Gaia News Brief 6.10.2014

A Strange Day

One of the posts I put up, of an entire body mitten to be worn when Mercury is retrograde--had the most shares out of anything I have ever posted on the FB page Doctors With Reiki.

I think this is a good point to bring up a difficult to explain topic that is worth mentioning. Let me see if I can put it into words:

• energetically, we are very close to the point of enough people awakening enough to see changes across the globe. As it is now, there is a significant amount of change, only it is just under the radar. If you know where to look, you can see signs of it. 
• there are solar flares and planetary influences right now that are causing havoc with our energy systems. Rest, adequate nutrition, and daily relaxation through hobby or meditation are key to withstand these and assimilate them properly into our energy system. They are for our good, but a little hard on the system.
• Those-Who-Do-Not-Have-Our-Best-Interest-At-Heart are pulling out all the stops right now. This is time for their version of a 'Hail --insert whoever they worship's name here--Pass'.
• Those-Who-Do-Not-Have-Our-Best-Interest-At-Heart also have elaborate technology to bombard us with waveforms that are disruptive to our well-being, things way worse than chemtrails, that we can't see or measure, but they still work, and those are most likely on full force aimed at us too.
• Those-Who-Do-Not-Have-Our-Best-Interest at heart control the commercial news. They are doing their tried and true 'say it until they believe it' methodology. They are also distracting us with 'entertainment' that is scientifically designed to affect us using sophisticated neurolinguistic techniques.
• I know the Light is at the advantage because I see small signs of victory everywhere I look--the gas prices keep dropping (less middle men 'manipulations'), people are opening their hearts more and more--both online and in person, and my own spiritual connection and guidance I am given on a daily basis.

Here is the proof--the 'spin' is on these three pieces which I suspect as having a component of disinformation in them and they all came out recently:

1. Montague Keen inside sources say he works for both sides. Discernment is key. Everything has a little legitimate info in it, but it is mixed with a little 'disinfo' to make the whole thing be rejected as 'not valid'. In this one, they discuss a frightening virus, the ley lines project (which may or may not be connected to the Light), and a really scary physical attack Veronica sustained--all of which could plausibly be true. However, the LOVE energy, of nurturing, warmth, love and compassion, is lacking. click here  I do not doubt for one minute that the dark do ritual every day. I am sure that part is totally true. It's nothing new--they have done so for ages. (for more on this look up the work of Kevin Annett)
2. Allen Rowland a convert story--and also use of the Red Pill analogy. Yes, many of the things in this link are true. And many of the 'facts' are conveniently twisted, sound plausible, and appease the MIND. It is like seeing the truth, but not on a deeper level, so you STOP searching because this author has done 'all the work' for you. If you want the REAL story, the REAL 'Red Pill', you take this:  Red Pill A  and Red Pill B. These are the two that woke me up, and I read every single word of them over several days.
3. Mary Magdalen Channeling Natalie Glasson is thought to be a pure channel. I read this post with interest. And then I started to feel sorry for Mary Magdalen again...the message got to the part where 'Fear Is Love' and I freaked out. I literally started going 'Full Alarms--Red Flag Alert!' because the Illuminati teach that white is black, and black is white.   I actually went to the highest available intel source I could, both in 3D and with my consciousness, and spirit was surprisingly quiet on this. My concerns were taken seriously, but they had to all go back to their councils and meeting rooms to work this one out. 

This is one of my favorite Bible verses:  

There is no fear in love; but perfect love casts out fear, because fear involves torment. But he who fears has not been made perfect in love.  1 John 4:18

My Fear

I owe Mary Magdalen an apology. She meant well. She happened to choose a channel, who is of the school of thought that the longer and more complex the channeled message, the better it is.  Two of us, myself and the one I contacted, couldn't understand the message. Confusion is always a tip off that disinfo might be taking place, even with the pure heart of the sweet and kind channel Mary Magdalen used. 

But in sending this--and Mary Magdalen is wise and has a plan--I went completely BALLISTIC.   I cursed. I swore. I was inconsolable.

Any time you put in a nickel's worth of stimulus, and a quarter's worth of reaction comes out, chances are it is something that person has to work on--mentally, emotionally, spiritually--and in my case, it was all THREE.

I put out like, twenty dollars in change--KABOOM.

And Mary Magdalen was right, my volcano exploded.

(But at least I am more funny than she is--and have a better sense of humor! LOL)

My fear is that the resistance movement will stall out and fail after I've invested so much of my resources--my time, energy, and treasure--into the Liberation of Gaia.

My fear is that what happened to Ross and me on our FIRST mission, will in some way repeat itself.

The opposition is formidable, and has stalled Ascension most recently as 1996. They opened a portal in the Congo, and that was it.

Right now, there is work to do some Isis Portal by another 'team'--and I fear history is going to repeat itself.

So I prayed to Creator. I said what I was afraid of. And I--can't take the Catholic out of the girl--said five Hail Marys to show that I meant my word.

Long story short--when I had a massage last week, I asked for deep tissue work to 'get the knots out'. To be honest, it really hurt, the deep massage. And it got to a point where all I could do was concentrate on breathing OUT all the tension that had accumulated in those areas of the deep body work that was being done. Mentally, spiritually, emotionally, although I knew it was for my highest good to release all I had been carrying around, it was a struggle. But ever since, I have felt good in those areas and been more loose ever since.

Natalie and Mary Magdalen got it right.  Even if they were wordy. Here is my 'take' on it, the 'study notes':

• You are a powder keg of bottled up fear from your many, many, many past life experiences including this one.
• Many painful things, as a soul, are buried in the Consciousness, much like a traumatic experience represses itself in the subconscious in this life.
• I have had molest as a child, at the hands of five people at the same time--it was a group who attacked me-- when I was four. I thought at the time I was going to die, and clearly thought, 'so this is what it is like to be dead?' before I passed out from the pain.
• This memory buried until I was twenty-six.
• I have learned to allow the subconscious to heal itself--and to function with it--by making it the analogy to a cat coughing up a fur ball.  (I added a video if you are not familiar with cats)

cat fur ball

• remember that our guides, angels, and deceased loved ones do their best to soothe us during this difficult process to bring the buried energy 'memories' or 'patterns' to the surface to prepare us for life in the higher dimensions. Difficult as it may seem while you go through it, it is a 'good thing'.
• This process happens on its own with very little warning, and can return from time to time as more things that need to be cleared come up.
• ask for help. Ross asked Divine Mother today, for a special healing for me, for this reason. I confided all that was on my heart, and she listened, as this acknowledgement of my deep fear in this whole Ascension for the planet and every body on it has come up. Your help doesn't have to be incarnate--just ask in meditation or as you so feel guided to do--for help. It will arrive.
• They will NOT do the work for you, but they will be like a doula,  to help you in your efforts.

I hope this is clear and welcome assistance to you. I sense many of us are going to go through similar changes.

I also got put into a Light Box for most of the day, in spirit. In 3D,  I lay in bed, and rested, and held a Hooty Heatable Owl I had warmed in the microwave, while I slept. Mine is the turquoise one. to see a Hooty

Ross

Carla had a rough day. She is correct about her assessment of the situation and the energies. (waves hands around as if trying to clear the air of smoke). There is a lot going on 'down there'!

Don't think we haven't got a handle on it. WE do.

Mary Magdalen, Carla's Higher Self, and Carla had a very difficult time on this lesson. They have earned a well-deserved rest.

I stayed out of it.

I wasn't going to deal with it. It is like watching your kid get an i.v. or a shot. You know it is something that is right for them, but as someone close to your heart, when they scream on a soul level, your heart sinks down to your feet, and you cry silent tears inside.

They didn't have to restrain me. I watched in real time as everything happened.

Carla has the ability to self-right herself more quickly after something blindsides her--as with this message from our dear and beloved Natalie Glasson did to Carla today.  She is almost like a cat, my mate, and is learning to fall always right side up, no matter what gets thrown at her, or how she finds herself falling in her energy to a lower vibration.

Her energy signal is more clear, and resolute, toward the eventual victory to the Light Forces on Gaia.

Just for today, the two of us, worked on the grids--taking hold of the new one--and disentangled it from the old Matrix. We shook it with all our might, and you can expect 'chunks' of the old reality to start falling away like broken mirrors in a maze in the dark at the amusement park. You will find holes in it enough to quickly find your way to the end of the challenge that the maze presents.

We also gave a healthy blast of healing to a flu shot clinic, creating a second vortex at the facility where she works (Carla is on call tonight).

WE gave the Divine Healing Codes to optimize nutrition to every vending machine at the cafeteria, and by intent, blessed ALL vending machines worldwide.

Finally, we put the Violet Flame into the ATM at work, directing it all the way home back to the corrupt Fiat monetary world banking system, to bring awareness for all.

This is what she found, at the ATM, and also prayed for these three individuals--she asks you to join us in our blessing for abundance and prosperity for these people who work at the hospital who are unknown to us, and also to any of you who might be in the same situation:

October 4, 2014, 8:18 am    sixty dollar withdrawal.  remaining balance $1,645.68

October 5, 2014,  6:29 am    forty dollar withdrawal.  remaining balance $4,867.21

October 3, 2014   7:01 pm    twenty dollar withdrawal.  remaining balance $123.09

Dear Heavenly Father,

I offer this prayer on behalf of all who live paycheck to paycheck. For their struggles, dear Father, ease their suffering. For their endurance and hope, strengthen it. Allow the tyranny of financial struggles to haunt them no more.

May the abundance and prosperity of the cosmos be in their hearts.

And may the awakening, as difficult as it is individually, hasten, so as to invite us to the banquet of abundance and prosperity for all.

People do not know this, but in the Higher Realms we do not need to go shopping. Not once.  Getting what you need, from a meal to a house, is a simple and straightforward as making a cup of tea with an electric kettle.

Please open their hearts, and allow them to let go of the 'treasures' the illusion does give, in order to usher in the ability to manifest with their hearts, as we do at home, where I live, in the Higher Vibrations or 'higher realms' as it is often referred to.

Lady Gaia joins us, is asking for the homeless to be welcomed to their new homes, if they seek an end to the nomadic existence.

Lady Gaia asks for all food to be of the highest nutritional value, and available to all of her children in her heart.

WE ask for all needs to be met simply and efficiently, in the shortest possible time, for all who inhabit the Earth--no political boundaries or religious factions.

In this we pray...

Shalom, Peace, Paix, Paz, etc.

Aloha and Mahalos,

Namaste,

Peace,

Ross and the adorable Carla the Reiki Doc who is as precious to me when she is angry and cursing, as she is when she is loving and gentle with her whole heart.

Our poor Mary Magdalen got a workout today! But she held up well despite the onslaught, and the lava didn't cause anyone that much harm as Volcano Carla exploded one last time...

Momi

You are beautiful, Ross said, just a few minutes ago.

He said this while I was in tears.

He encouraged me to put on my new pendant.

I confided to him how scared and afraid I had been to witness the emotions, of my pre-adolescent son, and how I didn't know what to do, and how I was in a world of pain...I was so very tired of being strong, and for having to be 'on' to be heading things off at the pass with that boy emotionally..

And the moment the necklace went on, in a flash, I understand the lesson of momi (moh-mee)- the Hawaiian word for pearl--that very beautiful lessons come out of confusion, fear, and pain.


Win A Pearl:
I should have known when the woman before us at the Dole Plantation counter three days ago was miffed at the Maui Divers sales woman.  I easily read the body language. But my son remembered opening an oyster two years ago, and I thought it might be nice to just buy one oyster for each. (He had just pulled a fifty percent off a pearl coupon from the basket and was very happy).

This lady was something else! Very single minded, very pushy, telling him so thick that 'your mother needs this jewelry' that even my nine-year old got upset. She is the ONLY person at any pearl facility who automatically drilled a hole in the pearl first, without asking. (as a matter of fact, ever since I got my first pearl at Marineland in Palos Verdes when I was nine, I have never, ever had one of my pearls mounted OR drilled.)

We settled on a very small turtle pendant made of gold to mount his beautiful, pink pearl he picked from his oyster. We opted out of the chain she encouraged us to buy. And I also refused a credit application that would have saved me fifty dollars (the interest rate was twenty-six percent!).

'Turtles are lucky!' the sales lady said, as she wrapped it. (they have it all figured out, pink pearls mean love, white ones mean happiness and dark ones mean wisdom).

I thought the expense was worth it for my son to run into one of these women like her--all about the sale, faking that it was all about you, and not taking 'no' for an answer--it was a valuable lesson that will teach him what traits are a huge red flag in a potential mate!


The Chain:
I wanted to look at a store at the Ala Moana mall tonight. The place had changed since I fell in love with it ten years ago. I couldn't recognize it. Just two years ago it had it's 'look'--a breezy, simple mall with some nice stores, but understated tropical theme. They are still adding on to it, and I had to use Navigation to find it when I was only three minutes away.

This jewelry store I was interested in advertised with a sign that said sixty percent off, and I got a fine gold chain for only forty dollars.

I had wanted some earrings, too, so we looked, and my son found a beautiful pair with very small diamonds, at a super reasonable price, that matched the necklace he had bought for me for my birthday. With Ross' symbol on it. I put them on and wore them home.


The Diamond:
Earlier today, I packed a lunch and we made a short trip to Honolulu to Diamond Head State Monument. It was ninety-two degrees. I brought cold water and also a spray fan device. It's strenuous, I won't kid you. Ten years ago I danced ballet with the Hawaii State Junior Company for class to keep in shape while I was at conference for work here and one week away from my studio. (I danced two hours about five times a week, and performed.) And back THEN, I could barely breathe up the ascend! But the view was remarkable.

As you may know, my son has some weight issues, and on top of that, some emotional concerns due to bullying.

I took all of my patience and kindness and encouragement to coax him up that hill. I knew it would build confidence. As it turned out, both his father and teacher never let him rest on strenuous activities--they just yelled at him for falling behind. So we took breaks, I squirted both of us when it got hot, and we took the stairs up 'to the military part'--stairs that go almost straight UP.

On the way down, excited, he encouraged the weary ones going up, that the view was 'so WORTH it!!!'.

He had also helped me get over my fear of heights, too.

It was really good.


Can't Say No:
Ross said, 'Buy him sunglasses' when we were at the Oakley store, and his heart was set on a pair that was one hundred sixty dollars.

I said no.

A nine year old does not need fancy sunglasses. They get lost. He never wears them--has several pairs of decent but much much cheaper ones.

I asked him if I have to pay one hundred fourteen dollars (a clearance Shaun White pair) for him to know I love him?

In my heart of hearts, I knew he wanted them because he is interested in being 'older'. I also knew that he wouldn't like the 'sale' ones once we got home. And more--I knew he would ask me for something else about thirty seconds after we bought them.

He said something, I lost my temper and he started crying and saying he wanted to die. I managed to get us up to the car, but he had the worst emotional meltdown I have seen since he threatened suicide about one month ago. All of the pain from the bullying, all of the anger, all of the rage, all of the hate,  all of the loneliness, came out as he writhed and screamed in the car...

I couldn't drive like that. It wasn't safe.

I couldn't calm him down, and neither could he.

I came that close to calling 911 to take him to a psychiatric ER.

The security guy on the bike came by. He said several people complained about how I was yelling at my son.

I explained politely the situation, how he is under the care of a professional, I thought he might need to go to the hospital, and how I can't drive safely with him like this.  He understood, and said, in true Hawaiian aloha--you can take all the time that you need.

After that, my boy calmed, and as I drove us away,  he shared more about the bullying, and how his teacher called people 'guilty' when they did something wrong, and the emotional toll this last year has been on him at school was such a heavy load for him to bear.


The Lifesaver:
Whoever suggested the Insulin Resistance Diet book, truly, has saved both of our lives. It is working. We have done this now for about two weeks.

My son ate protein for dinner, and for his carb, wanted ice cream. He asked the Haagen Dazs lady for the nutritional guide--she gave him a notebook binder with plastic sheets--and the chocolate ice cream was within his carb limits for the meal.

I see him getting more features in his face and his body going slimmer, and also not having the terrible hunger he used to get like before. It's helping me too, to break that cycle of low blood sugar.

It's set us free.


The Night:
I know from Ross, that our son--(he is the Spiritual Father, he asked me ten years ago at my room in the W Hotel on Diamond Head--I didn't know him at the time but he was 'some guy who seemed interested in my answer' when Blessed Mother asked if I would like to have a baby?  With the biological father, once I got back home from conference, there was one time we were together where his face completely transformed, the new face glowed, and looked very much like Owen Wilson with long hair--of all people! I was pregnant about four weeks after that.)--that our son is going to be okay.

As I lay next to our boy, at his request to help him sleep, I was torn and so tearful when Ross asked gently, 'did you have a hard day?'

I went to my room once the breathing was of sound sleep from the child, and I lost it. I told Ross I was scared.  I was confused. At the same time, I realized we had a lot of important 'stuff' come up from my son's sharing his feelings and my doing what the counselor said and validating his feelings...I also realized that this chakra is WAY out of whack and needs some attention

Ross also said that the trick with our son is to let him think he has the choices and the decisions, when in fact he does not. Like a friend of mine said, 'you make a list of the things the kids can do for vacation activities and you let them pick'.


Momi:
The oyster has a lot of pain from an irritant inside it as it grows.
This is what becomes the lustrous pearl, which shines so beautifully in the light.
The ugly oyster has the best pearls.
I discovered this by accident, when the sales lady at Maui Divers at Dole, had let me pick the pearl oyster that comes 'free' with a purchase. She got four out from under the counter. Ross told me to pick the ugly one (I didn't know that's how it works) and to my surprise two beautiful pink matching pearls came out of the oyster! (she had wanted to sell us earrings)

While the oyster is smoothing away the irritant on the inside, that takes energy that would otherwise go to making a pretty, and symmetrical oyster. Therefore, 'the uglier the oyster, the more beautiful the pearl', and in my case, twin pearls.

I even heard a sales lady--a different one at a different stand at the store (there are three at the plantation)--tell a couple to 'pick the ugliest one'.

They did and got a beautiful dark one that was larger than usual, and the couple was delighted with their find!


So when life 'get you down', I want you to remember two things:

• you ARE beautiful--or handsome--whichever term you prefer.  You ARE!
• maybe life is throwing you a momi--a pearl--and soon you will understand the nature of the lesson.

No wonder why that pearl came to me...to give me hope right now as I wear it around my neck...and to let me know when it comes to my beloved, handsome son...there is a momi lesson for me in being a single parent, with a helping hand from my Twin Flame, and husband from another life who has found me in this dimension because I am a medium and can 'sense' such things...

It is my hope that perhaps this 'lesson' may 'resonate' with you, and give you comfort in times of distress, too.

Ross also let me know that the energies are strong in supporting the powers of manifestation, and that for those who think 'negatively', those feelings are going to magnify the outcomes at this time. This applies for everyone! So keep your positive outlook UP as best you can...

Aloha and Mahalos,

Namaste,

Peace,

Reiki Doc and Ross who loves both her and their little one very much.



P.S. I have been on vacation in Hawaii, but kept it out of the blogs, at Ross' request for some privacy. It is okay now to let you know. Namaste.

Your Energy Body And The Ascension Process: What To Expect

Your body that lets you touch, taste, see, hear, and feel, is your Physical Body.

You have more bodies. You inhabit them all at the same time. And they are superimposed.

Ever heard of your 'aura'? Of course you have! You may call it 'picking up a vibe' when you get a sensation/knowing from somebody else's aura when they come in proximity to your own.

That is your Energy Body, so to speak. (There are others, but let's talk about them later--what is important is that the others can't be seen as well).

Would you like to FEEL your energy body? Just do this:

• rub your hands together a little
• take them apart, past shoulder width
• hold them palms facing each other, fingers up
• slowly move them gently toward one another
• when you get to a point where you feel a 'resistance' between them, that it your aura!

Gaia is undergoing some energy shifts right now. They may affect you. You might feel tingling or buzzing in your body. Or sudden sleepiness. Confusion, lack of motivation…perhaps a sensation of pressure…

Here are some things that I know are going on. Let me explain them for you, like a good doctor!

As we 'ascend' (this is the word for the vibration of every molecule in our body going 'faster' and 'speeding up' without gaining 'heat'--it has to do with subtle energies that are more quantum in nature and difficult to measure without a linear accelerator or cyclotron or other large equipment) or bodies absorb the energy, assimilate them, and then adapt.

This is the exact same phenomenon with Reiki Attunements--the energy on this 'scale' in the 'energy body' steps up.

As it was explained to me a while ago, there are many 'levels' of ascension--everyone will, but some will go higher and perhaps have a simpler adaptation to it. Reiki practitioners are already used to the experience and will be useful to explain this to the others who are new to the entire process.

Those who have done a lot of clearing in the past year or two will have a smooth ride, and arrive 'First Class' to the destination (energy level called 5D where Gaia, the plants, and animals already ARE--they upgraded in 2012). 

Those who are energy workers like an experienced Reiki-attuned Kundalini Yoga instructor who recently contacted me, are going to 'know something is up' but not be sure what to make of it. She felt a global 'jolt' but is not 'all that sure energetically' what is happening with Gaia and wanted to 'check'.
For her this energy felt like FEAR. There was a blog post I read this week that said, 'Expect fear, expect fear, expect fear'. I thought it was disinformation, and opted not to repost it on my social media site. (I have sources who have been training me to detect 'disinfo'--they are very active in the Liberation of the Planet at this time, and have been for more than my adult lifetime.)

How do you explain 'FEAR' when you know that some people are going to experience 'smooth sailing' and others are not during the ascension process? As this reader said, 'it feels snobby' the way I described it as flying first class (whether the effort was extended consciously or not these individuals spiritually are 'almost there' already and it's not a huge impact on their energy body), coach (people who  for some reason unknown but to Source, are not exactly 'almost there' in any way shape or form but through Divine Dispensation are going to ascend anyways with the rest of the inhabitants of Gaia) and business class (for some reason 'in between' in their experience of symptoms for whatever reason that is to do with the amount of 'course study' undertaken by the soul through its multiple total life experiences.)

Therefore I come to this 'notion', and it is 'just me' and 'nobody else is saying it but my intuition and 'gut': 

• There are certain attachments and implants and mind control 'things' put out by those who control the banks and the media--sort of like GMO and High Fructose Corn Syrup of the Energy realms. I don't think those things are going to come off without some effect on the host organism. Imagine them like 'ticks' that have been sucking the life force out of you and have to come off.

There is NO judgement whatsoever, but just like in a walk in the forest, there are things out there like 'ticks' that for some reason 'stick on'.

This woman was experiencing bouts of FEAR from nowhere! I think it was a 'last ditch desperate move energy impulse by the DYING cabal' that was sent in to those 'attachments thingies'  as the decisive victory was made early this week. (I can't tell you how I know, just know it's Intel from a good source)
To make this process of Energy Ascension more comfortable for You, just ground to Gaia, drink plenty of pure water, and eat 'light' and organic and healthy. Think of it as having a 'real good Reiki cleanse' that goes along with your attunement!  

The focus of this article is to awaken you enough to be looking out with compassion for our brothers and sisters, who through no fault of their own, are totally 'asleep' by the 'herd-instinct protocols' that have been placed on them by 'those who do not have our best interest at heart'. These energy bodies are going to have deeper penetration of the 'attach mechanisms' and are less prepared to understand what is happening to them. Like sailing on choppy seas, they too will arrive at their destination but with less 'frills' and 'comfort', and possibly a little more 'shaken up'. 

It is our duty as Light workers to steady ourselves, first. Then as Healers, to step in and assist those who are really have a rough time with the changes that are for the better in the long term, but somewhat 'surprising' to them now.

Some of you are going to feel like you are in a fog. No energy. You can't think. You can barely function. Even coffee doesn't help.

This is normal and expected: you are being unplugged from the Matrix (3D) and being plugged in to the energies of the 5D 'grids'.

This recently happened to some friends of mine who underwent implant removal by request. This response was seen by one who had an implant at the base of the brain that was controlling his thoughts to always register 'drink, drink, you are stupid, you are a loser, you are scum'. This individual is a scientist from the times of Atlantis, who came back to do important things, and has been under psychic attack and spiritual control of his energy body this entire incarnation of over fifty years. And after the implant was removed, thirty-five years of active alcoholism VANISHED with not a desire to drink. But the process of 'unplugging' left him virtually 'stunned and incapacitated' for about a week.
All he could do was lie on the couch and 'get by' as best as he could. He even baked cookies!
(how sweet is that? he loves to bake!)

If this is happening to you, give it time. Spend time in Nature. Don't read news or watch T.V. Embrace 5D and think of it like a 'cleanse' too.

At one point, the fog will clear and you will arrive at your 'destination'.

What should you do?

Think of it like the houses that put up their Christmas Lights in the neighborhood at the holidays. Everyone does it when they have the time and the resources to do so.

Do you have to decorate your neighbor's house down the block? (assist in raising their vibration).

No . Not at all. Just shine your beautiful Light Display and everyone will notice the joy and spirit of your 'home'.

Then they will think, 'I want to decorate my home with the beautiful lights too' and their Higher Self or 'Consciousness' will decide to 'accept' the 'package' of the new Higher Energies that is waiting for them. It has already arrived! Think of it like a package on the front porch. First they have to open the door, look at it, see it is for them, and open it. Then decide to use it now or put it away for when they are 'ready'.

Here is my house--just kidding!

Enjoy the beauty as the Event approaches. It will be sudden and unmistakeable. But until then, every 'house' is going to get the chance to 'decorate' with Light of the Higher Vibrations (or the Galactic Central Sun, if you wish to call it properly by its name.) at the perfect time for them.

Aloha and Mahalos,

Namaste,

Reiki Doc

A Message From Our Lady--July 14, 2013

My Beautiful Children,

Everything happens for the best. Even 'this'.

I want you to remember this in the coming hours, days, weeks, and months; no matter what you see with your two eyes (points to her eyes), always remind yourself to add 'what your heart sees' (points to her chest) to 'go along with it'.

Without this important information that is issued from your Heart, where Truth is always evident, it is easy to get 'swept up' in the fray of 'what is going on everywhere'. There are those who are counting on this natural phenomenon of humanity and are planning to exploit it in you and all of my children that are dear to me and walk upon the planet earth that I call Gaia when I come and talk with you.

I want you to ask yourself the following two questions when you 'see' something with your eyes and heart:

1. Is FEAR a component of anything that is being 'interpreted' by my five senses? There is a fine difference between 'acknowledging danger to myself and to others' like with a physical threat, a gun perhaps, or a sharp cliff that is high up over everything and you are at the precipice. The need to protect is eminent, and the need to protect one's self is of highest importance at this time. After this danger is met, fear goes away naturally. It is like a wave that comes in from the ocean. One wave, CRASH, and that's it.
2. Is DREAD based on CUMULATIVE PAST EXPERIENCES behind the interpretation of what you see and know to be 'true' in your heart center? For example, the price of gasoline fuel for your vehicle is always going higher. You notice this and then you project for yourself how your budget is going to be affected, and you send out worry 'I can't do this!' vibrations out from your head to the entire Universe that is listening to you, waiting for your desire to manifest! So from 'I want more abundance so that I can pay for this awful expensive gasoline', which is a 'healthier' way to approach this 'danger' that is perceived by the mind and soul experience,  the 'message' that is sent to the Universe is 'I can't afford this' and an air of defeat is projected from the mind. Guess what the Universe produces in response to this 'cause and effect'? That is correct--more and more fiscal hardship!

The Universe is on your side if you are willing to follow the science behind the 'art of manifesting'.

It is a very simple 'art'--allow yourself to feel the wonder and the pleasure of what you wish to come true--almost like Cinderella and her floor washing and her dancing with the animals, always keeping in mind the wonder-filled magic of dancing with her Prince. Against overwhelming adversity, she rose above the situation and had her dreams come true, or  as we say it here in the Higher Realms, 'manifest'.

Always watch who is making your thoughts that you are projecting into the Universe.

If the answer to question 1 is yes and 2 is no, then you are on the 'right path' so to speak, and no one is 'hijacking' your power to 'co-create' and 'manifest'. 

If the answer to 2 is 'yes' at any time, worry not! Have faith! Now that you are awakened to the honesty of how the news is designed to create a 'fear response' in you in order to 'co-create' what it is that THEY who run the society themselves desire to benefit themselves, you are best able to 'defend yourselves' and 'take back what is OURS'.

You have a birth right to 'co-create the BEST' for your growth and personal development.

I want you to start practicing with the little things. Whenever you go to look for a parking spot, a little in advance, ask you guides and deceased Loved Ones to help make one opening for your vehicle. Always ask them for the Highest Good and For (what you want) or SOMETHING BETTER. They will be delighted to co-create with you and help in this manifestation.

Once you get the 'hang of it' you will be well on your way to a wonderful art of 'manifesting' what is desired. Once again, I remind you to add the terms to what you wish, 'For the Highest Good' and 'for THIS or Something BETTER.'

The ability to co-create with pleasure is one of the gifts I am offering you today. It is exactly like Dorothy and her Ruby Slippers. She always had the ability to go back to Kansas the entire time she was in Oz! But with the ability to manifest, it doesn't even take one click of the heels, never mind three! (she is laughing and has the most beautiful laughter that is filled with Joy and Light.)

The power to co-create is FUN! I want you to have a good time with it. Start with the beautiful parking spaces, and take your own steps 'up' from there!

I love you and I want all of my children to be happy in the coming times! (she kisses the tops of all of our heads).

Love and Light and Always Have Fortitude! 

Mother Mary

This was channelled by Reiki Doc. All rights reserved and protected. Permission is given to share this in the original form with all wording intact.

Namaste,

Reiki Doc

Healing Is Not Pretty

Healing is not pretty. It is intimate, earthy, and sometimes even smells so bad I want to throw up. I can tell pseudomonas infection from anaerobic infection just by the familiar smell of it. I also smell my patient's breath when I intubate and extubate them. Liver breath smells like burnt tires. Diabetic breath is sickening sweet. Kidney breath is chemical. I am that close. I live with it. And I know.

Today I went into the Buddha Shack for yoga somewhat hopeful. The Buddha had promised me a 'surprise' when I last saw him yesterday. It was a beautiful morning, and I was happy to be practicing yoga with my friend and new Reiki Master, Hope.

The Buddha came in right away. During the anadevi series (today was Fat Free Yoga), there is a lot of meditation in between exercises. He handed me a lotus that had a strange quality to it: it looked both gold and white at the same time. It was big and had a stem on it. He held it between the palms of his hands. There were many petals, too many too count, rows and rows and rows of them. He slid his hands against one another, and the lotus started to spin. It was breathtaking.

He said he came here to watch me do yoga, to show he cares and to give support.

During another meditation, from a small break in the garden, a menehune came right up to me with a lei. He put it on my neck and said, 'welcome, we are glad you are here'. I knew there were many more behind him, but could not see. The flowers were small and shaped with a taper at both ends, and white. There was no fragrance. It was a single strand lei. I said, 'thank you' and he stepped back into the forest.

The work was hard. After 'the piston' exercise, we rested briefly. The Buddha offered me water in a Raku earthenware grey cup. I drank, and felt refreshed in a different way from regular water. It was Spirit Water, and I sensed it was very healing.

After some more exercises, in Spirit, he embraced me. My head was on his left shoulder, and I could just relax in his arms. I was feminine, and he was masculine, and the energies 'balanced' in harmony. He sensed that I 'needed' his strength, and was happy to 'be there' for me. I did not collapse on him, I only enjoyed the warmth and solidness of his presence.

He gestured up and I saw the beautiful night skies over Hawaii. He was showing me that there is so much more to life than these bodies, these 'busy lives we lead'. I stepped back from him, and my body became ablaze with white light. I wanted to go up to be with the stars, and briefly, I did.

Then the meditation was over and we went back to leg lifts and other fire-breath exercises.

With open hands, thumbs out, left on top of right at the heart chakra, palms up, Devi started an 'if you can feel it you can heal it' meditation.

Feel sad. I did. I thought about my entire life as a woman without relationship. What a waste of my Divine Feminine Energy. I almost cried, but I held back the tears. Hope was there, and I did not want to upset her. We breathed and let it go.

Feel fear. This is the first time I let myself feel the fear from my attack on me when I was four. I was there. I felt it. I was going to die. I was panicking and looking for my mom in spirit, for my body was being held down. I was on fire with pain and the pillow was pressing so hard on my face to cover my screams I could not breathe. (at the time I blacked out). I was in that moment of anticipating death again, in that Buddha Shack. I was crying and sobbing. And then we breathed the terror out.

Feel  anger. This one was not easy. There was a time only a few days ago where I felt so angry I could spit! Now I just looked a the situation; I saw my Divine Feminine being 'blocked' by this person, but I could not hold the anger. I saw that all three emotions were connected, and I wanted very much to heal. We then breathed it out.

I felt better.

The yoga DVD ended. It was time to chant. I sat on my heels, clasped my 'pendulum aromatherapy necklace' as my 'mala' and let go. om prim pram prom sa shani a nama ha we said over and over.

Then The Buddha arrived.

He had my present.

It was a jewelry box. Not just any jewelry box. It was a Japanese black lacquered jewelry box with a music box in it, just like my nana's. It was lined with red silk, and had many drawers. It smelled just like hers. It had the tiny designs on the top, just like hers used to have, with people and mountains and flowers...all so beautiful and delicate.

I was thrilled.

Somehow, as a child, I made the conclusion that 'you could not be a grown woman and beautiful until you had a jewelry box like this.' I never said that to anybody. I didn't even get nana's jewelry box, it went to my baby sister since I got the dining table and the china cabinet.

There is no more perfect gift after my massive healing of my wounded feminine part of me, than this gift. Somehow the Buddha knew! He said further that it was for 'spiritual jewels', and placed inside it the Blue Lotus and the White/Gold Lotus. He also showed me a bodhi seed mala he is going to send to me in the Earth plane. It has a red string. He made sure I got a good look at it so I would recognize it when it arrives in my path.

He let me know he cared about me for who I am. I found acceptance, love and support in his presence and his consciousness. 

Buddha has a heart, and it found me.

He smiled, and brought his head close. He touched his third eye--brow--to mine and pressed it.

I smiled a smile of sheer delight!!

He said he would come back, every now and then, but he would always watch over me and be available when I call.

The point is that many times healing requires others. For today, it was anadevi, Hope, the Menehune, and the Buddha himself. And luck. Beautiful, magical luck to heal my deepest suffering. You see, all of it was connected--the sorrow, the fear, and the anger.

Today I let it go.

I share because I have total believe and confidence that you can heal your suffering too. Be open, and it will happen. This is KNOW.

Namaste,

Reiki Doc

Love-A To See You

"There is no fear in love, because perfect Love casts out Fear"

Two Visits:

The Convalescent Home: Grandmother

Grandmother is ninety years old, and has dementia. A survivor of abuse as a child, she recently suffered at the hands of a loved one and their partner, who had considered her an 'investment'. The details are not important, except for the purposes of a back story for this 'talk story', ya?

She is in her new home, one that is closer to the family. It is my first visit. She is lying in her bed, low to the floor, little cap on her head and two crocheted blankets on her. One was the expensive pink one I had bought. She smiled and kissed me, and I greeted her with delight.

She wanted to know if I had brought her anything. I pulled out a bag of M&M's and fed them to her one at a time. She smiled with pleasure at the chocolate. I had to make a big show out of eating them with her, as she will not eat if you do not eat a little too. 

In her broken English, she said, 'what do you-a know about-a this life? It can-a be short, long-a, you-a never know--who would have-a thought that I would be here-a like-a this?' She points up to the ceiling and says, 'Only God can decide when we live or we die'.

I saw her kiss the hand of the nurse that gave her medicine and a supplement shake to drink. (she had been badly malnourished and thin). 

She looked and me and said, 'We should be happy all the time!'

She also thought today was two miracles, one because I came to see her (she had been thinking about me) and the other because her table was so pretty with a table cloth at dinner. 

'I am-a so blessed! she said, as I said I had to go. 

'Mangia!' I told her, as clearly I was distracting her from her supper.

'Ciao!'

'Ciao.'

Telemetry, Big Box Hospital: my parent

There is drama. All three children are at the bedside. We watch the T.V. together. The i.v. had caused the hand to swell. Although the metabolic problems were corrected, a new problem has cropped up.

The sister who spent last night and is going to spend this night 'looks like she is in jail', my other sibling said.

It is true. In the hospital, with a loved one who is fearful of every little thing, even the way the tubing to the leg squeezers (to prevent blood clots) is arranged, it puts a person on edge. The hypervigilance of the parent, the constant need to reassure, to explain the same thing over and over again is emotionally draining.

'Hey doctor, I have a question for you?' my parent said. They wanted to know about the condition requiring a long-term drain. I explained it my best, in my most gentle and optomistic terms.

The parent grunts and says, 'That's what the specialist said.' All day long, there has been obsessing about the drain. How to manage it. Hoping against all hope for a way perhaps one person would say it was not needed after all.

There is a total disconnect between the ego and the clinical situation in this patient, who happens to be my parent. Three kids, all taking turns to keep our parent from being alone, for one week, making huge sacrifices of our time and energy all to keep our parent's fear in check.

I have seen this kind of mindset clinically. There is no way to calm fear in someone like this. Not without chemicals like Versed. It just doesn't work.

My doctor, whom I saw recently because of a cough that keeps getting worse, issued me a one-hour each day limit. My doctor is from the same Mediterranean background as me. His parents are even more like this than mine!

The moral of the story is:  there is no 'I' in Love. Grandmother is all heart. Parent is love taking third place after Fear and Ego. Parent is innocent, except for permitting this pattern in the first place; it has taken root and is lowering the quality of their life experience.

'There are two ways to look at life. The first is as if nothing is a miracle. The second is as if everything is a miracle.' - Albert Einstein

What habits would you like to cultivate in you? The first step is to be aware of them. In the dining room, there was a woman with echolalia. She would say the same thing over and over. 'I don't want any! I don't want any! I don't want any! I don't want any! and 'Help me! Help me! Help me! Help me!'

Sometimes we get echolalia in our head. They can be good thoughts. And they can be fearful thoughts. The examples are in the talk-stories shared above. We do not have to permit echolalia of the fearful thoughts. We have the strength to acknowledge them, and nip them in the bud, plucking them out like weeds, and concentrating on the beautiful loving thoughts we would like to have. This IS a miracle! That we have the power to select and 'edit' what is on our mind. That is the definition of Free Will and the ticket to Freedom for the Higher Dimensions.

Namaste,

Reiki Doc