January 30, 2010
Male: I have something to say to you. I am someone you know from another life. I am holy.
What I have to say is pleasant. There is not much joy in loneliness. Have I upset you? Let me rephrase this: on being alone, there is a limit to the development one can attain. There is much to learn and grow, but it takes playful interaction to develop all of one’s inner fire. Seduction is a part of this, as also laughter, playing sport. Everything happens for the best. I want you to know I understand this.
I want you to experience the kind of growth we had in another life. I am not an ex-husband of yours. I am a face you knew in childhood that will always remain a part of your development. You were nine when you met me. At a wedding reception that was Italian. I am a cousin on your mother's extended family that you had never met. I sat at your table.
That we clicked was something new to you and strange to me because of your age. I had known you in another life. I want you to know my fiancée never made me as content as I could have been with you. I married her—the bitch went off and ran away from me with her boyfriend.
I gave her everything I had. All that was left was my agony and sorrow, not at losing you (I couldn’t) but for what ‘could have been’ for all of us. I have been watching you for a while and I chose to talk to help you along with your development. I loved you. I couldn’t understand it. I want you to know everything you felt for me I also felt it back. You were beautiful then and are far more pretty now, for all of your pain and growth.
I am happy to share with you we are working on it, your future with another holiness…Light. It is of God/Jesus and you can trust on it like money at the bank, the savings and loan, insured.
Goodbye my little miracle. I have seen you for a while. I just wanted to pop in. I’ll always remember you.
The singer that smoked and probably should have quit
(Kisses my right cheek, kisses my head.)