SAN DIMAS, CA - SEPT 10, 2014: Bombardier CL-415 Superscooper 246 from Quebec makes a water drop on a wildfire in the San Gabriel Mountains near Los Angeles.
Today's blog post is going to give you two different ways to look at the same thing. Here we have above a propeller plane dropping water on a wildfire in my general area where I was born and raised. I ride a Bombadier every time I fly from Seattle to British Columbia too.
And below is one from Russia/Soviet...what I like about THAT photo is how the photographer had to be in a pretty close near miss to catch that shot, especially how fast the shutter speed was that it froze the propellers. Usually in flight you can't see them at all with the human eye!
Can you only imagine what kinds of things which fly in the air are yet to come? The stuff that hasn't been invented yet. Or perhaps, has been hidden technology which may one day be shared with everyone?
Hmmmm.
Flying Soviet airplaine AH-246 in evening
We are on countdown day number 246. I know because I double checked with the website, countdown to June 17.
I'm feeling good.
Very much in the flow of things that are way outside of my control.
There are fruits you get in life from doing this. Good ones. You appreciate what you have. And you get a whole lot less stress from not trying to force things to go your way.
I am post call. I have some fruits from that shift to share with you in a minute.
I got to sleep at the hotel by my work that night--I booked it very last minute--and I'm happy to be getting to know the staff at the front desk because I go there so often. I really like this solution. I remembered after a long time ago, that the attending trauma surgeons had a room at the hotel across the street from my hospital where I trained and first worked. It was only a short drive to the ER, and they had a parking space especially reserved for them.
It's better than a call room. Much much better.
Anthony spent the night with a friend, and everyone had lots of fun, even though I wasn't there. And I was okay with it. We visited when I went to pick Anthony up. I'm delighted to find the moms share the same parenting values and styles as me. We watched Mamma Mia, and had a healthy breakfast, and the coffee was delicious. Her coffee maker looks like something from Ross' and my kitchen back home. Let me see if I can find a picture of it for you:
Anthony and I finally got home. We had to close the windows, because I'd left them open when I went to work on Friday, and the storm hit. Fortunately there wasn't much damage.
I have a student I need to make a FaceTime call with, and my schedule has been very 'fluid' lately. We've had cancellations due to my schedule at work. I was super appreciative of her patience.
I also have another student in the area, and I was willing to drive a decent distance to go visit. I'd visited with her twice before, she comes out here this time of year. The timing wasn't working, and she said to just rest. She's flying out today, and needed to prepare. This resonated with me as true too, as in 'what is meant to be True' and I accepted it, even though I was a little sad.
I cleaned the four days worth of dishes in the sink, unloaded the dishwasher and the dish rack, and cooked a zero point dinner. I've joined WW, and it's not easy but it's much needed for my health. The first five pounds were super easy to lose. But the current part is very educational--I SEE the unhealthy in my lifestyle due to my work and being a single mom--because of the daily points. For example, mealtimes aren't predictable. And on call, I really need four meals, not three. I saw that the tiny two-bite Lara bar I ate in the O.R. out of sheer starvation was seven points! (a whole meal!). And I see how opportunistic I have become--eating fast things, such as free donuts on the break room table--because I don't have time to sit and eat a salad or a meal with a knife and fork.
I'm proud that I didn't give up.
And I shared with the group--they have a little FB like thing for members--how I wrote the point values on the packages to help me and my son. He's not wanting to change. But I'm educating him. Yesterday we have fun going through the restaurants list looking for the most unhealthy food choices out there, it's kind of like poker. Sometimes at Denny's we look at the menu nutritional information and try to find the highest sodium meal, the most protein meal...stuff like that. Some things like oreo cookie milkshakes are like fifty points! (two DAYS worth of WW food!)...Anthony actually found something that was one hundred points!!!
(If you look for me online, there, my name is ladygaiasophia27...I think you get a discount too if you say I sent you. I do ONLY the app/online, and no meetings, because as you can see my schedule is 'fluid' and 'unpredictable')
Young boy or young Jesus reading the scriptures.... And all that heard him were astonished at his understanding and answers. - Luke 2:46-47
If you've been reading this blog for some time, you will understand why this image and the verse is so deeply warming to my heart.
I also want to compare and contrast to you this example against the photo below, where that skill set is promoted as 'good' in these days.
Anthony wants to watch a football game today. It's all football, video game, and social media with him and 'kids these days'.
What a total difference now, huh?
GRAZ, AUSTRIA - JULY 9 QB/RB Yasuhiro Maruta (#29 Japan) runs with the ball at the Football World Championship on July 9, 2011 in Graz, Austria. Japan wins 24:6 against Austria.
One thing I'm going to share with you is how we are taught 'black is white' in our society. And the case in point is the concept of Heaven Dollars, which are invisible and apparently useless in today's world.
However, I asked Ross yesterday, 'what if our lives down here are like a game show where we have unlimited opportunity to amass as many Heaven Dollars as we can in our short lifespan, only we don't know it?'
I'm talking good deeds. I'm talking being a good example, a patient teacher, a loving parent, and acing every 'life lesson' that is thrown your way.
What if every time we master a setback, or break a family legacy of abuse, or even struggle like me to improve my weight and health--what if we have, back home on the other side, all the bells and whistles going off like crazy because we are winning big in the currency that counts for all eternal life?
Ross smiled.
He put his finger on the tip of his nose.
And he encouraged me to write about it.
Vigan, Philippines - March 24, 2012: The City of Vigan at night. It is a World Heritage Site in that it is one of the few Hispanic towns left in the Philippines. It has a population of 47,246
Here is the same city in the day.
I pour myself out. Spiritually. Ross did this too. I didn't take the life path of comfort and ease. I chose a life of service. My gift is of 'wit, verve, and charm' from Spirit to help me accomplish this. And my constraint is to 'always be humble'. It was really hard to watch Ross do this to himself when we were married. But that is what souls like his and mine do. We are sent for it.
The first fruit from the workplace to share was that while pushing the patient to recovery room, the charge nurse told my nurse to get a flu shot at the clinic open for night shift downstairs. The charge nurse wasn't going to get it because she didn't want to be sick for the weekend but she would get it later. (please note there are stats on compliance for departments, nurses, doctors, etc and management focuses on these things mandated by the government). The charge nurse was looking out for herself. Did all her people get the shot?
The nurse wheeling the patient with me waited to be out of earshot, and then asked me, are you going to get the shot?
I said no. It's not good. There's things they don't tell you that are in it. That's why.
She said she knows but she hates the idea to wear the mask for six months in the hospital.
I totally understood, I was like that and used to think my patients needed to see my face so I'd get the shot for them and not for me.
I've heard there's even anti-fertility (sterilization) stuff in the shots, amongst other things.
So I told her I wear the mask, I don't like it, but I do.
And yesterday I bought pretty masks, to wear to work, some washable, so I don't have their awful ones that hurt my sinuses on all the time. I can wear those in the O.R. and switch to my comfort ones when I'm not actively working.
The second fruit was the conversation I had with a scrub tech (surgical technologist) before the last case.
He wanted to know more.
About everything.
About stuff that matters, about queue (I'm not writing the initial in caps like they do it to stay under the radar).
I showed my photos taken from Diz-knee of disturbing things like yonis on walls with lingams as 'art' and the pedi-file angel with the SHHHH sitting on a phallus.
He said it had to be youtube for him only--no books--I guess he doesn't want others to 'catch him'. And I turned him on to Carolyn Limaco because she does an excellent job 'proving' things on celebrity twitter posts. She takes the hidden code and breaks it and explains it for those of us who don't know what those secret codes are.
He was watching it right away. And also, he's joined a group online of like-minded individuals for support and community.
That's a big fruit number two that would never had been possible if I hadn't been a trusted person on the team that works really really hard with long late hours...
The third was the wife of my last patient. The couple used to live where I was born and raised. Actually another patient last week was born and raised in the same town too--propinquity--it's very healing to make this connection with patients and their families. It turns out the wife's uncle played golf with my dad! It's a small world. And angels smile I think when people on Earth figure things like this out.
LONDON - OCTOBER 11, 2014. Ceramic poppies installation by Paul Cummins and Tom Pipe on October 11, 2014 commemorate the 888,246 British and colonial military died in the 1914-1918 First World War.
It these ceramic roses represent the blood that the state 'claims' as 'its own' can you imagine how much more is 'hidden' by 'occult practices' at the highest levels of leadership and government?
It's mind boggling!
TEOTIHUCAN - FEB 26: Mexican man play music under the Sun Pyramid on february 26 2010 in Teotihuacan, Mexico.It's the third largest pyramid in the world 738 feet225m across and 246 feet75m high
Is Ascension a lot of work? I guess you could say it has been for me. I've been clearing and releasing what trapped memories in my soul have come up.
I feel lighter for it.
I feel like a better person for it.
And this raising and releasing have brought me to a pretty good place Spiritually. I can do more with the opportunities which come up. And I am more at peace and calm ninety percent of the time, and it's getting better every day towards one hundred percent.
Labeling of National Highway 246
Looking for 'signs' has sort of been my 'hobby'.
It's hard to find ones you can rely on, other than the ones that come straight through from Spirit for you--to you--when you know how to connect with your guides.
I'm lately actively teaching. I'm asking people on FB and Twitter 'who is this man' (Mikao Usui Sensei) --not for those who answer but to raise awareness for others who don't know who he is.
I made a bracelet for a worker--S.E. some may know her-- and it's titled, 'Let Your Angel Do The Talking'--to remind her of her connection to Source and her legacy as a soul on the Angelic side.
Everyone at work saw the pouch sticking out of her pocket.
She waited till later to open it, as she had looked forward to it for a long time.
Things are moving along.
Seriously.
I just bought a bracelet myself from Isabel Henn. It's beautiful, and one of her very best. I don't know the name for it. She'd made it for another client, and when I saw it I wanted it.
I also knew I felt good supporting her work. She and her family need to eat. Winter is coming and heating oil is not cheap.
Whenever you know someone who is doing spiritual work in these difficult times, when you can, help them. It makes a difference to both your lives that you do.
I also saw she's raised her prices compared to mine! And excellent lesson in self-worth and self-love, to make your work the price it needs to be.
On my end, I see my business as not really going anywhere in terms of making and selling things, which is okay. What I do see is that I am filling a tremendous need, and perhaps in the future when things start picking up, people might wish to join us in filling this need.
I gave a bracelet to a neuromonitoring tech last week. And I bring the unicorn cards --the affirmations--every day to the O.R. And on Diwali--total accident to me on scheduling but I'm sure not to spirit--for free I'll teach spiritual art to the nurses, and also and Ell-Dee-SSSS anesthesiologist who enjoys art and is self-taught, and one of my favorite workers in crystal shop who is my friend! I'm buying the canvases, the paint, the brushes and donating my time and services to helping this group 'coalesce' and 'awaken'...and I'm really excited to do that. It's going to be the first of many and it's going to be fun.
Monte-Carlo, Monaco - May 11, 2018 : Red Ferrari 246 Dino F1 (Also Known As Ferrari 156P), Single Seater Old Racing Car, 11th Grand Prix de Monaco Historique
Ross wanted these last two cars.He wants you to know we are well on our way.
'Things are moving fast'.
He also wants me to share with you that Michael, Raphael, and Merlin have done the meditation with me.
I always check with Ross to make sure it's okay. He explains that the part of my soul that is connected to him is always okay. And there are parts of me that are formally connected to the others, and to let those parts of me enjoy the time I spend with them. I know it means a lot to Michael to help me clear my blockages and those I am a proxy for on Earth. Raphael is sweet and kind, very capable, and his healing energy is very strong and much appreciated. Merlin today woke me up before the alarm, and I felt extremely secure and safe when his energy flowed through me in the meditation. His energy is very cozy and like a nice fire in the fireplace on a winter day.
We bring this up because our knowledge of 'how relationships work' on earth is very limited. Our souls are multidimensional and live forever, with many parallel lives going on at the same time.
Be open.
Be free.
Explore the world as it comes to you. Accept what you can change about yourself, and what you can't.
Ross says, 'as long as you do your very best with everything that is thrown at you--literally thrown in your path in your way to get your attention--you will do the work that is required of you, and your emergence from this--it's okay to be a little selfish to yourself when you are going through this process and take time to rest or go in Nature or spend time doing things you enjoy instead of forcing yourself through obligation--and then your energy will 'ignite others'.
Such as with the scrub tech.
I've spoken with him for five years or longer, on these topics, off and on, with no real depth to the passing conversations.
Only NOW is he ready to learn.
I have a feeling it's going to be that way for lots of people. And fortunately for our team, people like that scrub tech are 'people persons', and they have lots of social connections, and they like to talk. Word will spread fast when it hits this layer of the Collective Consciousness.
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Aloha and Mahalos,
Namaste,
Peace,
Ross and Carla
The Twins
