My phone just rang. I'm so glad there's caller I.D. It was my local pharmacy. There is that prescription I need, the inhaled steroid nebulizer that costs me about one hundred and fifty dollars a for a thirty day supply. That's five dollars for one tiny nebulizer dose. This is at their discount cash rate. With my insurance the copay would be even more expensive. Their computer wants me to pick up my refill. And the pharmacy tech keeps calling to ask me to pick it up.
I haven't.
I have a near-full box from the last time. I stopped taking it. Steroid isn't good for you.
Breathing exercises have helped me more. I used to breathe with my chest and hold my stomach in. I've been told to exercise using my diaphragm lying down with my hands on my belly for three minutes twice a day. It's helping.
My figure looks awful because I'm not holding it in.
But I can breathe and I feel good, not hungry for air. And I'm not on the steroids.
How do pharmacies make their money? I am a beneficiary of these practices. At Lakewood Regional Medical Center, their pharmacy--in a move that was absolutely altruistic in support of the community!-- took their profits and turned it into scholarships for local youth in the community who wanted to learn anything medical--not just doctors but dentists, nurses, pharmacists, respiratory therapists...anything. I got it for four years. They make money by marking up the price, just a little. And the drug companies make their money by setting the price. The distributors/middlemen take their cut too.
I know from YouTube crafting videos to set the wholesale price to twice your materials and time, and then the shop keepers will double that. It's just enough to stay in business--you know, pay for your taxes and keep a little bit for you. For everyone involved.
Ultimately, what keeps people in the medical business is illness. Accidents. Disease. And perhaps, wanting to look youthful in the case of the aesthetic surgery/procedures business.
Here is an article we would like you to peruse -- please click on it and have a look-- https://www.kevinmd.com/blog/2019/11/medicines-not-what-it-used-to-be.html
Thank you.
Now we are not going to talk about things...because as the title says, and the photo...with the dead tree...'over the rainbow' is also a programming technique, so that when the torture of the Monarch/MKUltra victim is severe enough, the victim dissociates, 'over the rainbow' and can't feel it any more.
Medicine is under the rainbow.
People are feeling everything.
And here is where we share from what is going on inside.
I'm not supposed to 'say' anything, and I won't.
Physicians are the kind of people who are altruistic, wanting to succeed, wanting to please. They also are the few percent who are capable of postponing reward. Their best years of their life are spent in training, they delay starting their families, because they feel the combination of helping others and material compensation is 'worth it'.
As you can see in the article, the younger one is basically saying to the older physicians: you have lost your mojo but I have still got mine, let me replace you. Here you can go tend a garden.
Our 'mojo' is basically all of the little red dots with an emphasis on professionalism.
Sir William Osler started medical residency training. He is reputed to have said that the only bad thing about being on call every other night is you miss half of the cases. People LIVED in hospitals.
He was born in 1849! His career was one hundred and fifty years ago!! This was before the industrial revolution, the civil war, the airplane, the telephone, the television, and the internet.
The pace of life was slower then, and also, there were not many interventions possible to save people from death.
Sir William Osler was also a proponent of geriatricide--give people one year to set their affair in order and then death by chloroform at age sixty five. He called pneumonia the old man's friend, because death was quick and painless. Ironically, he died from pneumonia himself!
In essence, Medicine attracts individuals who are drawn to the likes of nurturing, warmth, love and compassion. Or those whose families have had the career. Or even, those who enjoy fixing things, and helping others.
What the practicing physician experiences is far different than what they signed up for.
In classical literature, the hero always has a 'fatal flaw'. This physician assistant hit the nail on the head with this article https://www.kevinmd.com/blog/2019/12/there-is-a-profound-lack-of-self-esteem-in-the-medical-profession.html.
I know of a young married couple of surgical technologists (scrub techs) who are very capable. But he and his sister bought a home not far from the hospital for 'very cheap' about ten years ago. He is married and living with his wife, son, and there is a baby on the way. The wife wants to work part time for the sake of the children. But their house is going up for sale. I asked why? Well, they had foundation problems with the home. They had to take an extra loan. And there is trouble now with the payments. They don't know where they are going to live. In the area, it's very expensive. I asked how much the mortgage is, it's about twenty five hundred dollars...Fortunately the wife's mom is a realtor and is putting the home up for sale.
The look on his face said it all. The worry. The anguish. The unknowing for the future. The having to leave work, because, as it's been discussed, some people who are working can't afford to live a comfortable life. By that, I mean, that the bills are paid and there's little left over, not just for a rainy day but to enjoy a little too. Like a vacation once a year to someplace nice.
That people who have trained and devoted their lives to the health of others can't live comfortably and raise a family is a total and complete crime against humanity. It really is. And my friends are the casualties of it.
This is what the state of California is experiencing. People are fleeing it. In droves. Not just individuals, but entire families of four or five households together. They just can't make ends meet.
Let's get back to medicine.
The other day, a surgeon was complaining about being slow. There had been an injury.
Can't afford to wear a cast, can't afford to take off work. So this surgeon is working on patients with this going on in the dominant hand.
In my opinion, the risk of extending the injury to local nerves and blood vessels and tendons far outweighs anything else. It has to heal.
But I also understand the difficulty in paying rent on the practice, staff, and the household staying afloat for six weeks, or longer if there is to be surgery.
How about another surgeon who was at the limits of exhaustion? This one covers multiple facilities, each one paying a stipend to be available for call. The total stipends from about five facilities (which are in the area but a commute apart) are about enough to pay for rent.
The way insurance pays provers is sneaky now. You get paid once for ninety days of whatever needs to be done. And the payment is a lump, so you need to decide with the others (laboratory, hospital, anesthesia, etc) how much each one gets. I know I do far fewer GI anesthetics because they are paying me from their slice of the pie. An RN refused one complex patient, strokes and heart problems and a pacemaker, and I was called in to do it. Good thing. I had to use drugs I never use to support the heart and blood pressure during this relatively low-risk case. I use these drugs for major surgery all the time, and nurses can't. Not for conscious sedation.
Even when I work for GI, I need a 'Medical Necessity Form' signed by the gastroenterologist to justify my services provided. No form, no payment from the insurance companies. It is absolutely humiliating to have to ask for 'my meal ticket' and 'your autograph' and 'my son needs new shoes' every case, every day.
And for the new GI docs? At the hospital you can't do procedures you are trained to do until you are 'proctored'. I met a woman who ate nothing but mashed potatoes for six weeks while waiting for a procedure because none of the senior gastroenterologists would make themselves available to proctor the new guy! It took 'forever to schedule' the scheduler said.
And our scheduler?
She has retrained as a GI tech for job interest but also job security. Now she takes call. Just like everyone else. We tried to talk her out of it, but she couldn't be swayed out of her decision.
Let's take this digression back to the surgeon who was exhausted and upset, someone who is normally very positive and good-natured. The surgery at my hospital had a long line up, and one case was dropped. I finished around one in the morning.
At another hospital, someone was very sick, and needed emergency surgery. Unfortunately, there was no clone for my doc. I drove home, he drove to another big case.
His hands look like this:
They are well on the way to becoming like this:
He's on all the meds, even i.v. ones...but without rest...how can he survive? And without work, how can he pay the alimony, college, child support, office and apartment? He's the most generous doc I've ever met. Took the entire PACU RN staff to see a local Broadway show...very kind.
Yesterday was the first day I felt the spirit of his deceased brother around him in the O.R. His brother is very proud, very blown away by what his brother has become. And he was giving energy to help support his loved one who is still incarnate...The brother died in the line of duty as a police officer many years ago.
Let's change the subject to something even more fascinating and scandalous, shall we?
My toxicology friends who are all pro-vaccine shared a bombshell...
You know this?
This is what we are told.
Well guess what is apparently now the cause?
Loss of the original bacterial microbiome in the gut that is passed on from mother to child due to treatment of bacterial infection with...you know what kind of drugs.
Can you imagine the implication?
Everyone walking around with a 'few extra pounds' is a victim who due to treatment for an illness lost their natural bacterial flora, their biome, and what grew back isn't efficient at digesting the food for them.
Also, please note that the petri dishes are with a special kind of agar https://www.asm.org/getattachment/7ec0de2b-bb16-4f6e-ba07-2aea25a43e76/protocol-2885.pdf) That red color is due to heme.
If humans are walking petri dishes--then by no stretch of the imagination--the field of bacteriology can be used as a two-edged sword--it can heal (which we believe) but also it can harm (intentional or unintended). If intended, then it is a weapon. And if people like Osler back in the day was up front and open about genocide of old people...what about the ones who control society today, TWDNHOBIAH?
We are energy.
We are frequency.
We are love condensed into the physical form.
We as humans have delicate vessels and psychology.
Everything known about the human condition, the human body, the brain, the psychology--is a potential weapon that can be used against it.
Scalar wave technology doesn't have to be only with this:
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It can be this: https://patents.google.com/patent/US6506148B2/en
Or even ones to cause disharmony, weight gain, listlessness. External beam radio frequency. It doesn't have to be fluoride in the drinking water 'for teeth'...but for the record, fluoride was used in the concentration camps in WW2 to make the inmates docile. It's also in Prozac, as a ligand to the main chemical structure. It's in anesthesia too--sevoflurane, isoflurane....
Ross wants you to know that the good news is, for every 'weapon' there is an equal and stronger 'healing ray' in their armament from the firmament (Divine Creator).
This is why he wants us to open our eyes (he's gesturing), to READ and to REFLECT on what we are reading, and not so much watching because when you are watching there can be hidden messages sent within the original thing you watch and you can't defend yourself against it like you can while reading ('hey, I don't buy that!' or 'that doesn't make sense to me...') What he is saying is that while reading your brain has the ability to take bits and pieces to heart and discard the rest, but in a video format this is more difficult because a different processing part of the brain is involved. It's too difficult to discern, except for broad generalizations. It's less precise.
He also says our world is opening and awakening. Just like this on Medicine, this 'report from the front lines' he says. He also advises us to keep quiet on social media forums, as there is censorship. He says to use them within the guidelines to establish the friendships and support, but for the awakening to send out separate e-newsletters or texts which are not on the social media platforms and are therefore less easy for them to censor or keep track.
He says to prepare ourselves for there is an active awakening coming.
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Aloha and Mahalos,
Namaste,
Peace,
Ross and Carla
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