The Discussion Continues

"Your hear may cry, but even good comes from a weeping heart."

Here is the Heavenletter: http://sirianheaven.wordpress.com/2014/03/19/heavenletter-4861-the-path-in-front-of-you-march-17-2014/

We are in Truce.

But this doesn't help. It doesn't help me.

Even if this whole 'life on Earth' thing was designed to help us keep our Vibration of Love energy HIGH No matter what...

The pain outweighs the gain.

And I don't want to buy a tee shirt or postcard or magnet for my refrigerator from this 'adventure'.

And my heart is FULL of LOVE for Heaven, and God, and HOME as I write this.

A Truce is a Truce...and that is all I have to say.

I almost would spit on the ground right now, but my heart is so full of LOVE that I won't let my actions be spiteful. I do want you to know that I thought of it.

A life with no connection, or connections that randomly break, is very painful to the energy system.

With my 'box of crayons' I only want to draw flowers and butterflies and unicorns and rainbows.

It's not fair that the bullies Who Don't Have Our Best Interest At Heart decided to break all my crayons in my box and make me eat them and cry.

So with LOVE for YOU in my heart I cry out with LOVE for 'they who do not know what they do' and I LOVE that you let me see how I DO NOT WISH TO BE (by their horrible example) and how much I REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY miss HOME and GOD and ANGELS and FAERIES and UNICORNS.

Peace.

Reiki Doc

P.S.
Please give me a new box of crayons, some paper, and let me sit where I can see you out of the corner of my eye, Lord Father-God, and I will be just fine. That way Those Who Do Not Have Our Best Interest At Heart' can't bully me ever again. It doesn't matter what anyone else does or says or hurts my heart. With those minimum things, your Presence, crayons and the freedom to draw what I want to draw--in my case, beautiful things--I can adjust.

If you ask me, those significant others who turn away are just sorry excuses for YOU.  Since you are not so easy to see, hear, or experience 'down here', we try to make do with whoever shows us kindness and love. That is why it hurts so much when they break our hearts. Not only have you been taken away from us with that ridiculous Veil of Illusion, but then they, our transitional objects, if you will, turn away from us and walk away too.

That is why I cry.

Now I want to draw a picture of what kind of world I would enjoy. One where your energy is absolutely FLOODING the environment, undiluted, straight up, 24/7, forever and ever and ever...now let me create.

P.P.S. You played this song for me about ten minutes ago. Thank you.

The Sunny Side Of The Street by Steve Tyrell

http://youtu.be/61OX7jpaEs8

P.P.S. Why did you show me this license plate from from La Puente that says ATLANTIS???? It had some energy to it! 

Liberation ((( smile )))

I've been on hold on business calls all day.

I can't think of better training in the Free Will Muscle than trying to get what you want done in business over the phone these days. Those computer voices that do everything possible to keep you away from a human customer service agent, combined with the long holds and that despicable music are like Boot Camp For Free Will, if you ask me.

Anyhow, I am liberating myself from what shackles have been holding me back for some time.

First, all of the work I went through on a soul level, with 'debridement', if you recall a blog post from yesterday.

Then there was Surrender.

Today, I got a message back from three of my favorite people, right on awakening:

Father-God
I am sorry.
You do not like this experience, I understand.
I love you.
I understand your messages (blog posts) more than you can ever think.
(C--I feel a warm glow in my heart)
I am tired of being God.
I want this assignment to end, same as you.
I am unhappy with the way it turned out--same as you.
I want to put this game away and play something else, just like you.
(Clears his throat)
What I propose is a Truce.
Between you and me.
Between all of us.
Just let it go, where everything is.
I don't want you to feel awful any more than you want to feel pain.
Your wish is for love and happiness, and so is my wish for you.
I will take care of it, your birthday party in the Light (holds my chin in his right hand)
The veil of tears is about to lift.

Blessed Mother
(interrupts Father-God)
You will have a beautiful amazing night of forgiveness, of love and family, of TRUTH, of HOPE, and JOY.
Forever and ever, it is coming to thee.

Ross
(He calls me by my old name, the one I had when we were incarnate together last. He kisses me, and holds me gently)
The nightmare is about to end.
I am ending it.
(gestures with right arm sweeping)
For you and for all of us.

And today, for the first time, I tackled some projects that have been energy blockages for me, and painful ones, for some time:

• I cleared up the floor in my closet, and threw many things out
• I threw away my old cardiac surgery and cardiac anesthesia books--they are too old to help, old 'editions' if you will. I cleared out SO MUCH negative energy and reminders of being screamed at by heart surgeons.
• I paid my bills 
• I learned from the maid service my credit card had been declined. 
• I called the company and they detected fraud and stopped it
• I spent the rest of the day clearing it up
• I read this: http://timebandit15.wordpress.com/2014/03/18/conversations-with-cobra-part-ii/
• I caught up with my email
• I discovered the reason I didn't get my Karuna Reiki certificate for my student was the hold on the credit card, and resolved it
• I also learned a trick of printing on a test paper and holding it with the certificate up to the window before you commit to that final print so everything 'lines up'
• I reconfirmed I am a registered Karuna Reiki Master Teacher with the IRT
• I renewed my Reiki News Magazine
• I put dinner in the crock pot 

My heart is light right now, and energy is flowing.

That is not to say I didn't have one major hiccup about two hours ago.

In the closet, I 'heard' Ross say something very kind and loving and affirming.

And I started bawling.

I missed him. I missed home. I missed being able to Love God.

Father-God, and Ross came immediately to my assistance.

Father-God tried to find out why I was upset.

I explained that I want to see you, I want to hear you, I want to make sure you know you matter very much to me.

I kept reaching out with my arms, with this empty gesture, explaining that on earth you can't love air.

You need someone to hold, and to touch, when you Love.

Feeling like I am able to Love is a very important part of who I am; Loving God is like air for me.

I felt trapped, like I was in a vacuum of darkness, and my basic drive to Love God was being blocked!

They referred me out to Mother-God, who gave me a strong cup of tea, and reassured me over and over again. My hands were shaking as I tried to drink it.

Then Ross stepped in.

I felt a little better to be just with him.

He took me up to our apartment on board ship. He and I had a cup of hot chocolate at the table.

He encouraged me to feel with my hands the room, the table, the floor--that was REAL--and all of this here now is actually a dream.

But I cried some more, not understanding why I felt so poorly?

Then he got upset.

He stood up and hit the wall and the door with his fist.

ARE YOU ANGRY WITH ME? I asked, in horror.

No--I felt the energy immediately--no.

He was disappointed in himself.

Apparently they are titrating the energies again, trying to make it 'light' for the masses, but then it's like choking off the oxygen for me. 

He glowed, and transferred energy to my system.

And I perked right up.

I was able to finish all of my chores I set about to accomplish, although there is still quite a few more left for me to do.

Now it is time to go run errands!

I hope you get an idea of what galactic life is like, from what I share.

Be kind to yourself, and gentle. Energetically we are going through some pretty intense 'upgrades'.

Aloha and Mahalos,

Namaste,

Peace,

Reiki Doc

Dear Father-God, I Disagree

Life sucks without a car.

That was an ad many years ago in Southern California for a used car dealership.

Life sucks without a car.


In Los Angeles, we and our vehicles are ONE. People judge us globally by the traffic, by the way we drive, by our 'road rage'.

Even in the O.R. last week, when there were two patients coming out of the rooms on gurneys and heading towards PACU, and were blocking each other in the hall, I made a joke about 'the 405 and carmageddon'--and everybody got it and laughed!!!

Well, perhaps not the patients. But if they were awake I bet they would have gotten it too.

Father God, do you ever drive?

I know you have all this love for us, but, technically, even though you experience life through us, have you ever needed to go to the bathroom on the way to Las Vegas and like, there's no gas station in sight?

Dude? Life on Earth is pretty tough.

Even though we imagined it.

Some people, who experience sufficient trauma, develop a psychological condition that is called a 'hysteric conversion'--for example, after seeing something terrible, the person might in fact not be able to see for the rest of their life.

I suffered something like this in one of my past lives. I lost the ability to speak. I the chatterbox and socialite who lost my beloved husband Gamaliel, tried to speak and I couldn't.

I know you are LOVE Father-God. I know you are only trying to wake us all up, and invite us back 'home' away from this horrible 'game' on Earth with the bodies as vehicles we see die and get all hung up over...

Father? In all honesty? What else is there to know?

How are we going to wake up and Love You if you make us feel guilty for being what we are, the poor, suffering children of Eve?

We don't know any better.

And on Earth, if you do not take special consideration for the blind, the mentally disabled, the infirm, those who can't walk, those who are suffering--if you do not show them Love in your Heart, and Respect in all of your actions, this type of behavior reflects badly on You.

We can't SEE your Love! We can't even FEEL it! And no matter how much you talk about it, we are the poor, crying children of Eve...

Mother-God accepts and loves us as we are. She tells us to have Faith and that everything is going to get better. Her Love nurtures us and supports us and we feel it and to be honest it is the only thing that is keeping us going down here.

I know you pay the bills, Father-God. I know we owe everything we have and everything we are to YOU. I respect that.

But when you publish something like this, in a way, to those of us on Earth, it is like having you smile at us with some piece of lettuce stuck on your teeth.  http://sirianheaven.wordpress.com/2014/03/15/heavenletter-4859-this-projected-life-in-the-world-march-15-2014/

We would VERY MUCH LIKE to understand what you are telling us, wake up and say, 'oh well, my husband died but it is one big joke, an illusion, my imagination--and who gives a darn about the loss, the tears, and how I am going to support myself and raise the family?'

Father-God, I think of you and Spirit 99.99% of the day. I love YOU more than anything! And Ross, my beloved Twin Flame, and I get along just fine even though he is without a body.  I love him like I did when he was on earth. And yet I still cry over the flashbacks of his death! I cry to this day, it was so horrifying.

So until you turn on the lights in the theater and tell us to all go Home, just between us, this movie is really scary and it's gonna give me nightmares for a while when I get home.

I know it's hard for you to understand it, but  from where I sit, that's how it sure looks to us, all of us, down here. Everything we experience is so utterly unlike YOU, and even just the thought of being away from you--if only with the imagination--gives me the willies and I take care of all kinds of scary, gory things every single day at my work!!!

So Papa, If you give me a chance, I would like to address those who are like me, kind of awake and kind of stuck in this 'reality' that you call fake...

• Remember it is always Darkest before the Dawn
• You are the Morning Stars, just like in the photo above--you herald the dawn with your otherworldly presence and Light
• The birds can sing what they will, but the real Light in the darkness is YOU
• Shine as you were always meant to SHINE
• Help others in awakening
• Be their strength, their anchor, their Rock
• Have faith that this transition is only temporary; there are better things to come

And then Father-God, all of us together shall be on the same page, and understand your advice once more--with our 'bodies', our hearts, our minds, our spirits, and our Faith.

Aloha nui loa, Papa in Heaven,

Mahalos for your Kindness to Us in letting us be Here in the Experiment (called Life)

Namaste,

Peace,

Reiki Doc

It Is What It IZ

This is not the only place where I have blogged on the Internet. It is now! But not long ago, a message came to me from the Hawaiian Singer, IZ. I did not know what to do with it. Doctors With Reiki was new. I was not sure if the content would be appropriate to this blog back at that time. So...I found a group that was more 'open'. I logged in, and I made a new blog there under the name Daughters Of Rebekah. I woke up to IZ singing 'Over The Rainbow' today. What a nice start to the day, ya?

Here is the message from IZ, followed by the link so you can see the beautiful rainbow the editors kindly added to it--actually, on second thought, why don't you just click right to the link--you get IZ's singing 'Over The Rainbow' at the end too. It is worth it: http://soundofheart.org/galacticfreepress/content/somewhere-over-rainbow

I started writing under the pseudonym 'Daughter of Rebekah' because a long time ago, Mother Mary told me she had been training me to be like Her, and that is what I was to be called.  I put all of my "craziest you-know-what" online there at the beginning, and guess what? People liked it!  Feel free to look around on that blog any time you are interested.

Then, I started to blog on that website, as Doctors With Reiki, too. Here is a link to my last post on that site:  http://soundofheart.org/galacticfreepress/content/saying-goodbye-non-dimensionals
Again, I was more 'open' in what I posted on here, and even had my picture up online. It was often very much like what I posted on this site, except to 'connect' with a more 'open' audience.
If you follow this blog, there are some things that I posted 'there' that I did not have the courage to post 'here'.

Now, I have something to share--and I won't be a gossip--but there was something called Father Mother God on The Galactic Free Press. I had been following them, and their work, closely, looking for intel on this site every day. But there began to have some disinfo there. I could tell, and they also were 'filtering it'--one guy from the Galactic Federation of Light or whatever, kind of went bonkers on his channelling. I still stayed on following it with 'a grain of salt', always 'filtering' as I went through the links.

But guess what? One day Father God, and don't get me wrong, I may be totally wrong on this!--one day Father God posted something that made it sound like he had 'found someone new'. What about poor Mother God? Was she left out hanging like yesterday's old laundry?

With that, I wanted no more. I took down my photograph, and I stopped posting. I still love Father Mother God, and they are in Lake Shasta, which is a wonderful place. I got tired of the earth quakes and financial tyranny and intrigue that was also starting to show up.

In a way this was the best thing! Why? Because I got the courage up to post on here like a banshee, like a valkyrie, like an amazon warrior--possibly from Crete? or other woman-friendly historical place--anything that came up! Mediumship? You got it. Messages from Our Lady? Not a problem. Health-related things that link the 'woo-green-raw vegan' mind set with the 'not-so-traditional-any-more community I work with in the hospital?' You got it!

So what do I get for all of this? I don't know! I get the relief from having communicated what I have been asked. I have gotten to know many of you AMAZING and INCREDIBLE people through your comments here, on Facebook as Doctors With Reiki, and on Twitter as  @usui2102.

I also have yesterday's message that is incredibly reinforced by the new Gaia Portal from 3/27/2013, a stub of a Twin Flame candle burned on the full moon, and this: http://soundofheart.org/galacticfreepress/content/twin-flame-relationship-highest-form.

I am a romantic at heart. Oh, yes! I discovered the following group on Facebook, Romantic Revolution. It is incredible! It makes you feel like you are actually on the set of Casablanca, my favorite movie of all time.  So many wonderful romantical posts! <3

'It looks like this is the beginning of a beautiful relationship', Rick says to Inspector as they walk off into the fog...

Enjoy all of the great changes that your arrival in the Higher Dimensions brings! I bid you WELCOME to the Fifth Dimension--and more!!! xoxoxoxox, Gros Bisous, et Je vouz embrasse bien forte! (I give you BIG hug!)

Namaste,

Reiki Doc

On Health and Higher Discernment

http://soundofheart.org/galacticfreepress/content/6-body-parts-doctors-think-are-useless-medical-system-severely-flawed


This is a rebuttal to a blog post at the Galactic Free Press in the above link: '6 Body Parts Doctors Think Are Useless, Medical System is Severely Flawed.'  :

I work on souls.

I work on souls in human bodies through my body, which is human.

I am an anesthesiologist and I see what God has written in your post today, the one that I responded to. All of it was very third dimensional. I did not like it. So now it is time to set the record straight.

Your Light Body is Perfect
Your Light Body is a replica of you, that exists in a higher dimension. When we go to all that, your lost limbs will reappear, your missing teeth will sprout back, your organs shall be returned and all shall exist in Divine Perfection. This is YOU, in your natural state of being. You are flawless and Holy and Light.

For some reason, and for some Purpose, you came down from Heaven and came to Earth.

Your Earth Body is a 'projection' of your Light Body into the Illusion called 'reality'
I see it with my clairvoyance brightest in the O..R. while I work with my patients.

There is a big tunnel of white light that goes in the head and through you and comes out the feet. It is about six inches wide, and sparkly bright white.

Your perception is what allows how this Light is to come through into the Chakra energetic system.  This is how Chakras get 'imbalance' in the first place. Emotions, personal reactions to events and the inner world that you are influences greatly this metaphysical to physical process.

Your Earth Body is a 'vehicle' for Learning Life Lessons and it talks to you through illness
When the entity does not find and correct an energetic imbalance on the etheric plane, it transcends into the physical, as illness. Every illness has a 'message' for the body and the soul that it inhabits.
Medicine Men and Women in the past were highly skilled at correcting imbalance at this step.

Your Spirit may sign up to burn Karmanic debt through powerful life lessons by ill health
Today I had a 92 -year old in the O.R. He stepped out of his body, and showed me in vigor and strength the Light Body of his choice. I saw the manual labor he had done, and how it had strengthened him. I half-thought but then corrected the logical, 'so why are you in your old ravaged body still?'
He heard, and politely answered, 'I stay here for the kids. They need me. Even if they have to feed and diaper me, I am of help to them. I have chronic illness to get them used to the fact that I might die at any given time. I want my time of separation to be as effortless for them as it possibly can. I am in no hurry.'
Souls have a choice and live in a realm that is beyond common thought.

There is no place in blaming the patient for their suffering, no matter how much their choices were a causative factor
A soul in suffering is wanting a heart to understand, and to comfort them, in their lesson.
'My boyfriend lied about how much alcohol he has been drinking', the girlfriend said, in the lobby when I went to see her after the case. (It was a lot)
'Is there any chance he might go into DT's on this admission?'
'No. He hasn't had any for five or six days, because he was not feeling well.'
'I am glad you told me....' and then I opened up. About  a disease. About Al-Anon and how it helped so much in my life. About 'you are a child of God and have every right to deserve love and happiness. Being around an alcoholic does a number on you. Go and learn from those that know the disease best, who can love and support you.'
'Can I give you a hug?' she asked, tears in her eyes, tears of relief from sharing the secret and being one step more free
'Yes, yes of course' and I gave her a big hug back.

A great doctor does not work alone, a great angel is always by his/her side
Reiki acknowledges the presence of the Divine in all Healing Activity. In traditional medicine, one can feel it when one is around a Healer who is in balance in body, mind and spirit. Reiki accelerates this process, and gives a common foundation from which to communicate.

The problem with randomized-double blind studies and arguments is threefold:
1) the biological sciences are no match for the accuracy and solid information found in the physical sciences
2) in market research for consumer products, I learned it is the market research design that determines the outcome of the study
3) people with 3D mindset can have their day with all the papers and arguments in the world; I am bringing my angels with me to the operating room, and to my blog, and invite Divine Intervention to take its course. I look ahead to Light Boxes and my eventual obsolescence as an M.D. Until then, I am going to hold hands and hold hearts in the paradigm that people believe in best.

My patients are the best indicator that I am doing something right
There are critical care nurses, physical therapists, massage therapists, and other physicians taking the path I walk: the path of Mikao Usui, who followed his inner guidance closely. By sparking the hearts of healers all over the globe, we are bringing in the Light to a world where there is Darkness, the hospital, the twisted cabal-run industry of selling 'health' that in fact is anything but (I think the author of your article is coming from this angle), to overpaid CEO's and layoffs and short-staffing on the front lines...We are doing Reiki one patient at a time, no matter where we work, and increasing the Light-fold on the planet with the assistance of our angels, guides and deceased loved ones until it is time to quit.

Namaste,

Reiki Doc