The Wedding At The Back Bay

This afternoon I went to a Mormon Wedding. Actually, it was a ring ceremony that was followed by a reception.

Many of my coworkers were there.

It was my first wedding I ever went to with my son.

The venue was beautiful, and although I have lived in Southern California my whole life, it was someplace I had never been.

This was a first marriage for the bride, and a remarriage for the groom. He is a friend and fellow doc whom I have known for some time.

I've never seen a groom so in love with his bride before. His face relaxed and crinkled. And she was totally devoted to him. And his children.

He works long, hard hours, like me.

Her family didn't show up. I asked, 'who is related to you?' and she explained it was their choice, she was going to have a good time anyway. (She said her family of origin wasn't the healthiest, and I shared mine had put the 'fun' in 'dysfunctional' like hers too.)

Today was an opportunity to make some meaningful breakthroughs in my own growth:

• At the parking lot, three other people from Main O.R. showed up at the same time.  We are a 'work family', we spend so much time there.
• So few chairs were open. People had their purses and were saving seats. The only one who offered was a woman who worked at the surgery center. Things haven't been 'friendly' for me over there for some time. (Reason? As the nurses in the OR said last night, 'some surgeons want you to cut corners and be fast. You are safe. If I had anesthesia, I would pick you. But that's why some surgeons don't like you.)
• Instead of feeling awkward, I embraced this nurse and thanked her, and smiled as we introduced our 'men'--her husband and my son.
• This is a good thing, because with our seating arrangements, we were right next to each other too!
• Directly to my RIGHT at the seating arrangement was the last woman at the same surgery center whom I had confided my concern over the lack of small E tanks (the little green ones people have at home) of oxygen for transport of my patients from the OR to the recovery room. (with shivering, oxygen requirements go up five hundred percent). That was the last straw--and after I confessed to her I was never invited to the surgery center again. It's been four months now--with no explanation from my boss. (He had told me repeatedly to ignore the issue of the oxygen tanks, saying, it is a short trip)
• I turned on the charm, and opened my heart. As it turns out, she had a 'miracle' set of twins, just like my carrying my own pregnancy to term without miscarriage or major embolic event to me was a blessing I give thanks for every day. We became friends today, for the first time, instead of antagonists to each other.
• The heart team was there. This was the team for the program I started but later due to a very old-school, cruel surgeon who was abusive to me, asked me not to work with them (the woman who is the TEE expert is not received well in the 'old boys club'.) Many of these people had been outright cruel--so much so that I would shake when I saw them in the hospital, and avoid them at any chance I could to get away from interacting with them face to face. Oddly enough, today I felt 'ready', and when Spirit 'nudged' me I forgave all I saw, including the partner of the mean surgeon (who has since left). It felt good to forgive. I told the surgeons wife her husband is very skilled and I respected his work.
• I know I never would have had the time or opportunity to become Reiki Doc if I had been still doing hearts. It's a huge time commitment. I would have had less time for my family too. (It's an equal opportunity heart room--this January, a male colleague got 'asked not to come back' too--it's because he didn't know the TEE.)
• Many from my 'OR Family' saw me interact with my son for the first time, and actually met him. One, the charge nurse in Main OR, said, you are a Good Mom!
• I took the time to speak to the parents of the groom, and let them know how he's touched my life, and my family (he has done anesthesia for others). I also let them know how skilled he is in his work, and it's a blessing to the community he has this talent in his work.
• I took time to let each--bride, groom, parents, know how happy I was to share this special day with them.
• I let the bride know how we see so much 'ugly' at work, and how relentless our hours/schedule/caseload is--that her groom appreciates so much more his coming home to her beauty and Light and good attitude.

I used to be shy!

I used to hold grudges!

I used to compare--why me? why am I alone? when is it MY turn to shine?--(smile). Not anymore.

They even let me take home some of the floral center piece arrangements : )))

That is one old tradition  in the family that goes way back!

Dancing... seeing my coworkers... time by the water with toes on the sand with my son--PLUS the centerpiece??

It was a wonderful day!

See how subtle Spirit works? And yet how far we can progress?

Give it time, and you will know, by following your inner guidance, that all the 'old you' you never really wanted to be, just sloughs off like an old sunburn...leaving behind the new, glowing, heart-centered person you ARE...and were always meant to be.

Aloha and Mahalos,

Namaste,

Peace,

Reiki Doc

P.S. Yes, I gave Reiki. The sun was setting, and I made it available to the Guardian Angels of everyone present. I gave Galactic Reiki and Agarthan Reiki too. How could I not?

Soul Mate 101

It is as easy as, well, simple!

All relationships are in one of three categories:
1) Karma based
2) Contractual/Convenience
3) Soul based

You will know the first--Heaven turns Sour real quick!
This is because both of you have some Karma paying to do--and when it's spent--you part.
(I think MANY of Hollywood 'relationships' are of this kind, don't you?)

The second is a 'platform' upon which 'Higher Learning' can take place:
You marry your college sweetheart, it's True Love the entire relationship, but your child has a terrible disease and the relationship is 'tested', etc. 
(This is very 'Worldly').

I think that's why I am an 'Unmarried Woman'--LOL--I just signed documents with a notary today, and had to describe myself at that. Doesn't that sound hokey? But anyhow, I have burnt through my Karma and am on a hopefully more pleasant path!

The last category can be for business partners, romantic relationships, and friendships--you simply KNOW each other from before...another life, another planet, your 'Soul Pod'...it all works.

What you will pick up is a certain 'chemistry' that makes you feel like you have 'always known each other'. Because you HAVE.

One late-incarnation, after MANY MANY incarnations, is the opportunity to meet your Twin Soul.

I have.

It is not scary.

It is not magical either.

I looked at this person and felt like it was my long-lost brother. They felt 'safe', and 'close'. I also felt tremendous admiration and 'got' the extent of their accomplishments.

But having MANY MANY lifetimes leaves scars.

So, if you meet your Twin Flame, don't expect a magic carpet to fly you two with the song  'A Whole New World' like Jasmine and Aladdin.

It's more like Spirit is your Magic Genie and keeps popping up 'lessons' for you to 'learn and grow'.

Mine right now is Accept and Allow. I also know that the thing that was 'holding me back' is now 'resolved' on an energy level--I can allow in a Higher Dimension of Consciousness the natural pattern of energy flow between the Twin Souls to pass through me. I can heal my own scars with this energy, and it's not uncomfortable being blocked because it is made to pass between both.

That feels 'Normal Enough'.

Everything else, it doesn't matter. There is no 'Prize'. There is no 'Deadline'. It is all in the Eternal Moment 'Now'.  I am happy by myself. And I am not 'holding my breath'. I will live my life and enjoy it, every single day, for the rest of my life, No Matter What.

That's it.

I know, I thought it would be 'More' but as the Rolling Stones say,

Yes, I didn't get the four-hundred dollar tickets to that either!

Love and Light and Honesty,

Namaste,

Reiki Doc

Happy Valentine's Day Healing and You

Today I had the honor of joining with @Lightworker Community for a special, Valentine's Day 'Portal' combined healing. Many of you signed up for this. And as a specially-aded blessing in the 'Wrinkle in Time', this Healing shall ripple out into the future, in case any new Lightworkers 'waking up' would like to be a part of it. It is 'Retroactive' and 'Forward' into Time.

The healing began with a collective Clearing from our Heart Centers. Much of the Karma that was due to be released, the very tiny seeds of it, were targeted both by myselif and with some help from Sai Maa. Her Sai Maa Diksha was directed and the head (to the pineal gland, where the seeds of karma reside), and my hands were upon the heart.

There was a lot of clearing, a lot of 'baggage' being 'let go' collectively.

A lot of breath work was then directed, both by myself, and with the help of Healing Angels, to Open Your Heat more than it has ever been. There was toning work with Karuna Reiki as well. Spirit Guide Lynx, in the form of a Bobcat, came to assist, too.

As a result, each of your energy systems 'opened' and a small spiral vortex of White Light began to spin. It is vertical, about six centimeters diameter, and goes through the top of your head down deep into the core of the earth.. These vortexes (or vortii?) had a filament of Light interconnect with one another. We covered the globe, with each Point of Light connecting with those nearest like a 'hub' of an airport with all its flights to other places on a map Each of you is a 'hub' like an airport would be on that map. All beings healed included you, your deceased Loved Ones, and your Heart Connections currently including children, significant others, family (extended), and pets.  For these others, their Light to help them 'waking up' is being shined upon their hearts by you.

Once the clearance was complete, bright green Light of Unconditional Love has been and is still being given. It is to last twenty-four hours. It is nourishment for your Heart Centers.  The Archangels added Golden Light to the Healing Mix.

When each individual has had an amount sufficient to match their amount of healing that is 'enough' for their 'need' , the flow will gently stop.

One individual being healed came to me in Spirit, and I was guided to help them experience the joy of changing form in the higher dimensions. With my assistance, we explored the marvels of life as a dolphin together. It was a little 'new' for this person, and within a short time, I helped us to 'change back'. I had to smooth out the form somewhat, because this 'one' got 'stuck' with a fin I had to help change back into an 'arm' where the left arm should have been!

As a result of this healing, each of you shall be ready for the Advanced Healing with Light opportunity as it shall come available. There are Lightworkers in the wings with special places of deep healing on a soul level who have been making preparations for you. In your Dream Time, if you are presented with something that is a cross between a Light 'Tent' and a Light 'Sleeping Bag', it is safe to go in. You have been prepared for this next step. Be sure to ask your guides if you are uncertain before you agree to go inside.

The last part of today's healing was to address your Third Eye. It has been given a blessing to open it, help it see more, and to see more clearly on your path.

Your painful memories from your past have been 'diluted' somewhat. The energy that they had to made your emotions 'sad' and 'angry' and 'upset' have lost their power over you. Only the 'good' memories shall be available for you to enjoy with 'fondness'.

If your Living Situation is 'not the best' as far as on a Vibrational Level with someone who is 'Dragging Your Down' energetically, solutions will become clearer to you because of your Third Eye's increase in functioning. Listen to your heart and you will know what to do. No problem is too complex for you and your angels. You are a team, together, and you can count on them like you can count on the fingers of your hand. They are THAT present!

Body, Mind, Heart, and Soul, all functioning together with a Miracle of Light...

That is my gift to You for this Valentine's Day. Combined with the Lightwork of Lightworker Community.

Please pause for a short meditation now, and listen to this before you leave this page:

The Boss wrote this song for Patti Scialfa. It is the sound of the dance between the Divine Masculine and the Divine Feminine. And you can hear Clarence Clemmons on sax. If the images are distracting, just close your eyes and watch your own 'movie' instead as you listen to the words.

Namaste, Much Love, and ALOHA!!!

Reiki Doc