What One Year Can Do

One year ago today, I published an article about meeting my anesthesia guide, Dr. Ralph Waters. I 'met' him in spirit at my home one day before his birthday. Yes, today, this important legend in the history of anesthesiology from the University of Wisconsin, would have been one-hundred and thirty years old. I chose this boy's image, because I think there is some resemblance between Dr. Waters and him. Here is the link to the original article, so you might have a chance to read what Dr. Waters said. http://reikidoc.blogspot.com/2012/10/meeting-my-anesthesia-guide.html

He is known as the person who began the process of formal training for anesthesiologists.

As I look back on the year, it is amazing just how much I have grown in my Lightwork:

• I had a huge crush on KP, and was making plans to meet him. I greatly admired his work, and hoped he would 'take me under his wing' and 'show me the ropes'.
• Instead there was a major 'blow up' on his part. I think basically, he likes boys (and girls--he was interviewed by an internet radio), and even more, he likes to work alone.For his mission, there are to be no ties, no commitments, and complete and total freedom. KP will work for mochas!
• I handled that 'dis-harmony' very well. On my trip to Hawaii, I never thought twice or looked back. I moved forward. I did a lot of energy work, went to a Halloween party (and someone asked me for my number!), and snorkeled on my 'mommy-moon', my first business trip away ever without the kid.
• In November, I went to my first Cobra conference. I got Lady Isis to attune me to the Goddess Energies. It was my first time experiencing a 'healing chamber' and using Reiki and Tachyonized Crystals and a Quantum Goblet 'thingy' (I forget what it's called) to heal other conference attendees.
• In December--actually in several months leading up to it--I opened Portals through synchronistic combined Light work with other Lightworkers in London, UK and Australia during certain Portal openings time windows, one a month. For the BIG one, we worked together again, and also did a great deal of blogging to share intel with others on 'what to expect'.
• I took two trips to San Diego. In February I fed giraffes and rhinoceroses. In April, I went Sailing for the first time since med school, on the same waters where I learned to sail, Mission Bay. It was very good for my soul.
• After a horrible OB call and having to work through the subsequent morning, I arrived totally depleted at the place which would become my new Spiritual Home--I take yoga, eat, and do Kirtan--as well as teach Reiki, provide an AED with training for the staff, and enjoy like-minded people. I also turned RAW vegan, as much as I could.  Please note how sometimes in Spirit when you are totally drained and at the end of your rope, a beautiful new chapter in your Life often follows...
• I taught two Reiki Classes to my coworkers, a server I know, an owner of a sandwich shop, and my son's teacher. I also became more 'open' about who I am and what I do with my energy work among people close to me where I work who are interested. One day, a scrub tech asked me about my ability to see ghosts...
• On many occasions this blog has been mentioned in Reiki News, Rod Lyman's Reiki AZ online paper, a food and porn online paper (I thought the porn part was a joke and never scrolled down all the way past my article. I sent it to my new 'crush' and was totally embarrassed! He said it was 'no biggie' and not to worry about it.). Just today the post was mentioned in Spirituality Daily. I've also been mentioned in Veggie Times.
• In May was the second Cobra Conference. We opened the Alma Portal there. I could share more, but you might get overwhelmed with too many details, so I'll skip.
• In June two islands in Hawaii, Swimming with Dolphins, and MUCH Lightwork!!! 
• In August I left for three weeks in France. My French Family did so much to ease the stress and struggle on us from mother's illness and multiple hospitalizations between December and September. There was a tremendous amount of Lightwork--just look through the posts around then to see more.
• We also made the 144,000 needed to Activate The Event online--thank you for your participation in the World Liberation Meditations!!!
• In September there was travel to Victoria, British Columbia, Canada. It was a personally and metaphysically productive trip.
• All the while I have been learning, growing, and clearing energies. Right now, I am in the process of major organizing of my home. A close friend and many workers are being coordinated for this long-overdue help to ease my busy life.
• I have been published in a major publication by a colleague on Cancer--my real name is in it! With Reiki! and M.D. Page 80 is all mine, baby!!!
• At this moment, I am in surrender to my feelings and in complete and total Trust with the Universe. I discovered one who says he is my Twin Flame, and now I've lost contact with him suddenly. Surprisingly enough, I am okay with it. How can one 'lose' a Twin Soul? On some level, that's not happening! He has his reasons, there is the timing, and frankly, I must give thanks for having 'tasted' that energy of someone's loving support on a Higher Vibration. If I had one last thing to say to him, it would be, the concept, 'The Lion bows to no one but his Lady' made no sense whatsoever here in California. It's either one way or the other out on the West Coast. I thought your kindness, much as it was appreciated and heartfelt, might have been making fun of me in front of your friends online; what posts I saw besides yours to me I found concerning because I am not like that, nor do I spend what precious free time I have, with people who curse (even if it's manly) and post music videos that make a sailor blush! I have ALL ETERNITY to figure this one out, if you really are my Twin. It's all good.

A big part of the year has been spent waiting for 'the other shoe to drop'. It's been a long hard year on all of us, waiting for The Event and the society changes to follow...

As my dad would say, 'it's time for the kick to finish well in the race'.

I know you're tired. So am I. But what can we do? Give up?

Today, I was overjoyed to see my dear friend and on-again, off-again crush. But then our mutual friend told me they were going to see the lawyer to negotiate a contract. It involved my Seraphim moving away to a very far drive for me. Tears flowed quietly as I was told the news. They were upset because a health violation delayed the opening for two months already...

I spoke heart to heart with the one I admire so much I let her think SHE's the only Big Spiritual Person between us...I surrendered to my Heart...I come here for the energy. I can tell if he's here or not. I can feel it. This is my only place I go for ME. I talk to angels every day. I am on projects to help coordinate something huge that is happening. Big changes. You'd never believe me if I explained what. But...the responsibility on my shoulders now is a LOT more than the responsibility I have with other people's lives like I do when I am at work. I don't know where else I would go without him...I want you to know I understand it is his dream, and he 'needs to go', but I am praying Twice As Hard for this project not to happen. The changes are going to be soon anyway...let him do what he wants to do...but Heaven is Coming To Earth...and this is the only place I have to go to take care of my spiritual needs/energy until it happens!

She looked at me, eyes opening wider and wider. Then she poked me in the arm, and said, 'That's what my sources tell me too. The same thing! Heaven is coming to Earth!' 

And she had to go.

I never could have said any of that one year ago...It's been a good year.

Happy Birthday Dr. Waters! Thank you for your guidance and Light.

Aloha and Mahalos,

Namaste,

Reiki Doc

Messages from Leah, Ryan and Two Galactics

Last week, while I was washing dishes I had a visit from Leah Morrison Rogers, the widow of Charles 'Candy' Rogers, of the chocolate store on Government Street in Victoria, BC.

Come to the store next week and buy something special, just for yourself. I have a gift for you waiting.  she said. I saw her clearly, she was same as before, very peaceful, very kind.

Is it one of your favorites? I asked. I remember buying the 125th anniversary box the last visit.

It is important for you to take good care of yourself, as a person. she confided. And I saw her years of overwork had taken a toll on her. I made the promise. I hope to go to the store later today, since our plans to return to Victoria for our third year in a row have brought us here once again yesterday afternoon.

This morning I looked up her name, for I had forgotten it. I found her story, and it matches what I already 'know'. Here is the link: http://tourismmall.victoria.bc.ca/secrets/rogers-chocolates.html

Yesterday around this time, our plane was approaching Sea-Tac Airport for larding. My friend's boy, who died about four years ago at age twenty, Ryan, 'popped in'.  He said hello, and asked me to give his parents a call. It would be much better than sending flowers, for them to hear your voice, just to say you are near and want to say 'hello'. Please promise?

I did. He also wanted us to make a vortex together at Sea-Tac. He was there, and some others from the other side for the Light. I checked with my guides, and they said, 'okay'.

I directed the Light from my heart center. I brought down the golden light liquid from the sky, and felt the Light connect deep to Gaia. Then Gaia's light blue energy came up. What happened next I have never seen happen. The light turned to apple-gold green, with a large golden Goddess Spiral spinning around the outside of the column. The column of light, itself, goes up and then splits like the ribs of an umbrella, although there is a center column that still goes up to the sky. It is making a 'bubble of Light' over the entire region, to protect it.

I was caught off guard. I asked, Is this from the Light and is this OKAY? Please send me a sign, from my seat on the plane as we taxied toward the gate.

All of a sudden, a control board of galactics showed up before my eyes, with about six people giving smiles and a thumbs up. I knew they were from the Light.  It 'resonated' with my heart center. The one in the center, exceptionally handsome, spoke with me, face to face. The others watched intently.

He reassured me. I knew the face, but I forgot his name. He had light golden brown hair to his shoulders, that was straight, and was tall, medium build, and had a peaceful face and warm voice with lots of love in it. You're him, the Big Guy aren't you? The one that's in charge? I asked, as I kept trying and trying to remember his name. I feel bad that I can't call you by your proper name while we talk...

He brushed it off. I still kept trying to think of his name, he said it didn't matter. I was given instructions of some kind right now but I forget, or a personal nature. But he also wanted me to share this with you.

• He and the 'sky crew' are delighted that we made the 144,000
• Everything is going 'better' than plan. They are 'ahead of schedule' so to speak
• The Resistance forces are ready, prepared for the 'next steps'
• The request is for 'Ground Crew' like myself to keep doing what our 'inner guidance' says, for example, for me, it is to write, to stay calm, and to be emotionally present for others as an example of 'working for the Light'.
• They are not fatigued or tired in any way, rather, very refreshed and excited about everything 'on the road ahead'.

He went away. I had tears rolling down my face as we taxied into the gate. The lady to my right on the aisle must have thought I had dead loved ones or something in Seattle. Instead I was happy to 'connect' with the Light in that way. They were tears of joy.

Right after the seat belt sign went off, the name popped into my head: Ashtar.

I thanked them for telling me so I wouldn't keep thinking of it all day...

abundance is more than a cheese

I 'met' an Agarthan yesterday while I was getting a massage by gate 2CG at SeaTac. 

He 'came through' during the thirty minutes of deep Shiatsu-type back massage while I was on the kneely-chair. 

He asked me what I wanted to know about Agartha. He wore an off white body suit, had long curly blond-brown hair, and very expressive eyes. His face was a little like KP's in size and balance and shape. I was 'there' in Agartha with him, with beautiful scenery of the ocean before my eyes.

I asked about the sun, and the sky, and the stars, and how it all worked being on the Inside of Gaia?(she is a hollow planet. We are about to discover that the world never was flat, or round, but in fact, hollow like many of the planets who have life on the inside. The Lemurian 5D people who escaped catastrophe fled to inner Gaia many years ago.) He said it is much the same, because it is so big, it doesn't seem curved just like on the surface it doesn't seem round.

He pressed me, what is the ONE thing you really would like to know, and I will tell you.

I thought about that one long and hard. Then my heart spoke, Do you die? I wanted to know if Agarthans were like us. He paused. He said I would be told in little bits, over time. But my heart of hearts 'knows' they don't die like we do, but when their choice is to 'move on' they 'transition', and it is not a sad thing. And their lifetimes are very much longer than ours, like in the early times in the Bible with people like Methuselah. 

It came time for me to go. And I impressed upon him to please let all of our brother and sister Agarthans now how much I love them and how all of us on Surface Gaia, whether we know they exist or not, are filled with love and gratitude to them for their work on saving us from the Cabal and the Ankle-biters. How much we are looking forward to meeting with them, and can't wait to embrace them as our own in the Light. Would he mind sharing this message? I made him promise. He blushed, and was glad, and looked down at his feet, and promised. He was visibly pleased at the 'contact' that 'we' had for 'them' and for the open acceptance of them as 'our hue-man race'.

I see our Galactic Family helping us in the way this father is gently providing the safety and opportunity for his little One to climb up the many steps. There were forty-two steps to go up to the town at the side of the Loire River when I took this photo when I was in Amboise. Always encouraging, always calm, and helping with patience and with Grace, showing us the way.


Aloha and Mahalos,
Namaste,

Reiki Doc

Aumakua Are Ohana

The reason the Hawaiian blogger and I are not speaking to each other, is a spiritual one. I came to him out of confusion: there was evidence of Hawaiian past lives in me, they were affecting me, and I wanted to know Truth about it. I made plans to come to this conference in the hope that all my questions would be answered by him. I also wanted to be 'around' someone who has energy like mine, in person, because it would be good to have a 'safe harbor friend'of the Light.

There was a big push from within to wake up. This former friend felt the push, did not understand the spiritual desire for Truth, and blocked me in all ways. Imagine Luke Skywalker wanting to know his father. Spiritually, I was like that. Hungry to know why the song He Mele No Lilo brought me to tears. Why in meditation I spoke and understood Hawaiian. Why I pass for Kama'ina (local) when I go. I am a California girl, and this is not logical.

The answers have come from Spirit. There is good reason for me to cry for He Mele No Lilo. Spirit jokingly said my Hawaiian name was Au'pili--the one who clings to you and won't let go. Once that blogger gave me the boot, right before that fateful email, my father in that past life told me that my Hawaiian name was 'Hoku', star, and I felt the burning of Spirit that I was indeed that.

Now even though it was my papa telling me, it was not until later that my past lives were completely index stood. It was on Sunday I learned, at the place where one of them went to heal her soul after being released from house arrest. Funny, I had come here instinctively to deeply heal MY soul, after all this time as single mother, doctor, and all these pushing of Hawaiian past lives too....

Aumakaua are our 'family' of animal ancestors who guide us. This is Hawaiian, shamanic if you insist, and like the First Nations form of Animal Totems for the family. 'What animal tribe are you?' The Chippewa would say on meeting another Chippewa. 'I am Bear.' Might be the reply. That is how lineages describe themselves. This goes back to the first 'Lighted ones' that came to teach form who-knows-where-in-the-sky. The first being shone so bright he burnt up those present who went to talk to him! The others 'toned it down' enough to teach, and each was an 'animal' for their tribe. In Hawaii, all natives, even the forty-two percent young man filling out the job application next to me at Genki Sishi, who looked up and asked (with pinpoint pupils--good luck passing the drug test if you are hired!)--have you heard that life is just a vapor? I laughed inwardly, for 'vapor' is an anesthesia word, and I thought some spirit or entity in him was planning to have fun with me. I did not take the bait. But HEwould know his aumakua, and tell you if you asked. Everyone knows.

Yesterday I went snorkeling. I was in the bay, with my own fins I brought from mainland, checking out the fish. Visibility was not the best. I found that I could locate the fish by going toward the sound of fish munching coral! It sounds like Rice Krispies popping in milk under water. I was enchanted by the beauty of what I saw: big spiny urchins (don't touch, they sting!), yellow tang, Moorish idol, small blackish grey fish with white spot, puffer fish, even a Trigger Fish, the Humuhumunukunukuapua'a.

I felt a presence, and looked over my shoulder...it was Honu! turtle of the sea. He was big, big as me. I was so close I could see the metal tags that were on his left shoulder and right thigh. He was nonchalant, barely acknowledging me, so I followed him. Next thing I saw, there was another Honu! 

In all of my years of snorkeling I have never swam with two at once. But every time I go to islands, Honu find a way to say, 'hello'. Even when I canoe in Maui. And I understood: Honu are my aumakua. Even though I have a strong tie to whales , I am a hybrid, and although I am as close to whales as one can possibly get, my family is Turtle Honu.

You should have seen the conversation between us, under the water, with telepathy. The energy of Honu is sweet and high vibration, a little higher than hummingbird energy. How can you survive off that stuff? I asked, watching him nibble on tiny seaweed on the coral. 'Patience. You need patience! It is enough.' All my questions were me with the silent response, 'How silly you to ask about what you already are. Why not discover it?' I watched. I saw his name was Sam. I could tell by the size of his fins and his shell he could not hide in his shell like my turtle back home. I sensed that he faced danger willingly. 'You can see that all Reptiles are not bad.' He said, and I understood some Retilians, like the Honu, were horrified at the violent greys, and had taken refuge in the ocean, and in Inner Earth. I asked no more. I thanked Sam, and knew it was time to go look at other fish.

Yesterday's healings I did while snorkeling. I added the oceans to my countries and locations list. 'Are you sure you want to heal the oceans?' My guides asked, not once, but twice. Yes, I was sure. Then BLAM I felt the surge of energy. There was clapping and delight. For you see, our angels, guides and deceased loved ones, probably our Galactic Family too, are ready and waiting to help us. All you have to do is ask! There is free will, so they can't, until we ask for their help. Think of it like they are an energy hovering just above earth, but they can't touch it. You can. And you can invite them to assist in cleaning Gaia, helping you in your day, and anything you ask. Put them to work. Invite them every day with your prayers. It is helpful to direct the cause, like to the oceans.but you can do it.

If you know your aumakua would you please share? I am excited to learn more about mine.

Trust in Spirit to let you know your Truth. Never look to someone human for what is Spirit. You will save yourself a lot of heartache if you accept that humans are not Spirit enough to understand your Truth. Only your Higher self can do that for you. Stand on two feet. Do not lean on another.

I am persona non grata at Java On The Rocks. That hurts. But I accept this, and with hope move on.

Namaste,

Reiki Doc

P.S. I found this! A handy reference: http://www.spiritanimal.info/hawaiian-spirit-animals/
Enjoy!