Gaia News Brief 10.10.2014

The Healing In The GI Suite

My patient 'had to talk to me'. There was a laundry list of concerns, and she was VERY serious. She had four ounces of 'Smart' water--not just any water--when she should have been NPO. (nothing per os--mouth--empty stomach before surgery).

She wanted to know THIS and THAT and needed to establish a sense of 'control' before we could proceed with the surgery.

She also shared how 'she had loved once' and 'it broke her heart'--she has been celibate for ten years, 'because he cheated on her' and as she was fading out, said, 'he was the most awesome guy ever...'

I took one look at that, and said, to the nurse, technician, and gastroenterologist present, 'If there ever was an example for the personality they goes with chronic bowel conditions--like ulcerative colitis or crohns--this is it. In anesthesia we see this pattern all the time, and although we notice it, we are not sure if it is the personality that creates the condition, or that living with the condition creates the personality?'

The room didn't say much of anything. We found a normal colon. And the doc thought aloud that if the test biopsies sent come back negative, then it would the case with the overactive, overanxious mind causing overactivity of the  nerves in the gut, and causing the chronic diarrhea.

Well, between us, at the end, I had enough! I announced to the room what I was going to do next:  THE AFFIRMATIONS.

This is something I do in addition to the Reiki I have given for my patients for free for many years. In the emerging state from anesthesia, patients are susceptible to what they hear. So I use it as a chance to create positive change for my patients.

I gently touched he head, and in a loud whisper, while she was still unconscious said:

• YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL!
• YOU ARE WONDERFUL!
• EVERYTHING IS GOING TO BE OKAY!
• LIFE IS GOOD!
• YOU ARE LOVED!
• YOU DESERVE TO BE HAPPY WITH SOMEONE BETTER THAN THAT GUY!!!

I told the room that sometimes when there is abuse that is pretty obviously suspected--bruises and a mean guy with them--I tell the person to leave the situation too.

The energy of the healers present, as I did the affirmations, was hushed and full of interest. They KNEW intuitively, that I was doing a kindness and healing for our patient. They sensed my confidence in this healing, and understood the importance of the Body-Mind-Soul as a unit, with the example I gave.

How did she wake up? Smooth. Like a whole new person. Her energy was calm, and aligned.  I sensed hope...

Outside The Matrix

When it is time to leave the Matrix, and switch over to the new grids, you will know in your heart this is the ONLY option for you, and no matter what it takes, you just want OUT from the stress and energy drain you experience in the last remnants of the old system.

Outside confirmation confirms my energy is of a whole new vibration, and my crown chakra is now 'activated' and functioning as it should in the Higher Realms.

I sense a constant connection to The Divine/Creator/Source energy. Just like Reiki energy 'comes' from your guides to you, and doesn't 'deplete'--there is a new--and for lack of a better term--'breathable diamonds' I can't see except with my third eye--that comes to me with each breath.

How does it feel? 

HAPPY.

And even yesterday, with the Grumpy Gastroenterologist--the afternoon guy, not the morning one--I stayed calm and content even though he was very low vibration, literally, a Stick In The Mud.

He blamed people. He was impatient. I KNEW in my heart this twenty minute case would stretch to two hours, and it did. A nurse couldn't find equipment he needed, and she didn't ask anyone for help. All the while I had an almost ninety-year-old under anesthesia...with the risk going up and up every five minutes during the case.

I could SEE how he was exercising his ability to co-create in a negative way, how his thoughts 'medicine is a battle against disease' and 'this is a struggle I shall overcome' and 'I am a master against disease' as somewhat outdated...we have come to an era where Love Is The Solution For Everything. Same technology. Same evidence-based medicine techniques. But the energy fosters healing, peace, and teamwork, in this new era now.

Octoberfest?

Yesterday I was able to attend briefly, a CME lecture on 'Cancer Survivorship'. The lecturer was from an academic center, and her energy clearly had conflict with her role as a healer. She was one of those doctors who gets a lot of money from drug companies to do research and give talks...

I felt it. 

Apparently 'Cancer Survivorship' is a term that applies to anyone who has ever had a diagnosis of cancer, even those who are in hospice and not going to survive in the long run overall.

The talk was fascinating, as there are many many physical, mental, emotional and spiritual after-effects of cancer treatment.

Reiki was not mentioned, not even once.

But I gave it to everyone in the room--to their guardian angels--because it is the heart of the healer that needs the most love and support of all. Too bad there aren't any CME's for that kind of training.

Our luncheon had some dishes no one had ever seen before:  purple cabbage with apple slices, breaded flat meat that tasted like pork sausage, overcooked other sausages that were dried out, and something reminiscent of latkes--the frozen potato pancakes.

People were trying the food, and not sure what everything was--'Is this POTATO???'.

One day, I hope that we shall become so accustomed to the new ways of healing, where there is synthesis of techniques to treat the body-mind-soul as a unit, that the old ways will seem just as foreign and difficult to apply, as this German 'meal' was to Southern California Doctors. 

I gave up trying entirely, and had a chile relleño instead.

How To Manifest

No one can Ascend for you.  It is like giving birth. There are no c-sections to the Higher Realms. You must give 'birth' to the new you in the higher energies. This applies equally to men.

And just like in childbirth, there comes a time when you soul feels a need to PUSH and you just need to get out of the energies any way you can. That is why I fought the etheric cords of the old grid, and detached myself from them. It took a lot of  energy, on my part, just like in labor. And after I had to rest and rest...

Once Ascended fully enough to 'link' to the new grids, you have access to the energy of Creation, all the time, and you don't feel like you are 'starving' like you did before.

Under the Veil--in Duality--we are energetically 'cut off' from this source of Creation--the tachyon particles (which I call the breathable diamonds) don't pass through from Source to surface Gaia ordinarily on the old grids.

So we feel 24/7 a sense of deep LACK. 

And rejection. That's how we interpret this 'being away from Source' sensation. We must have 'done something bad otherwise we wouldn't be here'.

I sense that as a school, a place of learning for the soul, we SIGN UP for the 'lesson' of 'being away from Source', for that PERCEPTION.

And it takes two major forms--Lack of Substance, and Lack of Love. (there can also be health woes, and other 'majors' too)

Some people I know, have a 'Double Major' and experience lack in both.  

In any part of your life, if there is some area where 'no matter what you do you can't seem to get it right'--chances are, it is your 'Major' in this learning environment. 

WE get two, a main area to 'grow' and a 'minor' one. Sylvia Browne talks about this in her books. Hers was 'Loner Humanitarian'--Major and Minor--in energy study in her life.

All I have to say about this, as a study 'guide' is a few things:

• Love Is The Solution For Everything, starting with yourself, and loving YOU like Creator does--unconditionally.
• Even if you are starving, or the only single person at the event, and it is painful, still choose to Love Yourself Unconditionally.
• When you don't know what to do--the answer is simple--RAISE YOUR VIBRATION.  
• There are many ways to do this, but often one of the most simple ones is to help someone who is worse off than you.
• Your angels, guides and deceased loved ones are available to assist--so ASK for help! This is an Open Book Test and they are your Teaching Assistants!
• If possible, learn Reiki, and practice self-Reiki twice a day...

Ross

Carla is coming into her own. 

I love her.

Do you feel her energy? Through this page? Right here, right now?

What was once scattered is now focused, like a laser.

Carla is pointing the way to you, on how to get out from your struggles, your situation, and go UP (he points).

Not like me (you see him up standing at the edge of a hole in the clouds, waving his hands and saying, 'come on up it's really great!') where there is that DISTANCE.

Carla is right with you. And offering you a lift up. She is bending and folding her hands for you to take your first step, getting you closer to me, so I can take your hand and lift you up.

We can't put your foot into her hands for you.

We can't make you push and stretch.

Only you can do that for you.

You will have all of eternity to 'get yourselves up here'...but not with Carla and me and Gaia.

There will come a point where like most people Carla will have a sore back, and need to stretch. There will come a time where the folks in 5D, won't want to have the energy of 3D around any more.

What will happen? (he snaps his fingers)--the grids will split/separate--and everyone who is connected to the one grid, or the other, will go their separate ways for the next lessons of creation.

All children, and by default, their parents, will move up with the 5D grids. Many of these children incarnated here as star seeds to lift the place 'up' in the first place. Their parents were chosen especially. What does one look like? There is a little girl who wears unicorn shirts who is named Justice, whose mother Jenn shares with Carla's page Doctors With Reiki. She is one of the BIG ones, a leader, who is having a good childhood right now in preparation for her role which she competed to get before she was born to Jenn. No one will know for sure what Justice is supposed to do, until her time gets 'activated' as a crystal child--a highly advanced soul--not even her parents although there will be 'hints' and 'nudges' in preparation along the way. But Justice will GO FOR IT with all her heart and mind and soul and KNOW without a doubt that this is the right path for her when it is time to take it. And one other hint to the rest of you? Her name is not an accident... (smiles mysteriously and steeples his hands). I give my thanks to all souls like her for incarnating at this special time...

The more you get to know your heart, and accept it--what is--what is going on around you--and not to fight it but to accept it as a lesson...sometimes that lesson is to motivate you to change something about the world or about yourself--the faster you will go UP and come to live in the vibration of love and joy and happiness, of nurturing, warmth, love and compassion...and you are going to live there for a Long Time.

There is no going 'back'!

I encourage you, and I embrace you, on behalf of all of the brothers and sisters, the teams, both on Ground Crew 'down there' and up here with us.

You can do it!

I have faith in you!

Aloha and Mahalos,

Namaste,

Peace,

Ross and Carla the Reiki Doc, my Lady, my Angel, my Bride.

we don't need a ceremony to be as One. Weddings are a celebration of the unity we have, as loving soul twins. But the Bride and the Groom are always one to the other, no matter what the day, or when the ceremony is...

Gaia News Brief 5.10.2014

A Healer For The Healer

Last night, I went to see someone whose name was like Haniel, for a massage. I like a deep massage, to get the tension and knots out of my muscles.

I asked if he was from Hawaii? The name like Haniel was very almost Hawaiian--Hanani.

It is the name of a Spanish warrior--he was mixed Hawaiian, Filipino, and Spanish from Spain.

I introduced myself as an energy healer, a Reiki Master, and I said in addition to my tissue work, if he wanted to do energy work on me too, I was okay with it.

He was surprised! He isn't trained in it, but many people tell him they feel it. He thinks it's from his Mixed Martial Art Fighting he used to do. Or was it that other thing where people like, fight--whatever it was, I once gave anesthesia to a patient who was a pro at that. He was gorgeous, super good shape, and had a disease I could catch if I got a needle stick from him.

And Hanani also worked two jobs. He went to bed at two a.m., and woke up at six a.m. He did this, massage, then for a major bank in some department where they research what happened  when things go wrong--hard to understand never mind explain but something very behind the scenes.

I was honest, since he could feel my sore tight muscles, and I said what I did for a living and why those muscle groups hurt. Heads are heavy, and I work with them every day to put breathing tubes in and mask patients. I stand a lot. And I move patients from gurney to OR table and back. I push the gurney to the recovery room too.

Hanani could do incredible energy work without realizing it. And I achieved a very deep state of relaxation...he did a good job with the rest, too.

When it was the end, he took care to make sure I got his attention and he would be waiting for me with the water. He wanted a nice tip. From the doctor. I am intuitive enough to figure that out,  no matter how polite and sincere he seemed to be.

I thought, my GOD, this poor man, working such long hours--for what? I know how much at El Fancy Schmantzy day spa the massage therapists make--you pay two hundred an hour for fifty minute massage and access to day spa to El Fancy; the person who massaged you gets perhaps twenty an hour, with no benefits. My ex was a massage therapist. That's how I know.

I tipped him thirty-five dollars.

When is this financial slavery--having to hold down more than one job to make ends meet--going to end?



Sit Down Carla

I was enjoying my one day off, my morning really, before my boy came back from a birthday celebration with his other side of the family. Ross told me to sit in the old glider rocker from when I had our son. I did.

He showed me a picture. It was our home. I was serving dinner, and minding the toddler, our girl, Alexandra. Ross had that same happy, content, mystified look on his face as I did my work in the kitchen. I see that look sometimes even here in my home. He just stands in the dining room and looks into the kitchen with this funny smile, as I go do my thing getting dinner ready. I feel Ross' happiness even now.

Well in this vision, Ross sat at the head of the table, and all of the every day normal things were going on, and it was a beautiful picture of balance and harmony and bliss. I teased Ross, giving him a little sass just so he would know that even though I was doing all these things I was the Essene well-trained spiritual powerhouse I was, no matter HOW it may look at the moment.

It was bliss.

Ross shared that this was the night before I gave birth to our son, whom he gave away, because of political concerns he agreed to keep the bloodline 'safe' by having another family raise him, and tell me he died at birth.

Ross said it was the best day he ever had of his entire existence, that day, that dinner, that moment he shared with me right then...and he wished with all his heart he could have had just one more day like that...and he was so sorry for what he did to me, to us, to destroy forever that love and trust that our family once shared.

I started crying too. I held his head in my arms, and rocked him. I told him that everything happens for the best, and here we are now, together. And I wished we could have had that one more night with our family back then too, for I loved it very much, all of it. And if I had to go through the loss to get to now, it was worth it. I didn't blame him. I understood, And I wanted him to know I had forgiven him without a doubt, forever.

We weren't alone in this meditation. I knew we were monitored. But to my surprise, it was by three tall thin beings with very elongated heads who were not our skin color, more of an olive, brown, reptile like skin with big eyes--Anunaki.

They were crying too. They were the initial guardians who were assigned to earth. Then they 'fell' of whatever you want to call it--got into 'money and power'. Ross and I were part of the 'lets set things right' team. That mission failed miserably.  Since then, the leader Anunaki became good. Their minions here on earth aren't so nice.

I am HORRIFIED of them. I started to panic. I rock in fetal position and hit myself in their presence, trying to make them go away. I reminded everyone I have a restraining order against them--they are not to come near me. Through a glass wall, I showed them my many, many scars on my person, from their choices, and that I don't want the healing to become off-track by any interactions with them.

They had gifts for me. Many. I didn't want to accept them. I didn't trust the gifts. I knew these three were contrite, more or less. But I didn't want reminders. I asked my higher self to scan the gifts, and agreed to take one, the one that was the darkest color. A rectangle black the size of a cell phone in a case.

It was their history. They wanted their story, complete with the ending with them turning good, for our posterity to know.

I thanked them. And I also pointed to the middle one and said, 'That one does not know what Love is. I forgive you all. Completely. And when the time comes, this one in the middle--I pointed--will be asked to forgive. It is only at that time when the forgiveness takes place that he will understand what Love really is. ' (the middle one still had extreme love of money, and was hiding it. Loved power, too, I sensed it)

Then in a flash, I realized how silly this all is, my having the glass and the restraining order--the one on the left, and the one on the right, were good.  No matter what happened between us, we are Ohana in some way like it or not. So I ran to them, threw my arms around their necks, and said how sorry I was everything had happened. I will excuse myself to concentrate on my own healing, but I wished them all blessings and good luck on their new missions, and encouraged them to remember me in their meditations and their growth.

Then Ross said I needed to change the sheets on the beds back in 3D! I am not the best housekeeper, and he said it would help our boy's self-esteem if I made the beds really nice for us when he came home. Not just the boy's room, but mine too. So I did. And it looked nice.


Forever

Mana Patrice (a hybrid name my boy came up with, 'mama' and 'nana' combined) turned sixty. It was a BIG birthday.  She came with her grandson to pick me up. We drove quite a ways to Laguna Beach, for lunch. There was a wait for a table.  So we stopped by some little art stores.

She doesn't know who Ross is. Just that I am in a relationship. Well, when we went to the Russian Traditions store, there was his face! on the nesting dolls! I was like, cool! She owns an internet business, and she spoke with the owner of the store. Did you know that people won't ship to Brazil because people say 'it never arrived'? Like all the time? They want refunds.

And some places they won't ship, because there is no insurance for it--it's strange how some countries, Russia is one, are like that.

We got a beautiful table, ate lunch, and relaxed. Except for the Time Share part.  They have two, and she offered to give us one. Its not the way we travel--the advance planning and keeping track of points, the requesting a time slot--all would be stress for me. Even through it's only a service fee every year. I declined...they had offered to sell it to me before, and I asked my mom, who said, 'it's a bad business deal right now'. Dad bought one in Palm Springs, and our points expire, we pay fees, once when I took mom, we got bed bugs--it was a nightmare.

After that I gave Mana my gifts.  Her grandson had given her two pandora charms--Ross picked out the four leaf clover one--and our boy picked the Angels Baseball. That was yesterday and she thought that was everything.

Today I gave her a pink gold  heart. This is a big birthday for a woman who whenever the boy gets sick, watches him all day, so I can work. She is driving me to my medical procedure this month. We are joined by our love of this child we share as mom and Mana.

I also gave her my letter with my confession about the lawyers, and the ceramic handprint ornament for her bedroom wall.

She forgave me for everything.

She said if she had been in my place she would have done the same thing.

I was bawling. I was so thankful we could put the past behind us, together, forever.

And I saw, that I am her daughter she never had. My love for her son, brought her the grandson she always wanted, and me.  She was so excited for her birthday.

Then they wanted to show me one last store, the garden shop. I like little ceramic mushroom ornaments, and she has given me some. I found a sky blue one with white blotches on it, like clouds.

My eye caught a plate. It was ceramic and on a stand to hold it on display. It had beautiful paint, and said, SHALOM both in English and in Hebrew. My eyes grew WIDE with delight! Ross! (we were both Jewish AND Essene). I bought them both. And I shared how my 'friend' is Jewish...

Then I saw two cards--Bells Will Ring and Happily Ever After. Then one more as I walked out the door caught my eye, 'I LOVE YOU...'



Picture Day

He had the haircut, and now he needed a shirt. We went to a mall and ate at the food court. I had thai, and my son had mexican. Then the search began. Ross was helping us, guiding both of us. Our boy hears him just like me.

We went to the Macy's Men's Store. And found shirts at seventy percent off. But they were hard to try on. I had to teach for the first time about the pins, and the collar stays.

Our son is also the reincarnation of my Nanu Filippo--and oddly enough, as we searched, the SAME STYLE of shirts that once looked good on my grandfather, looked good on my kid.

Short sleeve dress shirts. In the same colors and styles. The long sleeves looked terrible on him.

Even more fascinating, a mannequin by the dressing room, was the same height and build as Ross!

Anyhow, everything went fine except I was ready to go home long before 'the shirt' was found.

When I got home I was upset and cranky. The air conditioner costs a fortune. It was cool out. I wanted to turn it off. My boy likes the house like a refrigerator, and that costs me way lots of money. Then I got upset over how much I have to do tomorrow--take him to my mom (to see cousins too), then work.

I complained to my son how I am not angry with him, I just am feeling guilty that I can't be just a mom, or just a doctor, or just a healer like I am here. I feel stretched and unable to give it my best.

So I tucked him in, and pulled out my computer. I wanted to WRITE. When you are a writer, you HAVE TO WRITE. It's like needing a glass of water. It's a physical NEED. Why, I don't know, but after the day with Mana and the shopping and watering the plants and feeding animals, I wanted some 'me' time.

I pulled a Hawaiian Mana Card (mana in Hawaiian means 'life force') and pulled 'ANO 'ANO. It means 'seed' and represents intention. The card is all about manifesting. As Serge King says, 'Where attention goes, energy flows'.

Then my boy had a nightmare. He kept hearing his Mana calling to him by name, over and over and over. He wanted me to lie with him. So I did.

I had the chance to 'do over', and to BE a mom, just for tonight. I could always write my whole life. But tonight, just for now, he's a nine-year old kid, my son, and he needs his mom. That won't last forever...


Ross

Carla has just about covered everything in a powerful three-part article for you. The first is about the generosity in the face of extreme lack, about a healer who once assaulted people for 'sport'. The healing won out--(smiles knowingly)--and the professional career in MMA didn't work out. It is all for the highest good.  She also makes the point that even healers need healing, and it would be good to incorporate some practice in addition to the daily self-reiki and meditation, to help with your own spiritual advancement.

In the next, Carla gains not only an ally and friend, but today both women saw the power of Creator in how we weave our lives--they are now mother and daughter, officially, in agreement with one another. The air is clear. Carla realizes that a human relationship with family--is worth more than any treasure in her house which could be of value to her. It is with joy she gave her treasure to someone who would cherish it as deeply as her. And her mother, Patrice, realized that she was sent two hearts to console her, to surprise her, and to cherish her, when her sons and husband instead watched sports while 'celebrating' her Big Birthday at home with Italian takeout and not really paying that much attention to her, the woman to both ran the home and supported the family for her entire career!

Finally, Carla is working on her own power to manifest in 5D. Carla pops neatly in and out of it, as displayed by the anunaki meditation, and our own moving forward together from our past. With her son, it ended on a higher note than perhaps it would have had the 'ANO 'ANO card and the 'nightmare' had not been sent.

So pay attention to what comes your way--it is in fact, 'lessons' of great worth and beauty and value to the soul. Always remember the tears that Carla shed at the beautiful Cliff restaurant at Laguna Beach, tears from her heart, at the wanting forgiveness and then the joy at being given it completely. The soul acts like this. All of them do. Every time when they are learning a new lesson, and everything is going right on one of the harder assignments, at its completion.

I wish you all a beautiful Sunday, and I want you to honor your families and your loved ones, just for the day. They are some of the best teachers who have been sent to you by Creator, to assist you to learn the most important lessons for this life, and for those beyond.



Aloha and Mahalos,
Namaste,
Peace,

Ross and the beautiful, if sleepy, Carla
Your Reiki Doc Unit
(we are interchangeable--winks)

Gaia News Brief 4.10.2014

You Can't Tell By Looking

I was admiring a surgeon's Pandora bracelet at "Pasta Wednesdays for Doctors" as we ate with an OB-GYN at the table on the patio. It looked beautiful on her, and I had just bought some charms for my 'mother in law'--my son's grandmother recently from the same line of jewelry.

I don't know how that led to the next disclosure by my friends, but I was surprised very much to learn that both of them were cheap, and prided themselves on it. The husband who bought the bracelet for the surgeon, an eye doctor, apparently is very cheap too!

I had no idea! They looked normal, and seemed normal in every way. The only ones who were cheap I knew, are:  my son's father's family (Scottish frugality that this Sicilian can't quite understand), my friend the pharmacist in San Diego whose family would drive across town to save like, two cents a gallon (but how much gas did it take to drive across town?), and my old Aunt Jean, who made her kids use store brand toothpaste, gave me a day planner that was two years old, and drove a diesel Mercedes and was a multi-millionaire.

If you pride yourself on being 'cheap', there is no judgement on you. However, I will say for the record, that limited resources are a very third-dimensional concept that does not exist anywhere else in the cosmos. And that further, the ability to manifest using the laws of the universe is not exercised by priding yourself on being 'tight' with your money. So I will say, 'you just might want to think about it.'

Money is a MEANS to get to do things you want to do.

Money is NOT a goal in itself.

This is how the Universe works.

This is not to say 'don't save for a rainy day' or 'go to Vegas and bet the house'.

Here is an example of what I am trying to say:

• Last night I went to Au Lac, my favorite vegetarian/vegan restaurant where I am close to the owner Mai and Chef Ito. 
• Mai, is always generous. She gave me a free appetizer and also shared her sticky rice roll her friend Susan had made for her. She put coconut milk on it and it was delicious.
• Mai has given me fifty dollars when I bought a fifty dollar gift certificate for the chef at my hospital, so he could learn about non-meat options (at pasta day he had the fake chicken as 'chicken' and nobody knew so I could eat it)--he got one hundred dollars that way.
• She bought me tickets to Natural Products Expo because last time when I went pretending I was Mai with her badge nobody believed for  a minute I was Vietnamese, but they let me in anyway.
• She gave me a hundred dollar gift card last winter so I could participate in her rewards program--I think it's better for her to have gift cards like at star buck s (trying to keep low profile on internet shh!) for her cash flow.
• I realized I should 'give back', so for my nine dollar noodles, I bought a one hundred dollar gift card, and paid with that. Not because I owed her. It was because I love her,; she is starting a second place in downtown L.A., and things are going to be tight for a little while. I wanted to help her like she has done so much for me. <3

Enough. I won't talk about it any more. 

Ross wants me to share about my grandma Lucille. My nannu Filippo--husband to nana Angelina--used to call my dad's mother 'La Vecchia'--the old cow--in Sicilian.

She was cheap.

He used to smile and ask me when I saw him about her. In his thick Italian accent he would inquire how much money she gave me last time I saw her?

Nothing.

Then he would tap his shirt pocket and take out his small plastic sleeve with his driver's license and money. He would ask me, how much would you like, Carla?

One dollar nannu. You should keep your money. You need it.

And he would say, 'ah HA!' and click his tongue and pull out FIVE dollars, and give it to me, not saying a word.

Italians are that way. He is my godfather and my grandfather. And I value the lesson he taught me--you can't put a price tag on people you love. They are worth so much more than most people realize. For me, I was a kid, and I was only young once. Five dollars meant a lot of candy bars and doll clothes to me back then. He knew I didn't have any way to earn money. He worked HARD in construction work. He dug the holes for the new street lights to go into. He came to America when he was forty years old. He did hard labor until he was sixty five. 

Every time I see a street light, I smile, and think of how much his Light gave me wisdom, confidence, and grace.

Manifesting In Action

Yesterday was a good day. I had a special request case. It took all day. I was sad because I missed the pho friday at the doctor's dining room for lunch. I also missed the free shave ice because my case ended after two.

Well, I found that there is MORE shave ice at nine p.m., from my friend in the cafeteria. I told my friend who is on OB who also missed it to come back. 

The trick to manifesting is not to have an emotional connection to the outcome.

I had milk and a piece of German chocolate cake--super tiny--instead. Then I waited. I waited an hour and a half for a twenty minute case. On a child--I love doing anesthesia for pediatric patients. After I had gotten to know the patient and the parents, my relief came. I said, if you don't mind I will just do this case? He said okay, but if there are extras, you take my call, and I go home. There is a GI case at seven. What could I do? I know he has three toddlers and preschoolers at home, which he never sees. I know he lives one hour away. I had a birthday party for my 'mother in law' that I wasn't invited to, and my boy was there. So I accepted his offer.

I spoke with the nurses, and asked if they would mind between cases if I went to grab dinner? I would have my phone with me?  They said sure. I wanted my pho...

Well I never heard from them. It was close to start time, and I called in--guess what? They didn't need me! And as I drove to go home, I thought, I have my massage membership I just started last month (this is a big healing for me to go back to massage--it's been ten years--my ex is a massage therapist). So instead of heading home, I asked if there were any openings. There were! Just one, about twenty minute wait.

So I took it. I experienced deep relaxation I had never felt before (my back and shoulders and ankles are in knots 24/7 due to pushing gurneys, intubating patients, and standing a lot). I also got a referral to something new, Reflexology because 'my ankles are tight'...

Preparing The Bride

Blessed Mother came to me last night during my massage. A big benefit of massage for me is time to connect to spirit. My therapist had a name like Haniel, so I really relaxed and let go. So I was surprised to have heard her, for I haven't heard her in quite some time.

She said to enjoy the massage. It is part of my preparation as a bride for Ross.

I was totally confused. I was like, 'me? how? aren't we married?'

It was her joy and delight that made me understand this was indeed true! That, and she showed me a picture of what back in the day, Jewish brides did--the bath, the dressing, the henna. 

She also showed me that in his chamber, Ross is getting ready like this too. I waved at him and he smiled and waved back.

Then I prayed. I prayed in my heart for me to be the most shining beautiful heart I could ever be just for him.

And I also prayed for everyone to be able to hear their angels like me.

Ross

I don't have anything to say. It is a secret for Carla, and I wouldn't want to spoil the surprise. I love her in all ways, 24/7, from my heart. This crosses all time and dimensions and distance that there might be between us.

Yesterday morning, Carla realized in her heart, that one day she might be doing her ordinary day's chores like she was, but one day it will be the day she would get to see my face, meeting in our dimension, and changing her life forever to be with me, heart and soul, for all eternity.

She got a new bounce in her step! And she realized that if today it doesn't happen, well, that makes her one day closer to the day that it will. And that gave her joy too.

I showed her my face closely in meditation, as a dry run for when that meeting takes place. Although she sees my face, this time I showed in 'HD' if you will, with warmth and emotion and flesh.

She had tears in her eyes, tears of joy and asked me if this really could be happening? She touched my face gently, all over, then rested her head on my chest--I am much taller than she is--and just cried tears of relief at the nightmare of duality and the veil and the matrix being OVER.

I took that meditation away, because Carla had to work. But on her way home, in the car, she thanked me for that vision, and shared that she will cry for sure when we meet, and not to be concerned about it as they are tears of joy.

I startled her. I looked deeply in her eyes, and said when it is our time, I am pretty certain that I might cry too. Tears of joy to have her back with me, forever.

This confession of mine meant more to Carla than anything I have ever said in all my time of knowing her...

Aloha and Mahalos,

Namaste,

Peace,

The Love Birds Ross and Carla, Reunited Twins, and Healers on this page, Doctors With Reiki

Life Got You Down?

You value to Source.

You are infinitely LOVED.



I just got a letter from someone who is in really hard times--no money, no place to live, and what appears to be no way out.

It asked for help.

I sent Reiki.

I also wrote this. As I wrote it, I felt it was being channeled. I think it might be helpful for other people too:


Hi D,
What you are experiencing is called a Dark Night of the Soul. Every spiritual person has one. In your case, it is for material things-survival--food--shelter.
In mine it was in Relationship. Nothing ever, ever worked out. I was abandoned at four months pregnant, only to have him come back and sue me for custody. My life was a waking hell on earth. This was after two failed and abusive marriages.

It gets better.

It's not easy, but it gets better.

You have YOU.
You are eternal.
This is an illusion.
Your spiritual YOU is what is real.

For some reason, YOU 'signed up' for this crazy lesson.

I know this is going to sound crazy, but I want you to hear with your heart--start counting your blessings.

The energies are such that what is on our minds is going to happen.

And for you to survive, one single thought of 'Costa Rica is brutal'--even though it is--is like putting gasoline on a barbecue.

It starts with the mind, and the heart, and the emotions. Once that is generating or manifesting things you want--and keep giving thanks and blessings for it--really try to heal this situation from a Higher Dimensional perspective.

Ask for All Divine Assistance, and accept whatever comes.

Archangel Nathaniel is the one to call when everything seems impossible.

Meditate as often as you can. Get in tight with Spirit. Keep your Vibration UP. Keep focused on your happiness--and the goal is for positivity to 'have a snowball effect' and increase your abundance and prosperity.

Abundance and prosperity will not increase if you focus on Abundance and prosperity.

Abundance and Prosperity arrive to supply the means to a dream, to a life goal, to a life Purpose that is in the heart. Think of the olympic athlete who eats, breathes, sleeps with the thought of winning the gold. And everything else just happens to come along to fuel that dream and make it happen.

Set your sights to the life you want to have, for example, like I did on wanting to be a doctor and help people--on my Purpose.

You have a Purpose too. It is important. In Stillness you will find it.

Life isn't easy, I know.

Remember you are so LOVED by God and the Angels.  Ask them for their help, just like you ask me. Ask them every day. And don't ask them to 'prove' anything. They are here to assist but we have to do the work with our thoughts and our hearts and our spirits. You will get 'hints' and 'opportunity chances', often at the last minute, for that is what angelic guidance tends to be like.

And know this is not forever.

Nothing is forever while we are incarnate on Earth.

Hang in there. Do the best you can. Keep your mind in a state of love, joy and happiness--even if that takes some discipline on your part. Try to imagine St. Germain following you around with a big sack and holding it open so you can pluck out your negative thoughts and throw them in there for 'compost'.   Every thought we think has the ability to create--it is loaded with the power of manifestation. So keep them harmonious with the life you want to live.

Be thankful for the air, for water, for food, and for kindness.

This will build on itself.

Let me know how you do, okay? I care.

Aloha and Mahalos, Namaste.
Peace,


Reiki Doc

The Hints

My son and I have been manifesting without knowing it for about three weeks now.

Just last weekend, he wanted to go to the OC Fair. And I wasn't planning on taking him. I didn't want the confrontation over the temptation for deep-fried oreos when we are both watching out weight.

Out of the blue, free tickets from a family member just showed up!

With six free ride tickets, too.


So I am going to talk to you about the weeks of 'hints' it took for me to realize how to enjoy and co-create in the Now Moment. Then I will share another stream of Consciousness (what is going on in my head and heart) for this new Now 'way to exist'.

The Hints from the angelic guides who want me to learn how to use this birth right gift--to co-create or manifest--like I used to before I was born:

• you might want to use this food here in the pantry in the garage (two weeks before the leak)
• during the free Unicorn Healing Event I kept thinking about dragons. I know several in spirit realms. The next day, the spirit dragons came through a friend, and scheduled an attunement. Only we two were given this gift to help humanity. (This is because our energy systems are well-adjusted to the higher dimensions and can handle this even higher vibration of healing energy. It is my hope as those who are comfortable with unicorn healing--which is very high vibration--will be next attuned to dragon healing when the dragons say the time is right for it.)
• my friend Nadine--she calls every time I think of her. Just one day after the thought. She is an angel who came into my life at my lowest moment, and she always knows when I am at the end of my rope. She gives me hope.
• The Andromeda Mirror Key--another spirit gift I am working with (Ross says to think of the dragon healing and this Key like R&D and 'new product development' for your healing skills which are to come to you in due time. <3 )--reminded me of my Holographic Projector (http://www.pyradyne.com/products/the-andromedian-holographic-projector/) which helps to manifest things. It had been calling me to wear it and I hadn't listened. The next step was to figure out 'Now' with a little pressure on me, just enough, to say, 'This 3D sucks and I want OUT'. (I had also been given a Freedom Key).
• I wished for a lineup of cases with my favorite Christian Buddhist Surgical Oncologist, and I got it the very next day. I was looking at the schedule, and I thought, I want that room tomorrow! Out of the blue, my boss assigned it to me that night.

So here we go--you can see how I am in my Now and joyfully co-creating with Source.

Here are the rules--if it's on your mind, and you pair it with emotion, it's going to manifest. 

(It has just a little to do with your Life Purpose and Life Contract--things that are compatible with it manifest a whole lot faster.  For example, once I committed to going to medical school, opportunities started linking together in quick succession almost as if dominos were falling against one another in a row--Boom! Boom! Boom! and there was great forward movement with my life.)

1. I really like breathing. I just focus on how good it is to breathe. I asked Ross last night, do you breathe? He said we all breathe. I asked WHAT do you breathe, air like me? He said no we breathe Light. Then I started thinking about if he had any lungs at all, and a circulatory system??? And he LAUGHED! He said, 'This is the first of a terrestrial wanting to dissect and probe a Galactic instead of the old-fashioned gossips the other way around with the cows and the abductees!)
2. My skin feels SO nice after the shower after the water got turned back on after the leak got fixed. I just enjoy that too.
3. I like being 'awake' and knowing the truth about the Illuminati, much like Kevin Annett's life work is to awaken others and protect those who have been victimized by the powers-that-were.
4. I love being psychic and a medium.
5. I adore my wonderful friends I have met through this Life's Work in healing for me.
6. Reiki is awesome!
7. I like it that I woke up when I felt like it, and my stomach is telling me it's time to eat. Usually I have to force both to start my day.
8. The crickets still are very loud. Even though summer is fading, it is still here, and it is my favorite season.
9. I trust in my guides to help me make today the best possible day I can be given, my staying focused on what is right, on what I like, and by downplaying things I 'don't like' in my mindfulness today.

Ross:

Carla has but little time before she has to leave for her work. There is traffic, and even though the cases begin approximately half-hour later than her usual time, I still have to keep on her because she is of the type who is 'more or less' punctual, often times with her son and her duties as a mother, a little more on the 'less punctual' side. Her son is with a friend, and it is summer, and that is how she has the luxury of writing this important message to you today.

Although it might sound simple, her message has great power in the explanation--front and back--of 'how to manifest'.

This is not the law of attraction.

This is Universal Law, of Spirit.

I co-create. You co-create. All of us are co-creating together for the Highest Good.

Our Creator--'Source'--won't step in or allow anything more direct than 'gentle coaching' as with the 'hints' (and there have been MANY for Carla to wake up. She only noticed these last ones, there were more that were unnoticed by her for weeks!) because of Free Will.

We cannot wake up another.

There is no way to wake up anybody else into their Full Consciousness.

First it has to be desired.

Next there has to be effort.

Then there is a 'little luck' into getting the right conditions for the person to 'getting started in understanding it' and 'making the connections'.

For all of her education, Carla isn't the smartest kid on the block when it comes to Spiritual Training. She hit an impasse about one year ago. Usui had to tell her through another incarnate angel, that she was in fact the same rank of angel too. Usui delicately explained to the friend that 'Carla is not connecting the dots' and would she mind giving Carla this message for him?

Spirit will find a way.

This is not unachievable by the masses of people who are just awakening.

This is totally doable, for everyone, not just us.

All it takes is an interest, a willingness to explore and learn, and an open heart.

A good 'hint' in general is when you notice a pattern of manifesting what you DON'T want for a while--boom! boom! boom!--because you focus on it.

All it takes is a general redirection of the focus after that (like Carla explained in NOW blog post yesterday), and then you are learning to 'walk' in Spirit with your God-given birthright, the power to Co-create.

(he waves and smiles)

We are your brother and sister in the Light.

We are guiding you to be like us.

You don't need us to do the work for you.

You are more than able to grow in Spirit.

I believe in You and all of your Ability to fully function with the Light in what is not 5D--early 5D, where there are baby steps that are important for everyone to explore at this time in their spiritual growth and development.

So have FUN with it!

Aloha and Mahalos,

Namaste,

Ross and Carla

The Strategies Of Heaven

Heaven is on a different 'Time' than you. Note that I did not say, 'Daylight Savings Time' or 'Standard Time' or event 'Time Zone'. Heaven is on a different Time than you.

And Heaven is coming to Earth!

If I might be so bold, I will further assert that The Ways Of Heaven Are Seen With The Heart And Not With The Rational Mind.

For some of you, like the one who posed the question, 'what is this and what is that' in Heavenly terms which is the basis of this blog post, Although it might seem difficult, with the Open Heart awake this will make more sense; the more the Heart Center is opened, and the more this is re-read, the more clear it will be to you.

For others who are looking to 'understand' using only their 'Rational Mind' this will not make much 'sense' no matter how much it is read.

Here is the answer to the question asked. Note, I am not using any 'definitions' from the Internet. I am answering them straight up from my Heart Center and using my own 'working definitions' for you:

• Starseeds:  And advanced soul who incarnated in this lifetime to help Gaia and her People. Possesses advanced technology on a soul level. Has submitted to the 'amnesia' process which is in place on surface Earth. May or may not awaken to their Soul Purpose and Soul Mission for Liberation of The Planet. 
• Key Codes: There are 'codes' that are contained in things one might not otherwise 'make sense' which help with the awakening process. It has something to do with the DNA, not in the body, but in the etheric or 'Light Body'. (we have five 'bodies, an etheric body, an astral body, a mental body, an emotional body, and a physical body.) Sources of key codes are found in nature, sunlight, and certain people who are way-showers. If you find yourself actively seeking more posts from a Lightworker, chances are you are getting 'light codes' from them and in your active stage of the Awakening Process to begin your Mission. I got the Light Codes from KP's blog, but then I 'outgrew it' and found others and started blogging with more energy myself.
• Lightworker: A person who, whether incarnated for this Mission or isn't sure of it, has a strong desire to help awaken others, to be of service to Gaia, and to help with the Resistance Movement to Liberate the Planet. Many experience the 'Gifts of Spirit'--clair audience, clair voyance, clair cognizance, clair sentience, and clair olfaction. This is because these 'gifts' are 'normal' for the Higher Dimensions.
• Wayshower: A Lightworker who helps other Lightworkers 'wake up' to their Missions.
• Healer: A Special kind of Lightworker who can adjust their Vibration to match that of another entity, and transmute 'Dis-Ease' or the Energy Imbalance Pattern of Disease.  Some Healers who use Reiki techniques and other advanced spiritual practices do not experience 'draining of energy'  because they 'Tap Into Source' for the Healing to happen. Other healers use their own Life Energy to heal others.
• Gatekeeper: this term is new to me, I do not know what this means.
• Guardian: A fortified old soul Lightworker who has extensive Soul Experience and many incarnations. Is entrusted with a certain important project. Often is subject to extreme attack by the Negative Non-Physical and their counterparts on Gaia. Typically has survived a horrible upbringing with multiple layers of abuse to 'keep them from finding their Mission'. I am not a Guardian. Rumor has it though, that 'anyone who knows a Guardian is automatically able to Ascend, no matter what their karma'.
• Karma: This is a 'law' where the soul chooses its own 'fairness' in the next life after evaluation of behaviors/practices in the 'last life'. The soul is a much harsher judge of itself than Source is. In essence, darkness is 'paid back' with suffering by the soul to 'cleanse' it in later lives. All of us have been darkness at one lifetime or another. We 'take turns'.
• Ascension: The 'mass raising of Vibration' or if you use a video game term--'leveling up' of the Consciousness of the majority of people alive on Gaia surface. This is the sum total of 'personal Ascension processes'. To me, this will happen like popcorn popping--a few first, then more, and then lots, and then a little less, then the stragglers, and then no more. The kernels who are 'unpopped' will be the ones that chose to remain back in 3D. Gaia is going to 5D.
• The Event: This is a little different from Ascension in that it is a synchronistic astral/universal phenomena that is related to a pulse of Light from the Galactic Central Sun. It will happen globally. This will trigger a financial reset of all the Central Banking Systems on the planet. It is like a wonderful gift that we on Gaia are fortunate to experience--it is better than Christmas Morning!

Other things to keep in mind--whatever you are thinking and getting emotional about is going to come true. You Have The Power To Manifest It. 

A friend of mine experienced a miracle in the stopping of drinking by her Twin Soul Husband. But she can't move past the pain and heal herself. Now he is having setbacks. She is basically untreated AlAnon, wanting her pain to be noticed and healed before she accepts the miracle. This is the classic 'change' and 'change back' scenario. She has not mastered this part of the Illusion yet, and this is important for their joint mission together that she does. The pain is real that she is experiencing--however, just like in childbirth with its overwhelming pain and labor, only SHE can raise her Consciousness enough to be able to find her own Happiness even if he is passed out drunk in the next room (treated AlAnon), then to 'pluck out' all those worry thoughts as they happen (not because they aren't real, but because they are like loaded guns or a match to gasoline--they have that much energy manifesting potential when she is heart and mind focused on a particular thought). Then she must strengthen her Vibration to be stronger than his (this is not easy). She wants OUT. She is emotionally 'finished' It does not look good for them. She is 'done'. 

This is how the negative non-physical forces 'divide and conquer' just like they did the 'Occupy' movement--my friend does not even see she is giving the Dark Hats a big juicy victory by walking away from her Twin Soul and focusing on the pain instead of the desired End Result.

You have the power to manifest too. Just think of yourself like an Olympic Athlete, and think 'Gold Medal' (or your version of it) 24/7, day in and day out, feeling the 'victory' in your mind, and really experiencing the emotions of the 'win'. And bust your behind working to do everything possible to prepare you for that win--training, nutrition, weight room, coaches, strategy.

This is the way of Heaven. It is right before your eyes!

If you want the 'Final Picture' before you 'decide' and 'commit' to being a Lightworker, the rest of us are going to move along without you. Because by this mentality you are perpetuating the concept of 3D. This is not a judgement of you, your potential, your value--you are STILL LOVED BY GOD and by ME--it is only a 'sign' that your vibration isn't 'at' the level yet to 'move past' the 3D 'mark' BUT IN TIME YOU TOO WILL BE ABLE TO REACH THE HIGHER VIBRATIONS!!! You are not forgotten or 'left behind' in any way--it's just your 'homework' is still 3D and the other's have 5D homework now. <3 <3 <3 <3 <3

If you are okay with just 'winging it' and 'going with what feels right' and being of the Highest Vibration possible, you will 'get to a place' where your own connection to Source, your Inner Guidance, is going to 'kick in'. Only what you need at the present moment will be made clear to you, and it is only when you 'look back over your shoulder' you will be astonished at what this gentle partnership with Spirit on your Mission can accomplish over Time.

Aloha and Mahalos,

Namaste,

Reiki Doc

Timeline Mitosis

These are the knobs that adjust fresh gas flow in the operating room. They are on the anesthesia machine, and allow me to mix them together in the combinations I think are the best for my patient.

I stare at these knobs a lot.

For three hours straight recently. It was a very long case that should have taken an hour. It was a hernia that was 'pantaloon' and had already been fixed many years ago by another surgeon with a mesh repair that didn't hold up very good. We had to fix it. Here is the definition of a pantaloon hernia. Some of the other links have nasty photographs of scary bulges where there shouldn't be, so unless you have a strong stomach, I caution you not to 'look around online'. LOL. Here is the picture-less definition: http://surgery.med.nyu.edu/general/patient-care/hernias/types-hernia/pantaloon-hernias

Pantaloon hernias are very rare. This was the second I have seen in my career, and the third my surgeon has seen in his twenty-four year career! But here's the kicker--surgeon said this, and I quote: Why just the day before I was talking with Dr. B about pantaloon hernias. I didn't expect to see one for another ten years! And now I am seeing THIS!

Ladies and gentlemen, he manifested. He thought about the rare pantaloon hernia, felt the feelings, didn't KNOW he was in these new energies that are surrounding and flooding the planet with Light, and BOOM! There you have it--pantaloon hernia in just one day.

this is not me, but it shows what I do  for very long stretches of time

Being in the O.R. with a stable patient gives me time to think.

Let me lay this one here on you:

• The Time For The 3D-5D 'split' is occurring at this time: This period of ‘Gaia Grace’ comes with the caveat that those unwilling to continue energetic upgrades in the Ascension path will be transferred to alternate 3D environments, away from the Gaia Earth, to continue their development.http://gaiaportal.wordpress.com/2013/09/27/temporal-adjustments-to-gaia-upgrade-process-allow-shadow-seekers-to-catch-up/
• This 'split' was described as a 'Timeline Bifurcation' mathematically almost twenty days ago: Bifurcation means the splitting of a main body into two parts. In the mathematical study of change that occurs within a structure or space, bifurcation occurs when a parameter change causes the stability of an equilibrium (or fixed point in a field) to change. The comprehension of the mathematical change that is currently shifting the geometric value of frequency, which further, generates a bifurcation in the structure of time and space, is very relevant to us now. This is directly related to the forthcoming split occurring between timelines which govern our continued consciousness (energy) expression on the earth plane as it is moving into future time. Thus, the planetary fields and humanity are coming to experience the next phase of the planetary Ascension cycle, which is the nature of Bifurcation of Time.http://pleiadedolphininfos.blogspot.com/2013/09/september-9-2013-es-ascension-news.html
• We are in a time of Transition between 3D and 5D, 'popping in' to both at the same time: We are here to support you and all of the earth’s people at this time. We bring a message that the Earth has indeed shifted into what you and others would term 5D. To move to it, which many of you have and do from moment to moment requires a heartfelt understanding that you are not here or there, you are here AND there. You walk in between worlds, and will continue to do so until such time as all of humanity makes the shift. You have chosen as a collective consciousness to ascend together, or not at all.Your task is to understand and bring heaven to Earth from within, to align with the resonance of love and selflessness, and to understand that each one of you is a divine spark of all that is. You are one, there is no separation.http://pleiadedolphininfos.blogspot.com/2013/09/the-energy-coming-to-planet-now-is.html#more

Let me put this into something I understand, something many of you who have taken Biology at school can relate to, 'Mitosis' or 'the division of a growing cell into two cells'. I found a nice video of it here in this link: http://highered.mcgraw-hill.com/sites/0072495855/student_view0/chapter2/animation__mitosis_and_cytokinesis.html

The Wiki link is also here for those who like to read instead--that's how I learned it and the classic diagrams are here: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Mitosis Here is a YouTube Video that is the BOMB! 

Here is the direct link to the You Tube Rap that is Reiki Doc-approved! http://youtu.be/pOsAbTi9tHw

I'm laughing still because pre-med and med school would have been cake if I had Mr. W rappin' me all the way through!

Anyhow, what I 'pick up' is in a 'Galactic Sense' something as orderly and orchestrated as Mitosis is going on with the 3D-5D split. It's not necessary to be concerned over the 3D people going 'someplace else'--their Vibration is simply incompatible with the 5D frequency range, and for these people who have free will and exist at Very Low Vibration, the choice is between 'chalk on a blackboard with unimaginable discomfort' or 'what I've been doing for my whole incarnation'. Many won't know they are being moved, or care, as they are too wrapped up in their own 'dog eat dog' mindset to notice.

They will get 'there' to 5D, eventually, as the soul learns and grows...so not to worry!

From what I figure, we are in the 'line up at the fifty yard line' phase, and as The Event happens it will be like that 'cytokinesis' to really solidify the 'separation' between the two dimensions. Just know that although Gaia is 5D 'officially now', many of her occupants range from 3D to low 4D to 5D and higher. Everyone but 3D is going to make it, and according to Gaia Portal, even some of the 'shadow chasers' (3D) are being given free 'upgrades' to make it with the rest of us, as long as it is accepted by them.

Isn't this Fascinating???

I'm all for it, I'm like wooooooooo! 

Enjoy the ride!

Aloha and Mahalos,

Namaste,

Reiki Doc

You Have Greatness Inside

I can see it, waiting to be found, waiting to be a part of your life...it is Greatness, and it is in YOU.

My next door neighbor growing up was ten and told everybody he wanted to be a professional baseball player. He had greatness in his eyes. He always believed in himself. He also told everybody he was going to marry the girl who lived across the street. She wanted nothing to do with him!

He ended up working for LAPD, and became a detective. And he married the girl of his dreams, the girl he always said he would marry. They had two girls, and are very happy together.

He had the audacity to dream out loud for everyone to hear! You know he had to think it constantly to be as comfortable with that as he was.

He wanted to play for the Dodgers. That is okay. It wasn't his calling. But dreams change and everything worked out for the best.

You have been through a great deal of energy upgrades. There has been cleansing and releasing for some time.

What is your dream?

What are you going to do with all that energy upgrade?

I'll tell you what...you know all of that cleansing? It made you able to carry more Light. And with more Light, guess what? You have the ability to super charge your dreams into reality!

All it takes is focus and a desire to do well.

Patience helps a great deal in the process, too.

The more you 'quiet' and 'listen to Source' and 'Spirit', the clearer you are going to understand the path to take. The steps to follow. Your inner knowing is Spirit's way of telling you 'you are on the right path'. The more you get excited and the more you have the feeling that your dream is turning into reality right around the corner, no matter how long it takes, no matter how much work, no matter how impossible, the more angels can assist you to reach your goals.

Angels are always with us.

Angels are always with you.

Talk to them.

Why not write in a small book what you dream for you? And be open for any 'guidance' that may arrive? If you take notes, you will have something to look back to six months, or even six weeks down the road. Be sure to time and date everything you enter into that book (you can make a file on the computer if you like that better, that will work too.) Be on the watch for all signs that come your way (for me today I had a grey feather and a white feather--wait a bit and happiness NOW--in that order).

You are God's Kid. God doesn't make mistakes. And if you believe in a feminine form of God, no matter what you choose to name her Isis, Mother Mary, Shakti, Pele, Shiva...the Goddess doesn't make mistakes either.

Neither shall you. Everything is learning. There is value in all effort that you make, no matter what.

Dream your dream. And walk to it. One step at a time. You will get there. Listen to the quiet voice inside, that is your heart of hearts. Listen and know this is your Purpose, the one Dream that will make you feel alive and cherished and fulfilled beyond anything you ever could imagine!

Aloha and Mahalos,
Namaste,

Reiki Doc

Think With Your Heart and Dream Big!

February has been 'think with your heart' month. One of the greatest abilities of the heart center, is to manifest a dream into 'reality'. It is the consistency of the desire for this, and the willingness to work on it, together that can create a future in which that dream 'manifests'.

An example of this is the olympic gold medalist who dreams of winning the gold, imagining every day what it is like on the podium with the national anthem playing, swims hard each day in practice, for many years, and makes that dream come true.

When I saw this image, my heart leapt in my chest! It was real! I thought. It was my dream I have had since I was sixteen and took my first class in French.

Ever since I heard of the Cote D'Azur I wanted to visit it. Have I been? No. Not even looked at a travel book.

Why? Because as I got older, I 'saw' this house, a rented villa, white white color, high on a hill overlooking the ocean. There are rooms there. I am not alone. I am with a special person, someone who will be in my life for a long time. Someone with whom I am deeply in love. We walk to the beach and go swimming. We come back all sandy and full of sun. We make our own food, something simple, like bread and cheese and fruit. There is no worry, no stress, and no end to this vacation.

I go over it in my mind again and again.

I realize now, in fact, I have been doing something in the meantime to make this dream come true: I have been working through all of my 'issues'. I have jettisoned my 'baggage' left and right, fearlessly and with much introspection I can say, 'I know who I am. I know myself. My past is not me.' I have discovered my Truth.

I wouldn't have been much fun on my trip if I had sought it before I was 'whole' and 'emotionally optimized' for such friendship.  Now it can be enjoyed thoroughly when the time is right. I can wait for it to be perfect. <3

What is your dream?

March is the month of Dreaming. Pisces are known for that. They also make excellent lovers, according to the astrologers. This is because they are the most spiritually advanced of the twelve signs. Aries is for 'new souls'. Each incarnation progresses to the following sign with spiritual advancement. As a result, Pisces is the 'last' rung on the 'ladder'. So let us reach deep into our Piscean qualities, and spend the next month 'Dreaming with our Hearts'.

Namaste,

Reiki Doc

Working With Spirit

Emily 'Lee Ann' Whiting

I blogged a great deal today. It is a joy, but it takes a lot out of me. I knew it was time to spend the afternoon doing something fun. It is my weekend without the kids. What should I do?

Sometimes being a mother means you forget how to take care of yourself.  That's where Spirit comes in:

C: Hey, Guides?! Where should I go? Nothing feels 'right'.

G: Go someplace in Nature that is of Historical Interest. (they showed me a rough geographic area). Go where there was a big tree that everyone once came to see. Go where people have to pay to get in but today you will not have to pay.

C: hmmm...sounds cryptic, I thought. I looked on TripAdvisor. I found the place. An adobe. I packed my sketch book and drawing pencils, and took off. Once I got there, I was irritated to see all kinds of people packing things in. For a wedding! There were tables and generators...I had missed the docent tour as well. Luckily, when I went in to the adobe, there was a door bell type button to push, and you could hear a tour guide on tape. I wonder if I am going to see any ghosts today??? I thought, will a thrill of excitement!

There were no ghosts. Only generators and locked doors on some of the exhibits. But there was a kind docent in the library, and I spoke with her. Marion with the British Accent. She encouraged me to come to some future events. These are fundraising activities and there is a fee to attend, but there is no fee today.

I went to an old church, and there I found my ghost. It was Mrs. Whiting.

MW: Don't you just love church? It is a place where you can go where you don't have to worry about the house and the ranch and the crops and the hired help. (she was in a white dress near the organ that she used to play, about my age, and very petite. she wanted me to share this with you, so that modern people would understand better the actual 'draw' of the church at the time for people like her. )

(ed-I found this online just now while double checking her name. Article dated April 22, 2012. Here picture is above. She told me her name was 'Lee Ann'--
Emily herself had turned 44 in January. Unlike her late husband, however, whose handsome face and form had altered over the years in proportion to his prosperity, Emily seemed to have tapped into some sort of Fountain of Youth.  Still petite and stylish, the titian-haired Mrs. Whiting had been a fixture in Los Angeles society since she and Dwight had decamped from El Toro about a decade ago.  )

I also noticed that there was an American Flag, the kind with the yellow fringe on the edges and an eagle on top of the pole, right next to the altar with the big wooden cross on it. My antennae went up about the meaning of that flag--kind of a David Wilcock-type stuff--but I couldn't remember exactly what it meant.

I came out and looked in the outhouse. That must have been cold those winter nights! And then I started to notice...them. It was a bunch of high schoolers that were all dressed up. The docent said it was Homecoming Night, and locals like to take their photos there. Some of the girls looked like models, some looked skanky, and the 'modest' ones stood out above the rest for their beauty.  The boys looked like dweebs, and were totally infatuated with the gorgeous girls.

So here I was, with Homecoming AND a Wedding, trying to find some PEACE! What do I do? I sit and I draw the church. People are walking in and out of the subject. I don't draw them in. You never really 'see' something until you draw it. It is an activity I enjoy. I have little talent. But I have fun with it nonetheless.

I walked by a display with a cutting cross-cut through the trunk of a giant live oak, the diameter of which was taller than me.  There was a historic plaque and everything with it.  As secondary confirmation, a long acorn fell at my feet from the smaller tree that had replaced it, and I picked it up.

I got the feeling to give Reiki. Am I the official Reiki Wedding blesser or what? LOL I thought to myself. But as I worked, the angels arrived, and there was a vortex. One to bless all of the young people in their transitions, some to marriage, and others to Homecoming points in their lives. It would stay.

It's funny, on the way over to the place, I was trying to think about what to have for dinner. I wanted Pho, but I didn't know of any place in the area that was good. I could have cooked some spaghetti. But then I would have to clean everything up. Sure enough, when I left the place, and turned through the nearest strip mall to get to the main road--there it was--Majestic Pho! With shave ice, boba, and grill! And there were not one but TWO parking spaces opening right in front of the door.

I smiled. Working with the Universe really is terrific. I sat down and got the pho and fresh coconut juice, the kind with little pieces of fresh coconut in it. The only white girl in the place. And I eat like I am Vietnamese. It kind of freaked the owners out--  ; )


Namaste,

Reiki Doc