February 12,
2010
0710
I am going to
talk to you. I died. It was pleasant. I never worried a bit about going to the
other side. I had pleasure in my life, I
found it, made the path, and followed it to the angels.
What about
you? What is your pleasure? A clean house? Lots of money? Joy? Fellowship?
(that is what you were doing last night)
My angel, God
will be good to you. But only if you let it. You will have cupcakes and not get
fat if you do it every once in a while. Never be afraid or worry that God does
not love you. Whether there is a man in your life to hold you, or not, God’s
love for you is always the same.
I was from
Cincinnati. I am Father Al Moser. I died a long time ago. I was blessed to know
you. Both of you. I did not see the trouble ahead for you with Mark. If I did,
I would not have married you. I drove down with prayer, and I drove up with
prayer all in my heart for a good and wonderful wedding for you. It didn’t
happen. You were spared a horrible disaster. I am sorry about you brain surgery
but in a way it was a sign that let you out.
Your son is
missing you. Try to stop cleaning and get ready for him.(ed- his dad is due to drop him off later). Have a good time
today. Have fun. Both of you are in need of it. My beautiful child, I
knew that you were special. May the Lord Bless you and keep you, may the Lord
lift His countenance upon you, may He give you a safe dwelling place, and
peace.
Father Al
Moser of the Berkeley CP (Paulists)
(ed-Father
Al’s birthday is February 7)