August 31,
2008
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I am the one
who died on June 23, 2008. After your heart case. The “I am going to Valhalla!”
guy.
I saw you in
the hall reaching out to me (awake, aware and listening, not like the others).
I didn’t care.
Everything
connects. Everything is really connected. From now to past, from heart to
heart, love also into the future. Everything is a powerful system of checks and
balances. That is God in a common sense. “What God can grant together.” Is a
powerful series of checks and balances focused on the best of all possible
outcomes.
God told me
this when I died. I asked of Him, “What in the name of heaven?!?” when I saw the
Pearly Gates. How it worked, and why I was there at them? (My mommy prayed. A
lot. For all of us. Thanks mom!)
Everything
happens for the best. You are fully aware of this. Not most people are. I was
proud and I was great. None of that really mattered once I crossed. But I was
humble-that counted for a lot of how I
got this place (and Mom’s praying).
You are humble
in the spirit. That is a beautiful thing to watch. I saw you in the pool with your little son, all of your focus on his safety and his pleasure. God will
bring to you a happy little miracle—a daughter—in the spirit hope and light
(not your body). And a little jewel from heaven. (me: are you talking of a
golden retriever?)
I saw it when
I crossed-a radiant light-coming from you. A little happiness. Not like the
person I saw you were on that day outside OR 7 when I died I was allowed to
‘connect’ with at that time.
You will be
happy for all of your days.
I died. I’ll
be coming back. Some other time. To you. Because I wanted to. Because I can.
Bye Bye,
Your friend in
Heaven,
Trauma ‘John
Doe’ Blazin’ Light
