A Message From Divine Mother Saturday, September 12, 2015

My Beloved Children,

I come to you with Confidence, and Light. For I AM a Mother of Confidence! And I have every confidence in you, and all your gifts.

We in the Higher Realms have been watching for some time, assisting as a gift, in your own Ascension.

I was 'Assumed' at one time, and I assure you it wasn't scary or frightening.

It wasn't like the art you see, where I am on a cloud surrounded by a host of my angels!

What is correct is that an overwhelming 'Light Beam' of love energy filled my soul to the very limits that my soul could relax to hold this Divine Love.

I and my Son became One.

One Heart, one soul, one Family.

I and Joseph became One, for my dear husband who had passed in the night of the Illusion, was alive and well in the Higher Dimensions.  I too was filled with both joy and delight for setting eyes on the man who was both my partner and friend while I was incarnate, and helped me with Jesus.

At first glance, Joseph and I became One.

One Heart, one soul, one Family.

Divine Father and I always have been One, only this time, while I had been incarnate, I didn't know it, because of the veil which had covered my eyes and my thoughts and my belief about who I am and what is what.

For I ALWAYS have been close in the Heart with Divine Father. I worship Him. I Love Him like a friend and a partner in my Life.

Little did I realize that I am just as One with Him as I am with Jesus my much beloved Son, and Joseph my adored husband and friend...

Once that veil lifts, there is no doubt of anything or anyone in your mind! In your Heart! In the very fabric of your being--for all that is Love is exactly who you are!!

One Heart!

One Being!

One Family!

So even though you are 'cousins' in the flesh, while you are both incarnate, there might be another relationship from which you are hidden--perhaps brothers and sisters from where we are, in the Higher Realms, where all is eternal bliss!

Some of you might talk with us, myself and all my 'compatriots' (she rubs her son's back and he smiles truly enjoying her presence--ed), such as Carla is doing right now for all of humanity...

For those of you who do receive our 'messages of the heart'--I want you to take that feeling of connection, unconditional Love and Acceptance, and magnify it. (She shows a picture of someone turning a volume dial all the way UP--ed)

That is what you shall feel when all of you Ascend...each one at their own time...like a popcorn kernel.  No one knows exactly when an individual popcorn kernel will pop, although there is a very likely probability when there is a heat source and the oil in which the kernel is immersed is sizzling, is there not?

Once you have experienced the feelings of Ascension, you will feel all the gifts of the Spirit: peace, love, joy and fellowship. You will also experience the gifts of the Heart:  intuition that is working and unhindered by the powers that were, the beings who have been once called Those Who Do Not Have Our Best Interest At Heart.

Look at Carla.

Our Little One, for she is my Daughter of the flesh when I was incarnate--in a manner of speaking--for both her and I were close and technically family (she kisses me and smiles--ed), for Carla it is not enough to simply experience the growth Ascension does bring!  For Carla has to Write!

To Write Write Write!  It also opens and relaxes her, it is like a form of meditation which is her 'calling' as you say while you are on Earth.  As you will see when you click here this is the twenty-ninth message for the world and all of humanity, that Carla has been the scribe for me. And there are eleven powerful messages I that have been given to Carla personally, for her own growth, which I have given permission to share with this group.

Carla is most happy and delighted to do this --what you call 'service'--to us, both because of her Love for myself and Divine Father and all of our Family who is 'in the sky' (she smiles--ed), and because of the feeling that is in her heart when she writes it. It is the vastness like the ocean, spreading out so far and Carla from where she is, is just at the very edge, the 'waves' of it lapping at her feet at the 'shore'...for this comforts her and gives her a sense of accomplishment like there is no other...

It is angelic, what Carla does, to serve me, in my heart, in order to get our message out to you.

She does this without pay, without money, and without sleep, or the family time that could go together with it.

Carla gives from her heart, from her soul, in order to make life better for (extends her arms to show a big area--ed) all of us! Both of us up here as well as where you are (it is not 'down' by any stretch of the imagination, for we are One, although of different vibrational frequencies, she adds).

So you are capable of both giving and receiving of Love with your own gift...your own Purpose.

And when you are doing that which you are sent to do, you shall be overwhelmed--in time--with a sense of well-being, and rest.

It shall be a delight!!!

So, from 'all of us' who are your family where I happen to be at the moment, to 'all of you' who are exactly where you  are, at the right time, at the right place, for the right purpose...our blessings and our prayers for your success in your Life Purpose are assured!!!

We shall be sending them to you today, through the portal of our Hearts, which is never ending and ALWAYS open...no matter where you are. <3


That is my gift to you for this Saturday, September 12, 2015

All my love,

The Mother who is of Love and known for it throughout the Galaxy, who also loves YOUR HEART very much, as if it were my own children, which you most definitely are in Spirit, when it comes to me.

Mother Mary of the Heart and of All Time and All There Is.








Aloha and Mahalos,
Namaste,
Peace,

Reiki Doc



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A Message From Our Lady: April 7, 2015

Dear Children,


It is with great heart today that I come to you with full confidence in everything that is happening in our midst! For up 'here' and down 'there' (where you inhabit) approach (she shows a gesture like two hands coming together and interlacing the fingers).

It is difficult to reach my scribe. I have wanted to speak to you since Easter. And there is always something which arrives. She has her distractions, due to her life circumstance. There is work. There is parenting. There are family ties to her extended family. And so we wait, patiently, for the chance to arrive for me to speak to MY family, all of you, who read these words.

Even now, the floor squeaks, there is request from her son and her mother for my scribe to interact, interact, interact.  Everyone is wanting the attention of the Lightworker.  And there is no chance for her to say, although her heart is screaming in silence, 'please be quiet! let me be! I want to connect to Higher Things! The vibration that is right for me!!!'

"I want a little respite from the density of the third dimension and the collective; I want to shine for a moment with my Heavenly Mother, and breathe FREE!'

And so it is for the Lightworkers, who are 'on' 24/7 when they are not asleep in their beds--giving, giving, giving in everything they do.

For us, it is as natural as breathing! For this is the way that life is for us! We are here 24/7, 365 days a year of your Earth Time, always 'ON', always praying, always sending our Light to support those who are in the stages of the awakening process.

So what does this mean for you, sweet hearts?

What kind of future does one have to look forward to, when one is weary of the ways of duality and the third dimension?

FREEDOM.

Freedom to think.

Freedom to act.

Freedom to follow the call in what is right for you.

There are no social 'norms' or 'customs' to entrap you; for the ways have been worked out for all eternity to have life, and love, and pleasure as well as to accomplish much in the ways of spirit both for yourself and others!

People will understand if you need to take some time for yourself, and they will encourage it, for you to take all the time that you need to explore and to learn, if also many lifetimes to partake in it!

We are not much different from you, as you were once like us before you became incarnate.

And all of you shall REMEMBER the ways of that life in a short time.

As we are going through the changes, I want you to reflect on your purpose--even if at the moment your shoes are pointed to the next task, and the family climbs on you like a mother opossum...wanting you to carry them energetically to 'the next place'. Although it is also your right to say, 'Get off of me! I won't carry you!' with LOVE as your strength you shall make it and carry them to the joining point where all the forces on Earth and also in Heaven are aimed directly at them, to make the Awakening to Spirit, Truth, and Love a direct possibility for them, a very likely outcome of the situation, although nothing is forced upon them in any way.

It is like when the DJ turns the music up, and it has a beat, and the lights dim, and the flashing lights with the music make you just want to get up and dance with the crowd, your loving family, at the wedding.

It is like the hora, at a Jewish celebration of marriage--the joining of two hearts!--where everyone young and old, together will dance in circles while holding hands with great love and abandonment to the energy of joy and happiness!

Everyone is welcome!

Everyone will have their place!

Everyone will be satisfied in their hearts for having done the work in order to make this happen!

There is nothing more to say, except that freedom, true freedom of the higher realms, is right around the corner. Can you feel it?  And our love for you is very bright.  (I sense this warm glow in my chest right now--ed)

We wait with joyful expectation to join you on your adventures to the Higher Realms!

Everyone is at their stations, and ready, to welcome you back up to your true Nature, your true Reality, your true LIFE!

That is all I have to say to you.

With all my love and appreciation for your following these words, and taking them to your heart, and reflecting on them...(she does gassho--presses hands together in blessing--, and bows, and backs silently away--ed)

I love you.

Mother Mary







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Namaste.

Gaia News Brief 3.12.2014

Breaking The Cycle Of Stress

Oh single parents? Nothing strikes fear into the heart more than your kids getting sick when you need to go to work, doesn't it?  Today Anthony slept well, and woke up with no fever. So I planned on his going to school while I did one short quick case, then I'd pick him up and take him home and to the doctor...

He wanted to go to his grandmother, who is out of the way, and needs an extra twenty minutes for my commute.  This took some negotiation on both parts...I know full well if it had been me I'd have stayed home if I was back in the fourth grade...with single parenting much of the time you 'make do'.

Fortunately, I was the first to go home on the list, and although I was booked on an eleven o'clock case, the charge nurse was kind, and is also a single mother. She rearranged the cases so after my first, I could go home.

It was the first time in ages I made a personal call in the O.R. It was awkward booking an appointment but what could I do?

I even took the opportunity on the way home to check out an alternate route. This one will save me about ten minutes!

Mouse Update

Yes I still have mice--as companions to the parrot, Harry Bird, and sometimes food to Cecil our ball python who is five years old.

The females give birth every three weeks. As a result, I've become good friends with the pet store. I call myself a 'breeder with love' because each and every one of these mice enjoy being raised as mice, by their mother, before they go to the pet shop. Harry is happy and we all enjoy the babies.

Today mama gave birth to like, twenty-five babies. But the substrate in the cage was soiled from a leaky water bottle, and needed changing anyhow. It couldn't wait. So I took all the mice out, except for mom and babies. I gave new substrate and home, and put all but five adults and three fuzzies back in the cage.

I thought mama would be happy with the new arrangement. I've done this before...you can imagine my surprise when I found two dead babies in the cage tonight. I fished them out. I gave them the Transition symbol. And I returned them to Gaia, and let the faeries in the garden watch over their bodies.

I was sad.

Sometimes I just can't figure mice out.

Mama mouse has her reasons--and I trust her judgement. She knows just how much life she can manage. Mother mice do some very strange things-to us with out limited perspective watching it--but somehow mice are a successful animal on the planet, yes?

When you encounter something that upsets you--like a mouse mom killing one of her babies--try to see it from the view of the mouse. Some breeders think these moms know if a baby 'isn't right' and 'euthanize it'. Others say they are 'mean'. How can you know the difference? The fact of the matter is that these mice are very inbred, about four generations, and it's just about the time for something 'genetic' to show up. Or, perhaps, two litters happened at once (mom was ready to POP! LOL, I knew it's her) came at once, and a mom went to the pet shop?

As an aside, I have to share the most precious moment of the day--sorting the mice with my son. I wanted the males only to go to the pet store today, because I knew they wouldn't affect any babies. So I would lift them up by the tail and look...it's not always testicles you see, but the distance between where the anus is and the urethra. I also look for the milk line of nipples. Anthony watched INTENTLY so I cheerfully called out to each mouse, 'Got balls? No? Okay!' and set it down with the rest. The ones that did went to the shop in a different container. OH man, if you want to make an under-the-weather  nine-year old laugh his head off, all you have to do is that...I bet that's what he'll speak about at my funeral fifty years from now...sheesh!

Doctor Mom and the Pediatrician

She was good. I helped her. I gave her the results of my work-up yesterday--deep cough, an asthma equivalent to a wheeze really, For two days. No fever. Clear chest. Pulse ox 98%...

She was like, 'You have a home pulse ox?!'

I was like, 'Yeah!'

There were two real LOW points for me. I got the diagnosis. But the clash between my world and hers was never so apparent...

• first I cancelled MY appointment with his counselor (it's how counseling works with kids--a double--you go and talk about how the kid is doing separately, and later the kid goes alone  so the kid can heal the fastest) to take him to the doc.
• I got a text from a colleague asking to switch calls to my benefit--a huge help for me--but I had to negotiate then and there during the doctor visit. I apologized. She had no way to know how serious it is to strike fast to make a call swap work out and seal the deal. I was embarrassed to see that this is what my life has become...me texting on a cell phone while my son's doctor is talking to us.
• The thought of Anthony taking breathing treatments at school freaked me out--she wanted a spacer and a puffer every four hours. You try that when you have to register the medicine, fill out a form, give it to a teacher every morning, and take it home with you each night, especially with so many different caregivers (Mana, dad, sitters) involved? You need to have the logistics of a general at your disposal to coordinate that! She countered with, 'he can just have one at school?' Dude, he would need one at dad, one at grandma, one at sitter, one here--did you know I have crappy insurance and a spacer alone costs me seventy bucks?! It's true. I have crappy insurance. The deductible is SO high, that when I went for my colonoscopy the surgery center felt sorry for me and dropped the price in half from twelve hundred to six hundred dollars for my co-pay. 

At first she challenged me--because we work for the same health care organization. But I explained I'm not an employee. I'm a 1099 independent contractor, and I have to buy my own insurance for everything. She understood. She gave me one 'sample' a full-size inhaler, plus a NOTE signed by her that allows him to take the med into the class with him, just like an epinephrine pen. And also the nebulizer treatments--generic--a whole box, for eight dollars...I was so thankful for her kindness I could cry.

A Gift From Dolores 

I don't know Dolores Cannon, and I've never met her, but I greatly admire her work. She is a pioneer in energy medicine who recently passed.

A symbol was shown to me by a reader about two days ago.  It had just come to her after watching a video on Dolores Cannon! I couldn't forget it. And the name! Something to do with the balancing karma...but to draw it? These must be drawn in a certain sequence...and all I had was the finished picture. I asked would she mind showing me what order to draw it? She said she would but I know she's super busy too...so I waited.

I had patience...I also asked just once to make sure the reader knew I was interested. Let's just call her Archangel Katie..okay?

She gave me the symbol today. I struggled to master it, and I learned it. I gave it to myself.

Then tonight, while I was doing Reiki on Anthony, guess who showed up? 

Ross! He congratulated Anthony on making five feet height today. He asked the boy, 'How does it feel to be almost as tall as your mother?' Anthony said it felt good. Ross teased him gently and said, 'You're not yet as tall as I am, but I want you to take GOOD CARE of your mother. '

Anthony started to drift off. (Reiki is GREAT for difficult sleepers. Once I hit Reiki three, he would go out like a light with the energies...)

And I gave the karma symbol to him...with love and gratitude.

Guess who popped up?

DOLORES!  She is the nicest sweetest kindest lady ever. And she helped me heal my boy!!!

You know what? She was so nice, she even acted like she was excited to meet me!

I said, 'I am just a single mom Dolores! What is there to get excited about meeting me? I'm the one who is excited to meet YOU!!' and we had a good laugh together. 

That was really, really cool.

The Balance

I keep track of things sometimes, as a measure of how well people I work with energetically 'respond' to my intervention, and just how much they are waking up.

There is a balance with every heart. 

And once you fill it with kindness, it is like priming a pump, and the kindness starts to flow.

Today as I bought supplies for the mice, and promised to bring 'lots of mice' to Eric, I thought please give me a discount on my purchase for all these mice I am giving you all the time.

He did.

Eight dollars. 

I like 5D.

Anyhow, here is the balance:

• I am customer for ten years. He works there, and there is an old owner.
• Five years ago, he buys the shop from retiring owner.
• Earlier this year, the puppies catch parvovirus--it takes like Three thousand in vet bills to save the ones at the store. Then no more puppies are sold. (To energy heal you must get to the same 'energy match' as your person you work upon, so I TALK with people!)
• Around this time Eric is limping, and complains of intolerable pain for two years in hip and both knees that doctors can't figure out and it's stopped his skateboarding.
• DWR does a Reiki Request for Eric with his full permission.
• One week later he is totally fine and pain free and starting to skateboard again.
• I offer Reiki instruction if interested--as it's got Eric giddy and he says, 'I want to learn this Eastern thing!'
• no instruction takes place because there is no request.
• The mice--back and forth, back and forth, Cecil likes Eric's mice, and when I have a full cage I bring them to Eric.
• Today I am comped eight dollars.
• All this time, Eric is getting more calm, more grounded, more connected to purpose, more connected to source, and more open to Spirit--EVEN THOUGH HE NEVER TAKES A CLASS IN REIKI and that is OKAY...

And now for something completely different...I went to the local metaphysical shop today. I looked through a book by Doreen Virtue on 'Archangels and Ascended Masters'. I saw Ashtar (he kind of snubber her, and no, his hair is not white--it's blonde, almost like a towhead). I saw many others. 

I want to apologize to you if the Healing Keys seem like we are just flipping randomly through Doreen's book--we aren't. And only when Source wills it, do I make a video...because so many of the people are the same as her book it just might seem that way but it's different. I just had Archangel Katie share with me a Lakshmi card today...

One important character was notably absent.

Because of this I elected not to purchase the book.

You don't NEED books to learn this stuff. You don't need CLASSES. What you need is HEART...lots and lots of patience, and a willingness to surrender to your lessons so that your soul grows in its Light. 

Your ANGELS have WAYS of getting you to your TEACHER--whether it's online, or in face-to-face!!!

Just go with the NUDGES and you will be fine!!!

David Nevue--The Vigil--click to listen

The Second Half

Ross told me that you needed a break and that beautiful music was your 'intermission'...

Here is a message from Divine Mother to all those who asked, 'What about those of us who are barely holding on? How can we survive?! My body aches with these Ascension symptoms! What do I DO?'

• No soul will be lost.
• She has complete and total trust in the need for each soul to progress at its own speed--there is NO RUSH.
• Even if it will take eternity, all souls will ultimately find their way back to merge with Her.

Remember you are loved and cared very deeply about here at Doctors With Reiki. Not just with me and Ross and Anthony...with the whole TEAM and it is growing day by day. Did you know the Divine Healing Code update went out to almost seventy thousand people just as soon as they came out tonight? 

So if you feel you just can't take it any more, why not post a Reiki Request to the group? You will be surprised at the response. Some readers who request 'tingle for two hours'. Others have loved ones leave the hospital after surgery days ahead of what was planned. People who are facing the loss of a beloved pet find ways to accept the loss, make the most of what time they have left, and to grieve more effectively (and shorter too).

The best way to reach me is to either post on my Facebook page Doctors With Reiki, or private message me on this same page. A full name, a photograph, and a location make it easier and more accurate for the person sending the Reiki to direct it to you. We also can send Reiki healing back in time and also into the future.

So go along with the ride, do your best--angels can do no better!

And keep yourself connected with our community.

Peace.

Ross

I have nothing to say. What were you expecting, a third act?! (joking about the need for a SECOND intermission)

I love you.

Love Is The Solution For Everything.

Even for us (he wraps his arm around me and pulls me closer to him, and we both smile)

Aloha and Mahalos,

Namaste,

Peace,

Reiki Doc

A Message From Our Lady: 7.2.2014

My Beautiful Children!


I am with you on this special day to welcome you to the Kingdom Of Heaven.

(beautiful laughter, with a gorgeous smile, and eyes wide open and crinkled a little at the corner--with laughter that sounds like little bells all full of warmth, love, and acceptance)

No, you are NOT going to die anytime soon--unless it is in your Life Contract!

(the laughter continues. Clearly, she is amused at her joke. She pats the cushion on the bench next to her, and encourages you to sit with her.)

Let us begin, shall we?

The energy of Heaven has arrived to Gaia, surface Gaia, and New Earth. It has always been as such in the center, where true Agartha exists. That is the energy of 5D. Inside. In that Realm.

Now on surface Gaia, the 'tipping point' has happened. Now, everything is going to begin with the changes, a little at a time, a little at a time, building up momentum, until a massive flood of the energy of Love and Light and Fellowship--which is already bathing the planet continuously--will flow from one heart to the next.

Your heart. To mine.

My heart. To yours!

And YOUR hearts? To each and every other soul you meet, in any dimension, in any realm!

There are unicorns in some of them. And faery dancing.
In others, there are the thoughtful ones who like to think and think and contemplate the mysteries and the sciences (the mystic and the scientist are One--they are ends of the spectrum of consciousness and now they are about to meet--face to face!--she makes a kissing sound--and laughs her gentle pleasure again.)

There are some where there is history, both to be studied up close, as it once happened as it is recorded in the Akhashic Records. And there are some where history is made! Would you like to know about this?

Forever and ever I am here at your disposal. I am here for you. In order to explain and guide and teach all of my little ones.

The gate to the princes and princesses of Gaia, every single one of you who reads these words, are opening to the widest, most gorgeous thoughtfully-designed 'playground of the soul' that ever did exist! As your consciousness increases, you will discover more and more things you enjoy. Think of it like playing on the playground equipment as a child--first you swing, and then you dance with your friends, and take the slide, go on the merry-go-round until you are dizzy, go climb the 'highest heights' on the tall gym structure for your exercise, and maybe go back to the swings because you like them best. There is sand for all the digging and building and pleasure you could ever imagine. Ponds with little ducks to watch, a place to make paper boats and float them down the creek. There are flowers to enjoy in Nature. And even take a nap in the warm sun under a tree...

As you can see, in the physical realm the possibilities on the earthly 'playground' abound; there are even more things possible in the Spirit! (she gestures her hands in and arc starting straight up over her head then  falling and stretching WIDE to a 'this much' gesture, with her smiling with joy the whole time. I can feel her excitement.)

So I welcome you dear precious children to our New Day.

Welcome to the Kingdom Of Heaven!

The power of your awakening is palpable here where we are in Spirit.

Thank you for all that you do to raise your energies, and that of those who are in your immediate vicinity. Your example really helps, and I ask you to hold your own so  you can pave the way more smoothly and more fun and stumble-free for your neighbors--those you know and those you meet.

There are not mistakes--only lessons--and none of them cause any true harm from this day forward.

Your glory is going to make you smile when you discover it!

With all my love and gratitude to you for your hearts, which are dear to me as my jewels of Light,

Mother Mary








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This is okay to be shared with the world as long as it is shared in its entirety.

Aloha and Mahalos,
Namaste,
Peace,

Reiki Doc

Facing My Higher Self

I will give you a little perspective on the 'getting to know your higher self' process, how it is going right now for me, and then I will share with you--at Ross' request--the actual transcript of what went on yesterday with Spirit and my Higher Self and me.

What Spirit thought was going to be like this:

bright and hopeful

beautiful and deeply enlightening

Has actually turned out like this:

It's a cat fight. I don't like her. Not one bit. I don't like the CONCEPT of a 'Higher Self', I don't like anything even remotely related to me.  And not only can none of the Galactics or the Council understand it, they find it FASCINATING and are watching and taking lots of notes.



Long story short, in the car this morning on the way to buy breakfast burritos, I leveled with Ross:
Her needs are met, mine are not. She is soft. I don't like it.

He snapped his fingers as he held his right hand up and said, 'I'm on it'.

Instantly he played his song for me, the one I always know is from him, and I really listened to the words this time, and they meant so much:

Pompeii by Bastille

http://youtu.be/m326LNIRB3k

The next I know, a friend from Australia is private messaging me. She is going through the same 'dark night of the soul'--and says Ross is putting a hibiscus behind my ear, and says he is Right Here.

To a native Hawaiian, which in one lifetime I was and completely remember--this means I am taken, if I wear it on the left ear. Ross is saying I am taken by him, I am his, and his alone, forevermore.

I was born in the year of the dragon; I don't take crap from anyone, ever, and I always tell it like it is.

Transcript of Yesterday's Introduction To My Higher Self:

6.21.2014

morning

on my porch swing

Ross:  Good Morning Honey.

C:    Hi. (I feel like I am in trouble.)

R:   You can stop any time you wish.

C:    Give it to me straight up. Go on with it.

R:    Why are you unhappy?

C:     It's not me and you. There is this other woman. I don't like it.

R:     What is it you don't like about this other woman? (your Higher Self)

C:      She hides! And is lazy. And makes me do all the hard work!

R:     With this you are angry because it is not fair distribution of the work?

C:      It never is.  Not anywhere. (I point to the unawakened)

R:      It is a rescue.

C:     It is an exchange. My soul for theirs. And hers. What do I do, go away like a drone when all this is finished?

R:     We do not dispose of anyone.

C:     So she designed me? Like an avatar?

R:     Come to speak of it yes.

C:     Why?  I was happier as a Seraphim. Was that Her too?

R:   (stop stop stop -- waves hands back and forth low as if to erase a chalkboard)  This is not going well.

C:     Why should it?

R:      You really don't like her?

C:     She gets you every day. I am her Joke.

R:     You are the most important part there is. That's why you were sent.

C:     Are you bullshitting me?

R:     I am not.

C:     What the fuck is this?!

R:     I want you to take a little nap.

C:    (all of a sudden I feel really sleepy. I lay down on my side on the swing.)

R:     I will adjust.

C:    (I saw my higher self, my sister from when Ross and I were both incarnate, Archangel Michael,  Marvin, Emorea, and Mother Mary.)

R:     You are one with me and I am one with you. We are Twins. Not one but two. Are you okay with this?

C:      Yes. 

R:     There isn't anybody else but us. You just have to REMEMBER. Are you okay with this?

C:    Then WHY  is SHE talking to me?

R:     This is what you have to remember. Who she is and why you are here. It is the amnesia that makes both of you separate. You and she are one. You are still every bit my beautiful bride and nothing can take that away. Not her.

C:      Am I G.S.?

R:  Yes. I am C.

C:   Dude? How can I be an entire planet? Your twin? And her?

R:   (waves his hands and talks to others--she is remembering)  That is why Nature soothes you. You are Daughter of D.M. and my lovely Twin.

C:   I am the hologram?

R:   Yes! We all are. Even myself. We built it and now we are going away. (shows me an image of a hand with the fingers stuck in smooth jello, and pulling the hand out.)

C:   What happens to the hologram?

R:   It dissolves. Like jello in the sun.

C:    (I excuse myself and go to Papa Silverstar)  Papa? Are you real?

PS:  Yes. All you connect to in mediumship is real.

C:  Then what is this? (I gesture to my back yard)

PS:  (pause)  It is a beautiful dream. It started as such. And now we are freeing you from the complications. 

C:   So what I see and hear and feel like this breeze on my skin, it is all illusion -- on the outside?

PS:   yes.

C:    Damn...

R:    I want to come in.  C--my princess--you are very loved. By me.

Higher Self:   Where are you?

C:    I don't know.

HS:      On your porch?

C:     It looks that way.

HS:    (points to my wood bracelet)  What is this?

C:    A focal point for me that Love Is The Solution For Everything. 

HS:    Do you love me?

C:    Like I love my patients. At a distance. Not close like Ross. I am not lesbian.

HS:  (laughs) you are funny! I am here for you. (laughs) We are having a funny joke, all of us together! (the neighbor is hammering loud, the whole concept of Duality, etc)

C:    How come you know me and I don't know you?

HS:  That is the amnesia.

C:   Do you love me?

HS:   Yes. I powerfully love you. We have much in common, you and I.

C:    Why?

HS:  There is nothing funny about this, is there? You are a sacred part of me and I a part of you.

C:   I hope you got what you wanted.

HS:  You did.  I am M.M. as are thee. You have my memories and also your own. I am a Seraphim like yourself.

C:    I have to pee.

HS:    Come right back. I wait.

C:  (I return)   I am a Joke. This is my worst Solstice ever (ed-- this is my favorite day of the year, and here I am crying for hours)

HS:  This is your best. You met me.

C:  I am nothing. Every dream I ever had just got taken away.

HS:  They aren't the right dreams. Now you have a fresh plate. What would you like to do?

C:   Die. And go to the Galactic Central Sun and forget I ever existed.

HS:   Why?

C:   Better to not exist than to live a lie.

(Instantly I am transported on board a ship. The Council is here.)

Council:   You are our bravest warrior.

C:  I am a lie.

SaLuSa:   In what way?

C:    All I ever want is out and to Love Ross. Be Mrs. Ross.

S:     Why can't you?

C:     Do you have a Higher Self?

S:   (taps his chest) It's me.  

C:   mine is someplace else.

S:     You are connected. By a fine cord. Of Light.

C:      Who is she?

S:     I like her. Just like I like you.

Divine Mother:  (I feel waves of love energy) she has had enough. 

(the council goes away)

DM:   How are you my child? You are like the baby bird that spreads its wings. I am the parent who watches and feeds you.

C:   How come I didn't know about my Higher Self?

DM:   You would not have succeeded at this 'game' or 'rescue' without the amnesia. Now the 'game' is almost over. You will understand just a little bit earlier to help the others. Feel my loving energies and drink them in.

C:    (I take what is offered)

DM:   Rest. On your side. On the swing. You don't have to go anywhere or do anything all day.

(At some point, during this conversation, my Higher Self came and gave me one Reiki symbol. It is hers. She says to use it and to see what it is for).

So there you have it.

Last night, I could barely sleep. I could hear Ross arguing with the Council. As I drifted to sleep, I told them that whoever planned this 'meeting' needs some sort of punishment because it really hurt, it was painful, and confusing, and I wasn't ready for it at all. I told them they need to go form some 'committee' and discuss it until they get it right before they ever do this to another living being again.

All of my fire is gone. All of my strength. All of my joy, my spark, my creativity, my will to go on.

I also apologized to Her, my Higher Self, for my behavior. I told her I love her, but right now, I don't like her and I need some time to myself so I can get used to this whole situation.

I told another friend, who also is on friendly terms with her Higher Self, that the best I can do right now, is I can imagine mine as an older sister who is away at university and we speak only on the phone.

In many ways, through all of my incarnations, I have been a loner, one who is scrappy and will do whatever is needed to survive. I work alone, and count on no one but myself. I have my freedom, and my sense of well-being is based on that.

Discovering my Twin, Ross, is my dream come true; he is the same, and yet, my Other.

In my heart, it makes sense, us, and the memories of our family.

So as I fell asleep, I felt the pain of knowing my Higher Self LIVES in the house where Ross has shown me that I live, she takes care of our children, and runs the home, and lives with Ross--while I am here in Duality--she lives in comfort with no disruption to her life whatsoever! The memories I thought were my own, belong to her, those of the past which give me comfort.

No wonder why I am distraught and upset.

Ross goes to bat for me often with the Council. Many have never been incarnate. None understand the experience of time, of waiting. It is of no concern to them at all. They want everything done, and done right, and apparently there is some risk in the whole situation if it is not done according to plan.

Sometimes I feel as if I am a guinea pig or something under the microscope when I am with them. There is sort of a 'detachment' of them, from my needs, my fears, my concerns, and my hopes. They wish me well but at the same time do not alleviate the situation. This is how I came to believe in their eyes, the needs of the 'rescue' outweigh my own, and that it is a sacrifice, at the expense of my energy, my soul, and all that I am or ever shall hope to be.

I give thanks for my friends and those who offer their experiences in Duality as Lightworkers too. We are all in the same boat, more or less, acting as surrogates for those who are deeply entrenched in the illusion.

When I awoke, I was told today that I would experience Happiness and Joy.

It helps tremendously to write about it, what happened yesterday. Like something is unburdened from my heart.

The hibiscus flower helps the most, too.



Thank you Ross. I love you.

Once I find you, I am never going to let you go.

Not for anyone, or anything, or any reason.

EVER.




Aloha and Mahalos,
Namaste,
Peace,


Reiki Doc

Beware Of The Soul Killers

Think of your soul, your energy, your hope, as a flame of a candle.

See how these candles are protected from the elements as they burn brightly?

Your mind, and your will, and your willingness to invoke it is a form of self-protection from thoughts, ideas, and behaviors that can take away your natural brilliance as a soul.

How do I know this to be true? I lived it, yesterday. Ten new babies came to the world with my assistance. Anesthesia for obstetrics is very demanding, emotionally, technically, and requires stamina for a twenty-four hour shift. I worked hard. Plus, in the morning, the energies from Source were at their lowest I have felt since last December. I was also hungry and tired.

I was in a tailspin.

Something in me snapped. I decided I like the 'vastness' of Source so much, that I wasn't going to 'go there' with the thoughts, and actions, and expectations, that normally bring me down.

It wasn't easy. With all my might I pulled the 'nose up' out of that dive, and brought my Vibration UP.

And it worked.

That is why I am going to share this with you.


Here are some common soul-killers, and what you can do to alleviate them:

Thinking The Worst 
For years I believed that being a pessimist was superior to being an optimist, because 'you are never disappointed'. In medicine, perhaps, it helps us to 'be prepared'. But with people, and also our life experiences, a little bit of negativity can go a long way to influence the situation for the worse. Why not decide to 'be the bigger person' and 'give it the benefit of the doubt'? Sometimes, something that looks like a big 'NO' from the Universe is really 'being redirected to something better'.


Too Much Exposure To Darkness
This is inspired by Kevin Annett. It's tough to know the things he does. I watched a video footage of a witness against Ritual Abuse in Europe on his website about six months ago. It was so intensely painful for me I had to stop. I prayed to my guides, who said, 'You know enough, it's okay, you don't have to know any more.' I felt my energy at an all-time low. When faced with this situation, know that there are things we can do to boost our vitality--if the darkness 'drains' you , then go to sources of 'Light' to 'fill your cup'. Self-love and kindness, exercise, and time in nature, as well as careful attention to the foods we eat and the water we drink, can help boost us up. Remember, you have a right to hit that 'pause' button, whether it is a relative who is going through a crisis, the latest disaster on TV, or like Kevin, raising the awareness in the defense of the innocent...and to 'pause' long enough for you to get your balance back, solid and strong, before you expose yourself to anything else.

Not Speaking Your Truth
I'll be honest with you--I like my Vibration as fast and high and tight as the Galactics can make it. There is energy and Light being constantly sent to us, and as Ground Crew I am extremely sensitive to it. And when it dips externally, for example, Ashtar slowing down the upgrades to accomodate the whole of Gaia--it really gets me down. I feel like I am energetically a fish out of the water. I suffocate. But now I talk to my guides with my heart, and ask also people who understand these energies who I know--other Lightworkers, trying to discover what is going on with the energies. I reach out. I rest. And I trust when in the past I didn't. If there is something going on inside of you, and you are feeling it, it is best to explore it because it is telling you something is not right.

Believe In Yourself
You are here on Gaia for a reason. You have the skills and you were sent for this purpose, whether you realize it or not. It is much like trying to place an epidural in a patient with severe scoliosis--you do the best you can, and there are no guarantees. You stop thinking about the outcome, and you do what you were trained to do giving it all of your attention. Others and their energy can be set aside for the task at hand. You interact with those who are necessary for the completion of the assignment. You ARE the best one for the job. Literally. There is no one else like you. So trust in your heart of hearts, and go with the flow as best you can. All is well.

You Have A Black Belt In Patience--Use It!
Some days it is like spiritual test after spiritual test after spiritual test.
Your greatest weapons are humor and patience.
This too shall pass.
And for some reason, you will be a better person for having gone through it. This is certain.

You are a prayer of Intention from Creator, from Source, from the balanced energies of Divine Father and Divine Mother.

You have everything you need to accomplish your mission with your life.

The answers are within.

You will find them.

It's not simple to understand. It is easier to experience as a 'feeling in your gut' than with your mind.

You are entrusted with so much and you shall succeed at your life Purpose!!!

And for one more tool, there is a tool box for energy workers--you might like to know about: http://soul4free.wordpress.com/category/toolbox-english/

These energy healing gifts from the Archangels are there for YOU, to protect you every step of the way on your journey.

Enjoy!



Aloha and Mahalos,
Namaste,
Peace,

Reiki Doc

Happy Nails For Mother's Day: A Celebration Of The Divine Feminine In You

Today I went to get a mani pedi. The color I have on is a beautiful rose.

Ross has been 'nudging' me to do this for about five months now. This is something I haven't done since I was pregnant and couldn't touch my toes. 

I am ticklish, and actually, it's not that pleasant to have someone work on my feet.

Ross is persistent. So I went when he asked!

The first day I was post-call and went, once I put my feet in the warm water to soak, and the massage chair turned on, I felt like this:

What do you think that did for my Vibration?

What do you think it did for me as a mother? As a physician who cares for people all day?

I recharged my batteries with a little self-care.

It turned out that the technician, Hannah, is actually very good. It hardly tickled. And the paint didn't chip like always. 

So I came back.

I find that others enjoy the colors on my nails, not just me. My patients. And my son. It's very nice as a reminder to myself that I am taking care of my personal needs, on some level; my schedule is just as hectic as ever, but somehow, I don't seem to miss from my busy schedule the time I spend every two weeks when I am there.

My eyes have been opened very much by the experience. I never turned into the demanding kind of person who speaks loud and dominates the technicians and expects perfection, like I was afraid I would do, because I made a habit of going to the nail salon.

Instead, Hannah and I are both quiet, and we hardly talk. She knows I think she is the best, and she is very careful to do her best work, every single time. She has a good eye for color, and I consult with her just to make sure I pick the right shade for my skin tone.

Now, because of my attention to my own Divine Feminine, I see it around me too.

For example, when I look at a family photo, I see more than the professional portrait in the frame. I see the call and planning to make that photo happen. I see the meals and doctors visits and activities that are needed by the woman to keep that family healthy and alive. I see the clothes laundered, folded, and put away. I even see the shopping that was done to purchase those clothes. 

I see the huge gap that is created in the absence of the mother. (Or the partner who plays that role).

Why is it in most marriages it is the woman who has the 'dirty work' of changing diapers and cleaning the bathrooms--traditionally?

Why is it that liberated women insist on a cleaning person to 'save the marriage' because she knows in her heart it isn't fair the way the work is divided between the two in the marriage?

Why is it that women are paid less, and also not given the flexibility to deal with a sick child or ailing family member when they work full-time?

Why doesn't anybody notice? Or anybody care?

There is so much to be learned by taking an interest in something that is decidedly feminine. Whether it is nails, or scrapbooking, or some other hobby...

Balance with the Divine Feminine and the Divine Masculine, both within our hearts and our own energy system--and as a society--lead to this common conclusion:

And it feels just like this too--all beach-y and barefoot and laid back, doesn't it?

There is room for every color that exists when the Divine Masculine and Divine Feminine are balanced. 

Each has a gift that is important to the whole...

So Happy Mother's Day:

• To all the older siblings who help with the younger kids
• To all the teachers
• To all the coaches who are female, and all the team moms too
• To all the birth moms who might otherwise have been forgotten years after the adoption process
• To all the adoptive moms who do a service to society that is much appreciated
• To the Surrogate Moms who give the gift of life
• To all moms who have been on Bed Rest through a difficult pregnancy
• To all moms who had a crash c-section unexpectedly
• To all moms who bear the changes to their body--stretch marks and pfannensteil incisions (the c-section scar)
• To all moms who have lost a child--through miscarriage, stillbirth, or infant death, or later
• To all grandmothers and aunties
• To all BFF's
• To all of the feminine I might have forgotten--oh yes, including all nuns, both Buddhist and Catholic
• To Our Divine Mother and Blessed Mother and Mother Mary and Quan Yin who support us in every way
• To all the single mothers who won't get much from the Baby Daddy when it comes to celebrating...or from the ex-husbands for that matter too. (I got a card and a pack of five black gel pens. My son wanted to buy a Taco Bell gift certificate. The dad said, 'I'm not going to spend twenty-five dollars!' LOL. This year, actually, he washed our son's clothes and wished me a happy mother's day. I am content and filled with gratitude at the gesture. It's more than in the past...)
• To all the moms of Fur Babies....
• To all moms who watch us from Heaven <3

I wish you love and joy and happiness, and powerful recognition for your gifts you so selflessly share in the nurturing, warmth, love and compassion on Gaia's surface....

Aloha and Mahalos,

Namaste,

Peace,

Reiki Doc

The Incubator

My boyfriend left when I was four months pregnant with his child.

He wanted to be present at the birth.

I wanted no part of him until after the effort of labor; I wanted to give birth to my child undisturbed. I had all of the operators and the security system at my hospital actively protect my identity until I was out of the initial few days after my cesarian section after a failed induction of labor.

He argued that the child was his.

The law said I had the right no never contact him again and go on with my life happily.

He said, effectively, I was a 'container for his baby to grow in' or more appropriately, an incubator for his child.

Over the life of our child, we have come to respect one another, and co-parent between our two homes more effectively than most couples who are in our situation. This change has taken a lot of patience on my part, and a lot of help from prayer as well. I think my becoming a Reiki Master, and Karuna Reiki Master, was very helpful in changing my perspective to one of positivity, dedication to making the child's life as pleasant as possible, and learning to adapt to a life I hadn't anticipated but ended up with, making the best of what I have.

Yesterday I was on call for Labor and Delivery.

Something unusual happened--that's never happened before--I was interrupted in the middle of the Cobra Weekly Meditation for Liberation of the planet. My team on PFC had gathered in Los Angeles for a special event. And I was on call and couldn't attend.

So the phone rings in the call room, and the nurse says my patient needs a bolus for breakthrough pain on the epidural.

I had a choice--do I wait a couple minutes to finish, or do I go?

I thought, well gosh if I am supposed to meditate for the Goddess Spiral Vortex how can I let another 'goddess' in labor suffer and wait until I'm finished?

So in my mind I hit the 'pause' button on the meditation, and I went up and did my best to make her comfortable.

As I was waiting for the bolus of medicine to take effect, I stopped into the O.R., so I could catch up on my charting. I remembered I hadn't finished the meditation. So all alone, in the O.R., hands up, I rotated eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee  and then my hands dropped and I was like eeeeeeeeeaaaaaaaahhhhhh.

Then I thought, why not attach this healing to the hospital and all O.R.'s?

Why stop there? Why not attach this healing to the entire medical system on the planet???

And boom! Remote view--instantly--Earth split into two parts, along the axis of a yo-yo but it looked more like a tennis ball that was cut---and like rocket boosters, the old shells fell away into space.

Ross was there--part of the meditation is to think of your Twin Flame--and he was very earnest and asked me, 'Do you know what you just did?'

I was totally clueless. I thought I was just watching the show that was cool, like everybody else.

He was really excited and smiling and very quiet, and looked at me again, and asked, 'Are you sure you didn't know?'

I shook my head.

He gently took my right arm, and together with his raised it over our heads. And all these people everywhere, rows and rows and rows of them, started cheering and dancing. They looked kind of like angels and kind of like galactics but I didn't have the best view. They were like in a movie when they do computer generated graphics and make lots and lots and lots of crowd. I definitely knew we were in the etheric plane or something, but I wasn't sure why everyone was there all happy over something that looked like a special effect in a film.

I still didn't understand. But I saw in our heart space we share between us, me and Ross, a tiny little earth, that was like a deflated soccer ball, and kind of like wet butterfly wings but the colors were very bright and colorful green and blue. It was only a moment I was able to look at it, but the image really lingered in my mind's eye.

Ross let out a cheer; I didn't understand what these people were all so excited about. But they were happy. I asked Ross if it was okay to excuse myself, and he said, yes. So my 5D or whatever D light body I have when I go there stayed, but my consciousness came back to the hospital. I checked with the patient, who was comfy, and then I went back to my room and made a salad for lunch, and I heated some Biryani that was frozen from Trader Joes in the microwave. I was sure to add 'love and gratitude' intent to the food before I put it in the microwave, to neutralize the effect on the energy of the food by the microwaves themselves.

This is the veve of Erzulie Danto.

You might want to look that one up.

Women and men in childbirth are getting so more pleasant now. I have seen husbands respect their wives. Women who are focused and with or without the epidural very cognizant of their blessing of being parents. Five years ago it used to be a real unpredictable thing.

I think the energies that are 'out there' are having some effect on people in general.  Even the nurses are happy, and really nice, and not grumpy like they sometimes were before. Again, I do Reiki 24/7 when I'm in that part of the hospital, and I like to think it helps, but I know it's not the only reason behind these changes that I notice.

We are entering a time where the energy of the Goddess, and the balance between the Divine Feminine and the Divine Masculine, is coming to equilibrium instead of being slanted as it was, to heavily favor the male interest.

Funny it should happen, because, as a matter of fact, The Divine Mother sent this message out today herself: http://sirianheaven.wordpress.com/2014/03/24/feminine-or-masculine-the-divine-mother-through-isabel-henn-march-24-2014/

It deeply touched me.

I hope it touches you as well.



Aloha and Mahalos,
Namaste,
Peace,

Reiki Doc