Proof Of Love?

Yesterday I had the opportunity to give money to a woman with three kids, who was of this nationality. She begs outside the grocery store where I shop. I have given her twenty dollars in the past. But still she comes. Still she begs. This time she was at the corner where I was going to turn onto the main street.

She held up the sign.

First car in the line of three gave change.
The second didn't give.

Then I saw 'In The Name Of Jesus' please help...in big bold letters on the sign.

I changed my heart.

I pulled all the change out of the ash tray (it was about five dollars, there were a lot of quarters in there) and I gave.

She stuck her hand in the passenger window, and said, 'God Bless You'.

It was the look on the little girl's face that gave me shame. It was joyful, like the one in this picture. She was the same age.

She was not going to go hungry tonight. Mommy would not be mean, or sad, she would be happy...
I felt this, I am clairsentient and empathic.

OMG, how could I have been so blind? And I forgot I had six dollars in the arm rest I could have gave!

For no matter what a beggar is up to, it is best to stay within one's means, and give them the benefit of the doubt. If they mis-use the money, the karma is up to them...or so says Chef Ito, who although taken a vow of silence, has opinions, and when I questioned the Children's Fund he gives ten percent of all his earnings to--like, 'Do you check to make sure you know where your money is going and how it is being sent?'--I got his opinion and a wave of the hand.

He is right.

Jesus.

Jesus Christ.

Aside from being the new Nurse First Assist in the O.R. (inside joke from a past blog post), he is Different.

Walks on Water.

Wasn't 'conceived' the usual way.

Different.

I have arguments with Him. Just like I do God. And Ashtar Command.

I accused them of 'having a bake sale to raise funds for our relief'.

They didn't like it.

I was right. Just like the beggar lady. 

It gave them shame.

From where they sit, they have no idea what it is like for us down here on Ground Crew.

I was expecting a 'let down' at the end of the full moon. This one was a big one, and a lot of Light and Tachyons and Love Energy came down through it. That's why I told everybody to sleep naked, or 'sky clad' so maximum absorption of this healing energy could happen.

I got my let down yesterday.

I argued ALL DAY. They took me aboard ship. They wanted to KNOW why I was so unhappy being 'deployed'. They put me in a zero-point tank and asked me questions.

I refused to go into the tank unless Ross was sitting next to it, and I could place my hand next to his through the tank.

My point is that on Earth, this is what LOVE looks and feels like. And something seriously was missing from the Flight Crew--in a word--TOUCH.

Here is what love looks like on Earth:

Even here with a sister and brother, who 'won't touch' like above, we as humans can tell they have affection for each other:

But all we have with God and Source is THIS:

It's not the same.

Here I am married to a Galactic, with the Veil totally 'gone', and complaining about conditions for me on Surface Gaia at my post on Ground Crew...

Ross didn't like it.

He was very quiet.

He argued with the team on my behalf.

He showed them how their questions were totally missing the points because look at her--she is TOUCHING me through the tank, and during break, won't stop kissing me and hugging me! Look at that reaction! There is the data you need to know to answer this question!

And they didn't do anything.

Ross got angry.

He said, here, let me take you someplace.

He lifted me, carrying me, UP UP UP past our 'house' on board ship where he had been trying to make me feel better.

He took me HOME. The Dimension I came from. It's really close to God, and people are sort of formless there.

I took a few breaths, and I was like, 'Ahhhh! I feel like myself again! I am happy. Can I stay?'
After I recovered, he brought me back, and argued even louder with the team to prove his point.

The Higher Vibration members of Ground Crew are suffering from a Lack of God Energy. Although it is Present in others, and in Nature, for some it is Not Enough. We must SUPPLY this form of God energy to them in ways that are readily accepted, and understood.

It is not just 'delay of gratification' or 'awaiting an increase in Consciousness' for them at this time: it is suffering.

The Council (for lack of a better name) was not moved. They asked about the rest of the surface population, and wouldn't that amount of Love Energy be too much for them, and cause harm?

They said that in front of me.

I want you to know that about them. These Galactics are so Spock-like that they would say something like that in front of you and not blink and eye. They have emotion, and caring, but it is compartmentalized. When investigating a problem? That's it. There is no warm and fuzzy, no 'protocol', they treat you with respect but the insult goes totally over their heads, and they would never think of it, not in a million years.

So Ross changed tactics. He said, 'Let us both go in together in the tank, and see what happens when you ask the questions of her now. We are one set of Illuminated Twin Souls. Together within energy-sharing distance. See how she does.'

He must have been right because that part of my memory went blank.

Ross explained to me how it is imperative that we as higher Vibration Ground Crew take the time to nurture ourselves each day. Because the amount of God energy we absorb from each other and from Nature is enough to 'get by' but we need so much 'MORE' when we are from the higher dimensions.

He suggested that I have a nice big breakfast and go paddle boarding today.

I felt my energy go up.

I sure have a good man, don't I?

I am one lucky lady!

So for those of you who are 'feeling it', the 'taking away' of the energies of the full moon, and just being 'homesick' in general because you are Galactic of Origin and 'stuck here' (Buddha yesterday wisely said to me in meditation, 'while you are here you might as well observe and learn something.' He sounded resigned himself...LOL) here is the short list of things to do to increase the God Energy in You until you can get your next real 'transfusion' of the Real Thing from Source...

• meditate
• exercise
• make love with a caring and committed loving partner (not just sex--your auras mix in the process and you want to be raised, not depleted, in yours. This can be homosexual or heterosexual.)
• get sunshine
• do what you enjoy
• share time with animals and plants
• avoid 'spiritual toxins'--they are not bad but lower the vibration when taken to excess--processed foods, loud music, anything 'entertainment' in the media, alcohol, drugs, tobacco, marijuana (except for Wes Annac! LOL It's his thing...LOL), fear, gossip, competition (like being a sports fan at the Super Bowl, you kind of lose yourself into the mass vibration, which is most likely 'denser' than your own.)

When I came downstairs after all this, look what I found on the entry way:

I think it is from Ross.

The feather has been an old way for my angels to make their presence known to me. I really looked to them a lot in the beginning when I was just waking up.

White Feathers mean you will have all happiness in Love.

Aloha and Mahalos,

Namaste,

Reiki Doc

Static

Turn it to 91X, my Twin Flame suggested, as I turned on the radio on the way to work.

91.1 is an interesting spot on the dial in southern California. The alternative station I listened to all through medical school is an alternative rock station that is broadcast from Mexico. In San Diego it is clear, but further north it depends a lot on the weather. Sometimes it comes in, and sometimes it doesn't.

There is also a Christian station near there, and often times the two of them come in, one after the other, depending on the buildings or hills you drive near that block out the signal of one from the other.

At 91.5 is classical KUSC, a station I enjoy and listened to exclusively while I was pregnant. Sometimes that one comes in, too.

So this morning, I got bits and pieces of static, 91 X, commercials, preaching, classical symphony music, and even a latin station that broadcasts in Spanish.

But I was guided to keep listening, to keep getting the message. And there is was--what 'resonated' as my 'message' was on the radio screen in the car, the word 'Vampire'.

It can mean one of two things-- this song by Vampire Weekend:

Step by Vampire Weekend

http://youtu.be/_mDxcDjg9P4

Which 'resonates' with me strongly now, however, it can also mean my song I sing a lot in the car, out loud, to my Twin Flame before I knew who he and I both were exactly...as far as 'together' goes...

A Thousand Years by Christina Perri

http://youtu.be/rtOvBOTyX00

By the way, I've never seen one episode of Twilight, so I have no 'connection' to that, even though it is in the video.

As I started to write this, I felt 90% sure that the first song was correct, but I thought just in case to consider the other. Now I understand the message--the song 'Step' was his response to my 'call' with the song A Thousand Years; he wanted me to 'have something' of 3D to let me know how much he cares. 

(Today was the day we officially 'merged' back together as one soul. It feels beautiful and 'right'. Again, he is on one side of the Veil, and I on the other, but our energies are One. We started healing people together, too, when I did Reiki he helped for the first time too. <3 )

I had to sort and pick out the message to see what was 'right' with me, using my heart and my intuition and discernment every step of the way.

Is this a real unicorn? It's sort of a Japanese style version of one, isn't it? And although there are no photographs of actual unicorns, this one is not as 'real' as a more three-dimensional rendering as this one here below:

I like the two poppies in the lower left hand corner, myself. But this one looks more like a horse, doesn't it, at least, horses we know and have seen and possibly ridden?

Let's try this on for size--let us compare and contrast these two articles:

• The most recent Matthew Ward that goes over the Gospel of Matthew, as told by Matthew himself--http://oraclesandhealers.wordpress.com/2014/01/06/matthew-ward-january-5-2014/
• And these ones I found on Christmas--from Jesus himself, well, on An Hour With An Angel--http://aquariusparadigm.com/2013/12/24/jesus-on-the-lost-years-the-holy-grail-reincarnation-and-much-much-more/

The more recent one has one thing that is technically incorrect. But everything else rings true. By comparing it to the tone and energy signature of the second, and also by estimating the relationship between Jesus and Matthew, one can estimate whether or not the 'end' was as Matthew says.

The reason for this is that the Illuminati and the non-physical negative entities such as Archons have control not just over the media, but of perception in human thought. Especially when it comes to channeled messages! There is a human component in every case, that 'filters' the message as it comes through. Translating Spirit to Language is an art and as in any translation there are certain liberties a translator takes to 'get the message across' as they hear it. What you may not know, is that the technology exists, for example, to create scalar waves of disharmony over couples so that even if they love each other they will misunderstand and think the worst of what each other is trying to say. More of those negative spiritual technologies exist beyond this one simple example...implants are a huge part of them.

This is the reason behind today's discourse on 'STATIC'. 

Everything you read or hear or experience in the coming times, until the fall of the Cabal and the return of freedom of press, is going to have that 'one thing' snuck into it to 'discredit' everything.

It is human nature to believe that if ten percent is not true, then the rest of it must not be true as well.

The Cabal is counting on this!

Here is one more for you:

• This is the article titled 'Signs The Media Is Lying To You About Fukushima' http://thetruthwins.com/archives/36-signs-the-media-is-lying-to-you-about-how-radiation-from-fukushima-is-affecting-the-west-coast

Intel has it that the Galactics are minimizing the effects on Fukushima. It would have hurt us all if it were not for their advanced technology. Furthermore, that Fukushima was a 311 psy-ops planned by the Illuminati much like 911, with underground nuclear explosions to trigger the earthquake/tidal wave. And that Japan was not wanting to buy foreign oil/go with the Illuminati, and this was retaliation to them. Further, there is MEDICAL WASTE radioactivity (a different isotope completely from the reactor) that is being dumped ever since the disaster into the oceans near there surreptitiously to get the public afraid.

If people with the power to co-create but do not know it read an article such as the above, and worry about  it, and think about it, and share, this creates thought patterns that reinforce and exacerbate the disaster.

Our minds are loaded 'ray guns of manifestation' and if in the positive aspect we 'ask, believe, receive' then there must be a corresponding opposite where we 'fear, believe, receive' as well.

When Jesus was on the cross, he thought of his beloved Mary Magdalen as he suffered.

Before the cross, the one thing that was not written in any of the holy texts, but is a matter of course of the Illuminati (who in their own way existed back then, in older lineage) ritual abuse, was done to Jesus of Nazareth. They violated him brutally in order to break him in any way, and further, to take spiritual advantage of his gift and turn it to fear and negative energy for their own agenda.

I know this because I channel, and I could say more, but I am not going to at this time. It is not relevant to the purpose of this work, which is to get you to put on your finest discernment, take everything with a grain of salt, ask your guides and test to see what resonates as truth in your heart center, take your best guess at what is 'correct', and always be ready to adjust this as more information  is coming in.'

The Illuminati are doing everything in their power to take control over the situation as we approach the Victory To The Light.

The Illuminati effort is in the long term impossible because we are like an elevator that is going UP in Vibration, and at one point we are going to blast through the ceiling (The Veil) like Willy Wonka and Charlie in the Great Glass Elevator. And then we will be free.

The Higher Vibrations are not compatible with the Dark. They weaken its power. And at some point, the Light shall win. 

It is decreed by Heaven.

Aloha and Mahalos,

Namaste,

Reiki Doc

On Facing My Worst Nightmare Tonight ((( Heart )))

I faced my worst nightmare tonight.
It wasn't in a hospital.
It was at an 'Open Mic' night at Au Lac.

I went there for a friend, my friend and Reiki student, Amber.
It was her twenty-fifth birthday tonight.
She invited me to come.
I knew it would mean a lot to her.

The OR ran late and by the time I arrived it was three hours late for her party.
I waited for a guitarist to stop, and I walked to where she was sitting.
I gave her a big hug, from my heart, and had her open her present.

I chose the new Doreen Virtue Virgin Mary Oracle cards--
Amber sees Blessed Mother now, too.
And with Doreen's cards there is never anything 'reversed' or 'upside down'.
They are all positive. (I also gave her a pendulum, and a little more, and a card.)

I don't like crowds.
I am uncomfortable around people I don't know.
Especially ones that look like the people who used to smoke pot with Dad at the nudist camp where I 'grew up'. (there's a blog post on 'Growing Up Nudist', if you're interested).

I didn't like the Vibe.
The 'searching' and the 'playing' with Consciousness.
It was like the giggles from smoking pot--I couldn't take them seriously.
Or Dad.
I was old enough to know the difference.

Pot smokers can be okay--Wes Annac--go ahead, Light Up for God's Sakes--I know you think my 'wine with dinner' is toxic so we're even! LOL
Incidentally, Edgar Cayce enjoyed his cigarettes--he used to say, 'there is no tobacco where I am going'…

But for me, with that type of crowd, I get nervous.
Very nervous.
It's because of when I was a kid, and Dad seemed, well, out of control momentarily by these people.

Anyhow,
Tonight was OKAY.
Everything was FINE.
No one hurt me.
And Amber gave a beautiful tribute to the magic that has brought us to be friends:

• I gave her anesthesia for her c-section, and forgot about it. She did too.
• Amber sought me out for my Reiki when I was at her work (she is a server)
• I taught her Reiki to help her mom who has end-stage breast cancer.
• She asked me to look up her file at work--did I do her anesthesia?
• She was right! We marveled at the coincidence...
• I also wrote a letter for her to get into a Master's program, and it worked!

Everybody clapped and cheered to learn of my role in her journey! All of the ones that looked like those people I feared-- loved me, and accepted me, not as their own, but as Amber's.

She also gave credit to my Twin, my brother, who owns the restaurant but used to be my kid brother when I was alive while he was an infant…He is important in her Path and Magic too…He was just as embarrassed as I was, but glad in the heart, and walked out of the room when the crowd started to clap and cheer his name.

On the drive home I sang to keep myself awake.

And I thought. I thought about the people that make me nervous, and why?

I couldn't figure it out.

I pulled in to the garage, and saw the snowman had fallen over completely. It is my boy's treasure and delight, and he would be upset to know it was not standing up. It is one of those inflatable eight-foot tall ones that lights up.

So I checked.

It did not have the pegs.

The little pegs that anchor it had come out. There are three and none of them were in the ground.

I fixed them, and it stood up.

Then I understood!

They do not have the pegs!

These people who make me nervous are 'flighty' and 'top heavy' or 'airy', with 'too much spirit' and not enough of solid contact with day-to-day 'earth'.

They do not have the pegs…

Their reality is not like mine as I know it, a world of discipline and structure.

They do not have the pegs…

For years I looked for someone to 'anchor me'.

I deliberately sought out partners who were 'big' like bouncers just to help me 'ground' and feel 'protected'; I was so spiritually 'flighty' that I was afraid without it I would 'float up'…It was uncomfortable!

It wasn't until medical school and splitting up with my baby-daddy that put me Here and Now all the way--LOL.

No wonder why that personality 'bothered me'…I was looking at part of myself--floaty, otherworldly, yours truly.

I was that way for most of my life! 

Until I woke up.

Always look past the 'uncomfortable feeling' to see what is True in your Heart Center.

I'm glad I did.

Happy Birthday Amber!

There is magic for everyone tonight.

Aloha and Mahalos,

Namaste,

Reiki Doc

Making Some Sense Of Alternative News September 7, 2013

A big part of news is what the reader 'interprets' of it. Do you 'buy into it' as 'for your best interest and Truth'? Do you 'take it with a grain of salt'? Do you sense the 'business' of 'traditional media' and realize that someone is making money off the newspaper subscription and commercial 'spots' on T.V.?

Yesterday I saw this from KP, who said basically 'this resonates but see what you think'. Be sure to watch the video by Anonymous:  http://kauilapele.wordpress.com/2013/09/06/anonymous-declaration-of-freedom-nov-5-2013/

From what I understand--both the Illuminati and the Alternative News are going to be putting out information. The Illuminati tells a 'half-truth' and calls it 'disinformation'. So one has to be cautious with everything one accepts as 'Truth'. The only think for certain is that our Heart Centers resonate with what is 'Our Truth'. So, the higher our Vibration, the more we are to resonate with Love and Light, and the less we resonate with sensationalism, panic, and fear.

How do we raise the vibration? http://reikidoc.blogspot.ca/2012/01/love-anger-and-hate-how-sports-fits.html

So to 'piece the puzzle pieces together' I offer the following on this post:

• My answer to someone who says, 'I am lost': No matter what 'Doom and Gloom' you hear about 'Predictions' in the media and alternative media, don't get caught up in it. When it's time to act and do, you'll know. It's a no-brainer. For some time now, our world has been bombarded with more and more Light and Love from Heaven and the rest of the Universe. Much of what is taught us is not 100% the real story. It was twisted by the Illuminati to keep us under their control. Illuminati are on the way 'out' but unfortunately they control all the banks. The only way to clean them out is to 'reset' the banking computer system. It will go 'down' for a few days to weeks, sort of a 'Bank Holiday' and will come back up in a way that is more fair to everyone, not 'to the advantage of the few Illuminati'. This huge step forward for humanity will be heralded by a 'heavenly sign' that no one will miss. It will be totally obvious, even in daylight. No one knows for sure when it is coming. More info is here www.prepareforchange.net
• this is in response to the post by KP from Anonymous: Regarding the media blackout and Anonymous list of demands going round the internet--do not worry! When The Event (and bank Re-Set) happens it will be preceeded by a HUGE UNMISTAKEABLE flash of Light from the stars. Think the star for the Three Kings to find newborn Jesus, but even BIGGER and More Bright all at once. Then get out your extra toilet paper and macaroni and cheese....and stay tuned for further instructions. Namaste. Peace. Aloha to my Ohana. 
• Here is an awesome (but LONG) blog post by Wes Annac, who is usually pretty 'on target' for the Spiritual--http://aquariusparadigm.com/2013/09/06/the-company-of-heaven-the-earths-ascension-is-just-the-beginning/
• Here is John Smallman, who also is often 'spot on': http://sirianheaven.wordpress.com/2013/09/07/armed-intervention-in-the-affairs-of-others-is-utterly-unjustifiable/
• And here is one that is so True from so many different sources--it sounds 'not believable' but remind yourself 'Truth is Stranger than Fiction' and that the 'Supervisors' are 'Illuminati' and it will make a lot of sense:http://www.shiftfrequency.com/vicky-anderson-the-earth-game/#more-33459

So there you have it! Everything in a nice, easy-to-read, easy-to-compare format. The one who decides for sure what is 'right' is the same as always, 'You'! Remember that 'disinformation' is 'real' and not all 'channellers' are getting 'Light'--sometimes personal bias, sometimes 'disinformation from the non-physical negative entities' plays a part in the message 'downloading' process to the channel.

And when all this gets you kind of overwhelmed, just step out in Nature. Breathe fresh air. Hug a tree. Enjoy some sunshine. And you will 're-connect' with what is Truth for everyone here on Gaia.

Aloha and Mahalos,

Namaste,

Reiki Doc

P.S. With deepest gratitude to the Positive Military for your courage and honor to keep us safe from harm.