Good morning! I am home. It's nice to have some time to work on projects and rest. Anthony appreciates it when I am home for him too. Yesterday was a huge step forward for me, although it might not seem like it. On Twitter, Kevin from KevinMD interviewed a woman who is the founder of WomenInWhiteCoats. The topic was Women 'Pivoting' Away from Medicine. Some of it was due to Covid being the 'last straw'. Now her business is 'supporting women physicians' who are 'finding the second shift and stress of childcare when schools are closed' to be 'too difficult'.
When I watched, I was always critically thinking. Her appeal, although with some fact, is heavily emotion-based. The women gain 'strength' by sharing their stories of mistreatment in the training process and on the job. They feel like, 'I am NOT ALONE!'
This author's claim to fame is her article about Kamala Harris and what it means to 'us' women--what Kamala's mom said to her, something along the lines of, 'you might be the first to 'break the ceiling but make sure you aren't the last.' That gave her hope, purpose, power to share with her Women In White Coats group, she said to Kevin. It's such a wonderful and exciting thing.
I saw her. She is an ER doctor. She was talking about what it was like to be pregnant in the ER, how hard it was...
Inside I smiled.
You know what they say, you don't know what you never had?
That's me with emotional support. My father trained me to be tough, strong, mentally sharp, and to never give up. I learned that I could do anything if I set my mind to it. And medicine was something I really wanted, I wanted it enough to go against my parent's wishes (they didn't want to pay for medical school tuition) and go anyway once I was married and supporting myself. I wanted it so bad I got myself through it. I paid my own way. I paid my dues. And I didn't complain. I complain some now because it's been a whole career of lacking sleep and ultra high pressure. To be honest, I couldn't 'share' with women in white coats if I wanted to. And certainly it wouldn't give me strength.
But I watched her speak for her own reality. And I didn't engage--on any level. Because with wisdom (yes, I always prayed for that), I knew from my studies that the glass ceiling is only broken by those who their Luciferian masters permit to break. I also know that the Dark Mothers as described by Jessie Czebotar hold all the power to run the Luciferian system, which is poised to be collapsing if things in the alternative news are correct. Black is White, and Up is Down, so...I had compassion for the author/leader/interview lady. She's a young soul who wants very much to trust the 'system' and is 'pivoting' as best as she can to protect herself, her home and her family.
I 'liked' the post, and I commented, sincerely, to both KevinMD and her, 'thank you'.
There were only two comments on the whole post. Including mine.
One of the things she spoke of was how people are doing what they love. Covid has been good for us in that respect. I've gotten my website up--not the store, but working on it! And I'm taking a class, a ten week class, online, from my old Reiki teacher, in her expertise topic, beginning astrology.
Did you know in the past, all physicians were taught astrology?
They were!
But then, last night, as I was getting ready for bed, the ER doc who had passed, started to talk with me across the veil. I asked him if he minded my brushing my teeth? I actually got my notebook and sat to write to him, before brushing my teeth. But he was kind and waited. I got ready for bed and then took this message from him:
1-11-2021
about nine p.m. to nine thirty p.m.
(his initials are SZ)
SZ: Hello Carla, there is something I would like to understand. What is it on Earth you are doing?
C: As Carla Maria:
- I am raising Anthony to the best of my abilities as a single mother
- I am grieving the loss of my mother
- I am working to support myself and Anthony as an anesthesiologist at (our mutual workplace)
- I am facing the Covid pandemic as I am required
- I communicate with my spiritual teams as much as possible
- I wait for reuniting with Ross who I love and adore
- I face social and health challenges
- I garden and raise pets
- I snorkel whenever possible in tropical waters as I adore fish
- I help with the awakening process and Accept energy upgrades
- I keep a commitment to the carrying out of my vision for the planet
- I do what is required for Galactic Necessity but I also watch/observe/monitor what is going on on the surface through the eyes of Carla
- I heal vigorously those in my midst including you
- I guide souls
