home. I am not a homebody! I love to go out and enjoy the beach, take a hike, work in the yard. Today I let someone else use my ticket to see Evita. I just need to be here, in the house, and quietly spend the day caring for my son. This is like making sure we are 'ready' for 'what comes next' and making sure I do everything I can to enjoy what time we have left in 3D together as we know it.
Furiously working to Prepare and Do What Is Expected Of Me: I know exactly what I am Asked to do for my Purpose right here, right Now, for you. The last time I had this sense of urgency, I knew on a soul level 'there was not much time' left to do what I needed to do with my last 'request' from Spirit about ten years ago. Much to my surprise, everything worked out. But there was an urgency I have not experienced since then, the last two days, NOW.
I also hit upon a GOLD MINE!
Here is something written by Ariel De Angelis. She does not know her story matches closely mine and another Lightworker I know for the formative years. The Other had her Father as her guardian. For me, I had a little sister born, and also my son born, at the times of 'highest stress' and 'highest probability of leaving the assignment'.
You may or might not 'resonate' with her 'Moxie' series, but I will reblog them here:
