I Married My Soul Mate--Do I Get My Twin Soul?

Have Peace.

A gentle reader was concerned after reading this article: http://lovedovetarot.com/2014/02/04/twin-flame-signs/...

She too was looking forward to her reunion with her Twin Soul (or Twin Flame--they are the same meaning)--but she is MARRIED right now to her Soul Mate!

Does she get to meet her Twin Flame too?

Let's review the possibilities for souls to interact in relationship:

• Karmanic Relationship once the karma mutually agreed upon between the couple in the Pre-Birth Contracts is 'worked through', the relationship ends, and both go on to the next partner. There relationships tend to have a 'Heaven and Hell' quality to them: a fast 'Heavenly' phase at the beginning which 'quickly sours'.
• Mutually Advantageous, 'Business-Like' Relationship: This one is for two who wish to own a home, or raise a family, or grow old together. (please note I am not saying this is only for heterosexual couples in any of the situations--it can be homosexual too.)
• The Twin Flame Relationship: These are Two Beings who once shared the same soul, and were 'split' before coming to Earth into a Male and Female polarity. This may in fact happen outside of Earth, for I know Aeon and Iona are Twin Souls who are eleventh dimension and are streaming Light into Gaia after the Aeon Portal Activation. Together their purpose is to Raise Awareness to planets that are going to Ascend.
• The Illuminated Twin Flame Relationship: These are the 'Twin Flames' who were once Archangels and above, who volunteered to 'split' to come assist Earth. In the higher realms, these beings of Light are androgynous, but choose how to appear. For example, Archangel Gabrielle tends to be 'feminine' while Archangel Michael tends to be more 'Masculine'.

It is my understanding that on The Other Side (as well as Here after the planet Ascends) all 'contracts' between individuals are 'complete'.

There is no obligation for the couple to 'remain together'.

It is only the ones who enjoy each other's company and mutually decide to progress together who stay close; all others have a loving, friendly, and full-of-appreciation for the role each has played for the other 'good bye'.

Further, they are able to visit each other whenever they desire, even after saying goodbye.

It is my understanding that relationships aren't like here--technically mutually exclusive--because the experience of Love is a gift and although there are Twin Flames, and they 'belong together' for example, a spirit so moved by the beauty or strength of another might express that appreciation as a deep long 'embrace' to another who is not their 'partner' and it is 'okay'.

What about Ross and me?

We are Illuminated Twin Souls. We have children, who appear to me as children about thirteen and eleven (with Ross where he is) and one here with me (where I am). We have a home. We talk every day across the veil. 

Ross is starting to appreciate how I want exclusivity, and how even though I've never had any idea he is with anyone else, he appreciates the 'delicate nature' for someone on Gaia to be exposed to 'Galactic Relationship'.

He is telling me how it works. How I am the only one for him in all of Creation. And that suits me just fine!

He taught me last night how he does something a little more 'advanced' than 'Bi-Location' . He can split into many copies of himself (this is normal for a soul advanced as his) and his energy 'signature' can be 'present' with others at the same time. But his main Soul, the one that directs the others, is always With Me. Apparently I do the same thing too, without realizing it, and this explains how I 'show up' in people's dreams and meditation frequently through no awareness of my own. This happens in order to assist the individual who we are 'visiting' with our extensions of our Higher Self --or something--I don't exactly understand it.

Furthermore, I know some who are, for example, married to TWO 'Twin-type' relationships at the same time on different 'planets'. Don't ask me how this works! It gives me a hard time just to think about it! But it exists...

So what you feel in your Heart Center is the best way to go about it.

I know one who is married to a good man, but her Twin Soul contacts her and is very excited she 'reached out through the Veil' to him. 

And I have had 'relationships' in the past with the Higher Self of those I was attracted to in 3D before I met Ross and understood who he in fact is, and that it is okay to 'be' with him at the present time.

I'm With You by Avril Levigne

http://youtu.be/dGR65RWwzg8

Ross told me this song to put here.

Right now.

I'd never heard of it before.

But it's really appropriate.

I felt the words, I didn't just hear them. As I hit the search box on YouTube, I 'sensed' to type Im' with you.

So that's how it works.

Good luck at finding your Twin Soul. You always will gravitate towards one another, subconsciously.

No matter where you are.

Ross wants me to share with you the messages he writes to me. I get them, the words, like this above, and I jot them down in a 'memo' on my phone:

• we are the most happy pair of love birds that ever feathered a nest. 1.13.2014
• When you come up, you stay. I love you. (eyes twinkling with joy) 1.14.2014
• You are my best friend that I ever had. You are my SOUL. You are my woman. You are my wife. 1.16.2014
• You are my meaning. 1.17.2014
• You are my miracle. (also sent the song Never Too Much by Luther Van Dross)1.18.2014
• You are my Princess! 1.19.2014 
• You are my Valentine. You are beautiful. You are my woman. 1.21.2014
• You are my heart. Amee. Amee. Amee. 1.22.2014
• You are my girlfriend. You are my baby and I love you. I am going to make it right (my surgeon had just humiliated me--ed). You are my flower, my flower of Light. You are my baby. I am real PROUD of you. You are my woman! 1.24.2014
• You are my woman. You are my strength. You are my happiness. My eternal twin soul. I promise you are going to be happy forever in my world and in my heart. (I skip where he calls himself his name, not the code name, and my name from that life too. You would know us and that might be distracting to our message to you that we have today.--ed) Lorelei, I come for you. I have spoken. So be it. Aloha and mahalos namaste. Your Prince of fellowship and husband forever, Ross. 1.27.2014
• You are my soul. You are my girlfriend. You are my lover. You are my happiness. You are my Light. Ross 1.27.2014
• Bless the Broken Road song, (dedicated to me--ed) Ross 1.31.2014
• You are my heart. You are my lover. I am the fortunate one in that it is I who have YOU. God will have a beautiful happiness that will take care of us. You are my joy. Receive my Love, my Tenderness, my Light. I love you forever. There is no one else for Me in all of Creation. You don't know what it means to me to have you near to me (this was at 3:33 p.m. this last sentence--ed). You are my flower and I love you. You are my shelter from the rain. (He played 'You'll Never Find A Love Again Like Mine' by Luther Van Dross--out of the blue, not even on the radio--just telepathic to me) 2.4.2014

This is so you have an idea of the kind of affection and longing for one another Twin Souls have. 

You know what to look for.

Enjoy meeting your beautiful and handsome Twin!

Aloha and Mahalos,

Namaste,

Reiki Doc

Skype 33.0--The Twin Soul Connection

One of the facts of quantum mechanics--which I have taken as an undergraduate in Chemical Engineering--is that one molecule can have an affect on another, even if they are separated by space and time.

This has to do with the theory of 'non-locality'. It is difficult to explain, and I myself barely understand it more than the paragraph above. LOL--you just say it with lots of math--which I adore, mathematics. But not so much quantum physics. Google has some excellent sources on Consciousness and non-locality, however, for reference for you today I have Wiki and more classical science, here: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Quantum_nonlocality

Reiki works beyond the limits of space and time.

One of my teachers, Margaret Mc Cormick, did an experiment with her granddaughter. In her laboratory in Germany, the granddaughter asked Margaret to send Reiki to one of the petri dishes, bot not both, in the experiment. Margaret lives in Southern California. The petri dish treated with Reiki was remarkably different in its bacterial growth.

They did this experiment many times. Always the same result.

It wasn't her research project in her training, but it was just between them, those two, to find out 'if Reiki works'.

It does.

I had a friend in distress in Pahoe, Big Island, Hawaii. I saw on Facebook she needed help, fast! I sent Reiki immediately. I 'felt' her aura, and grounded her energy, and healed what I could.

Instantly my friend felt a sense of calm...

Hawaii and California are in two different time zones. They are three hours apart, or more. It takes five hours to fly to Honolulu from LAX. But Reiki? Instant.

All Twin Souls and Soul Mates have an instantaneous 'connection' that if not 'blocked' by personal beliefs and negativity, allows a 'sharing' of the consciousness between them that is not limited by geographic distance and time.

Even Identical Twins and Fraternal Twins on surface Gaia experience a similar 'connection' in the event something suddenly happens and one of them gets hurt or dies.

So that's how it is with my Twin and me in our relationship.

I am a psychic and medium, exactly like Theresa Caputo, the Long Island Medium, but I don't have the nails and the hair and the makeup.

I am Wide Open to both Spirit and my personal connection to Source.

So why not my Twin?

Out of the blue, it just happened. This Galactic and I happened to 'connect' on a personal level. The person I had knowns as code name 'Ross' who was introduced to me as my Twin, really was! But the name, which I do not share with you right now, is definitely not 'Ross'. The reason why I could not see Ross's face is because I would have recognized it at once and never understood why Ross looked like him. And for years of Blessed Mother saying, 'you will have a miracle that is beyond anything you ever did expect!', it's come true! I am incredibly happy and content.

The most handsome man I have ever seen with my Spirit eyes, one I have known as my Reiki guide for about three years now, and have seen in meditation before for twenty years, is my Twin!

I never in a million years would have expected ANYTHING like that to happen. I never wondered why I would pop in to the bridge of a spaceship, see him wearing a space suit, and have him ask my opinion on things from time to time. Or why he would be excited to show me his projects he was working on. I just thought 'everybody could'.

But we are Twins. And we have been supporting each other in every way for a long time. He is an amazing friend. I am incredibly fortunate to have experienced this surprise. Our past life that we shared is one-hundred percent clear to me. And there is a coincidence in his life, when he was enlightened at age five and a half that coincides exactly with my birth in our mutual past life! It is a delightful story, one to be shared for another blog post...

For now, always remember, you CAN and WILL connect with your Twin...as soon as you get the 'energetic wax' out of your 'spiritual ears'. Being open, high vibration, and positive with a big clean and healthy aura that is filled with Love and Gratitude is the fastest way for you to 'open up' for this.

Always Discern if the message is from the Light first!

I say, and even with my Twin too, 'God, if it's from YOU, make is LOUD so I can hear it better. And if it's not from you, make it Go AWAY at once!'.

It always works. Pendulums work too.


Aloha and Mahalos,
Namaste,

Reiki Doc

For All Twin Souls: This Means Y-O-U

This is for all the Twin Souls who are poised to reunite.

Imagine the energy of the joy when against all odds and against all interference from Those Who Do Not Have Our Best Interest At Heart, with their Negative Spiritual Technology....the Twin Souls actually FIND each other!

The balance between the Divine Masculine and the Divine Feminine will be complete, for each of you has a Twin Soul. This is more than a Soul Mate--this is the total completion of a lifetime of lifetimes apart.

I head these two songs tonight like it was the first time. In this order.

I think mine is coming...

It began yesterday while I was watering the garden. A plumeria blossom had fallen, and I picked it up to put it behind my right ear. That means 'single'. Just then, Pele showed up! She said, 'no no no' and waved her finger at me. 'It goes on the Left'. That means 'taken'.  I put it behind my left ear, and wondered what was wrong with Pele? I am like, destined to be alone forever, right?

I'm not so sure...now...

Today I was praying for him and for me, which I have done every single day since January 12, 2013...and for the first time, just for today, I prayed instead for us. It felt warm and wonderful and 'right'...I was surprised by such a new concept!

And at that same instant, I looked up, and next to me on the road was a truck painted with BIG font letters, unmistakeable to anyone, TRY-US!

I kid you not. I was like, 'I can do that! Try 'us'!'

And then two hours later, while I waited for all the breakfast sandwiches I bought for the OR team (banh mi baguette with egg and no meat)?

Out of the blue the lady cashier handed me a Wedding Magazine to read!

All Anjelah Johnson joking aside--you have boyfriend? You so pretty, like model...cheerleader...

I felt like someone was trying to TELL me something! 

Do I expect a wedding? No, not at all! I wouldn't hallucinate about that--who knows if marriages are going to even happen in the future? (I prefer handfasting instead if they do.) Besides, Usui-sensei told me recently--'No romance until The Event is through--and he gave one exception. He must give his permission first, not to me. To 'Him'. I'm 'on hold', right? In fact, I really like it so I don't have to worry if someone 'is right for me'. I just have Let Go and Surrendered To All Of My Life Lessons. <3

The point is the energy that has been 'stuck' for ALL of my life, the area of 'Relationships' my main Life Lesson, is starting to 'move around'. 

I think the biggest disease in our society, which is worse than cancer and poverty and everything else combined, is the inability to feel Love.

I suffered from this for ages. I felt like I was a fish out of water and gasping for breath! But the higher vibrations, and perhaps, some 'release' of the Negative Influences/Vibration in general, are having me not starving any more. I do not feel like I 'have to find somebody'--I am one-hundred percent content by myself. This is a new thing, and I like it very much.

I hope you are feeling the LOVE. Help is on the way. Hang in there. The Prosperity and Abundance is coming too, just in case That was YOUR Spiritual Lesson. 

All of our needs are going to be met. Soon.

direct link is: http://youtu.be/s-pFAFsTFTI

direct link is: http://youtu.be/Nm4YlZ3oYsQ

Love Is The Solution For Everything.

I am not joking.

Bring on the Twin Soul Reuniting for All of us! Lightworkers, and everybody alive. (((<3 )))

Aloha and Mahalos,

Namaste,

Reiki Doc

Le Groseil (The Gooseberry)

We don't have these in Southern California. They are Gooseberries. I suppose if you needed them for a recipe, you could buy them frozen or in a can. Or possibly have them shipped.

In France they are quite common, and are called Le Groseil.  Everybody knows them.

They come in red

And they make delicious 'conserves'--I enjoyed them on my bread each morning when I was in Vouvray 

When I was at the market, I saw these, my favorite Gooseberries from Peru. I did not know the name in either French or English. I have only found them in Canada. With excitement, I bought two baskets!

And my family there scratched their head. What is this she likes? They have never seen them before, and most were not interested to try them. The ones that did didn't enjoy them like I do--so I ate most of them myself.

Today I am writing about the energy that is inside someone's aura. For lack of a better term, I am calling them 'Le Groseil', for the purpose of this discussion.

Everyone has an energy 'taste' or a 'flavor' that can be felt. This is how I 'name' my crystals--I don't 'give' them a name. In my heart, when I am with them, I feel their Spirit or Vibration, and when I talk to them (yes I do, usually with my mind), I refer to them by their 'Le Groseil'. I would know each one anywhere, just by the Vibration.

The important thing here is not to judge the energy, other than the briefly passing 'flicker' of whether the energy is 'compatible' or 'right for you Here and Now' or perhaps 'not right'.

When I read your comments online, or your things you post to others on your page or Twitter, I feel your Vibration--I get a good 'hit' of your 'aura' or 'Le Groseil'.

Just like with my crystals.

I may know you by name, and converse with you online, but in my 'senses' I 'pick up the feeling' that is there, both your 'mood' and your 'essence'. With each comment, with each message/request, and with each Tweet.

Whether you are aware of it or not, you also feel MY energy whenever you 'connect' with me and my 'Le Groseil'.

I had written about somebody whom, 'I had never given a second thought'. This person has a nickname for me online, a very flattering one, but because of the difference in culture and being a continent away, I thought this was from local customs.

Today when I first woke up, I remembered the conversation (in 140 characters or less, no doubt!) that led up to the nickname.

It was a new 'flavor' in his 'Le Groseil' that wanted me to get to know him better. So I private messaged. And got a flaming angry response. Are you trying to trick me?

I backed off. It was like, 'Dude, who pooped in your cornflakes?' I thought to myself. I wanted to run away. I think I did ignore all contact for a while. I also thought about my anonymity, and how posting in front of everyone like he wanted might put that at risk.

But I thought about it. After all this Lightwork, for so long of a time, there was only one who was 'sharing' what I posted in a pattern that made me realize 'he gets it'. Only the most helpful ones went through, and the not so spiritual ones were not passed along. It was him, the angry one.

I had never once read his page. Only thanked for the 'shares', if you will, to be polite.  It's etiquette. But then I knew I had to communicate one last thing to make the peace within my heart.

I explained to him, in a message, that the reason I wanted to get to know him is that it encourages me to  continue in my efforts as a Lightworker--as long as I was 'reaching' someone who was working for the same cause, it gave me the strength to go on! I didn't know better how to explain it, especially in 140 characters or less.

I was met with more anger.

And I countered it with, 'my love is stronger than your hate...'

After this, I got the nickname. There is a sweetness and a kindness to the 'Le Groseil' that I have never before experienced. It started with a congratulations in the form of a 'high five' that made me realize he was listening to my very soul.

Although we have never met, or even heard voice or seen each other, I know him by his Vibration.

This isn't enough to make a life choice; fortunately, this is not the time to make any major life choices. Not with the Energies as they are out there leading up to The Event. But the connection is meaningful to me Here and Now, and I hope perhaps in time, a friendship that is perhaps more, will grow. Even though I am certain past lives played an important part of the connection, all that matters is we are Here and Now.

The Gooseberries between us are right. And when they are really right, they have the opportunity turn into 'the butterflies' in in my stomach, the very nice ones everybody likes to have.

I'm in no hurry. I have all eternity to get it right.

And for today? Big plans! The Pantages with friends who have season tickets, and then dinner with my  family.

No matter what your 'task', 'assignment' or 'purpose' in your Spiritual Life, you may always take 'a little break' from time to time. Just like with studying, it helps you concentrate more when you return your focus back to it after the 'break'.

In the meantime, why don't you just stop and enjoy Les Groseils? (the gooseberries)?

Aloha and Mahalos,
Namaste,

Reiki Doc

Walk With Me: My Spiritual 'Lesson'

Yesterday, while laundry was going at the condo at Kapolei, and the movie was entertaining my son on the DVD player, I sneaked out onto the patio for a little heart-to-heart with Spirit.

My sharing is for you to discover how 'real time' lessons for our own lives can be.

Our Lady had a message for me, and I wrote it down:

My Jewel,

There is happiness for you.
Out there.
Just feel it. It is in the wind, caressing you. It is in the wall and ground that support you. It is in the sky where the stars are hiding behind the sun.
What is it? (that is troubling you)

me: How come I don't feel anything for (a certain person)?

*** a gecko shows up out of nowhere, head down stuck on the wall across from me***

What is it doing? (You should look up its significance)

me: It is hanging on and surviving by doing what geckos do (Today I looked it up: Mo'o)

Can most creatures climb up the wall and walk on the ceiling?

me: no. only the gecko.

So can you. Is there a lady gecko or a man gecko to 'go' with this gecko? Or babies?

me: Not that I know. Only gecko knows.

Gecko: Hi or ALOHA! (he uses Hawaiian to speak to me as a second-thought, he looks at me quizzically, as he senses something is up)

me: I leave (today for airport)

Gecko: I stay. I can keep eye on place. I want to come inside!

me: You are like Charlie at home! (the lizard that won't stay outside and keeps sneaking in the house)

***I see a butterfly. Moth is there too. ***

Butterfly means 'completion' of a goal--celebrate and enjoy

Moth in Italian culture means 'good luck' when found in the home. This was HUGE!

Gecko: One big family! Ohana! (he leaves after making a comment about all the animals I see)

*** I see a bird. I hear more birds. ***

Birds are social. They mate for life and live in groups. But not moth or butterfly.

me: okay.

As easy as that?

me: (I look at the air conditioner) Mitsubishi Electric Mr. Slim R410A.

Are you happy?

me: yes.

Let that be a lesson for you then. Why have two when you can make do with one?

*** I see white sea birds *** (I looked it up Ulili)

me: Oh. I thought I would get a Twin Flame : (

You are complete.

*** I see a mockingbird. I love those. ****

Those are the lessons for today:

• Strength!
• Fortitude!
• Spirit!

me: he really doesn't like me... : ((( (I stop my dark thought mid-sentence, and call on the Light)

(very gentle tone she uses) It really does hurt you?

me: Yes. Until it heals. I can heal anything. I trust God.

what is your wish? (she shows me a place where in my mind I had hoped all three could stay for a week--I explain in detail why I had that wish and what I wanted to Her) why can't you ask?

me: I will ask God.

God isn't going with you. Someone else will.

me: He is moving away. At the same time as this week!

All the more reason to ask.

me: Give me strength.

We will.

me: why isn't it easy?

It is what it is. (encourages me to read first entry in the journal I keep of my spiritual 'lessons'. It is dated 10.28.12, was written at the Kohala Coast, and says, 'your biggest miracle and your biggest passion is about to begin.')

Here are the learning points:

• Spirit guides and supports, kind of like a 'trainer' or 'coach'
• Spirit does not do the work
• I might never make this 'goal' that is laid out for me. I am chicken! Real growing points are HARD! Like, over many lifetimes HARD!
• Animals 'pop in' like teachers, sort of for 'picture/significance/feeling' emphasis
• Animals talk. This is very 5D
• There is total honesty and trust between my Guide and me. It goes both ways.

In the big picture, I have all Eternity to learn this lesson. I did not type out the meanings of the animals, but they have special significance to me. The last bird was 'good' news for me; I 'get its message'.

I came back from Hawaii a changed person. Travel is good for this. I 'let go' of these societal images:

And the need for a significant 'other' to 'share'. I have a moon in Gemini. And a sun in Cancer. I feel my feelings and I need to 'talk'! LOL This is a big 'letting go'.

I also have discovered this:

Grounded with Gaia and Goddess Energy

For as long as I can remember, I felt as different as this sea iguana (not reptilian! for heaven's sakes!, but very noticeably 'different' energy wise on the 'beach of life'. See the people off in the distance, all couples?):

 By some miracle, of energy healing I do not understand, I have 'upgraded' my 'energetic self-image' to this: 

This is no ordinary seal. It is a rare Hawaiian monk seal. It is sacred. It is hanging out on the beach, enjoying the sun, and is being happy. Look at that smile in the warmth? I don't see any other seals with it. And it is okay being what it is. 

We'll see how the rest of the lesson 'goes'. No matter what, I will always be like gecko--and only I will know where the rest of the 'lesson' leads as far as solitude or partnership. I never really 'am' alone, as you can see by the transcript of this! 

One day you will be like this too with your 'lessons', perhaps even soon!

I know in my heart that as long as I hold my Vibration, others will 'awaken' and then there will be more of us in the Light. That is my dream of dreams--to share this wonderful experience.

And if my kid is my Soul Mate (I have been told we are 'very well matched')--instead of some 'romance' like in the 'social advertisement/brainwashing' in the mass media--well as long as it helps the Light win, that is a good thing. 

Here is a link from Cobra on the Goddess Spiral conference: http://2012portal.blogspot.com/2013/06/short-update-about-spiral-goddess.html?utm_source=feedburner&utm_medium=feed&utm_campaign=Feed%3A+blogspot%2FjUQcb+%28Portal+2012%29

It really ties in with all of this!

Mahalo and Aloha and Namaste,

Reiki Doc

Soul Mate 101

It is as easy as, well, simple!

All relationships are in one of three categories:
1) Karma based
2) Contractual/Convenience
3) Soul based

You will know the first--Heaven turns Sour real quick!
This is because both of you have some Karma paying to do--and when it's spent--you part.
(I think MANY of Hollywood 'relationships' are of this kind, don't you?)

The second is a 'platform' upon which 'Higher Learning' can take place:
You marry your college sweetheart, it's True Love the entire relationship, but your child has a terrible disease and the relationship is 'tested', etc. 
(This is very 'Worldly').

I think that's why I am an 'Unmarried Woman'--LOL--I just signed documents with a notary today, and had to describe myself at that. Doesn't that sound hokey? But anyhow, I have burnt through my Karma and am on a hopefully more pleasant path!

The last category can be for business partners, romantic relationships, and friendships--you simply KNOW each other from before...another life, another planet, your 'Soul Pod'...it all works.

What you will pick up is a certain 'chemistry' that makes you feel like you have 'always known each other'. Because you HAVE.

One late-incarnation, after MANY MANY incarnations, is the opportunity to meet your Twin Soul.

I have.

It is not scary.

It is not magical either.

I looked at this person and felt like it was my long-lost brother. They felt 'safe', and 'close'. I also felt tremendous admiration and 'got' the extent of their accomplishments.

But having MANY MANY lifetimes leaves scars.

So, if you meet your Twin Flame, don't expect a magic carpet to fly you two with the song  'A Whole New World' like Jasmine and Aladdin.

It's more like Spirit is your Magic Genie and keeps popping up 'lessons' for you to 'learn and grow'.

Mine right now is Accept and Allow. I also know that the thing that was 'holding me back' is now 'resolved' on an energy level--I can allow in a Higher Dimension of Consciousness the natural pattern of energy flow between the Twin Souls to pass through me. I can heal my own scars with this energy, and it's not uncomfortable being blocked because it is made to pass between both.

That feels 'Normal Enough'.

Everything else, it doesn't matter. There is no 'Prize'. There is no 'Deadline'. It is all in the Eternal Moment 'Now'.  I am happy by myself. And I am not 'holding my breath'. I will live my life and enjoy it, every single day, for the rest of my life, No Matter What.

That's it.

I know, I thought it would be 'More' but as the Rolling Stones say,

Yes, I didn't get the four-hundred dollar tickets to that either!

Love and Light and Honesty,

Namaste,

Reiki Doc

No Woman No Cry

The course of True Love never did run smooth. I do not expect it. The more tension the couple can add into their relationship, the less boring it gets, the less habituated, the more fun...this goes for all couples, but the French in me loves watching and learning about relationships. So it is with this view I share the following couples:

My uncle has been a bachelor almost my whole life. It wasn't until his father passed that he married. His love life has been one disaster after the next. Want to hear about it?

What happened was that he fell in love with my babysitter when I was a kid. Mary was beautiful, very cool, and nice. We were delighted that they went out together. It was the perfect union--my favorite uncle and my favorite sitter! But when he asked Mary to be his wife, she said, 'no'. She ran off to Vegas with an older man, Roger. They had two kids. But everything was awkward after that. Was Roger a father figure? Was it that he had money? There was no closure for uncle. People did not seek counseling in those times; it meant you were 'weak' or 'crazy'.

So for the women after that, Uncle spent LOTS of money. One had been married five times, and once he married her she was cheating on him with the next guy (after she had spent Uncle's money). They divorced quick. And this last one? Don't get me started. It is even worse, because together they spent more than his money. I won't tell you whose bank account they emptied, but it was bad.  Because of it, we no longer speak.

For Uncle, perhaps he should have listened to the song, No Woman No Cry!

This story makes me think of the phrase, 'Jamaica me crazy, mon!'.

It is the story of me and the father of my son.

He was my massage therapist. I am seventeen years older. Yes, I am a cougar, of sorts, I was before the term was even invented.

How did it happen?

It was simple: he was the most spiritual person I had ever met, and we talked. He was an excellent massage therapist too, and never 'laid a hand on me' professionally.

There was a lot of recognition on a soul level, a lot of energy balancing. and a past-life shared. It was the oddest thing: my repeating dream/nightmare over the last ten years and his MATCHED! We were both running, being chased, running for our lives. For him, 'all of a sudden everything was okay'. I know what happened--he died. He sacrificed himself for me to live. I never got to bury the body, which for my culture back then was an unspeakable taboo. I also got to experience life as a widow, which in those days meant being a sex slave, being raped, and starving.

Could you blame me this time for 'wanting to make things right?'.

Innocent as I was, on a spiritual level all the wishes for 'joyful reunion' were overwhelmed by the harsh reality that when it came to relationships he was still very much 'of this world'. He did not know that often, soul mates reincarnate about twenty years apart.

Let me just say 'he cured me of my abandonment issues by abandoning me while I was four months pregnant'. It worked. Did it hurt like crazy? Was going to court over custody hell? Did hearing his 'accidental butt phone call' cell phone message on my phone while he was 'getting it on' with his new live-in girlfriend on my answering machine make me hit that erase button faster than I ever pushed it? You bet! I heard EVERYTHING.

But did I get a wonderful boy from it all, who I would do it over again just to be with him, our son? Yes. God listens. He made my biggest dream come true, and made me a mother.

The funniest thing now is I Don't Care. And lately, the Dad has been talking a LOT at exchange time. A lot about his health, which, if you care to impress a doctor, don't talk about it. It's like, 'work'. Anyhow, for whatever reason, the roles have reversed and I am thankful.

A nurse in the PACU I know works nights. Let's call her 'Linda'. Linda drives a Z4. We 'bonded' over our similar cars. Linda is very stoic, very cheery, and is from Canada.

I have known Linda for years now, but it wasn't until last month I got to eat dinner with her down in the cafeteria. I had to run, but she was alone, and we sat for about ten minutes.

Linda's love life is confusing. When I first started working there, I thought she had a long-term boyfriend and was happy after being divorced. I always wondered how she got her Japanese last name because she looked very, well, white and Canadian.

It turned out Linda has money woes. And her boyfriend was not helping her out financially. Her ex-husband was. And now she started seeing him. They had plans to travel together. She was hoping for a reconciliation with the man she had divorced, and was quite happy.

I asked her why she ever left him in the first place if she still loved him?

She explained about his family of origin, and his culture, everything about the emotions got 'twisted'; his father taught him that 'it is all about money'. There was an emotional 'disconnect' that she couldn't live with. And even now, although her ex was not very 'open', he helped her financially, a LOT. To fix the car. For this emergency at the house. Always loans in thousands of dollars that she did not have to pay back. It made her worry less and her life easier. You get the picture.

So she was going back to him, who she had always loved, in spite of the emotional 'past' because of his consistent generosity as an expression of his love.

This point is huge--people say they love you in different ways! It is very important to understand the 'Love Language' of who you are involved with.

I wish both of them the best.

Healthy, loving relationships create an energy to which the Dark Forces on the planet are Highly Allergic.

That being said, do you think they want Happy Relationships?

No.

There is a science to society to destroy what is inborn in us as 'natural'.

Did you know that in Wiccan cultures, a wedding is a contract that is 'for a year and a day or however long the love may last?'. All you have to do is jump over a broom together. There are no 'invitations'! It's just you two that decide!

We have church, religion, the wedding industry, which is quickly followed by the pre-nup and divorce industry, we have blatant sexual imagery in our advertisements, porn, 'Barbie' and air-brushed-photoshopped models, plastic surgery, and the Hollywood sending us 'mixed messages' on what a 'happy relationship' is like.

There also is advanced ultra-low frequency wave-form technology that is directed at the public: this can make miscommunication by altering 'perception' between a couple and lead to disharmony in relationships.

They have every base covered.

If I am correct, by June first, things should be a lot better. They are losing a stronghold, the Illuminati, and Twin Flames, Soul Mates of the Sixth Vibration, and other 'levels of Soul Mates' are starting to reunite left and right, all over the globe. With every successful 'recognition' there is a death blow to the power structures that once had been. (There are also many Soul Pod family reunions, too, souls that incarnated from elsewhere in the galaxy are starting to meet up.)

The worst of it is expected to be in three days. There is a Square of Pluto and something that is 'good for the dark hats and not so good for us white hats'. So hold on to your hats, and hang on for the ride! Think GOOD THOUGHTS, stay CALM, and by Memorial Day we should have an idea of how things are going to go.

Enjoy the show, and take heart if you are having trouble in your close love relationships. You are not alone--I've been there too.

And if you would like something to say to yourself, if you are hurting in your heart, why not try what got channelled through today while I woke up?

I am perfectly supported and everything is happening for the best.



Namaste,

Reiki Doc

P.S. Wow--look! It's the same theme, and I just found it: http://pleiadedolphininfos.blogspot.com/2013/05/andy-bojarski-my-higher-self-how-to_17.html

Here it is again from the original: http://healingandlove.com/2013/05/17/my-higher-self-how-to-move-forward-from-a-stuck-relationship-2/

My Afghan From Grandmother

When we turned eighteen, Grandma Lucille, my father's mother, would make a granny square afghan for us. We chose the colors together. I liked the black connecting color, with bright patches in the center. By the time I was eighteen, her eyesight was failing with macular degeneration. The Braille Center taught her how to make them like she always had, even through she was now severely visually impaired. They even helped her sew the squares together to make the final blanket.

That blanket comforted me so much, all the way through college, medical school, and even today.

Spirit has been making me a blanket.

Spirit has been sending me comforting quotes and thoughts and images and messages to help me through this time in my spiritual development.

Why am I in need of comforting?

Well, I have been waiting since 1990 for my Twin Flame, my soul's other half. This is more than a Soul Mate--you both share the same Vibration, you are made of the same 'stuff' that is from Heaven. (A Soul Mate is someone you have negotiated with before birth to learn a lesson or accomplish some goal in this life--you have a real affinity for each other that is difficult to explain.)

You know how some people look for money in a partner? And others go for a certain 'type'?

I go for Vibration. And the higher the Vibration in someone, the more impressed and attracted I am.

About three months ago, I met someone whose entire Life Purpose and Vibration just blew me away.

And I have been waiting...and waiting...and waiting for the sparks to fly...and it's just not happening.

The pain is not from 'rejection' but from wanting to allow this incredible Love Energy to flow from your heart and it being 'blocked' by the Other, who for some reason, is not 'interested' or 'ready' or whatever.

So yesterday, Spirit started helping.

There was the Blessing of Happiness and Joy from Archangel Sophia, that acted like powerful analgesic for my soul.

There was this quote:
Quit being worried, stressed out, wondering if it will happen. God has you in the palm of His hand. Declare peace in your life.
~ Joel Osteen ♥

There was this image: 

I have no clue who to give this credit for, photographer.

There was this quote:

If you're lucky, your healing will come in the form you anticipate. If you're really lucky, your healing will come in a form you've not even dreamed of - one which the Universe specifically has in mind for you. Dr. Eric Pearl

There was finding this quote, in the Shamanic tradition:

In many shamanic societies, if you came to a medicine person complaining of being disheartened, dispirited or depressed, they would ask 1 of 4 questions:-

When did you stop dancing?
When did you stop singing?
When did you stop being enchanted by stories?
When did you stop finding comfort in the sweet territory of silence?

Gabrielle Roth

The gymnastics teacher for the kids yesterday got ME dancing, just a little ballet, with the class while I was watching yesterday. I was so excited to dance! Even for five minutes.

There was this thought: 

If Reiki does not 'flow in' you give it anyway, just to the client's Guardian Angel. In this situation, where  Unconditional Love is not 'happening' between you and your Twin Flame, send it everywhere else and to everyone you meet--do not BLOCK it. Allow it to flow as it was meant to flow from you; reciprocation is not a requirement to allow this tremendous energy to move through your entire being of Light.

There was this other thought:

He is a soul in progress and growth the same as you. He has HIS reasons. Allow him to be in the perfect place and perfect time that is needed for HIM. Let it go. Let it be. Disconnect.

This quote really helped. I will finish with this thought for you here:

LETTING GO TAKES LOVE

To let go does not mean to stop caring,
it means I can't do it for someone else.

To let go is not to cut myself off,
it's the realization I can't control another.

To let go is not to enable,
but allow learning from natural consequences.

To let go is to admit powerlessness, which means
the outcome is not in my hands.

To let go is not to try to change or blame another,
it's to make the most of myself.

To let go is not to care for,
but to care about.

To let go is not to fix,
but to be supportive.

To let go is not to judge,
but to allow another to be a human being.

To let go is not to be in the middle arranging all the outcomes,
but to allow others to affect their destinies.

To let go is not to be protective,
it's to permit another to face reality.

To let go is not to deny,
but to accept.

To let go is not to nag, scold or argue,
but instead to search out my own shortcomings and correct them.

To let go is not to adjust everything to my desires,
but to take each day as it comes and cherish myself in it.

To let go is not to criticize or regulate anybody, but to try to become what I dream I can be.

To let go is not to regret the past,
but to grow and live for the future.

To let go is to fear less and love more
and
To let go and to let God, is to find peace !

~Unknown

There is one last thing: I think he is absolutely adorable in every way. That is a strong sign of healthy love, when someone is delighted with everything about their 'other'. Some of the best relationships and marriages I know are based on this--friendship, trust, and seeing the 'adorable' in everything they do.  I can enjoy the adorable all I want, no matter what. He really is that great and I really like him. At least I have an incredible Twin Flame out there doing lots of good and healing for everybody he meets, in a way he is mentally 'okay' with helping them.

Next--to write a book, The Brighter Side of Having Your Twin Flame Not Have A Clue about your waiting Heart.  There ARE benefits! I just have to pay attention and seek them out.  When I find them I you will be the first to know. <3

Namaste,

Reiki Doc

You Are So Much More

When I was about three, I found a book in my grandmother's toy box. It was a Golden Book, and it was about A Wedding. I opened the book, and looked at it, page by page. As I got to the illustration at the end, where you see them walking down the altar, I got a strange feeling: so this is all there is? I am a girl. When I grow up I get to wear a white dress and get married. This is my purpose?!?

At the time, more than anything, I used to love the back yard at my nanna's house. I would look at all the flowers and talk to the fairies. I dreamed of being able to know everything there was to know about plants, and be a healer. The sunshine, the fresh air, and the wonders of the garden were my heart's content. Except for my very special family, of course.

There are three kind of relationships when you come right down to it. It doesn't matter if they are same-sex, or different sex pairs.

Relationship Option #1: The Karmanic Arrangement
You are here to burn off karma. The pairing was designed before birth. When the karmanic debt is paid, you go your separate ways, perhaps to 'upgrade' to a different relationship category, perhaps not.
when you are in a relationship like this, you feel it! It goes from 'heaven' to 'hades' pretty quick.

Relationship Option #2: The Business Agreement
You are in a partnership that is mutually advantageous in this Life. You might have known each other before, you might not. The pairing was arranged for the advancement of both soul's life lessons. This arrangement is an earthly one, not much 'fireworks', but comfortable for all parties involved. This matching is good for raising a family, which is an important Life Lesson in itself.

Relationship Option #3: The Soul Mates
This one is meant for two souls to work on the deeper lessons. For example, my ex cured me of my abandonment issues, once and for all, in a dramatic way. It was painful at the time, but it was a soul lesson I needed. There is a chemistry that defines the Soul Mate Arrangement, and a familiarity that is hard to describe. If you are in a Soul Mate relationship, enjoy each day you have with this person, for as long as the love may last. (only more advanced souls get this chance to grow in this manner).

***The Twin Flames***
This one blows The Soul Mate connection out of the water! This is IT, the nirvana of relationship. But is it always romance and roses? No. Jeanette Mac Donald and Nelson Eddy were Twin Flames, but their careers got in the way of their being together. Gladys, who was the scribe and record keeper for Edgar Cayce, was married to someone else, and had a family. So did he! According to the people who make The Galactic Free Press, Mother Mary and her son Jesus were Twin Flames. And so are they.
What is needed to know about Twin Flames, is that when they are together, it is special, and a great deal of Spiritual Power is generated by their being reunited in Life. More and more Twin Flames are reuniting in these times. Polona with Ascension Pioneers on YouTube is an excellent resource for more on this. And--one last thing--they tend to be about twenty-years apart in age.
For some of you, your Twin Flame has been supporting you from the 4th or higher dimension. You will meet them on Ascension. There is no Twin Flame here on Earth for you. But it will happen!

So out of all these relationship options going on at the same time on Earth, we had Matriarchy, peaceful, with the Goddess-worshipping Irish/Celts for thousands of years. These relationships and society were ended by warring factions, who supported the Patriarchy. And Patriarchy it has been, with everything from chastity belts, to female circumcision, to women being chattel to be bartered off for money (My name is Noor, and I want a Divorce--remember the young Yemeni story last year?).

The Apology to the Divine Feminine and The Apology to the Divine Masculine, also on YouTube, but by Jeff Brown, is excellent at healing the wounds of both sexes from the lifestyle we have today.

Tonight, as I drifted off to sleep, I thought about being a single mother. I recall important advice from the Master of the Court: as long as one parent is stable the child will turn out fine. YOU BE THAT PARENT.  I thought about what some of my young friends who had experienced the 'every other weekend' shared: at your mother's home you can be yourself. I thought of all the coordination single mothers do, to ensure the continuity of care for their young. I packed for the weekend for the children, in their little backpacks, so they will have clothes to wear that they like and that fit, just a few minutes ago.

Our society is turning into a Matriarchy. Whether you like it or not, it is and has always been the women keeping family in line and in touch. And that is why the impaired mother leaves such deep scars on her young... In Dear Abby today there was a letter by a remorseful adult daughter who had sided with the father who had money after the divorce, and treated her mother badly, like all of the siblings and Dad. It was touching, how she finally saw the Light after all those years of neglect and emotional abuse of the woman whose body carried her into this world. Abby's advice to seek the mother, to search for her, and tell her this face to face was wise.

Elephants, and Whales, some of the most intelligent creatures on Gaia, have a matriarchy. We are well on the way to joining them. That makes me happy in ways words cannot describe.

Namaste,

Reiki Doc