The Discussion Continues

"Your hear may cry, but even good comes from a weeping heart."

Here is the Heavenletter: http://sirianheaven.wordpress.com/2014/03/19/heavenletter-4861-the-path-in-front-of-you-march-17-2014/

We are in Truce.

But this doesn't help. It doesn't help me.

Even if this whole 'life on Earth' thing was designed to help us keep our Vibration of Love energy HIGH No matter what...

The pain outweighs the gain.

And I don't want to buy a tee shirt or postcard or magnet for my refrigerator from this 'adventure'.

And my heart is FULL of LOVE for Heaven, and God, and HOME as I write this.

A Truce is a Truce...and that is all I have to say.

I almost would spit on the ground right now, but my heart is so full of LOVE that I won't let my actions be spiteful. I do want you to know that I thought of it.

A life with no connection, or connections that randomly break, is very painful to the energy system.

With my 'box of crayons' I only want to draw flowers and butterflies and unicorns and rainbows.

It's not fair that the bullies Who Don't Have Our Best Interest At Heart decided to break all my crayons in my box and make me eat them and cry.

So with LOVE for YOU in my heart I cry out with LOVE for 'they who do not know what they do' and I LOVE that you let me see how I DO NOT WISH TO BE (by their horrible example) and how much I REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY miss HOME and GOD and ANGELS and FAERIES and UNICORNS.

Peace.

Reiki Doc

P.S.
Please give me a new box of crayons, some paper, and let me sit where I can see you out of the corner of my eye, Lord Father-God, and I will be just fine. That way Those Who Do Not Have Our Best Interest At Heart' can't bully me ever again. It doesn't matter what anyone else does or says or hurts my heart. With those minimum things, your Presence, crayons and the freedom to draw what I want to draw--in my case, beautiful things--I can adjust.

If you ask me, those significant others who turn away are just sorry excuses for YOU.  Since you are not so easy to see, hear, or experience 'down here', we try to make do with whoever shows us kindness and love. That is why it hurts so much when they break our hearts. Not only have you been taken away from us with that ridiculous Veil of Illusion, but then they, our transitional objects, if you will, turn away from us and walk away too.

That is why I cry.

Now I want to draw a picture of what kind of world I would enjoy. One where your energy is absolutely FLOODING the environment, undiluted, straight up, 24/7, forever and ever and ever...now let me create.

P.P.S. You played this song for me about ten minutes ago. Thank you.

The Sunny Side Of The Street by Steve Tyrell

http://youtu.be/61OX7jpaEs8

P.P.S. Why did you show me this license plate from from La Puente that says ATLANTIS???? It had some energy to it! 

Reiki And The Neighbors Who Argue

Tonight as I set the table for dinner on the balcony, the neighbors started up. I felt like this.

I am born under the sign of Cancer, Virgo rising. 

My home is my paradise. Energetically, physically, and in Spirit. Nothing messes with my tranquility. Not for long!

I raised my hands and sent distance Reiki to the home down the hill where they always fight. I made a bubble of Light to protect MY home and MY spiritual sanctuary.  I aimed Reiki right at them, Distance, CRK, and H.

The color was deep emerald green, like this, in a ray straight to their home. I also was guided to send the Platinum Ray.

I am psychic. I 'knew' they were watching me through the sliding glass window. I didn't care. I stretched out my arms like this:

I am certain they thought I was more like this--LOL:

It did not matter WHAT they think. For I KNOW without a doubt that I am like this:

And through my own Free Will and Light I can connect with the part of them that is like this:

When auras connect on the etheric plane, there is no 'defense'. Light wins. Love is overpowers Hate. It is simple physics of Vibration and Energy.

They stopped.

I FELT Peace return.

And dinner was enjoyable in the fresh air with the birds singing in the many nearby trees.

I adore Peace. Are you willing to defend it?

I am. Each and every day. Just like today. You can too. You have the power. You have Light. All you have to do is set the intent and BOOM! Peace returns.

My guides want you to know that they took my energy and made a bright green vortex in the home. I don't have to turn the Reiki off. They will take care of the rest. And I asked them to cut the etheric cords between me and them. They did, and I felt instantly lighter.

It works! You can do it! Let me know how it turns out for you. : D

Namaste,

Reiki Doc

For Caregivers

Five chapatis. That is how many pieces of indian bread, chapatis, Mother Teresa's doctor said she and her Missionaries of Charity had to eat as a minimum each day for optimum health. Totally immersed in her vows of poverty and service to the dying and sick, Mother Teresa had to be told she had to eat in order to be there for the people she loved to serve.

Tequila upstairs. A friend has a marriage with a big age gap. When health issues arose, this friend was cast into the caregiver role for six months until the health issues sorted out. Every night, curled up on the loveseat next to the patient at home after living so much in the hospital while the loved one was an inpatient that showers at home were every two days on a quick trip from the hospital. 'You can't get anything done--the minute you start doing something the patient calls with something for you to do. It would drive me nuts. I would have to go upstairs and take a shot of tequila every now and then just to relax.' Fortunately, this patient got better...

Although by all intentions we hope as caregivers to emulate Mother Teresa, in the trenches, the approach of the friend with the tequila is the way it plays out for most of us. You do what is expected of you at the burning out of your own self.

Reiki is an incredible way to heal others without depleting yourself. I do self-Reiki every day. But when my loved one was in the hospital, and still is, as a family we took shifts at being in the hospital. As a physician, I was totally unprepared physically, mentally, and psychologically to take on these nursing assistant shifts with my loved one in the hospital. Every time this patient could think of something to do, I jumped. For days on end...Up to the chair. Back to bed. Up to the bathroom. Back to the chair. Open this package for me. Cut my food. Small talk because they were afraid of the silence--and silence can be most healing!

In a thought--nurses get forty-five minute breaks for lunch for a reason. Caregivers do not get any breaks at all.

On the drive home, in shock that  a patient would refuse a treatment to get them better because of fear, I had to breathe. Breathe in what you need, breathe out what you don't need. Breathe in what you need (Light), Breathe out what you don't need (Fear).  I have been learning in Obstetrics that it is the Lack of Education and Understanding of Medical Basics is what makes for a needy, hard-to-please mother-to-be that screams when the i.v. is inserted and jumps around when the epidural is supposed to go in. Lack of education. Lack of Medical Insight. It will rear its head in an ugly need to establish control, especially when the patient is in denial about what is a reasonable expectation for their inpatient experience.

As my friend said, 'When you are told to go home with a tube, as a lay person, it is extremely terrifying. But when you come home, and the home nurse comes two of three times a week to visit, you are able to cope. Then you get the hang of it. I had to do things to my partner I never thought I would have to do (basic nursing functions)! When you have to do it, you just do.'

I ask, 'What about basic self-care for the caregiver on an energy perspective?' Here I am, all plugged in to Healing and Meditation, finding myself at the end of my rope--starving for energy, peace, calm, Light, and Love after being with a member of the family who is sucking me dry.

First I went to my doctor--who gave me strict orders--'no more than one hour a day'. Medically, the loved one got worse. I had to go back to twelve to twenty-four hour shifts in the sickroom to keep the family peace.

Second, I reached deep:

1. I asked Archangel Michael to cut the etheric cords between this family member and me. I was being bled dry of my energy.
2. I asked St. Germain to help me blow the Violet Flame onto the situation. The Violet Flame is a breathing technique that is very cleansing and healing at the same time, energetically.
3. I did a jigsaw puzzle. That is very grounding and renewing for me. I enjoy it.
4. I continue daily self-Reiki
5. I ate home-cooked foods and fresh fruits and vegetables that are organic to replenish myself after all that cafeteria food at the hospital. (althought 'healthy', there is not much Life Force in the food)

I don't know how today is going to go. I must go back to the hospital again. It is my turn, and things are not changing clinically. I acknowledge that I just spent my first winter break vacation in decades working harder in a hospital, with longer hours, and fewer breaks, than I do when I work anesthesia full-time! Without compensation, and at a loss of about fifty dollars a day to the cafeteria, too. This patient was there for me all my life, and never questioned helping me in my need. It is my time to pay this life debt back...

If you are a caregiver, the most important guide I have for you is this: Love yourself! Love yourself completely and nourish your soul in whatever way you can. You are in survival mode. You cannot make mistakes. You are perfect. When the going gets rough, reach into your back pocket and pull out this gem that gets me through the toughest situations: I am burning off some Karma! Let's do this thing! Let's burn off some Karma!!! If you are stuck, you are stuck, but you might as well make the best of it.

Love and Light for you who put your own needs aside in the help of others. I feel with you this ache.

Namaste,

Reiki Doc