Ross invites me to share how Anthony and I are doing with our relationship after the sudden loss of all of our friends.
It is delicate.
We realize us both that all we have is one another. He has his father too, but for us here in our home, the buck stops here.
We go through the motions of each day without speaking about what there is no more to discuss, although the energy of it lingers through everything we do.
We are both acutely aware of the need to continue our activities to move forward to what is waiting for us on the road ahead.
At first he had nightmares and trouble sleeping. I was very tearful and distraught. Now we stay up late watching movies so we both fall asleep exhausted. Movies are healing for us. We do something we have never done before. In the past, at our old house, we had two recliners where the television was. Now we have our couch. He likes to lay down and put his head on me like a pillow. So the proximity and rest is very soothing to us. While everything is changing, at least, our family is the same as it always was, with the exception of being wiser from this lesson recently learned.
We are both glad to have the old house finished, and for it to be someone else's home now. I for one am grateful to have a home where no one can steal my parking space. Even when we went last night, there was someone in our spot. I am tired of having to fight for trees to live, for them taking the grass away and putting in hideous drought-resistant bushes, and paying almost four hundred dollars a month to the association.
I am also thankful I understand at last the old home, all it's working systems--electrical, plumbing, heating--because before the renovations I didn't understand why things were the way they were. It's only settling. But settling can do a lot that is difficult to understand as a new homeowner. That was a huge source of stress.
It is also good there is room and safe places for Anthony to play at the new house. Before on the street it was a cul de sac, and children were not permitted by the association to play on the streets. This is another less stress too.
Long story short, Anthony and I have grown in ways perhaps we might not have grown.
And we both have appreciation and happy memories of our times spent with our dearest and closest friends. It was a wonderful gift for two years, and for this we are most grateful. The love always remains. It always, always, always remains.
In the first of the last three blog posts, I spoke about the energy of betrayal. How the stars are aligned in ways that unpleasant truths are coming into the open. And they are explosive. In the general society at large, the people who are controlling it follow a philosophy that 'black is white'. Take a moment to think of the most safe, and trustworthy institutions that are around. Chances are good that these 'white' organizations are actually hotbeds of TWDNHOBIAH, hiding behind a beautiful facade no one would ever believe could be so filled with darkness. A simple example would be the business of an art dealer. What better front for art thievery, than a normal art dealer's business, right? So, there is the legitimate business, working hand in hand with the illegal one, so that together the maximum possible profit can be made.
Take a look around you at what is black--reviled by the media especially--and perhaps there is something good that is being covered up. For example, housewives and stay at home mothers get in the way of the government agenda to educate the children. So now, society has moved so most mothers work outside the home, and children are exposed to daycare, which makes lots of money and also in some cases are fronts for active religious activity of TWDNHOBIAH, such as in the Mc Martin case many years ago. The beautiful and priceless institution of motherhood, has been maligned so people presume a mother who chooses to stay at home to raise her own children has some other reason to stay home...the movies and TV shows and everything else change the thinking. Now people want the woman to pay her way for the housing, etc and the men do not wish to support them. It's night and day compared to my own childhood.
So pause and reflect on what you take for granted as 'black' and 'white'.
This will help you prepare for the inevitable feelings of betrayal and loss once the unpleasant truths come out in general. It will affect everyone to their very core, very strong feelings will come up. Ones of powerlessness and sorrow for having been tricked.
Forgive yourselves as these tricksters are masters of Illusion. No one could have picked up on it unless they were meant to discover and help others awaken a little bit ahead of time.
For where we are heading, the eventual discovery of Heaven on Earth, our final destination, is that everywhere, black is black, white is white, and your ability to read an energy signature is unimpaired by being incarnate.
When I meet you, either face to face, or in snail mail, or electronically, your aura makes like a sound I can hear with my ability to feel. There is a vibration that is YOU. And whether you are incarnate or not, I recognize your vibrations first and that is what I remember, not your face, your clothes, your hair or any of the external things.
In an instant, I get a 'hit' of your general level or 'grade' as a soul. If you are an old soul you will sound different from a new soul, and there is no judgement of a good soul or that an old soul is better. I just pick up on it.
Sometimes I get visions. A coworker of mine, I saw a dark figure filled with anger yelling at him when he was a child. I sensed the child had courageously overcome this and has not become what he hated in this figure. But the damage was there. Sometimes I see auras. One day, his was darker than usual. There was a layer of black next to him along with an outer rim of muddy green. When he came back from his fifteen minute massage session, the aura had changed to light seafoam green throughout. A burden had been lifted. I made a mental note of it but said nothing because, again, it's really not any of my business. I just see and pick up on information, the same as you would notice the color of a tee shirt someone is wearing.
In general, around, the energies are lightening up. People are reacquainting themselves with their spiritual nature. They are respecting the environment the best they can. They are making wiser choices with recycling and things like that. People are opening up and becoming friendlier and loving. This is due to outside energies being directed at earth, and from Starseeds anchoring them, as well as being loving in every situation.
So I can talk about the truths coming out, and the betrayal, because I read the energies like we are climbing up a hill in a roller coaster. There is going to be an exciting ride, the kind that really excites the Galactics--with the energies--as everyone on Earth awakens. And the end result, is for the highest good and everyone will benefit immensely.
Even some of the most spiritual people I have looked up to during my college and medical school years--are fake. The real them behind the camera no one sees is a vastly different person, and perhaps even their souls are not from Heaven, not from Earth, but from some hostile place very far away where kindness is scoffed at and betrayal reigns supreme. These souls are not welcome on Earth, and certainly not welcome to run any society or influence large numbers of people. Because Earth wants everything to be in its original pristine state, the original blueprint for a wonderful paradise for people to learn accelerated soul lessons and truly advance their consciousness! No party poopers allowed! LOL
Ross says this is enough. He's helping me as I write. He also wants you to know Anthony can see him. They are close. And Anthony tells me often that Ross is a keeper. That's why we are family. We all share the same gifts.
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Aloha and Mahalos,
Namaste,
Peace,
Ross and Carla
The Twins
