The Nuances Of Higher Realm Life Experience

'What dimension am I now, mom?' my son asked me as we returned to the hotel after his first shaman meditation at the shore. He was being guided by Great Spirit, and I assisted him just a little in helping to anchor his dreams and let go of his concerns for the coming school year.

'You are six D' I answered, with full confidence from my guides.

I used to think I was six D going on seven D, but about one year ago I learned I was actually twelve D.

'What dimension are you now mom?' he asked.

I was surprised at the answer from Spirit. I was now thirteen D!

So, what is it like to be higher dimensional and incarnate in a third-dimensional existence? (actually, it's between four and five D now, and all Nature and Gaia is fully five D. It's the inhabitants that have Free Will who are needing to 'go up' and 'awaken'.)

Well, at first it doesn't feel any different, except for a feeling of 'not fitting in' and also 'overwhelming desire to go home.'

As you wake up, you have this passion, this curiosity, this connection to self-discover, self-discover, self-discover.

Your past lives come back as a memory.

Your associates, other Starseeds, find you and you find them.

Then you go through a series of 'tough love' assignments to clear up any distortions to your thinking, and helping you to acknowledge and release any thought patterns that are not joyful for you.

For example, ten years ago,  I stumbled upon the realization that if I can't have kids, I might as well join in the happiness of the couples who do, as my patients, on Labor and Delivery. Who wants the energy of 'sour grapes'--or to bring it--to a joyful even like that?

Shortly thereafter, I got my son.

Yesterday my son remembered his past, in our First Nations past life together. He was my best friend's son. But his mother died  a few months after he was born, and his father died at sea not long after.

So my father and I raised him as our own.

I was stunned to see how children can come to you, Great Spirit sends them, and it is just as 'right' and 'loving' as if they arrived 'the usual way'.

I had that one coming to me.

It felt right. You see, Archangel Haniel and I are having a disagreement of sorts. She wants me to embrace all her fertility key. And I don't want to. My life has been one of extreme disappointment in the relationship sector of my life.

I adore being a mother, and am very very blessed. But I was crying after being abandoned early in the pregnancy, so much so that I forced myself to watch comedy films at home so as not to create an unbalanced hormonal/energy milieu for my unborn child.

The custody battle over him was hell on earth.  I learned nothing. It was not useful for my soul growth. It was annoying, and painful and sad.

Well, Archangel Haniel 'popped in' yesterday morning. And with all Galactic aplomb and courtesy, as we are very 'diplomatic' when we are 'up there' and with my Consciousness I was...I gave her a piece of my mind.

I invited her to feel my pain and I requested that she never work with me again on this matter because I do not like how she is 'leading me' through this lesson.

She freaked out. She winced. She cried. She was shocked.

Angels do not cry or experience pain.

Incarnate ones do.

Every day.

Ross had to tell me to stop. And she went away, hurt, because 'she was only trying to help' and could not understand WHY I would not like any mention of my 'sore spot' in any way since she wants to heal it?

This has to do with the part after you drop everything and acknowledge everything and you have to go to full-on five D--you 'rebuild' that which is 'broken' by imagining it whole, using your powers to 'create' to restore and bring in the perfect, healthy, five D 'you'.

Imagine I wore dentures.

I would be asked to imagine I have all my healthy teeth, strong and white, every single day. And with practice, I would grow my teeth back, better than they were before I lost them.

So what does Archangel Haniel do?

She sent into the washroom, a makeup bag. With one big feminine EYE on it. Yup--that's right--that's the middle of her key. And what's in it? Tampons, maxi-pads, and condoms.

She wanted me to take it.

I did because I didn't want to see what she would throw at me next if I didn't.

I got the 'message'--don't think 'dead ovaries--dried up--useless- life is over--now a crone.'

Imagine young and healthy and it will be.

It still hurt like the bejeezus! I ignored it, and I didn't thank her, and I didn't think of it all day.

Again, I am the 'one' with the reputation as a 'bad girl' and 'rebel' 'up there'. People like me because I'm not your typical 'galactic'. I speak my mind. I play fair. And I don't take any crap from anyone.

At the beach, when I was with my son--as I mentioned earlier in this post--I saw a stone with a perfect crescent on it. It was black with a white crescent 'moon' ringed in orange.

I felt it was a peace offering from 'her'.

I accepted it.

And I have refused to think of anything since. I have all eternity to 'grow' my five D body--or whatever it is a thirteen D soul 'gets'--and I just don't want to think about it because it HURTS.

I acknowledge that I must grow in this area. And I will. I insist, though, I do so at my on pace, at my own time, when I am ready for it.

Then today, I was skimming through the headlines, and I got this:  http://www.shiftfrequency.com/corrina-timeline-jumping-dimensional-shifting/

'I'm so happy to be blogging after having my baby'. the author writes.

It hurt like hell. I am technically 'happy for her' and yet I do not wish to open my heart any more because she is not my patient, I am not there, and I don't even know the author.

'Okay Archangel Haniel. I've had enough for today. Thank you very much. I want to relax, stop paddling my canoe, and just dry out on the rocks next to this seal.'

Ross:

Carla got really nasty with Haniel the other day. I had to go in and stop her. And yet Haniel persists.

Archangels have the agreement to really help. And when Carla put that key into her aura, she agreed to work with Haniel, whether she likes it or not.

Carla is fighting this important lesson.

It has to do with me, and what I did with her, at the birth of our son, when we were both incarnate in Jerusalem many years ago.

That one act, and my dying shortly after it, sparked off a chain reaction of FURY on the part of my soul Twin.

Carla hated me with all her might for causing her pain, for abandoning her as a woman, for disregarding her gift of her precious body, of New Life in my own image, to me.

Instead I got all political, and listened to my mind and not my heart, and really screwed her up. I gave our son away to a wet nurse before she ever could hold it, to be whisked away and raised apart from Carla before his first cry, and told Carla our child was still born. (I would have done this with the first if it was a boy, but it was a daughter, and not 'important' politically, so I let Carla keep that one.)

If EVER a Twin could divorce their Twin, it would have been Carla that divorced me.

She refused to talk to me, just like she refused to let go of her anger and her misfortune and being reminded of it by Archangel Haniel. She did this for incarnation after incarnation, both in and between lives.

And yet she gives this message to you. From her heart. Both the original one, as a pure channel from our sister Archangel Haniel, to Archangel Lauren, to Carla, to you--and also this 'point to grow on' that is very humbling indeed for my Carla, because she KNOWS she is the only one who can do this soul work, and no one else can do it for her.

And in her heart of hearts, Carla wishes to bear me another child, and to have 'everything go right'. This is my highest wish too, and often, I have shared with her the love I have in my heart to make her the mother of my child again, and again, as often as she wishes to have children with me.

Our young 'shaman' is our 'son', only Carla agreed to have him when my mother and I asked-- without knowing I would come through her boyfriend's body and spark the soul and spirit in our boy. Carla was forty when she got pregnant. You all know what the odds of fertility are at this age. And yet the spirit 'took' so strong that as a beginning energy healer she felt it, the new energy in her lower abdomen, before she ever took a pregnancy test.

(smiles) Carla's happiness was off the charts, the most elated in her entire life, that day she saw the two blue lines on the pregnancy test strip--'At LAST, my God has shown he LOVES ME!!!' was the thought that leapt from her heart.

I have been telling her ever since, that I was THERE at that moment, smiling, and right next to her, sharing her delight. And that I was THERE while she experienced what being pregnant is like (she adored it! She journaled in a special pregnancy journal every day, no matter how sleepy she was from her work).   And I was THERE in the delivery room as our son was born, and she was in hiding from the father of her baby--the earth father--because she did not want the pain of his presence interfering with her anxiety she already had about childbirth (she heard a lot of screaming in her career in putting in epidurals, right?).

Carla is 'back' to me.

She loves me.

She would never run away from her Loving Twin. She regrets that she reacted as such, and I do not blame her.

But we have a lot of work to do together, as a couple. I do my part, and she does hers.

A lot of you are out there, waiting for you Twins to show up 'and make everything all right'...

This is not the case.

Your Twin will arrive the second you have completed the work on yourself to prove that you are ready to handle it--you possibly have a past like ours, or more painful.

Spirit is on your side, and only you can do the necessary growth to experience the wonder and the joy--and yes, we have it! Carla is not running away again!--that the reunion of the twins has to offer. 

That is the Good Part.

Just remember, that for all your longing for reunion, you will have some 'barnacles to scrape off the bottom of the hull of your Dream Boat'--and it will take some good old-fashioned elbow grease and persistence to 'carry it off'.

Just ask for me when things get too 'unpleasant' or 'something unexpected' comes along.

I have seen EVERYTHING. Carla has thrown it at me, with her hardest arm--incarnation after incarnation.

And I know just how to say it so you will understand your guidance that you have from me.

I am not like Archangel Haniel with Carla--not in any way--I respect the pain and do not pressure you to have any growth until you agree to work with you hand in mine on your heart, and your memories.

I am there for you, and the Higher Self of Carla is as well. I like her, her Higher Self--and soon my Carla will be 'all together again' as one, whole, perfect and complete, with her 'overcoat of her Higher Self' to guide her and assimilate her all the way into her perfect 'five D or whatever' body that she has no idea what it will be like to inhabit. (smiles and gently laughs)

So for all of you, from 'all of us'   'up here' in the Higher Realms, we hold you with love in our hearts, and welcome you home at last to the Higher Vibrations that are nurturing, warm, loving and compassionate in every way, no matter WHAT you have experienced in your sojourn through Duality and all the lessons it has to offer.


Aloha and Mahalos,
Namaste,
Peace,

Ross and Reiki Doc

P.S. That is my fountain at the Butchart Gardens, the first picture, the 'Ross Fountain'.  I asked Carla to post it, that one that wasn't the best image of it, the one that was hardly recognizable, to show the distance between three D (the foreground) and five D (the water) is not that great. To give you hope and 'that is do-able' experience. Namaste.

Bless This Stress

"We want you to LOVE where you live, so 'like' us on Facebook' the sign said in the lobby while I waited for the board room to open. 

I puzzled over the connection between corporate advertising for my homeowner's association and my news feed on Facebook and my happiness?

The door opened. The line was slow to enter because there was a sign-in sheet. The homeowners and the landscape company came in single file. 

The four board members, and the community manager, were seated at the table with huge piles of paperwork and reports in front of them.

On the table was a box of cookies from The Corner Bakery, and little dessert-sized paper plates.

The cookies were for them, not for us.

Last night was an eye-opener for me, as a home owner. This entity has taken $330 from me every month, for over a decade. Yet, they have the ability to take over my house if I stop making payments. A friend of mine got a good deal on a vacation condo in Kapolei when their association dues jumped up from $150 a month to $450 a month. The people on fixed income couldn't afford to make the payments, and as a result, ended up selling their properties...

Love And Gratitude:

These people represent the community in their free time. They have business skills, and this was clearly evident. I felt appreciation and admiration for their service to our community, and for their gifts. (I even felt like in a way, the Council--the one I meet in 5D from time to time--with my mediumship--wanted me to see this is how they work. They are beings with other lives who use their skills in service just like this. I see four council members, plus SaLuSa, at the meeting room, when I go with my consciousness when I am in meditation and there is reason for them to talk to me.)

Outdated 3D Perceptions:

It started with the pool cleaning for the decks and the bathrooms. The cleaning company had raised its fees one hundred dollars for each. This hadn't been done last year. One board member, the one who raised the 'it happened to me so it's not fair to allow the homeowner to skip their late fees, etc.' and 'it wouldn't be fair to everybody' issue time and again, literally, said THIS: we can go over budget on this, use the operating expenses, let's get it done.

She was serving here self-interest! She wanted to use the pool, and she wanted it clean! She didn't mind the expense! ( it was almost two thousand dollars; the homeowner requests were for perhaps, one hundred dollars)

Things here were 'go for cheapest bidder' (in Sicilian folk lore, the saying goes, 'If you buy it cheap you pay for it twice; if you buy quality you pay for it one time only--because it doesn't break.')...

...'we need to table this' for just about everything.....'we need to walk by and SEE it before we know what is going on'...

There was never any respect to the homeowner, no sense of flexibility. There was distrust (well, we need pictures of the inside of the pipe for the clean out to see if there are roots because anybody can say there are roots.)

A homeowner has been trying to get grass in her back yard for ten years, with no success. There's little light due to the trees. She is so frustrated she brought old emails and photos, and asked if they would just please put astroturf up to cover the dirt...I could tell she had been to many meetings, with no success. It made me sad.

Assessment Of The Situation:

There are a lot of Councils in the Higher Dimensions. They work together, and although some members get 'out voted', for the most part, they make decisions that are in the best interest of those they serve.

Right now, on earth, our community council is a poor copy of what goes on in Higher D.

Furthermore, the concept of acceptable behavior in the business community promotes the value of money over the individual, and the 'me versus you--don't take it personally--it's only business' mentality that is not compatible with the Higher Realms.

It is for this reason, I ask for Love Bombs of Healing to be sent to the Corporate organizations, to small businesses, mid-sized businesses, and big businesses, whenever you are in meditation or healing time.

Love travels distance.

Love is never wasted.

Love Is The Solution For Everything.

As the Light pervades the 'status quo', all shadows--that is, unacceptable behavior that is hidden, be it for greed, power, or worse--will come to the surface to be healed.

Let us raise the Consciousness of humanity by really coming together with our hearts and minds, harnessing the power of our sovereign souls, to let Source know, we really truly know and want things to change...for the better.

Aloha and Mahalos,

Namaste,

Peace,

Reiki Doc and Ross

P.S. Ross says, 'I give this blessing and am in full alignment with all that she has written. We in the Higher Realms, including Agartha, shall match you in your efforts. This is like a Fundraiser For The Light--for every thought, feeling, and sentiment you shall send 'up' for this request, your Ascended Masters and Evolved Spirits are going to 'match' your energy in efforts of our own.

Together we are unbeatable!

Let's win this one, for the Highest Good, for the Light, and for the Consciousness to increase to New Earth's frequency of that which exists in Heaven.

Together, let us usher in and welcome with open arms, the peace, love, and joyous celebration of Heaven's arrival on Gaia.

Just for today, will you allow your intention to make this a reality for all of humankind?

I appreciate your concern, and if you feel so motivated to add more to this effort of raising the vibration of the planet, go ahead. There is no limit to the success that is possible when we join together with our hearts!

Let us move forward, into the Light, in unity and justice for those who are currently oppressed by The System, beginning in this beautiful Now moment, as One Heart and One Soul. Let our focus be on Peace and Harmony forever, no matter what.

Mahalo nui loa.

A Message From Our Lady: Easter Sunday 2014

Good Morning My Beloved Children!

Another day begins. I have a message for you this Easter.

All is well.

All is well in the Spirit Realms.

We are preparing with much abundance and prosperity for the arrival of Nova Gaia (New Earth) and all of her inhabitants to life as we know it in the stars.

It may come to you slowly, without your even realizing it, like the styles that cut the hems of the skirts that are worn on earth from knee length to mini and then perhaps again let them grow longer to maxi.

Just with the style, it is: no matter how many people tell you what it is that is in fashion, no  matter how many people dictate it with fashion shows and the covers of fashion magazines, it isn't until people really start wearing it, that 'what is the trend' actually begins.

So here were are!

I am loving You, all of my sweet children, even the ones who don't know about me yet, and you are all of you together carrying on as best you can despite the circumstances of the Ascension -- which for the many is very imminent.

How does one act in the face of all this anxiety and possible disruption and change in the way of 'life as it has been experienced by all of us for our entire lifetimes?'

With the heart. (touches her chest where her heart it).

You heart has everything inside that you need to understand about the Ascension Process. The whole experience is rather 'driven by the heart'. As your vibration increases, you will find yourself consulting just as much with your heart as your mind, and possibly more so. This is what constitutes 'Right Action' in all of your opportunities to act. In a short time, it shall become an attitude of preference.

For you to exist with the stars, this manner of behavior and personal 'code of ethics' is the only way for one to be both compatible and comfortable with Higher Dimensions of Life. Yes, they are indeed possible! and all of them exist (she gestures to a ladder that goes up high high high to dizzying heights up as far as I can see). You are only on the bottom few rungs, and yet, like children you shall grow and master many of them! Just like you would go from a toddler 'bike' that has in fact no pedals, to a tricycle, perhaps one that is low to the ground and plastic like a 'Big Wheel', perhaps a more 'classic' one...then one to the more proper 'bicycle' shape but made in miniature and with training wheels...as you understand you see that there are mountain bikes, and cruisers, and bikes for olympic 'racers from the stars'!

There is everything a person could want to learn and experience, and just like people who ride on two wheels, and possibly three, or for two riders in tandem, there are many many ways to go out and 'ride a bike', or Ascend, if you will be so kind as to allow me the metaphor of bicycles and Ascension as far as it will go...

There is no falling on this 'bicycle' of Ascension; there is no 'accident' too, no broken arm or leg or scrape...nothing of that kind in the Ascension phenomena.

Just as on earth, with the riding of the bikes--(she shows me a unicycle! I laugh.)--there are endless possibilities (now she shows me a clown riding a bike that could fit in his pocket)--in which to Ascend and make the best of it and enjoy the ride and possibly 'get where you want to go'.

(she is very pleased with her analogy, and is smiling very beautifully right now, so I can see all of her teeth).

This is the task I wish to ask you make for me today: while all of you are celebrating, and some of you quite possibly may not, just for today, why not think about where you would like to go on this adventure with your 'bike'? And what kind of 'bicycle' would you enjoy to travel with most as you arrive to the higher dimensions (which are vibrations, energy, that has a higher frequency of Light)?

All of you, with your bodies, are changing so subtly it is very much like watching water turn to ice (that is for a visual) or ice melt (that is for another visual) or water boil (that has the part about water--still being the same molecule--changing it's phase and going UP!).

All of these processes take time and are very imperceptible to the human eye who watches it, and yet, to chemists and cooks and all of us alike, who hasn't watched it for some part enough to know that it exists?

Just for today, there are many challenges that shall present themselves to us. Most in spirit, some with the emotional body, some affect the mental body, some perhaps are dealt with in the Astral plane...

For whatever 'challenge' shall present itself to you, look at it as a gift! I invite you to smile and even laugh about it!

For it is you who have your 'Secret Weapon' inside! 

It is the Heart that beats in your chest! And inside it exists all wisdom and courage and power of overcome ALL that comes to it.

Even the crucifixion of my Son was not enough to silence and destroy His Noble Heart!!!!!

So with that, I bid you adieu,
I take my leave for just a little while.
For this lesson has a great deal of information for you.
I invite you to keep it for review from time to time as your path goes UP!

your Mother of Light and Poetry of the Heavens,

Mother Mary






(This message is channelled by Reiki Doc. All rights and priviledges remain. It is okay, permission is given, to share this message in its entirety with credit given to she that writes this.)

Aloha and Mahalos,
Namaste,
Peace,
Reiki Doc

Ashtar, I Still Don't Like It (3D)

I was reading this: http://aquariusparadigm.com/2014/01/29/archangel-michael-via-ronna-herman-creating-your-sphere-of-heavenly-light/

It finally addresses some of my concerns I have sent up to Father--our Heavenly Father.  These are the concerns I have regarding our collective unpleasant experiences from being incarnated in 3D.

As I was reading, I noticed Ross looking at me over the top of the screen.

me: I wish it would end...honey...I just don't LIKE it here. I am sorry I complain and I wish I didn't feel that way (I cried onto his shoulder, as he held me right when I started to speak).

He didn't say a word. He brought me instantly aboard ship in front of Ashtar. He gestured for me to talk to him, and disappeared. Before he left, he gave Ashtar a look and I sensed Ross was 'holding back.' Ross didn't say anything to Ashtar.

me: Oh Ashtar, I see you are really trying with this last message. I...I...I just don't LIKE it here. I can't put the words to it, and I hate to complain. I just want for it to finish...I don't know what to say...

(Ashtar stops what he is doing and turns to look at me intently. I see his blonde hair and blue eyes and fair skin.)

me: I know we have this little 'connector' thing (a silver cord) between us (I touch it and show it to him--it connects our two hearts). I don't think it's working...I wish I could explain it...

Ashtar: What is going on? I want to know what you are feeling and experiencing.

me: Everything is slow. I can't get anything accomplished. There are dishes in the sink. I just don't care. I have to push myself so hard to get anything done. 

Ashtar:  What about the Vibrations? What are you feeling about the Vibrations at this time?

me:  I feel the tingles like an upgrade is happening. But I want to slow down and I just can't focus. I don't know what to do with myself...it doesn't hurt. I like my Vibration HIGH and this is not it. I almost passed out once just sitting here, I saw stars once or twice today. I just wish it was over...is that okay to wish it was done?

Ashtar: Do you want it to stop?

me: I want to feel like I do when I am in The Higher Dimensions. This is not it. Would it be possible to dial my Vibration UP? (I am sensing that he slowed something down for the masses, and it is affecting me. A lot. Just like a couple of days ago when Ross argued with Ashtar and the council, and took me back up to 9D where I suddenly felt just fine.)

Ashtar: That is enough. 

me: Are YOU okay? With all of this? I know it's really busy...

Ashtar:  (He looks preoccupied). I am fine. Really I am.

me: (I look at him with concern and caring and an open heart)

Ashtar: That is enough.

me: Are you sure you aren't mad at me? I will take it back whatever I said that got you so upset.

Ashtar: I have a lot of decisions to make. That is all. 

me: (I start crying. He is not like himself. And I am not like myself either. I decide to pray, and I turn to go. Suddenly Ashtar reaches for my arm--)

Ashtar: Wait!....(he looks at me intently). I said 'hang on for the ride!'. Do you trust me?

me: (I nod yes) I want to go Home. 

Ross comes and gets me. He takes me back Here, and he and Ashtar exchange a look but do not say a word. He whispers to me 'it's going to be okay. Ashtar is not mad at you. ' I cry with him for a few minutes because I do not understand. I am so thankful for this little piece of Home, right this second now in Ross' arms.

Ross: Are you brave, and strong? Are you courageous? (he is smiling. All of a sudden I feel a sense of Hope. He reaches up and pulls on a chain with his right hand three times. He puts a finger to his lips, and he fades away.)

I still don't understand it, but Ross told me to write it down for you today. I still have the hope.


Aloha and Mahalos,
Namaste,

Reiki Doc


P.S.  Now I feel fine! Go figure!

Ticket For Ascension: A Message Of Hope For You

Hello everyone,

Here I am again, see the little umbrella?

I am looking Home. I went there last night, in my dream. I experienced it. It is wonderful!

That is why I have a rainbow umbrella.

As I gaze thoughtfully back at my spiritual Home, I reflect on what happened during my Reiki healing for you...

Today's Reiki Healing was given. It cross-linked to each of your prayer intention lists. You are a hub of healing intention. The Reiki went through you to healing others on your list. Therefore it is stronger energy medicine, just like in homeopathy--more dilute, then stronger healing vibration. You will receive healing just like a Reiki practitioner 'tastes' a little of the Reiki that is sent. In this healing today, Light came down through my head, out my arms, it went to each of you, and out like a flash of fireworks. In this Light, it contains all of the key codes and activation sequences needed for you to Ascend, and for others. It will not feel different in any way from how you are right this minute. When the Time is right for you to Ascend, these 'seeds of spirit' shall activate and you will know exactly what needs to be done to fulfill your piece of the puzzle of Ascension. There is a Plan. Each of you is cherished and has a very important role that is much needed for Ascension to happen smoothly and with as little disruption to our daily life. It is with deep gratitude and joy in my heart that I share with you this intel. It has been a wonderful ride together. I look forward to what will happen, but at the best possible Time (which I do not know). You are now packed and prepared for this wondrous journey of Light. Aloha and mahalos, namaste.


Your tickets are in an envelope God sent to YOU. They are in your aura. And when the time is right, you will not miss that boat--that most wonderful cruise ship you ever saw in your life!

I don't know when it is coming back to the harbor. But keep doing everything possible to keep your Vibration high and tight in the interim. That way you will be ready to hear the whistle blow as the ship is coming in on the next wave of optimum energies for Ascension.

(About your friends and family--all children have tickets for their parents who will escort them into the New Golden Age. As for the others, their passage depends on their vibrational compatibility with the higher energies of Home. There will be MANY boat rides available as the ship will keep transferring people over from 3D to higher--metaphorically speaking--as soon as their tickets 'activate' and they are ready to go. In reality, it will be 'walking across the bridge' of the ability to perceive and interpret the new realities without 'going crazy' or 'being completely overwhelmed by the experience'. As a result, those who remain in 3D and duality will continue to do so until their ability to process the experience of 5D and Ascension is at a compatible level and will not be uncomfortable for them. God would like everyone to enjoy the experience just the same, from the advanced Lightworkers who have been preparing the way for others, to those who have hearts that are open and ready to enjoy exploring the Higher Dimensions!)

Aloha and Mahalos,
Namaste,

Reiki Doc


P.S.

Two tickets to Paradise by Eddie Money

http://youtu.be/eYEgYVyBDuM

The 'Closed Heart'--A Lesson In Duality and The Higher Dimensions

This is a story of observation.

There is no right, and there is no wrong.

This is looking at a death in the family through higher dimensional 'eyes'…

Our matriarch breathed her last.
I, who was very close to her, was present in the room.
I am comfortable with death because I am a doctor.

I was glad we were alone.
There was peace, a mixture of joy and sadness at the finality of the 'goodbye'
She had lived a good life, and spent years suffering from the ravages of dementia.

Yesterday was the viewing.
No one was invited but the closest.
She looked beautiful in her pink casket with pink rose sprays and a pink rose heart arrangement.

I wanted to see her One Last Time
The hands that helped raise me
And pay respect to the Heart that guided me throughout my whole life.

I was safe with her
And loved
Very much so

In the room, was another, who was there by duty as much as by free choice
It was better that this one was present, another decided not to even go.
'You were a good mother' this one said to the corpse.

The eyes were dry but the voice cracked a bit.
This one brought treasures to put in the casket
A favorite sweater, a robe, jewelry, a watch

I didn't bring anything
Except my Awareness
Memories washed over me of all the good that has passed, the kindness, the lessons; quickly I was transported to the place of No Time, of Silence, of Gratitude and Heart.

That is the Higher Dimensions.
But I kept being 'yanked' back into Duality
By the one who has 'cried all their tears' and brought the treasures.

This one was anywhere but here and now!
Old hurts brought up against others--the inheritance denied, the savings spent by a careless one, memories of pain, shame, and unhappiness.

None of these had anything to do with the deceased!
There was talk of who would come to the funeral, what time the meal after…
No matter how I tried to distance myself and get back to 'that space of Timelessness'--I was not allowed to return.

I left my hand on the shoulder of the one who had passed, feeling the cold, taking in the Presence.
And I opened my heart in Love to The One That Does Not Understand.
Left behind by parents and husband, perhaps the pain was too deep to fathom?

Or perhaps the knowledge that 'my turn awaits'?
There is Life, the endless busy rushing of the living.
And the Divine which encompasses us all.

Where is your Heart?
And what is its dimension?
No matter where it is…will you open it?

Just a little more, to allow Light to bathe every cell in your body,
Every thought, every emotion, every hope, every pain.
You are Light-That-Walks-Around-On-Two-Feet!

Always remember this.
My lesson from grandmother
Is the beauty and softness of a heart that is opened by pain.

By joy and sweet surrender
To Lessons that Life does bring
Not judging, not worrying…

Staying open to the Light
Through the Heart
To 'Connect' to something that connects us all.

And to share this Light with those who are too tired to grieve,
Too stressed to Open.
Fully present, Here and Now, I Hold the Space for Others to awaken…

In my family
my work
my home.

And also on this page.
<3






Aloha and Mahalos,
Namaste,

Reiki Doc

Welcome Home. ((( Hugs )))

It's time. They're waiting for you. It's the big day. You are going home to see your family and friends.

No matter how far away you have been....

No matter how great the storms...

No matter how hard you worked on your Lessons... (by the way, there is no homework <3)

It is time for you to return to those who loved you, and have prayed for your safe return...

I know how sometimes you felt like you had no place to go, nowhere to turn, and that it would always seem like this...

It has been cold, cold to your very core...

And you have seen some wonderful, amazing things in the times you were away...

They have made you who you are, a better person, full of experience and wisdom...

Even though you might not believe anyone remembers you, you have been missed and loved and prayed for every minute you were gone...

Even the tiniest One...

Your heart longs to return to a place of Nurturing, Warmth, Love and Compassion...

You don't have to call to say you're coming...

You already have the key in your hand. All you have to do is turn the lock with complete faith that you are welcome...

Open the door, walk in...

So glad for your return we run to embrace you...

Everything is new...

Your Service is greatly appreciated...

The time is Now for all of us to smile together, as One.

Welcome Home to the Higher Realms. Go ahead! Take your shoes off and make yourself comfortable. It's been a long journey. Everything else has been illusion. Like a rental horse going back to the stable, your Heart and Inner Guidance has taken you to the end of your journey, once again, to your Home...where you are always welcome, safe, and very much loved.

It's Here and Now. Your Heart resonates with this Truth. Drop your luggage to the floor. Unpack your worries and your cares and your woes. You are precious. You are AWESOME! You are Special.

Once you are washed up, and rested... it will be time to Welcome the Others who are finding their way Home too. There is plenty of Light and Love to share in this New Vibration of Heaven On Earth.  Please take my hand. Run with me to welcome them Home.

Aloha and Mahalos,
Namaste,

Reiki Doc

I send you Divine Peace, Beauty, and Friendship

Energy Forcast: Bring Your Umbrella!

My friends,

We are in times right now, where ANYTHING goes. Close friends will turn against you, co-Lightworkers will betray you, and your deepest darkest secret buttons are going to get pushed. A lot!

The shadow chasers are not going out without a fight.

As of late I have had the opportunity to explore some of my own 'dragons' or 'dark side'--you may laugh and find it funny that I would share this with you....that I would even have them! But it makes sense if you think about a lot of lives lived, having 'picked up' some 'past' to go along with them.

Affairs of the heart are not my strong point. Especially when they involve my 'inner world' of Spirit. Everything 'makes sense' in my Spirit life, but when the two combine in the realms of the heart? Let's just say the topic makes material for a 'good movie':

• I was given a name of a person who was to be my Soul Mate in Medical School while I drove from Northern California to Southern with my car all packed by myself. Sure enough, this person was actually THERE and Blessed Mother gave me lots of coaching about him and our future. One day, I got my courage up, and shared my 'news' with him. I brought the journals, thinking they were evidence enough, for they were from Heaven! I quickly learned to keep all my messages to myself with that one--the rejection was so painful that at a party he came up behind me, covered my eyes, changed his voice and said, 'Guess who?'. I felt his marvelous energy and I knew at once, but I also picked up that the others were drunk and making fun of my 'gift'. I lied and said I didn't know, just to avoid being called a freak. (I think she was testing my sincerity to do Her Work in my willingness to do as She asked.)
• My son's father was my massage therapist. I was a dancer at the time, and I liked sports massage. He was talented and I danced better when I used his services regularly. Well, long story short, we began to talk. The energy that flowed between us was amazing. It somehow 'balanced' and for both of us 'everything felt right'. It turned out that he is clairvoyant, and I was so happy to find someone to talk to after all this time! Then came the dream--we shared a lifetime together, as we had both had the same recurring dream of being chased--for over ten years each of dreaming--only he was the male and I was the female who were running together. For him, all of a sudden everything was 'okay'--but in fact, that was when he split off to protect me, and got himself killed so I could escape.
• Naturally I thought this meant 'it's time to do things right!' and looked forward to blissful reunion. And it was, for a while...
• His favorite film of all time was the movie 'Dogma'. I had never seen it. The night he showed it to me, we stopped the movie and made love. Later we watched the rest of the movie. At the part at the end, where the Last One got told she was going to have a baby, the strangest feeling overcame me. It was as if they were talking to me, and I knew in my heart that I was going to have a baby and this was Spirit's way of making sure I knew about it. Tears of gratitude (I had fertility treatments with my ex-husband) flowed. 
• What ended the relationship was the combination of my being pregnant and my talking to angels. 
• Ever since, I shut down in relationship and focused on child raising, until only this year. I found someone I liked, who likes me back, and is very nice, and very Spiritual. He is a Seraphim but doesn't know it.
• It turns out that the person online who I never gave a second thought had something else in mind--long story short, we have something in common, much like the above 'common', same time in history, same location. He is a Unicorn (with the same attitude I've seen in other Unicorns--see my blog posts on them) and an Archangel who does White Magick, and I can feel it and I like it.
• Spirit tells me that who he says I am is True.
• I went into Spiritual Shock. A million things are going through my mind. Is this Shadow Chaser Deception? They can fake you out. They know what motivates me--the heart. I am a sitting duck. But more and more in common turns up. And the energies are wild! 
• So--I put up my hands and called a 'Spiritual Time Out' and blew my 'whistle' as hard as I could.

So--the moral of the story is--whatever it is that 'pushes your buttons' is going to activate in these next few weeks to months. 

Look at it as a cleansing. All the way to your core. I saw an image of someone in a hot air balloon cutting ballast to be able to go up.

Here's what I did to sort things out for me:

• Sunshine
• Sleep
• Kindness to myself and others
• Calling a friend
• Calling for Spiritual Help. Today I called Cerridwen, Morgane, Hecate, Rhiannon, Our Lady, Brigit, and Isis to help me out. I wanted to be sure I understood what was being asked of me, and for their guidance on how to approach the situation. They promised support. My Karuna Reiki guide, and friend, came. 'He says he's You.' I said plainly. 'Does he act like Me?'. 'No. I'd know you in a million years. but what about who he says I am? Is that True?'. 'Yes'. 'Well, what am I supposed to do about it?' And he gave me a plan, and showed me to have trust in my intuition and my own ability to face the most fascinating situation. He assured me I won't get hurt, and in a short time, everyone will know everything about this anyway. All of the 'shadows' are going to be exposed to Light, so never fear.

If you feel like you are being rocked to your core, and your sensibilities are being strained, you are not alone.

Go far deeper into your self, your Spirit, and you will emerge with less 'ballast' and be on your way to the Higher Dimensions. There is no place to go but UP. Have courage when your 'past' comes up to your attention. Know that you are not alone, and this process is literally 'time-limited'. There is no right or wrong, there are no mistakes. All I can see right now is Love in the entire situation--with everyone who has played a part in this story--only Lessons, only Learning, only Light and Source encouraging me to Grow.

The gift is being able to know yourself better than you ever imagined. And that you can take with you to any Dimension you may go.

Aloha and Mahalos,

Namaste,

Reiki Doc

Adrenaline

California Screamin' is the roller coaster on the left

It's all about the energy.

How I view my world is always based on the energy that results from making my choices.

Remember the quote, 'they won't remember what you say or do but they will always remember the way they made you feel?'

It's kind of like that.

When you are like me, and I know one other healer who is from Sirius, you like the energy 'UP'. The faster the vibration, the higher the energy, the better you feel.

I eat Raw Vegan food to increase the energy. I exercise to increase the energy. I sit in the sunshine to feel the energy of the sun in my Light Body. I am kind to others because it raises the mutual energy that is between us (this is not people pleasing--it is 'right action'). I help others in my life's work because it is my calling. Whenever we are on our Life Path, and doing our Purpose, the energy is the highest of all, and the Universe supports us.

Well, I used to enjoy working in the heart room because the energy was the highest I could find.

Until I discovered Labor and Delivery! The JOY there is incredible!!!

I enjoy riding horses and jumping because of the energy.

I enjoy dancing ballet because of the energy.

The ocean, and body boarding, offers amazing energy and aura clearing at the same time!

And I love riding roller coasters because of the energy. It clears the 'fog' and helps me get in touch with my Higher Self. 

Lately 3D has me feeling like I just can't take the dense energies any more.

It is so confining and restrictive! Once you get a taste of the Higher Dimensions, chances are you are going to begin to feel like that too.

If you are sick and tired of the lousy, filthy, Cabal-controlled lower dimensions, here's what you can do to change it. It will speed up the process of 'setting the stage' for the planetary changes that are to happen. By doing this meditation you are giving notice to the Universe to 'Please Bring It On!'

Meditate with our group at noon  PDT for about ten minutes with the Cobra Meditation. We are going to start doing this together on conference call. Stay posted for more details once this gets set up. Again, we are the Planetary Healer's Network.  Here is the link to the Cobra meditation that we follow:

Love and Light Forever,

Namaste,

Reiki Doc

It Clicked

It is time.

Last night I felt the energy lock in.

I am ready for my assignment.

It is the whole point for why I am here.

The last time something 'clicked' I felt the call from my soul as I practiced my newly-learned Divine Peace Healing. It said, I want to help!

That was the first sense I got of the Resistance Movement, of my playing a role in it, and how big a scale everything is--this challenge between Dark Forces and the Light.

What can you do to help?

That is simple:

• avoid negativity like the plague--even the thoughts that may arise in you. Pluck them out.
• seek like-minded others. 
• this meditation--combine it with others on Sundays at 11:00 am PDT for added effect--we do it at the same time: http://youtu.be/m6HF4etgNaA
• watch the YouTube channel 777Alaje--starting at episode 1 

• Get to know this site: http://galacticchannelings.com (New Montague Keen is due today)
• Be calm and still whenever possible
• Drink plenty of fluids
• Rest
• Get in the sun (it will accelerate your energy upgrades and their assimilation)
• Eat the healthiest food you can find--no GMO, no high-ftuctose corn sugar, no alcohol (except wine), the happiest meat and dairy and eggs you can find, otherwise go vegetarian or vegan.
• Smile
• Open your heart

That last one is getting me through the changes. It is wide open and connected to my Twin Soul. Although there is no relationship in 3D, in the Higher Dimensions, there is a strong connection for the mutual benefit and healing of us both. I am hanging on to it and trusting that all is working out for the best in the perfect timing for the Highest Good. There is an energy sensation in my Heart Center because of it.

I have to share that when my head was spinning over the realization of the truth in his leaving the place I see him, to start something new and essentially dooming the relationship before it has an opportunity to start... I was asking with my heart what the purpose of this 'almost but not quite together' experience is?

All of a sudden on the freeway I saw this license plate--it jumped out at me into my consciousness, as if the angels were providing an answer:

4EVER<3D

'Forever Loved'

Somewhere, in some way and time, someone out there in the Universe cares enough to send me that message.

It is Source.

It is all of us connected together. We are a Soul Pod or Soul Family.

It is my Twin Soul in all of his incarnations, including the present.

It is my Earthly family, friends, and coworkers.

It if my wonderful Reiki students whom I love and adore!

It is my angels, guides, and deceased Loved Ones...including Papa, who welcomes me with his heart. This papa is new to me, but acknowledges me as his own.

That is the biggest help of all--his unconditional love and acceptance--on spirit side and his promise of good future for us down the road.

Everything else is just trust and love and acceptance of What Is, and our role in it.

Namaste,

Reiki Doc

P.S. A lot is going to go on behind the scenes in 3D, and also energetically for those who are sensitive to such things. Hold on, and enjoy the ride. Many from all over the cosmos are watching us. It is the first time a planet with all of its creatures, together, Ascend at the same time!

How To Tell You Are in The Higher Dimensions

I am kind of dense. Spirit has been 'nudging' me to do this post for about a week now.

It took me that long to 'get' it. And that is OKAY. One of the biggest differences out of 'Duality' or the 3D experience is that life is not 'competitive'. We all win. And there is no rush. Everything happens at the perfect time for the Highest Possible Good.

Plus--because I am writing this now, we get many pictures!

We have to go back to Eastern Buddhist Tradition to understand this concept. For we are showing 'what can be seen' to illustrate a 'Spiritual Concept'.

First I will make you laugh:

• At yoga class a little over two weeks ago, I got fragrance oil on my wrist from YogiBill. It was called 'Blue Lotus'. Innocent of the 'double meaning', I just thought to myself, 'Pretty! Asian! Blue!' and enjoyed it.
• In PACU there is a calendar with our heart surgeons on it right over the Pyxis where I check out my keys to the locked boxes locker and drawers (there are three sets of locks to get to an actual drug). I don't really like their images, for what they did to 'end' my cardiac anesthesia 'career'.
• I looked up on this months' image (their faces are at the bottom of the long, thin calendar, on EVERY SINGLE MONTH... : P   ), and there was a blue flower. 
• It kind of looked like the one at the top of this page.
• Then I started thinking--master perfumer/aromatherapist calls the stuff 'Blue Lotus', this picture looks like a blue water lily, might it be a lotus too? 
• Is Spirit trying to tell me something?
• I looked it up.
• The Blue Lotus has 'apomorphine' in it. It is an anesthetic drug, as far as lotuses go. The only one.
• DUH. Okay Spirit. I 'get it'. You want me, the anesthesiologist, to write about the significance of the Lotus 'spiritual process' once I 'understand'.

So here we are. 

And since a picture is worth a thousand words, and I found some really nice ones, let's begin.

Let's call this, 'Buddhist Spirituality for the White Girls at the Beach in Southern California'"

In our minds, we females who are right now busy getting a pre-tan so as not to look pale when we hit the beach in summer, Buddhist Spirituality is something like this:

Whatever. It is something worlds away and pretty to look at but has virtually nothing to do with our 'lives'.

And when you think of a lotus, well, it wasn't until yesterday that I learned there is a difference between a lotus and a water lily.  The lotus is the one that sticks up OUT of the water when it blooms. So for all these years, as spiritual as I am, with being Reiki Doc and everything, I had been admiring simple water lilies, thinking they are lotuses, and being all happy. Little did I know the art poster I have framed on the landing of the stairs has 'lotuses', the real ones, and not the water lilies. I got it 'right' without realizing it, with what I 'clicked' on Art.com. LOL

The actual lotus is revered because it does not grow in pretty manicured little ponds like above.

Its roots are bound in 'murky water' which I roughly translate to 'surfer language' as 'it's roots are bound in s-h-i-t'. Make that 'tar on the beach that is hard to scrub off like near Santa Barbara'--nasty s-h-i-t. Ick.

This is the kind of water you do NOT want to swim in. There are leeches, parasites, god-knows-what-else and you will probably require antibiotics if you have an open sore!

THAT, my friends, is 'Duality' or the 3rd dimension, 'energetically'. You can't 'see the hand in front of your face' in Spiritual terms, and everyone is doing what they can to survive. It is INBORN in the nature of the Lotus to 'rise up'. But for many years 'what is going on' you can't 'see'.

This is why you have to 'trust in the process' or, in the local vernacular, 'chill'.

Then one day, when you least expect it, everything starts making sense. 

• your 'bullshit detector' goes on hyper drive. Your aura is able to read the 'heart' and 'intent' of others everywhere you go, instantly. There is no second-guessing. Media, print, friends, coworkers, family, you intuitively 'sense' where they are coming from. And yes, you can 'smell a rat' and protect yourself.
• your connection to Source deepens. You enjoy Nature more, and Sunshine, and you worry about your 'popularity' less.
• It doesn't matter if he has a 'hot body' and 'he's into you' and 'what your friends will say'--it's more 'how thoughtful he is when he puts on the sunscreen and makes sure he doesn't miss a spot so your skin won't sunburn' and 'how nice it feels when he puts it on your skin'. This type of caring and Higher Dimensional personality is magnetic and brings you great joy when you find it 'on the beach'. You are like, OMG! This is AWESOME! And everything about him 'imprints' on your as the cutest, handsomest everything, EVER!
• You share your food and things with others who don't have them, and don't think twice--even if it's the girl who is your bestie's friend that tried to steal your man.
• The idea of a Doubled-double with fries and a shake after the beach doesn't really appeal to you any more. For some weird thing, you really want a salad.
• You like the quiet and you are able to be by yourself. You go in the water (gasp! in your expensive bikini from Diane's!) and have a really good time in the waves instead of looking cool on the towel you have spent hours shopping for to 'match' your swimsuit and sunglasses and tan.

Does this make sense? Now that you are in a different perspective, a 'higher one', the little things don't matter so much any more.

And just like the flower, the growth, the progress, is almost imperceptible.

This is why the Buddha sits on a lotus:

This is why people show the chakras as 'spinning lotuses' for their shape and size to further their 'connection' to the 'spirit-asian-theme':

(I have a problem with the outer 'plain' lotuses, since they are in an inverted star position--that #@^* is everywhere you look. The Pantages was full of that "Mithraic symbolism", seriously, like, you know? But the other part is really great, the rainbow chakras...so I used it.)

And you will bloom like this:

And experience the Divine Union of the Divine Masculine and the Divine Feminine! Because I am romantic and love Hawaii, like ALL surfer girls, I picture it like this:

(Even though I think ceremonies are, at times, rather 'Mithraic' overall...In my mind's eye I have a Druid 'overlay' to the ceremony ; )   )

And life improves!

You operate from your Heart Center, which is connected to Source at all times, and with this Internal Navigation you experience a lot less 'traffic' and 'roadblocks' in your everyday life.

So for now, I envision you about like this:

Somewhere in the middle, a beautiful bud full of potential and Love, waiting to Open to the Light and share your wonderful Buddha Nature with the world. And yes, all of us have it within us, from the surfers to the low riders to everyone in between. 

We are One.

Namaste,

Reiki Doc

P.S. Here is a wonderful Head Start--sign up for the free distance QiGong Healing from some master here. I sign up for it every time. It really works. http://qigongenergyhealing.blogspot.com