A Pictorial Discussion On The Veil

You are your memories. The sum total of all of your life experiences create who you are. Your thoughts create your habits, and your habits create your character, and all of the energy that is linked to this creates what is called 'your Energy Signature'.  More on Energy Signature From Creator Writings Today

Anyone who has lost a loved one to Alzheimer's dementia will know what a cruel process this is, that takes the loved one away slowly, painfully, a little bit at a time, much to the dismay of the family who is often in the caregiver role. Depression is common in this patient population, as those who are affected with the disease are aware something is terribly wrong, and just can't understand what is happening to them...

But the elderly are not the only ones who forget...

When is my doctor's appointment?

What was I going to pick up at the grocery store?

What was it my teacher asked me to tell mom?

Stress, lack of sleep, disorganization, lack of interest, hunger, and fear can also impair the memory:

People who are experts on body language know that when a person is trying to remember something, their eyes go up and to the right:

Are you still with me?

Good!

What are some ways we get amnesia?

There is injury

And 'recreation' too.

All anesthesiologists are experts at rendering people amnestic and unconscious. 

Versed (midazolam)

 But are we the ONLY ONES who are capable of making people forget?

Could technology exist for creating amnesia on a larger scale than people undergoing surgery?

I don't know.



This is what I do know, as a mystic, and a physician---all of your lives, and every thought you ever had in any of your lifetimes, are recorded indelibly in the Akashic Records. It is your right as a sovereign being to have access to them, in order to grow and master your life lessons...

And for some reason, once you are born here on Gaia, something happens to your knowledge, like this:

 So for the rest of your lives, if you are not psychic and have an interest in anything remotely linked to the possibility of past lives lived...you suffer from this:

And all your life you FEEL like there is something MORE, some REASON why you came here, and you just can't figure it out...

This is the Veil.

Earth is a quarantine planet, according to those who think on a galactic scale. It is a tiny little place off in some corner of the universe, where some 'caretakers' who came to 'supervise' the 'native population' proposed this 'concept' of 'separation from God' and all of what any soul who is not on earth would instantly KNOW.

At some point, the veil is going to decay, and fall apart, energetically.

Until then, here is a code Ross just gave to us today:

32 27 5427   to lift the veil on the knowledge of past lives lived

Is the amnesia, painful as it is, in some way a GOOD thing?

• for someone I know who is in Intelligence, on a galactic scale, the amnesia is protective for her safety.
• If I had known my past lives any sooner than I had, I wouldn't have been able to focus on medical school or anything else! So my amnesia HELPED my mission.
• our hearts feel the love, even though our minds might forget our heritage...so in a way, the veil shows us that Love IS the Solution For Everything
• If you knew of your past, perhaps then you wouldn't have really had a 'fresh start' in this life?
• Being like this must amuse us in some ways--and show our character and courage to work around it, for example, I didn't recall our true anniversary, so I just picked one for me and Ross, to celebrate until I know the real one.

I'll let you be the judge on the whole Veil thing. At least now you know what it is, why it's here, and can start to imagine what life will be like for all when it suddenly 'lifted'!

Aloha and Mahalos,

Namaste,

Peace,

Reiki Doc

P.S.    Even if you can't remember, you are a child of The Divine, and perfect in every way, and you ARE Very Much Loved!!!

Doing Nothing--Taking The Option Of No Action

There is safety in numbers.

But when it comes to Spirit, everything is 'one on one'--there are 'consultants', 'guides', but basically you have to experience everything yourself with your own Consciousness.

When I was told I have a Higher Self, and further, that this Higher Self wanted to get to know me, I took it badly at best. I wanted nothing to do with anything of this nature.

I still don't.

I have no interest in merging my soul, although kind souls offered information to help.

I don't feel particularly 'close' to any of my other Guides at this time, as well.

Even Ross, who feels a million miles away. He will come if I ask, but he knows now to stay away.

Otherwise, I turn into a gun-toting unicorn in pink guerrilla fatigues, who has PMS!

All of us know THAT's not going to help anything.

So I do nothing.

I watch, I wait, I take the time for the growth to come along deep within my heart.

Do I hate Her, my H.S. ?

No. I can't hate anybody.

How do I feel? Like everything I ever thought or felt or dreamed was just some pipe dream, and further, it was a means of entertainment, or 'growth', for Her.

I get my hands dirty. I am not ashamed of it.

In Spirit. In 3D. Anywhere I go across the cosmos. I am a fighter. Sometimes I get so pumped up that only Ross has the power to soothe me, and talk me down.

Even now, at a distance, he plays this song, the one to let me know he is very pleased with me and wants to be together with me in the SAME dimension soon:

Time In A Bottle -- Jim Croce

http://youtu.be/fyTfbtZeGeU

She comes through now. I will channel her, right here. She will be the H.S.

H.S.      I am sorry!

C:       For what? Taking the Galactic Party and using me? Everyone does it. It's the whole SYSTEM of using us for our missions that makes me sick.

H.S.      You are angry. And upset at me.

C:      No duh. Where have you BEEN the whole time I have been stuck here in this God-forsaken place?!?

H.S.     I have been right here by your side.

C:     Doing what? Knitting? It has been so long I bet you have made a whole wardrobe of sweaters!

H.S.     I am very active in my service to you...

C:      Or is it the other way around? Is this Free Will thing a whole crock of shit or what is it??!!

H.S.    I do not have the degree of Free Will as you do. I only help. I am bound by honor and the laws of the Galactic Codex, and by Karma.

C:      At least when you do something it isn't to serve some Galactic Goddess who is eating bon bons and popcorn and getting entertained.

H.S.   You think I do NOTHING?

C:     I know that for a fact. (I point to my heart). Why is this so filled with pain and anguish? If you were there it would not feel suffering at all. I couldn't.

H.S.   That is the amnesia.

C:    To HELL with the amnesia, I am sick of it!

H.S.   That is why I am here. Today. With patience and for your heart.

C:    Fix it. Fix it and let me get on to the next thing. I want to go.  I want to shake off everything that bothers me and go-go-go on to my next task. I feel trapped!

H.S.    Who would that serve for you to go off like that?

C:     Me.

H.S.     And everybody else who is counting on you?

C:    (pause)  Can I take a break?

H.S.    No. You can't. That is what you signed up for.

C:     Well, what did YOU sign?

H.S.   To serve and to protect you to the best of my abilities.

C:    And if I am lost, then, what happens to you?

H.S.   I go without a part of me that I will miss very much. I cannot regrow it.

C:     So we are more than sourdough bread and starter, me and you?

H.S.   Yes. I sponsor you with my own presence.

C:    So....you 'sponsor' anybody else?

H.S.    No.

C:      Why do you even care about me?

H.S.    Because I love you.

C:      But you love EVERYBODY. All of the Galactics do. Why do you care about this one here, seated at the computer?

H.S.    Because I have love and family when I am with you.

C:       Even though I can't talk to you or know you for all this time up until now?

H.S.    Just like if you were in a coma. I would come and talk to you every day.

C:       So what happens when I go to sleep at night?

H.S.    You are not to ask that question.

C:       So what happens to the Consciousness of others when they fall asleep, and how does it 'interact' with their Higher Selves?

H.S.    I told you once already not to ask that question.

C:       Why not?

H.S.    Because you know  and the amnesia is blocking you.

C:       Will you go away when I wake up?

H.S.    I hadn't thought of it in that way. I thought of it as all our love coming together into One, Unity.

C:       Dude? I know who I am, and I know what I know. I don't want to know everything. I could care less. I only want to go to Ross, and be his wife, and get the hell out of Dodge.

H.S.    That is simply not possible.

C:        Why?

H.S.     Because Ross has a memory for you, both of you together, very happy, for a Long Life.

C:        So....when the two of us are together, His Dream Wins?

H.S.     It is for the Highest Good. We don't compete. But whatever serves the Light the most is what eventually happens.

C:   (feeling very defeated)

H.S.     Ross wants you happy.  Happier than this. (gestures at herself and me).

C:        Ross wants you. He wants you whole. And that has nothing to do with the happiness of me.

(I hear Time In A Bottle really loud now...)

H.S.    Wouldn't you say that Ross wants YOU whole, and YOUR happiness has everything to do with the happiness of me? 

C:        Are there TWO happinesses? Or ONE?

H.S.     In the grand scheme of things there is One, but there are many 'flavors' of the kind of happiness that we enjoy.

C:         I don't know you. I don't go to strangers. No matter how much happiness is promised. Down here, people promise children puppies only to kidnap them in cars...

H.S. (she laughs a beautiful laughter that is like bells, and she means it).  I would never kidnap you with a puppy. I would just have you taken directly to where it is I want you to go.

C:   (dead silence and look at floor).   I want to go. I don't like your laugher and your power to make me ZAP anywhere on your whim. I have to trust you and there is a long way to go right now between us. I don't care if you've saved my ass on all of my assignments. I have no way of knowing. And I don't have the patience to watch the 'replays' on the Akhashic Record. It is your word on mine, and I have had enough. I excuse myself now. I thank you for your time, for your concern, and for your love for me. Love can't be forced. Right now I do not feel the warmth and kinship you claim to show for me. I KNOW Ross. I see his face, I touch him. He sends me surprises--songs, small gifts, contact and reassurance. I only want Him right now. Not you. Thank you and good day.

H.S.    (She looks at me, puzzled, with tears almost in her eyes, she respects my wishes, and she goes.)

C:    ( I run and give her one hug, because her sadness, somehow, I feel in my heart. I can't explain it. I want her to know I am stressed and that I don't understand, and that I am at my limit, but it has nothing to do with how she has treated me. It is the situation. Any two in this situation would have the same effect on me at this time. I don't blame her, personally. I just don't enjoy being told that I have this Other and I am Not Me. She softens, and dries her few tears at the corner of her eyes, and goes.)

Ross says to put this here. I almost didn't. But I thought again, and agree.

One Is The Loneliest Number by Three Dog Night

http://youtu.be/d5ab8BOu4LE

Aloha and Mahalos,

Namaste,

Peace,

Reiki Doc

P.S.    Blessed Mother just said the Reunion is going to begin soon.

This Won't Last Forever

This one isn't easy to write.  It is straight from my soul, from my heart, from my center of my essence.

Everything I knew about me,  is not what I once thought:  today I had a breakthrough with the meeting of my Higher Self.

I was angry at Her for sending me here. It took the patience of many, many in the Higher Realms including my Beloved, Ross, to calm me down and get me accustomed to--and not necessarily enthusiastically receiving--this knowledge of Her, my Higher Self.

Much of the accusation was along the lines of 'why are you THERE, all comfortable and Light, back wherever you are, while I am here having to carry on with this pebble in my shoe that is so painful?'

This process took hours for me, in very deep and tearful meditation.

Here are the lessons I 'picked up' from working with Her:

• the only difference between me as I am now, and Her, is what I remember. We are One.
• I am not an 'avatar' for a 'game' or anything. My consciousness is the very BEST part of Her.
• She, up there, is 'what I used to remember', or what I once was before I incarnated here.
• She says to think of me, here, now, like the green shoot that comes off the branch of the tree. I am the New Growth, the part that is actively seeking experiences for soul advancement.
• I am Here on Assignment, and because of this, my amnesia is very thick.
• I am still the beloved of Ross, just as much as I always have been, and that will not change.
• When I go up, my 'memory of Her' that is Her will merge with 'my experiences of Now' and all will be One, but I will not 'disappear'.  I will regain full knowledge as a Galactic Citizen of the Universe.

She gave me a symbol. It is Her Reiki Symbol. I am to use it and to explore what it means and what it does. I am not sure if it Heals, or if it makes Remembering more simple, or exactly what it is about.

At one point, she asked me, to make a list of all my Dreams.

The fact is, at this point, I have None.  I don't dare to dream or hope, because every time I do, it is accompanied by a 'Lesson', which is painful, or a 'Mission' which is exhausting, and I do not at this point wish to budge or do anything at all with my person.

She said, gently, that at least now, fresh for today, I begin with a clean 'plate', and I can create whatever I wish, without any distortion whatsoever, for I know the Truth about who I am, and my Higher Self.

I have the feeling that through all of this 'discovery', it is much like having a brand new pair of Levi's 501 jeans. They are rough and scratchy, and I have to wear them until the fibers become pliable, and comfortable. I have to break them in.

Again, I do not wish to explain this any more than I have already. This is the most advanced lesson I have been given, myself, on my own spiritual path. I write this for anyone else who experiences a similar 'lesson' to have a point of reference. When it is time for you to understand this lesson and the material of the soul journey that is presented here, it will be there for you, for reference, for you to compare your own 'notes'. It is my hope that it will make your process simpler, and easier to fathom, for you.

There is no song, or photograph which even comes close to describing that which is 'real' and that is 'illusion' when it comes to the Higher Self.  I barely grasp it. That is why I sign off, and leave this for you, with a kiss and a hug and a HUGE box of tissues, my favorite, the softest 'puffs plus with the aloe'...

Aloha and Mahalos,

Namaste,

Peace,

Reiki Doc

Feathering The Nest

Laguna Beach, California

Have you ever known a woman who was pregnant?

At the end there is a stage where she begins cleaning furiously. It is called 'nesting' and portends impending 'birth'.

We had a neighbor down the street who in her late term started cleaning the garage door and scrubbing furiously. She delivered in less than a week! : )))

Energy wise, I have noticed three abrupt shifts in my status quo:

• Wanting to make Peace. I wrote the blog about Dad, I contacted others, even the Trash Man who asked me out and I avoided like crazy on trash day in our neighborhood--I showed him how much my kid has grown. He got out of the truck like old times, we talked,and we made peace.
• Wanting to bond with my son at home.   I am not a homebody! I love to go out and enjoy the beach, take a hike, work in the yard. Today I let someone else use my ticket to see Evita. I just need to be here, in the house, and quietly spend the day caring for my son. This is like making sure we are 'ready' for 'what comes next' and making sure I do everything I can to enjoy what time we have left in 3D together as we know it.
• Furiously working to Prepare and Do What Is Expected Of Me: I know exactly what I am Asked to do for my Purpose right here, right Now, for you. The last time I had this sense of urgency, I knew on a soul level 'there was not much time' left to do what I needed to do with my last 'request' from Spirit about ten years ago. Much to my surprise, everything worked out. But there was an urgency I have not experienced since then, the last two days, NOW.

I also hit upon a GOLD MINE!

Here is something written by Ariel De Angelis. She does not know her story matches closely mine and another Lightworker I know for the formative years. The Other had her Father as her guardian. For me, I had a little sister born, and also my son born, at the times of 'highest stress' and 'highest probability of leaving the assignment'.

You may or might not 'resonate' with her 'Moxie' series, but I will reblog them here:

• Part 1  http://angelofdiscernment.blogspot.com/2013/10/the-return-of-moxie-part-i_25.html
• Part 2  http://angelofdiscernment.blogspot.com/2013/10/the-return-of-moxie-part-ii_26.html
• Part 3  http://angelofdiscernment.blogspot.com/2013/10/the-return-of-moxie-part-iii.html
• Part 4  http://angelofdiscernment.blogspot.com/2013/10/the-return-of-moxie-part-iv.html
• Part 5  http://angelofdiscernment.blogspot.com/2013/10/the-return-of-moxie-part-iv.html

This part, however, is where it 'gets REAL good':

• Our Spiritual/Earth History Part 1: http://angelofdiscernment.blogspot.com/2013/11/free-will-vs-divine-will-bridging-gap.html
• Part 2: http://angelofdiscernment.blogspot.com/2013/11/free-will-vs-divine-will-bridging-gap_3.html
• Part 3: http://angelofdiscernment.blogspot.com/2013/11/free-will-vs-divine-will-bridging-gap_8.html
• And a 'feel good': http://angelofdiscernment.blogspot.com/2013/11/seven-siblings-and-one-energy-effusion.html

It explains so much! All of it. And for this I am so thankful!

Aloha and Mahalos,

Namaste,

Reiki Doc