Ross' presence is here. Everything is going according to plan, I can sense it.
We have been home, quarantining/sheltering in, at home. All our virus symptoms are much, much improved. What we are doing is working. It's like we never got over the RSV one hundred percent, but with rest and nutrition, things are moving along okay.
There's been some big firsts in the household. This morning I made the breakfast sausage patties from scratch using one pound of ground pork. It was organic, and the recipe I used was from Alice Waters. However, Ross suggested adding a little bit of maple syrup. It was absolutely delicious and Anthony asks me to make some more again in the future.
I took a really long bath, a hot bath, and it felt all the better because it's cold and stormy outside.
While I was in the bath, Ross and I were able to have a nice long talk.
He asked me what I want from our relationship?
I was honored and surprised. Ross being who he is, and me being incarnate, there's a power imbalance -- spiritually. We aren't exactly on the same page to begin with, you see?
My heart holds nothing back any more, not from anyone. And for Ross, I said I want us to be best friends, to confide our hopes and dreams in one another, and to raise our family together. I like it when I feel his energy close.
I've also been able to feel the love. Not just from Ross. From Anthony. From the garden. From Divine Creator. From my guides. From knowing I am taken care of, even if things seem like they are not okay. We are okay. The only thing I need to do, just to make sure, is to get my affairs in order and to make a living trust to take care of Anthony. Everything else is just on it's own time, and what will be will be.
Many of us in medicine are making our last will and testaments now. It's the reality of the work we are required to do, as our 'duty'.
I ordered a new crystal. It's petrified wood replaced by agate. If you have the crystal bible by Melody, it's a 'limb cast'. It helps with everything from helping you shed the tears you haven't been able to cry, to being able to tap into the love of the Universe.
What does Ross want for me in our relationship?
For me to be free. Totally, open and free to receive Love because it has been a long time here where it hasn't been so good for me. He wants me to heal.
I apologized to him for having all these 'others' in so many ways, and he stopped me and reassured me. He says when the trauma has been severe enough, it takes more than one to heal, and to just accept it as a fact as he does as the one who is responsible for my healing as Gaia.
I asked him about what to expect, and he didn't want to talk about any of the planetary anything. All he wants me to do is to finish my 'Ross project' (the address book) and to make one small one hundred piece puzzle (a Pokemon--Pikachu) both of which I've been putting off for some time.
The energy downloads are electrifying. I've been feeling them off and on for days. Today, right now, they are so strong I'm almost dizzy.
How is the Schumann resonance frequency?(Link removed) Not much. But it's okay. I know why and I am working on it. My heart is open and helping the healing. Everything is good, and it's as it is meant to be.
Ross
Hello!
Hello?
Hello.
This is (some title like admiral or commander--it's garbled) Ross here. I am taking you on a tour throughout the energies. (he makes it look like his fingers are raining).
Earth has had a drought as of late, and I am bringing the rain--an energetic rain--both to nourish, support and fulfill her.
As long as your heart is in the right place, and at the moment Carla's is on a wonderful trajectory and I thank everyone who has participated in setting it's course and continuing to monitor it--the results are going to be forthcoming at the proper place and time.
How about you?
How is your heart?
Has it been through a workout?
Allow your soul to gather and release all that is holding it back from being loving 24/7.
I give this message to you: https://johnsmallman2.wordpress.com/2020/04/05/stop-trying-to-shut-yourselves-out-from-reality/
Everyone is love! Including me (he smiles).
clap! clap!
Aloha and Mahalos,
Namaste,
Peace,
Ross and Carla
The Twins who are one soul, and a couple who are very deeply in love, and this love is strong enough to weather/absorb/withstand anything!
