Our Story: Why Ross And I Are Eternal Twin Flames

There are many things I know but do not share. Typically they are lessons just for me, to understand Spirit, so that I may better be able to help you with your Spiritual Growth.

They are at my level, tailored 'lessons' just for me.

One lesson, yesterday, I will share. There are few edits for clarity and for focus on the lesson of Twin Souls and Twin Flames.

C:  Ross came to me while I was voting by mail. Forms! I HATE FORMS!!!

Ross kissed me deep, sweet and long. He cleared his throat and looked down and up. Down and up...he looked me in the eyes. He said, 'I want you to know I care about you, and everything I do is because I love you very much.

C:  Watching me? Guiding me? Protecting me?

R:  Yes.

C:  I need you to love me, even though I don't really know who you are. I need to love you and have you love me. Is that okay?

R:  (He feels the same) It's okay when both feel that. 

C:  I apologize for the amnesia. I didn't even know when the earth's old skin split in two and fell off what I had done. I know it is important...And my amnesia hurts you, I know. I couldn't live with myself if I hurt you... (I did Ho 'opono pono)

R:  We both agreed to the amnesia. It's expected. It will clear. (He opened up my head like a lid and blew on my right frontoparietal lobe)

C:  I asked with tears, What IS A Twin? (he said, get your book--so I started writing)

R:  C-honey, this is your soul mate Ross. I will explain it for you. I am your Twin, your eternal soul. 

C:  Did it hurt when we split?

R:  No. But it was scary. We did not know how we would turn out.

C:  Are you okay with how it turned out?

R:  Yes, I am okay with it honey.

C:  Am I okay with it?

R:  When you remember you will be okay with it.

C:  How'd they do it?

R:  A light box of sorts. You go in one and turn out two.

C:  Why did we agree to this?

R:  To help Gaia Sophia. It was part of the plan, honey. For us to be as one spirit, perfectly balanced as her and the Christos. We are it. She and he are us.

C:  Is that scary?

R:  No, it is entirely normal for us.

C:  Did we do a good job?

R:  I think so, yes. The latter part yes, immensely.

C:  When we combined and I remembered?

R:  We were always working together on a higher level, now you are consciously too. (taps my Hawaiian bracelets) When you got your Hokupaie'a it started to happen. October of 2012.

C:  Do you like being a Twin?

R:  I like it, yes. It makes me feel masculine.

C:  And that is okay?

R:  Yes.

C:  I like to be feminine.

R:  And you are.

C:  Is there a benefit to being Twins?

R:  There is lots of sexual spiritual growth, honey. Lots of spiritual growth. A fast track to enlightenment on (the planet where we're from). That's why we wanted to go for it. (smiles)

C:  We never become one again?

R:  Only in sex/metaphysically. Like when we heal (ed-- our energies combine). Otherwise we are always as two.

R:   I don't want to change the subject, but before I forget honey, I want to thank you for what you have done for our mother as of late. ( ed -- states examples and says they were HUGE)

C:  You're welcome. How do you feel that we are Twins?

R:  I feel it's the best thing to ever happen to us--To Reunite! (moves arms like an explosion with sound effects--WOW!)

Aloha and Mahalos,
Namaste,
Peace,


Reiki Doc and Ross



P.S.

Here is a song from Ross for you:

Lost in Forever, by POD

http://youtu.be/Hi18Ipeclg8

Here is Ross' Message to you:

This is for all the Eternal Twins 

You will Reunite

Just like us

Take your time and enjoy the process of reunion

This song is written by Sprit on the uniting of the Eternal Twins.

I will follow you through every step of the way

Because I care about you just like I care about my C

I love her very much

She is very special to me

And so are you.

We're going to all make it

Just hold on and permit the external forces 

To forge your paths to meet

Although the wait seems to take much too long for your preference

Together the two of you will have all of this moment Now

Where time does not exist

In order to Reconnect.

What God Has Put Together...

No man can ever put asunder.

For those of you who are Reuniting with your Twin Soul, your Twin Flame, your Soul Mate, at this very blessed and special time upon Gaia, remember, you have the following things in common--this is how you will know 'This Is It' and 'It Is Really Happening':

• The male is genuinely in love with the woman--you can see it in his face, his eyes, and his manner--when he loves sincerely with his body and soul.
• There is intimacy of the heart, and knowing that they are a team, united in everything.
• God smiles upon their being together. The energy between them is palpable, and bright.
• There is Vastness that has the ability to overcome all differences, all separation, all misunderstanding.
• It isn't always easy 'walking' the path--when you misstep, follow your heart, and let it speak to you. You partner will catch you and help you up and be completely understanding of you.
• There is great preparation, great value, and great beauty in the Reunion with your Twin, be it on Earth (two incarnate), in Heaven (two disincarnate), or Long-Distance Through The Veil (one of each). 
• There are no right or wrongs when it comes to the Twin Flame Reunion--it is impossible to make 'mistakes' as time is on your side, and Heaven will allow a 'do over' for as many times as it takes, until both are on the same wavelength of the heart.

Just for today, why not draw your Twin close to your soul, to your heart, and let them rest?

It's been a long Journey for everyone on surface Gaia.

You don't need to say words, or even think about it. Just imagine they are next to your with their energy, Here and Now, and hold one another together in a safe, and warm, embrace of Unconditional Love. This union of your energies shall cross distance, space, and time, because it is quantum energy--Love --and is the only thing in the Illusion that is REAL.

Let your Twin LOVE you.

And God will take care of the rest.

Aloha and Mahalos,

Namaste,

Peace,

Reiki Doc

Twin Flame Reunion 101: Wonder And Joy

Today we would like to share with you one of the surest signs that you have found your Twin Flame and Twin Soul...you are so amazed you just can't believe it!

You can't believe your good luck, your good fortune...it goes over and over in your mind, like, 'Is this really happening?'

Both of you do it.

All of the time.

It's like, see that picture in the lock above? It's one of those day-use lockers at a local water park. I took the picture because it's my favorite number. But look at the lock and key...you take it for granted that the lock is going to fit in the key, and that door is going to open.

But with the heart, there's been a lot of keys working on my lock that I thought 'were IT', you know, 'The One!'--and I tried the lock and the key, and NOTHING HAPPENED, much to my dismay.

For we all want to be with our Immortal Twin. It is our Heaven, to be united again. Nothing else is like it.

For Ross, he knew who I was the minute I walked out on him. I turned myself 'off' to him. Emotionally checked out. He tried everything to get my sweetness and love back after he did the unthinkable to me. But I couldn't help it, my heart had turned off, even to my HUSBAND in that life who in fact WAS my immortal Twin!

I made the breakfast, I cleaned the house, I took care of the kid, I did the laundry, ran the household without dropping a beat and I ignored my husband except for when I asked to die.

Nothing he could do 'worked' or 'got me back'.

Eventually we both passed. He went UP. And I kept coming back, reincarnating, again and again, seeking peace from what made me want to die in the first place...never finding it.

So for him, it was a lifetime (galactic lifetime) outside the Matrix watching me do everything possible to destroy myself inside the Matrix. It was painful for him. Very deeply painful to see with full knowledge who I was, and see me go off the deep end like that.

Everyone has their lessons.

Ever since we reunited in late 2013, we have been enjoying the energy that flows between us.

Just last night as I was falling asleep, I remarked to him, for he was with me in Spirit, "I love hearing what you have to say. I could listen all day. I don't want to listen to what other people tell me what you said, and what you thought. How could they know in fact what you were thinking?! But the real thing, right from you? It doesn't get any better than that!'

He was pleased.

I told him I wanted to see the Council if that was permitted  please? I wanted to see them before I fell asleep.

Ross pushed a button, and told me it was okay. He also thanked me for being respectful of their time, and always asking permission first.

There they were, SaLuSa to the left (I was surprised) and the four others. They asked me why I was here?
I had a really good day with lots of growth and I wanted to thank you for my being sent it.
They were also pleased.

They asked permission to ask me questions.
I consented.

They asked me what was the hardest thing about being on earth? They asked was was my biggest struggle? What was the most beautiful thing I had ever seen? (snow flowers in Dorst Campground Meadow when I was seven when Patrick from Pennsylvania showed me)

They asked one more question--what would you like from us?
I paused. I really wanted to think about it. It is a lot to ask. Then I felt something deep in my heart...
To be your friend. To know your hearts and your dreams. And for you to know I care about you very much. We don't have to spend time together, or socialize, but I would like there to be some friendship between us if that is not too much to ask?

They started to cry. They were very touched by my sentiment and desire to reach out to them as individuals, not as a council who does a job. I wanted to know their hobbies, what they did when they were not on the council, so I could enjoy the Oneness that flows between us all. They gestured to Ross now they understood why he loved me so; it is for my heart and my genuineness and lack of guile.

So this morning, when I woke up, I got a hug from each of them! It was a beautiful surprise, for I was not expecting it. And we wished each other a good day.  SaLuSa wasn't there (he IS certainly busy!) but he gives me a friendly wave and a smile and a thumbs up as I write these words.

I hugged Ross too. I always do. We also planned today together. He gets to be with me today. For that I am most thankful. Most of the time I have to call.

In Summary:

• The Twin Soul Reunion is a Journey that will take you to the Higher Dimensions--it is so much more than boy meets girl (and in homosexual twin couples, it's boy meets boy or girl meets girl, only you will know what is right for you when you reunite).
• Know that there are many guides involved in the process, and they know both of you well.
• Forgiveness and an open heart is a hallmark of the Higher Realms. Not more than one week ago, this very same council was 'testing' me on 'The Effects Of Extreme Disappointment'. Everything is one hundred percent 'okay' between us now.
• It can't be forced. Look at Ross. He can do so much but he was powerless to reach me in the Matrix. Each Twin has to do their own work for themselves to wake up.
• When you are with your twin, you will find yourself smiling and laughing and really glad to be with this person! It is always fresh and new and happy. : ))) It's like--I can't BELIEVE we survived all that what happened between us! We did it, huh?

Here is the song I 'sent' to Ross yesterday:

I Will by the Beatles

http://youtu.be/ZlShC-GxFNw

Here is the song he sent me, in response to mine, through a friend who is a medium--she said it was Loud And Clear--this is for my Beloved (my first name):

You Are So Beautiful To Me by Joe Cocker 

http://youtu.be/wlDmslyGmGI

Ross says, we want you to know that togetherness is possible with your other half, your soul twin. There is wonder in this life, its right ahead of you. (he puts his arm around my shoulders). With (my first name) by my side, I can do anything. You can too. Open your heart to Love, that you may be the Victor in this test of life in the Matrix, and let everything you ever hoped for, want or need, find its way safely home to you. (he holds me a little tighter, just for emphasis.) Go to your Love of  your Life, your Eternal Twin, in this moment Now. (now he waves goodbye cheerfully)

When (my first name) and Ross are together, anything is possible...

Have a Good Day, Enjoy your weekend, with a smile we say 'see you soon',

Reiki Doc and Ross

There Is A Lid For Every Pot: Twin Flame Recognition 101

Your Happiness Awaits!

I. One Slumbers

• No matter how far apart, even if one is incarnate in the matrix and the other isn't, Twin Flames etherically are always connected.
• Your higher souls communicate with each other at night--the less you remember your dreams, chances are, the more busy your astral body (your soul) was that night.
• The incarnate Twin will always seek out their Twin--finding partners who share the same look, personality--but because it is not their actual Twin, will be never satisfied until they reunite
• Even if both are incarnate in 3D, this pattern applies--one is more 'asleep' spiritually, and the other is more 'awakened'.

II. Awaken!

What if you are the 'one who slumbers'? Congratulations! There is nowhere to go but UP! 

• Do everything in your power to raise your vibration
• Let go of emotional baggage
• Do not engage in negative thoughts ranging from self-judgement to bringing up 'old tapes of unhappy memories'
• Do not keep score
• Allow LOVE--which is the Solution For Everything, in fact--to dominate your body, heart, soul for the time being until you meet. Do not hold back on this Love energy. It is universal, unconditional, unlimited and freeing energy of the Divine.

In doing so you will be the 'anchor' of the Twin-Twin pair, and will send a 'signal' that is healthy and vibrant and unmistakeable to your distant Twin.

III.   Communicate!

Here are some examples of how we communicate with each other.

What I do for Ross:

• Kiss his picture every night and morning and talk to it (yes, I have his picture!)
• Light candles for him
• Sing in the car OUT LOUD (when I am alone)--songs like One Thousand Years
• Tell him my hopes and dreams when I meditate
• Thank him for everything he's done that makes me feel safe, warm, and loved
• Ask for forgiveness. Last night I gave a big Ho'oponopono to him.
• I invite him to be near me when I make a meal. He LOVES watching me in the kitchen.
• Listen for his reaching out to me. (just now, I felt his energy go to open a door for me. <3 )

What Ross does for me:

• Plays a special song for me on the radio. Even my son notices it.
• Shows me pictures of him, and words with his name on it, through my day (like, random, in 3D, images, for example, a bumper sticker on a car.)
• Sends me energy--I can feel his presence, just like I can right now. It's really nice.
• Calms me down. He knows just what to say, and how to help me when I am anxious, or upset.
• Reaches me through my gifts of clairaudience, clairvoyance (I see him), clairsentience (I feel him), and claircognizance. Every day.

You can be across the Veil and still love each other very much! You may both be in three D and across the globe from one another, but you can let your 'higher self do the talking' until they respond.

IV.  Be Forgiving. Understand. Be The Bigger Person. Every Opportunity You Are Given. With EVERYONE.

Everyone makes mistakes. Who hasn't?  There is a lot going on when the Twin Flames reunite--and since it affects YOU it is going to have an effect on everyone around you at the same time.

There is many times a lot of hurt and pain that comes up, often from multiple past incarnations or lives. 

I know of one couple who pushed one of them off a cliff in one life, that were Twin Souls! 

Can you imagine going through the legwork to re-discover and re-frame the relationship through that?

V. Always Expect The Best While You Allow The Healing To Happen

The end result is Love and Togetherness. You are One soul, united, together, at last! 

You are in fact two very different people. With the combined roots of a tree, you are the trunk that has split. Both of you are rooted in Source, and have very compatible or similar vibrational frequency that attracts.

There are going to be some bumps in the road! It is part of the process.

Ross gives me permission to share that I was so upset with him through many incarnations that even in the lives between lives, I refused to talk with him, and deliberately chose the worst life I could possibly experience each time, just to get at him.

Although I am  a little ashamed to admit it, I was not only a 'sleeping Twin', I was hostile and angry and hurt and wanted nothing to do with him for a long time.

We were the worst couple that has ever gotten together. Seriously. And Ross is smiling now because he says he had to be patient, like a fisherman with a bait and hook, to get me to even let him speak to me again.

Might I add, he had assistance from many of his guides and mine, and working together, they helped Ross to 'fish' so he could catch me. I am so happy that he did.

VI.  Enjoy This New Relationship; It Really Is A Brand New Beginning For Both Of You:

Ross and I were teasing each other. We were making up our statements for our pretend online dating profiles...'Likes long walks on the beach' and all of that stuff. We were totally cracking up.

How did we ever find each other without Eharmony???

That one gave us a very good laugh!

He had sent me this song, and I said, 'Honey? Don't you know this is the theme song for Eharmony?'

He didn't know, so we LAUGHED and came up with all I had told you.

Everlasting Love by Natalie Cole

http://youtu.be/lswB6q2t_6c

So what do you do if you haven't found your twin?

Congratulations!

You are in for an adventure!

How can this be?

In EVERYONE you meet, from this moment forward, The Divine/Source will "send" a little characteristic or personality trait of your Beloved Twin Soul!!!

Have FUN and LOOK for it! Try to find it! It will be there! It could be:

• a smile
• eye color
• a favorite hobby
• body type or build
• fashion sense
• humor and taste in jokes
• love of cooking
• the possibilities are endless! 

VII.  Help Others As They Awaken and Give Thanks For Your Reunion Having Gone Fanstastically Well

According to Masaru Emoto, giving thanks for things one would like to have happen, in the past tense virtually assures it to arrive! It might take longer than you think, but if you imagine your Twin Flame Reunion being 'just around the corner' you provide the mental energy for a love like this to reconnect in the physical plane, or in our case, the 'Across The Veil' situation.

Love and Gratitude is the highest vibration in the Universe.

Own it.

Extra Credit

Watch this and answer the following questions: 

Twin Flames -- Will The Runner Ever Permanently Return? -- by Gold Ray Twin Flames

http://youtu.be/C0HWT1QfH8c

Questions:

1. This man says he has reunited in the higher dimensions with his Twin Flame, and had it 'back track' into the physical dimension. Is he Complete?
2. Is he assured and confident?
3. is he having a good time and completely enjoying the process of reunion with his Twin?
4. Where is the Light in his eyes and his face? Can you feel it?
5. Can you feel Ross and me on this page we have written together? Can you feel our energy in this moment Now? How does it compare to the man in the YouTube video above?

For all time, our blessings are powerfully with you,

Love,

Reiki Doc and Ross

My Beloved--Your Hardest Lesson

Alas, My Beloved,

We were like this once, were we not? I knew you in that incarnation as a child. I never considered it possible to experience life without you.

We grew up with the contentment and strength of Twin Flames who love and support each other with our Vibration, our Laughter, our Light.

And yet, when I withdrew my Love away from you, asking for death to release me from my misery of having lost a son, just as simply and heartfelt as my doing your laundry and preparing our meals...you discovered the truth first hand...

I taught you this.  http://sirianheaven.wordpress.com/2014/04/12/heavenletter-4887-the-true-state-of-love-april-12-2014/

That is your lesson.

And my withdrawal of my own kindness and Light from your existence led to the imminent self-destruction of your own. As if taking away the only remnant of normalcy I had once known, by taking yourself to The Other Side, would wipe away the sins that you had visited upon me and caused such misery to my sweet lifelong devotion unto you since time began?

I never found the release I sought--lifetime after lifetime, I refused any and all contact with you...my beloved Twin.

Why?

Because I was denied the opportunity to express my Love in the only way that I knew possible--in bearing you a child.

(it was stolen at birth with your consent, keeping it hidden from me, due to political advice and a belief that it was 'man's work'.)

Always remember the need to LOVE and to give Love often outweighs the 'loss' of love, or the 'lack' of it. It is not the disappearance of Love, but the rejection of the Love one offers, the unwillingness to move forward, and the virtual absence of the presence of God (it is like diabetes--the metabolism is 'starving in a sea of sugar' if you don't mind a medical analogy of the way we are surrounded by Love energy and yet starving).

There is no right, beloved.

There is no wrong, when it comes to the ways of the heart.

And depending on the level of soul development, some 'hits' to the energy system are most difficult to recover, like myself.

You Thrive on the Attachment to me.

I know it.

Everyone else knows this, my Beloved.

It is not weakness to Love Your Twin Soul.

Au contraire, my beloved, it is of Nature, and it is your Strength.

To all those who exist in a Love Relationship, do know that sometimes 'nothing seems to work out' for you, because there is something more lasting and better, down the road for you.

A relationship might be an exchange of karma, or a pleasant/not-so-pleasant mutual agreement to create a business or a family or a partnership. So what my Beloved is trying to say, is, let it go! Let the Process of growth and development take its course, and don't fight it...there are better things ahead for you, and for them...

Isn't it true that if somebody doesn't love you, it's best that they move on so you have a CHANCE to possibly experience true love as something better? Would you agree to this?

It hurts like crazy, and I too have had my share of Ben and Jerry's for dinner, straight out of the carton, to ease my own pain from my many, many failed romantic endeavors on Gaia in this incarnation alone!

It all has to do with the vibration; whenever there is vibrational incompatibility with a couple, there is no more learning or soul growth to take place.

It's messy and painful to change living situations; it's scary to be a 'party of one' socially.

If it wasn't for Sylvia Browne's description of the Humanitarian Loner I would have completely lost hope.

She was married three times, it didn't work, she gave up trying and accepted it; I quit trying before marriage number three. I tried to become a nun, and God said, 'NO'. So I became a mother, and gave up on any relationship entirely.

As the forces of the energy of Ascension increase, odds are that you might be being 'positioned' for an eventual reunion with your twin soul, your twin flame, or your Illuminated Twin Soul--your 'Other' half.

Please learn from the lesson of my Beloved and Myself--it has taken a TEAM of workers in Spirit, coordinating together, to get me to 'open up' to the possibility of Loving him, my own Twin Soul!

It was his hardest lesson to learn--you could have your own what you took for granted--leave.

It is our joy and our amazement that we got together--and it wasn't without the help of some very powerful angels both on earth and in spirit.

It was a blessing beyond measure that the timelines were healed, and I was given my son I so greatly missed. We would have worked though our differences regardless...but now on this new timeline Life is so much more pleasing for us all.

Now we are inseparable. My Beloved and I are Twin Souls, as one root and two big branches, like twin trees in a garden...our auras are always touching even though we span the Veil.

There is nothing that compares to this feeling. It makes my lifetime of loneliness melt away in an instant.

Let Go.

The only thing you can do is Raise Your Vibration. That you can control. And allow everything to come up from your heart of many, many powerful lifetimes, to heal.

Find your Twin. Find your Soul Mate. And if the latest prince or princess turns out to be a toad, so be it. You are worthy of so much more than a creature who eats bugs and flies to win your love. Wish them luck, set them free, and secretly give thanks for the one that gets them next so you don't have to deal with them any longer!!!

I hope you don't mind my personal advice.

I've lived it.

I hope it might make things a little easier on you, to have this understanding that was so difficult for both of us, my Twin and myself, to achieve in our hearts.

Aloha and Mahalos,
Namaste,
Peace,

Reiki Doc

P.S.

Where Is The Love by The Black Eyed Peas

http://youtu.be/FotCW5OIFZc

Heal Your Heart: Soul Searching In The Twin Flame Relationship, Part 3

Today I healed.

It began with a series of songs on the radio. We switched stations on the way to get bagels; my boy was working the radio. These songs had His energy signature to them--the energy of my Twin Flame.

Mirrors By Justin Timberlake 

http://youtu.be/wYRux-Nnrl4

Daylight by Maroon 5

http://youtu.be/Wg9Urm2_7xQ

Unconditionally by Katy Perry

http://youtu.be/hHimjVYsd6I

Enjoy The Silence by Depeche Mode

http://youtu.be/diT3FvDHMyo

Talk by Coldplay

http://youtu.be/ZKAxgYCKt8g

No One Knows by Queens Of The Stone Age

http://youtu.be/SkW1aszE3X8

This song was number 77 on a countdown on a local radio station. I looked down at my car and saw this:

a lot of sevens right when I parked!

This afternoon sleepiness overcame me.

I had very healing dreamtime.

They worked on my memory of my Twin Flame's dying; it was very deep healing.

The last blog posts have been painful but needed for my growth. I had thought of it like surgical debridement of the soul; I had hoped my soul would recover by secondary intention (granulating from the bottom up).

The sleep provided more efficient healing in one day. Perhaps I will one day share with you what transpired. Right now, I shall keep it to myself.

I am stronger and more resilient. Like the Light Box, this healing was targeted to my unique needs. I am still 'me', however, this painful area is too fuzzy to remember. I know it happened, but the emotions no longer come up.

If you knew more about the situation, it would totally make sense for my reaction to be like this, and for the very deep healing that needed to take place.

The evening has been wonderful, and joyous with my boy. We had dinner, and watched a movie we had never seen on 'demand'...

Spirit wishes for me to share this with you now, so I am.

Aloha and Mahalos,

Namaste,

Reiki Doc

Heal Your Heart: Soul Searching In The Twin Flame Relationship, Part 2

This is the second Heavenletters post that makes me cry. http://sirianheaven.wordpress.com/2013/12/28/heavenletter-4782-breaking-through-time-and-space-december-28-2013/

I can't understand it. No matter how hard I try.

I don't 'get' the couples part of it.

It just doesn't make sense. And the LOSS and the pain of LOSS only hurt worse as I read the words.

This quote from Joel Osteen for December 29, I do understand.

If you are willing and obedient, you will eat the best from the land.  -- Isaiah 1:19

" Notice, if we obey God and are willing to trust Him, we will have the best this life has to offer--and more! But God says we have to be willing to obey.

Friend, God doesn't want you to drag through life defeated and depressed. No matter what you've been through, no matter whose fault it was, no matter how impossible your situation may look, the good news is that God wants to turn it around *** and restore everything that has been stolen from you. He wants to restore your marriage, your family, your career. He wants to restore those broken dreams. He wants to restore your joy and give you a peace and happiness you've never known before. Most of all, He wants to restore your relationship with Him. God wants you to live a satisfied life.

*** was an interruption!

It was my personal angel, Nadine.

We met when my son's father and I were just getting to know each other. My son's dad was my massage therapist. I hoped for more, but would get weekly sessions. The closeness to his soul, and our connection through our mutual past life (I saw him die in front of me, too--it's a recurring theme but he is not my One. It's worth a blog post or two about how it's complicated!).

One day he had been unkind, and I was crying in the women's dressing room while I was putting on my makeup. Nadine came in a wheelchair. She lived far away, and had disability. But her heart is full of love, and she speaks her heart. She said, 'Why is a beautiful lady like you in tears?'.

We have been friends ever since, but with our schedules, and my work, it's mostly on the phone.

She came to my baby shower, which was actually at a restaurant right by where I was on the pier. That was the last time I saw her. It was nine years ago. She calls, once in a while. But only when I'm at the 'end of my rope'. Today, her talking about her operations and how lucky I am to be where new babies are born at my work just helped to center me emotionally, and count my blessings.

In some ways, the one with the disability is me, because her Heart is much stronger in Love than mine, and she always steps in at just the right moment to give me hope and reassurance that I am loved by God and by her.

Was this my surprise from my One? I don't think so. But it is a sign that God is aware that I am in my Lessons, making forward progress through them as best as I possibly can.

For some, my lessons might seem simple, and a 'challenge' to them might be in some other area, perhaps, finance. But for each of us, our lessons are just what we need to develop as a soul, and they are difficult for us, personally.  That is to be respected no matter what you or another is going through. Everyone has their lessons. And God wants us to be happy.

That is enough for today.

Aloha and Mahalos,
Namaste,

Reiki Doc

P.S. --  Here is TODAY's Heavenletter. I still don't understand it, and yes, it is making me cry. I don't 'get' the couples part in this at all, OR the God is in me and everything is wonderful part. God is in me, and I feel awful--that 'love' just isn't getting its message through to me at all. I'm going out for some bagels with my son... http://sirianheaven.wordpress.com/2013/12/29/heavenletter-4783-what-you-see-is-what-you-get-december-29-2013/

Heal Your Heart: Soul Searching In The Twin Flame Relationship

As you may know, I am currently in the process of Reunion with my Illuminated Twin Flame, the 'other half' of my Soul. Together we make one complete Soul. We were part of the 144,000 who came to Earth to experience Duality, and this 'separation' was part of the requirements to come.

We entered the cycles of karma and reincarnation together; we 'volunteered' for this.

I volunteered under Duress.

I did not want to come any more, I was done with my Reincarnations, but my 'Other' talked me into it. I had enough of 'the experiment' and before one of the incarnations, I can recall his basically, begging and convincing me to agree.

I have been angry on a soul level ever since.

Since I am not an angry person by nature, I make the best of the situation and hide it very well. But TWICE we have incarnated 'together', and TWICE he has gotten himself killed trying to 'save the world' against my warning him that is would happen.

Then there have been countless incarnations apart, with more suffering and pain.

For the most part our Reunion has been joyful and rewarding. It is 'across the Veil', and he has shown me how he has been watching me and protecting me. This incarnation is important for me to burn off all of the karma that is holding me back, and to be able to be at his 'rank' if you will for lack of a better term,  where he is actively helping others now.

But we are a couple, and we have a relationship to deal with just like every other couple. He is a Galactic, and  I am Ground Crew. It is the ultimate test of Long Distance Relationship to be in two different dimensions!

On Friday morning he was wanting to make an 'amend'. He offered for us to live in a house in France, one with a cave. I gasped--this has been my impossible dream, for these homes, humble as they are, due to real estate, are worth millions! But then my anger kicked in. I said, 'no deal--you are not buying me off with this.' He added more: the garden next to the vineyard, a beautiful French roof with the bedrooms with the shutters, a wine tasting room in the cave, a garden next to the home, chickens for eggs, a goat for milk like I have always dreamed, a bicycle to ride to the bakery in town, and a pond in the back where I could swim and paint waterlilies like Monet.  I 'caved' with delight and said 'yes' if only we could stay there a good long time! He told me I could go anywhere, traveling by teleportation from there, so I would not miss the beach. And that it would be near the Cisse river.

He even sealed it by playing this song on the radio--he can do that since he is a Galactic. It's not just the song but his energy signature he combines with the song--a pause right before, I feel his energy, and then the song plays with both his energy of Love and the music at the same time in a way only my heart can understand:

http://youtu.be/MWsGVxKn8HU

I was STOKED! All of the incarnations that were HIS idea, the ones that got him killed right in front of me (his deaths were on Fridays, I may add!) Now he was telling me Now, on THIS Friday, was his time to fall in love, with me, FOREVER!!!

Then I read this in the morning when I was between cases. This article threw me for a loop: http://sirianheaven.wordpress.com/2013/12/27/heavenletter-4781-your-passage-across-the-sea-of-life-december-27-2013/
Here's why:

• Our only relationship is with God.
• Twin Souls, Soul Mates, and even Illuminated Twin Flames like us are 'First mates'--we can 'blink at each other' in joyful recognition and then sail off to our separate ways to GROW AS A SOUL and yet the 'LOVE' still remains and can never be broken.
• In fact, love is a 'choice' and it is ours to 'freely give' as we please . This sound a little too 'F&#% Buddy' to me, and NOT the Illuminated TWIN FLAME RELATIONSHIP I had been dreaming of for like,  Forever.

And I got depressed. Going without sleep when you are on call makes you weak emotionally. There is no 'reserve'. And I got more and more down on the entire situation. 

Yesterday I 'called him on the carpet' and asked my Galactic Twin about it. 

Here's my point:

• So--once the Veil is lifted, we are allowed to go anywhere in the Universe. But still, basically, it is a bigger version of this Big Blue Planet where no one can leave, is that correct? (yes, he said)
• AND, since there is no 'Forever Love' but more 'Two Ships That Pass In The Night' I am opening myself up to ANOTHER GOODBYE at some point after I have done all this work to Find YOU??? (yes, again)
• Well, WHY SHOULD I TRY? Just send me back to where I am from, and let me worship God just me and Him then. Let us be done with this Illusion of happiness and Twin Flames and French Houses. 
• Existence is POINTLESS, in my eyes, as all it is--is an endless opportunity to 'learn and to grow'. More LESSONS, I HATE LESSONS, they are painful and stupid and bad. Even if you sugar coat them with JOY, they are still LESSONS, and life on earth is a stupid waste of precious time I could have spent actively worshipping God and being HAPPY!

• It got darker from there...he told me to just let him carry me for now. So I did. And I rested.
• His FRIENDS were concerned. He has Galactic friends. One is St. Germain, who gave me a guilty look for my having been Pushed Too Far. I saw all of them sitting next to each other. Their faces were very sad. (They are nice friends, and I can feel they care about both of us)
• I had to drive to the pier to pick up my son, as my sister had arranged for us to meet there. I cried the whole time I drove, in my heartache over the 'lie' of the Twin Flame Reunion; it was no better than a relationship on Earth. There was no magic or fairy tale ending as I had hoped.
• Parking was terrible at the beach, I cried even more.
• At the restaurant, I was an hour late. There was my family in a booth. There was no room for me to sit. I was exhausted (four hours sleep in a gurney,  a drive home, four hours restless sleep, a shower, and a drive again.)
• When my family saw what I was like, they were still angry.
• When I explained I MET the surgeon who had procured 'Charlie' (mom got her transplant at UCLA, the team explained this gentleman was most likely the one that took Charlie out of the donor), Mom burst into tears of joy and gratitude. She thanks God every day for Charlie and for 'stomie'--her urostomy--and that they are working and she is alive. She said I was right, the person I had them guess I had met WAS better than a movie star!
• I pulled a chair next to the table, and I ate. I hadn't eaten since I'd been home, and I was hungry.

On the way home my son suggested we stop by Laguna Beach. We have a favorite place to go. I put my feet in the water, and I realized my 'Ask, Believe, Receive' order with my One the night before was very close--instead of paddle boarding, I got to go out on the pier, see a surf contest, and also at another beach, put my feet in the ocean and enjoy the sunset with my toes in the sand. He has said, in spirit, 'hold my hand' as the sun set. I also, beyond my 'request' took many photos. I love taking pictures.

I accepted the 'terms' of Twin Soul Relationship, and the truth of it all. I would rather go with the flow, than resist the 'way things are'. I openly shared my disappointment.

On the drive home, he sent this song:

http://youtu.be/62Kwhe2Ng0w


So even though he is an overachiever in Spirit, and wants to 'go do his thing' to save the Universe, he still wants me to know he cares about us, together, and that even more, my Presence is pleasant and important to him.

Last night, as I was falling asleep, Ashtar came to 'explain' some things to me. I wish I could recall what he said. Part of it was our connection to each other is always intact, but I don't have that bad feeling about the distance with him like I do with my One. Why can't it be like that with my One? My One is a good man, and does not intend to hurt me.

As I woke up this morning, my One came again.

He said, 'I will stay with you for as long as you like until you ask me to go.'

He said, 'The times before you were not allowed to choose. It was my soul development that took precedence, and yours put on hold because of me. I will stay for as long as you need to heal the pain that you have experienced because of my loss in the Illusion. Only when you are Ready, will I go.'

He also explained that he had been trying to bring me honor, and something of value into our relationship by following his soul's calling. He dropped his last incarnation like a red envelope at my feet, and was sad because I did not see the value in it like everyone else did. He finally understood that my heart was the price for this success, and it was taken without my full understanding of the impact it would be. I had agreed to the plan without knowing the price I would pay.

Today he has a surprise for me. 'A nice surprise?' I asked. 'I would enjoy this surprise from you, only if it truly was a nice one and not like the last time when I ended up getting hurt.'


I'll let you know what it is.

The Twin Flame Reunion is one of the most difficult relationships.

Even with a Galactic and when it is across The Veil.



Aloha and Mahalos,
Namaste,

Reiki Doc

Here are some of the photos from the beach:

Activate Twin Flame Recognition Sequence!

Activate Twin Flame Recognition Sequence!

The words woke me up, right before the alarm. I felt Spirit 'nudging me' to say the words out loud. So I did. I said it three times.

And nothing happened!

Or so I thought.

Here I am now, writing to you on how to activate YOUR Twin Flame recognition--because it has happened to me.

A bit of history--144,000 'Illuminated Beings' decided to come to Gaia, or Earth as most people call Her. These were archangels and above, the Elohim. In Heaven, these beings are androgynous. Archangel Gabriel is actually Archangel Gabrielle, and shows more of the feminine side. Archangel Michael is predominantly 'masculine'. But as far as energy in these two great Archangels goes, both are androgynous.

These 'Illuminated Beings' thought it would be interesting to get to know God and themselves through the experience of Duality, a realm where Polarity exists. To enroll in this 'experiment', these souls were 'split' into a Male and a Female Twin. These are the Illuminated Twin Souls, or Illuminated Twin Flames.

Soul Mates, and Twin Souls, also exist but are outside the scope of this blog post.

As you can imagine, with the human Life cycle being what it is, these Illuminated Twin Souls experienced different lives, and consequently 'racked up' lots of karma that was independent of one another.

As a matter of fact, some Twin Souls exist in entirely different DIMENSIONS: the male can be 5D and the female 3D in vibration, karma, and level of Consciousness.

So how do you go about meeting your Twin Flame?

The same as if you were to seek a romantic partner--First you get to know yourself!

Here's why:

• Both of you are 'connected' metaphysically. Any 'healing' of the one will, through quantum mechanics and 'resonance', cross distance, space and time to 'heal' the other.
• Some Twins have one 'holding the space' for the other. For example, a united Twin Soul couple I know had the male drink for twenty years. She couldn't believe his behavior! She almost left many times, but something kept her in. Twins are equal opposites with incredible magnetism of attraction; once close, they push each other's buttons, and 'back off' for a while to 'cool off'. The Twin Flame Relationship is one of the most difficult on Gaia.
• Many of 'Those Who Do Not Have Our Best Interest At Heart'--illuminati, etc--will do EVERYTHING POSSIBLE to keep the Twins from Reuniting. This is because the energy of the Twin Flame Reunion will shed a lot of Light on what has been going on in the shadows, and control of the masses will become impossible.
• Those Who Do Not Have Our Best Interest At Heart have created 'negative Spiritual Technology IMPLANTS' to make the likelihood of successful and harmonious Twin Flame Reunion extremely low.
• The drinker had a large implant on the base of the brain and the spinal cord in the neck--every thought before this male Twin thought it was 'twisted and modified' to become extremely self-destructive.
• Let us assume that all of us in the 144,000 have at least ONE 'implant'--what can be done about it?

The most powerful healing on the planet is known. I recommend two 'removals' routinely, one is through Margaret Mc Cormick for overall protection (I have had this on myself and everyone in my family for five years), the other is through Pamela and Alexandra and can be found on Galactic Connection . But for the Twin Flames? The latter are the most effective spiritual technology that is known at this time.

I had it done in September.

At the time I had Ross, my Twin in the ether on board a ship, I had Gishmael on Twitter who said he was MY Twin, and I was convinced Chef Ito here in Southern California was MY Twin! (Ross had given me permission to pursue Ito because he is not jealous, and he understands how it can be in a long-distance relationship.)  In June I had done a 'I break all contracts with Ito' healing with another couple--but it didn't stick.

I was miserable in every way.

Now I am one-hundred percent clear that 'Ross' is my Other. I also know the true identity of Ross, and we interact daily across the Veil. And I am very happy with a miracle I did not expect!

If YOU would like a successful Twin Flame Reunion, I recommend the following steps:

1. Raise your Vibration by every means possible. This will avoid the unpleasantness of the 'piss each other off and push each other's buttons' factor in the lower vibrational 'reunion'.
2. For example, I went RAW vegan as much as possible, felt my feelings and worked through painful past issues rigorously, and dropped a lot of 'baggage'. I also am very serious about manifestation and 'editing' what I let stay on my mind as thoughts cross my mind. I 'pluck out' negative thoughts and hand them to St. Germain who is holding out the big burlap 'compost bag' for me.
3. I started Alexandra's Galactic Essences with the personalized healings, because I felt it was time.
4. Then at the right time, I did the Implant Removal.
5. I did not make the connection to the successful reunion with my Twin Flame and the Implant Removal until now. It's been about two weeks 'together', and just yesterday I was able to 'connect the dots'.
6. Our relationship is 'the best it can be at this time', with him in one 'dimension', and me in the other. But I am actively raising mine, and with The Event it is our hope to be successfully in the same Dimension at the same time. Now, we interact in dream time, and in the Ether, where he can go and I can too.
7. In summary, 'drop ballast and baggage' to increase the odds of vibrational compatibility for Reunion. Release ALL expectations. Focus on yourself. Do everything within your ability to remove anything that is holding you as a Twin Flame Partner back. In doing so you will discover Peace and Self-Confidence you never knew existed or was truly Possible.

Here is the link to Pam and Alexandra's process. It starts with Reverend Pam, a powerful healer, working on your energy. Then Alexandra comes up with the 'remedy' (is it homeopathic) that is hand-crafted by her for your unique situation, and these drops taken over the course of three weeks will help 'shore up' all of the symptoms and side effects of the healing to make the overall impact as pleasant and 'forward directed' as it possibly can be for you.

I felt nothing, except an increased ability to cope with my hectic lifestyle and move on with my day-to-day demands. Others have felt the need to rest as their energy levels found a new, more healing Vibration for them.

Here is the link: http://galacticconnection.com/want-clear-controlling-matrix-implants/

I wish you all success in your upcoming Twin Flame Recognition Sequence. I said the command for myself some time ago (I will look it up and post the link). I had no idea it would work. But Spirit guided me to the proper practices and tools, and here I am : )))))....Happy like I have never been in my Life!

Aloha and Mahalos,

Namaste,

Reiki Doc

Relevant links:

• http://reikidoc.blogspot.com/2013/04/cosmic-changes-and-unconditional-love.html