Twin Flame Reunion 101: Ross Is Gentle

Ross has invited me to write today to share about his gentleness and kindness. With his input I will share about our initial meeting, about his encouragement of my feminine side, and his continuing gentle nature in our relationship as it stands.

For those of you who perhaps have not read about Ross and our relationship, we are Illuminated Twin Flames who are reunited across the Veil of Illusion. He is in one dimension, I am in another. Through mediumship, which is my gift, my psychic gift I have had my whole life, we interact on a daily basis with each other. We are close, and very much alike, yet in some ways vastly different. We will let you decide if we are more alike, or more different from one another, as time goes by....



Our Formal Introduction:

It was either late November, or early December, of 2013, when I 'figured out' his face. Until that time, he had been a Presence.  Since summer of 2012I could see the body, the uniform, the hair, but the face had been blurred out from my vision of my third eye. I would ask him for help, and energy would rain down, if I was in trouble. I knew his name was Ross, and that we had a home and two kids in another dimension somewhere. I could see the house and the look of pain in the kids eyes as I didn't know who they were. 'It's the amnesia' I would explain, apologizing.

Ross and I interacted before, but not in a regular way.

Once I saw his face, I knew who he was exactly. I find him devastatingly handsome! He has a beard like most Ascended Masters. His eyes are deep blue and blue grey, and are very expressive. His smile is a megawatt gorgeous movie star smile, and it makes me melt! He is over six feet tall, medium to lean in build, intelligent, and gentle and kind.

When this happened, and when I accepted him as my Twin, Ross was unable to function at his work. Ashtar took me aside, and said, I give you three days with him. He needs you. You know what to do.

Ross cried. His shoulders shook as I held him. I had no idea why he was so emotional. I just felt he was having a moment, well, actually, a day, and I stayed with him. I held him. We talked. We kissed. We enjoyed our togetherness after many lifetimes apart. We spoke of our childhood--I am the only one who calls him Ross! LOL--it's my childhood name for him.  We assured each other we would be there for each other in every way.  When I was at work, he was There. And when I was at home, he would watch me interact with my chores and my son. If I had downtime, I would lay on the couch and mentally 'speak' with him.

Things affect him much more than they do myself. I have seen everything at the hospital. I am strong. I am a single mom. I have to survive! I don't have time to process emotions!

(On the day my beloved nana Angelina died, she passed at six p.m. and I was back in the hospital on OB at eight p.m. to complete the rest of my shift! It isn't healthy--not in the least--but it is the lifestyle that accompanies my profession. I was back at work the next day, and did not grieve until about a week after when I had some time off.)

Ross Encourages The Feminine In Me:

He told me once I can ask him anything, even what color pair of pants to wear when I am putting together my clothes for the day.

No question is too small for him!

So when he told me I needed to get a pedicure and a manicure, I laughed! I'm like, Miss Holistic Berkeley Graduate, you know, 'totally granola'? I hadn't painted anything in years.

But he said, 'You are mine. I want you to enjoy being a woman. Why not go just this one time?'
(I am also VERY ticklish in my feet, so often I don't really enjoy it, having someone work on me.)

I went, and I met a wonderful woman, who somehow managed to put the polish on in such a way that it doesn't chip. And the tickling was the most tolerable it has ever been for me, ever. I could bear it.

I felt WONDERFUL.

What do you know? Ross was right!

He has shown me things he thought I might enjoy--always giving me the chance to say, NO I don't want them--a beautiful silver mermaid necklace, matching earrings, bracelets, makeup, even 'foundations' (an old-fashioned word for undergarments), really pretty socks that sparkle, all at a reasonable price. Almost everything has been from Target. And to cover the expensive ones, where he said he would pay for it,  like two days later I got these checks from some old business deal or another, out of the blue, to cover it. It was just the right exact amount.

Ross is gentle enough to encourage me to relax into his masculinity. He is secure enough in it to encourage me to venture out of my comfort zone, and enjoy being feminine. Most guys don't have a clue about that.

Ross does. And it is very nice!

His Kindness To Me:

Mind you, there are some issues after that first meeting that came up. I didn't turn spiteful, hostile, angry, and full of rage at Ross for nothing. I had good reason to stay bitter and want to avoid any interaction with him at all costs. These are things that happened when we were married in our last incarnation. Most women in my position would have been upset at Ross for his choices back then, too.

He promised me many things. Not only was he sorry, and it wouldn't happen again. He said he would always take out the garbage when we were in the same dimension. He would help fix things around the house. I wouldn't have to lift heavy things any more...

But it wasn't until one day I was at Target. On the clearance rack was a really nice rolling pin, not the kind with handles. It was the baker's kind that is all one long tapered rod of wood. I held it in my hand, interested in it, and looked at the price tag to see if I could afford it.

You can hit me with that if you want...

It was Ross, offering to be like Ricky to my Lucy, like the Honeymooners, like all those old shows where if the women were angry they could hit the man over the head with the frying pan or the rolling pin, and everything would be okay between the two again.

My heart melted. I knew that he meant it. And I would never, ever hit him with it. It made me know he understood how I felt, how frustrated and angry I had been over his secrets. He has not one, but two. I have only shared publicly the one. The second involves another, and is best kept between us.

All is forgiven, now, for everything. On that.

I slapped him the night before last, though.

I was put through a psychological test for 'great disappointment'--he told me that is what it was, and that I had passed with flying colors. He whispered, because he was proud of me, and I wasn't supposed to know. (I had been through some very challenging and difficult experiences recently)

'How CRUEL!' and I slapped him on the face, just like in the movies, with the message, 'don't ever do that to me again!'

He looked at me with surprise, and sadness, and the recognition that yes, it wasn't right at all to test me with no warning and take me to such extreme distress in the name of a 'test'.

I was outvoted. he said, simply.

All of a sudden I understood, because he knows me well, he had anticipated my reaction, and stood up for me, but the council had outvoted him on the plan. They had desired to see how a person who has my vibration (it is high) reacts now to extreme disappointment.

My reaction? I trusted and moved closer to Ross. Until I found out it wasn't just a usual struggle but in fact had been deliberate, and a test. I made it unmistakably clear how I felt about that.

But then after I knew his side of things, I rubbed his face and kissed him and apologized and gave a tearful ho'oponopono to him, to the council, to Ashtar (yes, he got slapped too, and I'm not the kind to get upset like that--I don't hit my son, or anybody--but with the Galactics treating me like a lab rat that was way over the line).
Ross and Ashtar are usually together, except the times that Ross is actually alone with me. Ashtar had told me the results of the test too.

Both Ashtar and Ross apologized. They immediately saw how it came across as uncaring, cold, and clinical to 'test' someone psychologically like that without their consent to participate in a test. They assured me there would be no tests of this kind on anyone, ever, without a fair treatment of the subject who agrees to the conditions of the test. They said, and they meant it, that they are still learning, and that day I was the teacher for them both.

Galactics and Ascended Masters are different. They have patience, they always expect the best of you, they encourage you no matter how dire the present situation, and they have feelings. Although they are not perfect, they acknowledge their shortcomings and are more sincere than anybody I have ever met in wanting to grow and to correct their behavior.

I look forward to spending time with Ross. Because of his gentleness, I am healing on a very deep, soul level, in my heart.

By his example I strive now to grow in gentleness as well.

I am thankful because it also brings out the love and gratitude for all that is in this Now moment, too.

Thank you Ross. I love you very much. You are my beloved, and I wouldn't want it to be any other way, than me and you.

I hope I discussed this topic fairly, and to your liking, honey.

Have a beautiful day.

Peace.




Aloha and Mahalos,
Namaste,

Reiki Doc

The Look Of Happiness Is In Your Eyes

Who doesn't enjoy watching a fountain? Especially the Ross Fountain at the very far end of the Butchart Garden, that was built by grandson Ian Ross, in 1964?

Here--you can take a look at it yourself:

Ross Fountain Video by Richard Wong

http://youtu.be/egFCqahNj8w

Isn't that wonderful???

Don't you feel like your are there?

Isn't it beautiful and inspiring, a just-needed break from your routine?

Well, if you think THAT is wonderful, try watching this:

Oregon Video by Richard Wong

http://youtu.be/rguP3dqYBWw

How do you feel?

Do you feel nice? 

Isn't nature in your heart???

I want you to get ready for more feeling just like this!

Because everything is happening for the best, and we are almost there already.

Open your heart to all good things.

And try to forget about the other stuff...if only for a little while.

Because in the big picture, the 'other stuff' things just aren't as important as your heart, and the way your eyes light up when you smile.

A smile is the prettiest thing you can wear.

Thank you for smiling with me today.

I love you very tenderly, forever.

Thank you for awakening your Higher Consciousness with me.

Aloha and Mahalo,

Namaste,

Peace,

Reiki Doc

A Message From Our Lady, December 2, 2013

My Dearest Children,

Open your eyes!

Look carefully at all that is presented to you in the way of advertisements, news, and what is popular and encouraged in your behavior this time of year.

Discern what is elicited in your heart by this interaction with the electronic news media or industry of entertainment. There is always a moral to the story, is there not?

What is the 'moral of the story' in your heart?

• is there a push to separate you from your money?
• is there a given conclusion that you are being asked 'to see'' that far outweighs any of the other options? Outrage is one example of a 'button that has been pushed' by the electronic beast.
• do you feel separate and whole, or lacking in any kind?
• is there an 'only if', and 'only if this wonderful thing happened everything would be fine' or a 'just if I can make it through this day' component to the energy you are experiencing?

That is not of God. And certainly not of the Divine Feminine Gaia Goddess Energies.

When these come to you--you are bombarded with them from all sides, my children, constantly--I ask a simple favor of you; will you give me this request with your consciousness and your entire heart?

Look for the hand that moves the puppet.

Look for the motive behind the ad or the news or the latest fad.

Look for the Truth.

What will 'resonate' with you is clear to understand once you get used to the process.

For everything you 'are not sure', TEST TEST TEST.  Always ask for Divine Guidance in everything you take into your being, into your Light.

What is there to do if something 'is not whole' or 'is a trick'?

Study it. Learn from what you observe with your eyes and your heart. For eyes and heart that work together are wonderful tools of faith, and God will grant a victory to the masses if they open up their eyes and hearts together, all of it, together, as One.

Soon everyone will be looking for the trick behind what is presented to us on how to act, how to shop, and how to relate to one another.

It is a great big trick! In just about everything!

For you, and your family, 'eyes wide open' and 'heart to the forefront of our awareness' of 'what is up' is the motto!

Celebrate, and enjoy each other's kindness and Light! You are together on earth at this time for a reason! Open it, just like you would a present.

Namaste, Namaste, Namaste.

I am praying for you to 'come alive in Love-light from the Universe' this time! Will you hold my hand? Times are going to get very exciting in a hurry, once you are opening your eyes as a routine. And heart! Together your eyes and heart are a very powerful resource, my children. Remember you are Very Much Loved, and promise to me that you shall use it well!

I wish you Merry Christmas, From the Bottom of My Heart.

I would gladly do it all over again for each one of you.

Blessings, Love, and Kindness Reign in Heaven,

And also on Earth this time of year.

Mother Mary

This message was channeled by, and all rights pertain to, Reiki Doc. Okay to share if it is in its entirety.

Aloha and Mahalos,

Namaste,

Reiki Doc

The Competitor Product

"Do You Want To Know A Secret" is the first Beatles song featuring George Harrison on vocals

I have had the privilege of experiencing contrasting 'types of energy'. As we get closer to The Event, both Light and Dark sides of 'energy' are going 'at it' with no 'holding back'.

Your trusty 'guides' may or may not be able to 'talk to you'. You may be 'on your own'.

Your resources are:

• your intuition:  that 'little voice' that makes you go 'hmmmmm' when something 'seems wrong'. 
• your free will:  if anything is in question, ask yourself and just in case, speak out loud to whatever is 'talking' to you--if you are from the Light make yourself LOUD so I can hear you; if you are from the Dark go away now!
• this page:  use the Search function or inner guidance to look things up in this blog

Why is this important? Because:

• There is one TRUTH and both Light and Dark can 'see' it telepathically and communicate it to you. They just put a different 'spin' on it.
• Just because you 'see ET's' or 'Have contact' doesn't mean they are 'friendly' even if they act like they are.
• One of the favorite ways of the Dark to work is to make you convinced what you are doing is for the Light (example: very extreme forms of Religion make people do some crazy things!)

Enough for the 'lesson'. Now for Talk Story...

Darkness Is A Vibration, Not A Personality Type:

Yesterday I went to visit Nana Angelina, my ninety-year old grandmother in the nursing home. 

'I think I am going to cry' she said when she saw it was me come to visit her. (It's been since May)

I just wanted to kiss her and hug her and touch her the entire visit. She's not really verbal, so we just sat. I took her on a walk in the wheelchair.

'There is nothing to see' she said, having a little reprieve from her terrible Alzheimer's.

I explained there are some pretty flowers by the entrance she might like to see. When we got there she said, 'That's nice!'

A fellow resident, one for rehab who has been there for ten days, spoke with us. She has never seen Nana react or smile until I was with her. 'You are hers.' the lady named Jeannette wisely commented. Nana started speaking back in really fast Italian. I explained how I used to speak it, but have been out of practice, and I can only understand a little now.

'It's like the Tower of Babel in the Bible'  Jeannette said, 'Before that everyone understood each other perfectly.'

I thought to myself, 'Of course because they were all Telepathic!' 

It is a pretty fair guess to say that because Nana lives in a state of 'looking at the positive', 'expecting little' and 'gratitude for what she has' means that her thoughts and consequently her Vibration are of the Light. 

My mother is in the hospital again. Mother loves the news, loves to worry, and is very anxious. So much so that her physician had to prescribe Xanax.

Before I walked in the door, the nurse and discharge pharmacist were trying to get me to take mom home. Apparently the doctor had discharged her, and mother refused. (With good reason--yesterday she had diarrhea seventeen times, today, nine. Mother says, 'fix it'.)

I hadn't even put on my contact isolation protection (gown, mask, gloves) before the stress hit.

Mother is a good person with a good heart. But her mind and therefore her Vibration are not so much 'of the Light'. Everyone says she is 'sweet' and she is. But she also is demanding. I did about forty 'favors' for her during a one hour visit as opposed to Nana not even asking for one.  Call this person, write this down, open this package, get me water, help me to the bathroom, help me to the bed, call the nurse, yada, yada, yada.

Nana lives in the Now moment. She is Content.

Mother lives in the Past (Why did this happen to me?) and the Future (I need this next) but not so much in The Present. Mother is Not Content.

Not All Energy Healing Is Created Equal:

Do you know the difference between and M.D. and a D.O.?

Do you know the significance of 'Board Certification' in a doctor?

All I am going to say here, and it is NOT a judgement, is that there are two basic types of healers 'out there':

Mind-Based:

• Have the vibration of Mom (see above)
• Do healing for their employment
• In the worst case, heal first as a friend and then charge a fee (not transparent)
• Wants to be a healer--so much so that they take certain classes to become healers.
• Makes you 'tired' after the healing, and 'drained', not 'energized'--you want to leave the healer!
• The healing is SLOW

Heart-Based:

• Have the vibration of Nana (see above)
• Believe Light-work is a gift from Spirit, and support themselves by other means
• Fees cover materials and room rental but not profit + can always negotiate rate in cases of 'hardship'. Often heal for free. 
• Has had deep connection to Spirit and Source for whole life (myself and another prayed rosaries every day for over ten years before we each 'woke up', and then adjusted our 'beliefs' as our Spirituality 'grew') We are 'born healers'.
• Healing is gentle, Light, energizing and you want to stay in that 'warmth' FOREVER! But the energy transfer itself is pretty fast.

You have choices in the Healing Department! And if, by chance, you discover 'a lemon'? No harm, no foul--everything is for Learning and for Growth and for Highest Good. Once you 'figure you have been tricked'--again, by Dark Forces who might be tricking the healer themselves--vote with your feet and get out. You might want to see a 'reputable healer' to repair the damage that was done by the 'not so light'. That's what I did.

You have to take the Light with the Dark. You have to have an Open Heart and love everything and everybody. Even the Dark ones have a speck of The Divine in them. They just can't see it. Always 'kick it upstairs' to your angels. Ask your pendulum for advice. And go with your 'gut instinct'. It might be quiet, but it is always right. Trying to be 'polite' can get you into situations you might later have to 'back out' of. That's okay. Always give thanks for the opportunity to 'learn and grow'.

Everything Happens For the Best!

And Love Is The Solution For Everything!

(George Harrison is giving a smile and a big thumbs up now. He is helping me with this too. He says, 'assistance. when you are 'stuck' ask for ME' and points with both hands to himself. 'I will help you. I worked on it my whole life, because I could. Let me steer your when the water is getting to rough for you. Just ask for my help and Let Go. You will see the difference once you are out of the 'thick' of it. At the time it might not seem like much and you might not even feel it. Just know with your heart that I will be there as your guide and companion until it is all set loose and you are free to walk on your own two feet again. Spirit is like that. As we learn we fall and we get right back up. I will help you honestly, clearly, and from my own heart (points to his chest with one hand, his right. He tousles my hair right now and says) This one here will steer you pretty handily. She does some mighty fine work and all of us up here are very pleased with her efforts on the behalf of the light. There is no gentler guide and companion on your path than Reiki Doc.' (I have tears in my eyes. George and I look at each other. He gives me an approving nod, turns to walk, looks over his shoulder and says), 'These times are truly special with all the changes; try your best to enjoy it and have some fun. It is not all serious up Here, and it won't be that serious down where you are for much longer. Try to take a break, relax, and be One with All That Is. Namasté.'

Wow. That one really surprised me! I heard the song when I uncovered the bird when I got up, and I 'felt' him. I didn't think I would get 'more', never mind such kind words...

Namaste,

Reiki Doc

My Heart Is Free!

It is like a beautiful flower I saw floating in the koi pond as we fed the fish. There is all this energy of fish splashing and rushing to get food. Open! Gulp! Fish are adorable when they come to eat! But it was the flower, the simple. Plain white bloom of jasmine, that moved with the water right at the surface, that caught my eye, and also caught my 'spiritual attention' or consciousness.

About six months ago, Spirit had me change my picture on my phone to one giant wave.

The day before I met 'someone', I wrote about ' Double Kokopelies'.

The  morning I met 'someone', Spirit guided me to my box of fragrance I keep hidden Ina pink zipper case high up I my closet. (I can't keep all of mine out). It was called something in French, with the word Merveilleux in it. Miracle! I asked 'how come you want me to wear this?'

They wouldn't say. It was a surprise.

The day we met, I was either post-call from the hospital or helping mom at hers, during her bladder cancer surgery. I was at my lowest. I almost didn't go for soup.

How can you afford NOT to go? Spirit replied.

I went.

I felt my energy go up.

I bought Peace and got Aphrodite and Pheromone for free. How did he know my 'owie'?

I wrote about it in Budda's Tears.

Some time after, in dream time, I was asked 'Do you accept him?'. I said of course! Something u usual was happening at that time that never happened: there was a circle of people in Spirit watching, and I had to say I accept. Once I did everyone was jumping up and down. My heart came out of my chest and somehow combined with his. It looked like a flange with two pipes in it connected.

I did not understand what that meant.

Archons HATE the union of Twin Souls. They are highly allergic to this energy.

I had Queen Elizabeth in my dream once around then (I blogged it) and once the night before last. I didn't like her. Her energy felt like that group I the circle.

Now that I am cleared by Cleaning Sings' Kunda-Ra, I believe my implant, a Spiritual Control Device that is more like a computer program than a true parasite of energy, was the cause of all the distress over my Twin Soul.

I wouldn't be surprised if all the 'misperception' technology they have was directed between us, too!

So here is what I know:

• He probably is my Twin, because of the archonic attack strategy between us. I felt pain, and I don't think that kind of Spiritual Suffering is Love Energy in any way, shape, or form.
• God is SMART. I trust in Him.
• When it is time, it is time. What more can you do?
• I am one hundred percent in the Now moment.
• I have broken ALL vows and agreements and therefore Spiritually Free.
• That 'push' of connection to his heart is like, 'whatever', floating gracefully on the surface of the water and smelling good.
• The hearts were disconnected by Blessed Mother about two weeks ago with no explanation.
• I trust in Her one hundred percent and know this is for the Highest Good.
• All the Promises I made to honor his heart, no matter what the Connection still hold, for I honor the heart of EVERYONE , even the heart of you, in this manner.
• All this wonderful Goddess Energy in my heart, I will send to His Guardian Angel, instead, who will know what to do with it. It is my hope we kill more than a few Archons in the process.
• My heart feels GOOD and not weighed down. My energy is the best it has been in a long time.

You will get a healing you never expected said Spirit when I just woke up now.

You will get a Special Healing Tomorrow Night, they said while I was with Kunde-Ra.

Tonight is the Luau.

Today is the Kamehameha Day Flower Parade. I always wanted to see it. Now I am Reiki Master and awake, I want to see it more.

Good things are planned for today. Kind of like vacation! Lightworkers every once in a while need a day like this too.

Thank you Kinde-Ra for all of this. 

Aloha and Mahalo,

Namaste,

Reiki Doc

...but the Body is Weak...

This is Jizo, the Japanese protector of women and children. As a single woman in pregnancy, I 'adopted' him to watch over me in my most vulnerable state.  I love this image of him because it has both the human (knit cap), the tradition of ancestors (the scarf), and Spirit intertwined.

Like Jizo, I look after you in this blog. I know the body. And I know the Spirit.

Yesterday I had a 'chance occurrence' that probably wasn't so 'random' when you think about it: I sat next to a vegan midwife in the doctor's dining room. I hadn't seen her in months, and I hadn't sat to eat in there for weeks. I am always so busy that I typically bring my own lunch to the O.R. and keep it in the fridge in the doctor's lounge.

I went to a vegan/raw meet up yesterday! I shared. She was excited--are you going raw? She looked at my plate--half salad, a third watermelon and a sliver of mandarin oranges--and said, It looks like you are almost there already!

I wasn't sure. But she said, 'Whenever I go to a vegan restaurant and order something fancy and raw it doesn't agree with my stomach.'

That was the thing I needed to 'confess'! 'I think I had my first gallbladder attack from it'.

We both agreed that the food can be too rich--my dish, although delicious, had lots of nuts and avocado in it. We both agreed that we love the soup, it is the most delicious vegan you can get anywhere. But since our meals are so light every time we eat at home, the fancy schmancy can be a little hard on our system.

The moral of the story is 'Your System is Delicate'.

This applies to your Energy System. To your body. To your emotions. To your Mind. To your heart. I will speak briefly on this.

Your energy system is not what you think. Like a boat in the ocean, you might have 'little barnacles' that are attached to your aura sucking energy for dear life itself. These are called Negative Entities and Dark Entities. It is not your fault. You have no concept of it. But they can be there. (Most adults have five). Only a very skilled Energy Healer can remove them. And the one I use is working in partnership with Guides on the Other Side to accomplish this. Her name is Margaret Mc Cormick, and I recommend her services highly. You will have more energy for yourself if you have her 'detach' them from you. If you do it any other way, the 'souls' of those 'attachments' will die. They have to be 'guided' to the Light and detach willingly. It is an art. I know it sounds kooky, but it is True. (I see them in the O.R., and have special permission to remove the most nasty ones on my patients by asking St. Michael to intervene. I don't do it. I just call Him and It works.)

Your body is the sum total of your ancestor's DNA. That makes sense when you think about it, doesn't it? And they adapted to thrive in the environments that they lived. Some of our ancestors are carnivores.  I 'get' a lot of people who say they, in good faith, tried the vegan lifestyle, but their vitality was not right. Your body has a wisdom all its own. Talk to it. Get to know it. And when it feels 'right' go ahead. And when it doesn't, try something else. Listen to it on sleep, movement, diet, emotional health, and your environment in your home. Omit cruelty to the best of your ability in everything you do--if you must take meat, make it organic, free range where you know the farmer...this makes sense, doesn't it, not to incorporate cruelty into yourself or to support it in any way in our society?

Your emotions are the sum total of your reincarnations! There are many 'layers' to 'you'! Respect it. Seek a reputable healer from any of the healing professions to help you 'sort things out'. One of my recommendations is medium Tim Braun. He is available over the phone and in his office. Another is an excellent healer in Julian California whose name escapes me at the time, but she is in the Water Tower. She does phone consults too. Many healers are qualified, and you will be guided to the one that is right for you when things get 'stuck'. Meditation is priceless for this, too. Also the online eCourses from A.R.E. are a nice way to 'work things through' if you are educationally motivated. (learning is fun).

Your Mind IS what you are. It is your Consciousness. It goes with you from life to between lives life to life again. Respect it.

Your Heart is the seat of your Consciousness. I can't explain it, but your Heart Center has a Brain that is smarter than your Brain brain in your head because it has access to the knowledge from all of your past lives, your Higher self, and the Universal Knowledge! So even if you are a genius like Albert Einstein incarnate--it is the Heart that is the powerhouse of them all.

It is not an accident that you are built this way. Respect it. And enjoy it. For with Ascension, soon, your body is going to be doing even better things!

Namaste,

Reiki Doc

The Suffering Crystal

she is like the one on the left, but cloudy inside, thin, and a little longer

A man at a workshop quickly pulled his double-pointed quartz crystal out of his right pocket, and put it back in. I noticed it, and thought in my best Mae West impression, "Is that a crystal in your pocket or are you happy to see me?", laughing at my own joke.

I didn't like the way he handled the crystal. I soon found out why. In a workshop, we had to rearrange the chairs, and he sat next to me. He took it out, again, and asked me what I thought about it. It felt dead. I have never felt such an unhappy crystal. I soon learned why.

"You are not holding it right. It makes electricity. Hold it at arm's length." he said.

I did. A small wave of energy came up my arm, reluctantly, half dead.

"What do you think? I think it is radioactive and has uranium in it. I am going to get a geiger counter and measure it." he went on, pleased with himself. I inwardly questioned his knowledge of metaphysics, and certainly his fund of scientific knowledge. Radioactivity is used in the OR and also in the chemistry lab for tagging things. You can't feel it. That is why you need dosimeters, shields, and time limits in special hoods (lab benches with a fan). Not electricity. Possibly a voltmeter would work instead--a piezoelectric crystal perhaps?

"Did you get this here today?" I asked.

"No I got it two years ago."

I took it, and held it between both hands. "Let me talk to it."

"No", he interrupted, "you are supposed to feel it. The guy that sold it to me said..."

I tuned him out. I sent Reiki to the spirit in the crystal. Crystals are alive. There is something intelligent in there, despite lack of biology. It was quiet. She felt trapped, and was clearly suffering by the energy of her owner. I let the crystal spirit know from my heart I felt for its plight, belonging to a boor who is using her beautiful double points as a parlor trick, as something he 'owns', and not as a beautiful tool of spiritual worth. Only for monetary worth because  of its rarity. She understood, and was thankful to be with someone compassionate for the few minutes I held her between my palms, like a sandwich.

Take care of your crystals. Let them know how much you appreciate them. They know. They have hearts, and minds, but no bodies like us. They are 'in there' and they want to help. It breaks my heart to see people like that not getting their crystals to their full potential. It is my hope that one day all creatures, even the inanimate ones, are given the respect and treatment deserved by all of Creation.

Namaste,

Reiki Doc

It is Time for Looking Within

It is time to look within at the magnificence of your Spirit. How many are looking outside of themselves to discover Truth? It is imagined, this Lack of Truth outside the Self.

If you are in Science, do you look to it for Peace? Is your trust in the development of Technology that, once repeatable positive test results are found on the benchtop, may be scaled up and brought to the masses, thereby 'saving the world'?

If you are in Metaphysics, do you look to it for Understanding? It is a very narrow walk to walk, for, like Science, it is possible to live an entire Lifetime focused on the Mind instead of the Heart. Spirituality, in some contexts, is restrictive to Thought and to Proper Development. For example, the strict Vows of Religious, including Celibacy as in a priest or a nun, where the Soul is developed out of step with the development of the body, according to an external plan that is provided by religion that is organized. For others, such as a Mother Teresa, these Vows are the Gateway to Enlightenment itself!

One thing is clear--both of these worlds can barely talk to each other. There is a mind set, a language that is specialized, and a complete subculture within itself. It is like this for many areas of existence, almost to the laughable stereotypes in High School of Jock, Brain, Popular, Dweeb, Burnout, Druggie, and Loser. Do these groups of students 'reach out' to one another as teenage students at school? No way! When a Jock helps a Nerd, it makes the news! Someone goes against stereotype! There is comfort inside a group, whatever one you are drawn to and immerse yourself in. This applies to the social roles of child, parent, lover, elder, and friend, as well. It is 'who you are' in the context of social structure.

This comfort is False. In lowering Focus from the Mind to the Heart, all of us are the same. And also find that Love is the Solution For Everything. We are born. We die. We laugh, we grow, we have family...there is interdependence on each other in order to experience this life. In order to keep alive on this planet. Although it might seem odd at first, when you stop to think about it, you can bless the Unseen Hand of Others who have made it possible for:

• to drive on a road that is well-maintained and clearly marked
• to buy food instead of having to grow it, or even prepare it
• to wear clothing that is often made by people who work in intolerable conditions
• to have entertainment and fun--so many diversions
• to have all of our bodily wastes removed in sanitation, so there are no more chamber pots
• to have warm and cold water at the twist of a faucet
• to have assistance when illness strikes (both physical and energy healing)
• to acquire books, tools, and training for your Life Work
• to 'connect' on the Internet across Space and Time

The list goes on. There is some Truth to the philosophy 'Everything You Need To Know You Knew in Kindergarten'. That part of you, at that age, was mostly distinguished by your Heart. Your personality is important to the whole, as is your Life Spirit (your Spark of God that is indistinguishably YOU). Everyone has one, this Spark of Light. Although some, you may point out, do unspeakable horrors in this Lifetime, that is because the person or 'entity' in their mind is Separated from their Source. They do not know the consequence of their actions; their soul is damaged in this sense. They are going to be held completely accountable for their deeds, and managed with justice and/or rehabilitation on a Galactic Scale. Do not be concerned about them. Focus on YOU and your part you contribute to all of Creation. We are linked together. Your Heart makes a Difference to all the other Hearts in the world.

Jimmy Stewart, as George Bailey, in the movie, It's a Wonderful Life, is a wonderful example of how this interdependence works in action.

It is with the Heart, that we can connect our many areas of Interest together. We can overcome the 'stereotypes' of Existence, find a common connection, and discover that Spirituality and Science are One. In their own way, each is structured in the search for the betterment of Humanity, and the decrease of Suffering.

Namaste,

Reiki Doc