Triage: Drowning Bees

This is my thing. Stand up paddle boarding. I go every chance I get, wherever I can go.

I enjoy the freedom and the water; the workout passes quickly and soon I must return home.

Last time, I saw a bee that was drowning, and I scooped it up with my paddle. I set it on the front where my life jacket is. It dried out and it flew away.

Bees like to drink water. Anyone who owns a swimming pool will tell you this. Well, today I saw many bees drowning!

And the first one I tried to save, turned my board completely around, and I tried and I tried to get it up on the paddle. But it went deeper! Finally, with me almost falling off completely, I got it up. It 'came to' and after about twenty minutes flew off.

Spirit worked with me with those bees.

For the first time.

I learned that some are there for a reason. It is their time. And the one I was meant to save (I saw waves and waves from it frantically buzzing its wings trying to get out of the water), I felt it and I knew it was the one. So I saved it and everything went quickly.

But the others? My paddle board was moving fast. I couldn't stop. Some I made a quick pass with my paddle, but it wouldn't work.

And it was okay...

Spirit reassured me I was not out there to save bees, I was there to exercise, and those that were meant to be saved, Spirit made it clear that was the case. The others? Let them go...

As I brought the board closer to the marina, I saw a duck like this, with no ducklings. It was a darker duck, the kind with red around the eyes.

It looked panicked.

No sooner had I said, 'Duck? What's wrong?' then it lifted its wings, and fell back, bloated abdomen up and feet sticking up strangely out of the water.

I was concerned.

None of the other ducks paid it any attention.

I didn't know what to do.

On nature shows they always say, 'Don't interfere'. And the health care training in me saw that this duck was in the late stages of disease, and there wasn't much I could have done.

Later it struck me, the very same dead duck I had seen in that same spot two weeks earlier, must have died of the same thing. Was it bowel obstruction from eating something like fishing line? Was it peritonitis and perforation from a lure?

I don't know.

This is the energy that is coming to town. The Higher Vibrations, of innocence and purity and Light. They are Goddess Energies of Nurturing, Warmth, Love and Compassion.

Not everyone is going to be okay with it.

Spirit will let you know who it is for you to assist. And who to let Spirit take care of.

It will be made clear--there will be no mistaking it. Your Heart will let you know what to do.

Ashtar asked me to write about this. Today. Right now. For you.


Aloha and Mahalos,
Namaste,

Reiki Doc


P.S. Ashtar and Ross sit next to each other on deck at the control panel. They have wonderful senses of humor. Ashtar says he is 'the handsome one'. Ashtar says that Ross 'is the one that's sexy'. I laugh and say 'both of those are the same to me--handsome--sexy! What's the difference?' We are in good hands. And for them to joke around like this, means that things are going very well. I do have to say I am partial to my husband, Ross. I like him the best! Namaste.

Together We Ascend--BUT--Put Your Own Oxygen On First!

Today we are going to talk about Ascension.

Dude?

It's WORK.

The last three days for me have the gnarly. In surf-talk, gnarly can mean 'really challenging' but hopefully if you hang in there, it's for the best. Gnarly means 'I almost had to get out of the water I was so thrashed by the surf but I hung in there and it was cool.'

Are you ready?

A. The Energies are going to Ramp Up:
Those of you who are sensitive like me are going to feel it. Here's the best way to handle it--it's exactly the same as what to do when you are caught in a Rip Tide and feel yourself being pulled by the current out to sea!

• Stay Calm. Remain the 'Outside Observer' to the situation, no matter how turbulent you feel inside.
• Go with the Flow until you figure out what is up. Hey! I'm being sucked out to sea! What do you call it? Oh yes, the Rip Tide. What is it I do for that again?
• Go with your Gut until your training 'kicks in'. Oh yeah! I'm supposed to swim parallel to the shore until it stops pulling me out.
• Make Progress and Give your best Effort! Remember when you swim you have to pull with your arms AND kick really hard AND breathe!  
• Kick Off EVERYTHING that is pulling you down or holding you back. In the water, it would be shoes, clothing, backpack...if you fell in. For me, metaphysically, this past weekend, it was re-live, re-experience, release, and hunker down and heal.
• Stay in the Moment and TRUST. Trust yourself. Trust what you have been taught. Trust in the PROCESS...

Today the simple, heartfelt prayer, 'I surrender to LOVE' really helped open a huge blockage in me.

B. Expect to see this--Spiritual Separation:

Many, many people are going to want to 'do the work' for their Loved Ones. They are going to miss an opportunity to genuinely HELP them by focusing on the needs of their Loved Ones instead of their own...but my daughter! My husband! My kids! the Lightworker says this again and again. They won't move forward without some reassurance that 'their Loved Ones Are Going To Be Okay' AND 'their Loved Ones Are Going To Be With Them.'

Let's think about this, together:

• Your Loved One's connection with their soul is to God/Spirit/The Divine, and not you.
• Your connection with your soul is to God/Spirit/The Divine, and not to them.
• The bonds of family ARE forever, and no matter where you go, if you are separated, your souls can find each other and visit any time for all of eternity.
• Earth is a School and everyone has their Lessons. Although you LOVE them, not everyone is in 'the same grade'.
• Your AURA is 'linked' to theirs--so---the more you get YOURSELF 'together' the more opportunity will be given to THEM through YOU and YOUR HIGHER VIBRATION to help them lift themselves 'up'.
• All children are going to Ascend and are going to take parents with them to wherever we are going with Ascension. (as far as I know, Ascension is a higher Vibration, and one that might not be 'seen' but can be 'felt' with the heart center...it's kind of new for me too.)
• Meditation and a clear connection to Source is going to help make this 'ride' smoother for you. And Open Heart is ESSENTIAL to being able to 'get the message' in this process.
• You can expect a lot of 'static' to be thrown up by the Darkness, and more emotion and misunderstanding as people gravitate towards their intended Vibration. Darkness is uncomfortable with Light, and is apt to 'lash out' and 'react unpredictably'. Do not fight it--let it go--you can't 'win' in this situation. You can only shine your Light and hope it awakens others. Anchor your Truth. And walk away if you feel it is in your best interest.

C.  Everyone has the right to enjoy their own Journey.

• Embody Peace
• Practice Mindfulness
• Meditate
• Release attachment to cruelty, ego, and Illusion
• Open up to information from 'nudges', sudden ideas, and dreams that 'resonate' with your heart center.
• Wish others well on their Journey.
• Know this is not 'goodbye' but rather 'see you next week'--in a friendly perspective, from a place of Now where there really isn't any 'time'.
• Thank your guides. Ask them for help. Listen. Act. And thank them again.

Aloha and Mahalos,

Namaste,

Reiki Doc

P.S. Ascension is not an all or nothing thing. It comes in stages, just like childbirth takes like, forever to get to labor, stage one, stage two, etc. It 'happens' but it's a lot of work, spiritually, even with all the guidance and help of those in Spirit and the Higher Realms and the Galactics...I technically 'Ascended' but I am still growing and clearing. Apparently, there is ALWAYS plenty to learn and to grow.

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The Mouse House

Yesterday I went to the Happiest Place on Earth.

There was a birthday, and my family and I went to have a day with no day-to-day concerns. Today I realize what important breakthroughs came to me through having fun. Now I wish to share them with you:

1) The Miracle of Here and Now:
Check in time is three o'clock. Check out time is eleven a.m. Rules are rules. Right? Not when you listen to the person you are with. We got a seven a.m. check in, plus an early entry to the park.
Next time you are sure about 'the system', go ahead and try for what you want. It may happen!


2) The Miracle of Wonder:
I noticed myself smiling as we ran from ride to ride. Why don't I smile like that every day? I thought to myself. I was laughing, and smiling, and in Heaven On Earth. At the Birthday Celebration, the  host Pat E. Cake had the children in stitches, he was so funny! Mine has not laughed like that in years.
This is our natural state. We came this way as babies. Why on Earth did we ever lose it?


3) The Miracle of Enough:
As we signed up for the Birthday Event, we were instructed to stand in a line. There was no shade, and someone in my family can't tolerate the heat. We were allowed to stand near the sign-up desk under a canopy. Even still, due to the heat the loved one had to be squirted with the fan/squirt bottle every three minutes. When the line queued up at the entrance, the woman at the head of the other line hissed at me, snarling, 'we were here LONG before you!' I was shocked by her three-dimensionality! There were plenty of tables and cakes and time with the characters for all.
Competition is so last week! Seriously. Helping one another along the way is 'in'.


4) The Miracle of Friendship:
A friend of mine frequents the park, and had made plans to be there yesterday. She has triplets. Two of them are special needs children. After the Birthday Event we met up, her family and ours. She is a dear friend whom I do not get to spend much time with. I was delighted to spend time together. What I did not know is that special needs get a front-of-the-line pass. We got to go too. This facility is adept at handling the special needs, and making everyone feel welcome.
No wonder it is inclusive to all at the Happiest Place On Earth; there is Enough for everyone to have fun!


5) The Miracle of Hope:
I began the day with the wish that one day, there would be a special button for the Make-A-Wish guests at the park so that everyone would welcome them and offer kind wishes and express appreciation to the dying individual, the same way cast and fellow guests extend Happy Birthday wishes. There are many there, as a physician, I can spot them, although most can't. I send Reiki.

Then I spent time with the triplets, who are surviving micro-preemies that are about the age as my son. The first is ambulatory, doing classwork that is two years ahead, but with impulse control. The second is hearing and mobility impaired. The third is non-verbal, hearing impaired, and non-ambulatory.
My friend had fast passes to a new ride at the neighboring park that had up to six hour waits. I had planned our day away from the crowds, although I wanted to see it too. My friend brought us over, and let me take her place on the ride. I sat next to the most impaired one, and helped her sit while her dad held up her head. And she grinned from ear to ear after the ride.
When we ascend to the fifth dimension, both of them will hear, and all three will walk normally!
I almost burst into tears at the beauty of that thought! Everyone who has lost a body part is going to get it back! We will be WHOLE again, and never get sick again!
The higher vibration of the fifth dimension is incompatible with illness and disability, which are very 3D.


6) The Miracle of Compassion:
A security worker stopped us from crossing the street in the  valet parking area of one hotel while we were trying to find our way to our hotel across the street. I don't want to get hit by a car either, but on our last ride, it was a water ride, and I got soaking wet. I am miserable and want to get back to my hotel as soon as I can. Thank you for showing me the sidewalk because I couldn't find it.
"Would you like a ride in the cart back to your hotel?" He asked.  Soon he was telling us about geology and we were at our hotel.
No true request is ever denied. I was absolutely miserable, and it touched the worker's heart.


7) The Miracle of Growth:
We never stop growing as a soul. I have a part of my soul, that is 'held hostage by the laws of this incarnation'. For some it is financial--no matter what you do, you can't seem to get it right. For me, it is matters of the heart. I fully have accepted that I am going to pass without ever having 'done right' on that one. It is my 'Loner-Humanitarian' assignment, just like Sylvia Browne has. Well guess what? Spirit showed me not one but two baby steps to take to get this part of my soul on the right track.
And I am taking them at the pace that I am ready.
There is infinite time left to repair the broken spirit. Everyone's progress is at their own pace. And yet, those of us with damaging scars left that are not physical, I suspect that life in the Fifth Dimension is capable of healing those scars in the same way as it does the physical ones.


Namaste,

Reiki Doc

Jury Duty and the Reiki Master/Teacher

It was surreal. I opened the envelope that was addressed to me. SUMMONS, said the big bold letters on top. With my name, a badge and a juror number.

Public service in court never comes at an opportune time. First it was college, then it was medical school. Residency. And now with an impossibly tight work schedule that does not allow for 'days off'.

The last time I served, it was by telephone. I never had to go in. But for some reason, this time, I misunderstood how to apply for that. And I ended up taking a day off from work (with no pay!) to perform my civic duty.

Everything about Jury Duty was surreal this time. Here are some Reiki insights from the day:

1) traffic and checking up on time: I don't know about you, but for me, sometimes time seems to 'stretch'. Although I was ten minutes late, I checked in on time, and there were many others behind me. I missed nothing.

2) old unhappy memories revisited,  a form of healing:  Around the corner from the Juror Waiting Room was the place I went to petition for divorce. I am so blessed now to be out of that relationship, and where I am now. At the time, it seemed strange that the outcome of my life depended upon the decision of some stranger, a judge, and the government. Court is a very strange place indeed.

3) 'Happy and Willing Juror' speech: in the morning, an 'honorable' somebody (I think it might have been a judge) gave us a spiel about why we should be glad to be there. The list of ten reasons ranged from guilt (servicemen and women do more of a sacrifice), to sparking interest (you can see how the system works), to reality (you have to). At least they were trying to make it light. David Letterman, he wasn't. And again, how government can take away time from your life is a humbling experience.

4) Lunch; The only place in my life where I get a ninety-minute lunch! Aha! At last they do something right!

5) Compassion: This was where the doctor in me, and the Reiki got put to test. In my heart of hearts, I feel this was the reason why I was asked by the Universe to serve today...

I chose to leave the courthouse and enjoy the sunshine while I ate my packed lunch. As I walked outside, I saw a white-haired woman sitting on a bench. I smiled at her, a genuine warm Reiki-infused smile. Something told me to sit down next to her, when she touched her hand to her heart and said she had sat down 'because I need a rest'. Cardiac disease. Poor thing.

It was more than her heart. Eleven years ago, in a robbery, her husband was incapacitated. He did not die until five years later. She was here today for one of the last cases. Karuna kicked in, and I was deeply moved with compassion for her plight.

The healer in me kept the conversation light. Deliberately, after expressing the appropriate condolences, I asked, 'where did you get married?'. They were married in a courthouse in Las Vegas. They were so poor they didn't even spend the night in town, they drove back. This was in the late 1940's.

Her smile as she relived those days was as bright as the sun. Her aura shone with pleasure and joy at the remembrance of her husband. They had been married fifty-nine years. I probed further, 'when was your anniversary?' It was in June. 'And how did you meet?' It was a classic date-with-destiny, meeting a friend of a friend because even though it was raining, she was hungry, and took a friend with her out to a place to eat. She knew at once she was going to marry him.

She reached into her torn wallet, and showed me an old, folded up, falling apart picture of a young serviceman sitting on a bench under an arch of flowers. That was her Cedric, the one that hated the name and went by the nickname, 'Plucky'.

Betsy, that was her name, expressed guilt at having kept him alive on a ventilator for so long. She wasn't sure if she did the right thing or not. It was hard for her to turn it off, after having been married to him for so long. And she said, 'One day, when I was really sad and talking to him about how awful everything was, I saw a tear run out his eye and down his cheek. Even though he couldn't talk because of the tracheostomy, I knew he was in there. He died of a pneumonia, when it was his time.'

I comforted her, as only a Reiki doctor can. I met her daughter, Lee, and they both walked away, their terrible burden lightened temporarily, never knowing who they met, or what I had done on their behalf. And that Plucky had brought her back to the courthouse one last time...

6) News: The streets are lined bumper to bumper with news vans. And inside is a microphone stand, surrounded by rays of electrical cords and an arc of camera stands. Twice I saw them by the stairs, with crews, awaiting the news of some court decision. News. They had it blaring in the Jury Room the whole day too. Fear. Why do they keep trying to sell it?

7) Love of Light: I can't think of a better place to beam Love and Light than the Judicial system. Seriously, this place is hell on earth. One man, a judge of some sorts on the escalator going the opposite way, recoiled at me...his energy, and I sensed it, was very Dark indeed. The money being spent in this pit of Darkness, and the disputes being sorted out are like a black hole sucking the life out of society.

Once the veil is raised, and our Intent is fathomable by everybody, nothing can hide. Therefore, there will be no toying with appearances and status quo and worldliness to arrive at a decision. Everyone will 'just know' who is at fault, and why they did it. No evidence will be necessary. No prosecution. No defense. There is Universal Law, and that's it. And the price for having trespassed it, is Karmanic Debt.

Namaste,

Reiki Doc

WiFi of the Heart Center

Have you ever sat at a grand piano? Did you look inside? If you did, did you notice the tiny strings for the high notes, and the great big wire thick ones for the low ones? Did you press the keys and hear the notes? Isn't it a wonder that one great big instrument can have such a range of sounds, and play music on it? Especially when the lid is open--the sound it amazing!

As an Intuitive-Medium, Intuitive-Medicine, Reiki Master/Teacher and Karuna Reiki Master/Teacher, I have a range of vibration I can pick up, much like a radio dial. But unlike the radio, which gets pretty much the same type of programming audible on any station on the dial, I am like the piano, in the depth and breadth and range of vibration I can pick up.

What am I talking about? Let me give you an example. Today I had conversations with three very different people. I will not go into details that might give away their identity. Instead I will share my impressions, in the order that I was with them today.

The first was a man in his late forties, who was a professional. The business was his, and he had an office that was impressive. Original art, with autographs from the artist to the professional. One of my passions, the care of animals, was struck by the decor and the business. I had to wait a very long time to see this man. Long enough to start doing plies and releves and stretches during my wait. And then, BAM, into the door, and in ten seconds, I found a man behind a lot of expectations, who really truly had a love for animals, once. He was going through the routines. He was going through the business. Full protection was up. I felt like I was getting lip service. And I called him on it. I played the doctor card, slowly, first by asking if there was a chance of a particular infection of the bone going on in the wound on my pet. He startled. He dropped a defense. He backpedaled. And then we had a real conversation. I never could get a 'read' on him. But the impressions were worldly, likes finer things/wine/liquor/Vegas, and thinking about the end of his career. I shared how my dream to be a veterinarian was crushed because of my severe allergy to cats. He disclosed how he had developed an allergy to guinea pigs. 'Does your voice drop?' I asked. 'No, just I get all runny in the nose and eyes.' he said. 'My voice used to drop. And my eyes would swell. But now I get welts when I touch one. It's pretty bad. Don't let yourself get to this.' He gave me a container of Silvadene for free.

I met him on his turf and connected heart to heart. I dialed in on his 'station'. He was average average average. Let's call him 'Middle C'.

The second was a friend I was eager to spend time with. Our boys are on the same team. Her story of her psychic awakening, and buying so much information about a certain topic from Amazon and watching lots of YouTube videos got her husband to ask, 'Are you okay?'. (Wake ups like this are typical.) She is a reader now. And I asked, 'What is the most common thing people want to know when they book your services?'. She answered, 'Love, and then money/jobs'. She found that people who really want to grow tend to book longer sessions, and the ones that want to run the reading tend to take the twenty minute ones. We laughed how her son was asked in kindergarten how many things to we have in pairs? The teacher coached the children with 'two ears, two legs, two eyes...' and the son raised his hand and said, 'No, we have three. One is right here (pointing to the middle of the forehead)'. The teacher said he was wrong. But at home, my friend said, 'You know you are right, son, don't you?' and he said, 'Yes'.

For fun I asked if she wanted to figure out a team mom with me. We did. We shared our impressions and they overlapped. The time just flew by, and it was time to go. These were the high notes.

After the boys were done, mine wanted to play. That's when the subject of our 'project' started to open up to me. Being in her aura, I picked up so much more depth. This woman was a professional athlete, and had toured. If was like our impressions across the park were a skeleton, and the Universe was showing me this woman's story to flesh it out. And then I smelled alcohol on the breath of the partner, from four feet away. And I understood. My life twenty years ago was one of such pain and fear and sorrow. Confusion over survival. And fear of not being able to support myself. I went to a medical school that was far away, to get away from my spouse. For many years I was righteous, angry, and actively looking to heal in any way I could. And when I thought the coast was clear, ANOTHER horrible romance came my way. I could not dodge it. And then I let go.

Number three was one of the low notes. Survival-oriented, needing public assistance from a women's help center to get back on their feet/find their way. I could not communicate the wealth of my experience to this woman. She couldn't understand the nuances in my perspective, about custody, about divorce, about co-parenting a family. About Al Anon and its usefulness to those who have been affected by a friend or family that was a drinker. She was affected by the disease, too. And she needed to heal.

To me, it was like an eight-track tape, or a cassette. Her level of development was something I used to use a long time ago. And I saw clearly that her poor self-image was projecting itself out as a drunk partner. That she manifested her worst nightmare, and fought hard to divorce herself from all reminders of it. Like in Abraham-Hicks, until you VIBRATE at a certain frequency, you will not ATTRACT those things into your life. I had to heal my heart in order to expect and to look forward to a healthy relationship in life. But she couldn't see it. For she was at a different level of development, one that was right for her.

Did I give Reiki? Yes. Informal Reiki. Through intent. Through a daisy-chain connection of violet-white light from my heart to hers. And by asking Archangel Michael to step in, for I was not sure of what to do in this situation, exactly. I gave her course a hard jolt, added a 'twist' to it. One from a Higher Dimension, one of Source.

So what do Man 1, Friend 2, and Team Mom 3 have in common? The same thing as drunk husband or our kids--everyone on this planet has a Wonderful white/bright light about six inches diameter shining in through the crown of their head. It gets 'stuck' on the way in for some people though. Man 1 at Orange chakra development (no passion, no creativity), Friend 2 indigo (still not locked in to Higher Purpose, but close!), and Team Mom 3 yellow chakra and blue one too (power and not being able to speak up about it). Healing is the gradual clearing out of old blockages, from our mind our hearts our consciousness, all the way through the rainbow (7 chakras), to Earth. When we are Open, we can flow Heaven to the Earth. And ground it.

Namaste,

Reiki Doc