Can you love this?
Can you look beyond the surface to see what Divine Creator sees?
Are you awakened enough to have Divine Creator send you a test, of someone who does something horrible and awful to you, and to emerge through that test intact and able to respond with love to any situation that does arise?
This is the test I have been going through recently, it is important, and worth an explanation/sharing.
With the Polish gem seller who got the best of me, and the credit card company took his side and stuck me with an outrageously expensive bill, he looked just like that monster in the photo. All of Poland with one exception looks like that photo in my heart--because of the corruption and theft that is so blatant there that even eBay here knows about it and was stunned I would do business there.
What Discover wanted was proof of an empty box, before it came to me. They wanted a weight. Well, talking with the Post Office, I should have immediately filed a form 2856 for damage/package received without the item. For mail theft. If the post office had kept my box, I should have asked for a form 3831 receipt that they had the box. What the specialist at the Post Office said is that the box had to travel through both Polish customs and the customs in the United States. Furthermore the delivery was insured--the only way to collect is through the seller. It was a perfect crime.
I felt rage.
I felt anger at myself for being tricked.
I wanted revenge.
Ross showed me the future for Mr. Piatek. I saw it clear. I understood it medically. Ross asked me, 'is this enough?'...
...that is a very tough question. When IS it enough? How much can you punish someone for cheating you? How much can they pay for their misdeeds? What is enough to make things right after you have been wronged?
In my anger I took out on Discover, which in a way is really hurting myself because I've been with them since 1994...I stopped all automatic payments with two exceptions because I couldn't get through to them on the phone. I had wanted to pay everything down except one penny. But then I realized I will be charged interest. So I will instead pay everything down with one dollar extra so they will always owe me, and have to send paper billing to me.
All through the day I knew that in God's eyes, and in that seller's eyes, he looks like this:
There has to be something good about him somewhere to somebody.
And from what I understood, that future is fixed, there's no changing it, and it's not good.
How can I keep hating on that person in this context? It's not making me feel better. And in fact, it's feeding the very entities I sought to starve and wrote about, right? Ross would never treat someone like that...
So I had to let go. I had to decide to move on. I had to decide to retain my unconditional love for everyone, even if that includes the person who is going to be meeting Ross a lot sooner than they might have guessed.
I will say that I had a little fun with it. My spirit can go talk to anybody, anywhere on the planet. People I know at school or work come to me and say they dreamed of me all the time--'you were in my dream!'... The last one was the charge nurse for PACU who said she was at school, I was teacher, there was a test, she had to hurry to finish it but she didn't know what to write down so she copied from our young bright want-to-be doctor worker in the PACU. Her soul knew that Ascension is here, NOW (Now -- Avanlanche--by the Council) and she knew it last week.
I knew it yesterday morning before the Council's message. Why? Because the angels told me 'God will give you so much love'. I changed it because some people don't like the word God. But God spelled backwards is Dog. So the message was both forward and backwards!
To Heaven and Divine Creator, everything here on earth is basically this, a game, a learning and opportunity to have fun together. To make memories.
When we are back home, there IS love. Everywhere. And it's like one big fat joke when people hurt others because down here wasn't real. Only, in my mind, and in my heart, it's not funny. There is nothing funny about people falling down, or getting hurt, especially because it carries from one incarnation to the next.
But just like with that guy who cheated me...and I had to bear the cost, I have been practicing unconditional love and forgiveness even though it wasn't easy. The only way I could do it was because I could see the immediate effects of the karma from his actions. They are immutable. And it is separate from me. I don't have to do anything. The system works. End of story.
Are you up to the test?
What we have here is entirely optional. You don't have to look. You can turn away. But it's information that will help you understand what kind of stuff the Council is referring to in the avalanche and how we will need to be lifeguards to some people because they will have no clue what is going on.
Not that I'm excited about the prospect, my patience has worn thin with people who keep hitting the dang snooze button on Ascension and fighting to keep the status quo over the last ten years! Lifeguarding people who told me I was crazy and stupid to believe what I do?
Yes. To Lifeguard them.
So here are three links we offer, there is no pressure, but it's along the lines of what hidden truths are going to come out:
- https://truepundit.com/graphic-warning-fbi-interviews-alleged-boy-rape-victim-of-bill-clinton-chilling-details-of-sex-assaults-satanic-rituals-on-yacht-video/?fbclid=IwAR1FcXeAU1DOXYavEA32LFSmPXU5UacgQM_N2KllXah1Nr3bAMrYyvUSd-E
- https://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-2895735/The-account-masseuse-centre-explosive-Prince-Andrew-sex-slave-drama-telling-truth.html
- You Tube video exposing Will Ferrell. In the scene with the kid in the room, with the pig on the wall, in my immediate past life, I lived in a room like that. Only there wasn't any colorful kid stuff. I ate from a bowl on the floor like a pet. I had the same food every day. There was no toilet, no bathroom, no sink. I had to go in a bucket. There was no bed. I slept on the floor on a pile of blankets. Like in the number two immediately above, I was groomed by a person who taught me how to please people of both sexes sexually. I learned about the man part from him. Then he would bring in a 'friend' for me to 'show him and teach him'. After I was skilled enough then the others came. Like in the first one, it was one after the next, like three in a row, who would come to the room. I would do what they told me to do, what they taught me to do, and I didn't know any better. For those of you who are readers of long-standing, you've heard my story, but never really been able to SEE it. These three will give you a good idea of how it works. If this isn't enough truth/evidence for you, please read Kerth Barker. His story is the same. It's the same story for many, many children. And it's part of a belief system that is enmeshed with the powers that run the world as we know it.
Ross wants me to share why I wanted the gwindel.
I'm very sensitive to energies. Very, very sensitive to energies of crystals in particular. These high-altitude ones are deformed under certain conditions as they grow. That's why they are rare. There is a twist in the molecular structure.
I need them to heal as the Being, the much larger one than Carla, that I am. They are like missing pieces. I don't need every one from every region. Just one from each region is enough. They call to me.
This one from Bern was the last piece. The last piece of the puzzle is a way to put it. But with it I would have been done and Ascension would have gone smoothly and without hiccups.
That's why it didn't come to me.
But what the people who thwarted it didn't know, or realize, is Ross can help. Energetically, HE had it, and energetically, he placed it into my energy body, like a Lego fitting into a spot--by my right back upper teeth and maxilla. I felt it 'clunk'.
That's when I knew everything was going to be okay.
That's when the message from The Council came out.
That's when I started to change my heart about the sender.
It is so hard to explain. It's actually one tooth. So if my one tooth maps out to Switzerland, and I was looking at the globe from within, my other tooth in the same spot on the other side maps out to Mongolia.
My crease in my pants is the equator.
North America is my back.
My aching toe is in the South Pole, on one side of it.
Why me? That's a long story. What to do with it? Get everything in perfect balance and health. To remember our design is to be like this picture here. We have places to go, things to do, to have fun, to learn and to grow.
Soon the world will be in disarray...and for the time being, due to the 'avalanche' we will put up a sign that says, 'pardon my dust' and hopefully soon the dust will settle, traffic will flow better, people's lives will improve by vast amounts...and we will have Heaven on Earth.
Ross says, Thank you for your patience with us and with the Ascension Process.
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Aloha and Mahalos,
Namaste,
Peace,
Ross and Carla
The 'twinkies' (he's kidding)
