Gaia News Brief 1.12.2014

On With The New!

December is here! The energies are moving! I'm not sure what to say, but I feel them. So do my niece and my sister Christina and a close friend too, later in a separate conversation.

The discussion over the dinner table, after dessert was long cleared and the guests except us had gone home, was the good old 'Karuna Reiki Cleanse' discussion. As we assimilate the energies of any attunement, our bodies adapt to the higher frequency of energy that we are able to absorb and transmit.  My sister and niece were greatly relieved to know that 'they have every symptom' and there is an explanation for it too!

As the frequencies in the surrounding people and places and pets and nature go up and up, we may have the following symptoms:

• lack of energy and motivation--our bodies are trying as hard as they can to adapt
• being overwhelmed by chores--sometimes we just let the dishes pile up in the sink, although it's not our nature, because it's  'just too much' for us, at the moment, and that's okay
• being able to 'catch up' with chores in super speedy time--when the 'mood strikes' we are able to accomplish things in record time with less struggle and effort
• our sense of time gets a little distorted--we may forget the day or even possibly miss appointments
• we develop physical, emotional, mental and spiritual 'setbacks' often on things we 'thought we had worked out'
• 3D gets a little funky--perhaps we 'see' a wall bending or 'spaces between atoms'. We also misjudge the distance to a glass when pouring and we spill.
• our psychic gifts come online, such as telepathy, psychrometry, and claircognizance, to name a few.
• we need more sleep
• We crave carbohydrates and root vegetables--our bodies are 'grounding', and 'connecting to Earth' to help balance out the high frequency energies we are taking in.

This is normal and in most cases, healthy as long as it is short-lived and doesn't worsen over time.

I just did a healing for a close friend of mine, and it 'snapped' the 'funk' we had both been having.

I ALSO got my Carla and Ross Reiki Scholarship Bracelet--the replacement for the one that is 'in the shop' and it too REALLY helps to smooth out the energies. 

News

• In the Orange County Register today I read this article on Child Trafficking (click here to read) It is very good, and also, very 'traditional' in how it is written. -- (basically there is a problem and we need more government-law enforcement-rules to take care of it). This article is KEY because it establishes the demand for sex with children, and gives evidence to this fact in San Bernadino, Riverside, Huntington Beach, and Anaheim as well as the Salvation Army...right in 'somebody's back yard' this crime against children is taking place here and now.
• The really good article is in print but I can't pull it up--it's a cameo insert in the Children For Sale article by Brian Calle, called Sex trafficking happens close to home. This is by Demi Moore, contributing writer...the author saw a documentary about children in Cambodia. Then she learned this is international, affecting millions of kids including children in the United States and California. This author has met with victims, and learned that many are sold On The Internet! They have to write their own profiles, and use fake pictures. Almost all have a cell phone and communicate with their pimps and johns by text. Ms. Moore's groups have taken technology to the next level, in order to intervene. For example, victims can discreetly text to seek help. and other more advanced tech is being used to block this system.
• We all know what the other shoe is and when it will drop. I recommend you reading the Little Red Pill (available on this blog and elsewhere, including Portal2012.blogspot.com) if you are curious. Also ITCCS, the work of Kevin Annett is an excellent source on this, as well as this:  Interview With Jay Parker, survivor of Ritual Abuse
• We have a new Angel Healing Key, the Aeracura key for Patience...and healing...click to watch
• Things are busy--and Ross and his team are very active on whatever project is at hand. I don't know what it is, but I know he is busy.
• Here is our song for the day--Ross picked it <3

click to listen to Paul Cardall, Come Thou Fount Of Every Blessing

Ross

I am here.

I am present right now with each and every one of you as you read this.

I have the ability to be in many places at once, and I can 'get' all of it. (smiles)

This song is one of my favorites. I sent it to Carla while she was on her last OB shift. It was watching the miracle of childbirth in the O.R. by yet another C-section that made me think it would be appropriate to send.

I hope you enjoy it.

On our end, everything is happing in record time. All are at their place, ready to serve, and ready to assist when all the changes hit.

I am not at liberty to say 'when' exactly this is about to take place. 

Soon.

Soon is all I say to you.

And I wouldn't worry or lose your sleep over it. And not also to hold your breath. (smiles) We are Galactic, and we take the time that is needed to do all things right. 

Enjoy the music, and while you are 'put on hold' (he really laughs at his joke) I encourage you to look into your heart, and really try to clear out all the old junk (thoughts and habits and grudges) that will not serve you in your new life in the Higher Realms. Do your best to acknowledge, process, and let go of anything that is holding you back...

I look forward to meeting you... in good time...(smiles and laughs)...'soon'! And that is not a Biblical 'soon' where ones whole life and death can be wrought into a single word--'begat'...(really laughs)...always remember, when you are discouraged at the times and the effort and just how long this seems to be taking, 'it could have been worse!'

You could be a woman in late in your ninth month of pregnancy and all your ankles are swollen...but with patience, even the child will be born, and everything about the discomfort will soon be forgotten.

(big smile, very handsome, and nods)

Aloha and Mahalos,

Namaste,

Peace,

Ross and Carla

the Reiki Doc Twins

When You Remember What You'd Like To Forget

Today we are going to talk about something that not many people want to discuss.

Yet it affects all of us, and I predict is going to affect even more often in our day-to-day experience than it usually has. It will be on the rise.

It started today for me with a childbirth. It was a son born to a set of parents, and I was present and doing my work as today's anesthesiologist on call. It was a joyous occasion! The child was adorable, and everything went as well as it possibly could.

Until the end when I gave report.

I saw them looking at the baby.

And I had a flashback from me and Ross, with losing our infant boy at childbirth. (I was told he died, but really, he was taken from me and no one ever said a word about it to me for the rest of my life. The child lived and was taken to Europe, it was a political thing.)

Some people say, 'It only hurts because you let it.'

I'm sorry. I couldn't disagree with that more.

Pain is a normal response in an intelligent person who has healthy reactions to noxious stimuli--be it a burn on the stove ('it only hurts because you let it!'--what kind of compassion is that? ), an emotional wound, or perhaps something from a past life, like me.

If people can have scars and birthmarks in places where they died in another life--come 'through' on this one (medium Sylvia Browne wrote about this one), then why should we dismiss things that are painful to us in THIS life?

When we work it 'through' the pain will heal--but when we ignore it, or even worse--tell ourselves it's mind over matter--then the serious damage to the soul begins.

So what did I do?

I told myself 'That was then, this is now' and I was genuinely HAPPY for the couple and for the fact that for them things went right.

I also KNOW that given the circumstances Ross was in, if I was in his shoes I would have made the same terrible mistake against him that he made against me.

But it still hurts.

And I look at it and say, 'I don't want to go there God. Can we heal it?'

Healing comes in layers. Anyone who has had PTSD will know healing of this kind is like the layers of an onion--they come up when they are ready to be healed.

So I prayed.

I talked to God about what happened. And how I feel.

I also thanked him for not saying 'it should be like THIS' and for just listening to me. It helps my heart to talk.

He confessed to me that I was no picnic after that baby was stolen. I was a warm corpse as far as I was concerned. There was no life in me for anyone. My joy was taken from me. And I knew on a deep soul level what was up. So I fought back. I was relentless in my dealings with Ross...

I would put out my wrists to him and say, 'I want to be with our son. You know where he is. Take me to him.'

'I want to be with our son. Kill me. I don't want to live.' I said it calmly. Seriously. And I made it very clear to him how I felt.

Every time I saw him, every day, I would say something along those lines. I don't want to live.

Long story short, Ross and everyone else learned, 'you don't mess with a mother and her child.'
And further, one mistake on the part of a Twin can 'effectively kill' the other half of their soul.

As I spoke with God, I was surprised at how resolute I was in that lifetime. And I confided to him that there were lots of women who had been through worse things, I've seen it even here at work with still births, and I asked why I took it so hard?

God said, 'I love you for who you are' and I realized no one sees things like I do, and I 'call it like I see it'.  Then I realized who I am in the big picture and why I have my true name. You'll find this out in time. : )

God also showed me how I refused to reincarnate with Ross ever again (my own Twin Soul!). I picked as many different lives to be as far away from him as I could. And Ross never came back to Gaia, ever. He stayed up on Flight Crew the whole time. Like a movie, I could see Ross watching me and helping me, and in my darkest moments I tried my best to run from my pain, lifetime after lifetime after lifetime.

I asked how I was able to reconnect with Ross early on this year, and not remember any of the pain that was between us?

God tapped his head and says, 'The amnesia is GOOD!' In my heart I pondered all of the people here with their Twin Souls, and how are they going to navigate the damage and the pain, like us? I felt deep compassion for all of us here on Ground Crew...

He sent me to Ross.

Ross took me to tea at the Butchart Garden. It was just us. It was the first time I'd been there without my son. I realized as my boy gets older, he is going to have his interests...Ross wanted the flight of wine to go with the tea. I asked, 'Don't you know they are terrible?' and laughed. He didn't care. He ordered it for both of us.

Ross was happy and content. I asked him to eat my trifle because it makes me full. I also asked if he would eat my egg salad sandwich because I didn't like that one either. I watched carefully how he ate and how it didn't get all over his beard. I don't know anybody with one now, and so it was something new to experience, watching him eat and not make a mess. If I had a beard I would make a mess. Even now, if you lift up my plate at the end of a meal, there will be a ring of small crumbs around it. Ross has good manners too.

Ross was making eye contact, and was thoughtful. He ate them all. And as I talked and talked (I am a talker!) we both realized I was healing from our loss, naturally. He knew I didn't blame him, but that I hurt and I wanted to heal.

I had Bachelor Button tea, and Ross had Early Grey, 'a classic', he said. When we finished we ran down to the dock, and took a boat tour of the Tod Inlet. He held me close the whole time.

We are healing with each other.

This is a ten foot thick wall on the fort that is the bottom level of Alcatraz. No mortar, no cannon is going to get through that! You can see the window up and to the right, looking out.

How many of us have walls that thick on our emotions?

I also picked the first photo, the stained glass, because no matter how you try to see the world 'clearly' sometimes your view is affected by what 'pops up' from the past, and it changes your perception.

You see, last night I spoke at length with Flight Crew. I really think that they are not 'getting' something important about the human condition here in the illusion. They tell us 'death is an illusion' and it doesn't really 'click' with us here.

The human bond runs deep and it runs this way for survival. Parent to child. Child to parent. Child to doll. Spouses. Lovers. Brothers in battle. Family. WE need each other emotionally, mentally, physically to survive.

And even though some homes growing up are abusive, this need runs so deep that in custody situations one often hears that psychologically, 'a bad mom is better than NO mom'.

Further, it is this horror of loss that is the most typical motivator--any parent knows a child will respond to 'taking it away', whatever it is the child enjoys.

And it is this manipulation at the extreme of this horror of witnessing loss of life that makes MK Ultra possible, and makes that whole dark 'machine' of the Illuminati 'go'.

In this Illusion called Duality, Love is real. You know it when you feel it. And it's not just what they sell cards for on Valentine's Day. Love is the feeling you know in your heart when someone cares about you and you care about them.

Love is FOREVER. Love is never wasted. Love is the most important energy in the Universe. And it stays with you.

If you are hurting because of a loss of Love, although according to the Galactics, the Loss is Illusion, the pain is real. Take note of it, and don't let anyone make less of you for feeling it. Your feelings are important, and the pain is letting you know something that was important to you affects your caring heart which is of God, which is pure, and is whole, and very REAL. Ask for All Divine Assistance to take this pain from you and guide you on your healing path.

Whether you need to curl up with a sourdough Koala, or a Valentine's Ted, your spirit will guide you through the healing process.

Listen to it.

Honor it.

And know that it will get better because you are intending for it to heal.

Don't wait for the Light Box to begin the healing process. Ask for All Divine Assistance to be given to your heart, to help you heal, today.



Aloha and Mahalos,
Namaste,

Reiki Doc

Goddess 101

Today I experienced the Truth of what Goddess Worship was really about.

There is so much more at stake than recycling cans and bottles, or 'hugging trees'.

In essence, Goddess is the Divine Feminine, combined with the energy of the Divine Masculine, to make Light.

There is a healthy balance between the two, the Divine Masculine and the Divine Feminine, and when both play their parts with mutual respect, loving acceptance, and sincere desire  to raise one another's Consciousness, energy of creation is sent forth from the interaction.

This can be soul-to-soul with someone of the same sex, fully clothed, from one heart to another, as this conversation at the checkout line with the cashier:

cashier: what is this root thing?
me: Taro.
cashier: Carrow?
me:  Taro. As in poi.
cashier: I thought you were saying 'farrow'. I had that once, poi. I went to a luau a very long time ago...
bagger:  What is poi?
me: it is an ancient Hawaiian carbohydrate staple made from this root. It is eaten as a paste.
bagger: oh.
cashier: it is very very good for you. I didn't like it. I went to, who was that old Hawaiian guy who used to sing? His luau.
me:  Don Ho. I kissed him once. I went to his concert and while we were getting autographs he wanted a kiss. I was a lot cuter then. I'm just a mom now...
cashier: (she waves her hand at me like 'you look fine!') You know being 'just a mom' is the most important thing--I have never been a mother, but my mom, we lost her in January--
me:  I'm sorry...
cashier: I was just thinking about her yesterday. How she used to sing to us. She used to sing a song...(she sings about little fishes, like a preschool song, and her face is lit up like an angel, as she relives those happy times. She stops, she looks and me and says) Motherhood, I love the fathers and fatherhood is special but...the mom...
me: It is the closest relationship on earth. (I smiled)
cashier: Yes, that's it! Exactly.
me:  My boy has been having some trouble with his feet. Yesterday I went to the PE activity where they jog and do fast walk. I worked with him. Socks on, socks off, shoes off, bare feet, trying patiently to get to the bottom of his pain...and I thought to myself, who else would do this? Who else puts up with our crap and wants to make it better?--it's the moms!

That was so much more than a 'ringing up of the groceries' wasn't it? That is because we were each present in the Here and Now.

I have to confess--the Forget-Me-Not flower campaign on my Facebook page is designed to counteract the last remnant holding us back from, as society as a whole, being ready for 5D. Here's why:

Although there were shadow-chasers whose brutality against the Goddess through sexual abuse, ritual abuse, incest, and more is an abomination--the rest of us who 'looked the other way' on it are sort of on the hook for allowing it to persist. Even though it was 'hidden' and very well so at that...

The series takes you gently from the well-known, personalized, and well understood 'secret' of incest and molest, and takes you through to infanticide and just to the edge of being able to accept the horrible travesty that goes on in Ritual Abuse.

Before I re-post the campaign in sequence, let me share with you my tale.

I have full recollection from most of my lifetimes that I walked the planet.

The one immediately before this involved my participation in Ritual Abuse. I was created to live inside the hidden network of this 'worship'; I was a 'kitten'. 

There is a saying about a certain kind of pupillary response on physical examination of the eye, the Argyll-Robertson pupil. It is also called 'the prostitute pupil' because it accommodates but does not react.

As a kitten, I was not completely mind-controlled. It was a 'game' for me I wanted to 'win'; I got 'rewards' such as dolls and small liberties for my 'prowess'. That is how I remember. The unusual thing about me was that not only did I accommodate, I would also 'react', the same as a grown woman would 'react', every single time. 

I was only shared with the members of the 'highest rank and privilege' within the organization. I worked often, possibly more than once a day. The morality was so twisted that I thought it was 'my job' to 'service' men and women who were sent to me. I took pride in my work! I didn't do anything but that--and 'keeping up appearances'. I lived in a 'cage', a very fancy one at that, but I was 'locked inside the system' and never saw 'daylight' (love/God/human kindness) with my two eyes.

My active times were between four and ten years old. Towards the end, as my body began to mature, the novelty 'wore off'. It was decided that I be given to a High Ranking member who had a 'snuff' fetish. He choked me to death in the peak of his passion--as he 'came' I breathed my last breath and felt his fingers crushing my little neck. It was terrible. I saw my body as I left it and scratched my head thinking, 'what was the point of this entire life?' (Here is the original post, one year ago: http://reikidoc.blogspot.com/2012/09/acceptance-of-dark-past-life.html)

This kind of pathologic interaction happens all over the world, every day, and worse. 

Where life is more than cheap--it fuels the entire blood drinking 'worship'.

If you wish to know the truth about this 'ritual worship', read this: http://kauilapele.wordpress.com/2012/07/22/cobra-update-7-22-12-the-red-pill/

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Master Koothoomi requested this of me: http://reikidoc.blogspot.com/2013/09/a-request-from-master-koothoomi.html

And here is my work on the assignment:

1. This is for my aunt who experienced incest as a child. You are not forgotten. Namaste. Please add your own people to honor who have experienced violation of their boundaries, male or female. (September 20, 2013)
2. This Forget-Me-Not flower is given today to those brave souls who shared on yesterday's flowers, that, like me, they are survivors of sexual trauma. When you feel down, check out Monika Korra - Kill the Silence. Her YouTube video is pure Healing, Encouraging Light!     (The Forget-Me-Not flower is the symbol for both supporters of those who have experienced this form of violence against males and females, and for those who are healing from these experiences themselves. You are not forgotten. You are LOVED!) Please share and add the name and or relationship to you of those YOU remember in the comments section here today. Namaste. (September 21, 2013)
3. This is for Mark, my first husband. After my memory of abuse surfaced, he shared with me what a priest had done to him. 'It was no big deal', he rationalized. It was a big deal. And the more I wanted to heal, the more we drifted apart...molest happens to boys. Today this flower is for all the little ones who suffered like Mark and bravely 'rationalized' it, coping the best way they could...(September 22, 2013)
4. Arthur lived on the corner. He gave all the kids on the block candy. Full-sized candy bars, whenever we asked. Once I went in his house. I didn't like it. It smelled awful and felt creepy. Years later, I found out why--he was a pedophile. This flower is for Chuck and all the other neighborhood kids who were hurt by Arthur. There are going to be so many Forget-Me-Nots to send...poor Chuck he never had a normal life. No wife, no kids, and drinks like a fish. He is my best friends brother. We were so lucky not to have been hurt by Arthur too! (September 23, 2013)
5. Today's Forget-Me-Not outreach of love, compassion, and healing goes to the Indian Residential School System survivors who were young children who young children who were forcibly removed from their homes and sent to government-funded, church-run schools, where many endured physical and sexual abuse. (September 24, 2013)
   
   Read more: http://www.ctvnews.ca/canada/daughter-of-martin-luther-king-jr-calls-for-end-of-economic-injustice-against-first-nations-1.1464948#ixzz2foTAvjkS
6. Today's Forget-Me-Not bouquet is given to those Who Tell. My cousin, who in middle age, confronted an Uncle who had once abused her. To myself, who reported the predator who was 'grooming' and 'just starting' to molest my two-year-old boy. And to Janet, who made this beautiful website after her daughter 'told' her about 'mom's boyfriend touching her inappropriately'--to help all kid's in her daughter's situation. I've met Janet. She's an ANGEL first-class all the way! http://www.iamgonnatell.com/ (September 25, 2013)
7. Today's Forget-Me-Not flowers are being given to those who work in Women's Medicine--they are supportive and caring to all--and this means so much to all who are survivors of sexual trauma to have this gentle, caring presence to 'make everything normal and healthy' again. You are angels! (September 26, 2013)
8. Today's Forget-Me-Not flowers of love and remembrance goes to the survivors of extreme abuse, like Steve. Dad 'messed' with all of the brothers and sisters in their bedrooms--until Steve got big enough to fight back. He cut off all contact with the family after he married, and a sister literally camped out at the door to 'make everything okay in the Family because it wasn't bad'! For all of the survivors of extreme dysfunction in the family unit, may you find Peace, Light, Love, and experience strong connection to Source. You are amazing angels who have survived against all odds; I greatly admire you. (September 27, 2013)
9. Today's Forget-Me-Not loving thoughts go to those victims of sexual trauma who are asleep and do not remember. I was like this for twenty-two years. On some level, you 'know' and display 'symptoms', such as hypervigilance, startle reflex, and anxiety. But your subconscious is not willing to let it 'out' enough for you to 'heal'--it's still trying to protect you enough for you to survive. Someone close to me is in that state. I know both her and the predator (who gave me full confession after death through a medium). All I can do is just pray and hope for the best...as she makes her poor life choices based on her unconscious pain. (September 28, 2013)
10. Today's Forget-Me-Not flowers of lovingkindness is difficult for me to write--it was suggested, wisely so, but incredibly sad. It is for the elderly, who in their vulnerablility are often traumatized by others: financially, physcially, and yes, horrible to think about it, sexually. Did you know that the geriatric population has the highest rates of STD's out of any sexually active people? It's sad, it's true...may angels watch over our wise ones and protect them every day... (September 29, 2013)
11. Today's Forget-Me-Not flower goes to workers in the adult film industry. Although Mary Magdalen was a prostitute, she always considered it a 'service to humanity' and therefore not degrading. But for others who wound up in the field without her purity of intent, and feel 'less than others' because of their work, this flower is to send an extra ray of healing, love, acceptance, compassion, and encouragement to them in their situation. It's a tough one, and only their heart-in connection with their Guardian Angel--can advice on what to do about it. Aloha and Mahalo and Namaste.(September 30, 2013)
12. Today's Forget-Me-Not flowers of compassion and hope, goes to a very 'touchy subject'--persons whose partners do not appeal to them sexually any more. As mother once said, 'there comes a time in a marriage or relationship when they reach for you and it just makes your skin crawl.' It is an important data point that circumstances might prevent one from acting on it. Spouses and partners can do unspeakable things to each other in the bedroom, and no one would ever understand or believe it was not by mutual consent. These flowers are to provide support that what you are experiencing is real, and you never again need to have someone treat you like this. Ask the angels and guides to guide you to safety, warmth, and a place where love flows as freely and naturally as Divine Plan intends. (October 1, 2013)
13. Spirit invites us to reflect on one more Forget-Me-Not group whose plight hurts Gaia a great deal: the infants subject to infanticide because of their sex not being 'desired' in one's society. From 'pre-determined selection' in the Fertility lab, to being left for dead or worse at birth, these souls ask for your prayers of kindness and compassion for their healing, and moreover, that this form of societally 'accepted' trauma cease and desist across the globe beginning today. (October 1, 2013)
14. Today we pause to send loving energy to those who have experienced genital mutilation and torture in this life or the past. From chastity belts, to interrogation with electric shock to the most sacred and sensitive areas, to female circumcision and infundibulation (sewing everything almost all the way shut) in certain tribes. These souls have experienced suffering far more than ever imagined possible. Please pray for them to heal on a soul level, and for these brutal forms of suffering to be wiped from the face of the earth, from Gaia and her people, forevermore. Namaste. (October 2, 2013)

Aloha and mahalos,

Namaste,

Reiki Doc

you are precious, you are loved, and you are never forgotten by the Divine

My Spirit Is Like A Weed That Blossoms In The Grass

With Spirit one usually thinks 'UP'.

Not me.

Not last night while I was trying to fall asleep in Paris. There was some MAJOR Mithraic energy going on. I blocked it. I told it to 'go away' (that always works). But it came back. I asked Archangel Michael for his help. And He did. I was bathed in Golden Angelic bubble of protection over the whole room.

But still, I was double-pointed up stars flash before my 'eyes' (they were closed, but my psychic 'eye' was wide open-- ; ) ). I saw faces, eyes, actions, instruments/tools, very faintly, but they were pointed for me to 'see'.

Again and again I said, 'I am of the Light and I want no part of you and you have to go.' I would turn on my BLISS Love energy and watch them cringe and head back to the shadows. I also said, 'You are going to be a lot happier after all of this--you know.' They were totally caught off guard.

After about twenty minutes I got sick of it, and showed them this image:

This is me, whoever you are. This IS me!

So 'they' stepped on it. Stomped on it. Tried to kill it.
Then they got the sprays and started in with shit like Roundup.

I fought back with another image:

I am one step ahead of you! I challenged. They were shocked.

Then I sent this:

It's too late! I already sent word out to everyone I could reach, everywhere, all over Gaia!

I sent this picture:

The seeds grow into these with the powerful roots...

And I sent this:

And each of them will do this.  You know what that means! I stared them down. And they turned and went away.

I slept well. Bathed in Love and Light and Angelic Presence that is my Home. Tomorrow I sleep in California. Wish me luck with my flights.

Namaste,
Aloha and mahalo,

Reiki Doc

How To Heal Someone With PTSD: Managing Your Reaction To The Victim's Experience

This is the dried flower of the stinging nettle plant. It is very soft and fluffy, something one would never expect from such a painful plant and prickly flower...

As a survivor, the worst part about healing from what happened to me that caused the PTSD was the reaction of those close to me who 'should have offered me support'.

Mother took it all as 'her fault' and went off on a depression that needed therapy for years. She believed me, which was good. There was too much supporting 'data' for her to ignore it. The evil mom who was involved in the 'cover up' had asked specifically about me and 'how I was doing' every time she saw my mother all the years I was growing up. She never asked about my other two sisters, and she knew all three of us. There was a sudden behavior change in me where I got shy about the time I said the attack had happened.

She was overwhelmed and turned to her own coping response instead of comforting me.

The one I had 'chosen with my heart' to help me heal? How did HE react? Well, let me put it this way--he didn't want to know his restaurant needed a place to change diapers or for new moms to nurse discreetly or pump. 'That's woman's concern!' he 'said' silently with a wave of his hand. I countered back, 'you are a good man! You should KNOW about these things! That is why I am telling you.'

Once the healing started coming out, and I sent him LONG emails daily, the : ) one line replies to my emails became silent. Finally there was a 'I never check my emails, there is so MUCH' email, and I stopped writing.

My heart knew he had read them. And my heart knew I had healed. He might have been 'weirded out' by the sharing like I did, but the pain of 'not sharing' was so bad I kind of 'dumped' on him. He was nice about it, but set his boundaries.

It is unpleasant to experience the victim's tale of their suffering, especially with molest.

It is a NORMAL first reaction to put that hand up and say, 'No More, I have HAD ENOUGH'.

If my own mom can react badly, and my one that helped me heal, that says a great deal, doesn't it?

And why would I even bring this up now? To complain about how difficult my life has been?

Oh for Heaven's sakes, do you not know me???? By now?

The victims of ritual abuse are going to start coming out as the Light shines away all that has been hidden in the shatows from the Light. They have suffered FAR FAR more than me and need your help!

The victims of ritual abuse, which is part of a global 'mithraic' system of belief that is practiced by many people whose smiling faces you see in the news every day, are going to have to heal.

Imagine thousands and thousands of people like Jaycee Lee Dugard being freed from their torture all at once...

Will you mentally, spiritually, and emotionally BE THERE for THEM?

Or will you say, 'I can't believe this!' and walk away?

My healer, bless his heart, read one of my blog posts on How To Heal Someone with PTSD. I think before he had no concept of what PTSD is, and why I was reaching out to him. He did what I said in the article to do--touched me on the arm between my shoulder and elbow. Twice in one time at his restaurant.

He came around, when he understood. Mom came around too. She helped me throw away the gifts that the 'cover up' mom had sent me after I had sent her a letter saying I remembered all that happened and I forgave her. The blankets and the tiny angel pin with the legs spread apart really freaked me out--thankfully MY mom put a cheerful stop to it. We made a big fuss together with whoops and hollers as she opened the apartment trash chute and I threw everything out.

All I ask, as a survivor, of you as a healer, is to be Present with your Heart. Listen with your Heart, and be Present when the story of the 'Outside of Normal Human Experience' suffering is brought to the Light with you.

You ARE the Light for someone who has experienced pain and suffering at the hands of Darkness.

Be that Light for them. And when it gets too much, say, 'I will be right back' and GO and find someone else who shall be that Light for you.

Doesn't every victim deserve a chance to heal and enjoy their Life?

Aloha and Mahalo,
Namaste,

Reiki Doc

Call For Healers Worldwide: When The Public Finds Out They Were Tricked

Healers Will Step Up and Reassure Others 'It Is Going To Be Okay'

There is a perfect storm brewing.

I see a taste of it with my friend Linda Robertson of the blog Because He Breathes.  Linda is a prominent Christian in her community. She has been all her life. I went to church activities with her while we were growing up.

Her son was gay, and at first they couldn't handle it. They tried to 'make him straight' at one of those camps. 

Things turned out poorly. The young man turned to drugs. And he passed.

Linda and Rob 'woke up'.

Love Wins.

When it comes right down to it, God loves them. They are not God. So who are they to judge what is Love for her son or not? If her son felt it was love, who were they to say it was not? Because somebody TOLD them it was in the Bible that it was not? Or in their Hearts?

They turned their lives around for truth. Their truth. And they spoke up for it.

Now they are getting an onslaught of hate messages since that they have made the Huffington Post. 

Unlike other bloggers, Linda reads them. She actually took the time to make a response to answer her 'haters' questions. It was eloquent. (http://justbecausehebreathes.com/2013/07/06/so-what-do-you-really-believe/)

But she still feels pain. The worst was the pastor who accused her of loving her dead son more than she loved Jesus.

Linda woke up.

Linda saw through the lies of Spiritual Slavery.

Linda had the courage to speak up from her heart. She does not have all the answers, but she knows something is terribly wrong in how gays are treated in society.

Now she defends them.

If all this hatred and chaos can arise from just one couple becoming awake and aware to the deception that is going on around them in just one area of their life--Christianity, what do you think is going to happen when everyone else figures that one out also?

What if the Financial Tyranny gets discovered by the public too? 

What is going to happen when the powers that control the media lose their death grip on the movies, news, television, and radio and everyone discovers the Truth?

I tell you what is likely to happen:

• Anger
• Denial
• Bargaining
• Depression/Sadness
• Healing

And...the 'I don't want to get involved'.

This last one is very human. It is a natural response to something so awful that we do not believe it to be true. This is a protective reaction. It is a form of denial.

That anyone in ritual abuse could resort to human sacrifice is horror beyond comprehension..

That the powers that are 'protecting us' could be planning our own demise is inconceivable.

That Society as we know it, and live it, is a big Lie threatens our very sense of Reality.

Healers, you are going to have to keep your head. Truth is stranger than fiction!

You are needed to connect to Source daily, and to make the sphere of those around you calm.

The changes are going to happen in the blink of an eye.

They will be so rapid all will be done overnight, and we will wake up and see with New Eyes.

Everyone will KNOW the truth.

So keep everyone 'connected to you' ready to trust 'everything is going to be okay'.

The banks are down? So what? You have not lost your money. Only the crooks are going to lose theirs. We are taking the 'infestation' out of the economy. Once it is all clear, everything will be back and fair for everyone. You will get your hard-earned dollars BACK. They are YOURS. 

This is start of a new prosperity.

This is the start of the Golden Age.

This is what we have been waiting for. Many of us came to earth to be a big part of this.

How will you know what to do? What is the right thing to do? When is the right time to act? Who is the most important one?

Your Heart Center will tell you; you will 'feel' it is 'right' and you will be guided by your highest sense of compassion and be moved to 'act'.

Everything happens for the best.

So for those of you awake and reading this?

Try to help others around you when they 'wake up'.

Aloha and Mahalo,

Namaste,

Reiki Doc

P.S. No one knows the time! Be ready and know it can happen any day, any week, any month, any year but it WILL be in our lifetime.


P.P.S. Here is a brilliant new Sheldan Nidle: http://galacticchannelings.com/english/sheldan09-07-13.html

In Context: Handle With Care

You can stop this any time you feel uncomfortable.

My journey began in 1998. I had just started my anesthesia residency. I learned, through confidence gained and trust, that two people I work with, one a nurse, one an administrative assistant, were survivors of satanic intergenerational abuse. Both were 'multiples' who had 'assimilated'. The first one went on to get a degree in divinity so she could help others who were in this plight.

Back then, the horror was not to be discussed. It was so bizarre I almost wanted not to believe it. But my heart saw what was in their eyes, the confusion, the pain, and as a survivor of a severe attack on me when I was four, I knew from my own experience that what they were saying was true. I tried my best to be supportive, but not carry too much of their trauma as an empath because I was very busy trying to heal my own. I had 'remembered' a buried memory only six years earlier, and although I functioned, the wound was still actively healing.

I had thought these interactions were only for my benefit; that I am not alone, etc. And for my inspiration.

Little did I know they would be an anchor point when I read this: http://2012portal.blogspot.com/2012/07/normal-0-microsoftinternetexplorer4_22.html

This is the link, combined with all of the embedded links, that opened my eyes to the ten percent, and how they achieve power through ritual sexual abuse and murder and mind control. In this you will read the testimony of a survivor. And you will also see the Jesuit survivor's eyewitness testimony about the Holocaust at the very very end. It takes hours of reading.

I spent some time blogging about this, and about my 'clearing work':
http://reikidoc.blogspot.com/2012/07/the-truth-about-papa-rat.html

http://reikidoc.blogspot.com/2012/09/666-detective-story.html

http://reikidoc.blogspot.com/2012/12/what-to-expect-in-final-days.html

http://reikidoc.blogspot.com/2012/09/why-ghosts-haunt-victoria-bc.html

http://reikidoc.blogspot.com/2012/09/she-is-catholics.html

http://reikidoc.blogspot.com/2012/09/the-9-9-portal-and-you.html

There are even some ley lines all screwed up in Hawaii, due to Illuminati influence on Kamehameha:

http://reikidoc.blogspot.com/2012/10/ariel-alii-and-kapu-at-visitors-center.html

http://reikidoc.blogspot.com/2012/04/pule.html

And how they coldly murdered King David and imprisoned Queen Liliuokalani under house arrest:

http://reikidoc.blogspot.com/2012/08/he-mele-no-lilo.html




I was also in a past life a Monarch Mind Controlled Slave. I was a 'kitten'. I have full recall of this life, and dying around puberty at the hands of a 'client':

http://reikidoc.blogspot.com/2012/09/acceptance-of-dark-past-life.html

This was the immediate past life right before mine. Apparently where I was born in this life is a big Satanic Center. I discovered this in the following interview:

http://shiftfrequency.com/jay-parker-how-34-million-satanicilluminati-americans-keep-earth-in-turmoil-video/

I was like him in the immediate past life as a kitten.  Only through Emotional Freedom Techniques, or EFT or 'Tapping' he was de-programmed and is now able to speak. It is an excellent interview. The only reason I share my own work is to give credibility to him in your eyes. Much as you would like to think it, he is not joking.

Here is the thanks I have gotten. For everything. It means as lot. It is vague, and only between us, Walt and me, but it says it all, right at the end:

http://reikidoc.blogspot.com/2013/03/buena-vista-advice.html


I have chosen to do more work on my blog and also on my pages as 'Light' because after a while of the 'wake up! look at this! wake up! can't you see it???' work, David Wilcox said, in a general post to everybody, 'This is not helping the energy, this is not helping the Light, just KEEP YOUR VIBRATION UP!'

That being said, ALL of the underground facilities have been cleared. The abuse is no more, it is on 'the way out', and all of this information is to prepare you for the true history of Gaia. Know it, raise your vibration, and help with the Victory for the Light.

Note carefully the time frames mentioned by Jay, and about the slaughter of the peaceful, Gaia people. Note the disappearance of the 'Mystery Schools' from the face of the earth. If you want further proof of that, go into the Search Box and look up anything 'Yoda', which is my code name for 'Cobra', and anything 'Cobra' too.  The "Yoda' Series is the release of information that was shared, with full permission from Cobra, at the November Cobra Conference which I attended.

And if you don't look now, there are going to be a lot of people who are going to find this out when 'everybody else' does. They are going to look for somebody to let them know 'this is real' and 'everything is going to be okay'. If you choose to look at the links, educate yourself, and do the work, it is going to be of assistance to those who are 'asleep' when they 'wake up'.

Then again, you can go back to your Friday nite 'partying partying, partying partying' and drinking fluoridated water, and eating conventional food, and generally being asleep. Just know you had the chance to awaken, and it was not the time for it just yet. That is OKAY. There is no guilt when you work with Spirit. Only 'lessons'. At least now you will know where to look when you want to know. <3 : )

Mission Complete?

Not on your life. This is only the start of a beautiful relationship--with the stars, with the planets, with the Galactic Central Sun, and with Gaia herself.

Namaste,

Reiki Doc

What to Expect in the Final Days

What is a Lightworker to do? Everything is getting SCARY out there!

I was in the Doctor's Lounge when the news hit about the massacre today.  What are we going to do about this? one doc said, the only LOGICAL thing to do is gun control!

Well here is what I did:

1. The lady urologist who kept looking at the screen, literally getting UP from the computer and turning around every few seconds to watch the horror of the shooting: I said two important things--this is something to rile us up, and it is under control. These things are going to stop happening--and--I changed the subject to my tea I had bought at the Empress in Victoria. I was guided to do it. Guess what? It brought up a delightful memory for her. She spoke on about it for about ten minutes. She forgot the horror and was in the vibration of joy. I changed her channel.
2. For the victims and the healing: I gave distance Reiki, the Transition symbol, and asked the angels to use this tragedy for the Highest Good.  On the way home tonight, almost nine hours later, they gave me the answer: YES.
3. For my scrub tech Reiki Student who approached me in the hall: I gave solid information about the black ops, until he was 'full' and walked away.
4. For the nurses in shock in the nurses lounge, talking about it in disbelief: I held my vibration high, and did not engage.
5. For you: Read this link--http://www.annereith.com/blog/metaphysical-classes/darkness-cannot-exist-where-there-is-light/

If the thought that the shooter was a 'lone wolf' resonates with you, that is okay. You have chosen to take Cobra's little blue pill. Stop reading here.

If the thought that perhaps there is a pattern to all of these 'incidents' and that the massive media attention with immediate presidential statement seems a little 'orchestrated', and the thought of finding out who is capable of planning something as cold and heartless as this resonates with you, now is the time to read Cobra's Little Red Pill: http://2012portal.blogspot.com/2012/07/normal-0-microsoftinternetexplorer4_22.html
be sure to read every link and sub-link that there is before you decide to 'buy into' it.  (it takes about four hours to read)

And if after reading the Little Red Pill you are still not so sure you believe it, check what David Wilcock had to say about the Olympics this summer: http://divinecosmos.com/start-here/davids-blog/1074-olympicsilluminati
There are also pictures on Kaulapele's blog 'can you spot the illuminati symbols?' from August 2012, too.

Here are some images I encountered in Sidney, BC that were very mithraic: http://reikidoc.blogspot.com/2012/09/the-9-9-portal-and-you.html

Take care, take it slowly, allow the information to assimilate as you can handle it. This intel is going to change your life, for the better.

(And if you know the Truth about Papa Rat--a prior blog post--that site is 'all clear', cleansed by yours truly, and a vortex of Light to this day. Enjoy, if you go there. And be sure to look for the hidden mithraic symbols! I find more each time I go!)

Love and Blessings,
Namaste,

Reiki Doc