Sunday, March 18, 2018


I am post-call.

Something happened that totally blew me away.

Let me describe it.

Someone had infection. It didn't seem like much at the time. The limb felt a sting while doing chores. A bite?

Then it got swollen, hard even. There was a huge blister the size of a golf ball where it shouldn't be.

Then numb.

The patient came to the ER. The general surgeon was to clean it out. This is what general surgeons typically do.

We went to the O.R.

A specialist was needed.

The specialist came in from home in the middle of the night.  No complaints.

And the specialist saved the limb.

The infection was everywhere.

I saw bone.

Fortunately the muscles were spared.

As the surgeon worked, I FELT the energy of the healing, there was much, much more going on than meets the eye.

Angels were present assisting the team.

It was like electricity.

The general surgeon had been operating more or less for thirty six hours straight, saving the poor 'starfish who had washed up on the shore' soul at a time. He was still going at it!

So utterly dedicated.

And the specialist?

The specialist has stage four lung cancer.

The specialist is fighting the fight so many would just curl up and give up!

I'll never forget watching the team save the limb of a poor soul who was suffering. I'll never forget the nurse with her big glasses. Or the tech with her tattoos. They were at the top of their game on a weekend, away from home and family, healing the sick.

Or my fighting sepsis and knowing once the debridement was far enough along and the vital signs stabilized that I didn't have to fight the impending sepsis any more...

Never take for granted the Healing power of the Wounded Healer. 

It is phenomenal.

It's in you.

It's in me.

It's in all of us.

Together we will fulfill out missions.

Together we will rise on top in the service of Divine Creator of All That Is...we will reach the top of this mountain of Ascension...and will have made a bold and vital difference along the way.

For those of you who take all you've got to get out of bed and face your day, you are VICTORIOUS!

For those of you who aren't sure of your Life Mission, and are still moving forward anyhow, no matter how 'blind' to the Big Picture, you are VICTORIOUS!

For those of you who know the things everyone else would prefer not to know, and to stick their head in the sand, for you brave souls who spread the Truth, you are VICTORIOUS!

For those of you who remember who you are, and are working hard to heal from all your past hurts and sorrows, you are VICTORIOUS!

For those of you who give a smile, encouragement, and hope to those who are struggling, bless you, you definitely are VICTORIOUS!

And remember, no matter what, you are not alone.

I'd been doing the research lately. I've watched a couple videos (will list at the bottom) and read. And it's coming together for me. I'm starting to make the connections with the who and the what which make this world go.

And how, for example, you aren't born with a belief system. You are introduced to it by your parents, slowly, over time. Sometimes when you are older, they let you decide your faith. Sometimes they pressure you to keep to the culture, the family tradition. But people aren't born 'Catholic'. The family is.

This is what is happening to the masses.

This is why things are coming out into the open, the dark things, the symbols and the hand gestures and the rituals hidden into 'award shows' and 'entertainment' and 'half time shows'. The people who watch it are being indoctrinated just like little children, into SRA, and they don't even know it. It's with the repetition that people get comfortable with things.

It has been said that certain 'agendas' are actually 'worse agendas' in disguise. This acknowledges the 'slippery slope' effect. For example, my mom said that once gay marriage is legal, what's next? What if someone wants to marry their dog? Then why can't they? Her point wasn't if gay marriage is right or wrong, her point is that our society had certain rules that had once seemed inviolate. Now with these boundaries/fixed rules to society moving, what is to keep it from moving MORE? Both my mother and I love and respect gay people, and are glad for marriage to be legal. Our concern is for the 'what's next'...incest? pedophilia? bestiality? cannibalism? In my opinion, the cooking shows with kids and adults is kind of too close for comfort, with adults judging the little ones. It's creepy because the children are made to act like little adults and take the criticism live on TV. But then again, that's my point of view. I could be looking at it with those sunglasses from the movie, 'They Live'

Anyhow, it had been getting me a little sad, the realization of what is going on. Monarch and MK Ultra is incredibly complicated. And these victims have many many many personalities 'in there', there's guardian ones, front ones, back ones, they all rotate of the books I'm reading is talking about the occult in the Wizard of Oz. So much more is in there than I ever dared to guess. And yet, what was the one movie everyone loved to watch when I was growing up? Yup. The one time a year they showed it was a special night. How could anyone have known how much poor Judy Garland (Frances Gumm or something was her real name) suffered? So much, so much, so much...her whole's so sad.

Then this song came on.

Wicked is only Illusion.

It's not from Heaven, from Home.

You are doing a fantastic job, doing what you have been sent to do.

You don't have to copy me or anyone else for that matter.

Just do your best to feel the unconditional love of Divine Creator, and put one foot in front of the other, and find your way.


I haven't spoken because I wanted to give all of you a chance to 'level up', to assimilate the energies, and to prepare yourselves for what is next.

Remember every time I speak with you, light codes are given.

That's correct.

Through the written word both Carla and I write--and I admit mine are stronger--energy which is hidden in the artificial medium flows from 'our team' through 'it' to 'me and you', that is, your perception of 'me' as described by Carla and your interactions with us in 3D, into your energy system, to help you awaken.

Another way to refer to it is 'good stuff' flows from I and my teams, including Carla, just like Reiki, only it is finer and more subtle and is like 'food', 'soul food' for you on your mission while you are incarnate.

One day you might be going about your business in your daily life, and suddenly have an 'aha!' moment.

A gestalt.

This isn't any more of an accident than you being born here on Earth at this time in the first place.

As Carla describes it, all of Ground Crew are in the oil that sizzles in the pan like popcorn kernels, waiting to pop. And POP! is a good way to describe it.

And for those of you who have missions, you sense them in your heart, and are actively working to carry them through,  as well as some of you who have them 'almost complete'--our energy here is for you a staying force to help you, to nourish you, and to encourage you to give the very best you have to give and to not hold back.

In other words, we are the ones while you are running the marathons who hand you the cups of the good stuff to keep you going--the water, the sugar, the salt...

clap! clap!

And in a short time this race is going to be won!

By ALL of our team.

It's a relay--a team effort.

Aloha and Mahalos,

Ross and Carla
The Couple