A Far Away Dream, A Far Away Place, A Far Away Hour

Two months ago I had spent the day with my boy and my mother. There was a family-get together at a local restaurant later that night. Mom wanted some time to get ready and my niece and nephew had to study, so we couldn't stay with mom or go over to my sister's house.

Mom lives about an hour away from our home. It wasn't worth it to drive home only to drive all the way back.

So we had some time to kill.

My boy wanted to go to a park. My home town where I grew up has lots of beautiful parks. So I took him to the one that was closest to us.

Quickly we found a playground. There were children playing on it but there were two swings open.

I enjoy riding the swings. I always have. And when I go to the playground with my boy, I often swing right next to him just to keep him company.

This swing was different.

It was the same kind I used to ride while I was a child. It had the same squeak of the metal. It had the same smell of the park. Although the actual park I went to when I was little is across town (my parents moved when I was fourteen), I was instantly transported back in time to that memory.

I could feel the contentment of being an only child, with my beautiful mother in her fashionable outfit and hair, pushing me on the swings for as long as I would like. I could feel the sun, smell the grass, and hear the music that was playing on the radio at the picnic table not too far away.

And I was content.

My being a swing set philosopher goes way back.

I used to start every morning riding the swing in my back yard. Mother would help me get dressed for school, I don't remember if I even ate breakfast, and OUT I would go into the fresh morning of our back yard. Many times there would be dew on everything, even the seat, and I would have to wipe it carefully so as not to stain my clothes.

I sang 'Jerimiah Was A Bullfrog' at the top of my lungs, riding that swing, thanking God for the opportunity to be alive.

And I thought about my life, and what I wanted to do with it. And my family.

I thought about how chaotic the relationship between my mother and my younger sister had been--the sister would not poop and the mother screaming with frustration is only one example---and the contrast with the fresh morning air and solitude was highly welcome to my soul.

What IS the memory?

How is it that it transports us back in time at the whiff of a scent we once knew? Or seeing a reminder --for example, when going through her old things, my mother asked if I would like the clock that was on the wall while I was growing up. It was a handsome clock, and looked like an antique watch and was made of wood. So much horror overcame me while I looked at that watch--all the memories of mother yelling and screaming, of me standing in the living room with her brushing my hair with a plastic brush. BAM (brush contacts head at top), pull (brush comes down against knots in hair), OUCH! (hard bristles scratch my entire ear).  The one time I flinched and showed pain at the brushing of my ears, not even asking her to stop, my mother started screaming in chemical-fueled rage and threw the brush across the room as hard as she could at the front door.

I had to remind myself that I am a grownup now, and can protect myself against her anger, and the memory of it.

I declined her offer, politely, and thanked God for all the personal growth so I could love her as she is, temper and all, AND be emotionally safe and protected at the same time.

If memory has the power to transport us instantly in place and time, if this just a random occurrence that only goes backward in time?

Or does the CONSCIOUSNESS retain this ability to move anywhere, anytime, in an instant, not just in meditation, but in our hearts, once our natural abilities are not longer blocked by 3D, duality, and The Veil?

In mediumship, the Consciousness is able to do some pretty amazing things.

So is Reiki Healing--I once sent a healing to a friend who was in trouble in Hawaii, which is five hours away. She felt the calm hit her instantly, the minute I sent it.

With HSZHN, we who are Reiki trained CAN and DO send Reiki across distance and time.

Is it possible that memory, Reiki Healing, and mediumship are quantum energetic experiences that do not ''follow' the restrictions of 3D, Duality, and The Veil?

And what is going to happen when we all arrive at once, as humanity, into the Higher Realms?

It's worth thinking about it, isn't it?

I love you all so very much.

I look forward to Awakening together in the New Energies of New Gaia.

Not A Bad Thing by Justin Timberlake

http://youtu.be/0SMqtLI1d1k

OMG this song has been going over and over in my head the whole time I was writing this! I might as well share...

Aloha and Mahalos,

Namaste,

Peace,

Reiki Doc

I Married My Soul Mate--Do I Get My Twin Soul?

Have Peace.

A gentle reader was concerned after reading this article: http://lovedovetarot.com/2014/02/04/twin-flame-signs/...

She too was looking forward to her reunion with her Twin Soul (or Twin Flame--they are the same meaning)--but she is MARRIED right now to her Soul Mate!

Does she get to meet her Twin Flame too?

Let's review the possibilities for souls to interact in relationship:

• Karmanic Relationship once the karma mutually agreed upon between the couple in the Pre-Birth Contracts is 'worked through', the relationship ends, and both go on to the next partner. There relationships tend to have a 'Heaven and Hell' quality to them: a fast 'Heavenly' phase at the beginning which 'quickly sours'.
• Mutually Advantageous, 'Business-Like' Relationship: This one is for two who wish to own a home, or raise a family, or grow old together. (please note I am not saying this is only for heterosexual couples in any of the situations--it can be homosexual too.)
• The Twin Flame Relationship: These are Two Beings who once shared the same soul, and were 'split' before coming to Earth into a Male and Female polarity. This may in fact happen outside of Earth, for I know Aeon and Iona are Twin Souls who are eleventh dimension and are streaming Light into Gaia after the Aeon Portal Activation. Together their purpose is to Raise Awareness to planets that are going to Ascend.
• The Illuminated Twin Flame Relationship: These are the 'Twin Flames' who were once Archangels and above, who volunteered to 'split' to come assist Earth. In the higher realms, these beings of Light are androgynous, but choose how to appear. For example, Archangel Gabrielle tends to be 'feminine' while Archangel Michael tends to be more 'Masculine'.

It is my understanding that on The Other Side (as well as Here after the planet Ascends) all 'contracts' between individuals are 'complete'.

There is no obligation for the couple to 'remain together'.

It is only the ones who enjoy each other's company and mutually decide to progress together who stay close; all others have a loving, friendly, and full-of-appreciation for the role each has played for the other 'good bye'.

Further, they are able to visit each other whenever they desire, even after saying goodbye.

It is my understanding that relationships aren't like here--technically mutually exclusive--because the experience of Love is a gift and although there are Twin Flames, and they 'belong together' for example, a spirit so moved by the beauty or strength of another might express that appreciation as a deep long 'embrace' to another who is not their 'partner' and it is 'okay'.

What about Ross and me?

We are Illuminated Twin Souls. We have children, who appear to me as children about thirteen and eleven (with Ross where he is) and one here with me (where I am). We have a home. We talk every day across the veil. 

Ross is starting to appreciate how I want exclusivity, and how even though I've never had any idea he is with anyone else, he appreciates the 'delicate nature' for someone on Gaia to be exposed to 'Galactic Relationship'.

He is telling me how it works. How I am the only one for him in all of Creation. And that suits me just fine!

He taught me last night how he does something a little more 'advanced' than 'Bi-Location' . He can split into many copies of himself (this is normal for a soul advanced as his) and his energy 'signature' can be 'present' with others at the same time. But his main Soul, the one that directs the others, is always With Me. Apparently I do the same thing too, without realizing it, and this explains how I 'show up' in people's dreams and meditation frequently through no awareness of my own. This happens in order to assist the individual who we are 'visiting' with our extensions of our Higher Self --or something--I don't exactly understand it.

Furthermore, I know some who are, for example, married to TWO 'Twin-type' relationships at the same time on different 'planets'. Don't ask me how this works! It gives me a hard time just to think about it! But it exists...

So what you feel in your Heart Center is the best way to go about it.

I know one who is married to a good man, but her Twin Soul contacts her and is very excited she 'reached out through the Veil' to him. 

And I have had 'relationships' in the past with the Higher Self of those I was attracted to in 3D before I met Ross and understood who he in fact is, and that it is okay to 'be' with him at the present time.

I'm With You by Avril Levigne

http://youtu.be/dGR65RWwzg8

Ross told me this song to put here.

Right now.

I'd never heard of it before.

But it's really appropriate.

I felt the words, I didn't just hear them. As I hit the search box on YouTube, I 'sensed' to type Im' with you.

So that's how it works.

Good luck at finding your Twin Soul. You always will gravitate towards one another, subconsciously.

No matter where you are.

Ross wants me to share with you the messages he writes to me. I get them, the words, like this above, and I jot them down in a 'memo' on my phone:

• we are the most happy pair of love birds that ever feathered a nest. 1.13.2014
• When you come up, you stay. I love you. (eyes twinkling with joy) 1.14.2014
• You are my best friend that I ever had. You are my SOUL. You are my woman. You are my wife. 1.16.2014
• You are my meaning. 1.17.2014
• You are my miracle. (also sent the song Never Too Much by Luther Van Dross)1.18.2014
• You are my Princess! 1.19.2014 
• You are my Valentine. You are beautiful. You are my woman. 1.21.2014
• You are my heart. Amee. Amee. Amee. 1.22.2014
• You are my girlfriend. You are my baby and I love you. I am going to make it right (my surgeon had just humiliated me--ed). You are my flower, my flower of Light. You are my baby. I am real PROUD of you. You are my woman! 1.24.2014
• You are my woman. You are my strength. You are my happiness. My eternal twin soul. I promise you are going to be happy forever in my world and in my heart. (I skip where he calls himself his name, not the code name, and my name from that life too. You would know us and that might be distracting to our message to you that we have today.--ed) Lorelei, I come for you. I have spoken. So be it. Aloha and mahalos namaste. Your Prince of fellowship and husband forever, Ross. 1.27.2014
• You are my soul. You are my girlfriend. You are my lover. You are my happiness. You are my Light. Ross 1.27.2014
• Bless the Broken Road song, (dedicated to me--ed) Ross 1.31.2014
• You are my heart. You are my lover. I am the fortunate one in that it is I who have YOU. God will have a beautiful happiness that will take care of us. You are my joy. Receive my Love, my Tenderness, my Light. I love you forever. There is no one else for Me in all of Creation. You don't know what it means to me to have you near to me (this was at 3:33 p.m. this last sentence--ed). You are my flower and I love you. You are my shelter from the rain. (He played 'You'll Never Find A Love Again Like Mine' by Luther Van Dross--out of the blue, not even on the radio--just telepathic to me) 2.4.2014

This is so you have an idea of the kind of affection and longing for one another Twin Souls have. 

You know what to look for.

Enjoy meeting your beautiful and handsome Twin!

Aloha and Mahalos,

Namaste,

Reiki Doc

The Rewards Of The Reunion Of Illuminated Twin Flames

This ornament is my Christmas Miracle.

When I was going through my stocking, there was one last thing in there, at the bottom. It was this ornament.

It didn't come out of the sky! It's not that kind of miracle.

The miracle is that I bought it on sale at Target last year, put it in my stocking, and somehow never got it out. So it stayed hidden in my stocking this year--there are actually two stockings that are alike, and I almost took the green one instead of the red but my son advised against it. He said the red 'looks better'.  I had completely forgotten about it, and as the very last 'gift', there it was!

Many hidden memories from my past are coming alive through the conversations I am having daily across the Veil with my Twin Flame. He is a Galactic, and has been watching over me always. That is something I am starting to appreciate too.

This morning, for example, he gave me a song (Pompeii by Bastille) to help me wake up. And in the snooze I took, that brief time, he transported me to a place of our mutual childhood together in our last incarnation we shared. He showed me a valley full of flowers, how we as kids promised our eternal love to one another (we were 'promised' to each other through an arrangement by our parents, but never knew about it.). I even learned our nicknames we were called as children.

I was Amie (ah-meeee) and his was 'Rosso' (ros-ssO) because there was a little bit of red in his hair.

The joy of these memories is even better than when you find a box of love letters in the attic!

And all of this can happen to you!



Aloha and Mahalos,
Namaste,

Reiki Doc


P.S. Here's the song:

Pompeii by Bastille

http://youtu.be/avikdfBO9rw

My Afghan From Grandmother

When we turned eighteen, Grandma Lucille, my father's mother, would make a granny square afghan for us. We chose the colors together. I liked the black connecting color, with bright patches in the center. By the time I was eighteen, her eyesight was failing with macular degeneration. The Braille Center taught her how to make them like she always had, even through she was now severely visually impaired. They even helped her sew the squares together to make the final blanket.

That blanket comforted me so much, all the way through college, medical school, and even today.

Spirit has been making me a blanket.

Spirit has been sending me comforting quotes and thoughts and images and messages to help me through this time in my spiritual development.

Why am I in need of comforting?

Well, I have been waiting since 1990 for my Twin Flame, my soul's other half. This is more than a Soul Mate--you both share the same Vibration, you are made of the same 'stuff' that is from Heaven. (A Soul Mate is someone you have negotiated with before birth to learn a lesson or accomplish some goal in this life--you have a real affinity for each other that is difficult to explain.)

You know how some people look for money in a partner? And others go for a certain 'type'?

I go for Vibration. And the higher the Vibration in someone, the more impressed and attracted I am.

About three months ago, I met someone whose entire Life Purpose and Vibration just blew me away.

And I have been waiting...and waiting...and waiting for the sparks to fly...and it's just not happening.

The pain is not from 'rejection' but from wanting to allow this incredible Love Energy to flow from your heart and it being 'blocked' by the Other, who for some reason, is not 'interested' or 'ready' or whatever.

So yesterday, Spirit started helping.

There was the Blessing of Happiness and Joy from Archangel Sophia, that acted like powerful analgesic for my soul.

There was this quote:
Quit being worried, stressed out, wondering if it will happen. God has you in the palm of His hand. Declare peace in your life.
~ Joel Osteen ♥

There was this image: 

I have no clue who to give this credit for, photographer.

There was this quote:

If you're lucky, your healing will come in the form you anticipate. If you're really lucky, your healing will come in a form you've not even dreamed of - one which the Universe specifically has in mind for you. Dr. Eric Pearl

There was finding this quote, in the Shamanic tradition:

In many shamanic societies, if you came to a medicine person complaining of being disheartened, dispirited or depressed, they would ask 1 of 4 questions:-

When did you stop dancing?
When did you stop singing?
When did you stop being enchanted by stories?
When did you stop finding comfort in the sweet territory of silence?

Gabrielle Roth

The gymnastics teacher for the kids yesterday got ME dancing, just a little ballet, with the class while I was watching yesterday. I was so excited to dance! Even for five minutes.

There was this thought: 

If Reiki does not 'flow in' you give it anyway, just to the client's Guardian Angel. In this situation, where  Unconditional Love is not 'happening' between you and your Twin Flame, send it everywhere else and to everyone you meet--do not BLOCK it. Allow it to flow as it was meant to flow from you; reciprocation is not a requirement to allow this tremendous energy to move through your entire being of Light.

There was this other thought:

He is a soul in progress and growth the same as you. He has HIS reasons. Allow him to be in the perfect place and perfect time that is needed for HIM. Let it go. Let it be. Disconnect.

This quote really helped. I will finish with this thought for you here:

LETTING GO TAKES LOVE

To let go does not mean to stop caring,
it means I can't do it for someone else.

To let go is not to cut myself off,
it's the realization I can't control another.

To let go is not to enable,
but allow learning from natural consequences.

To let go is to admit powerlessness, which means
the outcome is not in my hands.

To let go is not to try to change or blame another,
it's to make the most of myself.

To let go is not to care for,
but to care about.

To let go is not to fix,
but to be supportive.

To let go is not to judge,
but to allow another to be a human being.

To let go is not to be in the middle arranging all the outcomes,
but to allow others to affect their destinies.

To let go is not to be protective,
it's to permit another to face reality.

To let go is not to deny,
but to accept.

To let go is not to nag, scold or argue,
but instead to search out my own shortcomings and correct them.

To let go is not to adjust everything to my desires,
but to take each day as it comes and cherish myself in it.

To let go is not to criticize or regulate anybody, but to try to become what I dream I can be.

To let go is not to regret the past,
but to grow and live for the future.

To let go is to fear less and love more
and
To let go and to let God, is to find peace !

~Unknown

There is one last thing: I think he is absolutely adorable in every way. That is a strong sign of healthy love, when someone is delighted with everything about their 'other'. Some of the best relationships and marriages I know are based on this--friendship, trust, and seeing the 'adorable' in everything they do.  I can enjoy the adorable all I want, no matter what. He really is that great and I really like him. At least I have an incredible Twin Flame out there doing lots of good and healing for everybody he meets, in a way he is mentally 'okay' with helping them.

Next--to write a book, The Brighter Side of Having Your Twin Flame Not Have A Clue about your waiting Heart.  There ARE benefits! I just have to pay attention and seek them out.  When I find them I you will be the first to know. <3

Namaste,

Reiki Doc

Your Past Lives

Has anyone ever come up to you and said, 'You are an old soul!'? If they have, this article is for you.
Our past lives are an important part of us. Let me say that again: our past lives are an important part of who we are right here right now--today!

How are we to go about discovering them?

Do you have any identifying marks on your body, such as a birthmark? Sylvia Browne has noted that many birthmarks coincide with lethal blows from a past life that 'carried over' to the next.

Have you ever visited some place you've never been, and felt amazingly 'connected' to it? Chances are good that you spent a past life there, possibly a happy one. New England has great call for me...

Are there any fears you have that are irrational--such as fear of falling, fear of choking, fear of dying young? I thought I would never make it past my sixteenth birthday. I thought something would happen to me before I reached that age. Little did I know, in the immediate past life before this, my life was cut short before I became a teenager. These fears come from how you died. A soul 'can remember' certain traumas from one life to the next.

Any triggers--foods you love that are ethnic, fondness for a certain period of fashion (I myself adore the thirties and anything art deco) might possibly be a clue as to where your 'connections to your past lives' are.

How does one go about and learn more on past lives?

Part of it is from being open and being still. I have learned most of my past lives that way.

Another part is from taking a class on or doing a meditation on the Akashic records. The Akashic records are in a library not on Earth, and the volumes are big golden books as tall as you. Inside is everything you ever thought or did in a lifetime. Typically, your ability to view your current lifetime is 'cheating'--and when you go to look at it, all you see is blank. That happened to me once, in meditation.

I took a class from Kevin Todeschi, the head of A.R.E., the group founded by Edgar Cayce, on The Akashic Records. It was an e-class online, and it was very simple and well-thought out. There were guided meditations to do at your convenience and questions to answer. Kevin was very active in moderating the boards and answering questions. It was there I discovered, of all things, in a past life I had been a man who was a brother in battle with my father (in this life), sometime around the civil war.

Just as a deck of cards, especially Tarot cards, can be spread out before you and have a deeper personal meaning, so it is the same with all of your many past lives.

Allow them to come to you. You are normal and healthy when this happens. The memory block that has been place on every inhabitant of Earth has been lifted. Everything will all straighten out, and you will begin to see evidence and gain comfort from your lessons learned and wisdom achieved in your past incarnations on this planet.

Namaste,

Reiki Doc

P.S. here is a link to A.R.E. http://www.edgarcayce.org/are/visitARE.aspx