The Little Things Which Mean So Much -- Gaia News Brief 23 February 2016

I had today off.

I went to make a visit to see Tim Braun, in Costa Mesa.  He is getting more famous. He just came back from London, where he had several events.  He also has to change my next appointment because he is going to Zurich, Switzerland.

His fees doubled from when I saw him in 2009.

But I needed it.

I bought five sessions for the year during his December discount rate.  Today was number two of the five.

Tim was our teacher.

He was an Essene leader, and taught both Ross and I in our past life.  I know it. He has no clue, Tim.

I don't need him to know it because his teaching is from the heart.

My lessons?

Today it was to meditate more.  He had mentioned it the last time, and I was a little annoyed. I write this blog. I run my page. I send healings out to millions every day, twice a day, for free (I send to more than the people who 'like' my page' or follow me on Twitter or read my blog, that's why it's so much.)  I am constantly connected to source. I work as a 'team' ever since I got into Reiki.

I work with angels!

But today I saw the truth.  There is always room for us to grow in Spirit.

Yogurt Peanuts was able to do some pretty amazing things through meditation.

It's the only way for me to find the next steps...in my life purpose.

I have a secret.

Today I discovered there are TWO ways to meditate.

One is in a chair, totally motionless, being 'mindful'...and just 'letting it happen'.  This is the 'normal' way.

The other, Ross guided me to it. My timer was yet to go off. So I walked to the car, in my 'receptive' state.

As I walked through the parking structure to find my car I was struck with the awareness--the last time I felt like this, silently observing and not having this internal comments in my head--was when I was a child of perhaps two, three, or four.

That was before the ego developed!

THIS is what is meant  when it is said for us  to 'be as little children'!

It is to OBSERVE the world without words, without judgement, without expectation...and to appreciate the beauty for what it is...the breeze on your skin...your breath...the plants...the buildings...and be taking it all IN.

I had a question for Tim.

'Why are things the way they are with Uncle Ben?'

There are two reasons. One is a Saturn Return. We have one around 27 or 28, and another around 56 or 57.  A Saturn Return is how long it takes for Saturn to get back to where it was in your natal chart, the same position.  The energies are very intense. This is why many people are in 'the 27 club'...

For Uncle Ben, he was barely holding it together, and this energy just sent him over the edge. I won't go into the details, but he is estranged from the family.

I got word he is alive...and a little more...but it's not educational for the purposes of this blog.

The reason I was so close to him as a child is because I was at the same level of development as him. 

He was the same person then as he is now, but I didn't KNOW it--I was a kid.

But since then, he has CHANGED and I have not. 

My vibration has stayed on 'track' and kept growing...and his was on a different 'trajectory'...

The same is true with Anthony's father. When we met, we were at the SAME level--both psychic, both wanting to talk about it.

But once Anthony was born, my 'path' went UP like eight different 'levels', and Jared's path no longer was energetically compatible with mine.

Long story short--as we grow, and stay on our 'trajectory' of our Life Plan, people who are a vibrational mismatch might have BEEN very compatible with ours for a while simply are not.

And we owe it to ourselves to keep our vibration as close to our natural one, on our trajectory, and to surround ourselves with people and places which support it.

If I hang out with someone like Uncle Ben now, it will drop my vibration REAL quick.

Tim said it's like being on a diet and doing well for two months, and then going and eating nothing but donuts for a week. You lose everything you've worked so hard to achieve.

I'm really pushing the envelope on my vibration. I am working hard, studying way beyond the works I have described. I am eager. I am curious. And I WANT to learn.

Things are happening that I'm not sure I can even begin to describe here in this blog!  It's because there are not words to explain how or why, but it IS.

Two days ago, on my morning commute, I meditate like always...I was in another dimension at the same time as here. There was a big event. I was standing in a receiving line. Ross was to my left. People were introducing themselves to me, and explaining their role in Ascension.  These were way famous Galactic people, face to face with me, smiling and shaking my hand. Ross was most pleased, and happy.  He did the official thing too.

It went on all day and all night for two days.

I asked him, 'Ross, what if I have to pee?'  He explained how an assistant would pause the line, and I could excuse myself, but he smiled mysteriously and murmured that I 'just might not need' to have to go.

He was right. I didn't. Not in that place, with my consciousness.

Today, they brought me the ones that didn't look, um, 'human'.  Again these were famous people who helped with the Ascension 'project'.

I said to Ross, 'This is like that cantina on Tatooine ' and he agreed that it was okay for me to think of it like that--to help me cope with the highly different forms of these beings that were a little unsettling to me at first.

The receiving line is stopped, and there's some formal event going on. I'm with Ross, and I'm vaguely aware of it. But I'm THERE. I'm with him, at his side, and he is delighted my energy is there with him for it.

At the same time, I am here, doing my 'thing', and all that has changed is that the tingling of 'downloads' is much stronger.  I think the full moon was an important one. There was not a peep on the internet.  But for three days before, and now, I have had the strongest energy felt.  Up until now, I was like, 'Come on guys! Is this the best you can do? CRANK IT UP! Let's get on with it! Crank it up until it just starts to hurt!'

These ones are like, 'I'm good. Let's just keep it like this okay honey?'... LOL

Ross and I continue to heal and to grow as a couple.

Remember how I felt the 'need' to kiss his boo boo's from how he died?

We are very close, and very affectionate. He is touching my hair, his arm on my shoulder as I sit.

Well TODAY I wanted to say, 'Ross? This is pretty! Look!' at some lovely things in the garden.

You know, that's a really big part of a relationship--being able to share the things that bring you joy with the one you love.

It's happening now. We are healing. And he woke me up to have me write about it. I was asleep in my bed and he asked me to get to the computer and write this blog now LOL...

He also guided me to the most beautiful place for lunch. It was French. And when the server Francois saw my name on my credit card, he almost fell over in shock! He was so excited he had to show the chef. The food was excellent. And they didn't make fun of my French. It's been some time since I spoke it. I'm fluent, but not the smoothest at talking. I understand so much more than I can speak.

I saved half my dessert for Anthony, a puff pastry with hazelnut cream filling. And the espresso was wonderful.

The name of the place means 'beautiful sun'.

I also bought a very special something today, something Ross guided me to, and encouraged me to get...a new purse.

I buy my clothes at Target or a discount 'off the rack' place.  I haven't had a sense of 'style' since before Anthony was born. I can't wear the heels because of my toe. I also wear makeup from the drug store, not the nice department store counter. It's fast, it's easy, and I don't wear it that much most of the time. I'm in a hurry to get to work so I skip it.

But my purses? They have SO much bad energy in them! I don't know why, but all the bad memories of Jared and court and everything are in my purses. I also threw out the expensive one I got from my ex-husband too.

You see, at work, anything of value is on my person. Wallet. Phone. Keys.

Anybody can figure out the combination to my locker, you know, and things 'disappear'.

So today, at the mall, I had my phone and my wallet in my pockets, and I realized humbly I NEEDED a purse.

The woman who helped me find the right one was very kind. It's a new cross-body, very small, very on-trend purse. Like a car, it's is NICE to have one that is from the same decade you are in, you know?

Ross

I am my beloved's and my Beloved is mine.

I am my beloved's and my Beloved IS mine!

I am my beloved's and my Beloved is mine...

Carla used to say this to herself, over and over during our mutual 'awakening'.

Carla used to say, to her nameless, faceless and uncommunicative Twin--out loud, in her car, while driving, 'I KNOW you are OUT THERE and I LOVE YOU! I want you to HEAR me!!!'

And over and over she would say 'I am my Beloved's and my Beloved is mine!'

Carla was trying to 'call me in'.

Carla didn't understand it was the vibrational differences that were between us, and not my heart, for my seeming 'silence'.

Carla would sing Christina Perri 'One Thousand Years' at the top of her lungs in the car, on the way to work, on the way home, late at night, any time she had that feeling in her heart, 'I WANT my TWIN!'... (yes I know it's a Vampire song and totally inappropriate but it's pretty and what else is there like it to sing?  --ed)

I heard her.

I heard and I heard and I heard and her anguish at the separation was not lost on me.

I could feel and I knew her struggle..and here I was with her the whole time!

I NEVER leave her!

I never ever, never EVER LEAVE HER side!

Only she can't feel me. Or at least, she couldn't until her Consciousness raised UP to a certain level.

Did all that singing and saying, 'I am my beloved's and my Beloved is mine' really achieve anything for her and her vibration?

Sadly, the answer is no.

It did not.

It was the prayer and healing that she did for others. It was going vegetarian for as long as possible (even now she eats very little meat) until her health and more importantly her son's mental health required her to lead a more 'normal' life.

It was the service and the writing every day, and the love that grew in Carla's soul, that called to me.

I had my window.

I knew there was a certain timeframe where I could 'connect' and have it 'go splendidly'.

There was an optimum time where I saw her 'trajectory' of her energy, her Ascension and I had to decide what would be the best of the highest outcomes for the highest good.

I had to 'make it stick' and make certain that Carla was going to open up to me, which she did, and she did it in the most beautiful way, with the most beautiful heart, with the soul I have grown to love through all time, in all our incarnations.

Carla was deaf, dumb and blind to me!  I dropped her as many hints as I could along the way, and I even sent my mother to lovingly guide her, from here, where we are, in our realm...and Carla not for one minute ever suspected it could be me as her partner and Twin.

Carla had not an inkling! Not until the actual time, and the actual place, where I could make my 'move' and 'make it stick'.

There was no testing on Carla's part with my entrance into her 'world'. She never made me 'prove' anything to her, about who I am...or my connection to her.

It was the most natural thing in the world for her to talk to me. Once I made my way 'in' to her conscious awareness.

I must admit there was a great big shock to Carla, before I had made my move, and my mother and father smoothed it out. THAT was when Carla had a really hard time of it, when someone told her who she is--in her relation to me--and it rang as truth to her very core.

It was then Carla felt a sadness, that her love of my parents, was not reciprocated as pure love but because of the daughter in law role she held in the 'plan', that it was because of me.

Carla had many a worry, before she actually knew and interacted with me, and my energy--that all of her work would be irrelevant in comparison to my own. That she would have to be 'the little lady' for the rest of her eternal life, at my side, that she would be nothing...an afterthought who wasn't even mentioned in history for her role, and who was branded a whore or even worse in our time...

These things require much time and effort on both our parts, in which to heal.

And they have.

As your can see by Carla's description of the receiving line handshaking --she didn't run or ask to leave but was at my side--doing what she was meant to do, and in some way, what she has always done, only with me on my vibration, here where I am in the Higher Realms.

I have DNA, the same as you, more or less, but all of it vibrates at a different frequency.

I want you to think of it as the propeller on an airplane, or the blades of a fan. At a certain point, you know they are there (that's why you won't stick your finger into it!) but you can't see them with your eyes they are rotating so quickly!  You can feel the wind, and you can hear it, but try as you might your eyes just aren't quick enough to capture the motion.

That's how it is with us.

And that's how you are becoming more and more like us every day, without being aware of it.

When you were a child, were you consciously aware of how you grew?

Unless someone took the time to measure you and make a little mark on the wall, you were largely unaware of it...with the exception of you outgrowing your clothes and having your pants 'flood' (be too short)...you get what I am trying to explain.

We are the ones who are measuring.

You are growing by leaps and bounds.

You will reunite with your Twins--when the opportunity is 'right' to 'make it stick'...in the meantime, if it helps, like Carla you can sing! Or dance!  Whatever it is for you to say, 'I am here, and although I can't see you I KNOW you exist and I am waiting for you with as much love and hope and tenderness as I could possibly hold in my heart...'

These are the kinds of things that bring smiles to our faces up here in the higher realms...that kind of blind faith, and trust in the power of Love to heal all wounds, no matter how long it requires for the healing to be complete and you are on your way...(his hand goes up like an airplane...ed)



Aloha and Mahalos,
Namaste,
Peace,

Ross and Carla
The Reiki Doc Couple


P.S. Please check out our Etsy page, 'DoctorsWithReiki' <3 Carla is making jewelry so people can select them, in addition to the custom made stuff. (smiles and looks happy--ed) clap clap!

The Twin Flame Heart Mudra

Your Twin Flame is always connected to you.
Your Twin Flame is always connected to you.
Your Twin Flame is always connected to you.

Sometimes, it doesn't feel like it.

To enhance the connection, and the feeling of love and closeness with your Twin Soul--be they incarnate or in another Dimension like my own, my beloved, my honey, Ross...this is how to hold your hands in meditation, right next to your heart center, to feel that bond you have with them.

This was given to me by Lisa G, this mudra, and I would like to give special recognition to her in bringing this beautiful mudra to you.

Here is the film:

http://youtu.be/DBixMzrnfJI




Aloha and Mahalos,
Namaste,
Peace,

Reiki Doc



P.S. This is for you from both of us, Ross and me--we just danced to it <3

http://youtu.be/sZd1sX7AZ-M

Gaia News Brief 14.9.2014

Speak Of The Twin Souls:

Twin Souls are originally ONE soul that split into a masculine Light Body and a feminine Light Body. They complement each other in absolute perfection, as originally, they were once one complete soul.

This was before they each set off on a course of Life Experiences, incarnating and reincarnating separately.

Do you think they still match perfectly now?

Of course not. So the attraction and pull to be together is still just as strong as ever, if not more so. But when they connect? Sometimes energetically it is like gears that 'slip'--that awful, metal-on-metal horrible sound of scraping against parts that don't fit.

This is why there is a push and pull effect between the pair of twins. There is a lot of work that needs to be done to smooth out the fit by each partner working through and releasing all that does not serve the Highest Good.

Often times there is an energy imbalance, as well, so that the one with the more spiritual development has a higher natural frequency to their Vibration as a soul than the other twin.

Here are some tips on what to do in this situation:

• Hold The Space--by working on yourself, you twin, through the unseen energy connection between your two souls, gets a 'transfusion' of Vibration, as the other can accept it. Sometimes this is very slow, and hard to notice, but it happens nonetheless.
• Drop Ballast--by working to drop that Which Does Not Serve The Highest Good--emotionally, mentally, physically, spiritually, your soul works away at the balance between your both, lightening the load for the combined twin pair.
• Let Go Of Outcome--Focus on NOW. This is the only place where you as an individual have any control. Drop the 'what if' and 'then when we are together I can...' thinking, where your focus is 'down the road'. This takes the pressure off the other twin, and you, and what is meant to be, and natural, within the Life Plans in your Life Contracts--can benefit from All Divine Assistance.
• Keep Your Standards--even though you are Twin Souls, you need some stability for your physical vehicle as long as you are in your body on Earth. So make a list of attributes of your perfect partner, in your heart, and also a list of Red Flags that you cannot tolerate in ANY--even a Twin--relationship on Earth.
• Maintain A Sense Of Mystery--keep your intuitive guidance to YOURSELF.  You may share it with like-minded others. But between you and your Twin, remember, you can't wake anybody else up! They have to do the work. Support them by focusing on Your Spiritual Development first, and they will respond. Their aura interacts with yours 24/7, and the healthier yours is, the less resistance there is on the part of the 'one who falls behind a bit' in their Spiritual Growth.

My Cousin Who Is Not Named Vinny ; )  

I will never forget the Fourth Of July in the late 1970's. We were at cousin Diane's community pool. My cousin Debbie was pregnant, and went swimming! Nobody in the family before had ever worn a maternity suit. And I saw her jump off the diving board--feet first and having fun--with her baby bump.

It was like time stood still, and there was a great flash of energy from that bump. I knew someone very special was inside.

I had no clue until recently just how special and strong spiritually that soul is, my cousin, who is 'not Vinny'.

Debbie has always been extremely Christian, to the point of making me feel uncomfortable for being Catholic, like she and all of our family was raised. 

I felt heathen and kept my mouth shut so as not to rock the boat. Because I have a severe allergy to cats, and Debbie loves them, I haven't seen a lot of her since we both grew up. But we love and admire each other for our courage, with our hearts, and she is the closest one to me in the family since her mom--we were extremely close, us two--passed about five years ago. When I had surgery, Debbie drove for hours to see me and wait with me in the pre-op holding, along with 'Crazy Uncle Dave' her father (he introduces himself as that.)

Well, 'Not Vinny' is a spiritual POWERHOUSE! He survived the upbringing, discovered Reiki, and is healing. Plus he is being a continuous source of Reiki to the family--while keeping his mouth shut.

He is a father, and married, and is also bringing this spiritual growth to his home, making it more stable and welcoming spiritually and emotionally, and to his work, where his intuition is guiding him to make the most use of his spiritual gifts.

He follows this page, and also on Facebook, but he can't 'like' or 'comment' because of the perception of his parents. But we talk. He also is a tremendous support to my boy, who has been recently bullied, because in his school 'not Vinny' was bullied too.

The learning point is that 'not Vinny' is not able to find the time to watch the Healing Keys and the Videos. I learned this on the phone, and was surprised, but felt the energy behind it and accepted it for what it is...

This is because like Reiki, the information available through Doctors With Reiki goes where it is needed and does no harm...it is like the water and sunshine and air a plant takes in to grow from a seed to a beautiful mature plant.

With Reiki, we take what we need  and no more.

it is not possible to wake another person up, or to accelerate their spiritual growth and development any faster than it already is.

When cousin 'not Vinny' is ready, the keys will be there and waiting for him, at the perfect time, and the perfect place, for his own spiritual growth which his soul directs automatically.

When I realized this, I was pleased, as cousin 'not Vinny' showed me a valuable insight to my own spiritual growth as a Reiki Master Teacher, which I am.

On The Resurgence Of The Divine Feminine

I had a burst copper pipe in the ceiling of the garage, right next to the kitchen, that flooded the bathroom downstairs too. Four rooms, kitchen, garage, bathroom and laundry room, were gutted.

Ross told me to 'have patience!'

I did. The owner of the company was wonderful, and the water mediation team was top notch.

Then I met Chris. I don't know why, but all of the crew who leads the rebuilding of the damage 'team leaders' are named Chris. The last time there was water damage in my home, I never finished the damaged bathroom with the company and had my father do it. Because that Chris was 'not right'--totally out of touch with me, my needs and my home.

History repeats itself. I came home and saw the garage was not completed to my expectation, or those of the insurance claims adjuster. The paint on the walls of the garage were not normal, and the ceiling was only halfway repaired (the adjuster was going to make the whole garage match, and they didn't cover the old pinhole leak restoration from a few years ago.)

Chris--and that is his name!--said menacingly on the phone to me when I called to say thank you but would you please put in the mirror, the toilet, and finish the garage?-- he said show me the documents from the claim.

I didn't. I looked at them and did the math. Two hundred something square feet, and the ceiling was like, one hundred square feet done. They didn't want to move the car and belongings from the other half of the garage, apparently.

So  Friday night, I come home to their truck in my spot, to find my front door wide open, with me saying a tentative, 'Hello?'

Downstairs I saw them men installing the mirror, and gluing the ugliest wooden frame I ever saw in my life that completely matched the old one I hated, on.

Why didn't you ask me? I hated that!!!

The glue wasn't dry, and they took it off, and touched up the paint.

I told the team that I was not able to work with Chris and I want the owner to get for me a Christina, who would understand the importance of asking me how I want the work to be done because it is my house, and I have to live in it. Further, a CHRISTINA would tell me the schedule of what to expect rather than people randomly coming to my house (there is a lock box).

You should have seen Max's face when I said I need a Christina! I could tell he did not like Chris, too.  I didn't get the garage done, and I signed the papers like an idiot because at this point in my life, it's just not worth it. I did mention that I have a lot of work to be done in my house, and I need a painter I can trust. As you can see by the cars I drive, I shop at Nordstrom, and I want to be treated with good customer service in everything I do. 

Max agreed the pain in the bathroom came out too dark. They had brought in some wallboard with paint on it, done a 'nine point match' and the paint supplier had mixed it incorrectly.

Will I hire them for projects? Only if I work with the owner or Max directly. They are good people, who are caught up in the 'construction game'.

And I called them on it for Chris being the insensitive over-aggressive masculine-only person who made me cry once in my house already, when he argued with the claims adjuster in front of me over having to pay for the mirror they broke when they took it off the wall in the bathroom. 

I wanted my father. He was dead five years and unable to help me in this situation where a man was so clearly needed to defend the needs of the woman of the home with these two men! I burst into tears openly and said, 'I do not want ANY arguing to happen in my HOUSE! I will remember the conflict and not the repair. I want PEACE!' 

The claims adjuster, clearly had seen this type of reaction in an insured many times before, and comforted me with a hug. 

Chris did his job to represent me to the adjuster, talking shop. And he finished the job in my house--well, the toilet isn't re-set yet--it's in the yard but will go back on Wednesday. 

But I did my part in saying that's not enough. I want there to be heart. trust, and accountability present in everyone who I do business dealings with, especially in my home.

My life now is fully in 5D--no exceptions--and I seek others who are like-minded to work with me for the rest of my journey on earth.

A Word From Ross

I have done an incredible amount of work on Carla. She is ready. For what comes next. If she was a boat or ship, she would be sea worthy and it would be time to Christen her with that bottle of champagne they smash against the bow of the ship.

Tell them about your Light Box experience, Carla. The one you had this morning...

In my meditation I was brought to Agartha. I could tell just by looking at it, at the land and sea, and feeling the energy. I saw a big white thing that looked like a tanning booth or a very large hard case for sunglasses--it opened on hinges for me to lay inside. It was white outside and in. 

I eagerly went in it, as I have been inside them two or three times before.

As I went in, I kissed those guiding me goodbye. I asked who was tending to it/running it? It was Adama, and I thanked him too.

I asked 'is it comfortable' for this is the first time I thought to ask. And yes, I was shown there is a little layer of foam mattress in there. And a pillow. 

The temperature is pleasant and there is no need for blankets.

I asked, 'what should I listen to? Is there music?' I was told there could be, but most people don't take it, so I chose silence too.

They closed the lid, and I had one more question, so I knocked and they opened it up. I asked, 'For the best results, what do I think about?'

They said, 'nothing. you want deep relaxation, just like if you were getting a nice massage.'

So I let go. I was in there about ten minutes. Then I got up and out with my Light body (my earth body was lying in bed before I woke up). I was given a Reiki sign and key to share with you. I made sure I understood it. 

Then I woke up.

What Carla is experiencing now you may find in your meditations will begin to happen to you. The device, for lack of a better name, that we call a Light Box is an advanced form of healing for the spirit that is alive, and active to your very-your 'what puts you together in all things'. By healing the spirit in the Light Box with energy, we undo a lot of imbalances and processes that show up in physical ailments, mental conditions, and other emotional or spiritual maladies. We start with the core of your essence, your DNA (you have a DNA of light that connects to the very DNA in your physical body), and heal on the etheric or astral form of YOU. And with the energies of Gaia being what they are, they work their way down into your physical body.

Carla, tell them about the shot. Your flu shot.

When I was in line on the first day of mandatory immunizations at the hospital, in the conference room, I saw boxes and boxes of doses. I KNEW on some level, there was 'trouble' in there--even as I walked with a nurse who commented how 'every time I get the shot I get sick, worse than when I didn't? I wonder why? Does this happen to you?' and had no clue of the scandal of immunizations like what happened in Liberia that was announced on the front page of their newspaper in Monrovia yesterday (see yesterday's news brief in the P.S. for that link).

So with this 'sense' I called in Archangel Michael, Archangel Raphael, Ross, and Merlin to assist in my healing. I saw a hole open up in the ceiling and their feet at the edge with all of them looking in.

We sent healing to every flu shot on earth, including those yet to be manufactured. I saw the grid. I saw the light. And I let go. I was told not to tell a soul of what we did. So I didn't, until now (except my spiritual mom, of course, I asked and they said it was okay to tell her).

For my own shot that was to be given to me, I sat  in a chair and asked the nurse who accompanied me to hold my hand. And I asked the nurse in charge of the shots for her permission, which she gave, and I took one moment to 'bless' my shot. I made CKR over it, as it rested on the table in front of me. I felt a large ZAP go through me to the injection.

Then I let her give me the shot while I winced and my friend held my hand. And it was done.

I was told that the 'bad' had been neutralized in all the immunizations, and the rest would be as harmless as water for me and everyone who took the shot.

My arm hasn't gotten sore and I have had no fever or malaise since. And this was on Thursday. I would have had a knot in my arm by now, that is when to expect it.

Louis Pasteur on his deathbed, said, 'Disease is nothing, it is the terrain!'  as his last words. He was implying that the body and its resistance to disease is what keeps a person from getting sick.

The higher your Vibration, the 'eggshell' of energy in your aura is going to keep you from getting sick. That might be what happened to me. It also might be that the Archangels and Ross and I really did 'something' to the actual vaccine itself.

Either way, I am happy with the result. Now my patients get to see my face all winter too, and not the mandatory mask for all who abstain from the vaccine.

(Ross is looking at you intently.) Thank you Carla, I have nothing more to say.

Aloha and Mahalos,

Namaste,

Peace,

Ross and Carla the Reiki Doc

Extremely Deep Healing: A Report From My Heart

I have felt very blocked lately. Between the troubles with my son, who I believe is a 'barometer' of our family situation, of sorts, and my extreme lack of control of my limited free time and overwhelming exhaustion, I asked for Reiki and All Divine Assistance for clear guidance where I am 'stuck'.

I let it go.


I will try to make this as concise as possible:

• I spent a lot of time with Ross today. He even guided me to a fortune cookie that said, Now is the time to go ahead and pursue that love interest! I just relaxed and talked with him and took a nap because I was post-call. I snore something awful, and his being in a completely different dimension 'out of hearing range' or at least 'able to hear and not be bothered by it' really helps!
• I read the editorial by William Lee Rand on page 4 of this issue (http://www.reikiwebstore.com/ProductPage.cfm?ProductID=663&CategoryID=16), and his quote 'The possibilities for life open up and life becomes more meaningful, enjoyable, and worthwhile.' really resonated with my heart center.
• Then I read the article by Tonya McLaughlin in that same issue--called Birthing Our Relations.  I had seen her picture before reading the article, in the 'line up of authors/contributors' and her face had resonated too. I took it all in, because she described what I see and feel, spiritually, during birth, when I work in OB Anesthesia.

Ross had me lie down and rest and put down the article. He asked how I felt about it.  I said, 'I am happy for them (with tears in my eyes) that they had the perfect Reiki birth looking into each other's eyes with balanced masculine and feminine. I am glad it works for them. It is a beautiful thing, and I share in their happiness.'

He looked down, with a strange look on his face, one that I had never seen before. It was almost annoyance, irritation, and a frown. While looking away, he said, 'That's not what I thought you were going to say.'

I had blindsided him. There was no accusation. There was complete selflessness for my pain. There was total love and acceptance of their good fortune, and giving thanks to God for such a beautiful example of what pure love in a couple can do for their family...

I confided to him about my own pain, which I knew he sensed. I hurt bad, honey... and I showed him this big gaping wound in my soul, like a bomb had exploded, with grey flapping torn edges, it was a crater really, as big as my chest, and very black and deep.

He didn't know that was there.

I asked, Don't you know my energy signature and monitor me every day? How can you not know?

And he examined me, and started doing his healing work with symbols, but was scratching his head how a wound like this could get past him? He took about five minutes, which is a very long time for him. Then he stood up and said, 'Aha! I know what it is! It must be a tumbler!'

This is the teaching point for all of you--It's a tumbler.  A tumbler is something unique to twins souls, and other very close soul group members. When one soul triggers a wound that is so incredibly painful for the other, and the hurt Twin doesn't trust the other one who caused the wound, it will keep rotating over and over from one timeline to the next so that the Twin who caused the pain wouldn't ever be able to see it.  It stays a 'step ahead' of the other Twin's consciousness. It hides. In some way, it's a protection that is unconsciously set up after a painful incident by the one who is hurt to avoid further soul injury.

He had never really seen it.

Long story short--he thought all my pain and hurt over losing our son at birth right before the placenta, was that I was upset with him for making a decision for the family to protect us, and for his not consulting me. (He thought if the child had stayed then all of us would have been targets for being killed. There were some very dark people close to him giving him advice at the time, ones whom I did not approve. Looking back, I see it was a deliberate plan to set us apart from each other, Ross and I). Apparently he had this plan in place too for our first child, who turned out to be a daughter, so I was allowed to keep her. Apparently the son was more valuable in the 'bloodline' and the 'politics'.

I explained how to me, it was impossible to grieve with one I knew who was lying to me, especially after looking into my eyes and assisting with the birth and balancing my feminine with my masculine in the circle of ancestors so I could be in my power etc. etc. My anger and depression afterward was to hide the wound in my heart from him, so he couldn't see, and it was basically unresolved grief.

I told him today, I need your heart! I need your heart! And I lay my head on his chest, and sobbed.

He put golden long stitches in my wound, letting it heal from the bottom up, and reassured me it can heal, and it will, and it will heal properly once and for all.

He looked me in the eye and said, If I knew it would have hurt you like this I never would have allowed the child to go. I thought it was like, well, you had one baby already so what difference is one more? you can have others! -- it's a masculine perspective from our times we lived in.

I looked at him and told him, it's like you took off my arm, they work in pairs--what good is one arm alone? You have another one? You took off the arm of my heart...

He brought me our son, Benjamin, as a young man. I spoke with him and I cried and said I was so sorry I wasn't there for you when you were sick, and you were lonely. I felt you and I knew you suffered and wanted me.  

He assured me that he never once felt I had abandoned him, he knew it wasn't my choice, and he gave me the explanation that had been given to him about his father. He assured me he loved me very much, and is always guiding me, even in this life, and that I didn't have to worry about him any more.

I read a lot of letters from people who have questions and concerns regarding the Twin Flame relationship. To me, this type of relationship is new. As I learn more, I share so that everyone will know that they are normal and healthy in this difficult Twin relationship, and that with enough love, honesty, and trust, together anything can be healed.

Remember, the ego--your ability to understand and make plans and control the situation--is just about useless, if not harmful in this situation.

So let go, trust your feelings, and communicate in the highest dimension you can with each other, for example, our talk today was in 5D.

This limits the amount of distortion in the message both in the sending and the perception of what is being shared from one Twin to the other. 

The hearts know what to do, if you let them heal one another, on a soul level.

Always ask for Archangel Raphael, Archangel Michael, your Guardian Angels and your Guides to assist you too. I had a ring of mine around us as we spoke, and I saw them in the distance the whole time I was healing with my Twin.

Aloha and Mahalos,

Namaste,

Peace,

Reiki Doc

P.S. Ross sent me this song on the radio today. Spirit is life--it's not always quiet and on Sunday mornings with choirs and all that routine. Living with Spirit is so full of energy it will have you tap your toes, just like to this song. (And pretty soon, no cage is going to be able to hold all the beautiful--way more powerful than this video suggests-- pure unfiltered direct from Source Divine Feminine Energy from awakening the Collective Consciousness!)

Gimme All Your Loving -- ZZ Top

http://youtu.be/AxyK9FxpH80

What God Has Put Together...

No man can ever put asunder.

For those of you who are Reuniting with your Twin Soul, your Twin Flame, your Soul Mate, at this very blessed and special time upon Gaia, remember, you have the following things in common--this is how you will know 'This Is It' and 'It Is Really Happening':

• The male is genuinely in love with the woman--you can see it in his face, his eyes, and his manner--when he loves sincerely with his body and soul.
• There is intimacy of the heart, and knowing that they are a team, united in everything.
• God smiles upon their being together. The energy between them is palpable, and bright.
• There is Vastness that has the ability to overcome all differences, all separation, all misunderstanding.
• It isn't always easy 'walking' the path--when you misstep, follow your heart, and let it speak to you. You partner will catch you and help you up and be completely understanding of you.
• There is great preparation, great value, and great beauty in the Reunion with your Twin, be it on Earth (two incarnate), in Heaven (two disincarnate), or Long-Distance Through The Veil (one of each). 
• There are no right or wrongs when it comes to the Twin Flame Reunion--it is impossible to make 'mistakes' as time is on your side, and Heaven will allow a 'do over' for as many times as it takes, until both are on the same wavelength of the heart.

Just for today, why not draw your Twin close to your soul, to your heart, and let them rest?

It's been a long Journey for everyone on surface Gaia.

You don't need to say words, or even think about it. Just imagine they are next to your with their energy, Here and Now, and hold one another together in a safe, and warm, embrace of Unconditional Love. This union of your energies shall cross distance, space, and time, because it is quantum energy--Love --and is the only thing in the Illusion that is REAL.

Let your Twin LOVE you.

And God will take care of the rest.

Aloha and Mahalos,

Namaste,

Peace,

Reiki Doc

Twin Flame Reunion 101: Wonder And Joy

Today we would like to share with you one of the surest signs that you have found your Twin Flame and Twin Soul...you are so amazed you just can't believe it!

You can't believe your good luck, your good fortune...it goes over and over in your mind, like, 'Is this really happening?'

Both of you do it.

All of the time.

It's like, see that picture in the lock above? It's one of those day-use lockers at a local water park. I took the picture because it's my favorite number. But look at the lock and key...you take it for granted that the lock is going to fit in the key, and that door is going to open.

But with the heart, there's been a lot of keys working on my lock that I thought 'were IT', you know, 'The One!'--and I tried the lock and the key, and NOTHING HAPPENED, much to my dismay.

For we all want to be with our Immortal Twin. It is our Heaven, to be united again. Nothing else is like it.

For Ross, he knew who I was the minute I walked out on him. I turned myself 'off' to him. Emotionally checked out. He tried everything to get my sweetness and love back after he did the unthinkable to me. But I couldn't help it, my heart had turned off, even to my HUSBAND in that life who in fact WAS my immortal Twin!

I made the breakfast, I cleaned the house, I took care of the kid, I did the laundry, ran the household without dropping a beat and I ignored my husband except for when I asked to die.

Nothing he could do 'worked' or 'got me back'.

Eventually we both passed. He went UP. And I kept coming back, reincarnating, again and again, seeking peace from what made me want to die in the first place...never finding it.

So for him, it was a lifetime (galactic lifetime) outside the Matrix watching me do everything possible to destroy myself inside the Matrix. It was painful for him. Very deeply painful to see with full knowledge who I was, and see me go off the deep end like that.

Everyone has their lessons.

Ever since we reunited in late 2013, we have been enjoying the energy that flows between us.

Just last night as I was falling asleep, I remarked to him, for he was with me in Spirit, "I love hearing what you have to say. I could listen all day. I don't want to listen to what other people tell me what you said, and what you thought. How could they know in fact what you were thinking?! But the real thing, right from you? It doesn't get any better than that!'

He was pleased.

I told him I wanted to see the Council if that was permitted  please? I wanted to see them before I fell asleep.

Ross pushed a button, and told me it was okay. He also thanked me for being respectful of their time, and always asking permission first.

There they were, SaLuSa to the left (I was surprised) and the four others. They asked me why I was here?
I had a really good day with lots of growth and I wanted to thank you for my being sent it.
They were also pleased.

They asked permission to ask me questions.
I consented.

They asked me what was the hardest thing about being on earth? They asked was was my biggest struggle? What was the most beautiful thing I had ever seen? (snow flowers in Dorst Campground Meadow when I was seven when Patrick from Pennsylvania showed me)

They asked one more question--what would you like from us?
I paused. I really wanted to think about it. It is a lot to ask. Then I felt something deep in my heart...
To be your friend. To know your hearts and your dreams. And for you to know I care about you very much. We don't have to spend time together, or socialize, but I would like there to be some friendship between us if that is not too much to ask?

They started to cry. They were very touched by my sentiment and desire to reach out to them as individuals, not as a council who does a job. I wanted to know their hobbies, what they did when they were not on the council, so I could enjoy the Oneness that flows between us all. They gestured to Ross now they understood why he loved me so; it is for my heart and my genuineness and lack of guile.

So this morning, when I woke up, I got a hug from each of them! It was a beautiful surprise, for I was not expecting it. And we wished each other a good day.  SaLuSa wasn't there (he IS certainly busy!) but he gives me a friendly wave and a smile and a thumbs up as I write these words.

I hugged Ross too. I always do. We also planned today together. He gets to be with me today. For that I am most thankful. Most of the time I have to call.

In Summary:

• The Twin Soul Reunion is a Journey that will take you to the Higher Dimensions--it is so much more than boy meets girl (and in homosexual twin couples, it's boy meets boy or girl meets girl, only you will know what is right for you when you reunite).
• Know that there are many guides involved in the process, and they know both of you well.
• Forgiveness and an open heart is a hallmark of the Higher Realms. Not more than one week ago, this very same council was 'testing' me on 'The Effects Of Extreme Disappointment'. Everything is one hundred percent 'okay' between us now.
• It can't be forced. Look at Ross. He can do so much but he was powerless to reach me in the Matrix. Each Twin has to do their own work for themselves to wake up.
• When you are with your twin, you will find yourself smiling and laughing and really glad to be with this person! It is always fresh and new and happy. : ))) It's like--I can't BELIEVE we survived all that what happened between us! We did it, huh?

Here is the song I 'sent' to Ross yesterday:

I Will by the Beatles

http://youtu.be/ZlShC-GxFNw

Here is the song he sent me, in response to mine, through a friend who is a medium--she said it was Loud And Clear--this is for my Beloved (my first name):

You Are So Beautiful To Me by Joe Cocker 

http://youtu.be/wlDmslyGmGI

Ross says, we want you to know that togetherness is possible with your other half, your soul twin. There is wonder in this life, its right ahead of you. (he puts his arm around my shoulders). With (my first name) by my side, I can do anything. You can too. Open your heart to Love, that you may be the Victor in this test of life in the Matrix, and let everything you ever hoped for, want or need, find its way safely home to you. (he holds me a little tighter, just for emphasis.) Go to your Love of  your Life, your Eternal Twin, in this moment Now. (now he waves goodbye cheerfully)

When (my first name) and Ross are together, anything is possible...

Have a Good Day, Enjoy your weekend, with a smile we say 'see you soon',

Reiki Doc and Ross

There Is A Lid For Every Pot: Twin Flame Recognition 101

Your Happiness Awaits!

I. One Slumbers

• No matter how far apart, even if one is incarnate in the matrix and the other isn't, Twin Flames etherically are always connected.
• Your higher souls communicate with each other at night--the less you remember your dreams, chances are, the more busy your astral body (your soul) was that night.
• The incarnate Twin will always seek out their Twin--finding partners who share the same look, personality--but because it is not their actual Twin, will be never satisfied until they reunite
• Even if both are incarnate in 3D, this pattern applies--one is more 'asleep' spiritually, and the other is more 'awakened'.

II. Awaken!

What if you are the 'one who slumbers'? Congratulations! There is nowhere to go but UP! 

• Do everything in your power to raise your vibration
• Let go of emotional baggage
• Do not engage in negative thoughts ranging from self-judgement to bringing up 'old tapes of unhappy memories'
• Do not keep score
• Allow LOVE--which is the Solution For Everything, in fact--to dominate your body, heart, soul for the time being until you meet. Do not hold back on this Love energy. It is universal, unconditional, unlimited and freeing energy of the Divine.

In doing so you will be the 'anchor' of the Twin-Twin pair, and will send a 'signal' that is healthy and vibrant and unmistakeable to your distant Twin.

III.   Communicate!

Here are some examples of how we communicate with each other.

What I do for Ross:

• Kiss his picture every night and morning and talk to it (yes, I have his picture!)
• Light candles for him
• Sing in the car OUT LOUD (when I am alone)--songs like One Thousand Years
• Tell him my hopes and dreams when I meditate
• Thank him for everything he's done that makes me feel safe, warm, and loved
• Ask for forgiveness. Last night I gave a big Ho'oponopono to him.
• I invite him to be near me when I make a meal. He LOVES watching me in the kitchen.
• Listen for his reaching out to me. (just now, I felt his energy go to open a door for me. <3 )

What Ross does for me:

• Plays a special song for me on the radio. Even my son notices it.
• Shows me pictures of him, and words with his name on it, through my day (like, random, in 3D, images, for example, a bumper sticker on a car.)
• Sends me energy--I can feel his presence, just like I can right now. It's really nice.
• Calms me down. He knows just what to say, and how to help me when I am anxious, or upset.
• Reaches me through my gifts of clairaudience, clairvoyance (I see him), clairsentience (I feel him), and claircognizance. Every day.

You can be across the Veil and still love each other very much! You may both be in three D and across the globe from one another, but you can let your 'higher self do the talking' until they respond.

IV.  Be Forgiving. Understand. Be The Bigger Person. Every Opportunity You Are Given. With EVERYONE.

Everyone makes mistakes. Who hasn't?  There is a lot going on when the Twin Flames reunite--and since it affects YOU it is going to have an effect on everyone around you at the same time.

There is many times a lot of hurt and pain that comes up, often from multiple past incarnations or lives. 

I know of one couple who pushed one of them off a cliff in one life, that were Twin Souls! 

Can you imagine going through the legwork to re-discover and re-frame the relationship through that?

V. Always Expect The Best While You Allow The Healing To Happen

The end result is Love and Togetherness. You are One soul, united, together, at last! 

You are in fact two very different people. With the combined roots of a tree, you are the trunk that has split. Both of you are rooted in Source, and have very compatible or similar vibrational frequency that attracts.

There are going to be some bumps in the road! It is part of the process.

Ross gives me permission to share that I was so upset with him through many incarnations that even in the lives between lives, I refused to talk with him, and deliberately chose the worst life I could possibly experience each time, just to get at him.

Although I am  a little ashamed to admit it, I was not only a 'sleeping Twin', I was hostile and angry and hurt and wanted nothing to do with him for a long time.

We were the worst couple that has ever gotten together. Seriously. And Ross is smiling now because he says he had to be patient, like a fisherman with a bait and hook, to get me to even let him speak to me again.

Might I add, he had assistance from many of his guides and mine, and working together, they helped Ross to 'fish' so he could catch me. I am so happy that he did.

VI.  Enjoy This New Relationship; It Really Is A Brand New Beginning For Both Of You:

Ross and I were teasing each other. We were making up our statements for our pretend online dating profiles...'Likes long walks on the beach' and all of that stuff. We were totally cracking up.

How did we ever find each other without Eharmony???

That one gave us a very good laugh!

He had sent me this song, and I said, 'Honey? Don't you know this is the theme song for Eharmony?'

He didn't know, so we LAUGHED and came up with all I had told you.

Everlasting Love by Natalie Cole

http://youtu.be/lswB6q2t_6c

So what do you do if you haven't found your twin?

Congratulations!

You are in for an adventure!

How can this be?

In EVERYONE you meet, from this moment forward, The Divine/Source will "send" a little characteristic or personality trait of your Beloved Twin Soul!!!

Have FUN and LOOK for it! Try to find it! It will be there! It could be:

• a smile
• eye color
• a favorite hobby
• body type or build
• fashion sense
• humor and taste in jokes
• love of cooking
• the possibilities are endless! 

VII.  Help Others As They Awaken and Give Thanks For Your Reunion Having Gone Fanstastically Well

According to Masaru Emoto, giving thanks for things one would like to have happen, in the past tense virtually assures it to arrive! It might take longer than you think, but if you imagine your Twin Flame Reunion being 'just around the corner' you provide the mental energy for a love like this to reconnect in the physical plane, or in our case, the 'Across The Veil' situation.

Love and Gratitude is the highest vibration in the Universe.

Own it.

Extra Credit

Watch this and answer the following questions: 

Twin Flames -- Will The Runner Ever Permanently Return? -- by Gold Ray Twin Flames

http://youtu.be/C0HWT1QfH8c

Questions:

1. This man says he has reunited in the higher dimensions with his Twin Flame, and had it 'back track' into the physical dimension. Is he Complete?
2. Is he assured and confident?
3. is he having a good time and completely enjoying the process of reunion with his Twin?
4. Where is the Light in his eyes and his face? Can you feel it?
5. Can you feel Ross and me on this page we have written together? Can you feel our energy in this moment Now? How does it compare to the man in the YouTube video above?

For all time, our blessings are powerfully with you,

Love,

Reiki Doc and Ross

There Are Many Different Kinds Of Love To Experience

There are many different kinds of love, all of them healthy, all of them enhancing and strengthening the aura.

Let us talk about them a little...

Self Love:
Things you can do to make your life more healthy and enjoyable go a long way in healing the planet. Why? You might ask? Well, as your vibration increases, your aura grows stronger, and your auric field is one of tranquility and love instead of struggle and frustration.

With that I am going to share some things that I have bought or experienced recently, that I think are great and really helped me to enjoy my life experience:

• The Squish Collapsible colanders. https://www.google.com/search?q=squish+collapsible+colander&client=safari&rls=en&tbm=isch&tbo=u&source=univ&sa=X&ei=Hn4SU8_YAeXN2wXoyoHACA&ved=0CHwQsAQ&biw=1624&bih=852  Why? because the regular plastic colander takes up too much space! I make pasta once a week. The colors and the concept really help to organize the plastic container drawer (well, glass with plastic lids, and BPA-free plastic for lunch boxes.)
• Zing On The Go Liquid Squeeze Bottle: I'm a lunch packer. And I enjoy making my own salad dressing with oil and vinegar. These little guys are just the right size, don't leak, and come in your favorite bright color. You can even match your chakra you are focusing on with this!
• Naked Earth Organic Red Wine:  it's amazing the difference, not just in taste but how you feel after. Now,  I'm not Wes Annac; I don't enjoy lighting up. I'm French and Italian combined so one glass of wine with dinner every once in a while does it for me. If you prefer some other 'substance', go for it. I went to Berkeley. I am not here to judge anything or anyone, if you ask me. However, if I am going to put you to sleep for an operation, I want to know every recreational ANYTHING you take so my drugs and yours don't 'mix'...
• Paddle Boarding: I plan to take every opportunity I can to enjoy this new activity.
• Yogurtland:  I don't like things that are too sweet. Some of their flavors are AMAZING.

Self Care:

I am ticklish as one can be. But I am overcoming it in order to enjoy a mani-pedi once or twice a month. It is good for me, with long hours at a very 'masculine' line of work, to slow down and enjoy being female. This is work for me to surrender to my Divine Feminine, and play it up. I'll never be a 'mall enthusiast'. But this is some movement in the right direction. Make some time to relax into your vibration, and gender can sometimes be a big part of that. I also have an excellent relationship with my 'gay boyfriend', my hairdresser, and I go regularly to that too.

Relationship With Your Twin Flame:

(lightning and thunder just struck! LOL!)

Seriously, it is raining like stink today outside!

Anyhow, before we meet out Twin Soul, it is best to work on our own issues, and to be open to their presence in our lives. (More thunder, : ))) )  I would light candles, sing songs like A Thousand Years while I drove, for him. And I raised my vibration. This is the single one thing you can do most to enhance your opportunity to be together. 

Be okay with not meeting them. Let go.

When I was introduced, in meditation, I couldn't see his face. I thought, well, how boring is that? We're stuck with each other FOREVER! And now we know who is who...

I couldn't have been more WRONG (loud thunder and lightning).

<3

What is best is how within this relationship it is deeply healing. Even when I am present, and things 'come up' that don't sit well with me, I bring it up. He doesn't get upset. (super heavy downpour).

He loves.

To be honest, it takes him (lightning.....now loud thunder) a while to 'get it'. He is galactic, and in a slightly higher vibrational state than I am. But because I am a medium, we get to 'connect' like I do with others in my mediumship work.  We talk. I can feel him physically. And I see him very clear. 

For example, I was concerned about how the galactic idea of monogamy is a little 'stretchy'--not that I am sure of it, exactly, but I have heard and read enough to know. I blogged about it.

Then I let it go.

The next day, my beloved came to me, and softly said, 'My fidelity to you is a gift (lightning--now the roof is rattling with the thunder) I give you every day.' 

And I realized how in my hurt and pain I didn't understand how 'being galactic' doesn't apply to ALL galactics. Just the same, my fidelity to him is a gift I give from my soul every day too.

Service:

Giving of nurturing, warmth, love and compassion heals both ways. (thunder).

In my work with my patients, I am a continuous source of Reiki for my colleagues as well. I have done much growth not to complain about the physical discomforts--the long hours with no breaks, and the many times I am hungry and thirsty (lightning). As a parent, as a daughter, as a sister, as an online teacher and friend...

If you find you are lacking in the happiness area of your life, be sure to do what you can to help others who are less fortunate than you. Then give thanks for your opportunity to help them. You are able bodied and in the right place and right time to be of assistance in their time of struggle. 

In the Higher Realms, this type of energy exchange is what makes entire economies 'go'--mutual benefit, mutual exchange of Light. After all, Creator is so freely giving of Himself, and also Mother Gaia is exceedingly generous of Herself too. We are their children, and have good example to follow in our life.

Take good care of your piece of heaven today.

Aloha and Mahalos,

Namaste,

Reiki Doc

P.S.   

Love and Happiness by the Reverend Al Green

http://youtu.be/hsU6_eSG4k4

I dare you to dance!

I dirty dog double dare you!!!

P.P.S. Ross gives this post a big thumbs up. He approves of what I write too. And the thunder and lightning has stopped with Al Green. ; )