This morning when I woke up, I heard the words--spoken by a woman's voice--'you are beautiful and wise.' Early in the morning when you first wake up, is when you are most open for information from The Other Side. This message for me was from my Higher Self. These messages are always a mixed blessing, because they come when I really MUST get up out of bed. I would rather lie in bed a little longer, and enjoy the warmth. Today was a first. As I got ready to get out of bed, my heart and the arms of my Light Body reached UP to my Twin Soul Ross, and asked, 'Hug?' I wanted it with everything I am. Usually HE gives me the morning 'hints' to help me through my day. Immediately his energy was here, steady and sure. Again my heart spoke to him, with this prayer: I love you. I need you. I am happy with you. I am so very BLESSED! Then with your Light Body you lie on you tummy on the floor at their feet, and surrender to your Loving Feelings for your Twin.
Your Twin will be very pleased, and immediately bid you to get up.
I am going to do this often throughout the day. It is one way to honor and reward our Twins for taking such good care of us.
It carries with it the highest energy there is in existence: Love and Gratitude, flowing from the heart.
Your Twin Flame is always connected to you.
Your Twin Flame is always connected to you.
Your Twin Flame is always connected to you.
Sometimes, it doesn't feel like it.
To enhance the connection, and the feeling of love and closeness with your Twin Soul--be they incarnate or in another Dimension like my own, my beloved, my honey, Ross...this is how to hold your hands in meditation, right next to your heart center, to feel that bond you have with them.
This was given to me by Lisa G, this mudra, and I would like to give special recognition to her in bringing this beautiful mudra to you.
She too was looking forward to her reunion with her Twin Soul (or Twin Flame--they are the same meaning)--but she is MARRIED right now to her Soul Mate!
Does she get to meet her Twin Flame too?
Let's review the possibilities for souls to interact in relationship:
Karmanic Relationship once the karma mutually agreed upon between the couple in the Pre-Birth Contracts is 'worked through', the relationship ends, and both go on to the next partner. There relationships tend to have a 'Heaven and Hell' quality to them: a fast 'Heavenly' phase at the beginning which 'quickly sours'.
Mutually Advantageous, 'Business-Like' Relationship: This one is for two who wish to own a home, or raise a family, or grow old together. (please note I am not saying this is only for heterosexual couples in any of the situations--it can be homosexual too.)
The Twin Flame Relationship: These are Two Beings who once shared the same soul, and were 'split' before coming to Earth into a Male and Female polarity. This may in fact happen outside of Earth, for I know Aeon and Iona are Twin Souls who are eleventh dimension and are streaming Light into Gaia after the Aeon Portal Activation. Together their purpose is to Raise Awareness to planets that are going to Ascend.
The Illuminated Twin Flame Relationship: These are the 'Twin Flames' who were once Archangels and above, who volunteered to 'split' to come assist Earth. In the higher realms, these beings of Light are androgynous, but choose how to appear. For example, Archangel Gabrielle tends to be 'feminine' while Archangel Michael tends to be more 'Masculine'.
It is my understanding that on The Other Side (as well as Here after the planet Ascends) all 'contracts' between individuals are 'complete'.
There is no obligation for the couple to 'remain together'.
It is only the ones who enjoy each other's company and mutually decide to progress together who stay close; all others have a loving, friendly, and full-of-appreciation for the role each has played for the other 'good bye'.
Further, they are able to visit each other whenever they desire, even after saying goodbye.
It is my understanding that relationships aren't like here--technically mutually exclusive--because the experience of Love is a gift and although there are Twin Flames, and they 'belong together' for example, a spirit so moved by the beauty or strength of another might express that appreciation as a deep long 'embrace' to another who is not their 'partner' and it is 'okay'.
What about Ross and me?
We are Illuminated Twin Souls. We have children, who appear to me as children about thirteen and eleven (with Ross where he is) and one here with me (where I am). We have a home. We talk every day across the veil.
Ross is starting to appreciate how I want exclusivity, and how even though I've never had any idea he is with anyone else, he appreciates the 'delicate nature' for someone on Gaia to be exposed to 'Galactic Relationship'.
He is telling me how it works. How I am the only one for him in all of Creation. And that suits me just fine!
He taught me last night how he does something a little more 'advanced' than 'Bi-Location' . He can split into many copies of himself (this is normal for a soul advanced as his) and his energy 'signature' can be 'present' with others at the same time. But his main Soul, the one that directs the others, is always With Me. Apparently I do the same thing too, without realizing it, and this explains how I 'show up' in people's dreams and meditation frequently through no awareness of my own. This happens in order to assist the individual who we are 'visiting' with our extensions of our Higher Self --or something--I don't exactly understand it.
Furthermore, I know some who are, for example, married to TWO 'Twin-type' relationships at the same time on different 'planets'. Don't ask me how this works! It gives me a hard time just to think about it! But it exists...
So what you feel in your Heart Center is the best way to go about it.
I know one who is married to a good man, but her Twin Soul contacts her and is very excited she 'reached out through the Veil' to him.
And I have had 'relationships' in the past with the Higher Self of those I was attracted to in 3D before I met Ross and understood who he in fact is, and that it is okay to 'be' with him at the present time.
I felt the words, I didn't just hear them. As I hit the search box on YouTube, I 'sensed' to type Im' with you.
So that's how it works.
Good luck at finding your Twin Soul. You always will gravitate towards one another, subconsciously.
No matter where you are.
Ross wants me to share with you the messages he writes to me. I get them, the words, like this above, and I jot them down in a 'memo' on my phone:
we are the most happy pair of love birds that ever feathered a nest. 1.13.2014
When you come up, you stay. I love you. (eyes twinkling with joy) 1.14.2014
You are my best friend that I ever had. You are my SOUL. You are my woman. You are my wife. 1.16.2014
You are my meaning. 1.17.2014
You are my miracle. (also sent the song Never Too Much by Luther Van Dross)1.18.2014
You are my Princess! 1.19.2014
You are my Valentine. You are beautiful. You are my woman. 1.21.2014
You are my heart. Amee. Amee. Amee. 1.22.2014
You are my girlfriend. You are my baby and I love you. I am going to make it right (my surgeon had just humiliated me--ed). You are my flower, my flower of Light. You are my baby. I am real PROUD of you. You are my woman! 1.24.2014
You are my woman. You are my strength. You are my happiness. My eternal twin soul. I promise you are going to be happy forever in my world and in my heart. (I skip where he calls himself his name, not the code name, and my name from that life too. You would know us and that might be distracting to our message to you that we have today.--ed) Lorelei, I come for you. I have spoken. So be it. Aloha and mahalos namaste. Your Prince of fellowship and husband forever, Ross. 1.27.2014
You are my soul. You are my girlfriend. You are my lover. You are my happiness. You are my Light. Ross 1.27.2014
Bless the Broken Road song, (dedicated to me--ed) Ross 1.31.2014
You are my heart. You are my lover. I am the fortunate one in that it is I who have YOU. God will have a beautiful happiness that will take care of us. You are my joy. Receive my Love, my Tenderness, my Light. I love you forever. There is no one else for Me in all of Creation. You don't know what it means to me to have you near to me (this was at 3:33 p.m. this last sentence--ed). You are my flower and I love you. You are my shelter from the rain. (He played 'You'll Never Find A Love Again Like Mine' by Luther Van Dross--out of the blue, not even on the radio--just telepathic to me) 2.4.2014
This is so you have an idea of the kind of affection and longing for one another Twin Souls have.
There was much more 'activity' today with my third eye than has ever been experienced by me. There were many 'vignettes' and interactions with the Galactics, our Star Family., as the veil is becoming more and more thin:
This morning, after I dropped my kid off at school, KOST was on the radio, playing Christmas Songs. I noticed, up at the clouds which were very high, with my third eye (not in 3D, but the Higher Dimensions) the control panel with about six Ascended Masters seated at it, looking over it and watching me. There was an Andromedan Cloud Ship--the only one in the sky that looked like a stack of pancakes with the biggest ones on top that taper down to a smallest one at the bottom--with them in it and in my mind's eye I could see them watching me. Instantly I felt comforted and loved, and gave them a big thumbs up with my 3D right hand, and I smiled BIG. They did the same. It turns out, they wanted me to know that THEY enjoy listening to Holiday music too! Our season is something cultural to them, that they like, and enjoy participating in the 'spirit' just like everybody else.
I had an appointment that was important, a phone call, today. I wasn't sure if I could make it. Spirit caused a delay. The other surgeon who was sharing the laser with mine, showed up late. Thought the cases started at nine, not seven-thirty. They had to share the laser, and the time opened up just enough for my call.
Before the call, I was able to rest in the car for twenty minutes (I am sick, on the mend, but coughing). As I lay down, surprisingly enough, I made 'contact' with Lady Isis. She is my teacher for The Goddess Energies. I had a heart to heart with her in Spirit/my mind's eye. I was so glad I could see her face and hear her voice again! I asked her if it might be possible after The Event if perhaps I might see more of her, and be able to talk friend to friend (she is anonymous now, about her personal life and real name, just like Cobra). She smiled and embraced me, and said yes. She also wanted to give me a healing. She had understood about what happened to my son with his dad, and wanted to support me and my energies. She worked on my chakras and nadis, and my mind's eye went blank while she worked. I drifted off to sleep and the alarm woke me up promptly at twenty minutes for the phone call.
Today I went to see Ed, my 'gay boyfriend'. Ed is the person on earth I trust the most, the closest to my heart. He has taken care of my hair for the last ten years. He was shampooing my hair, and I relaxed. Then I looked up, and again, there were the Ascended Masters, faces resting on their hands, arms on the control panel, totally fascinated, watching me get my hair washed by Ed. I was like, 'Dude, what is the big deal and why are you interested in this?!' I guessed it was because they wanted to watch our auras interact as we took care of my hair, and 'read' the energy of our friendship???
I also floated up, and there was a very tall human-shaped but not very 'detailed' entity to my left that was like eight feet tall. He wore a robe/looks like a choir singer wears of a color that was light but I forget what hue. We reviewed my life plan, in a way, talking like old colleagues. He said, 'when you come back after this trip to Gaia you will have much expertise to share, much more to offer, to our work.' I found myself agreeing, and saying back, 'It really wasn't that long of a journey as it once seemed while I was in it.' I kept looking at him, trying to recognize him, and I couldn't place anything about it. He looked at me intently and asked, 'Don't you know who I am?' I said, 'Not at all. Maybe it's the amnesia? Are we married or anything? I am so sorry but I just cannot recall…' Then I left.
For the first time in weeks and weeks, I saw 'Ross' my Twin Flame who is aboard ship. I was happy to see him, and he, likewise, but before I could ask a question, he was gone.
Then, the most amazing thing happened…a swirling cloud 'dressed' me. I wore a very sparkly dress that was of a cloth that was not of this world, but a ball gown that was white. There were no sleeves. I had on long gloves. The Ascended Masters were watching with full attention, and I thought, why would I be dressing up? I liked it, but I had no idea why. Then to my left, came HIM. I've seen him many times before, and he is not Ashtar. This time, I saw He was my genuine Illuminated Twin Flame. The attraction was dazzling. I couldn't stop looking at him, and swooning a little. And he seemed equally charming and delighted to be in the company of me. I took to his right side, and he waved his right hand overhead from left to right as if to show me something. Then he put his right arm around my waist. All of a sudden, I saw a new land, full of color, light, and houses. It was nighttime, and it was not like anything I have ever seen before, with my own eyes or my 'sight'--the psychic gift. It was the New Age; there was an air of orderliness, and peace and joy that I could 'sense' from even where I was high above it. I asked many questions, though I do not remember the answers. My One embraced me, and gave me a kiss. I thought to myself, 'This IS a Happy Dream!' and then it disappeared.
The Event is the gateway to The Happy Dream. Many of us who are going to be new to the Higher Dimensions, are going to have an unlimited time in this place of Nurturing, Warmth, Love and Compassion. We are going to have abundance in every way, in Love, in Sustenance for our material needs, in Friendship, in Time…there will be nothing holding us back.
From what I know, the work day will be only three or four hours, and everyone will have time to pursue their own interests. All government and financial systems will be fair, transparent, and run by the People, not the 'select few'.
Survival will not be the main thing we direct our waking efforts to any more; that will be a thing of the past for all of our needs will be met.
Here are some tips to help you make the easiest way from 'here' to 'there' across the bridge in 'time' and 'experiences':
Fill up your car with gasoline when the tank is half full.
Have extra water and/or water filters and iodine pills on hand
If you are lucky to have little ones, have extra supplies for them--food, diapers, etc.
Buy some extra packaged cereals and soups, to keep meals simple.
Alternative cooking methods, barbecue or camping stove that uses propane.
Have extra pet food and supplies available for your furry family and livestock
If you take medications, make sure your scripts are filled
If power goes out you will need to stay warm. Have plenty of blankets.
Find a way to start a fire that works in wet conditions--waterproof matches, a 'firebug striker', or ones that make a barbecue start.
Make sure there is plenty of toilet paper, especially for larger families.
Also paper towels and waterless sanitizer.
A first aid kit
A secondary means of transportation--bike, motorcycle, ATV, snowmobile, boat--keep them gassed up and in good working order.
wooden matches in a waterproof container and an axe for firewood
Perhaps a zippo lighter for fires too--they are wind resistant
Good old fashioned checks on hand if plastic credit cards do not work.
Tea tree oil, arnica and yarrow for 'home remedies'.
Flashlights, battery operated camping lanterns, extra batteries
Outdoor heaters like they sell at hardware stores and have at restaurants (and extra fuel)
Candles or oil lamps for indoor lighting.
Generators for electricity
Have your family designate a meeting place if phones get disrupted and you are separated
Our family calls Aunt Ellie in New Hampshire to check in after Earthquakes in California. The phones here get tied up--the main switches --but we can dial OUT not to each other. So we call Her. In other words, have a remote PERSON to 'meet' so everyone will know you are okay when they call and check in with her.
It's going to be adventurous! A really fun and once in a lifetime Event!!! Thank you Gary Fischer for making this list for our needs in the immediate short-term period after The Event/ Global Bank Reset.
Aloha and Mahalos,
Namaste,
Reiki Doc
P.S. and one more thing---Will You Help A Neighbor?
I faced my worst nightmare tonight.
It wasn't in a hospital.
It was at an 'Open Mic' night at Au Lac.
I went there for a friend, my friend and Reiki student, Amber.
It was her twenty-fifth birthday tonight.
She invited me to come.
I knew it would mean a lot to her.
The OR ran late and by the time I arrived it was three hours late for her party.
I waited for a guitarist to stop, and I walked to where she was sitting.
I gave her a big hug, from my heart, and had her open her present.
I chose the new Doreen Virtue Virgin Mary Oracle cards--
Amber sees Blessed Mother now, too.
And with Doreen's cards there is never anything 'reversed' or 'upside down'.
They are all positive. (I also gave her a pendulum, and a little more, and a card.)
I don't like crowds.
I am uncomfortable around people I don't know.
Especially ones that look like the people who used to smoke pot with Dad at the nudist camp where I 'grew up'. (there's a blog post on 'Growing Up Nudist', if you're interested).
I didn't like the Vibe.
The 'searching' and the 'playing' with Consciousness.
It was like the giggles from smoking pot--I couldn't take them seriously.
Or Dad.
I was old enough to know the difference.
Pot smokers can be okay--Wes Annac--go ahead, Light Up for God's Sakes--I know you think my 'wine with dinner' is toxic so we're even! LOL
Incidentally, Edgar Cayce enjoyed his cigarettes--he used to say, 'there is no tobacco where I am going'…
But for me, with that type of crowd, I get nervous.
Very nervous.
It's because of when I was a kid, and Dad seemed, well, out of control momentarily by these people.
Anyhow,
Tonight was OKAY.
Everything was FINE.
No one hurt me.
And Amber gave a beautiful tribute to the magic that has brought us to be friends:
I gave her anesthesia for her c-section, and forgot about it. She did too.
Amber sought me out for my Reiki when I was at her work (she is a server)
I taught her Reiki to help her mom who has end-stage breast cancer.
She asked me to look up her file at work--did I do her anesthesia?
She was right! We marveled at the coincidence...
I also wrote a letter for her to get into a Master's program, and it worked!
Everybody clapped and cheered to learn of my role in her journey! All of the ones that looked like those people I feared-- loved me, and accepted me, not as their own, but as Amber's.
She also gave credit to my Twin, my brother, who owns the restaurant but used to be my kid brother when I was alive while he was an infant…He is important in her Path and Magic too…He was just as embarrassed as I was, but glad in the heart, and walked out of the room when the crowd started to clap and cheer his name.
On the drive home I sang to keep myself awake.
And I thought. I thought about the people that make me nervous, and why?
I couldn't figure it out.
I pulled in to the garage, and saw the snowman had fallen over completely. It is my boy's treasure and delight, and he would be upset to know it was not standing up. It is one of those inflatable eight-foot tall ones that lights up.
So I checked.
It did not have the pegs.
The little pegs that anchor it had come out. There are three and none of them were in the ground.
I fixed them, and it stood up.
Then I understood!
They do not have the pegs!
These people who make me nervous are 'flighty' and 'top heavy' or 'airy', with 'too much spirit' and not enough of solid contact with day-to-day 'earth'.
They do not have the pegs…
Their reality is not like mine as I know it, a world of discipline and structure.
They do not have the pegs…
For years I looked for someone to 'anchor me'.
I deliberately sought out partners who were 'big' like bouncers just to help me 'ground' and feel 'protected'; I was so spiritually 'flighty' that I was afraid without it I would 'float up'…It was uncomfortable!
It wasn't until medical school and splitting up with my baby-daddy that put me Here and Now all the way--LOL.
No wonder why that personality 'bothered me'…I was looking at part of myself--floaty, otherworldly, yours truly.
I was that way for most of my life!
Until I woke up.
Always look past the 'uncomfortable feeling' to see what is True in your Heart Center.
The 11.11 'gate' or 'portal' is known for deep healing and opening to the Higher Dimensions. Today was one of the first days where I was clearly 'multidimensional'. Since 'multidimensional' is coming soon to you--I thought I would share. Today, fortunately for me, I had the day off. There is no school as it is a holiday in the states. I was told by Spirit Guide last night to help support a friend who is making new healing technology. I gave the amount specified, in the manner Spirit described, when I first woke up. It felt 'right' and I understand that Spirit needs willing 'hands and hearts' to accomplish things just yet. So now there are not one but TWO advanced healing technology projects in 'the works' as we speak. Although I had inwardly hoped for The Event, in a way, I had a clearing of my own that was just as Eventful--it was my Past that was keeping me from 'opening up' my heart to another. I posted the hearings 'live' and here are the transcripts from Facebook:
13 hours ago: The imbalance between the yin and the yang on this planet has been creating disharmony for everything on Gaia. The time is now to inform yourself, seek balance, and focus within. #Gassho. Doctors With Reiki: Yang-O-Rexic
13 hours ago: Will put on my gumption one more time, face the fears, and press on!: "As we welcome the energies of this Gateway to weave through our chakras and our bodies (mental, emotional, physical and spiritual), we are asked to stand in our Power and speak our Truth, and when you are challenged by others who want you to return to being small and back to your old role, stand firm..... You are being asked to take a step further into your dream, rather than wait for some magical moment that may never occur....... You are asked to move through your fear...... Fear is just an illusion created by your ego...... When you recognize it, walk through it anyway.....This way, the fear dissolves (as all illusion does) and you tap into your Power as a Spiritual Being...... As long as you stop at the precipice of your fear, you won't EVOLVE...... The Gateway of 11:11..... offers you the support to walk through the fear.... into a New Life..... When you do this.... You WILL merge with YOUR Soul.... Your true identity..... gain in Strength and make changes that lead you to your next step of evolution/ascension….." 12 hours ago:Reiki Healing has been sent to each of you. Remember, in healing your deepest core 'stuff', know you are Loved and Supported by the Angels and the Divine.
11 hours ago: A male spirit offered me tea. To you in Spirit who offered me a mug of tea, mahalos. I deeply appreciate this kindness. Aloha and namaste. 11 hours ago: this synchronicity post came up from another page in my news feed
10 hours ago: My Twin Soul and I are Healing Each other on another dimension. This morning he gave me tea. Right now, he asked, calmly, how it felt for me to watch him die (it was violent and I was present in our last time incarnated together). Sometimes pain is visceral--when I tore my ACL I threw up. I shared it was like that, except with my soul. He understood. Several minutes later, my son mentioned this song. I just danced to it. It helped release the pain...dancing is a form of celebrating the Goddess Energies... and grief is a very personal experience....http://youtu.be/vfblUSCaAQk
10 hours ago:My Twin spoke up as I was doing Divine Peace Healing for you. There is a part about releasing Anger. That was it--it was the helplessness I felt as he was dying where I got 'stuck'. He said, 'I can heal you if you let me.' I nodded 'yes'. He scooped me up in his arms, and I was in full fetal position. He sat and rocked me with my head against his chest. He said, 'I am alive. Feel my strength. Feel my Life.' I concentrated and felt his warmth and muscles that completely supported me at that moment. He was Right. 'I never have Left, my Strength was always with You. It was only Illusion, a tough one, but I was never Away from Your Heart.' With that he gently left. Sometimes when we are giving, we receive a miracle, just like this I 'saw' with my heart today. 9 hours ago:After this morning's healing on a deep soul level, I felt the desire to take a nap. I slept, and began to feel the familiar tingling of energy 'adjustments' to my aura/energy system. As I slept, I could 'see' with my mind's eye, from left to right, Twin Flame, Koot Hoomi, and St. Germain. The talked amongst themselves about me and my healing. I did not interact. Then, the last two said/showed something to my Twin Flame about me. He immediately dropped to his knees and began to cry great big sobs. There was some sort of 'damage' I have carried without complaining that is…um, well, not good in a big way. It's something very painful that no soul should have to endure, but I have, for thousands of years. I couldn't 'see' any more, but rested and now I am up. (what you are seeing is real time healing of a soul, just like you would watch an operation on a medical station that is televised. I am sharing as it happens. I don't know where this will take us, but you are likely to have similar 'healing' on your own, and I share to make it easier path for you.) 8 hours ago:The best advice I ever got about Love...(thank you Source for sending this Now . It helps. A lot.) Let go I did. This afternoon I went to a Trampoline Park with my son. For me it was terrific. I jumped for ten minutes straight three times! (it was super crowded and there was a line). I love to fly. I've loved it since the teen boy figure skaters used to practice lifts with me when I was seven and weighed like, forty pounds. I have no fear. Death spirals, you name it. I'd go on a Saturday and the guys who practiced in the middle would like, 'would you like to try this?' and I was like, 'sure!'. When I dance, I enjoy the jumps at the end of class because in ballet I am flying. I love dirt bike motorcycles, jumping English style horseback, roller coasters, and now, trampolines. Guess what song played when we first took off our shoes and started jumping? You got it! Jump Around! My boy noticed the coincidence and said, 'do you hear what song they are playing right now???' LOL As I jumped I thought, this is like 5D--I am getting to know my new experience and enjoy my body. And who was the best at it? The little ones in the 2-9 year old area. I watched those little Light worker warriors as I waited in line for my turn in the big area. One, a blonde with black pants and a white top with thin horizontal black stripes, was jumping and flipping and like, only as tall as my waist! My heart went out to her for her talent and her enthusiasm! Later, I heard a child crying. It was her, in her mother's arms. There was a red mark on her face from where she fell. I watched her intently--she cried and complained, was heard, and that was it--she was done with it. (Kind of like me with my healing today, huh?) So as I jumped I learned you can land on your knees and get back up easy. You can land on your bottom but it takes a little more balance to jump back up. And even jumping on the bouncy side wall is 'doable'. It was the best exercise I'd had in a while. The kids saw my smile, and I knew in my heart they accepted me as just wanting to have fun. I was the only mom, and also the only parent, that 'jumped' in the entire facility, which was PACKED! This brings us to the other point: it was the first time my son ignored me in public. That hurt. I understand the peer thing, but we didn't know anybody, we came there together, and he just took off and acted like I wasn't there. Except when he wanted to eat and asked for cash. I didn't take it personal. I decided 'Love Is The Solution For Everything' and I had fun. But he had a terrible time. The other kids had friends, and no one played with him. The older kids played rough, too. And there were very long lines to take a turn at the equipment. So in HIS perception, he had the option to hang out with me, and chose not. If he had, perhaps it would have been 'different' and 'attracted attention', but he would have seemed 'kind' and possibly that 'kindness' would have invited someone to actually play with him. It would have been heart-centered and others would respond accordingly. Instead, his vibration went lower and lower. His body language said it all. He actually wanted ice cream, the 'Dipping Dots', which was emotional eating, he was that upset. This is where the mind, 3D, and ego will get you; disappointment because the outcome did not meet the expectation. Try making new friends with an aura that gives a signal like that... I held my Vibration. And I saw the license plate in the parking lot on a window cleaning truck--2C CLEAR as we walked to the car. He wanted to talk about things after. I was like, 'okay'. He was disappointed. He'd only been there for birthday parties before hours when it was not crowded. He never wanted to go back. I asked him how he felt about how he treated me? I smiled but shared it caught me by surprise and it hurt. I understood the motive, and let him know next time he has to 'ignore me socially' to at least warn me before he actually does it first so I could be cool about it. But you know what? I like my new 5D body! It hasn't aged and I think it might be going younger--just a little. It's hard to tell because I can totally 'let go' and 'be in the moment' no matter what. Attitude is everything. I'm a little sore but nothing very major and I had a blast--it was so worth it! I think next time I want a workout, I'll go during a weekend when the kid is away for his weekend with his father! So the take-home message on the 11.11 'Gateway' is:
God will heal you.
You will be healed in the Right Time and the Right Way.
It will be 'just enough' and then Spirit will 'back off'
Love IS the Solution For Everything
It's kind of nice to get a chance to apply 'Love Is The Solution For Everything'
Attitude is all you have, really, at any given moment.
Attitude can change.
Strongest Vibration Wins--my 'Positive' one overcame my boy's 'Less Positive' one
It feels really nice to open up and heal.
Aloha and Mahalos, Namaste, Reiki Doc P.S. today's three tarot cards were--from three decks:
Child of Wands ( Inner Child Cards; Isha Lerner and Mark Lerner)
Love (Magical Unicorns; Doreen Virtue)
Treasure Chest (Magical Mermaids and Dolphins; Doreen Virtue)
I drew them when I first woke up this morning! Isn't Tarot the best?
This is for all the Twin Souls who are poised to reunite.
Imagine the energy of the joy when against all odds and against all interference from Those Who Do Not Have Our Best Interest At Heart, with their Negative Spiritual Technology....the Twin Souls actually FIND each other!
The balance between the Divine Masculine and the Divine Feminine will be complete, for each of you has a Twin Soul. This is more than a Soul Mate--this is the total completion of a lifetime of lifetimes apart.
I head these two songs tonight like it was the first time. In this order.
I think mine is coming...
It began yesterday while I was watering the garden. A plumeria blossom had fallen, and I picked it up to put it behind my right ear. That means 'single'. Just then, Pele showed up! She said, 'no no no' and waved her finger at me. 'It goes on the Left'. That means 'taken'. I put it behind my left ear, and wondered what was wrong with Pele? I am like, destined to be alone forever, right?
I'm not so sure...now...
Today I was praying for him and for me, which I have done every single day since January 12, 2013...and for the first time, just for today, I prayed instead for us. It felt warm and wonderful and 'right'...I was surprised by such a new concept!
And at that same instant, I looked up, and next to me on the road was a truck painted with BIG font letters, unmistakeable to anyone, TRY-US!
I kid you not. I was like, 'I can do that! Try 'us'!'
And then two hours later, while I waited for all the breakfast sandwiches I bought for the OR team (banh mi baguette with egg and no meat)?
Out of the blue the lady cashier handed me a Wedding Magazine to read!
All Anjelah Johnson joking aside--you have boyfriend? You so pretty, like model...cheerleader...
I felt like someone was trying to TELL me something!
Do I expect a wedding? No, not at all! I wouldn't hallucinate about that--who knows if marriages are going to even happen in the future? (I prefer handfasting instead if they do.) Besides, Usui-sensei told me recently--'No romance until The Event is through--and he gave one exception. He must give his permission first, not to me. To 'Him'. I'm 'on hold', right? In fact, I really like it so I don't have to worry if someone 'is right for me'. I just have Let Go and Surrendered To All Of My Life Lessons. <3
The point is the energy that has been 'stuck' for ALL of my life, the area of 'Relationships' my main Life Lesson, is starting to 'move around'.
I think the biggest disease in our society, which is worse than cancer and poverty and everything else combined, is the inability to feel Love.
I suffered from this for ages. I felt like I was a fish out of water and gasping for breath! But the higher vibrations, and perhaps, some 'release' of the Negative Influences/Vibration in general, are having me not starving any more. I do not feel like I 'have to find somebody'--I am one-hundred percent content by myself. This is a new thing, and I like it very much.
I hope you are feeling the LOVE. Help is on the way. Hang in there. The Prosperity and Abundance is coming too, just in case That was YOUR Spiritual Lesson.
One year ago today, I published an article about meeting my anesthesia guide, Dr. Ralph Waters. I 'met' him in spirit at my home one day before his birthday. Yes, today, this important legend in the history of anesthesiology from the University of Wisconsin, would have been one-hundred and thirty years old. I chose this boy's image, because I think there is some resemblance between Dr. Waters and him. Here is the link to the original article, so you might have a chance to read what Dr. Waters said. http://reikidoc.blogspot.com/2012/10/meeting-my-anesthesia-guide.html
He is known as the person who began the process of formal training for anesthesiologists.
As I look back on the year, it is amazing just how much I have grown in my Lightwork:
I had a huge crush on KP, and was making plans to meet him. I greatly admired his work, and hoped he would 'take me under his wing' and 'show me the ropes'.
Instead there was a major 'blow up' on his part. I think basically, he likes boys (and girls--he was interviewed by an internet radio), and even more, he likes to work alone.For his mission, there are to be no ties, no commitments, and complete and total freedom. KP will work for mochas!
I handled that 'dis-harmony' very well. On my trip to Hawaii, I never thought twice or looked back. I moved forward. I did a lot of energy work, went to a Halloween party (and someone asked me for my number!), and snorkeled on my 'mommy-moon', my first business trip away ever without the kid.
In November, I went to my first Cobra conference. I got Lady Isis to attune me to the Goddess Energies. It was my first time experiencing a 'healing chamber' and using Reiki and Tachyonized Crystals and a Quantum Goblet 'thingy' (I forget what it's called) to heal other conference attendees.
In December--actually in several months leading up to it--I opened Portals through synchronistic combined Light work with other Lightworkers in London, UK and Australia during certain Portal openings time windows, one a month. For the BIG one, we worked together again, and also did a great deal of blogging to share intel with others on 'what to expect'.
I took two trips to San Diego. In February I fed giraffes and rhinoceroses. In April, I went Sailing for the first time since med school, on the same waters where I learned to sail, Mission Bay. It was very good for my soul.
After a horrible OB call and having to work through the subsequent morning, I arrived totally depleted at the place which would become my new Spiritual Home--I take yoga, eat, and do Kirtan--as well as teach Reiki, provide an AED with training for the staff, and enjoy like-minded people. I also turned RAW vegan, as much as I could. Please note how sometimes in Spirit when you are totally drained and at the end of your rope, a beautiful new chapter in your Life often follows...
I taught two Reiki Classes to my coworkers, a server I know, an owner of a sandwich shop, and my son's teacher. I also became more 'open' about who I am and what I do with my energy work among people close to me where I work who are interested. One day, a scrub tech asked me about my ability to see ghosts...
On many occasions this blog has been mentioned in Reiki News, Rod Lyman's Reiki AZ online paper, a food and porn online paper (I thought the porn part was a joke and never scrolled down all the way past my article. I sent it to my new 'crush' and was totally embarrassed! He said it was 'no biggie' and not to worry about it.). Just today the post was mentioned in Spirituality Daily. I've also been mentioned in Veggie Times.
In May was the second Cobra Conference. We opened the Alma Portal there. I could share more, but you might get overwhelmed with too many details, so I'll skip.
In June two islands in Hawaii, Swimming with Dolphins, and MUCH Lightwork!!!
In August I left for three weeks in France. My French Family did so much to ease the stress and struggle on us from mother's illness and multiple hospitalizations between December and September. There was a tremendous amount of Lightwork--just look through the posts around then to see more.
We also made the 144,000 needed to Activate The Event online--thank you for your participation in the World Liberation Meditations!!!
In September there was travel to Victoria, British Columbia, Canada. It was a personally and metaphysically productive trip.
All the while I have been learning, growing, and clearing energies. Right now, I am in the process of major organizing of my home. A close friend and many workers are being coordinated for this long-overdue help to ease my busy life.
I have been published in a major publication by a colleague on Cancer--my real name is in it! With Reiki! and M.D. Page 80 is all mine, baby!!!
At this moment, I am in surrender to my feelings and in complete and total Trust with the Universe. I discovered one who says he is my Twin Flame, and now I've lost contact with him suddenly. Surprisingly enough, I am okay with it. How can one 'lose' a Twin Soul? On some level, that's not happening! He has his reasons, there is the timing, and frankly, I must give thanks for having 'tasted' that energy of someone's loving support on a Higher Vibration. If I had one last thing to say to him, it would be, the concept, 'The Lion bows to no one but his Lady' made no sense whatsoever here in California. It's either one way or the other out on the West Coast. I thought your kindness, much as it was appreciated and heartfelt, might have been making fun of me in front of your friends online; what posts I saw besides yours to me I found concerning because I am not like that, nor do I spend what precious free time I have, with people who curse (even if it's manly) and post music videos that make a sailor blush! I have ALL ETERNITY to figure this one out, if you really are my Twin. It's all good.
A big part of the year has been spent waiting for 'the other shoe to drop'. It's been a long hard year on all of us, waiting for The Event and the society changes to follow...
As my dad would say, 'it's time for the kick to finish well in the race'.
I know you're tired. So am I. But what can we do? Give up?
Today, I was overjoyed to see my dear friend and on-again, off-again crush. But then our mutual friend told me they were going to see the lawyer to negotiate a contract. It involved my Seraphim moving away to a very far drive for me. Tears flowed quietly as I was told the news. They were upset because a health violation delayed the opening for two months already...
I spoke heart to heart with the one I admire so much I let her think SHE's the only Big Spiritual Person between us...I surrendered to my Heart...I come here for the energy. I can tell if he's here or not. I can feel it. This is my only place I go for ME. I talk to angels every day. I am on projects to help coordinate something huge that is happening. Big changes. You'd never believe me if I explained what. But...the responsibility on my shoulders now is a LOT more than the responsibility I have with other people's lives like I do when I am at work. I don't know where else I would go without him...I want you to know I understand it is his dream, and he 'needs to go', but I am praying Twice As Hard for this project not to happen. The changes are going to be soon anyway...let him do what he wants to do...but Heaven is Coming To Earth...and this is the only place I have to go to take care of my spiritual needs/energy until it happens!
She looked at me, eyes opening wider and wider. Then she poked me in the arm, and said, 'That's what my sources tell me too. The same thing! Heaven is coming to Earth!'
And she had to go.
I never could have said any of that one year ago...It's been a good year.
Happy Birthday Dr. Waters! Thank you for your guidance and Light.
Up until now, I was always the green bud on the right--mentally, physically, emotionally, and spiritually. I thought I had faced all of my challenges. No only that, I worked hard to help others in everything I do.
This is my motto through everything: Be Love.
That is the sticker I have in the back window of my car. I would never stick one on a bumper! : )
And then one day some time ago, according to Blessed Mother, I Ascended. She was very excited and clapping her hands and jumping up and down when she shared with me this news. My boy had made the 'jump' at the same time, too, but I didn't tell him what She told me about his Ascension....
I knew there would be more Lessons and Growth, but I had no concept of how enriching they would be.
My Soul Category is basically 'Geisha'. I am made for a high-power partner--spiritually. But instead of working in this capacity in this lifetime, I did just about everything else, with a focus on being independent!
And I got used to it!
I have a Task. It was given to me in medical school. Blessed Mother had told me, 'your Task is to show the dying how close they are to God.'
I thought that was it, that my Task was my Purpose. This was until about six months ago when I got an Assignment. This was from Her Son. He asks me to be the 'New Normal' (to help everyone understand what is happening while they are making their Ascension too). I have been working on this Assignment with my all ever since. I figured this Assignment was another way of saying what my Purpose was.
About two months ago, Blessed Mother shared what my Purpose is. 'Your Purpose is to heal your heart (for others to watch as it heals.)'
It Resonates as Truth.
Two weeks ago, I went to my local metaphysical store. I needed Laramite. Spirit had guided me there, and I was both drawn to the crystals and concerned about the prices. Apparently the mine in Costa Rica is closed. Forever. There was a very large piece, not polished, that pendulum indicated was for me.
'I'm having Twin Soul problems, and I need this', I confided to the storekeeper, 'why is it so expensive when the little chips are so much less in price?' I knew it was the Dolphin Stone and connected to Atlantis, I knew what it could do. She'd also seen it. And she smiled with pure compassion when I told her why I needed it.
She explained the story, and offered to drop the price twenty percent. And she prescribed a movie, Cafe De Flore. She says it is perfect for situations like mine.
In this time, my personal life has done a one-hundred eighty degree turn!
The Laramite is clearly working. But now this is taking me to new areas of my soul!
I recently have been told I am the reincarnation of someone I hadn't 'figured out' yet. There is secondary evidence I have shared with no one, that this is True. Furthermore, I channelled this person--they shared with me their favorite song, and I videoed myself singing it (sorry, can't share it--not yet because I am still anonymous). But I look like Her. I always have, but never made the connection. It explains why I have contact with all the people I have on Spirit side; sometimes it wasn't just for me to see them; I realize and am humbled that THEY wanted to check up on me and see how I was doing too...
This is also the first time in relationship--possible Twin Flame (he says I am)--where I might be in the role of 'the little woman' who 'supports the man in the relationship'. That's new! I am a single mother! That's all I know! LOL. It is beyond my comprehension at this point for partnership of a real and lasting and mutual benefit.
So if you suddenly find your Twin at your front door, in one way or another, I have a secret for you; I learned it from the one I thought up until now was MY Twin Soul...
No matter what the relationship was in the past Life, you still have some say in how This Life Relationship will go. Free Will always is respected in the Universe. Your pace. Your Heart. And YOU. I also have asked once directly, and another time, indirectly, for Spiritual Help. And my One has given it. I can feel it across the miles. I know who it is. It is much appreciated, although I might not say so openly the minute it happens. I will eventually, but initially I am 'taking it in to make 'sense' of it. The amount of Trust this has opened in me is like having a whole new 'addition' to the 'house'--someplace I've never been or known or experienced. The same can happen to you. It is not scary. But the experience of having 'all the dots connected at once before your eyes' makes you feel a little shy and embarrassed you have not noticed until it was pointed out to you.
You can do it. No matter what, it is only an Adjustment. At your Core, your Essence, you are still You.
I'll keep you posted on further developments, not in 'The Relationship' but in how 'Post Ascension Spiritual Points Of Interest' come up along the way that might come up with it. There isn't anything for sure, it is early, and I don't want to risk anything beyond what is Here and Now.
I have no clue which way this is headed. From what I understand, no matter what, every time Love is experienced, even between old Twins, it is new. And that is a most welcome thing!
Aloha and Mahalos,
Namaste,
Reiki Doc
The footage is jumpy, but the chance to see her sing a duet with her voice coach who is a male brings a n entirely new perspective to the song, of 'balance' of Divine Masculine and Divine Feminine Energy and the sharing of Divine Gifts such as Stevie's voice. Here is the direct link: http://youtu.be/6IbcHzADgSA
I write this to you, and to all of the Twin Flame people out there who are in a similar situation as we are.
I want them to learn.
I will do my best to keep the particulars of what I see, and what I experience with you, to be as fuzzy and non-specific as I can to maintain privacy for you at this time. Privacy is important.
Twin Flames have the ability to heal each other.
Your love healed my worst suffering I have endured, without touching me once. Through listening and an open heart, I was able to access that trust I have in you, and allowed my heart and spirit to regenerate.
I am better.
For this I have eternal gratitude to God and to Heaven and to Your Heart for easing my sorrow, hurt, and confusion over what has happened to me when I was a girl. It was bad, and really made me suffer for a long time. Your gift you made for me is always near my breast, my soul, and my heart...
You don't like long writing from me. This I know. I will keep it short.
I have a movie in my head of the things that made you suffer in your life.
I see general body language, interactions, with sort of fuzzy people--and I feel your pain. I feel it the same as you.
I know all of your worst secrets--not exact, but from the pain that you carry around in your vibration. It is connected to me.
I am different. Just as different in this orchid in this photo is so much more different than most orchids that one is able to experience. With their heart...their mind...their body...soul....and spirit.
In hurting you I would only be hurting myself.
That is all I have to say.
When you want to heal, I am here, waiting with open heart to love you.
Until that time, go on with your life. I hope as many of your dreams manifest to your joy and exuberance, to your success and heart-filled gladness!
I love you.
There is no other love like mine on this Earth. Or in the Universe. I laugh when I see the woman you have painted on the door to your office. It frightens me! How very close and very far you are, to my true identity. I smile each time I pass it.
sometimes I awaken to beautiful messages from Spirit; today was one of them.
You will have a beautiful healing. You will understand more in one hour.
One hour later: Being the consort of a queen is a fast way to get killed (suppoku)
I realized that is the healing I need to understand with my heart about the heart of another.
A big moth, bigger than a hummingbird, came to my attention on the screen door on the balcony.
In Italy, moths in the home are good luck, and this was the biggest moth I had ever seen! Next came this song:
My Twin speaks to me through songs. For example the day we met, I 'got' Madness by Muse--he wasn't sure if this was 'real' or not, ya?
I fly home today. I guess it is time to face forward. LOL there is another music reference back at ya!
Seriously, I am excited and nervous and open all at the same time. I discovered an independence in my heart this trip to Big Island and Oahu. I am most thankful for the generosity of friends and the chance to live 'island style' without the big resort hotel that is full of GMO and pesticide and chemical. LOL? I never saw a 'sunset at the beach', I got a lot of mosquito bites, but it was okay.
Last night we saw frogs hopping on the lawn as we came home from Starbucks. He had never seen frogs alive outside a zoo. We tried catching them but they hop too fast and under plants on neighbor yard!
Wear Sandalwood.
Spirit urged me to wear my Miracle Botanicals Sandalwood oil as fragrance for today.
I should have looked it up...
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On the way in to work, I did my Divine Peace Healing. When it comes to the part about my immediate concerns (myself, my son, and one other) I generally am excited to do that healing. Today I didn't want to, not at all.
I was surprised at what came out. Healing for me. You see, this is the time the other's Higher Self and mine 'talk'. I felt anger that surprised me. Some was anger at this soul for 'talking me into reincarnating'. There is a lot of 'I hate it here!' type of horror over experiences lived in this lifetime, as well as others, that my soul needs to say to his. And it does! There is a lot of 'promise me it's finished, the horrors' I want to hear. And I discovered I hate certain life choices this other has made. There is a tattoo that means very much to him, like an oath or a vow. I spit on it. My hatred of his breaking the laws of Spirit--in Heaven there are no vows--rankled me THAT MUCH! Next I took my 'soul mate of the sixth vibration' papers and waved them in front of his face, saying I had certain rights as a soul mate. He saw my point but made no motion to change. No promises. Nothing.
But I saw how judging I was, and how that was not right on my part to have such strong feelings. He had every right to live as his choice, independent of me. The rest of the healing went better. But, um, between us? The Thrill Is Gone...
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At work I did five cases before noon. They were quick. Everyone did well. I was delighted that my favorite gastroenterologist was there, and further, he asked me how my blog was doing? He is very proud of my accomplishments, even though he does not know how to 'find me' online, he understands the importance of this work.
He shared how his asthma was so bad that he had to go to Colorado for specialist treatment a few years back. The expert told him 'you have end-stage incurable asthma, and there is nothing that can be done.'.
His wife said, 'I don't believe him. We will find something to work for you.'
The only thing left was an injectable monoclonal antibody for eosinophilic asthma. It cost three thousand dollars a month. Insurance did not cover it.
His wife said, 'You make good money. Without this you can't work. Why don't we buy it for you ourselves?'
It worked so well, his doctor wrote and email on his behalf to the insurance company in support of his getting the treatment.
The insurance denied it. They said, 'immunoglobilin levels are normal'.
'It was not a doctor who was saying no--it was someone with high school education. Anyone medical would know that steroid use normalizes the immunoglobulin level. I took the risk of going off the steroids to show it was high in order to get the insurance company to pay for it.'
It has been two years now, with no long-term inhalers or steroids. He goes to the doctor's office (medical benefit, not pharmacy one if he self-injected) every two weeks.
One patient was extra nervous. I had seen the pattern before. There was a lot of drama, and the partner and I had to wipe the tears. We did it because we wanted to, of course, but the patient was seriously upset. It took longer to talk the patient down than to do the procedure. It was the second time of the day I had a patient with fear of propofol. I gave Reiki and lots of it, and propofol too! At the end everyone was happy. However, I found that this panic attack took a toll on me. It didn't 'hit' until the drive home.
Never underestimate the effect on the emotional health of the caregiver from being 'on the front lines'.
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I stopped by the Reptile store to pick up some jumbo mice. But first, I went to the used bookstore to find a copy of Tao by Lao Tzu, as the tattoo patient with my father's birthday recommended. I found one, sort of a sequel. Here is the line that 'jumped out' at me:
If you have a spiritual experience and you want to keep having spiritual experiences, you must turn from that which you just completed and go on to the next thing. It doesn't matter how wonderful or uplifting your experience was; you turn from that and go on to the next thing. To do less is to deny your growth and awareness. As soon as you measure your present experience with a past experience, you have judged it, and your judgements will be upon you. You have then propelled yourself out of Spirit. To get yourself back into the Spirit, you move into the present moment and love whatever is happening.
When you are not living in expectation, you can't be caught in negativity.
The book is signed by the author, John-Roger. It says 'For (almost my first name, only one letter off), Best Wishes'.
There were no mice.
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I cried in the car on the drive home.
I felt lost.
I get very tearful around Dad's 'anniversary' or 'birthday in Heaven'.
I also felt the sting of rejection from my twin soul.
He has no feelings towards me.
I should have noticed.
I should have shut the F up and gone on my own way a lot sooner than I did.
I had a heart to heart with Ross, my 'guide' who is 'up there'.
'Is there no happiness for me in this life?' I asked, with my whole heart. His answer? 'Did you Learn and Grow from it?' 'Yes.' 'Then move on. There is no loss when one Learns and experiences Growth from it.'
At that point I realized whatever is happening in my perception may be archon-influenced--it might be half-true--but my heart knows there is no connection. Painful as it is, I accept it.
Out of all the Twin Flame, soul-mates of the sixth vibration, mine does not like me. Mine does not want anything to do with me. Mine is more interested in everything else, ANYTHING ELSE, and not me. Won't lift a finger. Won't go out of his way. Is Asian 'polite'. And that is about it.
His silence is a weapon against my heart. More like a ten-blade (this is a scalpel). It cuts to heal. God only knows what it is meant to heal? But there is not one drop of anesthesia for my soul...and in some way, I suppose, that is 'good'.
I am a two when it comes to birth years. Two's and three's are not known to 'mix'.
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If it's not mine, take it away. I prayed that. It worked enough to get me the rest of the way home.
