My Beloved? Love Is Real.

My dear sweet Beloved?

In this you wax poetic...http://sirianheaven.wordpress.com/2014/05/07/heavenletter-4912-a-world-within-a-world-may-7-2014/.

This message is about as clear as the Significance of the symbol Om to those who have not studied the Spiritual Arts...

Did you know that the symbol for Om is the sound and the energy of the Universe, and what makes it go?

It is the highest symbol there is in some of my studies I have taken. 

That is why I wear it around my neck.

And yet when people ask, I smile warmly and say lightly, 'Om? It is a Yoga Thing, you know?'

I pause and I look in their eyes and smile again.

In this way, the symbol of Om is not able to separate, and the smile that goes with it is able to unite on an unconscious level, with the energy of my heart and my vibration, or 'aura'.

Let us decipher the message of my Beloved.

This is a message of the Beach.

Everyone loves to go to the beach, well almost everyone.

Isn't this picture of the ocean very beautiful? I like it!

Is it not true we get sand all over everything, even wet and heavy in our swim suit?

Is it not true we get sunburns and stings and step on things that might make our feet sore?

Are not the waves and currents sometimes strong enough to suck you right in to the water with a Rip Tide and carry you far out from the shore?

Is it not a fact that most public beaches need a full-time lifeguard to watch them, and intervene if something comes up?

Well--despite all this---everyone still loves to go to the beach so much, they travel far and wide to arrive there. They fight the parking lot and make trips and trips to the car to carry all of 'the stuff'--the body boards, the sand shovels and pails, the food, the towels, and the picnic...

I know for myself once I snorkel I never want to get out of the water! I could stay there until sunset when I can't see and then I would have to get out. I'd be talking about my experiences very excitedly, and waiting eagerly until the time I could get back in and watch all the animals who live under the water at the coast!

What my Beloved is trying to say is, Life Is A Beach and He LOVES YOU VERY MUCH.

Just in case you missed the message, YOU ARE VERY LOVED BY SOURCE/THE DIVINE/CREATOR.

That is all you need to know.

And don't forget to wear your rash guard so you do not get a sunburn while you are having fun.

If you get a sunburn anyway, your mother has a cream to make your skin feel better.

Have a good time!

Remember how very much you are LOVED...

And that Love Is The Solution For Everything.

All the rest is going to figure itself out, one way or another.

You have a good head on your shoulders, and all of us believe in YOU.

I Miss You -- Blink 182

http://youtu.be/j-b1o-r9bqU

Even though this music video doesn't make any sense, and is a kind of disturbing, isn't the song beautiful?

So when life doesn't make any sense, and is kind of disturbing, do your best, and enjoy the music.

After all, it is just a song. And the next one might be more meaningful to you.

You are the music.

You are living your life to learn your life lessons. 

They aren't easy.

And this isn't a pass or fail test.

Everyone gets an A plus.

Aloha and Mahalos,
Namaste,
Peace,

Reiki Doc


P.S. For another point of view, making three that 'get to' the same basic message--you might want to check out this. It's kind of 'woo' and 'New Age' stuff, but it gets to the same basic point--don't sweat the small stuff and Heaven Loves You Very Much. http://galacticchannelings.com/english/sheldan06-05-14.html

Yang-O-Rexic

I was going down a steep hill on the ride, California Screaming, at a certain theme park in the area. It is a fast drop, and I was enjoying it very much. Then the thought came to me: I am getting a yang 'fix'!

(I just went to feed my cockatoo, Harry. He lets me know when it is time to uncover his cage! He is another source of yang energy in the home. Harry listens to radio, the local oldies station, KRTH 101. There two songs just played:

here is the direct link: http://youtu.be/s7FGbhpr2pg

here is the direct link: http://youtu.be/8UCdbGvemVg

I 'saw' how we live in a world with an overload of Yang! How could yang-o-rexic be a remote possibility? Look at these videos--she sings about boys, and boys sing about love not going 'right'. In fact, where's the yin?

what is 'missing' in this picture???

Are you familiar with the physiology of diabetes mellitus? It's not just 'too much sugar' to describe the metabolic imbalance. It is starving in a sea of sugar.

That's right. Without the insulin, you can be surrounded by blood sugars three hundred and up, but not a bit of it 'is absorbed' to nourish the body.

The body runs on ketones instead. This is the back-up metabolic pathway. The body will digest itself to create the ketones ('ketosis') because the engine of the human metabolism can run on that ('diesel') instead of carbohydrates ('gasoline').

So here we are, each of us, masculine AND feminine, who originally come from a place of androgyny, or 'equal harmony and balance within'.

We 'separate' from one soul to two, creating the Twin Flames or Twin Souls.

This 'game' of 'finding each other' is rigged. It's worse than the 'shell game' that someone asks you to play on the street. We ain't never gonna find each other, and if we do, it's not gonna be 'happily ever after'. The 'insulin' to help us absorb the Divine Masculine and Divine Feminine energies isn't here.

there is sarcasm

there is hope against all hope

there are incarnations and incarnations of pain and suffering

Take my heart for example.

It's done.

It won't open.

It's like an animal that has been abused…what do you call that behavior when it really wants to be petted and cared for but it just bristles and runs away when approached? 'Spooked', I believe, is the word to describe this behavior.

Somebody opened my heart up in me just the other day with an 'awwwww…..' recently. Then it slammed shut tighter than a giant clam.

It did not want to remember the pain when that 'other' in another lifetime 'died'. 

It was horrific beyond description. And definitely not 'healed' in any way. The agony and pain is raw.

I have to function in this life. There is no time to heal all that. (a hummingbird just came to the fountain right now outside the window--that is my totem--the totem of Joy. Ironic and comforting at the same time. One of my favorite quotes is your joy is your sorrow unmasked.)

What are we to do?

Each little 'yin and yang' in this mandala above has to balance! Each is 'us'.

We start working within and with our perception of The Divine, of Source.

To me it looks like this--Om--the Unconditional Love that makes the entire Multi-Verse 'go'…

We must have courage! And strength! And persistence, discipline, and dedication to the Light.

For me, Reiki helps (this one symbol--I would never put them online--has a 'little flaw' so it's okay).

The stakes are high. Higher than we know. That is why there is Divine Assistance with the Ascension Process currently happening on Gaia. We are all included in this. There are those 'sent' as Star seeds, and those 'in the rafters', as well as 'cousins in Agartha below'. We call this movement 'The Resistance' and it is taking all of our efforts, night and day, for a very long time...

In our family, my european family of origin, relationship begins and is reinforced over sharing a cup of coffee…

…or a nice pot of tea.


My goal, and my dream, is to wrestle this heart of mine together, with Unconditional Love, the Angels, and all of the Kindness of The Divine, for it to 'balance' and 'open' enough to 'connect' to another who is in need of it, the one I am to be with to Learn, to Heal, and to Grow. To hopefully reunite with my Twin Flame.

I crashed and burned so much Spirit told me to 'drop it like it's hot'.

I am off limits at this time…with one exception:

Until The Event, all seekers go through Usui-Sensei. He is in Spirit. So you know your vibration has to be in a certain bandwidth just to even be considered…

This way I can 'let go' of the longing to be healed on so many levels, and do what I was sent here to do (Reiki people, know that symbol was not 'random'. )

And once the colors of the New Age Arrive safely, and you are here with them all in one piece healthy and happy and content…I can relax…I can let go…and I can Love with my whole Heart as it was created to Be.

I AM that I AM. Goddess Energy in human form, an old soul from someplace besides this (I know, I feel it, the density of 3D!)…your sincere  hybrid-conventional and energy-healer, writer, and friend.


Aloha and Mahalos to all of the Ohana,
Namaste,

Reiki Doc

Kick It Upstairs

Roseanne Barr just 'favorited' one of my tweets.
The Roseanne Barr. Like in the 'Roseanne' show.

Here's the tweet:

Roseanne Barr favorited your Tweet

2h: 

You, most of all, are never unloved or abandoned, even though you may feel so at times.-- Archangel Michael

You, most of all, are never unloved or abandoned, even though you may geel so at times. -- Archangel Michael.

I think I read somewhere she testified against, well, mind-control in Hollywood, just yesterday...today she favorites my tweet...tonight I looked it up on the internet. 

There is an 'elephant in the room' amongst us right now--for all of the victims of mind control, the handlers, and the horrible system that created it in the first place. I owe a debt of gratitude to David Wilcock, Kaulapele (can you spot the symbols at the olympics?--LOL), and Cobra for bravely opening my eyes to this horrible tragedy. (These individuals have risked their lives for Truth, literally. Some have had death threats and attempts.)

In my bones, I know from my own direct impressions, this is truth. I 'feel' things, that's how I know. I am highly sensitive. So for you who are just 'finding out the truth', I'll share with you mine:

• My first job was at Disneyland when I was sixteen. I was told there were levels below--so big that train cars worth of burger patties could go in to my facility each day to drop off supplies. Well how do I know there is only one level beneath? I thought, when I was first told. Let me say, it was creepy downstairs on the way to the break room. It was all white, with no signs of human touches. And the energy--it filled me with dread. I was always looking over my shoulder, and I knew anyone could do anything they wanted to me while I was under the restaurant in the tunnels, and no one would ever know...
• Mom told me all those faces on the milk cartons were dead, offered as human sacrifice in satanic cults. There is lots of it going on, and no one talks about it.
• An obese, plain, charge nurse with huge owlish glasses who talked bible with me, shared once that she was a multiple personality disorder, in recovery and pretty stable, who is a survivor of satanic abuse. She was 'bred' and told me what they did with the newborn babies. She looked me straight in the eye, and asked me if I believed her or thought less of her. I felt the same creepy feeling as at my first job, in the tunnels underneath Disneyland. I wanted to run. I knew that she was telling me the truth. I sensed that she was 'packaging it' as nicely as she could for me to 'handle it'. She was an excellent nurse. She went to a famous Christian College. She wanted to help others who have been through what happened to her. I prayed to God to show me what to do; I hugger her, said I am terribly sorry, and I thanked her for her trust. I felt guilty because after that, I couldn't feel 'close' to her like before. I treated her with the same respect and courtesy and professional appreciation for her skills as ever. In that small way, I think I helped her a lot. I believed her and I didn't shun her. I encouraged her to fulfill her dream to be a counselor.
• My residency coordinator (administrative assistant type position) confided to me that she, too, was a multiple, in recovery, and shared how hard the counseling process was. Those two never knew each other in the hospital.
• My surgeon I really loved to work with came from Detroit. His father was an executive for a motor company. This doctor was my mentor and friend, and we talked, about religion and many things. He was a Lutheran, the only one to get baptized and attend in the family. His family was totally against it, but he went. I always suspected ritual abuse; the patterns of anger I observed directly in the operating room were not like anything I had ever seen. There was a sense of 'the patient is DYING!' and panic with just about every request in the O.R. that was just outside of 'routine' during surgery. He was excellent and to him I would have trusted my own life under his care. But I never confided to him this; I prayed for him a lot, he was my 'project', and I petitioned to Blessed Mother every night and day for him to get in to Heaven, and for him to have a good life. Why I would pray that never seemed odd, it seemed 'right' although I can't put my finger on it.
• My work in past life recall made me remember  I was a 'kitten' and I died at ten. It's blogged, search for it if you like, I 'own' it. I think the search words are 'a dark past life'.  I like to think that it prepared me for the work I do now, including writing about this sensitive subject.

Roseanne, I felt your appreciation of the quote by Archangel Michael. I know you are the real deal. And I thank you for opening up.

I have to confide to all of you, however, no matter how much I know, and learn about the workings of Mengele and Monarch Mind Control and MK Ultra, I don't like it.

I don't want to know more; I know enough to do what I can to help the cause with my Light. 

It is too dark, and too dense for my natural Vibration. Even YouTube of victims sharing intel gives me that same old creepy feeling. I want to run.

Instead, I will hold the Light for you to move on.

Your Healing will require experts in Spiritual Healing that is way above my level.

I welcome you with open arms as my family, my Ohana in Spirit, and to the Golden Age. My love and support are with ALL survivors of ritual abuse.

Discernment says 'not to trust until all is settled in the final Victory Of The Light'; I watch, and I keep my distance from 'former ankle-biter helpers' too.

That is why the title of this is 'Kick It Upstairs'. I send it UP to the Guides of Compassionate Healing, to St. Germaine and his Violet Flame, to Archangel Michael, and I say a great big OM to cleanse myself back to my natural Vibration.

Some things are too big for us to handle. And some survivors are so delicate, I call in the very best, to handle you with care.

I know you can heal. I know your spark of Light will help all of us to learn and to grow. With deep love and respect, I thank you for paving the way for others with your courage, Love and Grace.

Aloha and Mahalos,

Namaste,

Reiki Doc

The 'Spiritual' Conference

This is a vector illustration of the South Pole.

My spiritual studies have lead me to expect something different from this image. There is a hole into the center of the earth at the South Pole. There is a big temperate valley. It is not frozen.

It is hidden, both from us in our education, and by the powers that be.

There is a movie of it in the blog post about 'what mother hides' or something similar, from about two years ago. Here it is: http://reikidoc.blogspot.com/2012/02/moms-secret-entrance.html (YouTube link is directly at the end of this post, too.)

In Spirituality, there are a lot of 'theories' out there. Discernment, or the ability to tell Truth from Lies, or more often Truths from Half-Truths, is key. It must be practiced daily, some days more than others.

Internal 'RESONANCE' with the Heart Center, or your 'gut', is the indication that something is indeed TRUE.

I was invited to go to a 'conference' on a eight different 'spiritual' things. I had seen the flyer, thought it was the typical wednesday crowd, and not made plans to go.

'It's good, you should go' my friend said, on Thursday, the day of the event. I wanted to stay home.

I pendulum-ed.

Go. Take your son. Go.

So we went.

You know what?

The aromatherapy they were 'selling' was terrible. My Princess Nose from the Clorox Company saw right through that. The oils were CHEAP inside, and they smelled like Turpentine, very 'pine-y', and also I smelled a lot of the carrier oil. They were not pure essences, but blends.

And that was the BETTER SPEAKER! The one with the Power Point presentation.

The first was an herbalist. He was a stoner/musician who cleaned up. Or shall we say, upgraded from 'herb' to 'mugwort'? He is a nice guy, I have met him at the restaurant. And then, energetically, I felt like something in him was unable to 'connect', was 'not quite there'. Bob Marley and the Rasta's have incredible presence. It is all in the Heart. I do not enjoy 'fatties', but I enjoy people who do.

That this speaker would heal from incredible egoistic, self-centeredness and want to connect to plant energy to 'help others' is important. Chanting healed one woman from addiction to crack. Subtantial Spiritual practice can do this.

But toastmasters' skill was vastly needed--so many fillers 'ah, um, like'--that the message was lost.

This 'conference' was different. It had a much lower Vibration. The people were organic 'grunge' in the audience, if you ask me. And a combination of 'ego/chemical' was felt in the group energy.

I sat next to a friend who is awesome and wants to be my reiki student. When the speaker started talking about how 'this' and 'that' help to meditate, I looked at her, puzzled, and said, 'I can meditate in a busy bus station!'. And when the aromatherapy crew talked about hospitals healing burn patients with these oils, I shared with her, 'In Reiki, if you burn yourself in the kitchen, you just put your hand on it, and BOOM, it's gone!'. She laughed and got back to the lecture.

My son couldn't stand it.  We left. By some strange twist of fate we ended up eating at the same table with the owners.

So THAT was what Spirit had in mind. Our laughter and joy was unlimited!

I had placed a 'bubble' of energy shield for that event in advance--to only let the Highest Vibration In. I think the bubble was just for the restaurant side! And it worked.

Yesterday, I went in the bathroom again at the restaurant. We had gone fruit picking and my boy wanted to share it with Auntie and Chef. (Watching my boy enjoy fresh fruit right off the tree, in the sunshine together like I did when I was growing up, was the best post-call therapy for me. Ahhhhh. Better than a mani-pedi. My feet tickle way too much for the pedi part to be relaxing. LOL)

Archangel Michael was there. In the bathroom. While I was on the loo.
I was surprised! I asked him why He was there?!

He knelt down on one knee, and looked at the ground. (Angels do this when they are deeply touched and moved by our Spiritual work. It is their way, It gets me all choked up when they get choked up.)

Because you have done MORE...than...

Good things, compliments, make me uncomfortable. I don't know why, but they do. I interrupted him before he could finish. I said, 'Michael! It is okay! Get up! Get up!'

Then He gave me more 'Work'. That always makes me feel more comfortable--to do Spiritual Work. He asked me to put Reiki symbols into the pumps for the lotion and soap. It was a big night for the place, a lot of Cinco de Mayo celebrating going on with herbal 'Margaritas'. It was going to be packed. I put in CKR, SHK, and Om (Karuna). Then he went away.

When I came home, I have a journal of 'messages'. It is always somewhere in the house. This time I noticed it was opened to my last message from Michael.  I read it with interest. One day I will blog about that message. But not today. It is of a personal nature. There are just some things I like to keep to myself. <3

Namaste,

Reiki Doc

Starship, Agartha, and Om

There is no photo to adequately describe what just happened.

I woke up and watched the timer count down to zero on the Portal 2102 website. I chose to spend this moment connected to my Cobra Family in Egypt at this time. I did the meditation as instructed.

Know that this whole 2012 thing is about Connection--we are One Spirit, like one Diamond and each of us is a beautiful facet to reflect Light.  Anything you read about this important day, if it is not about being together in Love and Light and Peace, is probably from the cabal. The illuminati like us separate, just like they worked to break up the Occupy movement. They knew that together there is strength. We outnumber them, 99 to 1.

Enough of the soap box!

I felt a definite connection to the higher beings above me. I felt Light travel through my body deep into the core of Gaia. It tingled, but in a different way from Reiki.

I saw their craft above me. I 'popped in' in my mind.  One of the beings aboard turned to me and said, 'for the people who scoff and don't believe--like the ones on the beach in Australia talking about 'where are the zombies'--send them love and appreciation for who they are. There is no scoffing that, and it will help them when they wake up.'

Next I was at the bottom of the blue column of light going into my head and all the way into Gaia. I was in Agartha. I met a very tall man, whose features were somewhat like a friend I know in Kona. His name was Myre. He took me on tour. I saw a sunrise. I saw dolphins and whales in the ocean, and they showed me a city of Light under the sea. I excused myself politely, because I was ready to stop the tour there and just stay, but I had to go. There was a blur of world wonders seen from Myre's ship. I can't remember them, except for a forest. I wanted to see that the animals who had been endangered on surface were healthy and surviving.

Next I came out to surface. I saw blue lights like a grid, all the while still feeling the tingling of the energy as it was passing through me to Gaia like before. I saw the pyramids, and the Light was brightest there.

Next I knew I was with Core (Om). But I was able to talk with it, like conversation. I started to get sappy and say thank you for making the illuminati go away--they were awful!--and I was guided to 'pull it together'. We turned and watched, and also with Om on my left, and my warrior Guide on my right, we blew three times. You know how a log is starting to light, and there is the blue flames and then it 'catches' and you see the fire all yellow and bright? That is what we saw with Gaia. All lit up.

Then I saw the Akhashic records for my soul. I was thinking, 'this is like an SRA, each reading lesson is designed to help with one object to learn!' but each 'lesson' was a 'lifetime'. I wondered what I was shown, which one was my favorite life? They showed me one where I lived in a countryside close to nature. It was a 'resting life' that the soul takes sometimes to assimilate learning gained from other more challenging lives. I was shown that from the outside perspective, one of the more 'intense learning' lives is 'best'.  And I saw clearly how this one I have now is one of those lives!

I asked, humbly, 'Did I do in this life what I am supposed to do?'
The answer was 'yes'.

Then I was offered a healing. Light filled my body. I asked about my sick child. Because I was the parent, and free will, I was allowed to pick them up in my arms, so we could enjoy the healing together.

Then it was time to go. There are going to be a lot of changes, not instant, but very fast indeed.

We are all encouraged to drink plenty of water and get lots of rest in the next few days.

In deep Love and Gratitude,
Namaste,

Reiki Doc

The Om-Purpose Driven Life

Reiki and The Purpose Driven Life? Spirituality and the Leading Christian Inspiration of our time? What on earth???

The book, A Purpose Driven Life,  was given to me at a low time in my life by a classmate. It had helped her during challenges. It is written by Rick Warren, pastor and founder of Saddleback Church in California.

The book asks for you to make a covenant with the Lord, to spend forty days going over each portion of each chapter that is assigned to you. It resonated very deeply with me, and helped me to get through my personal challenges.

It made me feel loved and that I was being counted upon by God to fulfill the Divine Purpose of my Life. Looking back, it was baby steps. But just as it is important for a baby learning to walk, to get past the falls and tumbles and to get their way on their own feet, it is important for us in our Spiritual Life to get a start on our own Purpose.

At the time ten years ago, I felt that I had stumbled upon a profound spiritual truth. Let us revisit the steps, with Spirit in Mind, and have 'something to add' to make it more appropriate for the Reiki in us today. I have taken steps to make it inclusive to our brothers and sisters who might have been hurt in some way by organized religion and possibly the christian faith. We are children of God, truly.

Pastor Rick starts the book with an Intent: "As I wrote this book, I often prayed that you would experience the incredible sense of hope, energy, and joy that comes from discovering what God put you on this planet to do." This is pure Source, and work of Spirit, setting an intention, just as a Reiki practitioner would begin a healing by summoning angels, guides and deceased loved ones to help with the Reiki flow. Intent is everything.


I am taking the highlighted box for each day that resonates, and Reiki-expanding it in the underlined text.

Day 1. You were made by God and for God--and until you understand that, life will never make sense.


you are a creature of Spirit. you are made for this. to enjoy and reap what you gather from this life to bring with you to the next.






Day 2. Long before you were conceived by your parents, you were conceived in the mind of God.


you are an eternal creature and came to this on assignment by choice. Live it.






Day 3. Nothing matters more than knowing God's purposes for your life, and nothing can compensate for not knowing them.


you came to live your life for development, to bring forward from this life to the next.




Day 4. This life is preparation for the next.


see number three. all souls are continually moving onward in their process of self-development.






Day 5. Character is both developed and revealed by tests, and all of life is a test.


our life is built up of lessons broken up by periods of time for assimilation and rest for the spirit that is within us.






Day 6. Your identity is eternity and your homeland is Heaven.


you are what you 'make of it'. no matter what you do, your origin and assignment have been set/blessed.






Day 7. When anything in Creation fulfills its purpose, it brings Glory to God.


Source is the infinite collection of All, it is holy, pure and of Light.






Day 8. Anything you do that brings pleasure to God is an act of worship.


God wouldn't assign you a nine-to-five option on experience of purpose and fulfillment. It is a 24/7 experience on this earth. Life is not 'what you make of it'. It is an eternity of getting to know yourself in order to make this world a BETTER PLACE.






Day 9. God enjoys watching every detail of your life.


You are always on 'recorder' on the Akashic records. You review this on yourself every night. Your higher self is guiding you in this test. Source is all infinity and Light, and you are a Spark of it. : )






Day 10. Surrender is not the best way to live, it is the only way to live. Nothing else works.


You can fight your spiritual nature in this realm, but you cannot escape the Karmic Debt and Universal Laws.






Day 11. Knowing and loving God is our greatest privilege, and being known and loved is God's greatest pleasure.


We are your family of spirit. We know and love you in spite of everything else, whether you account for this in your experience of life as we know it, or do not choose to acknowledge us in it.






Day 12. The more you become God's friend, the more you will care about the things he cares about.


Your higher purpose will make itself familiar to you if you experience it closely in your consciousness.






Day 13. The best style of worship is he one that most authentically represents your love for God.


There is no style of worship superior than the one that is inside of you. If you like church, that is an option. There are many options that are available to you in life experience. namaste.






Day 14. When you feel abandoned by God yet continue to trust in him, you worship him in the deepest way.


Trust is the ability to have faith in higher consciousness of you and the universal law. God is taking care of you in all experiences of life, even the dangerous and painful ones. Your trust is what will get you through intact.






Day 15. Being included in God's family is the highest honor and the greatest privilege you will ever receive.


Your family of light is there for you, no matter what. Call on us sometime and let us share our Light with your heart and your plans and your hopes for this life. And also for the next.






Day 16. The greatest gift you can give someone is your time.


We are on earth for a limited time. It is like the choices of rides to take at Disneyland--the day it passes by no matter how long we take at everything. Share your light with others on the test. It is 'open book examination' on earth.






Day 17. We discover our role in life through our relationship with others.


Everyone projects a different aspect of you to yourself for purposes of learning more about your heart.






Day 18. Every time you understand and affirm someone's feelings, you build fellowship. 


There is nothing to add on this, it is face value.






Day 19. When conflict is handled correctly, we grow closer to each other.


Absolutely, yes! That is an affirmative! try Ho'oponopono technique if you are stuck within a conflict that you can't get past.






 Day 20. God expects you to make the first move. 


There is no time like the moment to undertake a cause for peace between two hearts and put an end to suffering.






Day 21. We must passionately love the church in spite of its imperfections.


This is our humanity, our 'church'. Be respectful of the flaws and shortcomings of others and they shall be respectful of the ones in you. And yes, we have them! We all do! Even Pastor Rick.






Day 22. God's ultimate goal for your life on earth is not comfort but character development.


I like to turn this one around--your comfort will be greater in Eternity for having developed your character as much as possible while living your life as you know it on Earth.






Day 23. The way you think influences the way you feel, and the way you feel influences the way you act.


You are an energetic creature full of Light, a creative spirit. Like it or not, what you think has the ability to become a reality. 'Worry is prayer for what you DON'T WANT'.






Day 24. Many people who claim to have read the bible 'from cover to cover' have never read it from cover to cover.


Other people's opinions do not matter. They are not you. Only YOU can live your life for you. Let it go. You are not going to succeed in changing anybody without changing first your heart and spirit.






Day 25. Your most profound and intimate experiences of worship will likely be your darkest days.


Love stinks! Yeah, yeah! Love stinks! But it sure sells some pretty good music, doesn't it? My friends, challenge truly brings out the best in you. It allows you to relive your troublesome experiences to the benefit of others going through similar ones, and your ability to help makes it less traumatic on them. Namaste.






Day 26. God develops the fruit of the spirit by allowing you to experience circumstances which you're tempted to express the exact opposite quality!


Control of one's emotions is the sign of a spiritual master.








Day 27. The battle for sin is won or lost in your mind. What gets your attention will get you. 


Control of one's inner thought processes is also the sign of a spiritual master. The impartial observance of one's thinking, like in Buddhism, can be useful in this.








Day 28. There is no growth without change, no change without fear or loss, and no loss without pain.


Attachments must be severed to progress. You may enjoy them, but know that they are attachments and can be taken away from you at any time.








Day 29. Service is the pathway to real significance.


This is the basis of the highest dimensions and life experience. What you can take with you is a life that is spent serving others not expecting payment or anything in return. The sacrifice of the heart. Namaste.






Day 30.  God never wastes anything.


Everything you do, everything you think, everything you feel in your heart, has Higher Purpose and It is Good.






Day 31.  It feels good to do what God made you to do. (your Life Purpose)


Things that feel good raise the vibration, and progress is made by the soul that holds to this fact.








Day 32. You will never know what you are good at until you try.


God does not make you eat your vegetables. This is not mommy telling you it is for your own good. God says quite emphatically: Do Not Limit Yourself by Limited Thinking! The sky is the limit and GO FOR IT!








Day 33. Great opportunities often disguise themselves as small tasks.


God has angels unawares pop up in your life, kind of like on the computer. Try to be sure to click on them and see what it is they have in XP for you in this world. Namaste.






Day 34. Real servants don't try to use God for their purposes. They let God use them for his purposes.


It is the Ego that wants to use God for its purpose. Period. That is enough said.








Day 35. Your most effective ministry will come out of your deepest hurts.


It will also make you a better person for having lived though suffering and all the lower emotions. It will have opened your heart.








Day 36. The Great Commission was given to every follower...


You are not an accident. "If a mother forsake her child, I shall not abandon you." That is God, in the Essence.








Day 37. Shared stories build a relational bridge...from your heart to others.


People do not trust and do not relate to one who is not like themselves. Our ministers 'of Life' go out in the field, roll up their sleeves, and work alongside of you. Remember the part about the 'angels unawares'? That's us out there! To follow you and bring you back to God when you are ripe for it.








Day 38. It has never been easier in history to fulfill your commission to go to the whole world.


This is correct. There are many provisions for blessing and for grace. Not by the computer, but in everything. Only the desire to be a better person, and the effort spent in that direction, will one encounter the greatest return on their investment in Spirit and in Light. Rates are good these days! Seriously. You will make a killing on the 'market', the God and Love and Spirit one, if you attempt the smallest of efforts very intently.






Day 39. You owe it to future generations to preserve the testimony of how God helped you fulfill his purposes on earth.


You matter. God is counting on you to do your Task. That task, be is a simple garden or a home well-kept, shall make the world a better place for your having lived here on earth and done what you like best (your calling to the Light). And God will have an emphasis on preparing you for it. Take your time. There is no hurry. Namaste.








Day 40. When God's at the center of your life, you worship. When he's not, you worry.
 You can start living your purpose today.


God is every breath. Why not go along with it? It is lovely when all is said and done. Keep smiling. Keep shining, Know within your bosom, in your heart of hearts, you are the best at doing what you do best. Naturally!


It is my hope that this exercise will expand and build upon the beauty and truth that was brought to us through the life work of Reverend Rick Warren, a man of faith and peace and service to many on his task. His love might reach further with this blog, and find a suitable place in you.

Namaste,

Reiki Doc

Burnt Toast

If there are two servings of toast, one of them burnt and the other not burnt, do you give yourself the burnt one and serve the good one to someone else? Teri Hatcher, the actress of Desperate Housewives, discovered this trait in her mother. She grew up and repeated the same with her daughter, offering the good one to her, and out of low self esteem, took the burnt toast for herself.

This has to do with the Archtype, The Shadow King: The Invisible Force That Holds Women Back 

, written by Sidra Stone, PhD . Her work is about hypnotizing women and men to discover the hidden personality inside that is manifested by society. 'I am not good enough. Women should not play sports. Women should not be ambitious.' are the kinds of statements that would come out under hypnosis. The conscious and the subconscious were at odds with one another,  due to the subliminal expectations by society for how women should behave. 

This is wrong. I suspect a lot of you out there eat the burnt toast like me. Spirit has been saying, in many places, fill the cup. Fill the cup first and what is extra can be used to help others. As in an airplane when flying with small children, the instruction is 'put the oxygen on yourself first'.

Society has many of us driving to meet deadlines, expectations, 'to do' lists. At our work productivity has been studied and scientifically accelerated to an unhealthy pace. I know for my work, I could not do what I do without lots of antibiotics. 

As my doctor said, 'you have so much responsibility. I will give you a big shot of antibiotics and another of steroid to heal you up quick.' Anesthesiologists do not have the luxury of calling in sick. Either for themselves or for their children. No anesthesia, no surgery. It's that simple. My father used to go to work very sick, as a teacher, because back then you had to find your own substitute to work for you when you were out. My mother said it was not because they did not like him, but they had already promised themselves out to other classes on the day he had asked for help when he was sick.

Sound familiar?

We're going to change all that.

Fill the cup first.

Last night I had been up all night. C-sections and labor epidurals and bolus/top off doses. I raced home to get my sister free to go to her Real Estate class. I also had to get my son to picture day for baseball by eight o'clock. I came home and he was having a meltdown over the belt of his uniform being loose. It was like a bra strap, you could slide the metal thing and tighten it. So I fixed it. And we drove, about ten minutes late. We parked and could not find the photo place. I called the coach, explained the situation, and told my boy to RUN! I carried the breakfast, and the sports bag. As I came to the gate I was told by a guard I could not enter. I said, my son ran, we were late, and I have to see if he got his photo. As I walked up, he was sitting in the far right hand corner in the front for the group picture. They got him his individual picture too. Then the tears came out. I had not eaten. I had not slept. I had driven us to the limit. And I thanked the Angels and God with tears in my eyes that we got through this one.

The coach's wife, the Team Mother, had a hunch I had been at the hospital. I explained that it was his Dad's weekend, and I scheduled work, but since it was his dad's birthday, his dad wanted to celebrate with alcohol and not watch our son that night. I explained the meltdown over the uniform, and my sister who is not a mom. She understood. Her son had belt issues too. 'The belt is hard to figure out!'  she shared, supportively.

The game was fine. I enjoyed it. He got a hit, to first base, and also got to run home. His dad came late. But showed up. And his grandpa too, but later. When it was done I had to drive both father and son to their car, and take home the dirty uniform to wash. I was spent.

Here is where intuition kicked in. I wanted to go to the car dealership for a free car wash. It is black and the ball park dust made it filthy. But something said, 'No'. I got gasoline. And I knew to get the cell phone fixed. It wasn't ringing. It vibrated for a call, but no sounds. I had reset it and backed it up and everything. Even the whiz at the hospital couldn't figure it out.

As I drove to the mall, I remembered the sale flyer I had seen in the paper yesterday. There was a small white gold 'Om' with diamonds on it. I had wanted it. It was very affordable pendant. I wasn't sure if there was a chain. I stopped at the store and found it, after three salespeople helped me and couldn't find it. The price was $249, for pendant and chain, on special one of those twenty-four hour sales. The clerk said I should get a stronger chain with it. I didn't think it would break, but I agreed to look. She tried to up sell me to an adjustable chain. I wasn't interest. All the chains were on sale but still very high price.

When I saw the one she said, there was a little heart on the end of the chain where you adjust it. I knew it was the one for me. I looked at the others. Ugly, flashy, with clasps that were too small for me to fasten. So I bit the bullet, and bought the chain. 

You know what? I got 50% off, plus 15%, plus another 20% for reactivating my store credit card. When it comes right down to it, the necklace is worth it. I am worth it. I have been blogging at least once every day, helping in the community with my work, all for free. I dream of being Reiki Doc out in the open. And along with my image, what would be best, an Om I can adjust longer and shorter in the hospital as I want it to show? Or no Om?

I bought those, fixed my phone (it was the Mute button from my son's drama play two weeks ago I forgot to toggle back), and bought two Italian cookbooks from Williams Sonoma. And Sicilian Olive Oil. I felt my core regenerate. What joy to find the recipes my Alzheimer's Nana cannot share with me any more! And after a vegetarian sandwich at Paradise Bakery, I felt like a new woman. : D

Whatever it takes to 'fill your cup', by all means, do so. Last week I spent time with my son, taking care of him when he was sick. I was glad to do so. I worked in the garden, with my compost. And I was good to myself as best I could. I enjoy Sudoku when I relax. But today, I needed acknowledgement for my work. This is my work. I know it. I feel it. I anchor the Light at the Operating Room. I encourage and empower pregnant women having babies. And I spread Light as I can on the internet, on Facebook as myself, and here as Reiki Doc. 

Now, I am due for a much needed rest. Buona Notte. Good Night.

Namaste,

Reiki Doc