Gaia News Brief 21.11.2014

Coming To Terms

There are deep wounds in my heart from being incarnate.

I feel as if my Higher Self has given ME the 'cold shoulder', and I am 'Dead To Her', by my being here on Earth.

This is an emotional realization that I had yesterday, after a few days of really deep 'inner work'. I had 'sensed' a 'lesson' coming on about two weeks ago. They give us this pattern, our guides--'lesson-rest period-lesson' just like with the energy upgrades Ashtar gives it's always 'upgrade-assimilate-rest-upgrade'. I used to scream at him to just crank it the heck up and Get It Over With! But no, he has all the world in his sights, not just me, and I am outweighed Big Time and completely outnumbered.

Being here under The Veil--that is having no memory or knowledge of any other life but this one--is like playing a game of Marco Polo in the swimming pool. You are 'blind' and close your eyes, and try to find your friends who have eyes their open, but they are free to move around. You say, 'Marco!' and the friends reply 'Polo' and they are very difficult to catch by this simple location effort...

So all the time, as a beacon to some and a bane to others--I am here at my post saying, 'Marco! Marco! Marco!' every single DAY for the past three or four YEARS.

Some of the 'Polo!' responses I have received from my readers, many if not ALL are from the Higher Realms, whether they can see it or not--have been absolutely God-sends to me.

In fact, they are my Star brothers and sisters, literally. And my Star mom. too.

Being here under the Veil, though, with the Galactic Assistance from our Higher Selves and 'Souls Out there'--is like waiting for the other shoe to drop. I've been on earth so long, in so MANY incarnations, I am exhausted. And right now it's like 'Fifty-two Card Pickup'--the cousins ask, would you like to play a game? It's really FUN!' And then boom! they throw the deck of cards all over the room and you have to pick it up.

I know it's us on Earth here who made the mess and 'throw the cards', not the Galactics. But the betrayal that is so 'every day' here on Gaia's surface makes me a little 'nervous' around Galactics I don't even KNOW, including my very own Higher Self, who is just as much a stranger to me as someone I sit next to on the subway.

The Veil did it's thing! The dang thing WORKS! And I have AMNESIA, big-time, and I hate it. Really, I do.

So now we get to the terrifying part--the tests which are good for you and make you get your ability to do stuff--keep coming at us. It's like sitting for the Anesthesia Oral Boards EVERY day! It's stressful.

Yesterday I had a nasty little test on Discernment. Apparently I am 'super good' at Discernment, and I 'passed'.

But it wasn't fun.

I know Ross tested me and tested me before I got his Ring. It's superimposed on one I wear, and I tell you, Ross was trembling in spirit when he gave it to me. It's the first of his spiritual 'gifts' he has been allowed to give. With this ring comes a responsibility, and he was satisfied I could carry this responsibility independently of him.

I use this ring every day, in my spirit work.

Check this out:

My picture I chose for my last post

From the 'Have Patience' post from the Creator Writings original link

Our Friendship

Mind you, Ross is a million miles away when I learn my lessons. I imagine he is in some room with a one-way mirror watching. But I am not even hugging him once when I go through these tests.

And I miss him.

I ache.

And He is the carrot I chase to go through these brutal and agonizing tests, where I focus my laser like Consciousness on myself, and burn away all that does not serve me as a Being of the Light.

My HS and I are having to recover our 'relationship' after my being given--'The Cold Shoulder' by her--innocently on her part, but being incarnate makes you have an enormous chip on your shoulder against those Galactic.

For the longest time I did't even know her name for sure. She recently just told me what to call her. Yesterday!

How long have I been alive? And awake enough to be blogging to you? And known I had a Higher Self?

And I just learn this, yesterday?!?!

See my frustration?

Just know once I figure it out, it's easier for the rest of us, and much simpler energetically. I am going places that only I can go with my energy and my Light work...Machete in hand I am whacking out a trail out of the forest and back HOME to Ross!

My Higher self, Sophia, is nice. And she's smart. But she's a little 'naive'--not street-smart at all, in any way, because there is no NEED to be street-smart in the Higher Realms.

Two nights ago she bought me a bracelet. And I love it. It's delicate, it sparkles, and it reminds me she thinks of me.

Yesterday, she wished me 'good morning'--and that was enough! I wished her 'good day' too.

On the way to work, she said, 'I like you'.

That meant so much. Up until now it's been 'LOVE LOVE LOVE' without any physical evidence or interaction with me to prove it. She was claiming a relationship with me that, my having amnesia, didn't know exists. So SHE got frustrated because I wasn't waking up, and I got frustrated because I was like, 'WHO are YOU?'

Yesterday to show her I like HER, I invited her to choose the colors for my mani-pedi. I trust her. And I want her close to me (usually Ross picks the colors). She said, 'pick rich fall colors and have Hana help you make the final choice, I will work through her.' So on my toes is a sparkling, rich wine color, and on my fingers? Maple syrup color! : ))) I love it!

Again and again now Sophia reminds me that I am going to get Ross.

And also yesterday, for the first time, she told me there is only ONE of me (my real name, Lady G.S., or 'Lumpy'as I prefer.)

That meant a lot.

I had some help from my spiritual mom. We talk. She is incarnate. And when my spirit mom said I am the jewel in all the Universe, I felt the love from my mom, and I understand what others who are watching must feel for me too.

If you have followed my blog, it will come as no surprise to you how Ross and I 'fit together' as a couple in the Grand Scheme of Things.  And why I am the jewel. How Sophia says, 'you are my BEST parts!'

Ross says now is not the time to spell it out for everyone. And for those who don't follow the blog--total mind-numbing shock, and like, they will be stunned for quite some time to learn of it.

And for those of you who know, and love and support me, emotionally, I thank you and I bless you with my love and gratitude every single day.

When I learned who I am, some guy on Twitter just up and told me. It took two weeks for me to recover. They had to take me up in meditation, to a little plain room with all of my family, my Star family, Mary and Joseph my guides too, in a circle on little folding chairs, like an intervention.

I asked, 'Is this TRUE?'

They nodded yes. They looked concerned. And a little embarrassed--I don't think this was how the plan was for the truth to come out...my reaction to is wasn't helping anything...

I asked, 'How come you didn't TELL ME?!'

I forget what they said, I was very hurt because I thought their love for me was because of my husband, my Twin, and not me...

But it IS for me.

And I remembered the time Gaia Portal once said, 'She was asked if she would like to Ascend sooner or later, and she said, Sooner'...that had happened before their writing that particular blog post in my meditations too. It was Ashtar who had asked me, or one of the many councils I 'pop into' every now and then. I wondered how the Gaia Portal people could know what goes on in my meditations?

My Divine Father, told me once a long time ago, 'You will be the jewel in the front and center of my crown'. I was like, 'How can I be a jewel? Huh?'.  I see now he is right.

I can.

And Blessed Mother told me once, as I poured my heart out to her twenty years ago over my romantic woes, 'You will have the most beautiful love story that has ever been.'

She is right.

When you learn the true story of me and Ross, you will weep with wonder and amazement how two souls could ever have gone through all this! It really IS beautiful, and I give thanks without ceasing for this love we share.

my favorite picture of us

Ross

I thank you for listening to Carla with your heart. It has been a long voyage, a journey not for the poorly-equipped.

It is time for the pilot to say to those onboard ship, or on-board 'Light Ship', as I know and love to fly one! (laughs) 'we are heading towards port' and 'prepare to dock'. I say this to my crew as well as to the many passengers who are here for a reason.

(Holds up one finger) One day, all of the truth will come out! And I thank you for listening. I don't want you to think I didn't let you know who I am or who Carla is or even our little boy Anthony...we are in your Heart Vibration, and when you are 'right' for this knowledge, it will come to your understanding.

I want you to think of it as a little 'delayed-release' or 'time-release' capsule, which you take and it gives the medicine at its own rate in the gut.

You will KNOW without a doubt when the time is right for your knowing it.

You will NOT be in shock like the rest of the world.

You will smile to yourself, and have an inner-knowing, a sense of, 'I had a feeling about him!' in your heart.

And all will be okay.

I am not going to give you any time frames for ANYTHING. This could take six days, six weeks, six months, or six years from now. Or even sixty!!! (smiles and laughs so gently, and he looks at me. My heart skips a beat)

Carla! I am coming to YOU!

I miss you just like you miss me. (touches his chest with his fist over his heart).

You are my love, and I shall go through all eternity with you at my side. (he kisses me--he is a very good kisser and I feel him when he touches me. I feel his light body touch my light body and my lips, my earth lips. It's hard to explain, I know, but it IS, and I really enjoy it very much. <3 )




Aloha and Mahalos,
Namaste,
Peace,

Just 'us'
Ross and Carla
and also little Anthony

Gaia News Brief 19.11.2014

Update--Five New Divine Healing Codes

Yesterday was a busy day for us in the Divine Healing Codes department. We got one from Archangel Lauren and Raphael for Merkel Cell carcinoma, this is a rare skin disease.

I had a patient who was legally blind without correction, who WAS blind in the O.R. because the contact lenses had to come out. Ross sensed my deep compassion, and gave me a Divine Healing Code for poor eyesight.  That night, when I saw my friend with the retinal problems, I gave the code to him without saying a word or moving anything but my consciousness...I will continue to help as best I can.

We got one for Willpower through Archangel Courtney, who is an incarnation of Archangel Haniel.  I had trouble figuring out what a patient's root imbalance was--and sure enough--this 'fit'.

I bumped my fingers SO hard coming out of the public restroom by tonight's restaurant--another door was open and as I opened mine coming out of the stall I smashed all four of my right hand. It HURT...bless Ross for sending me a code for this. I used cold water and the code, and it felt okay much faster than normal and no bruise.

The one that did bruise my soul deeply, was one my Higher Self sent to me through Archangel Courtney, for 'grounding'.

That one sent me on a tailspin for the last couples of days...

Carla And Her Higher Self

I think from their perspective, the Higher Selves think they are much like this picture--loving and guiding the ones who come after them, to gain experience and knowledge of the self.


I find the concept of a Higher Self frightening. It's completely confusing. And this is why I have a deal with mine to be 'just like a coat' when I need it, and to stay one 'the sidelines' because it's a distraction for me on my mission that I just can't afford to stumble over.

Unless I ask for help, I don't want it.

I get upset, because I find it an intrusion to MY Consciousness to have any interaction from her that I don't invite.

Compared to her, I feel extremely INADEQUATE

Dr. Moosa used to be the Chairman of Surgery where I went to Medical School. He used to say, with a sly smile, that a resident surgeon is like a fine rug--you have to take it out and BEAT it about twice a year.

I feel like that--I am my Higher Self's 'Resident', and I don't know where I stand with Her.

Ross asked me many questions yesterday, in front of a very small group. He asked me how I love him?  We've had our differences in the past that we had to work through...so why do I trust him now?

It's because I KNOW you. You have been with me, for some time now, getting to know me. You talk with me. You buy me things. You are close. So now I trust you...

He understood, and relayed this to the team.

To be honest, I was still pretty freaked out. Here are my concerns:

• When this is over, what am I? Just one face in a roomful of my past life incarnations? Where do we all go?
• Do I go away and disappear and 'melt' into Her?
• Am I her avatar for some totally awful Galactic video game?
• Why was I even HERE, and created in the first place, without my asking to be born?
• All I want is Ross. Will I get that or will the carrot that got me through all this be just a cruel trick?

I asked my friend who knows more than I do. She said, 'Your HS is the ocean, and you are a drop'.  

I was like, 'but I LIKE my drop!'

Then I told her I get all worked up over the HS, and I accuse her of 'sitting on her butt and eating cupcakes with ME doing all of the work!'.  It's not like me to get upset like that. I wonder what is bugging me?

My friend asked me how many times I've been incarnated?

A lot.

She thinks I'm frustrated and ready to go home after doing all that work in incarnations for so long.

I felt like I was nothing more than an amusement for whoever...and was sad.

She said she 'signed up' too, for this, and even though it's awful now we had good reasons...at the time.

I know for a fact in meditation, crew members and those who knew me before are SURPRISED to meet me--I must have been very bossy back then, because they favorably enjoy 'the new me'. I am sweet by nature, through and through, and consistently so.

Oh yes, I asked Ross this morning with all earnestness, 'Am I just like plastic surgery for my HS, you know, a more youthful appearance and a little 'nip and tuck'?' He almost spit out what he was drinking he laughed so hard over that one. Ashtar too.

Anyhow, in Council this morning, I submitted to my HS, and All That Is, and renounced my 'self' and all my dreams, and hopes, and plans as 'Carla', to the Higher Good, and made a gesture like this picture, but only me lying flat on my face on the floor.   I wanted to accept what is my fate, and allow it to happen.

At this Ross got angry, and like a gifted public speaker (which he is)--with me still lying on the floor he accused the Council and all the Higher Selves:

• Look what you have done! Look at her! She exchanges total submission from Those Who Do Not Have Their Best Interest At Heart to all of YOU! Is this what you want?!
• The underlying accusation was that they weren't paying attention to life on Gaia, and they didn't intervene soon enough, and look at this mess!
• He wanted them to take responsibility for the deep psychological effects of living under The Veil of Illusion, to be in 3D.

Then he got on his knees and hands to my level, and bid me to get up.

He took me to a warm beach, and was very gentle, and asked me more questions to help me to heal, and to help the Council to understand my plight, and that of a LOT of people. Only this time, I felt the warm, and I saw only him. 

Then she came, in a really pretty white dress, all clean and beautiful as if she's never gotten her hands dirty in all of eternity...I told her I am afraid of her, Her Power, and how her being THERE and my being HERE feels like some being cast out, or rejection, and it's very painful for me to be in Her presence. I don't understand anything, and her knowing what she knows makes me feel all the more stupid, and low. I asked her to make herself known to me, gently, and slowly, as I am overwhelmed with how this works, and I am afraid once my Consciousness comes back, my being Carla will melt like a witch in Oz who has water thrown on her. 

She agreed.

From what I gather, she is my Intuition, as she Knows All

She sent me this image, and I was horrified to think I was the petals on the floor. She said, no, She is the plant, and I am the bud, ready to bloom, at the bottom. I still don't understand it, but it doesn't hurt to think about it.

Ashtar and Ross talked to me for a long time. And Ashtar whispered and leveled with me--'You know who I am, right?'

'Yes, an Incarnation of Archangel Michael.'

'So, what do you think is going to happen to me!? Am I going to melt and disappear?'

I listened, but it still didn't make sense. It's like if Ashtar doesn't pay the rent Michael is going to yank all the existence right out of him!

Anyhow, I was told by Ross to read this, it would help:  http://johnsmallman.wordpress.com/2014/11/18/let-go-of-any-sense-of-guilt-or-shame/

It did in the sense I know all the incarnations of betrayal HAD to do something to me.

And I saw a line of light on the wall in my room, it was golden. And I took everything that 'wasn't Galactic and was holding me back' and transmuted it with the golden Light.

My friend who was with me and I got very dizzy. A lot of energy flowed after that. But I've been off-balance all day.

I lost my gumption.

But tonight, I knew my HS was going to send me a little something. Ross' jewelry he bought me (he's bought two necklaces, nope--three, earrings, and a bracelet, as well as helping me design one)--really helped. At the last moment, I saw a beautiful tennis bracelet made of white topaz. It's 'lab created' and very affordable--and the sales guy dropped the price by over twenty percent and paid the tax. I love it! White topaz was in Ross' first gifts, and I love to work with this stone. So now when I look at my left wrist, I know my HS is thinking of me, and smiling.

And she promised me I WILL get Ross, and showed me her 'divorce papers' releasing all her rights to him she had signed the last round all of this inadequacy and confusion over who I am hit.

I asked Ashtar and Ross what to call myself? I told them that they could call me 'Lumpy' and as long as I had Ross I wouldn't care!

Actually my name is Carla Maria (my last name), incarnation of Lady (G.S.)

Today was the second time I was responding to Lady G.S. and each time I do, Ross gets VERY happy for me to answer to that name and feel 'normal'...

But just between you and I?

I make him call me Lumpy G.S. just so I know it's me. And Ross cracks up when he says it, but he does it...so in private I am 'Lumpy G.S.' and very happy to have some input, some voice, in this whole mess!

I wish you more smoothly transition out of 3D than apparently it has been for me...

Ross

Carla needs me. My Lady-who I call 'Lumpy' because she insists--stubborn as she is--is going through some very tough awakening.

I have given her all the love and support I could muster.

I have told her that her feelings won't matter on this issue in a short time--that she will be happy, and content, and able to live her life she wants in the Higher Realms--with me.

Carla feels like she has an expiration date. Like when the changes hit, she is going to be like smoke, and disappear. 

I told her Carla is a car, and her Consciousness is the Driver, and that Carla did a good mission, and that it's almost complete.

With death being what it is, Carla didn't really like that.

She cannot imagine the wonder that lies in store out there for humanity!

So I am helping her to stabilize, and to hold on, until things settle more for her, internally.

I really love her.

It has been two days of tough work for all of us...

I will say more when I can about the announcements and news and updates and points to grow on.

For now, it's first things first.

Carla enjoys writing to you. From her heart. It's the first time her readings have come up in two days, ever since the unasked for gift from her well-intentioned HS and sister Courtney, who had no idea how delicate our Carla's psyche is as she is Ascending.

All of you are, a little every day. Only Carla's at a shaky part of it, where she is vulnerable. 

So listen to Saul as your lesson for the day. It will help you. The John Smallman link that Carla  provided.

Ross and Carla

and all those good things 

we say

in love and gratitude

for your love for our ohana.

thank you cousins, uncles and aunties!

Gaia News Brief 9.10.14

What It Is Like Outside The Matrix--Day 1

The fear is absent. I had no worries I would be late to work yesterday morning. There was no panic like there usually is. Everything worked out on time. I arrived with time to spare. I trusted in my ability to get to work, and also, in 'supporting and guiding forces' to get me there.  It was class photo day--so I had a late start and was able to help my boy to look his most handsome, as he wished. I made breakfast, and packed his lunch.

I also, at the end of the day, pushed forward on a project I had been meaning to do for one year--a little more. I finished editing and compiling the chapters of my eBook, Messages From My Patients. Throughout my career in medicine, I kept a journal just for when my patients came back after crossing over, and wrote down messages they gave to me from beyond. Some other people are Nick Adenhart, the former Angels Pitcher, Brittany Murphy the actress, and Michael Jackson, the entertainer.  There are also many messages from organ donors, cardiac patients, and trauma patients. I went to sleep at one a.m. saying, 'I will be rested when I get up'--just like Louise Hay.

By the way, I have done anesthesia for Louise Hay and her husband, one time for each, when I had no idea who any of them were. I also have done anesthesia for Dee (Doreen Virtue) twice. At the time I didn't know about them, and they didn't know about me.  But Spirit was definitely looking out for them! <3


My Higher Self

I am an exceptional case because the actions of my Higher Self in creating me, led to my being one of the most abused and tortured souls in all of existence, and including to this day.

And yet all three are one being, one Light.  So the 'rescue' aspect of us, that spark in MY soul, is very hostile and angry and unpredictable to Her who made me.

She is an archangel, Sophia. And she created both Ross and myself for a special mission to save our mother. This was with the help of Michael, Raphael, and Merlin, that we Twins were made.

I had thought one archangel--to split--means the first is not there any more. I was mistaken. AS this being, Ross' Twin, I have a name I do not disclose at this time. Nor Ross' true identity. For the moment it is best we are just 'us'. We have had one incarnation together. Then I incarnated many times on my own, including this one, as Carla.

So the hiccup was:

• to teach me--Carla and more--that I would not 'go away' once I acknowledged the connection.
• to show how it is like in anesthesia residency, where She is the attending, and I am the Resident, both are physicians, and we take care of the same patient at the same time together--with the patient being our shared Consciousness.
• this explains the MEMORIES I have of before Ross and Carla, in our first incarnation,were ever created, as well as for every incarnation.
• our special mission is a success and completed this summer. One day this will be shared too.
• she and Ross 'took away' my dream of 'marriage' to get me OUT of the Matrix. The 'fairy tale ending' is a product of the Matrix, and I was conditioned for that. Ross is back and our love is as strong as ever. But we don't need to 'put a ring on it' in 3D. Only the 5D version, which I don't fully understand, awaits. Divine Mother and Divine Father promised this will be.

Yesterday I had both a meeting with Raziel and Sophia. Then later, just Raziel, at my home. He spelled it out for me, and I took a nap after. I have been okay ever since.

Part of my fear was in being 'blended back' into the original Soul. This has happened, in a way I can't explain, through my Consciousness. 

I feel every way myself, with the exception of fear, expectations I once held about life, and any acceptance of the Matrix as 'legit' I ever had is now gone.

My Knight In Shining Armor

This is Dr. Percy J Russell, former assistant Dean of my school of Medicine, at UCSD.  

I stand on his shoulders. Aa a returning student, and one going through a divorce, I had a lot of struggle when I was in medical school. Twenty eight is ancient, by comparison, and many medical schools do not even interview returning students. I paid for my entire medical education and housing and food and clothing myself.

Dr. Russell always took an interest in me. His warmth and kindness was like the sunshine on my perpetually rainy life. His encouragement and interest in how I was doing meant wonders to me.

I had no doubt whatsoever in my mind that he CARED about me, and wanted me to do my best.

He SAW my future in ways I could not.

I would meet with him. I don't know how I ended up having to go to his office. Usually he just said hi to me in the hall and seemed to know everything about me, how he knew, and why he liked me, I didn't understand. He was just a dean...

Well he was a special dean, and apart from his academic research and contribution to medicine, he welcomed those who would otherwise not have been welcome in another setting--people of diversity, people with a struggle, people who had the potential they were unsure they had deep inside to heal others.

He has been on my mind for two weeks, no messages. I was struggling to even recall his name. Then it 'came' to me in a flash. 

I thank God for him.

see lower right corner   and   In memoriam January 2014 for more about this wonderful man.

Earth Angels

Kathy the RN who works both GI and PACU tracked me down in GI yesterday. She is very catholic. She had a story to share. She often shares stories. She was at a meeting for RCIA (the returning catholics education) but wasn't really needed. An overwhelming desire, a 'nudge' to go to adoration of the eucharist came. She told her husband she didn't know why, but she had to GO!

When she got to the chapel, there was one woman there, who was alone and frantic. She needed to leave, and yet she didn't want to leave the eucharist--the body of Christ--ALONE!

Spirit sent Kathy to relieve her so she could go home as she needed to do. Kathy didn't get any messages (she said, 'I didn't hear anything' which makes me think there are times she DOES hear, like me...LOL) Kathy's name is Kathleen, if you work with me, but I call her Kathy and I always have.

Stina, the respiratory tech with the NDE, saw me in the hall. She was escorting and ICU patient to the OR or CT scanner. She gave me a hug and had a huge smile. She said this time she got a ZAP when she touched me. Her enthusiasm is the first sign at my work that all of my efforts with this page and everything are worthwhile--I get MANY online feedback statements to this effect. But I don't see the light in the eyes of those who write it, like I saw the light in Stina's face...I do appreciate all comments. Sometimes I say I work for comments! as I am not paid for any of this work I do.

I haven't even gotten back any of the investment I put into the bracelet project--the first check to pay me back my seed money is due any time now, and it's not even about three percent of what I have put in for supplies. (If you are interested, look for the tab, Reiki Doc Recommends, above, and scroll to Spiritual Accelerators)

I am not in it for the money....I am in it to support Reiki and to support your spiritual growth, just like Dr. Russell did for me. <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3

Spirit sent ME to Au Lac. I saw Mai in her car. The dishwasher didn't show up for work. She had planned to go to Au Lac LA, due to open next month. Instead she washed dishes. I offered to help her. She was so glad to see me! But instead, I ate, at her insistence, and also shared some hot and sour soup with her when she had a break.

How You Can Break Free From The Old Matrix

Archangel Metatron says there are two matrixes superimposed, both feeding energy to our energy systems. (If you are visual, this will help you to see it grid to sector)

About three days ago, Ross and I grabbed the old grid, and started to shake it. This is to bring is down off me.

Metatron says to envision the old one like the string used to sew up a turkey, after the turkey is baked--all greasy, see through, and weak. 

It is tied around our wrists. Yesterday morning, I was feeling held back by the energies. I wanted OUT. I started to shake the grid on my own, without Ross.

I shared this with a close personal friend, the keeper of the Diamond Shield and the Silverplatinum Flame. She also is my spiritual mother. She said, 'BE CAREFUL what you do!'

By afternoon, I was miserable, and I didn't care. I yanked and flung and wriggled to be free. I didn't know what being free meant, but I didn't want anything to do with the old. So with my CONSCIOUSNESS I did all these things in spirit.

Then a beautiful crystal lotus as big as a room opened, and the grid of diamonds connected to it was made clear to me. Divine Mother had built it. But it was like I unclamped the safety link from the old to the new.

I could breathe FREE again, with the energy of the Light and breathable diamonds (I don't know what else to call them but I believe they might be tachyons, particles of energy like photons, that all galactics need to survive)....

Ross and Metatron say you have permission to work on your attachments to the grid, as well.

Archangel Lauren has been told by Metatron 'go help your sister'.

You are instructed to 'ask your guide angels' to help you with your shaking free to detach from the matrix. Your energy on this end, and their on the other, will help you break free. My detachment was the most difficult, and with each one after, more and more will detach from the old and reattach to the new sparkly one with ease.

Ross

What can I say? (shrugs).  That is my woman! I am very proud of her. She is breaking ground where no one has ever been before. Just like me.

The apple doesn't fall far from the tree. Isn't that right, Mother?

Aloha and Mahalos,

Namaste,

Peace,

Reiki Doc and Ross, who says, 'I can't take credit for any of the work that Carla has done and so neatly spelled out for you. How I Did It 101' (he smiles)

The Archangel Healing Key ARISE

Hi, there are many healing keys to be sent out today. This one is a surprise, both for when it was given, and also, how it 'cut in line' today to be the second one to be sent out.

I don't know how to explain this, but it is from my Higher Self, and awakened Archangel Lauren one morning, helping her to get up and out of bed as this sign was given to her.

She gave it to me, and I had to memory or clue about anything that was given, but it is in fact, my own Archangel Healing Key that is attributed to me, or at least, to my Higher Self.

We are on good terms now, both of us, my Higher Self. I am independent, and she allows me to perceive my independence. Only if I need Her help to I invite her to come in, although we are in fact, friends and I appreciate the support that She gives when I ask.

Without further ado, here is the key ARISE:

http://youtu.be/jxbqMHZGLOc

Aloha and Mahalos,

Namaste,

Peace, 

and Wake Up (just giving you a hard time...to see if you have been listening... ; )   )

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