Tonight I had the privilege of talking with two women.
But this time I had 'ears that hear'.
The first one had some words that 'stood out' like red flags, for the first time:
This is how I want to be treated.
This is a limit I set.
Here is another boundary I set to avoid embarrassment.
This suggestion would make your life less stressful for you.
She LOVES me and my son!
She is a BEAUTIFUL person with a good heart!
She is very kind, kinder and more generous than anyone has ever been...
What I 'heard' with my 'ears that hear' (that are connected to my heart) was:
logic
rational thinking
the energy of separation
In essence, what I was hearing was the energy of 3D, the energy of one whose existence is primarily driven by 'what makes sense', or 'the mind'.
Please note: I do NOT say the person is living from 'the Ego'. This is not correct. This is a judgmental word that carries heavy connotation. So I will make it clear that 'Ego', although it lives in the mind and might be a part of 'the energy of Separation', 'Ego' is NOT the driving force as I perceive this.
Just as some people are a little 'lightweight' in certain departments, this friend, and she is my best friend---has a heart-mind connection that is present but not working at its best today. And I noticed, but due to the circumstances we were not able to talk more and open up about it. I will be sure to bring it up with her later, in a non-threatening way, to see if this was an 'off day' for her, or if perhaps the Higher Vibrations are affecting her. I wouldn't ask those things directly, but I know how to observe someone who is talking, and see if my 'hunch' is in fact, true.
The second one is surprisingly different:
this is how I feel (about a certain situation she is in).
this is how I am handling it.
these are the financial constraints that are leading to this decision.
she expressed concern and caring for situations that were going on in my relative's life that were of concern to me.
This person I once was convinced HATED me!
This person I had to work hard to get to know, and to gain her trust.
Now not only is she kind and generous to her family, but she is that way to me too. As a matter of fact, she is the only one who remembers me at Christmas with a gift each year. (My family chooses not to exchange among adults.)
This one whom I once thought was completely 'heartless' to me, based on the situation, has in fact turned out to be my most caring, supportive person I look up to and appreciate of all, for this one has the energy of opening not one heart but two--both of ours are connected--and now we see each other through our hearts when once we did not.
This is the energy of the Higher Vibrations, of 5D.
Is one 'right' or one 'wrong'?
No! No! No! No! No!
But as the energies ramp up towards Ascension, I am starting to notice 'two groups' as we start 'heading to the changes that are in store for us'.
It's pretty obvious, once you know where to look.
So do not judge. Do not try to 'sway' one into 'coming to your side'. Because a person is where they are most comfortable. It has to do with their Life Lessons, their growth as a soul, and where they are meant to be.
So relax.
Sit back.
And get ready to watch something really exciting--when it is time for it to happen for the Highest Good. Everyone is a winner in this Ascension--both those who 'go for it' Now, and for those who 'want to take it at their own pace' until it is Right for Them.
"Do You Want To Know A Secret" is the first Beatles song featuring George Harrison on vocals
I have had the privilege of experiencing contrasting 'types of energy'. As we get closer to The Event, both Light and Dark sides of 'energy' are going 'at it' with no 'holding back'.
Your trusty 'guides' may or may not be able to 'talk to you'. You may be 'on your own'.
Your resources are:
your intuition: that 'little voice' that makes you go 'hmmmmm' when something 'seems wrong'.
your free will: if anything is in question, ask yourself and just in case, speak out loud to whatever is 'talking' to you--if you are from the Light make yourself LOUD so I can hear you; if you are from the Dark go away now!
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Why is this important? Because:
There is one TRUTH and both Light and Dark can 'see' it telepathically and communicate it to you. They just put a different 'spin' on it.
Just because you 'see ET's' or 'Have contact' doesn't mean they are 'friendly' even if they act like they are.
One of the favorite ways of the Dark to work is to make you convinced what you are doing is for the Light (example: very extreme forms of Religion make people do some crazy things!)
Enough for the 'lesson'. Now for Talk Story...
Darkness Is A Vibration, Not A Personality Type:
Yesterday I went to visit Nana Angelina, my ninety-year old grandmother in the nursing home.
'I think I am going to cry' she said when she saw it was me come to visit her. (It's been since May)
I just wanted to kiss her and hug her and touch her the entire visit. She's not really verbal, so we just sat. I took her on a walk in the wheelchair.
'There is nothing to see' she said, having a little reprieve from her terrible Alzheimer's.
I explained there are some pretty flowers by the entrance she might like to see. When we got there she said, 'That's nice!'
A fellow resident, one for rehab who has been there for ten days, spoke with us. She has never seen Nana react or smile until I was with her. 'You are hers.' the lady named Jeannette wisely commented. Nana started speaking back in really fast Italian. I explained how I used to speak it, but have been out of practice, and I can only understand a little now.
'It's like the Tower of Babel in the Bible' Jeannette said, 'Before that everyone understood each other perfectly.'
I thought to myself, 'Of course because they were all Telepathic!'
It is a pretty fair guess to say that because Nana lives in a state of 'looking at the positive', 'expecting little' and 'gratitude for what she has' means that her thoughts and consequently her Vibration are of the Light.
My mother is in the hospital again. Mother loves the news, loves to worry, and is very anxious. So much so that her physician had to prescribe Xanax.
Before I walked in the door, the nurse and discharge pharmacist were trying to get me to take mom home. Apparently the doctor had discharged her, and mother refused. (With good reason--yesterday she had diarrhea seventeen times, today, nine. Mother says, 'fix it'.)
I hadn't even put on my contact isolation protection (gown, mask, gloves) before the stress hit.
Mother is a good person with a good heart. But her mind and therefore her Vibration are not so much 'of the Light'. Everyone says she is 'sweet' and she is. But she also is demanding. I did about forty 'favors' for her during a one hour visit as opposed to Nana not even asking for one. Call this person, write this down, open this package, get me water, help me to the bathroom, help me to the bed, call the nurse, yada, yada, yada.
Nana lives in the Now moment. She is Content.
Mother lives in the Past (Why did this happen to me?) and the Future (I need this next) but not so much in The Present. Mother is Not Content.
Not All Energy Healing Is Created Equal:
Do you know the difference between and M.D. and a D.O.?
Do you know the significance of 'Board Certification' in a doctor?
All I am going to say here, and it is NOT a judgement, is that there are two basic types of healers 'out there':
Mind-Based:
Have the vibration of Mom (see above)
Do healing for their employment
In the worst case, heal first as a friend and then charge a fee (not transparent)
Wants to be a healer--so much so that they take certain classes to become healers.
Makes you 'tired' after the healing, and 'drained', not 'energized'--you want to leave the healer!
The healing is SLOW
Heart-Based:
Have the vibration of Nana (see above)
Believe Light-work is a gift from Spirit, and support themselves by other means
Fees cover materials and room rental but not profit + can always negotiate rate in cases of 'hardship'. Often heal for free.
Has had deep connection to Spirit and Source for whole life (myself and another prayed rosaries every day for over ten years before we each 'woke up', and then adjusted our 'beliefs' as our Spirituality 'grew') We are 'born healers'.
Healing is gentle, Light, energizing and you want to stay in that 'warmth' FOREVER! But the energy transfer itself is pretty fast.
You have choices in the Healing Department! And if, by chance, you discover 'a lemon'? No harm, no foul--everything is for Learning and for Growth and for Highest Good. Once you 'figure you have been tricked'--again, by Dark Forces who might be tricking the healer themselves--vote with your feet and get out. You might want to see a 'reputable healer' to repair the damage that was done by the 'not so light'. That's what I did.
You have to take the Light with the Dark. You have to have an Open Heart and love everything and everybody. Even the Dark ones have a speck of The Divine in them. They just can't see it. Always 'kick it upstairs' to your angels. Ask your pendulum for advice. And go with your 'gut instinct'. It might be quiet, but it is always right. Trying to be 'polite' can get you into situations you might later have to 'back out' of. That's okay. Always give thanks for the opportunity to 'learn and grow'.
Wow. That one really surprised me! I heard the song when I uncovered the bird when I got up, and I 'felt' him. I didn't think I would get 'more', never mind such kind words...
This is Jizo, the Japanese protector of women and children. As a single woman in pregnancy, I 'adopted' him to watch over me in my most vulnerable state. I love this image of him because it has both the human (knit cap), the tradition of ancestors (the scarf), and Spirit intertwined.
Like Jizo, I look after you in this blog. I know the body. And I know the Spirit.
Yesterday I had a 'chance occurrence' that probably wasn't so 'random' when you think about it: I sat next to a vegan midwife in the doctor's dining room. I hadn't seen her in months, and I hadn't sat to eat in there for weeks. I am always so busy that I typically bring my own lunch to the O.R. and keep it in the fridge in the doctor's lounge.
I went to a vegan/raw meet up yesterday! I shared. She was excited--are you going raw? She looked at my plate--half salad, a third watermelon and a sliver of mandarin oranges--and said, It looks like you are almost there already!
I wasn't sure. But she said, 'Whenever I go to a vegan restaurant and order something fancy and raw it doesn't agree with my stomach.'
That was the thing I needed to 'confess'! 'I think I had my first gallbladder attack from it'.
We both agreed that the food can be too rich--my dish, although delicious, had lots of nuts and avocado in it. We both agreed that we love the soup, it is the most delicious vegan you can get anywhere. But since our meals are so light every time we eat at home, the fancy schmancy can be a little hard on our system.
The moral of the story is 'Your System is Delicate'.
This applies to your Energy System. To your body. To your emotions. To your Mind. To your heart. I will speak briefly on this.
Your energy system is not what you think. Like a boat in the ocean, you might have 'little barnacles' that are attached to your aura sucking energy for dear life itself. These are called Negative Entities and Dark Entities. It is not your fault. You have no concept of it. But they can be there. (Most adults have five). Only a very skilled Energy Healer can remove them. And the one I use is working in partnership with Guides on the Other Side to accomplish this. Her name is Margaret Mc Cormick, and I recommend her services highly. You will have more energy for yourself if you have her 'detach' them from you. If you do it any other way, the 'souls' of those 'attachments' will die. They have to be 'guided' to the Light and detach willingly. It is an art. I know it sounds kooky, but it is True. (I see them in the O.R., and have special permission to remove the most nasty ones on my patients by asking St. Michael to intervene. I don't do it. I just call Him and It works.)
Your body is the sum total of your ancestor's DNA. That makes sense when you think about it, doesn't it? And they adapted to thrive in the environments that they lived. Some of our ancestors are carnivores. I 'get' a lot of people who say they, in good faith, tried the vegan lifestyle, but their vitality was not right. Your body has a wisdom all its own. Talk to it. Get to know it. And when it feels 'right' go ahead. And when it doesn't, try something else. Listen to it on sleep, movement, diet, emotional health, and your environment in your home. Omit cruelty to the best of your ability in everything you do--if you must take meat, make it organic, free range where you know the farmer...this makes sense, doesn't it, not to incorporate cruelty into yourself or to support it in any way in our society?
Your emotions are the sum total of your reincarnations! There are many 'layers' to 'you'! Respect it. Seek a reputable healer from any of the healing professions to help you 'sort things out'. One of my recommendations is medium Tim Braun. He is available over the phone and in his office. Another is an excellent healer in Julian California whose name escapes me at the time, but she is in the Water Tower. She does phone consults too. Many healers are qualified, and you will be guided to the one that is right for you when things get 'stuck'. Meditation is priceless for this, too. Also the online eCourses from A.R.E. are a nice way to 'work things through' if you are educationally motivated. (learning is fun).
Your Mind IS what you are. It is your Consciousness. It goes with you from life to between lives life to life again. Respect it.
Your Heart is the seat of your Consciousness. I can't explain it, but your Heart Center has a Brain that is smarter than your Brain brain in your head because it has access to the knowledge from all of your past lives, your Higher self, and the Universal Knowledge! So even if you are a genius like Albert Einstein incarnate--it is the Heart that is the powerhouse of them all.
It is not an accident that you are built this way. Respect it. And enjoy it. For with Ascension, soon, your body is going to be doing even better things!
It is time to look within at the magnificence of your Spirit. How many are looking outside of themselves to discover Truth? It is imagined, this Lack of Truth outside the Self.
If you are in Science, do you look to it for Peace? Is your trust in the development of Technology that, once repeatable positive test results are found on the benchtop, may be scaled up and brought to the masses, thereby 'saving the world'?
If you are in Metaphysics, do you look to it for Understanding? It is a very narrow walk to walk, for, like Science, it is possible to live an entire Lifetime focused on the Mind instead of the Heart. Spirituality, in some contexts, is restrictive to Thought and to Proper Development. For example, the strict Vows of Religious, including Celibacy as in a priest or a nun, where the Soul is developed out of step with the development of the body, according to an external plan that is provided by religion that is organized. For others, such as a Mother Teresa, these Vows are the Gateway to Enlightenment itself!
One thing is clear--both of these worlds can barely talk to each other. There is a mind set, a language that is specialized, and a complete subculture within itself. It is like this for many areas of existence, almost to the laughable stereotypes in High School of Jock, Brain, Popular, Dweeb, Burnout, Druggie, and Loser. Do these groups of students 'reach out' to one another as teenage students at school? No way! When a Jock helps a Nerd, it makes the news! Someone goes against stereotype! There is comfort inside a group, whatever one you are drawn to and immerse yourself in. This applies to the social roles of child, parent, lover, elder, and friend, as well. It is 'who you are' in the context of social structure.
This comfort is False. In lowering Focus from the Mind to the Heart, all of us are the same. And also find that Love is the Solution For Everything. We are born. We die. We laugh, we grow, we have family...there is interdependence on each other in order to experience this life. In order to keep alive on this planet. Although it might seem odd at first, when you stop to think about it, you can bless the Unseen Hand of Others who have made it possible for:
to drive on a road that is well-maintained and clearly marked
to buy food instead of having to grow it, or even prepare it
to wear clothing that is often made by people who work in intolerable conditions
to have entertainment and fun--so many diversions
to have all of our bodily wastes removed in sanitation, so there are no more chamber pots
to have warm and cold water at the twist of a faucet
to have assistance when illness strikes (both physical and energy healing)
to acquire books, tools, and training for your Life Work
to 'connect' on the Internet across Space and Time
The list goes on. There is some Truth to the philosophy 'Everything You Need To Know You Knew in Kindergarten'. That part of you, at that age, was mostly distinguished by your Heart. Your personality is important to the whole, as is your Life Spirit (your Spark of God that is indistinguishably YOU). Everyone has one, this Spark of Light. Although some, you may point out, do unspeakable horrors in this Lifetime, that is because the person or 'entity' in their mind is Separated from their Source. They do not know the consequence of their actions; their soul is damaged in this sense. They are going to be held completely accountable for their deeds, and managed with justice and/or rehabilitation on a Galactic Scale. Do not be concerned about them. Focus on YOU and your part you contribute to all of Creation. We are linked together. Your Heart makes a Difference to all the other Hearts in the world.
Jimmy Stewart, as George Bailey, in the movie, It's a Wonderful Life, is a wonderful example of how this interdependence works in action.
It is with the Heart, that we can connect our many areas of Interest together. We can overcome the 'stereotypes' of Existence, find a common connection, and discover that Spirituality and Science are One. In their own way, each is structured in the search for the betterment of Humanity, and the decrease of Suffering.
