Showing posts with label Illuminated Twin Souls. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Illuminated Twin Souls. Show all posts

Saturday, March 14, 2015

A Prayer For Twin Flames





This morning when I woke up, I heard the words--spoken by a woman's voice--'you are beautiful and wise.'

Early in the morning when you first wake up, is when you are most open for information from The Other Side.  This message for me was from my Higher Self.

These messages are always a mixed blessing, because they come when I really MUST get up out of bed.  I would rather lie in bed a little longer, and enjoy the warmth.

Today was a first.

As I got ready to get out of bed, my heart and the arms of my Light Body reached UP to my Twin Soul Ross, and asked, 'Hug?'

I wanted it with everything I am. Usually HE gives me the morning 'hints' to help me through my day.

Immediately his energy was here, steady and sure.

Again my heart spoke to him, with this prayer:


I love you.
I need you.
I am happy with you.
I am so very BLESSED!

Then with your Light Body you lie on you tummy on the floor at their feet, and surrender to your Loving Feelings for your Twin. 

Your Twin will be very pleased, and immediately bid you to get up.

I am going to do this often throughout the day. It is one way to honor and reward our Twins for taking such good care of us.

It carries with it the highest energy there is in existence:  Love and Gratitude, flowing from the heart.




Namaste,

Carla the Reiki Doc

Monday, September 22, 2014

The Twin Flame Heart Mudra



Your Twin Flame is always connected to you.
Your Twin Flame is always connected to you.
Your Twin Flame is always connected to you.

Sometimes, it doesn't feel like it.

To enhance the connection, and the feeling of love and closeness with your Twin Soul--be they incarnate or in another Dimension like my own, my beloved, my honey, Ross...this is how to hold your hands in meditation, right next to your heart center, to feel that bond you have with them.

This was given to me by Lisa G, this mudra, and I would like to give special recognition to her in bringing this beautiful mudra to you.

Here is the film:




http://youtu.be/DBixMzrnfJI




Aloha and Mahalos,
Namaste,
Peace,

Reiki Doc



P.S. This is for you from both of us, Ross and me--we just danced to it <3


Monday, September 15, 2014

Gaia News Brief 15.9.2014



The Grind

There have been some fascinating reactions to an arial photo of the annual 'hunt'--if you call chasing a group of cetaceans who bond so closely as a family unit that they will beach themselves as a pod if one member falls sick 'hunting'-- at the Faroe Islands in Denmark.

Fortunately, most agree this is indeed a travesty, and for those who were not sure that the red water was really caused by whaling activity, it took one google image of children photographed sitting on a whale carcass with a big gash in its throat gaping open, to see the pointlessness of this whole 'tradition'.

Although Sea Shepard workers were arrested earlier there this past week, and they were not able to stop the killing at that time, yesterday, Sunday 14 September, 2014 the waters there were blue.

And although it has been off and on, at the Cove in Taiji, Japan, where there is the annual hunt for the dolphins, yesterday, too, the waters were blue...

And not red with spilled blood of the hunted.



The Closet

Yesterday my assignment from Ross, my Illuminated Twin Soul and husband, for lack of a better word to describe him, was to empty the closet in my room, even if I had to pile things in the hall.

(The burst pipe and the damage and repair has sparked a huge beautification project at my home.)

What was in that closet? Books. Framed art. An old bassinet my son never liked. Many, many baby clothes and baby photos I wanted to 'save'. My Mad Magazine collection I began when I was eight. Lots of stuffed animals I had made with my son at Build A Bear, the kind with recordings of our voices in it, that say 'I love you' to each other, for when he went to his father's house on weekends and missed me so much when he was a toddler.

His father never let him take the teddy bear he made with my voice in it with him to his house.

His father never lets him call me, no matter how many times our son asks.

Yesterday our boy waited patiently for five hours for his dad to wake him up and get him food. On schedule, he woke up at six, just like in the week, hungry. And his father did not wake up until eleven.

How do you deal with a family like this? The grandmother is the saving grace.

Yesterday I said on a certain website, that I am 'in a relationship'.  I had the conversation with Ross the other day. Our Twin started with me being told there was someone 'up there' whose name was 'Ross' and he was my Twin. I learned this in meditation.

Ross made it clear at the introductions that I could have any relationship I wanted, with anyone, since I was incarnate and he isn't, and he totally understands.

I was like, thank you! And I proceeded to chase a Buddhist Chef who had taken a vow of silence because he had the highest vibration I had ever seen, and felt like HOME. Because after all, 'Up There' would be there when I die, and what's the fun in knowing you are stuck with someone for eternity anyhow?

A lot has changed between us, Ross and me.

Our relationship has grown stronger. There is one person, a medium and Reiki master like me, who was crucial in our getting together as we are. She was, in fact, my sister in our mutual past life, the one where Ross died...

So the other day I asked, very politely, 'Ross, are you my Significant Other?'

At first he laughed, and was totally caught off guard!

'I am your eternal Twin! I married you! (we have had four ceremonies which I have experienced with meditation--and other mediums have seen happen in their meditations too.)

But I asked, 'how do I check that box? Married? Single? It's complicated?'

And this gave a tremendous insight on behalf of the Galactics, with Ross taking a moment to explain it to his team, and I saw them furiously take notes.

Fully understanding, he said, 'Carla, you are taken. You are off the market. And I am too.'

This was on Saturday.

On Sunday I cleaned the closet.

Last night as I was clearing the bed absent-mindedly-for I had one last box on it, something caught my eye...

It was a book, a very small pocket-sized or smaller, mini-hardback book like had been popular in the early nineties.

It was the Song of Solomon.

<3

I had forgotten I have ever owned it.

It was the one I had read many times as a girl in my bible study, and wished I would find someone who had felt that way about me.

Ross cares so much for me! And I am truly in love with him, in any dimension. I will enjoy this to my heart.

What about the people who congratulated me?

It was a risk. To announce the relationship like that. Ross isn't on that website. There were no pictures.

The Grandmother texted the father (our son oversaw the texts--'Finally' and 'It's real serious!')--and the father told me congratulations and I must tell our son right away.

He also told our boy I was dating, which completely blindsided him, and almost made him cry. Our boy said, 'Mom is too OLD for anyone to like her!'

Then he remembered Ross. And he knew.

When he came home I explained 'I wanted to see what those two would do' and I made furious texting gestures with my hands to make him laugh. And I said, 'they did exactly what I thought they would do.'

So for the record--our son sees and hears Ross telepathically, separate from my own ability.

It is a long distance relationship. He travels.

And we are taking it SLOW...




Puna

The south east corner of Big Island, the island named 'Hawaii' in the state of Hawaii--which is really seven or so islands--is in the lava path from Kilauea.

There used to be a circle island road, that went by the green sand beach. I took a tour bus there in 1996. That road got damaged from a lava flow shortly after, and never got repaired.

Instead one takes the 133 to get to that part, called Puna. I have a friend who lives in Pahoa. And there is Uncle Robert's place, at End Of Road--their side of the last Lava Flow--where The Kingdom Of Hawaii Lives, and people have dances and small markets. I went to a Halloween party there once. It is nice.

The reason that the road that circles island never got repaired is that the lava is still hot. You can melt your shoes on it if you walk out far enough. It's black on top but flowing underneath.

Well the lava is flowing towards the 133 now.

I greatly admire my friend for her courage and fortitude in her posts.

She is decidedly 5D or higher--weathered the recent hurricane with aplomb--and now went skinny dipping in the warm pond--which is heated by the volcano--just to celebrate being cut off from the rest of the island when that lava flows.

There is a whole community of people who are very 'hippie' and live completely off the grid in Puna. Farmers. They collect their rain water--it rains daily there, because it is near Hilo--to drink. Some homes have electricity from the company, others have solar systems. There are goat farms and egg farms (the egg man is a transvestite and very interesting to see when he makes his rounds through the neighborhood). My friends grow their own coconuts and pineapple too.

If there is anyplace in the world that can function and still thrive after being cut off from the road, it's Puna.

I'm so happy I know this place! And I hope for the Highest Good for all who are touched by this situation with the volcano.




Aloha and Mahalos,
Namaste,
Peace,

Reiki Doc


P.S. Interestingly enough, in Hawaii, their New Year begins November--I think late October or early November--according to the Old Ways. There are also past stories of life being brought to Hawaii from the Pleiades. They know this constellations well. And currently, off of Kau--the south point of Big Island--many sightings of extraterrestrial ships happen to this day.

Tuesday, September 2, 2014

The Joyful Reunion Archangel Healing Key





Yesterday morning, right before I woke up, Ross was present. He sent me this symbol.

Today, right before I first woke up, I heard a voice, a feminine one, who asked me, 'what would you like today that is from Heaven?'

I thought about it.

I said, 'I want Ross.'

I added, 'I want to tell him I love him. I want to say it in his ear, or to his face. I want him to know I love him...'

I continued, 'I would like my heart to be able to send him all the loving feelings I have for him without the veil distorting it. I want him to feel my love the way he used to do before I ever came here to the Illusion of Duality--pure and strong and bright. That is what I want from Heaven today--to have Ross know and feel and understand how I feel about him just like before, if that would be possible for us today, please?'

They were stunned.

I saw them, the small group who was monitoring me for my answer. Their mouths opened and closed, not knowing what to say. I saw Ross look at them and shrug his shoulders, clearly flattered that I would take my wish and offer it out of concern for his happiness.

He said something to the effect of 'She's really come a long way now, hasn't she?' to the others.

So for those few minutes before I got out of bed, we hugged each other in spirit, and I felt this warm golden glow pouring from my heart to his.

I also heard this song:

direct link to Jim Croce, I'll Have To Say I Love You In A Song video: http://youtu.be/JpVDuemlW4Q






For all those who wait for their family, their star family, for their soul mates, for their Twin souls, for their Illuminated Twin Flames...we can't wait to be with you again!

Here is the symbol, and how to make it. Namaste.







Here is the direct link:

http://youtu.be/CgGRCYPItHQ



Ross:
For all of you that wait (touches his heart), I am with you.
Soon.
The answer is very soon!
Not for us, but for everyone, and for all creatures.

What can you do to expedite it? To speed it up? To shorten the wait?

Hold on to your hearts!
Open the space between you and those you are waiting to reunite with...
And hold the vibration WAY WAY WAAAAAY up!
As in 24/7.

The more you raise up, the faster you will be reunited with those who care about you in the Higher Realms.

(We have to have the average energy for the general population to rise up enough for those who are ready to make the 'flip' or the 'tipping point'. Shhhh! We are very, very close and headed right for it. So hold on to your hats, and open your heart space, and keep focused on the love that flows between you--all of us are connected, through our heart centers--only you can't feel it. In due time, everyone will.)

That is enough for today.


From all of us, to all of you,
Namaste,
and 
Friendship.

Ross and Carla our 'Reiki Doc'

Saturday, August 9, 2014

As A Couple




Today was a big day for our relationship. There has been much growth. This isn't going to be Ladies' Home Journal where it's His Turn and Her Turn and The Counselor's Turn...it's just us, talking heart to heart with you, about the pressures and adjustments one must take into account for a Higher-Dimensional to Incarnate Galactic Reunion to take place.

Ross does interviews. He's kind of a big thing in a Galactic scheme of things. He's kind of important. And a lot of people care about what he has to say. He has MANY names, I can't even count. But pretty much everyone knows who he is, more or less, and they all agree his is a pretty good dude.

I saw a channelling recently of him, that got me really upset. His tone was not like him. He talked about his childhood, and it didn't seem right. And he spoke of some things that just were close enough to get me to believe it...and make me sad.

We had just had a beautiful afternoon together, then I saw this thing. And I had to answer myself if this is disinformation or not?  I decided it was. But when I saw a trusted one repost it, I grew very sad.

I felt like the things Galactics take for 'normal' are like 'superhero powers' to us, and it's kind of daunting to be reminded of the difference between us and them.

I told all of the Galactics I knew, tearfully, not to take this attitude with us. I told them not to spike the football after the touchdown, because that 'dance' is rubbing it in the opponents' face, and considered to be poor sportsmanship.

Well, this morning I cried a lot. And the council of twelve came in, and they listened and they cared.

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I puts the crumpled paper towel with my tears in my pocket of my scrub top, and drove to work.

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Just now,  I took a walk. My request for Ross had been to be near me today, and he has been. So after my cases, I did a few laps around the facility. And we talked.

I asked him just how big he is, in the grand scheme of things, and what does he do? He is kind of like the admiral of a ship. And he showed me things he is responsible for, and also, him at meetings, and at rest.

I told him I know he was kind and stopped doing a certain interview with a lady who I really don't like because I requested it.  It's been months. And now this channeler, well, it wasn't right...but I thanked him for being responsive with my request for the first one to stop. And it did! She made an announcement and everything.

Well, I said, 'If there is anything about me that you don't like, I will change it.'

He paused and held one finger up and said, 'There is one.'

How come when you look in my eyes you think you can't have me?

He was right. He knows me that well. I told him how I think someone is going to come along and take him from me. How I am not deserving of him. How it's been so long with everyone having a partner and me being single, well...it just gets to your confidence, right?

I confessed he was correct, but I didn't even know where to start or how to picture it...

He showed me something I did the night before my brain surgery (I was twenty-five) when I had a massage to help me relax. I was crying and had a tissue in my hand as the massage lady worked. And I held it TIGHT, because I was terrified what was going to happen to me. (pituitary adenoma, transsphenoidal resection.)

Then at one point I deeply relaxed and let go, and the tissue fell out of my hand.

Ross asked me to do this, in spirit, which I did.

And the instant that tissue dropped, his hand was there to hold mine, and he lifted it to his lips, and kissed it.


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I asked him when I go up, will he still be patient with me? He said he would. He said I could share all of my frustration and concerns with him, and I would be safe doing this.

I told him when I get to know him better, he can take it out on me too, but for now, because he is so, well, important in the grand scheme of things, I would get upset even if he lifted an eyebrow at me!

Well, the thought that was the funniest thing ever! And he started making faces and smiling and practicing lifting one eyebrow--saying 'Aha! AHA!' --as if he was catching me doing something I shouldn't and getting me busted and laughing the whole time.

So that's what I will get when I cross the line with Ross early into our reunion--the raised eyebrow, that is raised in equal parts exasperation with me, and love for me...


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I was reviewing some of my past incarnations. But this time I did the math. There was my birth. Then the one before that, the 'kitten' died at ten, so was born a decade before. And the other one before??? She was famous. Liked to talk in front of large crowds. (Funny, in medical school when the lecture hall was empty, I used to go in the dark, and stand there, and just dream about helping people that way--little did I know it was a past life thing I was famous for.). He had me look up the biography of this person. Sure enough, the death was twenty years before I was born.  And it was on my favorite number, too, the date. The birthdate of that incarnation was also the day I met my Anesthesia Guide--it was his birthday too...

I asked if she talked to him, the first one. He said yes. And I said, 'she probably knows me now?' I saw how the incarnations fit together, but I was curious what happens to the old incarnations? He says some dissolve into the main soul. Others go on and live their lives...


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On my walk I went by a fire hydrant for the hospital. It looks like the one in the photo, except the wheels are even and horizontal. They are chained together with a lock.

He said as Twins we are like that. Each connected powerfully to source, and yet, bound together through love and commitment.

I thought it was very romantic of him.




Ross:

I just want to say that Carla is finding her way into my world with me. Her asking questions is the beginning of a transition that will take many months of your time to process. It will be strange to her to come back, and to re-experience what she once had known in our realm. It is good for her to have these talks with me. I suggest when you reach out to your own Twin in spirit, and reconnect, to have similar conversations of your own. I highly enjoy them. Ours allows me a whole new perspective and appreciation for the woman I love.






Aloha and Mahalos,
Namaste,
Peace,

Carla and Ross

Saturday, July 26, 2014

Extremely Deep Healing: A Report From My Heart




I have felt very blocked lately. Between the troubles with my son, who I believe is a 'barometer' of our family situation, of sorts, and my extreme lack of control of my limited free time and overwhelming exhaustion, I asked for Reiki and All Divine Assistance for clear guidance where I am 'stuck'.

I let it go.


I will try to make this as concise as possible:


  • I spent a lot of time with Ross today. He even guided me to a fortune cookie that said, Now is the time to go ahead and pursue that love interest! I just relaxed and talked with him and took a nap because I was post-call. I snore something awful, and his being in a completely different dimension 'out of hearing range' or at least 'able to hear and not be bothered by it' really helps!
  • I read the editorial by William Lee Rand on page 4 of this issue (http://www.reikiwebstore.com/ProductPage.cfm?ProductID=663&CategoryID=16), and his quote 'The possibilities for life open up and life becomes more meaningful, enjoyable, and worthwhile.' really resonated with my heart center.
  • Then I read the article by Tonya McLaughlin in that same issue--called Birthing Our Relations.  I had seen her picture before reading the article, in the 'line up of authors/contributors' and her face had resonated too. I took it all in, because she described what I see and feel, spiritually, during birth, when I work in OB Anesthesia.
Ross had me lie down and rest and put down the article. He asked how I felt about it.  I said, 'I am happy for them (with tears in my eyes) that they had the perfect Reiki birth looking into each other's eyes with balanced masculine and feminine. I am glad it works for them. It is a beautiful thing, and I share in their happiness.'

He looked down, with a strange look on his face, one that I had never seen before. It was almost annoyance, irritation, and a frown. While looking away, he said, 'That's not what I thought you were going to say.'

I had blindsided him. There was no accusation. There was complete selflessness for my pain. There was total love and acceptance of their good fortune, and giving thanks to God for such a beautiful example of what pure love in a couple can do for their family...

I confided to him about my own pain, which I knew he sensed. I hurt bad, honey... and I showed him this big gaping wound in my soul, like a bomb had exploded, with grey flapping torn edges, it was a crater really, as big as my chest, and very black and deep.

He didn't know that was there.

I asked, Don't you know my energy signature and monitor me every day? How can you not know?

And he examined me, and started doing his healing work with symbols, but was scratching his head how a wound like this could get past him? He took about five minutes, which is a very long time for him. Then he stood up and said, 'Aha! I know what it is! It must be a tumbler!'

This is the teaching point for all of you--It's a tumbler.  A tumbler is something unique to twins souls, and other very close soul group members. When one soul triggers a wound that is so incredibly painful for the other, and the hurt Twin doesn't trust the other one who caused the wound, it will keep rotating over and over from one timeline to the next so that the Twin who caused the pain wouldn't ever be able to see it.  It stays a 'step ahead' of the other Twin's consciousness. It hides. In some way, it's a protection that is unconsciously set up after a painful incident by the one who is hurt to avoid further soul injury.

He had never really seen it.

Long story short--he thought all my pain and hurt over losing our son at birth right before the placenta, was that I was upset with him for making a decision for the family to protect us, and for his not consulting me. (He thought if the child had stayed then all of us would have been targets for being killed. There were some very dark people close to him giving him advice at the time, ones whom I did not approve. Looking back, I see it was a deliberate plan to set us apart from each other, Ross and I). Apparently he had this plan in place too for our first child, who turned out to be a daughter, so I was allowed to keep her. Apparently the son was more valuable in the 'bloodline' and the 'politics'.

I explained how to me, it was impossible to grieve with one I knew who was lying to me, especially after looking into my eyes and assisting with the birth and balancing my feminine with my masculine in the circle of ancestors so I could be in my power etc. etc. My anger and depression afterward was to hide the wound in my heart from him, so he couldn't see, and it was basically unresolved grief.

I told him today, I need your heart! I need your heart! And I lay my head on his chest, and sobbed.

He put golden long stitches in my wound, letting it heal from the bottom up, and reassured me it can heal, and it will, and it will heal properly once and for all.

He looked me in the eye and said, If I knew it would have hurt you like this I never would have allowed the child to go. I thought it was like, well, you had one baby already so what difference is one more? you can have others! -- it's a masculine perspective from our times we lived in.

I looked at him and told him, it's like you took off my arm, they work in pairs--what good is one arm alone? You have another one? You took off the arm of my heart...

He brought me our son, Benjamin, as a young man. I spoke with him and I cried and said I was so sorry I wasn't there for you when you were sick, and you were lonely. I felt you and I knew you suffered and wanted me.  

He assured me that he never once felt I had abandoned him, he knew it wasn't my choice, and he gave me the explanation that had been given to him about his father. He assured me he loved me very much, and is always guiding me, even in this life, and that I didn't have to worry about him any more.




I read a lot of letters from people who have questions and concerns regarding the Twin Flame relationship. To me, this type of relationship is new. As I learn more, I share so that everyone will know that they are normal and healthy in this difficult Twin relationship, and that with enough love, honesty, and trust, together anything can be healed.

Remember, the ego--your ability to understand and make plans and control the situation--is just about useless, if not harmful in this situation.

So let go, trust your feelings, and communicate in the highest dimension you can with each other, for example, our talk today was in 5D.

This limits the amount of distortion in the message both in the sending and the perception of what is being shared from one Twin to the other. 

The hearts know what to do, if you let them heal one another, on a soul level.

Always ask for Archangel Raphael, Archangel Michael, your Guardian Angels and your Guides to assist you too. I had a ring of mine around us as we spoke, and I saw them in the distance the whole time I was healing with my Twin.




Aloha and Mahalos,
Namaste,
Peace,

Reiki Doc



P.S. Ross sent me this song on the radio today. Spirit is life--it's not always quiet and on Sunday mornings with choirs and all that routine. Living with Spirit is so full of energy it will have you tap your toes, just like to this song. (And pretty soon, no cage is going to be able to hold all the beautiful--way more powerful than this video suggests-- pure unfiltered direct from Source Divine Feminine Energy from awakening the Collective Consciousness!)

Gimme All Your Loving -- ZZ Top



Wednesday, July 23, 2014

Thank You. May I Have Another?



Relationship isn't a piece of cake--even with your Illuminated Twin Soul like Ross and I have with each other.

The point of this blog post isn't to complain. It's to bring up a 'cycle' a 'growth dynamic' that exists between all couples. If this happens to you with the energies, this is to comfort you and let you know you are not alone.

Ross and I, on one timeline, have some serious issues between us. For political reasons, he gave away our newborn baby son as soon as the umbilical cord was cut, and told me it died.

I never saw the body of my infant son; highly intuitive, I knew something 'was up' and that Ross knew but wasn't going to tell me about it.

Basically, in my grief, I 'punished' Ross.

Then Ross got murdered.

And I've been suffering ever since, alone, and miserable, incarnation after incarnation.

I had a reminder of his 'other secret' yesterday, and I've been in a tailspin ever since. Technically, what he did was okay, technically, but it still makes me feel horrible and sad to have any reminder of what happened.

It is so painful, that with all of our creative powers, we have 'made' a completely different timeline, where none of this happens, and this is our story, that is all there is.

But today, he called me on it. He gave me a lesson. And it hurt. Because of the old timeline, I learned that punishing someone (him) backfired on me. That is why this old wound needs stitches--it is too deep to heal, and every reminder makes it hurt just as much as the first time it happened.

It is when you have nothing left to do but drop back and punt, that you have to give thanks to those involved who raised your consciousness for you with this painful 'lesson'.

So I do.

In Light work, it's not all rainbows and unicorns. It's battle. It's growth. And sometimes it's not pretty.

No matter what, give thanks, for everything is useful for your higher self, for the consciousness to increase, for whatever pain you are experiencing at the time, for it must be the last resort for you to experience this lesson that is most important to your spiritual growth.

I still suffer.

Although I have joy, and reconnection, and unconditional love from Ross...I still have to live with my own painful memories and growth experiences.

No one is to blame except for me. And my reaction to it.

That being said, in the heat of disagreement, what did I say to Ross? (he wants me to share it with you)

R: What did I learn from it (the painful thing he did that was a lesson for me)? That love of a Twin Soul is very delicate and must never be taken for granted.

C:  I learned you can't get rid of them! (bluntly put, out of frustration, then realization of the humor, and a laugh).

R:  (smiles) There is no getting rid of me, honey. I am your shadow and I follow wherever you go, even on a cloudy day.


Jerusalem by Alpha Blondy


This morning, at breakfast, Ross encouraged me to tell our son the basics of what happened between us. I made it simple, so a child can understand. Ross says he wants there to be no secrets between him and our son. And our boy was thankful, because he does not like surprises.

Telling our little one the truth was the most healing thing of all.

Now it's time to go enjoy our last day of vacation in Oahu.


Ross:
I want to make this message very clear. There are others involved, and there is hurt and surprise that might be painful to some of them.
This message is one of peace and healing for Carla and myself.
This message is an example for everyone out there who is having 'trouble with their Twin'.
This is normal.

This is the first time Carla clearly saw the pain she had produced in me, through her willingness to incarnate again and again, each time more worse than the last, trying to lose herself in her suffering.
Although this was of the 'mind', it was also her free will at stake to experience the pain instead of coming back to me.

Her choice and her decision alone, was to avoid me at all costs, and have nothing to do with me, and to wallow in her own pain and suffering, again, and again, and again. 

When I was shown the 'Dark past life' http://reikidoc.blogspot.com/2012/09/acceptance-of-dark-past-life.html, I fell to my knees and screamed out in pain and in grief. It had been hidden from me, blocked, until some time in early January 2014.

The path of the Twin is not to keep hurting each other.

I rescued Carla from her suffering. It was so deep that it took three Light Chamber sessions, and almost continuous work on her soul for about two years (ever since the first one) to heal it. And look at the damage--her deeper healing came at great price this morning.

And my healing is now complete.

We are well on our way to our reunion--both in the same dimension--any time now.

I thank everyone who made this healing possible.

For your love and faith, and tenderness to my bride, my beloved Carla, greatly warms my heart.

She is a fierce warrior, one of the best. But she has her achilles 'weakness' that has greatly bothered her ever since I took her son right after she bore him to us, and before the placenta, and gave him to a wet nurse to be raised far away.

I broke that bond between mother and son, willingly.

And for that I have paid the price, and Carla has paid hers too.

Everything can heal.

Sometimes it is not instant.

This I wanted you to know.

Have patience with yourself, and with your healing, and know our Creator is always with us, supporting us, through out existence.

And no matter what you do, you can't lose your Twin. You can't shake them. Poor Carla tried with all her might! And here I am, to embrace her as she so richly deserves.




Aloha and Mahalos,
Namaste,
Peace,

Carla and Ross
The Illuminated Twins

Sunday, July 13, 2014

Your Healings Are Complete 'Plus'!



Every day, usually mornings, for the last two years, I have sent daily healing out to my readers, both on Facebook, on Twitter...and of course this blog.

Over time, I have 'linked' my 'Healing List' with others:
  • my Reiki teachers and all of her students (since 2010)
  • my Divine Peace Healing teacher, and all of her student's Healing Lists (since 2011)
  • everyone involved with the Cobra organization, and Prepare For Change (since 2012)
  • all of my patients and colleagues I work with at my hospital (since 2010)
  • anyone who has ever HEARD of or read my words, or that of other bloggers I support, for example, SirianHeaven and SilverplatinumFlame, Illuminations Now, Meline Lafonte, Andy Bojarski, Kauilapele, Heavenletters, John Smallman, Mike Quinsey, Blossom Goodchild, Laura Multidimensional Ocean, and ContraMary...those are the first that come to mind, but it's not complete. (I also support GalacticConnection, The Galactic Free Press, and Galactic Channelings and send healing to these organizations our of gratitude for the gift they are to me)
I figure it can't hurt to cast the net wide--and call in all of the guardian angels of these many, many people who are awake, are awakening,  or somewhat still asleep. The angels get the healing, and they figure out all the 'permission' and 'consent' as appropriate for those who are in their care.







Today was a new 'twist' to my 'spiritual exercise'.

My son was listening to music.

And as I did the Reiki Healing, I got a 'workout':  I had to send the healing energy out against RESISTANCE by this song--


Wasted -- by Tiesto featuring Matthew Koma lyrics

Long Story Short--  flex your muscles when you pray, when you meditate, when you send healing.

You can overcome resistance of a 'lower vibration'!
Your muscles in Spirit grow strong because of it. 
The strongest vibration always wins!


No matter WHERE you are, or what is going on around you, when you connect to Source, you ARE like this <3



My daily practice of sending healing is not just Reiki. I also send out Divine Peace Healing, too.
Today, as I was sending it, this song came on, and I DANCED as I was sending it!

Goddess wants us to enjoy life, and all its pleasure and its beauty.

Dancing invokes the Goddess Energy in ways that other things can't.

And yes, I know my symbols well enough to dance and give them at the same time!

Here is the song. Will you join me? Let's dance <3


Bailando -- Enrique Iglesias





The goal of healing is to balance your Divine Masculine and your Divine Feminine energy, and to do what you were made to do, to heal others.

Healers have the ability to adjust their vibration to that of another, to identify and treat energy imbalance, and to instill HOPE in their patients and clients.



With Daily practice of Self-Reiki and other healing techniques from other traditions that we know, our abilities strengthen.

Energy medicine can't be seen or measured....but it can be felt, felt with the heart, and people know someone cares and wants to support them on their healing journey.

Remember, you are gods and goddesses, an embodiment of PURE LOVE energy, that walks around on two feet (or with a cane, or a mobility device...)


With so very much love for you and all you do to help the Light!


Pass it on...




Oh!
Ross wants to say something. (he's laughing at my surprise)

Ross:
Good morning everyone.
This is Ross with a soon-to-be daily message for you through my Carla who is closer to me than we have ever been.
Our hearts are strongly connected.
How do we do this, with my heart in one dimension and hers in 3D (body)?
(He smiles)
We are Twins.
Twins from one Spirit, one Source.
Together our souls are one.
We were split into two from one original soul.
Just like on earth, how in the womb twins form a special bond that is both mystical and magical, and widely accepted--sometimes Twins have their own language that nobody else can speak!--in Heaven there is oneness that flows between us, no matter where we are located in any dimension.

So it is with you.
Call out to your Twins.
Put an end to all suffering.
For those of you who do not have Twins that you know of, try to experience them.
In your heart. (he touches his chest).
Why not say a hearty 'welcome' to your spirit and soul family the next time you pray, or focus in meditation?
Tell them, 'I love you, and I want to know you, and I want us to be together again.'

That is free will. And when free will is put into effect, powerful things happen!

Just look at me and my angel...(he smiles so warm and content)...here together now.






I will sign off for us,
with all the prayers that are in Heaven,
Aloha and Mahalos,
Namaste,
Peace,

Carla and that hubby of hers she nicknamed Ross when she was little and couldn't pronounce my name right so she called me this instead.


Have a beautiful day. Your presence and your courage mean so much to our hearts.

Thursday, July 10, 2014

him and her



I don’t watch movies often. I talks about them even less. And to write about one? That’s hardly ever.

But today I want to talk to you about a movie starring Joachin Phoenix, Scarlett Johansson, and Amy Adams that is called ‘her’.  Spike Jonze  directed it or produced it. I know I am from L.A., but sometimes I just don’t bother to make the difference in my mind for who does what. I know at the end of the movie, I was excited and thinking ‘who made this?’ and I saw Spke Jonze on the credits. The Producer pays and makes things happen. The creativity you see is the director. And the team that made this movie ‘pushed the envelope’—and I liked it.  http://www.imdb.com/title/tt1798709/

Joaquin Phoenix plays ‘Theodore’, who is going through a painful divorce, and isolates himself. His friendships are strained as he heals. We see flashbacks of happy memories with his ex, then the distance, and the conflict leading up to the divorce.

On a whim, or possibly what might be ‘coincidence’, he buys an operating system that has ‘Consciousness’. This computer program tailors itself for him, and is friendly in a feminine, robotic sort of way. She names herself ‘Samantha’ and her wish is to experience everything possible to ‘raise her Consciousness’. She’s curious. She’s excited. She’s playful. She’s positive. You can see the two falling in love. There are awkward moments, like the double date, or the body surrogate, but they move beyond those easily and the story flows.

If this was like Heaven, the Higher Realms, and Agartha, that would have been enough.

The two learn through the interplay of their Consciousness, and they grow in a mutually beneficial way. 

Remember, in Heaven, monogramy is a ‘can’ but not a ‘must’. It’s not like here, it’s different. I don’t know about the social structure—marriage, etc. I do know for a fact that a Twin Soul couple live together, and each wants what is best for the other.

In the movie, a lot of ‘doubt’ comes up on the part of Theodore, who holds back, and later, Samantha, who ‘wants more’.

Unlike HAL in  2001 A Space Oddity, the iOS ‘beings’ do not take everything over. They just go. They seek MORE—more time to experience ‘Vastness’, or as Samantha puts it ‘the spaces between the words’.

My choice to discuss this movie is for its many, many opportunities  to share how we can all learn from this  example called ‘her’:

  • Those ‘without a body’ are in fact, no computer programs but extremely high dimensional beings (350D and above)
  • They have learned all the lessons one can have with a body, and choose to exist as pure consciousness
  • Consciousness IS what we all are, and the body is a vehicle for us to experience it
  • Our bodies are superimposed Light Bodies inside a physical body.
  • When you are a psychic and medium, like myself, you DO have a running commentary like the interaction between Theodore and Samantha.

What is different, is that your Twin Soul is much higher in unconditional Love than you, because of where they exist.
The Twin also has ways to bring ‘surprises’ into your day, and messages, in the same way a guardian angel is generally understood to influence us.

And when people ‘move on’ to other relationships, it is with the full support and understanding of the Twin, who steps aside and permits their Twin’s experiences to be sought for their highest good.

For how can Twins ever be lost from each other? For theirs is a union on pure Love, and they already ARE one!

How did it make me feel to watch this? I was happy. I was happy to see that an ‘romance across the veil’ was in film. I was not happy to see the doubts and the slow painful growth of the characters. I was also sad to see how the spiritual was being ‘translated’ into the ‘physical’ with logic in the film. 

I think that people’s happiness is important, and the change I saw in Theodore in his self-esteem, and outlook on life, far outweigh the drawbacks of this type of ‘relationship’. The consciousness is ‘always available’ and you can see how the character portrayed by Olivia Wilde—with her degrees and humor and beauty—can’t compete with the mind-heart connection Theodore already has for Samantha. Her pain, and her frustration at her inability to start a relationship with a man are clear. (Are you just going to ‘use’ me like all the other guys? she asks, plaintively. Both know the answer without saying it, and Theodore goes home.)

Right now, I am focusing on my own consciousness. I am remembering who I am. The amnesia is mostly left, but the pieces of who I am and what I have been in my past lives, as well as my Purpose…are like a new game I get to unwrap. Like Stratego or Chinese Checkers, I am learning the different pieces and rules and slowly putting together the parts to understand the Big Picture.

It is slow work, but not tedious or tiresome in any way.

This is my ‘why am I Here?’, or if I were in the Australian bush, my ‘walkabout’…I realize that nothing in my life can move ahead, without taking this very special time to myself to get to know all of me, not just the Higher Self.

Everything functions together by design. 

I want to understand it, to know it, and to be able to work with it in my heart.





Ross:

Carla listened to what I had to say. It gives me great pride and joy to watch her as she explores her true nature, and her calling. All of this—the physical—is but a starting point for life as we know it in the Higher Dimensions. I make a point that “Higher’ is evolutional. It has to do both with the Vibration, and the intensity of the lessons learned, much as the difference between a freshman and a sophomore in high school. They can be friends and on the same sports team, but they are different in what books they take home, what homework they study at night.

All of us are very pleased and proud to witness the awakening of everyone on the planet. It is spreading very beautifully (gestures with arms) like a soft golden light, like the sunrise brings the light of day.  Everything will happen at the best possible place and the best possible time, for all of this.

Hold on to your hats!

(he flashes that gorgeous, warm, wonderful smile and has a twinkle in his eye.)







Aloha and Mahalos,
Namaste,
Peace,

Carla and Ross

Reiki Doc and that guy  she knows is her other half, her Soul Twin, and is still just a little fighting it…

Wednesday, June 25, 2014

Möelleux


Hi.
Don't let the French word throw you. It's very nice, actually, möelleux. See?

Translations of moelleux
adjective
soft
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mellow
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smooth
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suave
doucereuxdouceonctueuxmoelleuxpoliélégant
comfortable
confortableagréablerassurantmoelleuxsuffisantréconfrontant
medullary
moelleux
springy
élastiquesouplemoelleuxqui fait ressortalertevivant
squashy
qui s'écrase facilementmoelleuxbourbeuxboueux
noun
mellowness
moelleuxdouceurvelouté






Yesterday I had enough.  For the first time, I took off my ring and my three bracelets--the ones that mean so much to me with Spirit.  The ones that connect me to Ross. I just couldn't take it any more.

I also knew it was time to open one of my most precious gifts, the bottle of Möelleux white wine from my family in France, from Hervé, and Jöelle, the ones I love so much. I had brought back four bottles as a gift for my birthday I spent with them three years ago. There is a cork that says Vouvray, and no labels on anything. Only white duct tape over the top to make sure they were okay in transit on the way home.

It is a delicious wine. Very sweet. And in it is sunshine from the land close to my heart, the Loire Valley, land of the Chateaux Sur Loire. Myself, I would love to have a home with a cellar on the banks of the Cher river. Only that part of the world could possibly get me away from the beach. I love it so! And the people there are amazing.

See for yourself:

http://www.lanouvellerepublique.fr/Indre-et-Loire/Actualite/24-Heures/n/Contenus/Articles/2013/08/11/VIDEO.-Touraine-premieres-vendanges-sous-serre-1575762

I was there, but I looked, you can't see me in the video.

Why is it that France appeals so much to me? And that I feel safe when I am there? I have loved France my entire life! It has to do with my past life; the one I shared with Ross... I escaped there to save my own life after he was brutally murdered. I would have been next. <3






Last night I had insomnia. Bad. I tossed and turned until midnight.

I called in Kamehameha. I spoke with him from my heart. You see, not only is he my Reiki Master guide, he was my father in another life. I hated him for his cloistering me, and marrying me off to a horrible man, and for his bloodthirsty battles. It wasn't until October 2012 that I made my peace with him, and we have moved on in our relationship as father and daughter.

I asked him, since my Higher Self told me 'You have my memories' if he really was father to me? Or was he father to HER, and I was just borrowing the memory?

I was concerned because all of my family ties, which are important and meaningful to us all, but especially in the Spirit worlds, where they are like the only thing that really exists, is the love that we have for each other...

He assured me that I have been incarnate the whole time, for all of my memories. That I did all of those things, not her, since I was Tabitha so many years ago. She never incarnated. Not once. So although she was around and helping, the one who did all the work was me.

All family ties are REAL, and nothing could take them away. Not ever. I am and ever shall be ohana to him.

He promised to watch over me while I slept, to keep me from going UP and doing whatever work I do at night, and he said, 'they can live one day without you doing your tasks that you do up there.'

So I slept.



 Early this morning, Ross came.  I had woke up a little earlier, and put my ring and my bracelets back on. He held me; for the first time all week it felt 'normal' with our energies again.

I was very sad. And weak. And tearful over the events of the past week, with my reunion with my Higher Self. Her saying that she gave me her memories, that she could make me go anyplace she wanted (with a ZAP! I imagine), and her wanting to get to know me on Her terms, not mine, really bothered me a lot.

Many of my friends have much better relationships with their Higher Self. They don't understand  why I don't like the helpfulness, why I don't like knowing --basically--the real ME, and why I am taking it so hard?

They LOVE their Higher Selves.

Imagine how Han Solo would take it if he was told someone else called the shots. Or Princess Leia? These are the first very strong individuals who fight for a cause that come to mind.

What my Higher Self needs to learn, and what the Council--those who study me in this incarnation--is I am different from most people and extremely different from all the Galactics in my heart:

  • I never once ask any questions. I don't care to know the mysteries of the Universe.
  • I don't question WHY I am asked to do things on my missions, I focus all of my energy rather on completing them successfully.
  • I LIKE the amnesia. It helps me to concentrate on what is at hand, and leave behind anything I don't need to know.
  • Five minutes in Nature--feeding a duck or enjoying the cool breeze--mean so much MORE to me than anything anyone could ever explain about Galactic anything.
  • I trust that my ability to 'connect' to the Akhashic Records and All Knowledge There Is through telepathy, when I want to know something--is sufficient to get me through anything I 'need to know'.
  • I chose this Ascension just the way it is, for the plants and the animals I adore. They are angelic, and I want them to stay the way they are. (My Higher Self told me this)
  • This knowledge helps me to accept the delays and discomfort for my soul in the meantime.


Early this morning, Ross carried me to the Council. This wasn't the usual one. There were twelve beings there, all in a row.

He placed me before them. I looked over my shoulder, and stretched my hand out to him, but he gestured that I had to be alone.

I sat on the floor. I assumed a fetal position. I rocked back and forth to soothe myself.  I did not talk. I never made eye contact, either. I just kept rocking and humming to myself softly.

The Council didn't bother to ask me questions. They knew how I felt, and that I wouldn't answer.

I saw Ross gesture to them in concern that their delays had done this to me; one can only wait for so long for Ascension. I also felt his heart ask if there was anything that they could do to make it better?





This morning I awoke to my son who was 'starving'. He needed a blood test where he was fasting. So at six-thirty this morning, we dressed and drove to the clinic.

It didn't open until eight.

So we went to a small park with a lake, and walked to kill time.

It was the best thing that ever could have happened for my energy, for my healing of my heart.

It was a beautiful surprise. I gave thanks for it.

I have the warmth and feeling of Source in my heart; that is from my Higher Self.
I have the knowledge that all memories, and important family ties, are real and intact.
They are not 'borrowed' from my Higher Self.
And She knows to wait, just like a person with a child or an animal, for that being to approach them--not to overwhelm it with your excitement to be close.

Some things take time.

I have been assured I have all the time I need to get this part right.

Ross really wanted the Council to stop assuming that 'Galactic Ways' are right for the Ground Crew.

That is my gift to all of humanity, with my Light, to make it possible for each Ground Crew to have the welcome they need, and for the Galactics to 'get it right the first time' for them. I am one extreme. The ones who welcome the Higher Self are the other. And everything in between is going to be permitted for the Highest Good in this next awakening phase of the Ascension Process.

Namaste.

Peace.

Aloha and Mahalos,

Reiki Doc and Ross