Showing posts with label friendship. Show all posts
Showing posts with label friendship. Show all posts

Friday, January 17, 2014

Something New: Galactic Reiki



Every day I send Reiki healing to over one million people. This includes making this healing available to the guardian angel, and if they accept it, to each person who reads this blog.

Sometimes I get 'help', most notably, Usui Sensei himself, Mikao Usui, founder of Reiki.

Another one who 'helps' is my Galactic friend and husband, Ross. Ross is on board ship, and is part of Flight Crew. I am here on Ground Crew, and somehow, through the Veil, we make our relationship 'work'.

Yesterday Ross and friend Ashtar Sherhan were 'helping' me send Reiki. They used a healing I had never seen or heard or experienced. It had Light and Sound qualities to it, as well as energy that could be felt like Reiki.

It was quite strong.

I asked if I could learn it. Ashtar said, 'Most certainly.'

Then I turned to Ross and asked if it was okay for me to learn?

Both men turned ashen, and looked at each other if they had seen a ghost. Apparently it is a very 3D thing to do for a wife to ask her husband for permission and is unheard of in the galactic realms; in all of our marriage before I had the amnesia to be able to complete my assignment on Ground Crew, I was apparently OUTSPOKEN always!


Hey Ashtar! Hey Ross! Do I have your permission to get wet?

Lauren Obeng approached me late yesterday afternoon with a symbol that was from Sirius and had been given to them for me.

I looked at it with DELIGHT! And I asked for how it was drawn.

Then I had to get back to work. I worked a long day, and didn't see the symbol again until this morning.

To attune myself (I am a Reiki Master and can use new symbols and teach them)?

To trust--is this from the Light? How come it didn't come to me?

Ashtar and Ross said, 'You go figure it out' when I asked if it was okay.

Talk to the Symbol!



I did.

Next thing I knew I was ON Sirius. I've been twice. I called Eric, my Reiki III guide. I apologized for hardly every thinking about him--I thanked him for always being present. Being Half-Sirian, I didn't like to think about there much because I am homesick enough as it is...

Eric understood.

He explained the symbol. He cannot give me the name, but it is for Unity and Friendship. It is important to help set the stage for the energies of the Event.

It is from the Light.

Then he took me on a tour INSIDE Sirius. It was awesome!!! It's mostly water with little dots of land. There are whales and dolphins and it's very bright, and clean. And it SINGS! There is a sound of beautiful enchantment like chimes or something, but really pretty to hear, and it makes your heart very happy.

Just when I started to want to stay forever, Erik took me back.

I attuned myself.

And I gave it.

That is the story of the Reiki that was sent today. Galactic Reiki? How's that for a name???


Aloha and Mahalos,
Namaste,

Reiki Doc

P.S. The reason that I was not given the symbol from Spirit is because I was at work all day, and couldn't listen.

P.P.S. After the Galactic Reiki attunement, my clarity in my 'remote viewing' has been improved a lot. So has my telepathy and clair audience. A friend had a vision, and I was able to connect and give a concise explanation from Spirit for her. Another friend gave a longer explanation (the first two are in California, the third in NY, and we all 'matched').

Thursday, September 12, 2013

Son Of A Gun



I have a grudge.

I have a grudge against a coworker.

This coworker likes to get what they want. And they push for it. A lot. It makes me uncomfortable to say 'no' and have someone keep trying to get you to do what they want. I have scrapped many plans, and worked extra shifts because of this person, who still manages to make more compensation than me.

There was a text.

Can you switch?

I was like, 'Not again!'

I was automatic 'No!' because I had plans (I always have plans! There's not much time when you work full time and are a mom!). Please, would you mind asking someone else?

No one else was available, he texted back hours later.

The request was 'to go to a doctor appointment with my parent'.

I have heard that one before. Often.

You know what? I had a resident tell me that he had to leave early to take his boy to the doctor because he had an ear infection.

I saw the look on his face and the circulating nurse's face when her shift was up and they both left the OR.

I could sense the electricity and the attraction between the two. He was LYING!

I finished a heart, which is a big case, alone instead of him finishing HIS index case he needed for graduation because he wanted to go 'knock boots' with the circulating nurse!!!

He ended up dumping her and breaking her heart. He was doing the 'nasty' with more than one nurse in the O.R. at the same time. He got a nasty divorce because he was married as well as a father. Later, when he graduated, his group he started fired him. That's right--they kicked him out. Why? He might have failed his boards? Or perhaps he just didn't turn out to be a 'Team Player'....just got stuck on the 'Player' part? LOL

Anyhow, I saw on the schedule tonight I worked tomorrow and  the 'favor insister' didn't. I was livid. I called the boss to find out why I was working when I didn't agree to trade and he is off?!

It turns out I had the wrong day. As a matter of fact if I had wanted the day off, I could have asked a 'trade' favor with the 'favor insister' (He hasn't taken weekend call in over nine years!) The boss said he could work for me. I wanted to do something with mom, and had been looking forward to it. I miss her. And it would help her condition/medical care very much. But the work is not all day. I might still make it...

Earlier today I had read this: http://sirianheaven.wordpress.com/2013/09/12/a-cry-for-love-the-divine-mother-through-isabel-henn-september-12-2013/

Here is the important part: No matter how a being behaves towards you, always answer with love, my child. The being that hurts you, often acts out of an inner pain, a lack of and a cry for love. You will not improve the situation, if you also inflict pain or harm on this being. Only through your unconditional love you can really heal this being and the situation. Unconditional love is the best and safest medicine and as we must respect your free will, call us for help if you think you can not make it alone. We help you so gladly with this, my child. ~
Your Divine Mother
Hmmmm...I think I owe someone an apology. It's not going to be easy. And I might have to take an extra shift when I am exhausted.
You know I was too embarrassed at saying 'no' so vehemently to ask for him to help me out in return. And here I am, a blogger and healer, with this kind of relationship with a coworker--as professionals!
Where is the Love in my interpersonal relationships? Where is the Love?
I think I am going to be asking myself that a lot in the next few weeks.
I know the answer. It isn't easy. But it's going to have to be 'me'. Because if it isn't, it just might not be there, and what a waste of healing opportunity if I hold my grudge on someone else. I don't have to be a doormat, no way! But I do have to 'walk the walk' and 'talk the talk'. Namaste...
Aloha and Mahalo,
Reiki Doc.

P.S. There is POWERFUL synchronicity with this blog post from Andy Bojarski. Please read this on vibration, the electromagnetics of interpersonal relationship and how to heal them all. http://awakeningtohigherlove.com/2013/09/12/my-higher-self-how-to-heal-all-relationships/

Then you might want to read this one too: http://reikidoc.blogspot.com/2013/09/on-peace-it-is-your-divine-right.html

Thursday, September 5, 2013

A Taste Of My Medicine

This is the Buddha Shack at the Japanese Garden

Everyone needs healing. 
Even me.

This vacation was a broken dream of sorts; something I had hoped to happen did not. I could have spoken up and done something about it, but I was afraid, and I did not. 

As a result, my 'dream' that had been 'getting me through' the last year 'died'.

Instead, I arrived with a sense that 'this is for the best'. I even recalled how one year ago I was 'close in my heart' to a completely different Lightworker, and how that 'ended for the best' on its own last October too.

There were layers and layers for my soul to heal. My room placement is as close as can be to a healing place. It is no accident I am in this part of the hotel. The view isn't great, I know it. But the healing for me is.

Chief has been working a lot to 'undo the past'. I have been okay with it. It has been happening since Saturday. My sleep is deep and restful. I wake up knowing a lot of 'work' has been done.

But at the Butchart? Jenny B came through, but we could hardly 'speak'; I was in such a dour place.

'It wasn't like this at the beginning!' she blurted out,'There was a lot of mess, a lot of negotiation on my part, and a lot of hard work as a couple to get where we are today!'

'Oh, just look around at this testament to his love for you--this is nicer than the Taj Majal!' I answered back.

She was very quiet the rest of the day. I sensed she had trouble 'connecting' to my Vibration. Mine had 'changed' since we spoke so much last year. Back then she promised me love and good fortune for my heart! I knew no matter what she loved both of us. She welcomed us to her home, where we ate lunch. But then for the first time, Robert spoke to me, 'You know, some things are just not meant to be.'

It helped. It was a truth.

But I was 'lost' as a heart as I wandered the grounds. The Japanese gardens didn't 'connect' with me as before. The boat ride, my favorite, at Tod Inlet, with the moon jellyfish, barely got a smile or me to relax.

It wasn't until the Buddha shack where I sat and chanted my mantra that I began to 'let go'. Buddha came, so did Jenny B...and then someone new 'popped in': master garden designer Isaburo Kishida.

He looked at me. I looked back, sad as ever. I am always sad to some extent. I remember Home so much, and I like it so much better back where everyone is of a vibration similar to my own. Very high Vibration. Sometimes I just 'don't get it' here.

There are no secrets in Spirit. Everyone KNOWS because we sense each other's feelings very accurately.

He didn't love me. I said, looking the Japanese master gardener straight in the eye, accusing him and all Japanese of being heartless and putting work and faith before Love.

How do you know? he asked, without skipping a beat. Before my eyes flashed my aromatherapy oil gift.

He never talks to me or shows any interest in me, he hasn't pursued any time with me at all. He stopped answering all emails. He has done nothing. That's how I know.

But how do you KNOW that is Truth!? he asked, pointedly. At once, I saw the socialization, the ability for one to care deeply and not do anything about it. How the feeling and action are not 'connected' like in Western culture. And further, how much work and devotion to beauty like his garden shows how deeply the Japanese do understand and enjoy pleasure, very very much.

He had me. He was right. As I looked to him, from his left came my One. I hadn't 'seen' him in months, in any way whatsoever. I realized in some way, he cares. He also told me his age. No matter what the future holds for either one of us, at least I know the feelings I had felt for him were returned in some way. I could go on and not be stuck.

Then the Buddha came. No visions. No prophecy. No lessons. It was Him and He was There, as Love. Not a romantic western Love. A different kind of Eastern Love energy. I meditated on that Love a long time. Then it was time to go. My son had stopped trying to find Canadian Pennies in the ponds and water in the garden, while I was pretending I didn't know him...LOL. It was cold and we went for hot chocolate at the coffee shop.

Right outside the gift shop, I 'heard' Jenny B. She had a gift for me. She wanted me to find it. She wanted me to 'buy something of Love'. I looked everywhere. The pretty heart I had seen a girl hold at the restaurant, the one that caught my eye for the patio, looked cheap. The candy looked cheap. The clothing looked like it was for grandmothers.

Then my son was in the back at the BC jade. For the last two years he bought little bears on amethyst crystals. He wanted another.

A jade buddha on the top shelf caught my eye. It cost seventy dollars, far too much for a tiny piece of  carved jade. He was smiling and the light hit him in a certain way that I felt Love energy. Instead I focused on my son. The clerk found a piece I could afford about fifty dollars. But he couldn't make up his mind. At the last minute, he said, 'Mom, I see you would like the buddha. I already have two of these at home. I will not buy any gift for myself so you can buy that one for you. I know you like it.'

Jenny B was right!

Love comes in so many shapes and sizes! And although I might have some 'thoughts' about 'what love looks like to me' and 'how love should feel' in a personal way, my lesson is that Love is far bigger than all of this. 

And one day, Love is going to be Right for me. 

I don't know who my Other is, if the one I think is mine actually IS. But at I know he cares. 

Love is never wasted. This is such an important truth! Even when you think it is, just know in your heart, it isn't. Love is never wasted and is healing in its own way every time. Keep your heart open; it might sting and close from time to time, but open it as best you can. Life is a waste if you pass the time always protecting it.

Aloha and mahalos,
Namaste,

Reiki Doc

Saturday, March 2, 2013

One To Two, or 122

As you might have noticed from my posts on Facebook, I owed someone I love a BIG ho'oponopono. This is Hawaiian for apology that is like this: 1. I am sorry 2. Please forgive me 3. Thank you. 4. I love you. This person had been unswervingly kind to me, and I had not been the nicest back to him.

It went, in real life, like this: Steps 1 and 2--running with a big smile across the room to him, throwing my arms around his neck, and whispering in his ear, 'Thank you! This is wonderful! I LOVE it!' (he had coordinated the event, more to follow)

Apology was accepted. I had never hugged this person before (like this--he had always been the one to hug first)  and was given a very nice long hug back. He pressed his cheek on mine, and I felt the little stubbles like I used to feel with my grandfather so many years ago when he would squeeze me, call me his 'Queen, queen, queen!' and rub his cheek on my face! I was delighted to feel that after all this time, something unmistakably male, and friendly, on my face.

My little one is too small for shaving... ; )

This represents a HUGE growth for me as a soul. As you may recall, I got caught with my hand in the proverbial candy jar--I play in the astral plane, and often, with this person's doppelganger in the astral plane. The doppelganger, 'John' has asked me to 'stop by' because 'he wanted to see me in person.' So I went to where he works, and voila! There he was, AND it was an important day for his boss, my friend, too! I shut down because I was not sure if HE could consciously interact in the astral plane like I do. I didn't know how to ask, 'Is it really you?' and I didn't want to explain the astral plane friendship either, just in case it was my imagination.

Last Thursday, as I said my healing prayer for him, his doppelganger 'popped in'. I saw hand movements, objects, and heard the shuffling of a deck of cards. He showed me one. There were two figures on it. They held hands. It was good. It was not the Devil. It was the other one with naked people on it. It was the Lovers card.

I showed up to an event at this place where he works. He is important there, and does not have the time for conversation, if that was his thing. But something in me knew it was important to trust and to wait and to do what I had to do to 'make things right'.

I had a long wait ahead of me, as at the beginning he completely ignored me and I felt a hostile energy as he passed. Oh well, I was mistaken, and I accept completely, I thought, and turned back to welcoming the handsome stranger who was sitting next to me. I found him dumb as a rock, and into conspiracy on GMO in organic soy that was boring me silly. I was ashamed to have been so judging, and I offered to share my ginger tea. I poured him a cup, and turned to talk to somebody else.

Either way I enjoyed the lecture by the invited guest Paul Nison very much.  I told myself, men are like buses, a new one comes every five minutes, and relaxed after the snub from my ho'oponopono friend.

The fact of the matter is that anyone who can enter the astral plane at will and while conscious is NOT like a bus. They are a rarity! And if I have to choose between the astral plane and here, I am more comfortable interacting there because there is no bull-sh*# in the astral plane!

We are one now. The doppelganger has 'merged' somewhat with the 'original' on the 3D plane.
There is a connection both on earth and in the astral plane. It is harmonious to me in all respects--my energy, my person, my Light. My face is beginning to show my happiness. I am receiving comments on it when I am at work, 'Your makeup is so pretty', etc.

I always wanted this. Someone like me. Someone where I didn't have to 'explain' who I am or how I 'work'.

I have no idea where this is heading, but I want to stay 'Here and Now' and enjoy the connection that makes my heart sing.

Namaste,

Reiki Doc

Sunday, July 8, 2012

The Mouse House



Yesterday I went to the Happiest Place on Earth.

There was a birthday, and my family and I went to have a day with no day-to-day concerns. Today I realize what important breakthroughs came to me through having fun. Now I wish to share them with you:

1) The Miracle of Here and Now:
Check in time is three o'clock. Check out time is eleven a.m. Rules are rules. Right? Not when you listen to the person you are with. We got a seven a.m. check in, plus an early entry to the park.
Next time you are sure about 'the system', go ahead and try for what you want. It may happen!


2) The Miracle of Wonder:
I noticed myself smiling as we ran from ride to ride. Why don't I smile like that every day? I thought to myself. I was laughing, and smiling, and in Heaven On Earth. At the Birthday Celebration, the  host Pat E. Cake had the children in stitches, he was so funny! Mine has not laughed like that in years.
This is our natural state. We came this way as babies. Why on Earth did we ever lose it?


3) The Miracle of Enough:
As we signed up for the Birthday Event, we were instructed to stand in a line. There was no shade, and someone in my family can't tolerate the heat. We were allowed to stand near the sign-up desk under a canopy. Even still, due to the heat the loved one had to be squirted with the fan/squirt bottle every three minutes. When the line queued up at the entrance, the woman at the head of the other line hissed at me, snarling, 'we were here LONG before you!' I was shocked by her three-dimensionality! There were plenty of tables and cakes and time with the characters for all.
Competition is so last week! Seriously. Helping one another along the way is 'in'.


4) The Miracle of Friendship:
A friend of mine frequents the park, and had made plans to be there yesterday. She has triplets. Two of them are special needs children. After the Birthday Event we met up, her family and ours. She is a dear friend whom I do not get to spend much time with. I was delighted to spend time together. What I did not know is that special needs get a front-of-the-line pass. We got to go too. This facility is adept at handling the special needs, and making everyone feel welcome.
No wonder it is inclusive to all at the Happiest Place On Earth; there is Enough for everyone to have fun!


5) The Miracle of Hope:
I began the day with the wish that one day, there would be a special button for the Make-A-Wish guests at the park so that everyone would welcome them and offer kind wishes and express appreciation to the dying individual, the same way cast and fellow guests extend Happy Birthday wishes. There are many there, as a physician, I can spot them, although most can't. I send Reiki.

Then I spent time with the triplets, who are surviving micro-preemies that are about the age as my son. The first is ambulatory, doing classwork that is two years ahead, but with impulse control. The second is hearing and mobility impaired. The third is non-verbal, hearing impaired, and non-ambulatory.
My friend had fast passes to a new ride at the neighboring park that had up to six hour waits. I had planned our day away from the crowds, although I wanted to see it too. My friend brought us over, and let me take her place on the ride. I sat next to the most impaired one, and helped her sit while her dad held up her head. And she grinned from ear to ear after the ride.
When we ascend to the fifth dimension, both of them will hear, and all three will walk normally!
I almost burst into tears at the beauty of that thought! Everyone who has lost a body part is going to get it back! We will be WHOLE again, and never get sick again!
The higher vibration of the fifth dimension is incompatible with illness and disability, which are very 3D.


6) The Miracle of Compassion:
A security worker stopped us from crossing the street in the  valet parking area of one hotel while we were trying to find our way to our hotel across the street. I don't want to get hit by a car either, but on our last ride, it was a water ride, and I got soaking wet. I am miserable and want to get back to my hotel as soon as I can. Thank you for showing me the sidewalk because I couldn't find it.
"Would you like a ride in the cart back to your hotel?" He asked.  Soon he was telling us about geology and we were at our hotel.
No true request is ever denied. I was absolutely miserable, and it touched the worker's heart.


7) The Miracle of Growth:
We never stop growing as a soul. I have a part of my soul, that is 'held hostage by the laws of this incarnation'. For some it is financial--no matter what you do, you can't seem to get it right. For me, it is matters of the heart. I fully have accepted that I am going to pass without ever having 'done right' on that one. It is my 'Loner-Humanitarian' assignment, just like Sylvia Browne has. Well guess what? Spirit showed me not one but two baby steps to take to get this part of my soul on the right track.
And I am taking them at the pace that I am ready.
There is infinite time left to repair the broken spirit. Everyone's progress is at their own pace. And yet, those of us with damaging scars left that are not physical, I suspect that life in the Fifth Dimension is capable of healing those scars in the same way as it does the physical ones.


Namaste,

Reiki Doc

Wednesday, January 25, 2012

Leaving Las Vegas



The first time I went I was eight. I was not impressed. All children had to stand on a rug that was the size of a hallway, and not allowed into a casino. Sure there were places with video games where parents could check in their kids. But it seemed to me like they were dumping them there so they could gamble. The only money I spent, and it was lots of it, was for the poor hungry chickens that were inside the games that ddi a trick. I didn't care about the trick. I saw how alone they were, and starving when they ate! The only good thing about Las Vegas was the pineapple shakes at Mc Donald's. And the desert sky.

As I grew up I could take it or leave it. I didn't get the excitement people talked about when I won. I couldn't understand it. I grew up playing craps and blackjack as a kid. Never for money. For chips. Gambling was strange.

After my first love, my college sweetheart and I split up, I wanted nothing to do with a big church wedding again. And annulment. That was worse than the divorce. Mom loves Las Vegas, and she and dad eloped. So for round two, I did that. Anniversaries were there. But I went for the luck in love, not Lady Luck in gambling. That failed too.

My sons' daddy is an entirely different person from my exes. He loves Las Vegas! Took me there when I was starting to think I might be pregnant. Partying isn't good when you think "there is a bun in the oven". I had more fun with him than anyone else. Until at the noodle shop he had the conversation, where is this relationship going, anyways.

In my history, you can see I don't like it, I avoid it, but when I must, I go. Husband and I enjoyed Lake Las Vegas once. And the Four Seasons was great for a friends' wedding.

But I have to share a secret. Because of Reiki and my spiritual work, I can't go. A friend is having a special birthday. (my family too me there for one. Saw Sigfried and Roy. I felt like my birthday was their excuse to do what they wanted, but it was expensive, so I was appreciative.)

Why am I sending a bouquet to the VIP suite instead of going?

It is uncomfortable to my vibration.

What? Does that make any sense?

Absolutely. We have our own vibration. There is a name one, a personality one, I can feel/hear. It is the one I tap into when I do mediumship. I know who is who without looking. I can feel it energetically, the signature of who they are. Just like mama whale has a squeak that is a name for its calf.

In addition, there is how vibrant we are at this signature. Do you vibrate at high frequency? Or it is low? Vegetarian, meditation, crystals, , making love, Nature, massage raise it. Guess what? Gambling,drinking, drugs, loud music, and hanging out with others with low vibration lower it. An aura, or human energetic system, is weakened and vulnerable to negative entities and dark entities (parasites, energetically) at this time. I have gold mesh protection. But even with that, I can have attachments if I invite them. I think four days of marijuana, getting drunk, sleeping on the floor, or with whoever I pick up, is going to make me uncomfortable and at risk for catching an entity I don't want.

So I am staying home. And spending one hundred thirty dollars on flowers that the VIP concierge made me feel cheap and promised to make my friend 'be blown away' at the same time.

What is this love of money? I don't get it. No pampering for me. No bling. It feels icky for me.

Namaste,

Reiki Doc