Showing posts with label How to disengage from the Matrix. Breaking Free from the Matrix. Show all posts
Showing posts with label How to disengage from the Matrix. Breaking Free from the Matrix. Show all posts

Friday, October 10, 2014

Gaia News Brief 10.10.2014





The Healing In The GI Suite

My patient 'had to talk to me'. There was a laundry list of concerns, and she was VERY serious. She had four ounces of 'Smart' water--not just any water--when she should have been NPO. (nothing per os--mouth--empty stomach before surgery).

She wanted to know THIS and THAT and needed to establish a sense of 'control' before we could proceed with the surgery.

She also shared how 'she had loved once' and 'it broke her heart'--she has been celibate for ten years, 'because he cheated on her' and as she was fading out, said, 'he was the most awesome guy ever...'

I took one look at that, and said, to the nurse, technician, and gastroenterologist present, 'If there ever was an example for the personality they goes with chronic bowel conditions--like ulcerative colitis or crohns--this is it. In anesthesia we see this pattern all the time, and although we notice it, we are not sure if it is the personality that creates the condition, or that living with the condition creates the personality?'

The room didn't say much of anything. We found a normal colon. And the doc thought aloud that if the test biopsies sent come back negative, then it would the case with the overactive, overanxious mind causing overactivity of the  nerves in the gut, and causing the chronic diarrhea.

Well, between us, at the end, I had enough! I announced to the room what I was going to do next:  THE AFFIRMATIONS.

This is something I do in addition to the Reiki I have given for my patients for free for many years. In the emerging state from anesthesia, patients are susceptible to what they hear. So I use it as a chance to create positive change for my patients.

I gently touched he head, and in a loud whisper, while she was still unconscious said:

  • YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL!
  • YOU ARE WONDERFUL!
  • EVERYTHING IS GOING TO BE OKAY!
  • LIFE IS GOOD!
  • YOU ARE LOVED!
  • YOU DESERVE TO BE HAPPY WITH SOMEONE BETTER THAN THAT GUY!!!
I told the room that sometimes when there is abuse that is pretty obviously suspected--bruises and a mean guy with them--I tell the person to leave the situation too.

The energy of the healers present, as I did the affirmations, was hushed and full of interest. They KNEW intuitively, that I was doing a kindness and healing for our patient. They sensed my confidence in this healing, and understood the importance of the Body-Mind-Soul as a unit, with the example I gave.

How did she wake up? Smooth. Like a whole new person. Her energy was calm, and aligned.  I sensed hope...



Outside The Matrix

When it is time to leave the Matrix, and switch over to the new grids, you will know in your heart this is the ONLY option for you, and no matter what it takes, you just want OUT from the stress and energy drain you experience in the last remnants of the old system.

Outside confirmation confirms my energy is of a whole new vibration, and my crown chakra is now 'activated' and functioning as it should in the Higher Realms.

I sense a constant connection to The Divine/Creator/Source energy. Just like Reiki energy 'comes' from your guides to you, and doesn't 'deplete'--there is a new--and for lack of a better term--'breathable diamonds' I can't see except with my third eye--that comes to me with each breath.

How does it feel? 

HAPPY.

And even yesterday, with the Grumpy Gastroenterologist--the afternoon guy, not the morning one--I stayed calm and content even though he was very low vibration, literally, a Stick In The Mud.

He blamed people. He was impatient. I KNEW in my heart this twenty minute case would stretch to two hours, and it did. A nurse couldn't find equipment he needed, and she didn't ask anyone for help. All the while I had an almost ninety-year-old under anesthesia...with the risk going up and up every five minutes during the case.

I could SEE how he was exercising his ability to co-create in a negative way, how his thoughts 'medicine is a battle against disease' and 'this is a struggle I shall overcome' and 'I am a master against disease' as somewhat outdated...we have come to an era where Love Is The Solution For Everything. Same technology. Same evidence-based medicine techniques. But the energy fosters healing, peace, and teamwork, in this new era now.


Octoberfest?

Yesterday I was able to attend briefly, a CME lecture on 'Cancer Survivorship'. The lecturer was from an academic center, and her energy clearly had conflict with her role as a healer. She was one of those doctors who gets a lot of money from drug companies to do research and give talks...

I felt it. 

Apparently 'Cancer Survivorship' is a term that applies to anyone who has ever had a diagnosis of cancer, even those who are in hospice and not going to survive in the long run overall.

The talk was fascinating, as there are many many physical, mental, emotional and spiritual after-effects of cancer treatment.

Reiki was not mentioned, not even once.

But I gave it to everyone in the room--to their guardian angels--because it is the heart of the healer that needs the most love and support of all. Too bad there aren't any CME's for that kind of training.

Our luncheon had some dishes no one had ever seen before:  purple cabbage with apple slices, breaded flat meat that tasted like pork sausage, overcooked other sausages that were dried out, and something reminiscent of latkes--the frozen potato pancakes.

People were trying the food, and not sure what everything was--'Is this POTATO???'.

One day, I hope that we shall become so accustomed to the new ways of healing, where there is synthesis of techniques to treat the body-mind-soul as a unit, that the old ways will seem just as foreign and difficult to apply, as this German 'meal' was to Southern California Doctors. 

I gave up trying entirely, and had a chile relleƱo instead.


How To Manifest

No one can Ascend for you.  It is like giving birth. There are no c-sections to the Higher Realms. You must give 'birth' to the new you in the higher energies. This applies equally to men.

And just like in childbirth, there comes a time when you soul feels a need to PUSH and you just need to get out of the energies any way you can. That is why I fought the etheric cords of the old grid, and detached myself from them. It took a lot of  energy, on my part, just like in labor. And after I had to rest and rest...

Once Ascended fully enough to 'link' to the new grids, you have access to the energy of Creation, all the time, and you don't feel like you are 'starving' like you did before.

Under the Veil--in Duality--we are energetically 'cut off' from this source of Creation--the tachyon particles (which I call the breathable diamonds) don't pass through from Source to surface Gaia ordinarily on the old grids.

So we feel 24/7 a sense of deep LACK. 

And rejection. That's how we interpret this 'being away from Source' sensation. We must have 'done something bad otherwise we wouldn't be here'.

I sense that as a school, a place of learning for the soul, we SIGN UP for the 'lesson' of 'being away from Source', for that PERCEPTION.

And it takes two major forms--Lack of Substance, and Lack of Love. (there can also be health woes, and other 'majors' too)

Some people I know, have a 'Double Major' and experience lack in both.  

In any part of your life, if there is some area where 'no matter what you do you can't seem to get it right'--chances are, it is your 'Major' in this learning environment. 

WE get two, a main area to 'grow' and a 'minor' one. Sylvia Browne talks about this in her books. Hers was 'Loner Humanitarian'--Major and Minor--in energy study in her life.

All I have to say about this, as a study 'guide' is a few things:
  • Love Is The Solution For Everything, starting with yourself, and loving YOU like Creator does--unconditionally.
  • Even if you are starving, or the only single person at the event, and it is painful, still choose to Love Yourself Unconditionally.
  • When you don't know what to do--the answer is simple--RAISE YOUR VIBRATION.  
  • There are many ways to do this, but often one of the most simple ones is to help someone who is worse off than you.
  • Your angels, guides and deceased loved ones are available to assist--so ASK for help! This is an Open Book Test and they are your Teaching Assistants!
  • If possible, learn Reiki, and practice self-Reiki twice a day...

Ross

Carla is coming into her own. 

I love her.

Do you feel her energy? Through this page? Right here, right now?

What was once scattered is now focused, like a laser.

Carla is pointing the way to you, on how to get out from your struggles, your situation, and go UP (he points).

Not like me (you see him up standing at the edge of a hole in the clouds, waving his hands and saying, 'come on up it's really great!') where there is that DISTANCE.

Carla is right with you. And offering you a lift up. She is bending and folding her hands for you to take your first step, getting you closer to me, so I can take your hand and lift you up.

We can't put your foot into her hands for you.

We can't make you push and stretch.

Only you can do that for you.

You will have all of eternity to 'get yourselves up here'...but not with Carla and me and Gaia.

There will come a point where like most people Carla will have a sore back, and need to stretch. There will come a time where the folks in 5D, won't want to have the energy of 3D around any more.

What will happen? (he snaps his fingers)--the grids will split/separate--and everyone who is connected to the one grid, or the other, will go their separate ways for the next lessons of creation.

All children, and by default, their parents, will move up with the 5D grids. Many of these children incarnated here as star seeds to lift the place 'up' in the first place. Their parents were chosen especially. What does one look like? There is a little girl who wears unicorn shirts who is named Justice, whose mother Jenn shares with Carla's page Doctors With Reiki. She is one of the BIG ones, a leader, who is having a good childhood right now in preparation for her role which she competed to get before she was born to Jenn. No one will know for sure what Justice is supposed to do, until her time gets 'activated' as a crystal child--a highly advanced soul--not even her parents although there will be 'hints' and 'nudges' in preparation along the way. But Justice will GO FOR IT with all her heart and mind and soul and KNOW without a doubt that this is the right path for her when it is time to take it. And one other hint to the rest of you? Her name is not an accident... (smiles mysteriously and steeples his hands). I give my thanks to all souls like her for incarnating at this special time...

The more you get to know your heart, and accept it--what is--what is going on around you--and not to fight it but to accept it as a lesson...sometimes that lesson is to motivate you to change something about the world or about yourself--the faster you will go UP and come to live in the vibration of love and joy and happiness, of nurturing, warmth, love and compassion...and you are going to live there for a Long Time.

There is no going 'back'!

I encourage you, and I embrace you, on behalf of all of the brothers and sisters, the teams, both on Ground Crew 'down there' and up here with us.

You can do it!

I have faith in you!





Aloha and Mahalos,
Namaste,
Peace,

Ross and Carla the Reiki Doc, my Lady, my Angel, my Bride.

we don't need a ceremony to be as One. Weddings are a celebration of the unity we have, as loving soul twins. But the Bride and the Groom are always one to the other, no matter what the day, or when the ceremony is...

Thursday, October 9, 2014

Gaia News Brief 9.10.14




What It Is Like Outside The Matrix--Day 1

The fear is absent. I had no worries I would be late to work yesterday morning. There was no panic like there usually is. Everything worked out on time. I arrived with time to spare. I trusted in my ability to get to work, and also, in 'supporting and guiding forces' to get me there.  It was class photo day--so I had a late start and was able to help my boy to look his most handsome, as he wished. I made breakfast, and packed his lunch.

I also, at the end of the day, pushed forward on a project I had been meaning to do for one year--a little more. I finished editing and compiling the chapters of my eBook, Messages From My Patients. Throughout my career in medicine, I kept a journal just for when my patients came back after crossing over, and wrote down messages they gave to me from beyond. Some other people are Nick Adenhart, the former Angels Pitcher, Brittany Murphy the actress, and Michael Jackson, the entertainer.  There are also many messages from organ donors, cardiac patients, and trauma patients. I went to sleep at one a.m. saying, 'I will be rested when I get up'--just like Louise Hay.

By the way, I have done anesthesia for Louise Hay and her husband, one time for each, when I had no idea who any of them were. I also have done anesthesia for Dee (Doreen Virtue) twice. At the time I didn't know about them, and they didn't know about me.  But Spirit was definitely looking out for them! <3


My Higher Self

I am an exceptional case because the actions of my Higher Self in creating me, led to my being one of the most abused and tortured souls in all of existence, and including to this day.

And yet all three are one being, one Light.  So the 'rescue' aspect of us, that spark in MY soul, is very hostile and angry and unpredictable to Her who made me.

She is an archangel, Sophia. And she created both Ross and myself for a special mission to save our mother. This was with the help of Michael, Raphael, and Merlin, that we Twins were made.

I had thought one archangel--to split--means the first is not there any more. I was mistaken. AS this being, Ross' Twin, I have a name I do not disclose at this time. Nor Ross' true identity. For the moment it is best we are just 'us'. We have had one incarnation together. Then I incarnated many times on my own, including this one, as Carla.

So the hiccup was:

  • to teach me--Carla and more--that I would not 'go away' once I acknowledged the connection.
  • to show how it is like in anesthesia residency, where She is the attending, and I am the Resident, both are physicians, and we take care of the same patient at the same time together--with the patient being our shared Consciousness.
  • this explains the MEMORIES I have of before Ross and Carla, in our first incarnation,were ever created, as well as for every incarnation.
  • our special mission is a success and completed this summer. One day this will be shared too.
  • she and Ross 'took away' my dream of 'marriage' to get me OUT of the Matrix. The 'fairy tale ending' is a product of the Matrix, and I was conditioned for that. Ross is back and our love is as strong as ever. But we don't need to 'put a ring on it' in 3D. Only the 5D version, which I don't fully understand, awaits. Divine Mother and Divine Father promised this will be.
Yesterday I had both a meeting with Raziel and Sophia. Then later, just Raziel, at my home. He spelled it out for me, and I took a nap after. I have been okay ever since.

Part of my fear was in being 'blended back' into the original Soul. This has happened, in a way I can't explain, through my Consciousness. 

I feel every way myself, with the exception of fear, expectations I once held about life, and any acceptance of the Matrix as 'legit' I ever had is now gone.



My Knight In Shining Armor



This is Dr. Percy J Russell, former assistant Dean of my school of Medicine, at UCSD.  

I stand on his shoulders. Aa a returning student, and one going through a divorce, I had a lot of struggle when I was in medical school. Twenty eight is ancient, by comparison, and many medical schools do not even interview returning students. I paid for my entire medical education and housing and food and clothing myself.

Dr. Russell always took an interest in me. His warmth and kindness was like the sunshine on my perpetually rainy life. His encouragement and interest in how I was doing meant wonders to me.

I had no doubt whatsoever in my mind that he CARED about me, and wanted me to do my best.

He SAW my future in ways I could not.

I would meet with him. I don't know how I ended up having to go to his office. Usually he just said hi to me in the hall and seemed to know everything about me, how he knew, and why he liked me, I didn't understand. He was just a dean...

Well he was a special dean, and apart from his academic research and contribution to medicine, he welcomed those who would otherwise not have been welcome in another setting--people of diversity, people with a struggle, people who had the potential they were unsure they had deep inside to heal others.

He has been on my mind for two weeks, no messages. I was struggling to even recall his name. Then it 'came' to me in a flash. 

I thank God for him.

see lower right corner   and   In memoriam January 2014 for more about this wonderful man.




Earth Angels

Kathy the RN who works both GI and PACU tracked me down in GI yesterday. She is very catholic. She had a story to share. She often shares stories. She was at a meeting for RCIA (the returning catholics education) but wasn't really needed. An overwhelming desire, a 'nudge' to go to adoration of the eucharist came. She told her husband she didn't know why, but she had to GO!

When she got to the chapel, there was one woman there, who was alone and frantic. She needed to leave, and yet she didn't want to leave the eucharist--the body of Christ--ALONE!

Spirit sent Kathy to relieve her so she could go home as she needed to do. Kathy didn't get any messages (she said, 'I didn't hear anything' which makes me think there are times she DOES hear, like me...LOL) Kathy's name is Kathleen, if you work with me, but I call her Kathy and I always have.

Stina, the respiratory tech with the NDE, saw me in the hall. She was escorting and ICU patient to the OR or CT scanner. She gave me a hug and had a huge smile. She said this time she got a ZAP when she touched me. Her enthusiasm is the first sign at my work that all of my efforts with this page and everything are worthwhile--I get MANY online feedback statements to this effect. But I don't see the light in the eyes of those who write it, like I saw the light in Stina's face...I do appreciate all comments. Sometimes I say I work for comments! as I am not paid for any of this work I do.

I haven't even gotten back any of the investment I put into the bracelet project--the first check to pay me back my seed money is due any time now, and it's not even about three percent of what I have put in for supplies. (If you are interested, look for the tab, Reiki Doc Recommends, above, and scroll to Spiritual Accelerators)

I am not in it for the money....I am in it to support Reiki and to support your spiritual growth, just like Dr. Russell did for me. <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3

Spirit sent ME to Au Lac. I saw Mai in her car. The dishwasher didn't show up for work. She had planned to go to Au Lac LA, due to open next month. Instead she washed dishes. I offered to help her. She was so glad to see me! But instead, I ate, at her insistence, and also shared some hot and sour soup with her when she had a break.



How You Can Break Free From The Old Matrix

Archangel Metatron says there are two matrixes superimposed, both feeding energy to our energy systems. (If you are visual, this will help you to see it grid to sector)

About three days ago, Ross and I grabbed the old grid, and started to shake it. This is to bring is down off me.

Metatron says to envision the old one like the string used to sew up a turkey, after the turkey is baked--all greasy, see through, and weak. 

It is tied around our wrists. Yesterday morning, I was feeling held back by the energies. I wanted OUT. I started to shake the grid on my own, without Ross.

I shared this with a close personal friend, the keeper of the Diamond Shield and the Silverplatinum Flame. She also is my spiritual mother. She said, 'BE CAREFUL what you do!'

By afternoon, I was miserable, and I didn't care. I yanked and flung and wriggled to be free. I didn't know what being free meant, but I didn't want anything to do with the old. So with my CONSCIOUSNESS I did all these things in spirit.

Then a beautiful crystal lotus as big as a room opened, and the grid of diamonds connected to it was made clear to me. Divine Mother had built it. But it was like I unclamped the safety link from the old to the new.

I could breathe FREE again, with the energy of the Light and breathable diamonds (I don't know what else to call them but I believe they might be tachyons, particles of energy like photons, that all galactics need to survive)....

Ross and Metatron say you have permission to work on your attachments to the grid, as well.

Archangel Lauren has been told by Metatron 'go help your sister'.

You are instructed to 'ask your guide angels' to help you with your shaking free to detach from the matrix. Your energy on this end, and their on the other, will help you break free. My detachment was the most difficult, and with each one after, more and more will detach from the old and reattach to the new sparkly one with ease.


Ross

What can I say? (shrugs).  That is my woman! I am very proud of her. She is breaking ground where no one has ever been before. Just like me.

The apple doesn't fall far from the tree. Isn't that right, Mother?




Aloha and Mahalos,
Namaste,
Peace,

Reiki Doc and Ross, who says, 'I can't take credit for any of the work that Carla has done and so neatly spelled out for you. How I Did It 101' (he smiles)