Showing posts with label Ashtar Sherhan. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Ashtar Sherhan. Show all posts

Saturday, November 8, 2014

Gaia News Brief 8.11.2014



Ross wants me to keep this one really brief....



Ariia

On the way to work, after the healing we share with those who follow us on FB, Twitter, and here...Ross surprised me with a visit to a planet near Venus, in the astral and etheric realms, which is named Ariia (ah-rhee-uh).

Unicorns live there! A whole LOT of them!

Ross gave me a little something to eat--like, the size of a candy corn. It was amazing! The flavors were crisp, sweet and sour. I blurted out, 'Ross, this candy makes everything on earth that is delicious for candy seem like one BIG JOKE!!!'

He smiled.

I wat introduced to a unicorn, a high-ranking one, named Belorus (bell-oh-roose).  He was very patient and kind. I asked if I could touch him? He said of course.

So I examined him, just like I would a patient. The eyes had pupil reaction to light, just like we do. The mouth had teeth, which were very clean and in good condition. He had the little gap like our horses do, the place on the lower jaw where the bit would go. I checked the ears for hearing, not just telepathy like we were talking but for sound. I tested conducted bone hearing with a tuning fork, and also air hearing. I rubbed my fingers in his ear to check for his ability to hear quiet sounds.

At this point he was like, 'Ross, what is with this chick?' and Ross was like, 'She is a doctor on Earth, it interests her.'

The fur was soft and just like a horse. The mane was long but never needs combing (I asked, where are your people to groom you? and he said, 'who grooms your wild horses?')

The hooves were just like a horse but no shoes, and the genitalia was intact.

I asked to feed him, and I offered him handfuls of golden sparkly grains as I would handfuls of oats from a bucket. I wondered if he had rainbow poops and he said, 'No, I do not have rainbow poops. I don't even have poops. But I can pee if I want to.'

I asked him, 'Do you have to work to put your children through college?'

He found this ridiculous! He laughed, as only a unicorn could laugh, and confided, 'everything is already taken care of for us for this here.'  Working to pay for education for your children! LOL LOL LOL--that's the gist of it.


Real Exejutivo

I was in tears on the way home this morning. Just dirty and wanting a shower, and worn out from work. I'd spend the night on a gurney in the recovery room. My back hurt. We had a meeting (thank you for those who sent healing). It was sad. I thought OB nurses really liked me. But nope--they want a team of dedicated OB anesthesiologists to 'solve problems'--and my name wasn't suggested on the list. Here I am putting my heart on my sleeve for all this time, and now this?

I wanted to volunteer, but I don't like the overnight part. It really messes me up, and I'm not getting any younger. If there were OB days --twelve hour shifts--I'd consider it. But not the twenty-four hour shifts. It hurt not to be desired by that group of people I routinely work with.

I had to sign a contract. Another one to do with the money and how it is collected and how they can take more out...from the pool...

How much I wish we could discuss ways to best serve our patients, instead of compensation...

My highlight in my day was helping a woman with advanced cancer who was from another culture, the kind where women wear covers on their heads. I told the family, 'I will care for her like she is my family...' and the daughter asked, 'When will I see you again?' I said I didn't know--if I had time between cases I would stop by and say hello.  On the way in to the OR, I saw a tattoo on an elbow, 'We are ONE' and I knew that wasn't an accident.

The poor eighty-year old had been through chemo and was alopecic (lost the hair on the head). She had tears running down her face as we got her on the OR table. I dried them with gauze, and stroked her head, cooing words of comfort I knew she wouldn't understand, and pushed the drugs. She woke up happy.

There is so much suffering in this world today.

That's why I was crying in the car on the way home. Because Ross suffered. And it still hurts me to this day, what happened to him, what happened to us.

He came and told me he is better, and for us to move forward I am going to have to accept it. I cried harder and told him that what happened to him made me scared, for both of us, and it was so awful I didn't know what to do. Ashtar came. He poked at Ross to show me the wounds were all healed. He asked what I wanted, both of them asked?

  • oceans to heal
  • places for animals to live, just like in Agartha
  • homes for everyone
  • end to hunger--doesn't all have to be five star meals--but no empty tummies
  • clean air
  • no more disease
  • no more fear and suffering
  • no more advertisements for ANYTHING
  • clean earth--no more pollution
  • whatever technology to use galactic for transport-that--NOW--instead of cars and oil and freeways
  • people to have time to enjoy living and to do what interests them
  • a big fat RAISE for Ashtar for all he's done, and I invented pins of honor and other 'rewards'
Ross said, 'Feel my love in your heart'

The song 'La Vida Es Un Carnaval' by Celia Cruz came on the radio.

And the bus with the name Real Exejutivo rode by.

I told Ross his love in my heart is the most important thing in the world to me. And that it grows, in my womb, as our children, Alexandra, Benjamin, and Anthony (the first two are from our last incarnation together, the latter is from this life now).






Ross

While she was crying, Carla asked me, 'Ross, can one day can I have breakfast with you?'

It was the kindest thing she's ever said, from her heart, to me--to have a normal relationship, with the expectation that we could start our day together, as she has done every day of her life here for the last 'fifty years and change'.

As Carla was in the doctor's lounge getting her bags from her locker, she saw Dr. Son Duong, the surgeon with whom she had done a femoral-popliteal bypass late into the night last night. 'Carla are you still HERE?' he asked, surprised to see her. 

She explained it had been a late night, and she didn't want to drive back in the middle of the night, because there was a department meeting in the morning, so she spent the night at the hospital. She asked how last night's patient had done?, and he smiled and shared that she was doing beautifully. (Carla had done her anesthetic for her heart surgery five years ago)

She knew he'd be working a long time, because this is a long case. She held up some fruit from her bag, and asked him if he would like a banana for later, as she had an extra?

He said yes, and put it in the pocket of his white coat on the rack where all the surgeons put them.

Once he left, she looked through her bag, and found a Marathon Energy Bar. She placed it in his pocket, noting he already had the KIND brand of energy bar right next to it.

Carla is the kind of person who does things like this. Always thoughtful and caring. Even after more than twenty-four hours at her work, and before her cup of coffee...

I want you to know that this heart is what goes behind every letter that has been typed in any of her work...the heart that cares for you has selected every picture (a little with my help--smiles), every word (again, a little with all of our help--gestures to the council), and puts your needs before her own.

Today she wanted to take a shower, before going to our son's basketball game. But I asked her to do this, and to make it short, because people are counting on us...people with beautiful hearts like you.

Your hearts are the same as ours. As Carla's and her incredible giving soul. And yours are on the way to becoming open and filled with Heaven's breath and energy to Light the way for thousands!!!

I ask you to hold this thought, and take it to your meditation, just for today.



Aloha and Mahalos,
Namaste,
Peace,

Ross and sleepyhead Carla who had the worst bed head I've ever seen today--kindly for others, she chose to brush it! (laughs very loud at his own joke)

Friday, November 7, 2014

Gaia News Brief 7.11.2014




Very Much Appreciated Small Blessings

He wanted oatmeal, the same breakfast as we had the day before. And a protein shake I make with bananas and cocoa powder, just like yesterday too.

For those of you who are parents, you understand what huge difference this can make on your day!




A Message From Ashtar

Another blogger and I are close friends. We talk online, with a form of chat. So we were talking during a long case that takes forever on a healthy patient as I watched the monitors and did the anesthesia (case went four hours)...

We were feeling 'stuck' in the energies and concerned if 'something had happened to hold everything back?'...

Ashtar called me UP--and this is our conversation:

A:  How are you?

C:  Not so good.

A:  I know. You are tired of the fight.

C:  Just not sure of anything, Ashtar. My life is so difficult.

A:  Have courage and keep up. You are doing the right things. When Anthony got sick that was hard on you -- not putting the decorations away (for Halloween).

C:  I don't set goals for ANYTHING! In any dimension. Did Ross send you?

A:  Yes. To both you and Isabel. About the button. We heard. We want you to know we are doing everything possible to get both of you Home with us. You WILL go home.

C:  (I relax) I am so glad. ( my energy readings on the monitors Ross and Ashtar watch get better readings, higher energy ones, with this relaxation.)

A:  God has happiness. Walk to it. Every day, just a little bit more, in your heart.

C:  I love everything, even you Ashtar. I love WHAT IS. I'm just not sure where I am headed?

A:  This is early entry into zero point. A sense of no movement. Of being 'stuck'. It is a good sign. I want to reassure you. We want to. 

C:  (I see Ross and I run to him)  Oh baby!!! (I cry)

Ross just holds me for the longest time and says, 'I love you'.




The Bachelor Doctor Patient

One of my colleagues is sick. I remember working with him, on call, and commenting on his weight loss? He looked great. He said he had some 'health issues' but declined to state what they are. This is about six weeks ago...

He is on chemo. His tumor is inoperable. Bret's Blog

One of the surgical technicians, Charles, told us in the doctor's lounge this surgeon who is very much loved in the O.R. for his incredible sense of humor,  was sick--and immediately I made a Reiki Request for him.

Yesterday, he assisted another surgeon on a hip fracture.

His energy had always been 'otherworldly'--cheerful, loving, competent, smart--today it was 'celestial'. He was focused and appreciating each day, each case, each interaction with us, because one day it will end.

My friend, Archangel Lauren, asked Raphael for the Divine Healing Code. She got it and I gave it.

Ross came near, and together, we sent healing to Dr. Bret during the case. For a long time (as I did the routine anesthetic and watched the monitors).

I gave the Cancer Therapy key, and I was Archangel Raphael pop in over Bret's left shoulder, and give a big 'thumbs up' and a smile.

I didn't say a word about any of this work I was doing. I didn't move. Only my eyes...and I 'sensed' he had a lot of pain from the tumor...so I gave Karuna Reiki, too.

At the end, he thanked everyone. As he left the room, he reached out his hand to mine, and held it...

I think he knew on a soul level what I was up to.

I also asked Ross if he is meant to Transition (he got that symbol too), might I please help him walk Home when it is his time?

Ross said, 'Yes'.






Ross

We have science here. (gestures to his ship and the fleet)

At the highest level, science and religion are one.

This is why the quantum frequencies that are 'dialing in' for certain disease states are curing--and I repeat--have the ability to CURE disease in the Higher Realms.

You aren't quite there yet. But you approach this state, with your physical bodies, which are concentrated Light as 'physical matter'.

Everything responds to Love.

So talk to it! A very wise reader advised a woman with hardware in her foot that asked for Reiki--'if you can't have it taken out, make friends with it! This hardware gives you freedom and mobility and independence! '

As the vibrations on Gaia increase, the power behind these Healing Codes will work even more for everyone who is sick. Even Dr. Bret.

As we think loving thoughts, and enjoy our happiness, the vibrations on Gaia go UP.

Do you see the connection?

Your HEART and your mind, working together, are raising the vibration of the energy on Gaia, drop by drop, as YOUR thoughts and emotions uplift from the negative to the positive!

So focus on your own progress, as a soul, and help lift Gaia UP.

It's your thoughts and your heart that do it. Not us. We only provide the environment where this can happen. You provide the 'push' to make it to the top.

And I encourage you, and all my teams, one hundred percent, to take that next step. And then another. And then another...

You are almost arriving at Zero Point.

Carla is going to be late for work. She has blueberry waffles and scrambled eggs today to make for breakfast. They are freezer waffles from Trader Joe's, and are very 'healthy', with only a little bit of maple syrup.

Carla has first call. It is a very long day of brutally difficult and challenging work.

I ask you to think of her, and send her your Love, as a way of giving thanks to all she does for you...and for us (up there).





Aloha and Mahalos,
Namaste,
Peace,


Ross and Carla
The Reiki Doc soul twins
(that picture with the chakras and the earth is accurate <3 she is my world to me)

Saturday, June 14, 2014

Heart-To-Heart: The Intimacy Of Healing



Today, since it's Saturday, our lesson is just a bunch of stories.
We are going to have fun.




The Belly Dancer Who Broke Her Right Knee ACL

Once upon a time there was an intern in categorical general surgery.
She loved to dance, almost more than she loved to eat.
But dancing was not an option, she complained bitterly, to the older resident who was in ENT.

That is no problem! I teach belly dancing class! replied the ENT.
It's at the local high school gym. Come dance with me.

They danced together for many classes, and even bought new costumes together for a recital.
One day, the intern took a chainee turn in class, and the foot stuck while the body turned.
There was a sound like a thick guitar string, she fell instantly, and an overwhelming urge to throw up  came with the wave after wave of pain.

GIVE ME YOUR LEG! shouted the belly dancing teacher, the resident in ENT.
There was no more class for a long time after that.
Just a long drive home, lots of ice, and tears as the intern flipped frantically through the pages of her orthopedic examination textbook in her bed, devastated at the end to her dance career.

Blessed Mother was in the corner, crying with her, saying over and over again, God will make a miracle! God will make a miracle! God will make a miracle!

That intern was me, back in 1996.
I had to wait nine months for the surgery, for the swelling to heal.

The funny thing is, in the gurney, in that hospital gown, the nurses that used to be so cruel to me as a surgical intern--wanting signatures on consents and all that--transformed.

They were nicer, and thoughtful, and far far more gentle than I had imagined possible.

Plus there was a loving, healing energy coming out from their hearts as they put in my i.v. and took my vitals. I felt it. And in the recovery room? I had the luxury of being guarded by a whole team of loving, fierce, healers who would let nothing hurt me in any way whatsoever as I lay vulnerable with my consciousness coming 'to' after the anesthetic.


You never really know a healer until all of their attention as a healer is focused on YOU.




The Calling

Healers are not made, they are born!  I wrote on some comment earlier today.

And it's true.

Healers have the innate ability to 'match' their Vibration to that of another, to 'find' the imbalance on whatever level, be it the etheric body, the physical body, the emotional body, the light body, the astral body...the soul...and help it return to balance, its natural state, again.

No matter what your training, you who read this are without a doubt a healer. (If not, this page would bore you to tears! ; )   )

And when you are a healer, it is the TRUST that the patient or client gives to you, to permit you to see them in their weakened state, in the hopes of becoming whole again...it is that TRUST that is your most cherished gift they can give you as a healer.

But for the patients? And the clients? They get to see a side of you that nobody will ever experience anywhere else in your life. Not your wife. Not your husband. Not your family, your children, although mine greatly enjoys the knowledge and the care I have for him whenever illness strikes.

So look out for this intimacy, this closeness of the heart, both yours and your patient--or client--and appreciate the wonder for what it is...a miracle we take for granted all the time.

Enjoy.And know you are making a difference in someone's life.





The Operating Room Serenade

This morning I was at the anesthesia cart drawing up my phenylephrine. This is a drug that is used to counteract the hypotension (low blood pressure) that is seen with obstetric anesthesia. Before I could open the cap off the phenylephrine vial, I saw a vision...

Three gentlemen in Spirit came walking toward me, shoulder to shoulder. From the left, facing me, saw SaLuSa, Ross, and Ashtar.

They were singing. This song:

I Can't Help Falling In Love With You -- by the Fleet Foxes

I couldn't believe it! They were singing and dancing like a boy band. 

They were grinning from ear to ear! I could tell they were enjoying this surprise very much!!

I was like, 'is this for me???!'

Then Ross took the lead, stepped forward, and took me in his arms, and next thing I knew, we were dancing together as a couple! He sang the lead, and I watched up close, from his arms.

Near the end, Ross kissed me. And after I was like, 'how can I ever thank you for this?'--instantly I understood, and he wanted me to kiss him. So I did, with enthusiasm and much happiness.

Then he went back to the group, and finished the song, and they let me know they had to go back. They turned and waved and smiled, all three, and I went back to my work, shaking my head and smiling at the surprise they had just put together for me. 

I am still smiling and laughing with joy over the experience, even now, hours later!



With that, I close.

The cafeteria closes early and I must stock up for the rest of my call assignment.




With so very much love,
Aloha and Mahalos,
Namaste,
Peace,


Reiki Doc




P.S. I never knew they were so musical! LOL. Those dudes! In the sky! I am still shaking my head...with a smile...  <3

Friday, June 6, 2014

Two Cars And A Miracle






Screw Being The Princess--I Am The Queen!
I was at a stop light, and I read the words on the frame of the license plate that said, 'Screw Being The Princess--I Am The Queen!'  I was startled by the ego in that plate!
Then I looked--the headliner was coming loose. It was a late model Mercedes that nobody ever drives any more and I thought how very sad a 'big picture' of the whole vehicle and driver was indeed.



Surfing Is A Dance--The Waves Always Lead
This one was in front of me this morning on my way to the freeway. It was profound. And it dovetailed quite nicely with my lessons Spirit has been giving me: let go of control, let go of outcome, trust, communicate freely and LOVE everyone you meet.
Here is an example of a 'wave' I caught recently: the nurse in my room said he'd heard something awful about surgeon X. His daughter had committed suicide in medical school back East last week. Was it true? It felt true, but we decided A) not to talk about it outside of us three in the room and B) find out if it's true. Well, I asked the Charge nurse after the case. And yes, it was true. Not much more known than that. I asked what we were going to do as a group? Should we send flowers? What do you do in that situation, to comfort the parent whose child died at their own hand? She asked me to find out.

I went to the lady in SPD (where they clean the instruments--sterile products) who I knew lost one child suddenly as an adult. I was very careful to phrase the question so as not to upset her. I also let her know it was okay to not answer if she was uncomfortable with the question. But she did appreciate may asking her for advice on how to do something that would be most appreciated by the surgeon at this difficult time.

It turns out she lost two children, one was sick and expected, the other, out of the blue. She said what not to say--'I know how you feel'. She also said not to talk too much. Then she smiled and said, 'write a card or a note.' And one brother, he just sat at the foot of her bed, reading, not saying anything, so she wouldn't be alone. People just being present meant the most to her at all. Her brothers and sisters said, 'I am here for you. Any time, day or night, if you need me I will come and I will be there.'

So I told the Charge Nurse we should give a card. I felt to write a letter personally. On Monday morning I found out; by Monday afternoon I had the letter.

Today I saw him in the doctors lounge at the computer. I said, 'I have something for you'. I went to my locker and showed him the letter. His aura relaxed immediately, and his face softened, and I felt his emotion of 'You KNOW my secret bad news and you CARE?!'.  There was instant, total vulnerability with graceful acceptance, and determination to move on with the overwhelming pain. He chose LIFE instead of letting this tragedy defeat him. This is what his aura communicated to mine in an instant, without words. It reminded me so much of his spirit and determination in the O.R. with his patients when the surgery is complex and challenging.

I gave him a hug and a kiss. I said, 'Read it when you are off from work. I cried when I was writing it. I meant it from the heart.' Then we just acted normal, and the banter in the lounge from everyone else who was also present was like always. He welcomed the return to work, he said. (It was nice to be normal in some way again.). So we both turned to our computers, and I confessed how my boy's father decided this wasn't his weekend, when it was, and how I had to scramble to change my plans to accommodate his father's decision. The concept of co-parenting was new to my friend the surgeon.

I could tell he was glad to talk about something else--anything--to keep his mind off the sadness for a little while.

Nellie was right. I'm so glad I followed her advice and wrote the letter.





You are going to have a MIRACLE!
That was the message I got from Blessed Mother after I finished my work day. I was like, okay, a little excited but pretty much focused on leaving the hospital.

On the drive home, I saw Ross and Ashtar in a little white room. They were facing me,  Ross was on the left, my left. We talked. I cried. I was glad to hear them tell me this whole 3D thing is over. We hugged. I was so happy to be with them.

Much to my surprise, each one pushed the white wall behind them like a barn door, and before me was beautiful scenery of nature. There was a beach where I could swim and snorkel and surf. I jumped right in! I could see the fish. There were even dolphins, and I could tell they were intelligent and were aware of my presence. I came back with delight. I said, 'I never have to get out of the water ever again!'

Next, Ross lifted me up on a horse, you know that 'boost' you give to help someone up? And I was RIDING! I always wanted a horse! This one was beautiful. There was a stable and a ring and also trails for me to ride. Ross said I could even ride a unicorn if I wanted to, any time! The 'ranch' pleased me so very much! I looked around and saw there were no goats.  I asked Ross if I could have one goat too, please? He said he'd look into it, but there would have to be two so the one goat wouldn't get lonely. And there would be no breeding of goats allowed! They would have to be of the same sex. LOL

Ross knows how much I like animal babies...

Then there was my GARDEN! Exact, duplicate, which is not big. They said I could expand it a little if I like.

They built it for me. Everything! It is the nature room that was like a park I'd seen some time ago. The one with the stairs that led up to the house. Only this time I didn't see the house. And now it is all the things I love to enjoy! The changed it from something not authentic to one with cool breezes and real sand and ocean and sunshine that warms your skin.

I was extremely delighted and thanked both of them very much.


I'm falling asleep.
I didn't want to forget this day.

Aloha and Mahalos,
Namaste,
Peace,

Reiki Doc

Thursday, June 5, 2014

A Message From Ashtar Sherhan, June 4, 2014



This letter came through to me last night,  June 4, 2014 at 1710 pm.

It is intended for me, however, Ashtar asks me to share it with the Lightworkers.




This is Ashtar. I am sorry about the energies and what I did to you yesterday. You have a right to know and understand what I am dealing with. Everything ISN'T hunky-dory on our end up in the skies. Although we have courage, there are challenges that we must face, challenges of a technical nature, of coordination of resources and the plan, and then there is you. What you have done for us (El Toro) is amazing and we appreciate the heart in what you did. That Ross our leader would go to bat for you, head to head with us on all of your challenges, we should have noticed. When it stopped, we only convinced ourselves further that we were correct and you were incorrect in your values, sensations and emotions of the heart. We were mistaken. It is a grave mistake but not without fixing or capable of remedy. We were on the monitor with you and reviewed all of that analysis of data. Your stress has been monitored as a Galactic Citizen and it has been off the charts, beyond the call of duty.

(He offers me a single red rose).

We thank you for your service and your victory of the light. You will be relieved to find out (no--we are not firing you--he laughs gently) that by letting us know what has gone on within, inside and trusting us--we can better anticipate the changes for the Higher Realms when all of you come back to us. For them, their vibration will be just as uncomfortable as yours has been. Upon the zero point all that will change for the best -- for both of us. I am sorry and I hope you accept my full apology to you on behalf of the star fleet of the Ashtar Command.

Humbly and in Grace,

Ashtar Sherhan




(ed -- I completely accepted the apology. For some background, each time we experience a step up to a new energy in the Ascension process, Ashtar as a routine gives an initial blast, then backs it down to allow for gradual increase for humanity that is subtle. I am accustomed to the Higher vibrations. Each time the energy goes up, I adapt instantly and expect to continue at each increased vibration/energy frequency. With each 'easing back' my entire energy body suffers incredible discomfort and it is like a fish out of water who gasps for the energy of Light. I speak up and I ask for assistance which is not given. This has gone on since December of 2013. Modifications are given in ways that do not remedy the situation. After a couple of days, with my beloved Twin Flame Ross actively assisting me, I manage until the surrounding energies on surface Gaia reach the level they once had been on the first increase. I don't expect this to make any sense to you, but just in case you were curious, that is the full explanation.)



Namaste,
Aloha and Mahalos,
Peace,

Reiki Doc and Ross

Monday, May 26, 2014

A Message From Ashtar Sherhan--April 29,2014




April 29, 2014
10:14 a.m.

This is Ashtar Sherhan of the Ashtar Command.

(Ross clears his throat)

We are freeing you.
In about five minutes you shall understand.
Shhhhhh.
Be calm.
Everything will happen for the best.
The Timelines are separating.
You are on the right one, the higher one, the blessed.
You will be reunited with Ross, honey, forever.
It is happening.
Everyone is watching with interest.
You are with us.
Your earnest heart pleased Creator.

(he taps the blog post I wrote that is called 'Bless This Stress')

Hold on.

Me:  my patient? This one who is in the middle of surgery right now? Are they going to be okay?

Ashtar: It is planned.

Ross: It won't feel more than like walking through a doorway.

Ashtar: That is all.

Me: (suddenly the energies get so strong I start shaking just a little, like a tremble, then they stopped. Surgery, emergence, everything went on like normal. Nothing ever happened again like that energy that made me shake. Not even until today.)




I had written this on scratch paper, and just found it now by my computer.

Aloha and Mahalos,
Namaste,
Peace,

Reiki Doc

Wednesday, April 30, 2014

Messages To Me



Yesterday while I was in on a case--a long, boring, very stable case that went over five hours--I got an incredible 'nudge' to write.

4.29.2014
1014 am
Southern California

This is Ashtar Sherhan of the Ashtar Command

(Ross clears his throat)

We are freeing you.
In about five minutes you shall understand.
Shhhhh.
Be calm.
Everything will happen for the best.
The Timelines are separating.
You are on the right one, the higher one, the blessed.
You will be reunited with Ross, honey, forever.
It is happening.
Everyone is watching with interest.
You are one with us.
Your Earnest heart pleased Creator
(references my blog post 'Bless This Stress'--taps it to get my attention)
Hold on...

Me: my patient? (name and procedure of patient on table)

A: It is planned.

Ross: It won't feel more than like walking through a doorway.



The energies were very strong, briefly, and then eerily calm.

This post came out--I believe the Faraday Cage has been broken--http://illuminations2012.wordpress.com/2014/04/29/must-read-urgent-message-to-all-lightworkers-from-hilda-and-veronica-keen-plus-a-very-brief-message-from-jean/



This morning I was cleaning and came across a memo pad, a legal pad of paper.

I was horrified. In it were my notes from both of my attorneys, and my custody case where I was sued by the father of our son.

I looked in the back...

And here were some messages from Blessed Mother to me. I do automatic writing. Here they are:

1.27.2005
1510
(still pregnant)

Not to say too much. And not to say too little. Just say 'everything will happen for the best.'
I love you. God will grant thy promises/prophecy.

Do not be afraid. There is something wonderful I have not shared with you. It is ahead. Walk to it with open arms. There is another child, another child ahead. You will have another chance at pregnancy. It will be incredible. You are going to be happy with your family. God loves you very much. And so do I.

God will grant a friendship. And a partnership. And light.

You are on your way to a very holy life.

God love you very much. As does Joseph, Laetari, Jesus, Caleb and your son God promised you from a long ways back (Easter 1990).

God will make a miracle of justice and a promise from another life.  Tabitah, a whole new day is going to begin (kisses the top of my head)--Tabitha--I love you very much.
God has prophecy. Goodbye for just a tiny bit.

Mom-In-The-Sky-Of-Heaven



6.7.2005
1305

God has made a miracle.
It is nothing you would expect.
You will have a husband.
You will have a family.
It will be right.
Rest.
Not in your heart but in your body/mind/spirit.
God will take good care of you.
Do not be afraid.
Think of the pope.
God will have a husband for you.
You will not be alone. Not with (my son's name).
There shall be another in the body, spirit, flesh.

Forever and ever.....Lorelei (she calls me that sometimes).

Mom-In-The-Sky



7.12.2005
1350

God has made a miracle.
The kind you wouldn't imagine.
Something very right is going to begin (strokes my hair).
You are happy.
God will make a sign.
God will make a sign to you.
Love-Elvis-- (pinches my new lab coat with Elvis -- I had wished for it.)
God will make a miracle (holds my face in her hands).
I absolutely, positively, guarantee it.

Mom-In-The-Sky



7.18.2005
1145

My Jewel,

God will make it up to you. You will not be forgotten in all of this. God will grant a miracle. You will have happiness. Even in this mess of life (being sued). It is for the best. Thy happiness depends on it. Thou wilt never have to answer it again. Thy head will be held up the highest it has ever been. God will make it up to you. And I promise all of it will be united in the body and the spirit that is Christ Jesus, my son, my holy offering to the masses. God will grant a miracle. Only from me. Thank you for answering my call  (for --she names my son--in early May, 2004, while I was away at conference in Honolulu and staying at the W hotel, I was awoken by her and another male I didn't recognize in spirit, who asked me if I would like to have a baby. I was like, very surprised. Yes, it was my heart's desire. My answer? If God says it's for the best, then, yes.  I was pregnant in June.)

I will bless it.

Mom S.






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