Today was a very productive day! In addition to my work day--which, fortunately started late and ended early--I made bracelets for various projects, cooked dinner, unloaded the dishwasher, put all the dishes away, and washed the ones from dinner.
I will keep today short, and will present to you three basic concepts, along with a brief update on some projects...
Healing in the workplace--update--Nancy and her brother. I made for her an angelite bracelet to help with the grief process, and was able to bring it to her before my first case. She had tears and her voice broke as I gave it to her. She wanted to know that her brother knows I am there to take any messages for her. Ironically, her brother had called her bracelet 'her telephone to him' as the stones help to improve communication between both worlds, The Other Side, and Here. I reassured her. (to be honest I never thought I could make a difference like that, it didn't seem like much just to keep my ears and my heart open for messages, but it really helped her a lot.)
Aromatherapy in the workplace--update--nurses and techs WANT to have diffusers! There was a comment about people with 'sensitivities' on the post...it's a good point, some people are very sensitive. I'd also like to clarify that it's a different fragrance 'target' and equipment than standard lavender and the like. The goal is threefold: use aroma for the psychological effect of calming for both staff and patients in Pre-Op, to obscure any unpleasant 'hospital' odor very subtly, and to use a high-end, high-quality blend to achieve it. The end result is almost undetectable with the nose and highly detectible by observing the energy and behavior of the teams.
The bracelet project is going VERY well. I was able to replenish my supplies, through the donations, and tomorrow I will have a huge box filled with all the envelopes we are sending out. I think one international and ten domestic healing, negativity neutralizing bracelets. The most heart-warming are the responses from those who are chosen. Most cry. They cry tears of relief and joy as they have been 'hanging on' for so long and not sure how long they can keep it going. I want to bring up another benefit--which again brought tears--that the process of reviewing the comments and selecting one soul to receive a bracelet is very healing. As one reader said, 'I realize I am NOT useless, I can help others, and there are people out there who are worse off than me!'
It's true.
There are many many ways to help.
Which brings me to another point.
I had a big Ah-ha! moment yesterday.
I found a loophole.
One I and my incarnate Star Family can use that our teams 'in the rafters' can't!
Angels in Heaven aren't able to interact with us in ways that make it clear angels are real. Even when one lifts a car off someone who isn't supposed to die, and disappears, it's basically the person who experienced the angel who does the talking. It is never the angel.
There are rules of 'engagement' like in war I suppose. Rules.
For the angels who are currently incarnate, on Ground Crew, there is nothing stopping us from behaving in the ways we normally do when we are disincarnate and up in Heaven!
Once we figure things out, if we can fly, then there's no reason to hold it back. If we can communicate by telepathy, by all means don't hide it! As healers, we can heal others...do you get my drift?
I knew your would.
And this message from The Council is secondary confirmation of the above.
I know my work is starting to 'shift' a little. The focus isn't on money. It's on doing the most help I can while I am there. Kindness to everyone. Planting seeds of hope in patients and coworkers alike. Even taking risks and openly discussing 'conspiracy theories' in the O.R.
If it wasn't for me, people wouldn't hear of it. And for me, I 'sense' it's my purpose at this time.
The hours are slow, and it's not good for the wallet--but it's excellent for doing 'angelic things'.
Author and SRA survivor Kerth Barker eventually joined up with a resistance movement inside the Cabal, and rejected the SRA religion to become a Christian. Unfortunately, the resistance movement was caught. The leaders were killed. And everyone else was forced at gunpoint to take an oath (with a signature) never to 'tell' anyone what happened with the resistance.
Kerth didn't sign his name.
At the desk with the scary people, at the end of the long line, when they gave him a paper with his name on it and a blank line, he signed, 'F-ck You!' where his signature should have gone.
The people taking the oaths were overworked, and didn't notice.
That's why he is both alive and talking about what he knows, today.
They would have shot him if he had said no at the time.
The point is, if you have 'angel' in you, and it's starting to 'activate' by guiding you and nudging you to help others...by all means, let your 'angel' show!
Just like this adorable girl in the choir:
You can't miss her!
Why the apprehension?
I was able to describe something that was bothering me today, and called in my escort for help.
My concern was both all the channelers, and also, the feeling as we go to Ascension and it draws closer. It feels like everybody and his brother are channeling, there are so many agendas, and it's really building up energy, the total 'movement' and 'process'....
I told my escort I know it's different, but the sensations of being raped when I was four--so much going on I couldn't understand, and all these other 'agendas' that were against my own safety and well-being...I felt violated.
And the way Ascension is happening now, it's not like I have much say in it, and it's kind of starting to feel like that--being at the mercy of a force I can't control and it's all going full speed ahead!
My escort changed to Ross.
Then I called in my Council. I stood before them, and explained the situation, and my discomfort with it.
They asked me questions. Is it the surprise factor? --no.
I explained it's like the number of people who were there when it happened, I get uncomfortable in a small group that size, so the feeling is eerie and foreboding. There's a sense of lack of control and autonomy that I don't like. And of being tricked.
So later I got to see Ross. He took me up on some fluffy thing, like one of those LoveSac chairs. I was floating, and I couldn't see earth or sky. Or see it.
I didn't know what it was? (by the way I worked with him more on the morning on the chip on my shoulder, the buried anger and resentment)
Then Ross embraced me, in a non-sexual way. He soothed me. And one by one, my Council members popped in, helping me with this trust exercise that I could relax and be present. They too took care of me, and Raziel held my head in his lap. It is the total reversal of my experience when I was four. It is non-sexual, non-painful caring by intelligent male beings who love me and support me no matter what, and completely surrounding me in this experience. I am told to go back to this scene when I have problems or the apprehension comes back. Somehow, the healing helped.
And I'm not apprehensive any more.
Another insight that helped is so many people are channeling so many different things...some of which I'd rather not know was going on.
And many, many, many people follow the ones on the Holy Family members.
I didn't know if they are 'gearing up' for something heading our way, all this flurry of messages from the Divine?
My chip on my shoulder from my last incarnation with Ross was from being not listened to. And I felt guilt that if only I had spoken eloquently enough Ross wouldn't have been killed, because I would have convinced them to stop...From being a woman in that society too, was a source of pain and frustration. So Ross and I worked it out.
So many want to talk right now. Fortunately we have our group here, and our message gets out and it is good.
And I realized, some day people might want to talk to yours Truly and Ross...because our message isn't going anywhere. One day people will figure things out.
In the meantime, with all the other channels getting the exposure/visibility/publicity I suppose that's going to be the way it is, and there's nothing anyone can do about it.
<3 <3 <3
Ross and I leave you with love and joy and grace.
And also with the example--when YOU find you have a resentment or grudge that is on the long lasting side, please make sure you call in your teams when you meditate, and open your heart and your desire to heal to them.
They will help!
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Aloha and Mahalos,
Namaste,
Peace,
Ross and Carla
The Couple
