Ross asked me to write.
Yesterday, on the way to work, I asked him for help. I felt lost between all the changes that are coming and happening. I didn't know what to do with myself, or with my life. In my reading of Revelation yesterday, there was a chapter that said that the only people who survive--run--when God is making a big punishment/dramatic thing. And people like Lot were escorted by angels OUT of the area of danger.
I keep getting the message to stay put.
So I am.
And Ross said, simply, 'hold my hand'.
So I've been holding it.
At work, it wasn't a good day yesterday. I only worked four hours and my stress level was up and up. I learned we aren't a unionized hospital. And that's why the staff make less, but there's little oversight to the hours worked. Our sister hospital is union. And I know even through it's a trauma center, there isn't the same working all night and having to come back in to work the next day without sleep like at my hospital.
Who knows how long it's going to be my hospital? I don't know.
I'm holding Ross' hand.
Pomona Valley hospital retracted all their religious exemption denials and approved everyone.
At ours there was an email: Religious Exemption Request - Follow-Up,
Hello, (note there's no name)
This email confirms that we received your request for a religious accommodation to exempt you from (or hospital) COVID-19 vaccination policy. We have finished our initial review of your submitted form. Next, we plan to schedule time to continue to engage in the interactive process with you. HR will connect with you next week.
Thanks and have a great weekend,
Manager, Human Resources.
I got one of those letters once. At the University. I had to meet at a certain time with the Chair of the department. The Vice Chair was in the room too. As I drove to park, my colleague who had the meeting before me gestured with the throat slicing hand gesture as he crossed the street in front of my car. I went up to the office and the two chairs were laughing like it's a big joke. They invited me in, and all the chair said was, 'things change!' and handed me a formal letter of not renewing my contract, there was sixty days notice, and I had to turn in my badge immediately. It was horrific.
I know from my friend who got an MBA at Harvard that there are classes teaching managers how to say things to get employees to do things, using advanced psychology. My friend said, 'DON'T BUY IT!' to me. And this was like, thirty years ago.
The surge itself is going down. Maybe forty patients system-wide.
My friends who are requesting the religious exemption are all very calm, and I am too. Remember how when you are being used by Spirit for a purpose, the Holy Spirit fills you with calm and peace.
Today I have to go back to the hospital to see a patient who had a complication. It's a no-report event, it's resolving. But it made me deeply sad it happened.
Tomorrow I go to another hospital to renew my ACLS/BLS. Every two years, two weekends in September get taken up with that. And every time, the administrative assistants send meaner and meaner letters earlier and earlier warning you of the impending expiration. With no ACLS/BLS, you can't work, and I do the pediatric version PALS, as well, since I've always had the certification. My work doesn't require PALS, except at the surgery center. And it turns out, my colleagues, who wanted to go in on a 'lifetime renewal' option, to save money, ended up learning that they had to have PALS, and our three new hires didn't have it.
Rude surprise!
Anyhow, from yesterday's topic of the 'slow poisons' in our foods, that the Biblical nutritionist talked about? I like to follow advice like that to keep my energy body healthy, and able to reach out and talk to Spirit.
It got me thinking...there may be more than 'two part poisons' at play with Maxine. A two-part poison is where you are given something that won't kill you. And later, you are given something else, that shouldn't kill you, but it's known to interact with the first part, and cause death.
This concept is virtually untraceable, because the world thinks only about poison poisons--one step kind.
What if the Mark of the Bee st is a multi-layer spiritual poison? What if the groundwork or framework is laid, and then successive layers are added with each 'dose'? And then the crowning part is where you know what it is, you don't care, you accept it, and you're spiritually robbed of your inheritance from Creator?
I don't know.
What's happening in Nigeria (can't go to bank) is deeply concerning. And also, remember that Nick Vucjic had all his banking taken away from him because he said something about pro-life or abortion in a talk. None of his credit cards worked and he couldn't access his money. That's why he's starting his own financial system. Nick is a Christian pastor. He's the one behind Life without Limbs.
Lots can change.
I have a big letter from the pharmacy I got last night too. I have to explain things to the boss about how I give drips. I told Ross last night it seems no matter how hard I try, these things keep happening. I want to cry. But he asks me, 'why cry?' and to trust. Certainly, a burst of energy came, and I know how to handle it. So I will. Today I will do that at the hospital too. Take a picture and send it. Then say I won't ever do anything wrong ever again. Wrong is in the chief of pharmacy's eyes, who doesn't understand anesthesia dosing and delivery.
Anyhow, next week I have work, the week after that is Jury Duty.
Ross
I want to be gentle with you here. I want to be gentle with you, as I am with Carla, who suffers from terrible anxiety and has all her life. Reiki, daily Reiki is important because it connect you with the energy from Home.
Meditation is important.
As also is study of the classical texts, such as the Bible.
We are in the end times.
Carla knows on a deeper level, that at the end, when the world is totally falling apart, she is going to be the happiest she's ever been and overflowing with joy--because of MY presence which is closer and closer to arrive.
But right now in the middle of the beginning of the end, or wherever you wish to place it, because those of you incarnate can't see what I can see and can't know, it is understandably entirely stressful.
That's why we PRAY.
We pray and I hear and everyone hears your intentions when you pray to Divine Creator.
Prayer has the capacity to soothe you too, such as recitation of the Rosary for example, or a chanting like the Buddhists do.
Always keep your eyes open for what is going on around you. There is no excuse to 'hide' from it. But also, tend to your heart and your spiritual needs. And then you will be full.
I invite you to hold both of our hands, mind and Carla's to strengthen you for the journey.
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Aloha and Mahalos,
Namaste,
Peace,
Ross and Carla
The Twins
