Showing posts with label Multiple personality disorder. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Multiple personality disorder. Show all posts

Wednesday, September 18, 2013

Kick It Upstairs



Roseanne Barr just 'favorited' one of my tweets.
The Roseanne Barr. Like in the 'Roseanne' show.

Here's the tweet:


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You, most of all, are never unloved or abandoned, even though you may feel so at times.-- Archangel Michael

You, most of all, are never unloved or abandoned, even though you may geel so at times. -- Archangel Michael.

I think I read somewhere she testified against, well, mind-control in Hollywood, just yesterday...today she favorites my tweet...tonight I looked it up on the internet. 

There is an 'elephant in the room' amongst us right now--for all of the victims of mind control, the handlers, and the horrible system that created it in the first place. I owe a debt of gratitude to David Wilcock, Kaulapele (can you spot the symbols at the olympics?--LOL), and Cobra for bravely opening my eyes to this horrible tragedy. (These individuals have risked their lives for Truth, literally. Some have had death threats and attempts.)

In my bones, I know from my own direct impressions, this is truth. I 'feel' things, that's how I know. I am highly sensitive. So for you who are just 'finding out the truth', I'll share with you mine:
  • My first job was at Disneyland when I was sixteen. I was told there were levels below--so big that train cars worth of burger patties could go in to my facility each day to drop off supplies. Well how do I know there is only one level beneath? I thought, when I was first told. Let me say, it was creepy downstairs on the way to the break room. It was all white, with no signs of human touches. And the energy--it filled me with dread. I was always looking over my shoulder, and I knew anyone could do anything they wanted to me while I was under the restaurant in the tunnels, and no one would ever know...
  • Mom told me all those faces on the milk cartons were dead, offered as human sacrifice in satanic cults. There is lots of it going on, and no one talks about it.
  • An obese, plain, charge nurse with huge owlish glasses who talked bible with me, shared once that she was a multiple personality disorder, in recovery and pretty stable, who is a survivor of satanic abuse. She was 'bred' and told me what they did with the newborn babies. She looked me straight in the eye, and asked me if I believed her or thought less of her. I felt the same creepy feeling as at my first job, in the tunnels underneath Disneyland. I wanted to run. I knew that she was telling me the truth. I sensed that she was 'packaging it' as nicely as she could for me to 'handle it'. She was an excellent nurse. She went to a famous Christian College. She wanted to help others who have been through what happened to her. I prayed to God to show me what to do; I hugger her, said I am terribly sorry, and I thanked her for her trust. I felt guilty because after that, I couldn't feel 'close' to her like before. I treated her with the same respect and courtesy and professional appreciation for her skills as ever. In that small way, I think I helped her a lot. I believed her and I didn't shun her. I encouraged her to fulfill her dream to be a counselor.
  • My residency coordinator (administrative assistant type position) confided to me that she, too, was a multiple, in recovery, and shared how hard the counseling process was. Those two never knew each other in the hospital.
  • My surgeon I really loved to work with came from Detroit. His father was an executive for a motor company. This doctor was my mentor and friend, and we talked, about religion and many things. He was a Lutheran, the only one to get baptized and attend in the family. His family was totally against it, but he went. I always suspected ritual abuse; the patterns of anger I observed directly in the operating room were not like anything I had ever seen. There was a sense of 'the patient is DYING!' and panic with just about every request in the O.R. that was just outside of 'routine' during surgery. He was excellent and to him I would have trusted my own life under his care. But I never confided to him this; I prayed for him a lot, he was my 'project', and I petitioned to Blessed Mother every night and day for him to get in to Heaven, and for him to have a good life. Why I would pray that never seemed odd, it seemed 'right' although I can't put my finger on it.
  • My work in past life recall made me remember  I was a 'kitten' and I died at ten. It's blogged, search for it if you like, I 'own' it. I think the search words are 'a dark past life'.  I like to think that it prepared me for the work I do now, including writing about this sensitive subject.

Roseanne, I felt your appreciation of the quote by Archangel Michael. I know you are the real deal. And I thank you for opening up.

I have to confide to all of you, however, no matter how much I know, and learn about the workings of Mengele and Monarch Mind Control and MK Ultra, I don't like it.

I don't want to know more; I know enough to do what I can to help the cause with my Light. 

It is too dark, and too dense for my natural Vibration. Even YouTube of victims sharing intel gives me that same old creepy feeling. I want to run.

Instead, I will hold the Light for you to move on.

Your Healing will require experts in Spiritual Healing that is way above my level.

I welcome you with open arms as my family, my Ohana in Spirit, and to the Golden Age. My love and support are with ALL survivors of ritual abuse.

Discernment says 'not to trust until all is settled in the final Victory Of The Light'; I watch, and I keep my distance from 'former ankle-biter helpers' too.

That is why the title of this is 'Kick It Upstairs'. I send it UP to the Guides of Compassionate Healing, to St. Germaine and his Violet Flame, to Archangel Michael, and I say a great big OM to cleanse myself back to my natural Vibration.

Some things are too big for us to handle. And some survivors are so delicate, I call in the very best, to handle you with care.

I know you can heal. I know your spark of Light will help all of us to learn and to grow. With deep love and respect, I thank you for paving the way for others with your courage, Love and Grace.

Aloha and Mahalos,
Namaste,

Reiki Doc











Thursday, July 26, 2012

Energetic Self Defense



You have an energetic system that is your soul, it is connected to your body through the energetic chakra system. You have a mind, which is yours to develop as you wish. And a Heart that helps you to discern as a Spiritual Being what is right and what is wrong. Your Heart Center also gives you indication by your feelings how close you are to your Life Plan you designed for yourself to experience prior to your birth.

All of us have Soul Lessons, and a typical life is designed to decrease Karmanic debt and to balance the accomplishments of the soul. As it stands, your Life is governed by the Concept of Free Will. No one can do anything to you without your consent. Even if faced with a negative entity that tries to trick or frighten you, all you have to do is tell it to go away. The Laws of the Universe are designed so that it has to go away when you tell it.

Light is more powerful than Dark. Right now, there are a number of Dark leaders who are on their way out. It is my understanding that their minions have infiltrated into every part of our Society. They are in the military, banking, the CIA, churches, and everywhere else one can imagine. Some New Age Spiritual celebrities are dark. And some websites and commenters are disinformation professionals from the Dark side. Some of these Dark alters are hidden and only the controller truly knows who is dark because the other alters in the front are programmed to forget. (An alter is the name of each multiple in multiple personality disorder)

So what are you to do? Your heart is the BEST DETECTOR as well as THE BEST ADVISOR your soul could ever have! There also is that quiet inner knowing, that you had as a child, that tells you a smiling adult does not care about you and hates kids. You process it so fast, it bypasses logic, and you just KNOW.

What are some tip offs that someone or something you encounter is not of the light?

1. The eyes. The eyes are dark and without life. This can be in a picture or in life. You just can't look at it.

2. Your breath. I feel a breathlessness and pressure in my chest. I saw another shopper in the crystal shop was a vampire this way. Oddly enough, my Light bothered him just as much as his dark bothered me. We spoke not a word to each other, only brief eye contact, and auric fields interacted across the store.

3. That vague sense that something terrible happened here.  I just read a list of satanic locations, and was surprised at how accurate my 'creep you out' detector had been. The Pentagon was the worst. I was only at a metro stop and I wanted to bolt out of there! Incidentally, any establishment with lots of tunnels built under it is where these kind of places are. My first job was at one of them, and recently when I saw a picture of the founder I had my detector go off. Turns out this individual was a Thirty-third level Mason. I won't say who because you wouldn't want to know, probably. Here is a link if you want to know. It is in the very back, after the information about Monarch Slaves.

http://www.theforbiddenknowledge.com/hardtruth/illuminati_formula_mind_control.htm

4. Your Pulse.  If something makes your heart beat faster when you watch it or read it--anywhere--it is probably something designed to take you away from the Light.

5. Very flat emotion.  For example, a parent who does not call kid by name, doesn't show any tenderness, and does not react pleasantly to a compliment on the children is probably programmed and programming them with mind control from the Dark.

The Truth about the Powers-that-Were is out. It is on the Internet. I want to hurl puke. My mind still can't wrap around how hidden and pervasive the Organization has been. You will be angered when you know the truth. Especially because some of the biggest philanthropists and people who have made fantastic contributions to society hide their darkness under a veneer of light for balance.

That is why I have put together these guidelines to help you on your Discernment at this special time, when the shit hits the fan.

I also want to caution you: everything is good and the more love you have in your heart the more you will starve out the energetic monster of Evil who thrives on fear and suffering as an energy source. 

When feelings overwhelm you,ask for Archangel Michael to sever the ties between you and the trigger.

Go to Nature and take in health and Love and Healing and Light.

The dark side is planning last ditch efforts such as a fake UFO invasion ( they have the technology...top secret aerospace projects), mass casualties, and acts of war. This act of horror backfired, and people as a whole are sickened by this violence and want it to end. It is not creating the hysteria or gun control that the powers-that-were had anticipated.

Love the Light. Wrap yourself in it. Avoid tv, sports, advertising, music, video games, newspapers, movies, fashion, Vegas...anything that could possibly use high tech mind control gimmicks on you. It is not as safe as you think and your best interest is not a part of any of them. That is, if you are a Starseed, a Lightworker, or Indigo Child and you are working towards Ascension.

Discern! protect yourself. Only accept what resonates with you.

Namaste, Reiki Doc